#i hate being slow.....

[yrsonpurpose]

Mary & George (2024) Episode 3 'Not So Much as Love as by Awe'

#mary and george #mary & george #mary and george spoilers #maryandgeorgeedit #nicholas galitzine #george villiers #robert carr #userninz #chrissiewatts #usergayppl #mine* #this being the first gifset i make? likely thing for me to be doing #OHHHH I ATE GOOD W THIS #the tension the hate sex of it all omgkjdhgf #i need them BOTH #robert so down bad even smallpox didnt stop him #the slow touch of the cheek??? okay #right. but who fucked who here. george bffr #crazy things to be saying while hes still inside you but whatever george you gotta do you #i will be making more sets when theres a hd version soon but this is all youre having for now #idk when itll be but dont forget me if everyone else gifs things first :)

[lotus-pear]

regret

#literally excuse the shitty anatomy and cell shading i was thinking abt chuuyas reaction to what he'd done and i decided to make it skk #bc skk copium :') #the way i've hated dazai so fucking much but i still cried like a bitch when he died #he's not dead the bsd fandom has this phase like the elevator chapter where we're like ''dazai's not gonna make it he's done for!!'' #and then he comes back next chapter like surprise bitches yall thought i was dead lmao #this chapter fucking HURT for skk shippers tho like we rly lost this time around huh #deluding myself into thinking that chuuya used gravity manipulation to slow the bullet #bc we didn't see a bullet hole behind dazais head like when chuuya shot his shoulder even though the bullet to his skull was fired at close #the reason theres a wound is bc the compressed air that was still fired was enough to wound him #and the shock wave that followed caused him to pass out bc of the sudden tension to his head intermingled with the blood loss and poison #we also know dazai can control his heart rate at will so maybe he can drop his pulse to zero for like thirty secs #enough to make fyodor believe he's dead #in the event that all of this is untrue and dazai rly does die the way my entire being will go numb and cold and dead #knowing that fyodor will most likely use dazai's death as a weapon against chuuya effectively chaining him to his side #like bffr chuuya may dislike dazai but that's his partner his reflection the boy that makes him desperately want to be human #dazai is the embodiment of chuuyas humanity and once chuuya loses that tether to his human side he will snap and the facade will shatter #and we will truly see chuuya unhinged with nothing more keeping him bound to his mortal shell #this wasn't the skk reunion we wanted asigiri what the fuck :( #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #skk #soukoku #lotus draws

[prettyupsetnerd]

scary hugs doo doo doo doo doo

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #scary marlowe #normal oak #cheer practice sure does pay off #i was gonna make this a 1/3 series and i still want to but wow this took me way longer than it should have #but im proud of it 💖 just hate being a slow fuck #anyways i love normscary theyre my favorite adjectives or whatever #if u don't have a friend who lifts u everytime u two hug sorry for your loss...

[suffarustuffaru]

so i talked a bit about reinjulisuba on this blog in the past like in this one ask but now ive made a quick and easy diagram summarizing their whole deal <3

#rezero #re:zero #natsuki subaru #reinhard van astrea #julius juukulius #arc 5 spoilers #THE REZERO BOY DRAMA IS INSANE 😭😭 they are so mentally ill knwdjdnd #reinjuli having not one not two but THREE brain chemistry life altering first meetings is fucking insane #julius is always cursed to have the worst first meetings of his life with random twinks #and julisuba being so stuck in astrea drama is so horribly funny 😭 theyre honorary family members at this point #THEN THERES REINSUBA BEING FREUDIAN….. #im never not losing my mind over them #i need to make a diagram with otto included in it also bc it gets EVEN WORSE… #rezero boy drama is crazy as always. theyre all deranged in different directions. i hate these men #reinhard knowing that reid is Like That and never telling/getting the chance to tell julius is the cherry on top 😭😭 #i need a 100k slow burn reinjulisuba fic STAT. im begging on my knees #also julisuba being into each other but also reinhard (platonic or romantic) but also admitting OUT LOUD that reinhards a monster. im crying

[toastedjeans]

Siren Tower AU!

I wanna keep this more on the silly side, but here's the basic gist of it.

