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🫵weekly wednesday tag 🫵
omg I (simple old me?) have been bestowed upon the honour of coming up with these questions??? i would like to thank the academy for this most sacred honour 😋
1. if you could switch bodies with anybody for only one hour who would it be and what would you do? I think I gotta say taylor swift OBVI. first off im gonna dropping ME! acoustic version. Then I’m gonna hope lover deluxe is already recorded, drop that. If not i will make sure to text Jack and tell him that we need to record it so that i get it either way 😼. Then I would find out the definite truth of what happened between her and Karlie Kloss. I’d wire myself (as in me- me) a few million dollars, pet the cats and then post something really random on her instagram story. Literally want to make the public go absolutely bananas trying to figure out why taylor posted a random twitter meme. I have a lot of faith to believe this could all happen in an hour but I would try. SO hard.
2. whats your most trivial / dumbest hot take?I don’t think we should still be discovering animals. like what do you mean in the year of our lord 2023 we are STILL finding animals?? no they should all be discovered and if they havent been then i think they should stay undiscovered.
3. if you had to teach a college course what would it be in? I feel like we’re all expecting me to say something Taylor related but honestly I could teach a masterclass on the psychology of Ryan Murphy. I hate that man and i have so much to say about him and his productions
4. season 12 of shameless is suddenly happen and youve been put in charge! what plot point(s) are you gonna make happen? I cant think of anything substantial to actually contribute but i want Carl Gallagher to have a fruity little vape. I also want to see him quit the force and flourish in a new job!
5. who would be your godly parent? (can be any mythology). I’m gonna go with greeks as a Percy Jackson stan. I asked my bsf who is an expert in greek mythology. She said: “you’re a Aphrodite child cuz you’re a hopeless romantic and you appreciate beauty. You’re very particular in how you’re viewed and how everything you produce is viewed (what you write, how your feed looks like, etc.)” - I’m gonna have to agree with her on Aphrodite
6. what’s something you love about yourself? I think i’m so very very funny
7. describe your day in 5 emojis: 😴👁️👩💻✈️☕️
8. what shameless character do you think you could beat in a fight? Realistically i think the ONLY person i could beat in a fight is Liam and honest to god im not even sure i could.
9. tell us 2 truths and a lie, we’ll try to guess the lie!
- I’m double jointed
- I sleep on the left side of the bed
- I’ve never had pumpkin pie
10. do you have a pet(s). if so how did they get their name? I do! my son (cat) is named Chidi after the good place!
11. show us a meme (or picture) that captures your essence
self explanatory.
12. whats your typical coffee / tea / beverage order? see i gotta have a special lil drinky drink everyday and i mean my little drinky drinks are free so i am likw 80% gingerbread chai at any given time. Alternatively, an iced chestnut praline latte w/ praline cold foam.
13. use a song to describe the last 5 years of your life?
2019- its nice to have a friend- taylor swift
2020- ribs - lorde
2021- nothing new - taylor swift
2022- first love / late spring- mitski OR orlando- leith ross
2023- true blue - boygenuis OR now that we don’t talk - taylor swift.
Thank you friends thats all i got :)
I Tag: @deedala @darlingian @michellemisfit @mybrainismelted @too-schoolforcool @gallawitchxx @gardenerian @sam-loves-seb @thisdivorce @xninetiestrendx @scarcrosseduntouched @juliakayyy @y0itsbri @grumble-fish @grumpymickmilk @transmickey @surviving-maybe @metalheadmickey @heymrspatel @auds-and-evens @deathclassic @flamingbluepanda @crossmydna @sleepyfacetoughguy @vintagelacerosette @depressedstressedlemonzest @thepupperino @squidyyy23 @energievie 🫶🫶
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4 hour sleep gang but sooo worth it.. lancer rpg. blinks wildly. im. 3-session long bossfight, fucking INSANE. hardest fucking fight we've ever dealt with, surrounded by webs of bombs and mines, and the Fool is a literal stand user and she fucking summoned it to kick our asses. actual hell on earth.
became this at some fucking point 😭 EVERYONE WAS SO FUCKING TIRED OF HERRRRRRRRR SHE WAS DOING SOME MIND GAMES SHIT WITH INVISIBLE MINES ANDIT WAS GRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOURE DONE!!!!! YOURE OVER! such a good fucking battle though, albeit.. [TREASURE] and kuruushi got really fucked up throughout, im pretty sure more than half of us structured at some point. i fended off a bit better cuz i kept a distance, since my balor's a long distance mf. i love my superheavies. but yeah it was. bad. because even after we kill her stand basically, she's still puttin up mines and shit, and we realize. Oh we have to do a systems check.. we have to see the mines. and WOW its bad. its bad. we're completely and utterly surrounded. one fucking step in any direction, and either the Fool or [TREASURE] is getting blown to BITS. so we're freaking out... eventually though, [TREASURE]'s got rapid jet system or summat like dat, and he fucking bolts the shit out of there, but he's STILL NOT SAFE!!! BECAUSE SHE KEEPS TARGETING HIM.. THOUGH now she realizes the mines aren't gonna work (except on kuru, who at this point has exploded on those mines and structured like 30437498494 times now... it was miserable), so she hops out of the mines and right into us and we're like AHA YOU ARE SO SURROUNDED. AND WE DO. for [TREASURE] unfortunately, she's permainvisible and so a GOOD portion, if not all of his hits, don't land :( shitty fuckin rolls, it happens though tbh. im able to get a shot in at her regardless of missing, cuz cyclone has reliability tag of 5, and tellius basically grabs a spear and forces it into her mech, making her immobile and slowed. and THEN, i ram right into her mech and slam it into a nearby pylon, and force her prone. we're all fucking dogpiling her - but then we realize, thats WHAT she wants, because she grabs her grenade launcher and points it at the ground beneath all of us, knocking back the party a good amount and im pretty sure someone NEARLY structured from that. i dont get pushback thankfully, but im not the one who does the killing blow either. tellius rams himself back into the fight and fucking grabs his drills and forces it right into where he thinks the cockpit is, and lo and behold, there is a gaping hole in the thing. and it just keels over. and in the rubble and the dust thrown about, she's still alive. she's crawling out her mech pit, barely alive, bleeding from her midsection. this is *new.* we. won? i guess. the party, particularly skink and tellius get their words in, i know it gets revealed where the people who fucked telly over are, so thats OUGHG. thats. not good is it....... we will see.. but. the fool looks up at yves and is like. "Well? What are you waiting for? Do it." and yves does not need to be asked twice. he crushes and mangles her body under the heel of his mech, like he's killing a bug. and he.. doesn't feel anything. it's not satisfying. at all. and god it makes me so sad. when all of it is said and done, [TREASURE] picks up the parts of whats left of her, and just. holds them gingerly. it barely looks like anything. its so fucked. ooc i feel so bad abt it.. we really could have saved her. if we wanted to. we could have. but i know yves wouldn't let that happen. he has no reason to. yk. the military comes in, and they just kinda cat_blink.gif at us cuz like. ermmm are you guys okay lol. No. Not really. and the party's tryin to ease the tension, and make jokes and shit, but yves is like. Shut the Fuck Up. Shut the Fuck Up. and getting riled up and upset, because he just. doesn't feel anything. and its not funny anymore. none of this is funny. and elias kinda pipes in from the back like... hey man maybe we should calm down. yk? and i wont lie to you, yves's first instinct was to start screaming and kicking his cockpit, but realizing it's elias saying this, its kinda like. You Know. and they have a whole scene and... oh :(. well. yeah. i. well. yeah. its bittersweet. he's able to calm yves down, and it's just. really sweet.
im like.
its fucking over man. hes not wrong. but also, like i was telling flore, yves is a ticking time bomb, and the fear far outweighs anything but at this very moment, its fine. its fine. he's not wrong. shit is changing. it has to mean something. even if its doing this forever and ever and ever and ever. and dont get me wrong, he loves elias a lot, but he CAN'T do this forever. not anything personal with elias, elias is. more than he ever thought he could have, just. vague hand moments. all of this. if he could get away from all of this with just elias, he would. he'll do this forever if thats whats gonna happen, but it's not preferred, even having elias there. thats the bitter part. you can love someone, but it doesnt change the horrors. but the love makes it easier. if anything. yeah. nothing changes, the horror is still lingering, but the love is there
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Roasting Tim And Jay's turn
Jenifer looks at the timed bettering war she set up.
"Well, it looks like we have a betting war going on. I'll update you on that once the timer runs out."
"Now, on to the RR roast." image here -> https://www.tumblr.com/xxxnightcorequeenxxxv3/741433780004323328/posted-this-to-the-wrong-blog-ops-im-not-writing?source=share
"Looks like only a few of you said anything; well, I'll just have to point out the ones I think are funny."
"for nr 1; Why brown? it's like S#/ brown of all colors? The costume does not vibe with the rest of the team; it sticks out like a sore thumb.
Nr 2; yeah, beak nose, how flattering, not.
Nr, 3; ohh, look, we got show girls feathers and staps for days, kinky.
Nr 4; this is the worst one; it's like trying to dress edgy and failing so badly. Who let this child dress himself?
Nr 5; Common guys, we are all thinking it condom head. The only reason it doesn't look bad on Batman is cuz it has ears. Not to mention, it ages RR by 30ish years.
I love you. All these rosts are hilarious. I hope to see more engagement from the comment section next time, though. Don't leave me hanging." (You are encouraged to role-play in the comment section)
Anyway, next on the Chopping Block is Red Hood.
Here are the customs I got for sale. Remember Rost them.
And I know; thanks for the encouragement on my RR design. I'll send Some of my RH, too. Remember, it's not for sale or rost, though.
"And it looks like the results are in; looks like it's a tie between the two of you. Hang on, folks. I'll have to DM and see how we solve this."
A bunch of clicking and clacking can be heard in the stream.
"it seems like we have come to an agreement, folks. I have about two weeks to make a cast of my RRs, and take photos, and I'll be shipping one set of figures to Metropolis of all things, guess someone these is a biger fan of Gotham heroes over Superman, and one will be pick up by Myninjas, some sort of carries sever I've never heard of I'll update you on that later." past poll -> https://www.tumblr.com/xxxnightcorequeenxxxv3/741519887377350656/who-should-buy-the-tim-figurines?source=share
Bonus; Image.
