#i hate it in here

[bulldog-butch]

sometimes i think about how i would EAT in a tight figure hugging dress if that was at all what i wanted my presentation to be

#it’s too bad that i actually hate my hips and ass #i am so thick and for what 😭 #i hate it in here #(my body) #bork bork!

[kornealla]

Being Trio Mandili's Georgian stan means fighting misogynistic Georgians and creepy foreigners calling them "tradwives"

#I HATE IT IN HERE

[smimon]

Okay it seems like tumblr once again eats half of the reblog notifications!

#i hate it in here

[thisismeracing]

double rbr podium 🤢

#i hate it in here #f1 lb

[whyistarchaser]

LYRICS FROM SONGS MY EX’S DEDICATED TO ME (JAMES POTTER’S VERSION)

Love Of My Life by Queen

Sweet Dreams by BØRNS

Fallin’ (Adrenaline) by Why Don’t We

Pasos de Cero by Pablo Alborán

“How curious life is. That suddenly surprise us with this crazy love. And it’s just that everything ends and stops if I stop being who I am.”

A Dónde Vamos by Morat

“And idk idk idk, was it destiny or luck? That even being a stranger, i told you “i love you”. I’ve been looking for you for more than a thousand years. And you replied “where do we go?””

Do I Wanna Know? by Arctic Monkeys

#whyistarchaser posts #james potter #starchaser #marauders #songs #dedicated songs #idk if my ex’s hates me or they just loved me really badly #cos some of this songs are just pure angst #i hate it in here #can someone love me properly for once please?

[casuallivi]

Hello!!! do you have any idea when the midnight kiss will be update? anything helps

Hello darling

I'm blowing the dust from the keyboard and writing again, I even though I would be able to post in the new year's eve and honor the first chapter... Boy did I overestimated myself huh

A have a 30+ pages word doc open but this bitch has no coherent flow. A part of me wants to flashback my way back into it, the other knows its been too long and need to flow forward 😅 multichapting is hard dude, so hard! My respect for my favorite besties/writers has skyrocketed since posting this mess. We'll thrive!

#this january i have a mission! #will i accomplish it? #only the gods know #I HATE IT IN HERE #but i love it so much #its complicated #tmk #ask

[your-littlesecret]

I told myself I wouldn't do it but I am weak and I also tend to ignore myself

(yes I am reposting this bc I put the wrong part before so if you've seen that, no you have not 🤫)

so have some lesbian piarles. blame the calamars club (I love you all).

There’s an old tradition in both their families where the birthday person gets the same amount of cupcakes as the number of years they are turning, and the first one they have to share with the person they love the most.

Charles has always chosen Pierre, and Pierre has always chosen Charles. 

But it’s been some years since Charles hasn’t followed the tradition, being called ‘silly’ by one girlfriend or another and just being alone in another city she never really wanted to be so she never celebrated her birthday properly.

The first year she’s back at her hometown, Pierre invites her over, and she cooks her dinner and she buys Charles 30 cupcakes. Charles cries, having forgotten a little how it feels to have people carrying about you and taking care of you.

It’s a small gesture, but it makes her heart flutter and she finally puts words into the feeling she’s had ever since the beginning. She wishes she had never left.

But it’s too much, she only has been back for a handful of months after spending years physically and emotionally distant – and yet, here is her best friend, picking up on a tradition she valued so much but never got around to doing. 

So instead of saying it, she takes a bite off the first cupcake and passes it for Pierre to take one too. The small amount of buttercream that paints the tip of her nose a light green makes Charles laugh, light from the wine and from being reunited with her favorite person in the whole world.

The tradition says you only have to share the first one but here, leaning against the counter of the island in Pierre’s kitchen, they share all thirty of them between giggles and stupid stories from their childhoods that both had long forgotten.

And Charles has been home for a few months already, but she still feels a little homesick, missing that sense of protection and care that family always brings but she never could find even a fraction.

When they finish the last cupcake, she puts her head on Pierre's shoulder and whispers “I missed you so much.”

“I missed you too.” Pierre whispers back, kissing her forehead and nudging Charles to look at her again, only to give her a small smile. “But you are here now, and I don’t intend on ever letting you go again.

Pierre kisses her then, soft and buttercream-tasting and Charles thinks it’s the best kiss of her entire life.

There’s an old tradition in both their families where the married couple has to share the first piece of the wedding cake and a glass of champagne with it, after they all put a ridiculous candle with the number of years the couple have been together on top of the cake and sing a very out of tune ‘happy birthday’ even though it’s no one’s birthday. 

Charles looks at the candle with the infinity symbol bought by her own mother and thinks back to all the birthday cupcakes they shared, and the realization hits her then, about how there was never another way out.

It was always meant to be Pierre.

#bubbles posts #lesbian piarles is the best breakdown of the moment #not my stupid ass having to repost it bc i fucked up???????? #and then Tumblr fucked up so I couldn't post it from my phone #i hate it in here

[kizzys]

why does mobile make my gifs yellower than they are

#i hate it in here #bleh

[gayandbifiremenofmine]

I am literally so confused 💀💀💀 normally I watch the show at 9pm locally, then I went to check today and Google told me the show starts at 1am??? Then I came here for some enlightenment (pun intended) but some people are saying it's in two hours, others say it's four and listen.... I'm not that good I'm geography but I will look up a time zone map so I can get answers

#911 fox #911 on fox #i hate it in here

[ginkovskij]

"that mysterious man was jean valjean" i would have never imagined, victor, not from the ten previous chapters about jean valjean, not from the title of the current chapter that contains the name of jean valjean, not from —

#i hate it in here #hugo playing cool and mysterious to the reader 'what was he thinking about?' as if he didn't literally just wrote thirty pages about #valjean's inner turmoils #victor hugo i want to push you down in the seine #notes of a countryside dandy

[smimon]

no desk lamp, no fineliner, no chair, no respect for artists ಠ⁠益⁠ಠ

#i hate it in here #yes i know i should have come prepared i know shut up #i fucked up but i will come victorious just you wait #life conditioned me into becoming most productive under terrible conditions so this must end up fantastic #BAH

[thisismeracing]

I dont know why I keep trying to write small blurbs directly in the inbox when this app clearly hates me and always loses it all ughhhhh

#i am so pissed #YET AGAIN TUMBLR DID NOT SAVE SOMETHING I WROTE #i hate it in here #its just a small headcanon/blurb i shouldnt need to open a google docs for that #ughhhhh

[zaphic]

i hate that my brain is so ruled by fucking chemicals it panicks when there is physically no more nicotine or weed 😓

#zaph.txt #i hate it in here

[anna-jo]

if there's one thing i regret in life is choosing as ppl closest to me the fuckin idiots who won't reply texts for days

#what if it's a fuckin emergency?!?! #istg it's so annoying #im texting a friend to see if i can sleep over bc im not feeling well and in the verge of tears and im crying bc they won't text me back #arghhhhhhhh #i hate it in here

[vroomvroommbtch]

Should I start writing some of the Jas and Dan adventures? 👀

#also I promise I’m working on the new chapter of SIG but life its shitty and i had no time to sit and write #i hate it in here #but I promise a new chapter is coming #so it goes fic #ms vroom vroom wondering