There's a huge tower submerged in the ocean where many sirens and other sea creatures have found a home, and somehow humans have discovered it. They want to study and explore this tower, and the sirens are NOT happy about it, not wanting their home to be potentially destroyed. Pretty reasonable. But now, this random middle aged pizza baker somehow gets roped into this whole mess.

And here's the characters! (I tried to keep their heights accurate but idk if i succeeded)

And down there is some more info about everyone!

HUMANS (and Brick)

Peppino

He still has his pizzeria, but it's located a little closer to town. While business is slightly better than in game, he still has debts. But hey, he has his own apartment!! No more sleeping in the back of the pizzeria or on the floor!!

Peppino will sometimes just come to the shore or the port in the evening or at night to clear his head or be alone with his thoughts. Depressed guy. Will sometimes talk to himself when he thinks he's alone. He isn't necessarily afraid of the ocean, but because he can't swim, once he's in water the fear kicks in and he starts panicking.

He doesn't believe in sirens, mermaids, or other such creatures. Thinks they're just made up to tell scary stories of the sea. Jokes on him, he's about to meet the jolliest shark gnome man he's ever seen.

Brick

A gigantic rat that lives with Peppino, who didn't get a say in this. Just appeared one day, and no matter how many times Peppino tries to get rid of him, Brick always comes back. After a while Pep reluctantly accepts him and sometimes even takes him for a walk.

Brick actually loves to swim, but doesn't stay in the water for too long cause Pep won't join him. Like, he'll just leave if Brick stays too long. Kinda rude if you ask me.

Mr. Stick

Tax and debt collector, and a friend of Peppino. He often comes over for a pizza, then proceeds not to eat much, and rarely pays (he either says he's deducting it from Pep's debts or he lets someone else pay). He's kind of a piece of shit but outside of the whole money business he can be pretty nice.

He strikes me as a gambler tbh, either he's extremely lucky or extremely unlucky. Likes playing poker, and invites Peppino and Hazel to play after work from time to time.

Doesn't believe in sirens, but if he ever saw one he'd try to exploit it for money. He wouldn't kill it or anything though, mainly because he's too weak and he doesn't know how to handle guns.

Noisette / Hazel

She runs a little cafe near Peppino's pizzeria, and is good friends with him, but can sometimes be a little annoying. They hang out after work from time to time. When she notices that Peppino is having a rough day, she'll sometimes bring over a free cup of coffee or a slice of cake for him. Sometimes experiments with... interesting... food combinations, which are strangely popular.

She has loved mermaids and sirens since she was young and is very fond of them. Once she discovers they're real, she becomes even more fascinated and obsessed with them. You better believe she wanted to be a mermaid when she was young.

SIRENS

Gustavo

A little round shark man who is perfect in every way. He's curious and adventurous, and even though sirens and humans are enemies since, uh. A long time. He doesn't believe that humans are inherently evil. He'll help out whenever and however he can, but can get very aggressive when his friends or brethren are threatened. You will regret it if you anger him.

Noise annoys him often but they don't harm each other. He isn't really friends with Noise, but he will defend him if he's threatened or attacked.

One day he saves Peppino from drowning, which makes other sirens sceptical of him, especially those who think humans are evil. He will later try to learn human language to be able to communicate with Peppino better.

Noise

Goblin shark. He can theoretically go on land for a bit, but needs some water nearby. He's a little sceptical about humans, but not outright hostile. He likes annoying pretty much everyone, especially Peppino once they meet (he thinks his reactions are funny).

He throws sea urchins and pufferfish at others like bombs, as he (like most sirens) is immune to their poison / venom. While he's usually an unhinged gremlin, he just about melts when with Hazel. But of course he tries to hide this from others.

Fake Peppino

Created by Pizzahead from DNA of frogs, newts, and Peppino (obviously). He was meant to be a weapon for sirens against humans, and thus is supposed to be hostile. Unfortunately, he turned out to be extremely affectionate, and he loves hugs. Much like Gustavo, when friends are attacked, he can get downright deadly. He can also regenerate body parts like an axolotl, unless his brain has been damaged. Like, you can rip both his arms off and they'll grow back within a day.