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tagged by @thirium-800 !!! fuckin love doing these things lmao let’s goooo
Rules: Tag 10 (or less) people you want to get to know better
relationship status: married for 3 years! will be 4 in september, and we’ll have been friends for 11 years in october ❤️
favorite color: i’m honestly not sure i have a favorite color. it was indigo for a really long time, like during my entire teenage years, but when i moved to be with my husband, i went from trad-goth to more cottagecore?? really weird lmao, so these days i REALLY love, like, muted browns and greens. it’s pretty funny how much it contrasts with the music i listen to, i’ll be in a soft blue sundress with a petticoat and pastel moomin clips in my hair, and then have fuckin like, type 0 neg playing or some shit idk lmao. ANYWAYS to answer the damn question. maybe brown. maybe green. i like those. earthy tones. good stuff
song stuck in my head: ‘runaway’ by aurora. i knew it was popular on tiktok for a while (at least during the short time i used it) but i never heard anything past the little sound clip that was used over and over again, but literally last night i was like, i should hear the whole thing. and holy fuck, the chords n shit that start like halfway thru the song?? goosebumps, its SO GOOD
three favorite foods: [my type 1 diabetes screaming in the background] CHOCOLATE. and then i guess maybe cereal? real healthy stuff i know. and then i guess anything chicken-and-rice related. big slut for rice these days
last song I listened to: besides the one i just talked about above, i think it was ‘i love you’ by woodkid. i got over my stupid fuckin superiority complex about only listening to 60s/70s/80s that i had as a teen a few years ago and i’ve been trying to catch up with more 90s/00s and especially 10s and now 20s music since then, so i really dont know anything about that artist because im still really not like, “in the loop,” but i do really like that song. idek how i found it, probably randomly payed on spotify or something lmao
dream trip: no idea tbh. pretty much just anywhere with my husband [audience boos me off the stage for being sappy] no but real talk, maybe germany? i wanted to go there when i was in elementary school but i cant even remember why. i have a friend here who’s from germany and is moving back in a few months, which makes visiting a lil easier, so that’s cool. i guess japan and china and maybe thailand would be cool to experience. maybe this is really stupid but a video game i liked as a kid made me really interested in like, tibetan monasteries?? so i think it’s be dope to see something like that, assuming it’s, y’know, a respectful thing to visit. i’ve never actually looked into it cuz i just always assumed i’d never have the money to travel :P
last thing(s) i googled: a picture of a poster frame i wanted my husband to get for me haha
tagging: this is always the hardest part im such an open fuckin book when people ask me shit, but reaching out to other people?? im so shy uhHHHH just ignore this if you dont wanna do it, dont feel obligated!! @versailles-dove @the0ldmann @marieantonanton @walkingencyclopediaofweirdmayo @styx1an @felinaszsz @pure-plums @partyinthemysterymachine @starlitflowers-secretgarden @silverloreley TEN WHOLE PEOPLE WHEW
okay byeeee i love uuuuu
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wow, people actually know I exist??? especially when it's the person you really admire????
thank you so much @estcaligo for the tag!!💕✨🌸
1. would you be mer, a beastman, a fae, or a human? (or other!)
as much as i love to live in the sea, i would rather be a beastman instead✨ its mentioned in ruggie's chats that beastwoman are a lot stronger and are often the ones who do the huntings.
they're so strong that leona and ruggie avoid getting into their bad sides.
and that makes me go "hell yeah, i wanna be buff like jack 💪✨"
2. would you be at rsa or nrc?
most likely in nrc. my soul is tainted with darkness and evil that nothing could ever repel it.
3. what dorm would you belong to?
with my crippling anxiety i would be in ignihyde. that's it.
oh and i took the dorm sorting thingy and i got ignihyde which made me shit my pants of how accurate it is—
4. what character(s) would you be best friends with?
im not really a social butterfly type of person and rather spend most of my entire day inside my room so i'll probably vibe with Idia more due to our introverted nature and same interest in video games
and also cater so we could send each other stan twitter memes around 2 in the morning and gossip daily about celebrity dramas.
5. what character(s) would you hate?
*sigh* sebek.
now i don't actually hate his character at all but if i ever met him in real life i would absolutely DESPISE him.
listen, i love his waka-sama too but with his loud boasting and bragging about him and saying that i suck cuz im human is just—
like boi aren't you human too 🤨🤨🤨
but he's also the same guy that i would have a crush on cuz he's cute and his voice lines in the game are just— 💕💝❤️💕💝❤️❤️💝💕💝❤️💕💝❤️💕
6. what character(s) would you date?
i don't really see myself dating anyone in nrc (also im probably aromantic but still questioning) but i would date my man azul out of everyone 🥰🥰🥰
i think azul is a traditional type of guy, the one who's in-charge of the relationship.
i don't like the idea of my partner carrying all the load but at the same time i leaned more to the submissive role of the relationship.
so yeah, i choose my octo boi 🐙
7. what would floyd's nickname be for you?
still shrimpy cuz im short 😔
8. and rook's?
idk man mademoiselle creator of art i guess??? or some art related nicknames.
9. what twst character(s) are you most like (personality-wise)
idia is just me but minus the brains the handsome face 😔
10. which subject(s) do you think you would excel at?
if i suck in science and in pe in real life, then there's no way im gonna excel in alchemy and flight.
so i think i'll be great in history.
11. what club would you join?
im no musician but I WOULD DIE JUST TO JOIN THE LIGHT MUSIC CLUB (or pop music club whatever)
they don't really do anything much other than eat snacks or chat and i want to chill with the music bois
and if we're gonna perform i'll just play my little kalimba.
12. how do you think you would survive in twisted wonderland/what would your life be like in general?
i'm an emotional trainwreck so at some point i will overblot in my life. whether I'm at school, work, in the sea or sand, wherever and whenever— it's gonna happen to me.
if somehow i survive my overblot, i guess i'll be fine. if I have great friends and family who will support me and if i put effort into everything and i think I'll be alright.
13. [optional!] what would your unique magic be?
honestly this is giving me the same problem i had with "what's ur bnha quirk?!?"
since i chose beastman in the first question, i thought it would be funny if my unique magic is being a 'copycat'.
like i can copy everyone's unique magic and use it as an advantage to find what's their strongest and weakest points.
or if we're tasked to battle as a team, i can copy one of my member's unique magic so it doubles our power and defense. it's really helpful especially if they are powerful.
Now @eemerald-eyes @eriange @dovechil its ur turn ✨
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Watching german newsies. Am disturbed. Need sleep now.
Update
Jack „duzt“ (the not formal you) kloppman and i love it
So they have absolutely no singing skills which is weird considering its a musical
YK THE PART IN CARRIING THE BANNER WHERE THEYRE ALL SINGING ABOVE EACH OTHER??? HALF OF THOSE ARE ENGLISH???
Not abt the german sync but i love boots so much ydek i love him almost as much as albert
They also call themselves newsboys in the german version like BRO WHAT ARE YOU CHANGING THE NAME FOR IF YOURE NOT TRANSLATING IT ANYWAY
PLSSSS „hast du keine aguen im kopf“😭
They did make it a whole lot clearer what jack meant when he talked about oscar with his shoes on
And you can understand what they say in the backround soooo much better
Mush’s voice actually fits better than his real one
Snaps is so funny😭😭
Omg boots singing in german is smt I didn’t know i needet (because i dont. Its terrible)
Blink cant pronounce Harlem „helm“💀💀💀 you go boy! Don’t let anyone tell you not to where that helmet!
WE LOVE U DENTON UR AN ICON *fucking fangirls*
„Spot kanlen“
They made „i spent a month there one night“ into „a night there always feels like a whole month“ :(
Wheres the fun in that???
What the hell is a spot kanlen
I take the thing with races sync back. In fact i think its really really good. And so is blinks (especially blinks) and skitterys.
STOP SAYING KANLEN WHAT TH HELL
I already didn’t understand why they would make a song called seize the day when it could be carpe diem but i guess in English it makes sense cause you can say both versions. In german u cant. No one ever said „nutz den tag“ if anything they say „nutze“ but like just say carpe diem christ. Maybe u can actually find some fitting rhymes then that aren’t just the same thing twice.
THE NEWSIES BACK UP A GAY KID IN THE GERMAN VERSION!!! I REPEAT!!! THEY CANONICALLY BACK UP A KID THAT GOT CALLED A schwuchtel (which is the german equivalent to f4got) THIS IS NOT A DRILL GUYS
„das hinkebein? Ich hohl ihn“ why was that actually kinda cute????
„IcH wIlL NiChT dAS JeManD MicH tRäGt“
Istg crutchie is such a slow talker in german i cant even
RACHE FÜR CRUTCHIE
AINT NO WAY THEY QUOTED STARWARS😭😭😭
„Brooklyn hält euch die Stange“
Thats what he said—
(Im so invalid for this😭)
Ok just lemme get this straight cuz im not sure im correct. The newsies on the pic are the characters that actually got named right??
I have so many feelings about german kony and only very few of them are good
But snipeshooter still kind sounds like himself in it so i guess that good
WHY R THERE NO GERMAN SUBTITLES THO????
Ok but „harlem bis nach sonst wo“ was actually handled pretty well
I only just realized mush swalloing a laugh when davey doesn’t wanna spit shake
Why do they juat completely change some things they say?? Like they could have easily translated it??
Why is the refuge and orphanage in german
IS LES SMOKING???
Edit: nvm its just a lollipop
Istg Esther is so done
GEWERKSCHAFT
(I didn’t even know that was a word)
Still can’t believe blush is cannon
Ok but in santa fee jack talks to a crowd, to himself and to someone else entirely all at the same time
The way jack say snoddy is simply just wrong
Skittery is weird too
„Spot conlen macht uns n bisschen nervös“ nawwwwww fucking cute ass
Omg the men in the backround talking????? Awesome!! Can hear every word!! „Die werden sich noch umsehn“ yass
Why tf they calling him captain instead of kelly
„ICh FrEsS n BeSeN“
Ast-rein
Boots is so poursouled
Edit: i take it back
Reminder to anyone hc‘ing mouth as daveys nickname that in german his nickname would be SpRacHrOhR
WHY DO THEY TAKE DIFFERENT ENGLISH WORDS??? Either u translate it or you leave it. But if you’re changing it but not translating wheres the point??
WAS WILLST DU DAMIT SAGEN? HAT SPOT ALSO RECHT??
Nothing. And i mean nothing. Makes sense in seize the day. And it doesn’t rhyme.
WiR GEBEN IHNEN SAURES
Fucking blink
Edit: rn -mush
Why is crutchie so dumb?
I just realized some of the scabs were already convinced before the fight w the Delancys
What is the woody gate??
Boots is a fucking icon
Spot just livked his palm instead if soitting in it??
NO O E FUCKING TALKS LIKE THAT
What denton says doesn’t make any fucking sense istg
Some of the rhymes in kony are actually okay
THEY REMOVED SPOTS VIBRATO
cant fucking understand a word snipeshooter says
„gut so“ KLOPPMAN LOML
Why did snider donate to the strike??
Herrliche aussicht STFU ALREADY
Who casted Sarah‘s sync???
