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#i hate my feelings
sweetbonbon · 6 months
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I feel like a ghost. Not a ghost that people come to see not a ghost the people make an effort to communicate with, a forgotten ghost. One that spends its days alone. Wondering the place they once called home. Forced to watch in silence as people come and go. Always forgotten but will never forget.
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dizzyheadroom · 1 year
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Someone please put a bullet in my head.
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benzosinmyveins · 6 months
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Don’t worry I am just delusional.
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xobeyourselfxo · 2 days
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kaairo · 2 months
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"DON'T YOU NOTICE HOW I GET QUIET WHEN THERE'S NO ONE ELSE AROUNDDD" /lyr
"I SOUND LIKE A LOON, BUT DON'T YOU FEEL IT TOO??"
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asylum-inside · 1 year
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Its like I'm never good enough. Everything I do or say is never good enough. I myself am not good enough. I should have died long time ago. At this point its not even a debate anymore. It would be the right thing to do
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userna-me12345 · 1 year
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Don’t mind me…. just girlventing on my girlblog
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treatbuckywkisses · 2 years
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don't u hate it when u think a guy is flirting with you & even your coworker is like hey he is flirting w you and then you find out said guy has a gf of like 3 years lol :')
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atlasaure1ius · 1 year
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idk what i feel
so yesterday one of my friends (lets call her Lily) who i’ve only known for a few months invited me out with one of her friends (lets call her Marlene). So Lily claims that i’m one of her bestest friends ever, and that i get her like no one else does, blablabla… yk the usual. And Marlene and Lily have been best friends for YEARS. So naturally when i go with them i feel awkward. Marlene keeps telling me how well she knows Lily and i dont look too deep into it but i dont feel nice around her im getting bad vibes. Marlene has to bring her little brother with her so he’s stuck with us. On the bus ride to the mall, Marlene and Lily keep talking inside shit with each other, whenever Lily talks to me Marlene distracts her again, and that should have been an obvious sign that Marlene doesnt like me BUT OH GOD LILY IS SO INNOCENT. me being me tho i dont make a big deal out of it i just pull on the hood of my jacket and pretend to scroll through tiktok. everyone buys that im fine cuz im Emo™ i dont talk much anyway right? by the time we get to the mall and get food Lily is talking to me a bit again and i feel okay for a while, then we get to a table which has 4 seats (2 people on each side). Lily moves to sit beside me but Marlene asks Lily to sit with her. Lily’s worried bout me and asks me if im fine with it but i pretend i dont care when i actualy fucking do care we go to the library later, where i pretty much get ignored once more. i tell them i wanna go search for a book and disappear for a long time, i just wanna be by myself. the library is one of my fav places on earth, its supposed to be a safe haven, but i feel so sad and EMPTY like i had been such a dumb bitch if i actually thought that anyone here actually cared about me when i finally went back so they wouldnt worry, Lily was the only one who actually noticed my absence. I fake a smile once more but its SO FUCKING HARD I CANT KEEP DOING THIS i thought that maybe once we got home i could get a chance to talk to Lily alone, but NOOOO when we reached our neighbourhood Marlene said she was going the same way as me, and told me she enjoyed the day and invited me out again next week. so when i get home i fake having had fun so my parents wouldn’t worry, and i see photos of today that Marlene posted on her Insta and GUESS WHAT every photo is taken perfectly so that only her and Lily would be seen so yeah it was a shitty day. i feel so empty. i was actualy looking forward to this… i fucking hate that bitch
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lunaalchemist · 1 year
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With the death of my drawing tablet, I was dumb and didn't do backups of all my drawings 😟
So I had to resort to looking though old messages and such to find most that I never posted, which led me to going down some dark rabbit holes... I saw photos of conversations past which made me reflect, how could some people you loved and adored with all your heart once turn into people you hate just because they tore your heart to shreds and sadness for those friends you lost because you couldn't stop them becoming a monster.
Morale of this escapade is back up your god damn files but furthermore don't look back it makes you really sad and upset.
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sweetbonbon · 4 months
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I’m a fraud
I walk around as something I’m not
Faking something great
The craving to be something more then average
It’s all consuming
Seeing the greats, knowing deep down I’ll never be like them
Trying everything, trying to be great at something
But only ever being average
Me: the fraud
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spectral-rat · 2 years
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Don’t you just hate it when people get mad at you for constantly being on your phone but the only reason your constantly on it is because you need something to drown out the thoughts that make you stressed and anxious and paranoid, just so you don’t go insane with all the bottled up thoughts nagging away at your mental state and your too afraid to tell anyone cause you don’t wanna burden them with your nonsense and you can’t go to therapy yet and have to wait and even then with the way this world works there no guaranty that they can or will legitimately help? Yeah, me too.
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thinbutterflyx · 1 year
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here we go again
It was almost 12 days but i fucked it up
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He deserves better...
My kids deserve better...
I do my best...everyday...Its not enough...Its really not...
Its not enough...
and i feel like shit for it...
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sleepygamerotaku · 2 years
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How the absolute F U C K can this man get my blood boiling while also making me get all blushy and flustered at the same time????
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Mnnzbbdnana HE'S A FILTHY RAT AND I LOVE HIM BUT I HATE HIM SO MUCH
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omsbt · 2 years
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You were never sensitive to me. You told me not once how you can't stand yourself in my presence, how bad I make you feel.
Would it be alright if I tell you now, Im learning to hate myself because you want me to? I hate myself because that feels better for you. You don't like me. You fucking selfish.
Don't be mad. Don't get hurt. As I never did. Fuck you if you do, anyway.
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