He becomes close friends with Gustavo, and is kind of fascinated by Peppino (other humans too, but mostly Peppino). He would play in the water with Brick once they meet, and become friends with Hazel. Can go on land as well, but prefers the water. He communicates with croaks, gurgles and other noises, and can speak very limited human language (very few fractions of words or sentences, it just sounds like gibberish), taught to him by Pizzahead.

Pepperman

Lumpfish (idk either just roll with it). He's kind of indifferent to humans, but he does think he's better than them. I could see him making a brush or something out of seaweed to draw. And then always getting upset that his drawings never stay cause of the water, but he keeps drawing anyway. Blames Noise for destroying his art even if he knows it's the water (Noise thinks it's funny). "Borrows" seaweed from Vigi's farm to make new brushes. But he'll also make statues out of various rocks and other things he finds laying around. Mostly of himself. Some humans think they're built from ancient civilizations, while others think it's some sort of elaborate hoax. Nobody recognizes Pepperman's talent :(

Vigilante

Sea slug. He genuinely believes humans want to kill sirens for nefarious reasons, possibly cause he's a little older i guess. Hands just appear when he needs them.

He has an underwater equivalent of a farm (like, he grows and tends to seaweeds, anemones, corals, etc), that he inherited from his grandpa. He'd love to just tend to the farm all day, but feels obligated to punish anyone who does wrong. Unofficial officer / sheriff of the sea. He still has his cowboy hat because i said so let me be silly on main.

Pizzahead

Ribbon eel. He can give others a little shock as if he had like a hand shocker thing. It mostly just hurts a bit and isn't lethal cause cartoon logic. He does not like humans, but mostly because he grew up with everyone around him telling him they're evil. Actually he's very curious and fascinated by humans, which is why he decided to clone Peppino. Mostly cause he sees him the most on the shore. Somehow. How he actually got his DNA is a mystery.

Later on he decides / attempts to make Fakey into a weapon after witnessing how strong Peppino is. He obsessively learns human language and tries to understand as much about human culture as he can. But he'll twist things around and tell others that he does it to "better understand their weaknesses". Right.

Pizzaface

Stingray. The leader of sirens in the elusive Siren Tower. He HATES humans, especially after some divers discovered the tower and continuously come there to explore. Basically just doesn't want his and his fellow sirens' home discovered or threatened. He's disappointed in Pizzahead because he taught himself human language, even after given an explanation (or excuse).

SPECULATION CORNER

Aka characters i can't quite figure out what to do with yet

Burton

A whale shark bc I can't get enough of sharks apparently. Sharks are cool okay

Alternative: just Mr. Stick's husband who sometimes comes with him to Peppino's

Gerome

A sentient rock and John's older brother, who always took care of him and helped him with the tower. Now just does maintenance and keeps John company.

Alternative: Peppino's janitor, but still made of rock because that's silly

John

A sentient rock that used to carry the tower around through the oceans but somehow got cursed and is now part of the foundation and can't move anymore. Was he a siren before? Or just a pillar? Or maybe a fish made of stone? We don't know.

#pizza tower #pizza tower au #Siren Tower AU #peppino spaghetti #gustavo pizza tower #brick pizza tower #mr. stick #the noise #noisette #fake peppino #pepperman #the vigilante #pizzahead #pizzaface #toasted art #it's finally done #i hate being so slow with drawing but hey #to the three people who liked this idea. hope you enjoy #to everyone else. hello look at this silly fish thing

[rebouks]

Waddle waddle.. 🦆

#ts4 #sims 4 #where's he goinnn #gif warning #hi hello #feeling a lil better now #i think.. #me and mr husband have been playing wow classic hardcore so that was a nice distraction #realised i kinda got too far ahead of myself with screenies n such which is pissing me off lol #cos like.. there's a chunk in the middle i gotta figure out before i can continue n i hate it when that happens #but i'm just gonna forge ahead cos i wanna wrap up this lil setting up arc i've been kinda doing #this probs makes no sense cos u don't know what's in my head but sksjdks #u kno how it be #slow posting for a while maybe #got a week off this week so i'm being lazy/working in the garden #✌

[thebramblewood]

Helena was just trying to enjoy some yoga in the shade when this random teenage boy broke into the house. She punished him by compelling him for a drink (even though she's not quite supposed to know how to do the whole hypnotism thing yet story-wise). Her squeamish trait said ew to bathing the dog and mopping the floor previously, but the blood pouring down her face went unremarked upon. Turns out the kid just wanted to ask Julia to prom. She didn't seem particularly into the idea but luckily failed to notice the bloody bite mark hidden beneath his collar.

#ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 gameplay #simblr #the zhaoverse #helena zhao #julia zhao #banjo the dog #some random gameplay shenanigans to hold you over #i thought i might finish the pictures for the next post last night #but i realized i needed to make a hasty pose accessory and some quick poses to really sell it #i'm glad i can do these things now but also hate being slowed down when i'm in the groove! #blood tw

[aboutfivebees]

new favourite bird bros panel - hawks 100% told tokoyami to meet him at the airport way sooner than he needed to. forced him to wake up ridiculously early, only to get there and find out their flight isn't for another 6 hours

#bnha hawks #tokoyami fumikage #that is the face of a tired tired bird #this is 100% true as based on the volume 36 extra abt them and jiro showing up early for the restaurant reservation #he shows up irrationally early and then gets annoyed about having to wait around. and i KNOW he hated being on that slow slow plane #anyways guess who finally found a translated version of the WHM one-shot...... ascension

[raisinushigher]

i think one of the biggest factors for why the dynamic of tophabe is so addicting at least to me and Maybe other people who enjoy them is the way their motivations and needs as characters fit into eachother so perfectly. and i think the most basic summary of that is topher is very possessive of things and likes to be the one in control of things, and abe, while also wishing to be in a position of responsibility and authority, more often just wants to be accepted at all. any sort of relationship that topher has with anyone - apart from the bleacher creatures - is always doomed from the moment they meet because of how overbearing and entitled he is, however with abe, even after topher crossed him like he does with pretty much everyone at some point, abe holds pretty much no grudge against him because that’s just the type of person he is. abe’s absolute biggest weakness in the entire show apart from his cluelessness and naivety, is how he doesnt stand up for himself. this is probably going to be disproven since they haven’t even had a proper interaction at all since the whole thing so hold pretty much nothing to this, but not once has he said something like wait why am i talking to you?? you blackmailed me!! while talking to topher. abe’s whole thing is he never stops viewing people as his friends even when they mistreat him. once abe sees you as a friend of his there’s almost no turning back. and while im not entirely sure what he thought of topher during the time in season 2 where they appeared to be regularly talking to eachother, that seems to still hold true with them. tldr its the same features that hinder both of them from having truly good relationships and deter other people from them that really make them click as a duo

#this ended up being way more about abe which ya know. i like that. good job me #also sorry but again….. you have no idea how much i despise the grumbles plot #not the blackmailing thing but just the fact that it had to be That topher couldve at least just convinced abe to do it with another studen #or something and i hate hate hate how intertwined it is with these two and how dirty it feels at times because of it #I Hate Tophabe I Wish It Never Happened To Me. stuffs this hastily in my drafts for a slow day #clone high #tophabe #mine

[leosaku]

i really do love how a lot of zutara shippers on here get super into the meta and write whole dissertations on them and stuff and i'm over here like "hehe fire and water go brrrr"

#i'm being serious btw like i'm not making fun of them. i think it's cute #well. it's cute until they start hating on aang and then it's like whoa. slow down. #but most of them don't so it's all good. #anyways. mom friend and dad friend go brrrrrrrrrrrrrr #zutara #atla #avatar

[delightful-69]

I'm too stupid for any of this

#Sorry for the inactivity. Not that anyone is bothered but meh #Depression and irl shit #Idk. Feel like i'm growing worse #I hate asking for anything. Because it's make me too aware of how dumb i am. And then make everyone aware of how idiotic i am. #But i need to ask. #Imagine being an adult and yet you still need to tell people to talk slow and repeat things over and over. Because i'm just that braindead.

[nessypanda-art]

He's done and messier than ever!