Motherfucking Pulitzer is licking the paper
Motherfuxker is one of them the guy frim umsere kleine farm
„Brooocklin“
Wtf they didn’t even try to make emphasis‘s similar
They removed meddas accent:(
Just realized the bodyguard spot turns into when snider shows up
Also one lf the guys looks exactly like live‘sies spot
Blink being a bodyguard is the reason i‘m alive
Istg what did spot expect dumbass
HOW DID DAVEY HET AWAY BUT NO ONE ELSE
Not them changing the order 💀
I love that the newsies have priority
1 children
2 women
3 jack
4 themselves
5 davey
6 their friends
7 other newsies
8 other people
I motherfucking love 92‘sies henry
Why is the mayor plying bodyguard now
Pulitzer poking jack is even better in german
Seiz is talking such bullshit tho??? Doesn’t even make sense. Je litteraly does have somewhere to go
what DID crutchie do to the sauerkraut??
Santafee be like📈📉📈📉📈📉📈📉
ScHoN gUt BiN nIcH tAuB
JA MERKT MAN BRUDER DU HAST IHN GRAD NE HALBE EWIGKEIT IGNORIERT NATÜRLICH SCHREIT er
„Wie ein pinkel“????? Huh??
Boots is so dedicated about the clothes what the hell??
Why does davey say i dont even know your real name instead he of you didn’t even tell me your real name.cause lts not true?? And He could have said that?
Why did i think they replaced weasel at the end??? They didn’t. They have two at the beginning too
sarah decking morris is my motto of life
Les 🥺🥺🥺
MorriS‘s german laugh is my life istg thats so funny
Und das ist für crutchie
YOU TELL EM LES
vorallam nicht klug? Yop. Absolutly. Positive. Correct.
Wait theres a picture of the irl Katherine in pulitzers office
How did they get the word „kriegsberichterstatter“ in the word „warreporter“ but not „kenne“ in „tell me“
WHY R WE TALKING ABOUT BAGUETTE NOW????
Why does denton say pulitzer so weird “pOUUUlitser”
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Song: Getting Over You by Lauv
Summary: Unexpected things happen all the time but meeting him was one of the best parts of it.
Pairings: Atsumu Miya x gn!reader
Word count: 7.1k
Tags, Genre: implied enemies to semi lovers! trope, slight angst, curse words, timeskip! Atsumu
A/N: pls i didn't intend to change it last minute but pls let me know if u liked it cuz im still having second thoughts <3
“No- I’m sorry.” Atsumu says as you felt your heart snap and break into two distant pieces. You already limited your expectations but there was a miniature amount of hope that you held onto and that was when you should’ve lost your grip.
“It’s fine, ‘Tsumu.”
It obviously wasn’t. No matter how loud the cries of your heart were, what mattered to you in this moment was to forget it ever happened- to run away and never face another failed trial of love. Atsumu can see past your smile and he hated the way it had to end in a way he avoided. There would be a time where his feelings would be up to confrontation but when it finally happened, he’d became a coward.
He was late to realize what the outcomes could lead to. How certain was he that your paths would meet again? How was he sure that he can revert this scenario in a better way that he wanted when you were losing your hold onto him?
“I have to go but it was nice knowing you, Miya.” Your lips were tugged in a weak smile while he questions why his body lacked the power to move but what resumes to play in his mind was the way his name escaped your lips like it was a curse to say it.
Turning your heel, there was an ache in Atsumu’s head. Was it regret? His decisions tied in knots? His emotions unable to declutter themselves? Hesitantly, he reaches for you. His hand wrapped around yours as you glanced down on his soft skin you used to despise to get near to.
His eyes told you stories that were hard to decipher all at once. His stories didn’t start with a setting, it started and ended with you, not a single page where you weren’t there but it seems like the chapters you had in your own story were being torn off to erase the traces of false hope.
“Y/N, I'm so sorry.” He whispers while you felt his hand tighten to make sure that you could stay- even if it lasted for a minute because he wasn’t sure fate could spare you two another moment.
But then, you softly removed his hold on you while the cold sweat runs down his forehead.
“It’s okay, ‘Tsumu. We were just never meant for each other.”
We could’ve been.
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“Thank you for your time.” You bid the player as both bow each other as a way of manner. You gathered your bag as the athlete turns to you with a kind smile.
“I enjoyed the interview. I’m impressed at how prepared and professional you are. How long have you been doing this?” He asks, adjusting his outfit while you toss your bag on your shoulder with your camera slung around your neck.
“There was a journalism club back in my high school and I joined in ever since I was a first year.”
“You’re in college now?”
“Yes, sir.” He chuckles at your formality while he gives a pat to your shoulder.
“That’s good to hear. Goodluck with everything- I believe that you’ve got bright things ahead of you.” Your heart fluttered at the compliment while you bid your goodbyes. You step out of the hotel feeling the satisfaction hit you like a prize. The report can finally be simplified into a few more subtle fixes and maybe by 1am, you’d be able to present it to your professor without doubting your work.
Sighing happily, you decided to reward yourself to a lovely lunch with a view you often visited due to a reminiscent feeling that bubbles in your system. After ordering, you sat outside admiring the way the sun sets and leaves a lasting beauty before the moon shows.
The stress was fading from you. You had expected that the project would’ve taken weeks for you to finish knowing that some retired athletes usually avoid questions to why they left the sport they used to love. You had called a few, a struck of confidence was enough to make you do so but they often cancel your request because they either paid attention to your young age or because they weren’t ready to be asked such personal questions about them. You were lucky to score and interview with a well-known athlete whose had his fair share of the spotlight during his early 20’s. Sadly, his retirement was due to an accident and his weak body levels couldn’t bare the adrenaline of the sport. He was kind, patient, and understanding. Ever since he agreed, your attention was on the questions you’d lay upon him seeing that this was an opportunity you can’t waste. After gathering some of his past glories, you narrowed down your interrogation on what remains important to benefit the topic of your project. You were more than proud because of the compliment he had given you and the fact that you might be able to catch a break after a hectic week.
Opening your camera and flicking through the photos to decide on which you were going to use. Suddenly, a photo meets your sight. The peak of blonde and gray hair with a uniform that you missed.
The Inarizaki Volleyball Team.
Most especially, him.
A few years has passed since you’ve seen him and his brother. Osamu’s last interaction with you was filled with nothing but sweet memories and a hug that you could never forget the warmth of, while Atsumu’s last memory with you remained bittersweet- like a sour flavor in his tongue that never left. You tried too hard to forget fragments of your time with him but because of how much work you put yourself through, you lost time to reflect on the moments that didn’t hurt.
Half of your high school life was compressed into confusing parts of your story.
But the chapter that seems to be the most influential part of it, was where you got to meet the blonde who has stomped on your heart.
It was funny to be remembered as a person who had the guts to sneeze during the great Miya setters serve.
“Achoo!”
You immediately cover your face with your handkerchief as your sneeze echoed through the gym making Atsumu’s hand lose its power because he was stunned by the sound, the ball hitting the net instead as he almost hits Aran who was wide eyed that ball went his way. The team could hear Osamu’s ‘uh-oh’ and it was enough for them to know what the setter feels after the unfortunate event.
Atsumu grits his teeth as the other team cheers knowing they got the score while his head jolts to the crowd, aggressively searching for the one who messed up his serve. Even eyeing his fans who got scared by the way he turned his head in their direction.
Meanwhile, you’ve got glares surrounding you as your friend nudges you, letting out an exhale of disbelief that you’ve got death stares.
“We’ll get the next point ‘Tsumu, don’t worry.” Osamu says landing a hand to his brothers' shoulder while Atsumu readies himself for the serve of the opposite team.
“Whatever.”
After that certain match, Atsumu was more than determined to hunt down whoever caused the flunk of his serve. Silly as it is, he’s never heard someone dare to speak during his serve. He’d always let out a hand signal for them to be quiet- let it be known that if someone spoke, he’d be fine with it but a whole sneeze? He’d never let it go, especially when it resonated in his ears.
So, imagine the look on his face when he hears the exact same sound when he was just stopping by his locker.
“Fucking dust.” You said sniffling as you closed the door to your locker, and you were face to face with a wide-eyed Miya Atsumu holding out his finger and pointing it to you, as if he was accusing you of murder.
“It’s you!” He shouts making you raise your eyebrow at him, but the raise of his voice had intimidated you.
“What?” You asked him, not finding a single clue on whatever he was pertaining to.
“You messed up my serve by sneezing.” He says in the tone of ‘as-a-matter-of-fact’ making you lick your lips, a hand to your hip as you looked at him.
“I’m not apologizing for something I can’t control.” You were completely baffled by this man. Sure, you were his classmate, but this was your first year and you barely cared to take notice of all of them, only focusing on your school group that had you busy.
“You could’ve held it for like 2 more seconds at least.” You blinked before letting out a tired exhale as you eye him up and down. The setter of the school's volleyball team, you were aware of that because of how many matches you’ve been dragged to, but he’s never come up to you before.
This was a whole other introduction.
“Miya, right?” You asked him as he steps forward, looking down on you with a sly smirk.
“I guess I’m sorry.”
Atsumu stays silent for a few seconds but returns to his angry pout as he continues to stare at you.
“What’s your name?” Atsumu asks, crossing his arms in front of his chest.
“Y/N.”
From thereon, it looked like your life’s plot had spiked up. Atsumu was- you could call it as a miscalculation. Someone so loud and had his ego constantly fed was not someone you would stick around due to your strict schedule of balancing schoolwork and papers from your club. It was like a bump in the road wherein the objects in your car would’ve been juggled around because of the impact- that's what it felt like. Thinking that two years would’ve passed by like a breeze, time slowed down with him. The constant bickering and arguments were embedded in you like a tattoo. The way his cackle would echo through your ears when he’d struck a nerve to you, the way he’d purposely call you nicknames you swore you hated, to the same jokes can be dragged on for hours, and how every fiber of your body promised you’d leave when you’ve had enough.
But promises were always broken.
You stuck around and he did too. Atsumu provided you with his trust and company whenever you needed it. It’s a pleasant experience but it surely wasn’t at its best. What comes with it were headaches and harsh words but having a person who knew you until graduation and stayed was a different reason. He was a familiar, a person who isn’t a call away when you needed it but being in their presence would give you a pinch of comfort.
Maybe the only thing you can thank Atsumu for is getting to know his twin brother.
You accidentally sent a text to Osamu about you panicking about a missing file to be passed the following day and Osamu was up and ready to help you locate it. After finding it, you decided to treat him for being a life saver and he of course, was having the time of his life for the free food- it was also his favorite restaurant at that moment. During this time, you’ve got to talk more about each other. Months pass now Osamu and you were way better friends than you and his brother.
You and Osamus’ bond were the type that was just so serene, hardly any type of judgement when you’d bring up a problem, and all secrets were kept tight.
Osamu was the shoulder you can lean on, while Atsumu’s would shove your head away when you do so.
Your friendship drifted away when Atsumu stabbed your heart with the words “No.” and “I’m sorry.” You hesitated that day, to dial Osamu’s phone the way you used to, but it never happened. Your sobs muffled your voice and if you called him, he’d never understand a word that you���d say.
The opposite is that Osamu would understand everything.
Because you and Atsumu mirrored the same amount of pain.
He’d never seen his brother so- ruined. Atsumu’s thin walls didn’t shield his shouts of sorrow while Osamu withstood every bit of the torture show his brother had. Checking him on the next day, the setter was fast asleep with bags under his eyes and a red nose, clutching onto his pillow so tightly.
Osamu knew that day that the damage has been done and not a single band aid would mend the two shattered hearts.
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Atsumu strolls to the around looking for a restaurant along with his teammates. The sun has fully set making the streets of Japan light up with how busy and crowded they were. Bokuto and Hinata were busy pointing at stands that had their favorite slabs of meat while Sakusa trails behind them with a mask, wanting to be removed from the push of people. As the eyes of the blonde land on a certain stand with multiple notes stuck onto a board, he smiles fondly. He then sees two kids running with smiles on their lips as they held each other's hand, obviously excited to explore the night.
“Come on, don’t be a wuss.” Atsumu says as you rolled your eyes and thought hard about his hand that was held out in front of you. Atsumu grunts before taking your hand in his before you could even decide properly. You followed his lead as he walked you through the sea of people. You were nervous that he had left practice to accompany you. Observing you from afar, you looked devastated, but you continued the rest of the day with a smile like nothing happened. Seeing that you looked dull talking to Karou, he pulled you away from whatever void of sadness you surrounded yourself in.
“Atsumu shouldn’t you be at practice?” You asked sighing, still with his hand in yours as you stopped by a stand.
“I should be but whatever that Karou did is obviously hurting you, you idiot.” Your eyes widened at his statement and this reaction confirmed his suspicions as anger forms inside of him. What could that boy have done to get you this upset? Did he physically hurt you? Atsumu hated how he cared- it wasn’t his business to meddle with but the frown on your lips was something he wanted to remove from you.
“Thank you.” You muttered as he buys you the same thing he ordered. He sees how you weren’t as colorless as before. The lights of the night brought saturation to your features as his eyes adored every feature of yours.
“It’s nothing.”
“Atsumu-san?” Hinata asks, tapping the boy on the shoulder while the blonde awakens from his escape.
Atsumu looks around once more, seeing that there wasn’t a trace of you, he moves on.
Like he was supposed to do in the first place.
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“For our new assignment, why don’t we take the vice versa of your last project. Retirement is inescapable but why not find the reason they’d got into the sport. What makes it so exhilarating and unforgettable? That will be our topic this week. I’m giving you a week for interviews, photos, and articles. Video format is more suited for this task. Is that clear?” You all nodded as you wrote down the list of possible athletes to meet, jotting down an outline of some key points to remember.
“A tip for you all: look for the younger generations. It doesn’t matter to me what status the athlete stands in right now, it could be a friend or even a child. What I’m looking for the depths of the details in your research.” The professor stands making all of you bid him goodbye as he walks out of the room. You gathered your notebooks, sighing that you won’t have the time to properly rest- an exam was near right at the submission of your new task. You realized that you needed to sort out the things you were required to do before everything would pile up and get tangled in the short amount of time.
Who should I interview? God, everyone is so busy at this season. You thought. It’s true- you realized that matches were always lined up by this month. You also had classes to attend to and your mind could collapse at any given moment. You were more than worried about organizing your time properly but the feeling that you’d have several sleepless nights haunts you. You wished he could have extended the submission- though it didn’t get any better since after exams you tended to be drained from studying all night.
Going back to your apartment, you decided to put sticky notes all over your wall to help you sort out your priorities. Tomorrow would be Saturday meaning that you’ve done all the works to be passed on Monday and that you had zero meetings or classes. Saturday and Sunday would be divided to work parts, by Monday you should be up and running to work again.
You couldn’t let go of this group. It had given you countless of opportunities- even an offering to be an editor at a well-known magazine agency. You were in queue for the letter, so you decided to continue with the tasks of the group. You were thankful that you got used to the craziness of it all. The ability to multitask, to put the phone down once in a while, managing your time, those were just one of the benefits of getting used to it. The things you hated was that you barely had time for yourself. To lounge and just do nothing never met with what you were doing. You envied how some people from your group would plan some hang outs during a busy week and you always questioned how they managed to do it all without panicking.
You yawned as you felt your stomach growl at the scent of the delicious street food. Seeing that you fell short on money because the amount that was in your wallet was enough for your way home, it meant you’d have to wait to eat dinner until you came home. Letting out a groan you decided to walk your way even if you get shoved. God, you were starving and exhausted. The emotions were starting to fill you the more you moved. It didn’t help that everyone was so loud. You could hear the sound of the cackles from the drunken men in the corner, the cries of the baby that brought irritation to your eardrums and even the off-key singing of a (possibly) drunk girl at karaoke. You just wanted to cover your ears and crawl back to your bed not caring if you’d only be able to get 2 or 3 hours of sleep.
As you walked, you felt a boiling pile of liquid drip to your stomach making you let out a yelp as your clothes were drenched in the coffee stain that you despised. The liquid got to your skin making you wince at just how it impacted on your skin. You felt your eyes water as the woman tried to pat away the drink but instead made it worse because you wanted the fabric to be away from you as possible- which was the opposite of what she was doing.
“Oh my god- I'm so sorry.” She kept saying while patting your abdomen while you tried to wave her off, but she kept going making the tears flow from your eyes as you chose to walk away, covering your face at how humiliated you were. You sobbed in your hands as you bumped into someone before removing them from your face to find a bench to sit on but seeing that people were already turning their heads to look at you, you’ve had enough already.
Finally finding your bus stop, you sat down burying your face in the palm of your hands sobbing as your mind replays how you’ve made a fool out of yourself for the last time. Everything was going terribly and you didn’t know how to control it without losing your cool. Sure, you’ve managed to escape the people but the feeling is still badly glued to you.
“Is everything okay?”
Someone asks but the voice became a blur to you because you were so focused on your sobs and the unstable breathing.
“Go away.” You whispered but there was a weight added to your left side as you kept your face hidden behind your hands.
“I shouldn’t have asked.” The man says looking down before standing up to leave the bench, making you intake in a sharp exhale, relieved he left.
“Why does everything have to be so fucking difficult? How am I gonna interview a volleyball player at this state?” You rambled on thinking that guy has exited your business and was free from companion.
“I mean- we’re not close- but I’m a volleyball player?”
You wiped your eyes as your heart started to run a mile now that you’ve familiarized yourself with his voice.
Lifting your head, there in front of you was the one thing that your heart had wished to see.
“Atsumu?”
His eyes widen as his chest expands, his heart growing ten times bigger than it was while it beats like a drum on heavy metal song.
“Y/N- I didn’t know- wow.” Breathless, speechless, weak- those were the words that defined your emotions. You wanted to pass out- to act like you just mistaken him for a person but he was real and you had a hard time believing it.
“Atsumu?" God, he missed it. The way his name would fall of those taunting lips of yours. The tone in your voice leading him back to the memories that he couldn’t push away.
You had to believe it. There was no other way that your starvation can make you this delusional. You called his name like you were unsure that he was ever real- like a character your brain had developed to cope with your sorrows. You dared to touch him, maybe if you did it would be a wisp of air but you were scared that if you reached out to him, you could feel his skin and remember how you wanted it to be within your grasp all the time.
Perhaps it’s a dream but this time you’d never want to wake up if this was the only way you can be together.
“Y/N..I- how are you?” How could he manage to act so civil? Your presence shocked him like electricity in his veins, pumping his heart at an unusual speed. His voice was unsteady and low, experiencing the same thoughts like you.
It’s like he was dragged back to your last encounter. Seeing your eyes filled with so much agony and how you looked so torn from his rejection, it’s the same look that you had now. It’s like his eyes were playing a risky game with him but he couldn’t complain since he’s been wanting to see you ever since you let go.
“Well, I’m burned-out that’s for sure.” You said with a light chuckle as he sits back down, wondering if it’d be alright to be close to you.
“What’s this interview about?” He asks, fiddling with the strings of his jacket while you tore your eyes away from him because you knew the admiration for him would erupt anytime soon.
“What got athletes into the sport in the first place.” Atsumu places his finger under his chin, thinking deeply about what offer he just made.
It’d mean that he could be in the same room with you for more than the hours he spent crying to himself but why waste the chance? You needed it- heck you wouldn’t be this distraught if you weren’t so affected by it. There was a never-ending list of things to do but meeting with Atsumu wasn’t even in your list of expectations because you were over with hoping into something that takes a miracle.
But he is the miracle.
“Atsumu..I don’t want you to see me like this.” You said, looking down on your hands that were on your lap, letting your hair fall in front of you to avoid his concerned gaze.
“What do you mean?”
“I haven’t seen you in years, this is not what I planned to look like when I first see you.” Atsumu feels his heart frown at how low you spoke of yourself, but he understood. If you saw him in the state that you were in right now, he too would feel like he could’ve done or look better, even at least handle the situation without crumbling apart.
He knew you were in a troubled place of your mind but he just wonders where you could talk about why everything fell apart.
He missed the way it was casual to talk to you. Maybe an insult as a greeting, or a flick to the arm but he never expected to talk to you with his heart dropping in your hands. He just couldn’t forget the way you’d let him go that day during graduation, it’s almost like the sensation was still lingering around his palm even if he held a ball.
He just wished he said yes, only then, you’d be meant for each other.
“Do you mean it?” You asked sighing, not baring the weight of his silence. The pace of his heart quickens as he starts to worry if this was the confrontation that he held back all these years.
“The interview.” He was more than glad to do it. He was thankful that you weren’t talking about the bad memories or the circle of tension you two were in.
He looks at you while another strike was given to his heart seeing you this way. He’d do everything to bring back the color in your features.
“Of course.”
You smiled at his words as you both stand up but you felt conscious about the stain that was still stuck to your shirt making you desperately try to hide it by pulling your bag to the messed up section. Atsumu didn’t know that the person he had followed was the same person that got coffee dipped down on them. He didn’t recognize you at first because you had your hands covering your cries. He was worried for you when you ran off but when he knew it was you, he couldn’t believe if it was luck or a granted wish.
“Just wear this.” He says, handing you placing his jacket on your shoulders as your heart flutters at how he looked at you, completely filled with sincerity and the way his hand stayed on your shoulder.
“What the fuck do you want?” He asks you with a knife-like stare, purposely bumping harshly into you.
“Wow Miya, I was just walking.” You said returning the same fuel that he had.
“Then get out of my way then.”
“Thank you.” You said smiling lightly. He catches a glimpse of your smile and he feels his world light up at the sight of it.
I missed you.
“So where to?” He asks as you walk beside him just like old times. His height still intimidating you but it was still difficult to believe that this was the same Atsumu you had fallen for in high school.
“My apartment. We missed the bus so I hope it’s okay for you to wait.”