It's nice to have gotten back into my rendering groove! I've still got things to improve on, but I'm happy with where I am at the moment

If you're curious, below the cut you can find a timelapse of this very portrait (watch me struggle at double speed) and the first portrait I did of Albus.

Here's the timelapse:

And here is Albus' first portrait:

The only way I could explain this jump between the two is that I was just getting back into digital art around the time when I drew this. I had like a 2/3 year break and I thought that I could just jump back into making art (spoiler alert: that's not how that works).

Why does Albus have curly hair? Couldn't tell you, I drew him like this for the longest time.

#art is fun sometimes especially when you can physically see your progress #digital artist #digital art #nessart #artists on tumblr #digital fanart #fanart #digital painting #goodboyaudios #(also art may slow down more than it already was at because your person is having to adjust to being employed again) #(to no one suprise it is honestly hell and i hate it but oh well) #(you gotta work to survive in this hellscape)

[craycraybluejay]

Transphobes get off my blog, transandrophobes especially. In fact go hate queers with the evangelical white moms who have coincidentally the same talking points as you about trans men.

#the venn diagram between terfs and baeddels is a circle but no one wants to talk about that #because that would mean no longer using trans men as a silent punching bag the same way yall do with aro/ace people #except its worse because aro/ace people arent necessarilt dysphoric and you go out of your way to misgender/degender trans people #istg transfem baeddels hate me and people like me MORE than cis right wing extremists #which is crazy to me #how are you managing to outhate people whose entire identity is hate #leave trans men alone and stop re-enacting transphobic sexism genuinely what is your problem #insular microcommunities of hate often turn into cults (see: antis) #and you can say we're evil for being trans in the wrong direction but we are literally just living our lives and you are isolating yourself #in a community that encourages transphobia #and no doubt yall treat the Wrong Kind of trans woman or transfem like shit too #literally transphobe central on tumblr #transandrophobia #'im going to bully trans men because theyre the easiest group to bully and get away with it' #how are you different from literally every other person who promotes hate #i just know y'all bullied the 'slow' kid in school and went 'well im autistic or something and not Like That so its fine' #'he deserves it' #but he didn't. and you said he has it easier cause teachers pay special attention to him but he DOESN'T

[bobzora]

LOVE LIVE!!

redraw of a piece from when i was like 13(ish?) <3 original below readmore

#my art #love live #honoka kousaka #chika takami #ayumu uehara #redraw #this was like.really early nijigaku btw lol. love live to me is still a duology #not that i really love live anymore in general outside of occasionally being insane about chika but well thats how it is #(i think i actually hated her at the time of the original. wild!) #but well now sif is shutting down (sif2 will be a thing but still) and now im like woah.that was core to my early teens!! #and now im gonna be graduating in not too long at the same time sif is ending (tho its been dying a slow death for a while...) ! crazy! #me n sif have history ok. its literally what caused my Ongoing Arm Problems. (at least partially.lol.) #its kind of a yuri situation. #all this to say: drawing the fanart that babyme wouldve wanted :) seeya love live and thanks for the memories <3 #(i know love live is still happening.) #(watch 'welcome to the love live' amv. my final message. goodbye)

[tariah23]

Her

#my art #I’ve always wanted to draw darkstalkers stuff shhh #I’m still working on comm tho I’m just slow I haven’t been able to draw at all because of stress and last week was really a mess since I #didn’t have the strength to work on anything since I was kind of stranded at my sisters home without any food for days ksksk #I’m gonna try to work on comm this week I feel so bad I hate being a slow artist eeekk

[kristalldroppar]

I always love when people say my art is so "shaped" like it brings me so much happiness because I LOVEE shape language. But I easily dismiss myself not being good at it or seeing it in the way some of you describe. Especially when you talk about movements, but I try hard. Maybe not being consistent and trying out things aren't that bad after all.

Thank you so much for your support, I'm bad at replying or commenting, but I see what you're all writing and it makes me so so happy 🫶

#ive hated my art so much recently #berated myself for being slow or not doing anything new #but #i know its just my demons #so im gonna be kind now #YEAH #i do good shapes???? #evetext #personal