“I can always drive us there.” You’ve never whipped your head faster than this moment. You always trusted Osamu when he said that Atsumu couldn’t be a better driver than his own brother because Atsumu liked to rev up the engine like one of those scenes in a movie.
With the thought in your mind, you laughed.
Atsumu stops walking as he lets himself dwell at the sound of it.
Then there was a smile that he couldn’t contain.
“Sorry for laughing, ‘Tsumu. Never pictured you to have a car earlier than ‘Samu that’s all.” You explained as he chuckles, continuing to be beside you, a place that he finds himself to be the happiest.
“Yeah yeah I get it- I’m a little careless but not all the time y’know?” He says while he leads the way. The breeze felt comfortable now, it had a tweak of coldness but maybe it was just the atmosphere of you two.
When you walked to his car and told him your address, there was another silence but you tried to tell yourself that this was just Atsumu. Nothing to be worried about because you’ve known him for too long to act like all distant.
This is Atsumu- that's every reason that there is to feel nervous around him.
“How long have you been living there?” He asks while you started to feel just how badly you wanted to give in to sleepiness. You shifted once in a while to control yourself from falling asleep in his damn car. Every urge to just lay quiet for a while but you knew this would lead to a deep slumber.
“Ever since graduation.” You answered, annoyed that his jacket was inviting you to lay there and sleep away your stress though you were scared that once you wake up- Atsumu would be gone again.
“And you didn’t call to tell me about it?” He jokes but the chuckle that he expected never came because he knew just how awkward it’d be if you actually called just for that sole reason. Atsumu bites his lip at his failed attempt to drag the conversation on.
Then you giggled.
“I wanted to but I wouldn’t wanna bother the famous MSBY player.” You said smiling at him, proud that he continued on. You knew from Osamu of course, a single update when he had mentioned how well his restaurant had become, you also saw them in a poster once, even recognizing a few of his past opponents.
“Well, it would be a shame.”
There you are.
You finally arrived at your apartment and again you felt the slice of satisfaction as you removed your shoes and placed them on the table. You were partly thankful that your apartment was clean since you never have the time to spend a whole day in it only coming home late at night. Atsumu looks around as you prepare him a drink and a few snacks-it'd be rude not to.
Atsumu sees the photos where you won several awards for your loyalty and hardwork at your club. He sees how time passes and you grew into a version of you that he finds even more flawless then before. Your equipment and how everything was organized on your desk, he knew how much things changed because he used to see you doubt yourself every time you’d finish a paper but now you won awards because of them.
“Atsumu, is it alright if I shower real fast?” You asked while he raises a brow at you confused that you had to ask for his permission.
“Of course, Y/N- you didn’t have to ask.” He said chuckling while he sits on the couch, letting his eyes wonder around.
“I promise I’ll be back.”
“Please don’t rush yourself. Take yer time. “ He says while you smile at him before dashing to your room to gather new clothes, feeling like you’ve won a lottery with how happy you were to remove the coffee drenched top, tossing it to your laundry bin while you step into the shower enjoying the way the water decorated your skin, cleansing it from all the worries. While Atsumu scrolls on his phone to ease himself from the anxiousness. His finger would casually glide over Osamu’s phone number, to ask him what to do.
After a few minutes, you stepped out of the shower like a whole new person. You saw the way Atsumu’s eyes lit up when you walked in but you pushed the thought away. He pats the seat next to him while you grabbed your notebook and pen, ready to scribble down the questions.
“Are there any uncomfortable questions you’d want to avoid?” You asked him while he shakes his head while you took note of the possible questions.
“Is it okay for the interview to be filmed?” He nodded while you leaned onto the pillow, sighing happily at how you’ve managed to calm down from the pile of embarrassment earlier.
“Thank you for doing this, ‘Tsumu- really you don’t know how much I appreciate you for this.” You said leaning your cheek on the side of the couch as Atsumu copies your actions staring at you lovingly.
“You’re welcome, Y/N.” He says smiling while you returned to write a list of questions for him. With every time you look down on your notebook, Atsumu’s eyes never left you while his mind recalls every moment where he msised the opportunity to tell you just how beautiful you were.
Soon, you’ve fallen asleep while he lets the feeling sink in.
I’ve never wanted to hold you more than I do now.
He sighs before placing the blanket on your body while he kneels down and tucks a piece of hair behind your ear, his finger tracing your cheek.
“You’ll never know how much I missed you.” He whispers while you shifted in your sleep meeting his face. Before he stands up, he feels you reach for him while he’s left surprise at your touch.
“Stay please.” You whispered while he smiles weakly, placing a kiss on your forehead.
“I always will.”
-
The morning comes and you felt the blush creep on your cheeks remembering how easily you felt asleep. You wondered if Atsumu stayed, if he left- you couldn’t really blame him. So yawning and stretching when you woke up, you certainly didn’t expect to see Atsumu cooking you some breakfast. You couldn’t even move your legs, every part of you has gone stiff just admiring the way he moves.
“Hey, good morning.” He greets with a wave, a spatula in his hand, a bright smile tugged on his lips.
“Atsumu- oh god I’m so sorry.” You said as you went to him. You caught a whiff of what he was cooking and you swore you could’ve drooled knowing you didn’t even got the chance to eat dinner. Atsumu knew that of course so he called Osamu up in the morning to serve you the best breakfast he could ever make. He was initially supposed to make you dinner but you fell asleep before he could do it so this was his rebound.
“Idiot, it’s fine. Just sit down on the table and I’ll prepare the food.”
“Atsumu-“
“Just go, Y/N. I promise it’s okay- you deserve to rest before you work again.” You couldn’t even think properly with his words. It was so minimum but it was something you’d forget to do- rest. Hearing him remind you that sets a new feeling in your system. You did obey him though, you sat on the table as he even handed you coffee for him and you, placing the breakfast on the table. God, he was everything. You thought that after a few years, you two would completely drift apart but it seems like you were wrong for the hundredth time.
“Please don’t even think about ways to thank me, it’s nothing to me. “ He says taking the seat next to you while you place the food on his plate. You couldn’t even utter a word at how grateful you were for him and he’d be happy to get used to seeing you first thing in the morning.
“Atsumu, after breakfast can we have a run down of the questions first?” You asked him, growing more comfortable.
“Yeah sure.”
-
You sat on the couch, placing your camera on the table aligning it to the best possible angle as Atsumu sits down in front of you. You had your notebook on your lap as he praises how you looked so professional even if it was just a practice.
“Ready?” You asked while he nods with a smile as you pressed the camera to shoot so you could keep your composure, even if you struggled to.
“What does the sport mean to you?” You asked him, your eyes glimmering with the suns rays hitting it perfectly, while the words were removed from Atsumus mind. Seeing his hesitation, you decided to reassure him.
“It’s fine if you can’t answer straight away. I can always change the question if you like.” You commented, smiling at him to make sure he doesn’t feel rushed to answer. He nods, still not finding the exact same words to describe what he wanted to say.
“I’ll change the question for now.” You said while he let’s out a sigh before listening to you once again.
“What was the biggest struggle in your career?” He sends you a worried stare but his mind nearly bursts at his answer.
“Getting over you.”
You dropped your pen on the couch as Atsumu continued to speak since this was the answer his heart was sure of responding to.
“I tried to forget- I did. For every year that passes, the more fucking harder it gets to act like I didn’t love you back when you walked away.”
“Atsumu-“
“I know I said no- I was too late to realize how stupid I was to be scared of falling for you. I couldn’t let myself be the man who could love you when all this time I tried to hate you because I knew I would hurt you- and I already did.”
We get hurt a lot but it doesn’t mean I won’t come back to you.
Love grew and died during your second year at Inarizaki.
Before Atsumu, you found Karou. A boy who was a new recruit to your group whose helped you multiple times and has shared a conversation with you about your similar likes. There was this strange infatuation with him that even Osamu had to question how deep was the bite of love on you. You’ve fallen, of course. Occasionally leaving notes on his desk to just let him know how he made your day but it never worked. He would only paste the note on another persons desk like it was nothing. Not even getting the reaction you wanted, it felt too normal when it shouldn’t be. Realizing how this was just rejection in the shadows, you gave up. Obviously heart broken at the mere thought of how your chances were blown away. When Atsumu saw how gloomy you were that day, he had to show you how much you didn’t need Karou and there grew a different bond between the both of you.
And with a bond like that, you became attached to him.
It was all becoming clearer and clearer as you realized that you fell for the wrong person first.
“You’re too stupid to fall for a douche like him. “ He says kicking the rock that was in front of him.
“You’re lucky with that admirer of yours, Miya. I’ve never seen someone stick around you for so long.” You teased. It’s true the half of the twin hearthrob has gotten himself a sincere admire. It wasn’t one of his crazy fans- this was a person who genuinely cared for him and the words on every note he received would make the poor boy blush uncontrollably and you envied how he’s yet to realize that he too was falling for this unknown person.
While you two were oblivious to the slip up of the universe, it took a toll on you.
Because the notes you’d leave on Karous desk, always ended up on Atsumu’s instead.
“I wanna meet them so bad. Just to see if they actually care and it’s not a prank. They haven’t given me a note and it’s been what a month? I doubt it was ever real.”
“With the amount of effort they gave, I’m sure it was real.”
It’s real for me even if it shouldn’t be.
There wasn’t any other way then to accept the feelings that stayed on your skin. The moments where you thought that being around Atsumu would bring you stressful banters and more, it turned into butterflies that surrounded your room. You chose to deny it at first but remembering that graduation and good-byes were near, you had to tell him at some point.
And when you did, you poured your heart out and not even a single drop was caught.
“Last words before I forget your dumbass?” He taunts while you felt your sweat drip down the side of your forehead as you couldn’t control it anymore. You wondered if there was a simple word to describe just how much you adored him without turning it into a whole speech. This was it- you had to do it or else you’d end up being stuck on the feeling of loving him.
“I..like you Atsumu and I can’t say good-bye without telling you.”
Then there was the awful silence that he gave making you clutch onto your shirt, preparing you for the worst.
But by the way he looked so terrified and frozen, you knew.
“Atsumu?”
“No- I’m sorry.”
“And I don’t know what I’d do if I let you leave again.” He whispers as he leans closer to you, taking your hands in his while your ability to speak has been taken away by how gentle he was as his thumb caresses your hand and a look that looked so fragile.
He takes his hand and cups your cheek, pulling you close to him as his vulnerability increases.
“Do you feel the same too?” He was being so careful because a wrong choice of a word could make it all fall apart again and you could feel how tense he was but he holds you like a gem- something so beautiful that it’d cost him his life if he ever dropped you.
Your hand lands on the same hand that was on your cheek while Atsumu’s eyes widen remembering how you neglected to hold his hand before.
But it stayed.
Closing your eyes and melting in his touch, you spoke.
“I never stopped loving you, Atsumu.”
He lets his forehead rest on yours, a smile on his lips, who was soon to be on yours.
“Then be mine all over again.”
#haikyu x reader#haikyuu!!#miya atsumu#atsumu x y/n#atsumu x reader#hq atsumu#msby atsumu#atsumu imagines#miya osamu#inarizaki
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hello may i dump every idea i'm too lazy to write right here -they are very unoriginal, do what you want with them. Plus, you might not like them at all since my fav is hashirama and i guess urs is madara (and I used to prefer him too, but something in me changed when i went to look up the tag madara/hashirama on pixiv and discovered smithsan- such a great artist. okay i'll stop telling my life, but honestly it made me understand how ships worked so much, to switch points of view like that. anyway)
- three words: mokuton cancer cells (but it shows up before he's an old man)
- european medieval au (totally the idea of akatsukiarts but i'm shamelessly asking a talented author to write it :D)
- u probably prefer bottom madara -i've read all ur fics lolol and have i tell i love them all? cuz i do (which i totally get! we can't choose which one we're projecting one) buttttt may i ask for kinda nasty dom madara and obedient sub hashirama? (i'm again going on a tangent but it's so funny how people get "vibes" for who is top or bottom when it doesn't work like that. I mean yeah, u can get clues, but you could turn those clues totally upside down. The opposite situation is soft dom hashirama and bratty sub madara and it fits them just as well - according to me, because opinions are personal-. But that's what i'm getting at. It usually goes from "the sexuality u feel fits the character" -> finding the clues indicating it fits the character. And not the opposite direction. ANYWAY. I'M TALKING TOO MUCH.)
- tajima lives au; what does it change? -probably nothing. I'd like to hear ur opinion hehe (or worse; butsuma lives old au. what happens?)
- do u write hashitobi? i feel like i read one of urs but i might be confusing with another author. Anyway, idea: yandere/dark tobirama (honestly i feel like im so predictable it's not even funny, sorry for those awful ideas this is the worst)
- au where it's tobirama with the mokuton and hashirama (so without mokuton, to be clear).... well u tell me, but i doubt he would fit the scientist role.
okay, i think im done because the rest is even worse and u probs won't use them but here we go! do what u want with these! thank you for the opportunity to share ideas with u! bye now i'm going to hide in a ditch somewhere. urgh why did i write that. :(
Oh Anon, this is a treasure island or a minefield of ideas depending how you look at it!
But first of all, I have to say that if I have to pick one favourite, it is Hashirama and I do project to him maybe a tad too much. That’s why I like to write him from different aspects and see him suffer now and then. Let’s not dwell on this too much hehe.
(Smithsan is indeed a great artist!)
Mokuton cancer cells sounds way too sad! Not that I can’t see Hashirama turning into a tree or something, not knowing how he actually died and all that, but I’m not ready for it!
European medieval AU! Now that sounds a whole lot of fun, especially with some fantasy elements? Dark magician/warlock Madara and knight in shining armour Hashirama? But I do love akatsukiarts lovely arts there, will need to check them again. I fear this might be something longer winded than I currently have the capacity for atm!
I’m all for switching, but yeah, I do picture Hashirama toppier and Madara bottomier. Which makes bottom Hashirama all the more fun to write. Spice things up and all that! While S/D isn’t necessarily my cup of tea, I do like to play around with the dynamics. I actually really getting into the obedient sub Hashirama idea as I can clearly picture him struggling big time with that role, while Madara, I can equally see him struggling with being all dominant (though probably not with being nasty!). Anyhow, this can be gold for The Awkward Sex Scene I Always Wanted To Write, But Never Got Around To Do It.
I have maybe half a page started on a Tajima (and Butsuma) lives AU! It’s one where H&M managed to achieve peace pretty early on and their biggest concern is introducing the other as their boyfriends to their family. I wanted to write it for that one scene where Izuna tries to set Hashirama’s hair on fire with the Katon over family dinner as he can’t stand him having his hand over Madara. Not sure I’ll ever write it though!
I did on one (okay, two, it had a sequel) occasion wrote HashiTobi and I killed myself with it. I’m not saying never again but anything that comes to mind is rather sad and dark. (wow, you’re asking for Dark Tobirama and it’s Dark, who would have ever thought so.) Never wrote any misuse of Edo Tensei (bringing back Hashirama temporary) kind of story, so when I feel I’m in the mood I might go for it.
And nothing loads in my mind when I think about Tobirama and the Mokuton, but knowing me, this will wake me up one day 3 am hehe.
I’m really happy that you took the time to share all these ideas with me. I absolutely don’t promise anything, but I have two weeks before starting a new job and I plan to spend it as any responsible adult would, with playing video games and writing fanfic.
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*cough cough* I'm binge reading the manga bc waiting weekly kills me *cough*
And I'm so glad to hear you're gonna explore more writing into Nanami's character! I don't know why but from day one I adore him. Just his entire interaction with Yuji during the redacted scenes made me love him so much. And as much as I do like Gojo, Nanami was so caring while trying not to care I just love it! Plus his ability is pretty bad ass 👀
Ok...but now you have me curious who you might not like...I think I know who ig is (if its on the villian side I'm thinking) but now you gotta hint more cuz im curious, spill that tea! But it's ok I get it, jjk is in my all time fav category now bc I love everyone except for one stitched up man child that I loathe
💛Anon
AHAHAHAHA okay starting with that last bit first, Adult Chucky walks a thin line with me. He's an asshole and I hate what he's done. But I can go into an analysis about why he does what he does. Now I'm not saying I'm a Mahito apologist, BUT they do explain how he was created and it makes sense he's an asshole. He was created to be an asshole. BUT HE PISSES ME OFF because he's /// caused so much chaos /// he's literally only there to create chaos and I hate it. But he's super funny and also he ain't bad to look at 👀 he's just such a well written villain and I think that's why I can't stay angry at him too long.
NOW IM CURIOUS to see if you can guess who I don't like!! I'll give you two hints: They aren't labeled as an antagonist at this point in time, and they are NOT a curse! There's quite a few other people I know that don't like them, but they are sort of a minor character and might be looked over despite being a big part of the story. I think what I'm trying to say is either people don't like them or just glance over them.
Are we calling Nanami Kento... A tsundere?! Omg lmao not really but I agree! He does have that "I don't give a fuck" "you give so many fucks you can see them from pluto" vibe and I love him. Nanamin is the dad Yuji deserves
I actually have a list started because someone asked for relationship headcanons for him! It was my second request and sadly it's been sitting in my request box ever since I got it. I think it has a good start, but I feel like I'm struggling in the actual fluff aspect of it. Because of how I view him I actually can't seem him getting involved romantically but I'm not ready to share my list yet so shhhh it's a secret!
I've developed sort of a tradition each week where I re-read the chapters I think are going to be in that week's episode. I can't lie, binging s book in two days the day after the first episode comes out makes you forget a lot because 1) I zoomed through it too fast and 2) it's been a month and my memory doesn't last that long, so I like rejogging my memory. I'm pretty sure he's being introduced this week, so I'll be able to read his chapters and his upcoming battle scenes sometime next week because lord knows when I start reading I have a hard time stopping so I should have his list finished by next Friday!
I also think I'm making it a rule that, since the anime is still airing, I won't be releasing a list about a specific character until that character is introduced in the anime. SORRY TOJI STANS I mean that works for me bc I don't know how to write his character at all AND he might be a second character I don't like (but I won't decide this until I reread his parts) but n e wayz. I'll include the characters in the mass posts, and I'll include spoilers because I do tag my posts with spoilers just in case. At this point, don't blame me if you come across something you don't want to see bc I do have warnings.
Have you finished the manga yet? Are you caught up? I wanna know how you feel about the Shibuya arc 👀👀👀
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@mytalkingraccoon nominated me for this shit ugh
1. think of the last person who said i love you, do you think they meant it? he did, unfortunately i didn’t.
2. would you date an 18yr old at the age you are now?
i mean i’m 18 so
3. when was the last you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
like a month ago during s
4. would you ever smile at a stranger?
yeah and i do cuz i’m a nice fucking person
5. is there someone mad bc you’re dating or talking to the person you are?
not currently no
6. have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
yeah and i’ll link it
7. what exactly are you wearing right now?
an old volleyball shirt and that’s literally it
8. how often do you listen to music?
practically every waking moment
9. do you wear jeans or sweats more?
jeans fo sho
10. do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014?
i mean
11. are you a social or antisocial person?
i’m a hybrid
12. have you ever kissed someone who’s name begins with the letter a?
yeah and that was def a mistake
13. what about the letter r?
no i don’t think so
14. can you drive a stick shift?
yes but will i crash it? also yes
15. do you care if people talk badly about you?
not really, just have the balls to say it to my face if you do
16. are you going out of town soon?
no i don’t think so
17. when was the last time you cried?
months ago
18. have you ever told someone you loved them?
mhm
19. if you could change your eye color, would you?
yeah maybe like a greenish color
20. is there a boy who you would absolutely everything for?
my dad ig? maybe my guy bsf?
21. name something you dislike about the say you’re having.
my skin is dry but that’s it
22. is it cute when guys kiss you on the forehead?
i guess
23. are you dating the last person you talked to?
nope thank god
24. what are you sitting on rn?
the floor lmao
25. does anybody regularly tell you they love you?
nope
26. have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
who hasn’t
27. who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
my f*ckbuddy
28. do you get a lot of colds?
no i have an immune system like the fucking navy seals
29. where is the shirt you’re wearing from?
from my high school
30. does anyone hate you?
probably?
31. do you have empty alcohol bottles hidden in your room?
no i throw them away cuz i’m not a pussy
32. do you like watching scary movies?
yeah sometimes
33. do you wanna get your tongue pierced?
god no
34. if you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
i mean they all suck but sophomore year of high school ig
35. did you have a dream last night?
yes it was a weird ass dream with bucky the winter soldier and ben hardy archangel ok
36. when was the last time you told someone you love them?
two days ago
37. do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
god i hope not marriage is for the weak im sorry
38. do you think someone has feelings for you?
yeah. feelings of hatred
39. do you think someone is thinking of you rn?
yeah probably
40. did you have a good day yesterday?
yeah it was decent
41. think back 2 months ago. were you in a relationship?
no
42. in the next 48hrs, will you hang out with a girl?
yeah my sister lmao
43. has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
yeah but i don’t think they meant it
44. what’s the best part about school?
LEAVING lmaooooo
45. do you have any pictures on your facebook?
pft who has facebook anymore
46. do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
no i just text them lmao
47. do you replay things that happen in your head?
yes constantly it’s a problem
48. were you single last summer?
nope
49. is anything in your life like it was 2 years ago?
god no everything is different
50. what are you supposed to be doing rn?
nothing?? i don’t think??
51. do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
no i don’t have daddy issues
52. are you nice to everyone
hahahhahahahahhaha
53. have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
unfortunately
54. did you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
yeah? what kinda question
55. are you good at hiding your feelings?
sometimes
56. do you think you like someone?
i do not
57. have you ever kissed someone who’s name starts with j?
no i’m pretty sure i haven’t?
58. do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
boys, girls are too sensitive and too gossipy and too
59. has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
LMAO YES AND THIS IS A FUNNY STORY BUT
60. do you hate anyone?
no, i got no room in my life for h8 ;)
61. how’s your heart?
i mean i got low blood pressure it could be beating a lil harder
62. is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
several things
63. have you ever cried over a guy?
yes and i’m not ashamed
64. who is probably talking a load of crap about you rn?
one of my exes maybe
65. are your toenails painted pink?
no. oddly specific question
66. will your next kiss be a mistake?
possibly?
67. do girls love it when their bfs cry?
no?!?!?! what the hell
68. have your pants ever fallen down in public?
no geez
69. who was the last person you were on the phone with?
my dad
70. how do you look rn?
fresh asf you already know
71. do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
yes idgaf i’m myself around everyone
72. can you commit to one person?
yeah
73. do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yes and these questions are getting kinda repetitive
74. have you ever felt replaced?
several times
75. did you wake up cranky?
no
76. are you a jealous person?
generally no
77. are relationships ever worth it?
yeah and if you don’t think so your relationships have been toxic sry
78. anyone you’re giving up on?
not rn
79. currently wanting to see anyone?
yes, literally anyone. i’d like to see another human being
80. name something you have to do tomorrow.
hydrate lmao
81. last person you cried in front of?
oh geez it was
82. is there someone you’ll never forget?
yeah i have a good memory
83. do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
i ain’t got feelings
84. if the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing rn?
chillin& stuff
85. are you over your past?
is anyone?
86. have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
yeeeet yeah
87. is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
mhm
88. if your fist true love knocked on your door with an apology and presents would you accept?
AAHAHAHAHHAHA hellll nah
89. so the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3am, do you let them in?
yeah they’re just coming over to f*ck again
90. have you ever liked someone who your friends hates?
yeah
91. will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
hope not
92. is there anyone you know with the name michael?
probably shout out to micheal
93. have you ever kissed a matthew?
ugh no but i’ve been tempted to
94. were you in a relationship in january? how was it going?
yes& great!
95. were you happy with the person you liked in march?
no i was not
96. is the last person you texted attractive?
eh
97. who do you have texts from?
my mom, my guy bsf, and my f*ckbuddy
98. if the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
“oh, cool!” (and also move on lmao)
99. have you ever kissed someone older than you?
mm yeah
100. who’s in your pfp with you?
no one???
101. ever kissed under fireworks?
yes i have ;)
102. has anybody ever given you butterflies?
ofc lmao
tagging - the person reading this muahahahahahaha
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had a bad day so more band au headcannons
anyone who wants to write a fic for this is absolutely allowed if they tag me, i’m not gonna make any full length ones but i might post some one shots eventually
anyway i had a really shitty day so here’s me self projecting and creating more band headcannons
check out the first here~
check out the second here~
tag list~
@athenashipsthings @thelesbianspoon @flowersheep @insert--self--hatred @nafsbluebery @sunflowerss0 @nerdiegurlie @stars-and-rose
okays lets do this✨
so last when we left the boys, it’s the day before they release their album “death of a bachelor”
to celebrate, roman suggests they get dinner out and maybe go see a movie??
logan is suprisingly the first to agree, saying that if he doesn’t get to watch the “scary stories to tell in the dark” movie soon he will explode. plus there’s no food in the fridge
virgil is also down to go see the movie, but is more reluctant to get dinner. he hates formal things, so to make him feel more comfortable roman offers they go to the local diner that he knows has virgil’s favorite chicken parm dish and virgil can’t say no to that
patton doesn’t want to see the movie at first-he really doesn’t like scary movies. but he wants dinner with his friends and he might be able to latch onto logan during the scary parts so he goes with it
so patton offers go help virgil with his hair and they end up getting ready together! they talk about everything they can think of as patton does hair and virgil does makeup and they both do each other’s nails and then they’re ready to go out whooooppp
meanwhile roman collapsed on logan’s bed an hour ago and began complaining about how he needed to impress virgil to get him to fall in love with him and has been talking ever since
logan doesn’t mind tho, roman helps him pick out a nice outfit and gives tips on how to woo patt
even though it’s not a date
yet
anyways they get to the diner and they all have an incredible time! by the end of the meal they’re in tears laughing at each other, from roman’s hysterical stories to virgil’s banter to logan’s fun facts and spilt tea to patton’s enthusiastic impressions
they love each over like family :)
and the movie is top notch. virgil is in love with it, him and logan spend the whole time guessing what’s going to happen while roman hides behind virgil and patton shoves his face full of popcorn and squish himself into logan’s arm
and yes virgil can’t stop laughing and logan’s immediate tensing up and blushing
after the movie they just don’t want to go to bed quite yet, so the friends head to the park and enjoy lying in the grass, talking and letting logan point out the stars while roman makes up stories of the aliens and space princesses that protect the galaxy
virgil makes everyone his famous hot chocolate and they stay up until midnight to release their songs
and then the clock strikes 12 and death of a bachelor is available to download
the boys decide that staying up and watching the comments flood in is a terrible idea and instead they put on some disney films and fall asleep on the couch
it’s nice
they wake up to millions of notifications
everyone is freaking the fuck out
this album ??? is beautiful ???
all of the fans are in love but also have a lot of questions-so the fab four start doing monthly live-streams to just chat and answer questions and catch up with their fans
“are y’all single?”
um
well yes
but uh
this question is not goOD ROMAN WHAT THE FU-
anyway virgil comes to patton one day, slams the door, puts his face in a pillow and screams “PATT IM SO GAY HELP”
because roman called his hair pretty this morning and yes it’s stupid and it happens all the time but this time was different
don’t worry tho they won’t admit their feelings to one and other for another three months
death of a bachelor does really well-all of the songs end up going either gold or platinum
their song “victorious” is played on the radio all of the time
so november rolls around and the friends decide it’s time to go on tour! starting with just north america, they post a video on the youtube channel that gives all the locations and dates
it’s to start in april:
virgil is extremely nervous. being on the road for so long and preforming live in front of thousands of people and will anyone even show up and-
logan is slightly nervous but honestly he really enjoys preforming-once he ties the tie around his head like a bandanna he almost transforms into the punk rock bassist he is known by the fans to be
patton!!! is!!! bouncy!!!!!!!! he wants to meet all these people!!!! and he can’t wait to give back to all of them by preforming and meet and greets and social interaction makes him really happy!!
roman is so excited-preforming is his thing. when he’s on a stage, he’s in his element! he can’t wait to show off and travel and be with his friends for even longer :)
but they can’t go on tour with their boring old instruments sooooo
roman and patton team up to paint and decorate all of the instruments
virgil’s piano matches his jacket, lots of purple and swirls and patton paints the classic nightmare before christmas scene on the front (u know, this one but stationary)
and they decorate the microphone stand purple and silver and black
logan gets a dope space themed bass-the outside is dark blue and the inside is painted like a galaxy, with a plain silver pick
roman paints his gutair with a castle and sunset in the back, with a bright red pick to play
patton’s drums have clouds on them nowww like a sunny day with blue puffy clouds
they’re ready to go! but it’s still only december so u kNoW whAt ThaT mEaNs
CHRISTMAS!!!!!
since none of the squad are jewish, (although technically patton is half jew since his mom is, but he just really loves christmas and always celebrated that growing up so)
they decide to celebrate at their house
they invite all of their close family to the apartment and have a lovely dinner
and yeah virgil doesn’t invite anyone cuz he was adopted by a shitty family who he doesn’t talk to anymore, bcuz all they did was try and get money out of him
and yeah he has a panic attack when all of his best friends are excitedly talking about their family coming over
and y e a h roman helps him calm down and swears that he will always b there to protect virgil bcuz he’s never met anyone quite like him and it’s not easy to explain but he just wants virgil to know he’s safe with roman
and yeah virgil wishes he could stop falling for roman but the ground keeps disappearing beneath him
so time skip a bit closer to christmas and logan bursts into romans room with an idea
“i can rap”
“we know”
“you can rap”
“kind of but okay”
“christmas rap song for fun”
“yeS”
so they write “gonna kill santa claus” (look it up) and decide to post it on the youtube channel on christmas eve
they film a music video for it where they jokingly set up different traps for santa like poison cookies and fire cracker chimneys and more
virgil sings the chorus, logan raps the rap parts, roman does the bridge, and patton lays down a pretty sick beat
it comes out really nice and honestly really fucking funny
so after a delightful family dinner with everyone over, the friends release that video and the internet fucking dies it’s so funny and logan can rap (??????) and ohmygod all of them are so cute what the fuck
anyway back to christmas dinner
roman has like 6 little sisters, and his mom and dad and papa and nana over
(he’s latino, his mom and dad are both from the dominican republic)
patton invites his mom and dad and little brothers, thomas and dee
and logan invites his two moms
everyone comes over for lunch and gets along reallyyyyyy well
logan’s got the punk mom and soft mom dynamic whereas, patton’s family is all super kind and like homey and boisterous and romans family is wild and crazy and funny and they all instantly click
presents are passed around, lots of money and books and movies and stickers and jewelry
really sweet stuff
and then everyone goes home and the friends have their own little gift exchange
virgil got logan the stephen king book “insomnia” and a (sort of) joke blanket with benedict cumberbatch’s face on it that he can use when he goes stargazing at night
logan gets virgil some noise cancelling headphones and a framed picture of a wedding with virgil’s face cropped on one and gerard ways face on the other
they both can’t stop laughing at the fact they attacked each other’s celeb crush
virgil gets patton a cute little cat stuffed animal that when u push the hand it’s a recording of all of them saying “we love you!!!” and a really sweet card
patton gets virgil a eyore necklace that was super expensive but matches patton’s winnie the pooh one and a itunes card for him to buy more music (and yes a really sweet card)
virgil gets roman two tickets to see mean girls on broadway and a framed picture of the two of them
yeah roman tears up a bit fuck u
roman gets virgil a collage of him and roman and a handmade hoodie that virgil is never going to take off oh and also meet and greet passes to see dan and phil at their interactive introverts tour
and maybe virge gets a little teary too
roman gets patton a recipie book and an apron that says “you BAKE my day”
patton gets roman a new ukelele and a printed out pamphlete of theatre song chords that he can play
roman gets logan the sherlock script and an empty box just to fuck with him
logan gets roman the entire grimm fairytale series and tapes a note to the front that says “bcuz u are an illiterate fool😜”
patton gets logan a phone case with the stars that were out on the day they met, hand painted framed picture of him and logan, and comic con tickets for this spring
logan gets patton tickets to the art museum downtown, a gift card to the coffee shop next to it, and two gold hoop earrings with a note that says “next week, friday at 7. it’s a date ;)”
so christmas is pretty good for all :))))))
and that’s the end of this one i’ll make a part four soon lmao
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okay i was tagged for the deobi voice tag by @hwqll @tbzd and @baes-jacob! 🖤
just a fair warning this is like 8 minutes long and i’m so sorry 💀💀💀 transcription+questions below the cut~
1. name + username
okay helloO my name is Tawa, my username is “sanqyeonn”, ‘cuz “sangyeon” was taken *haha* anyway--
2. who is your bias and why?
my Bias--believe it or not--is sangyeon *haha* he’s always been my bias but, like,,, when i was first getting into the boyz,,, sunwoo and changmin were also my biases i guess? like i really couldn’t choose between them and sangyeon so i was like “okay i guess i have three biases.” But i guess eventually i just....committed to my love for sangyeon i don’t know *haha*
umM the reason that he caught my attention INITIALLY was cuz he’s a november baby like me and also ,, born in ‘96 so i was like #gang gang 🤙 , we’re twins *ehEAHA* *sniff* but also ‘cuz like his vocals are--ahOHh my Godd, i literally,, fell in love with his vocals the moment i heard them like, i think Umm... it was in I’m Your Boy, when he does, like, his adlibs i was like “WHO is this i need to know who this is” so YEAH i was like “that’s my man, whoever this is” and i found out it was sangyeon so i was like “OKAY! there it is, that’s my bias” *haha*
3. biaswrecker(s)
uUumM my bias wreckers.. my main ones are haknyeon and juyeon but then there’s also sunwoo and changmin *the longest pause ever?* and pretty much everybody to be honest, like, i’m pretty sure everybody hasZ bias wrecked me at some point or another. like, it just depends on the day honestly like, i’m pretty sure one day hyunjae was my bias wrecker and then, like, for like 2 hours hwall was my bias wrecker i dunno *ahaha* but yeah just. Everybody.
4. favorite pairing?
Um. favorite pairing..i really like sanghak just b--OHh my God i cant talk--SANG.HAK. just for the fact that i mean, they’re like my two main biases kinda sorta? like seeing them together i’m like OHMYGAD but then also juyeon and eric is like..oh my God 😭💙 i love them sO much like they’re cute and like just thinking about--i don’t remember exactly what it was but i think juyeon was explaining a word.. along the lines of, like, friendship oR something to eric and he was like “it’s what WE are” [i was trying to refer to this post but i couldnt remember exactly what it said lol] and i was like hOH MY GOD --anyway that was a really bad like *aHEH* explanation-- ANYWAY moving ON
5. how did you become a fan and when?
“how did you become a fan and when?” UuMmm i really can’t,, exactly,,, pinpoint it --well i mean if i really wanted to i could probably pinpoint it because i mean i’m always posting stuff on tumblr so, like, i probably made like some ran-random post saying “oh my God i love the boyz now” but uMM .. it was around the time right here came out,, But it wasn’t because of right here? it was like. i was watching videos with one of my friends and we ended up watching giddy up so like after that, like giddy up was just always like stuck in our heads so like we would always like be listening to it and eventually we were like ok let’s get into the boyz and then--oHH my GOd *hah* and now i’m Stuck! *haha* but yeah it was essentially giddy up and then falling into the trap that is YouTube’s related videos and then eventually me checking out more of their music and then falling in love with their music and then...yeah..*aheh* ...
6. favorite song and mv? (can be different)
“favorite song aNd music videoo” uM so my favorite title song is right here if that’s not obvious bc i feel like i post about it all the time it’s really--it’s the Best..and *aheh* i cannot get over the fact that it was really ranked one of the lowest ones [i was referencing ave’s survey graphic here] okay lemme move on anyway um ..favorite side track? i’m gonna say butterfly just cuz like,, it’s really a masterpiece. but i also love 4ever,, and okay yeah i’ll stop cuz if i try to list any more i’m just gonna list every single thingOKAY Umm favorite music video,,hhhUMMm *thinks* wow this is hard um *haha* um.. um i think it might be walkin in time like that’s a really .. everytime i watch that video like it just like,, gets to my heart like idunno that’s why i don’t want it that often to be honest because everytime i watch it i feel like im’ gonna cryhaha but like it’s just--i really like it and i guess, um,, second runner up would beEeEee no air just cuz like the song is good And the music video is Great... moving on *haha*
7. favorite vocal/rapper/dancer?
um.. favorite vocal--surprise surprise--sangyeon. i was gonna try to pick somebody else but like when it really comes down to it i just ,, i don’t really think i can choose like... i feel like i’ve said it before but i really think his voice is really dynamic and like awesome and every time i hear it i’m like.. AAAHhh *haha* BUT honorable mentions um chanhee and juyeon. and hyunjae. and let me stop before i just name everybody else ahah
favorite rapper i feel like this is just a generic answer but sunwoo? like i really like his rapping style annnd,,,usually i don’t really like. care for rappers? idunno that sounds kinda mean but like *ahha* idunno i think he’s really genuinely one of my favorite kpop rappers but yeah..i’m not gonna elaborate *ahah*
umM favorite dancer...oh my God, i had an answer and i really just lost it. can i say everybody? no. *aheh* favorite dancer is changmin. which i also feel like is a generic answer but after watching no air for, like, forever, and also right here stages ... [my little brother came into my room so i stopped shfjljk] ... how could you not fall in love with his dancing like honestly. um, Okay.
8. who do you think is the visual™?
“who do you think is the visual” *ahah* WOW i wonder, who could i i possibly think is the visual of kpop boy group the boyz UM *haha*.. it’s definitely not sangyeon *breaks down laughing* okay that’s not even funny i dont know why i’m laughing so hard okay um okay.. i’m actually gonna say.. i don’t wanna say it’s sangyeon . like as THE visual .. i think THE visual. is sunwoo.. just because i feel like he’s ,, the most photogenic annnd yeah. i really think he’s the most photogenic and i think to be a visual you have to be really photogenic ‘cuz like obviously, there are visuals but sometimes you see pictures and i’m like,, it obviously doesn’t capture like. their visuals--i don’t know if i’m making sense rigt now but YEAH i feel like that’s the case with sangyeon like he’s really attractive but i don’t think pictures are able to even like, capture it like, at ALL like i’m really scared for the day that i’m gonna see them cuz i know im gonna like FAINT cuz *aha* it’s gonna be so bad okay anyway-- *aha* uhm
9. have you seen them in person? If yes share your experience!
have i seen them in person? no i haven’t. ‘cuz if i did. i wouldn’t be here. cuz i would be dead. bcuz. sangyeon would kill me *aha* okay um. but yeah.i couldve seen them at kcon but i had to go out of the country so i couldn’t even like, be there i was really sad,, but i mean like i’m over it--not really--but i mean i’m over it. especially since they might be coming to america for like whatever sOOooO yeahhhopefully within the next year i’ll be seeing my boyz uM this is really going on for too long i’m so sorry ummM BYE
10. tag your friends!
i’ll tag @changminniebb @liinos @juyjae @waynct @5unwoo @081098 @sweetbbang @deobistay and whoever wants to do it~!
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Character Interview : Eyrilona Koelwyn
Tagged by @yshai-tia!! Thank you for the tag ♥
Tagging @gildedandgolden @fatesdefying (elspeth, julien, or hythlo?) @celestaux-branchais @twotonedechoes (makara, tertius, or garu?) @shards-verse / @his-aphelion-ff14
( multi-muse blogs, feel free to do for whoever you have muses for! Also feel free to ignore if you’ve done it before/don’t want to do it, I understand!! )
► Name ➔ “Eyrilona Koelwyn, at yer service!”
► Are you single ➔ ooc ;;( I multi-ship/multi-verse so... shrug emote? )
► Are you happy ➔ “...o’ course? What sort o’ questions that?” A giggle.
► Are you angry? ➔ “Nay?”
► Are your parents still married ➔ “Baen was ne’er th’ sort fer Bondin’ Ceremonies. Think Eynhaerz’s th’ only one whose Da is still around.”
NINE FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ “I ‘unno. Baen found me out in th’ woods ‘neath th’ Floatin’ City so... I guess there?”
► Hair Color ➔ “Blonde!”
► Eye Color ➔ “Gold as Ul’Dah’s coffers.~”
► Birthday ➔ “31st Sun o’ th’ Third Astral Moon. ‘s when Baen gave me m’name, at least.”
► Mood ➔ “...Is checkin’ me mood part o’ th’ interview? ‘m confused.”
► Gender ➔ “Well clearly ‘m a sweet ‘n’ summery Lominsan lass.”
► Summer or winter ➔ “Summer! ‘s when th’ Moonfire Faire is!”
► Morning or afternoon ➔ “Eh? Y’mean which I prefer-- Afternoon, I guess. I like sleepin’ in.”
EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ A faint blush colors her cheeks. The Interviewer will never receive an answer.
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ “Aye! Th’ food ‘n’ stabbers Warboss whips up sometimes’s ‘nough t’ make a girl swoon!”
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ “Uh... me? I think? ‘twas some lad visitin’ from Vesper Bay, an’ I was a youngin’, ain’t really anythin’ special.”
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ “Hells, probably?! Everyone’s tryin’ t’ cour th’ Warrior o’ Light, an’ ‘twas hard ‘nough just bein’ a pretty lass in Limsa t’ keep blokes out o’ me skirts.”
Alt answer for ship with @bravelyforgetful: “Ah... a certain lad asked me if I’d marry ‘im. ‘e was worried ‘bout sayin’ it, I pushed ‘im though. But... I, uh, wasn’t sure o’ th’ answer at th’ time. ‘e’ didn’t take it well.” Her hands fidget. “We talked, an’ everythin’s fine now. ‘e’s ain’t allowed near any heights though.”
► Are you afraid of commitments ➔ “Bah. Ain’t afraid o’ shite like that.” She totally is.
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ She bursts into laughter. “Yer better askin’ if ‘ve hugged someone in th’ last bell! ‘m always huggin’ me friends an’ comrades!”
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ “...Did ye miss th’ part about blokes in m’skirts in th’ other question or...?”
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ “M’ own.” She frowns. “Nay. ‘specially not o’er somethin’ like love.”
SIX CHOICES
► Love or lust ➔ “Wh--!!” A huff. “Love.”
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ “Tea!”
► Cats or Dogs ➔ ”I like both! Wait--” Squints. “Y’ playin’ funny or somethin’ cuz ‘m a Miqo’te?”
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ “Wha’s wrong with havin’ both? I love all m’comrades.”
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Her ears twitch, brows furrowing. “Wha’s a wild night out...? Like... goin’ off an’ cullin’ hunts with someone...?”
► Day or night ➔ “Night! Love mappin’ th’ stars!”
FIVE HAVE YOU EVERS
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ “O’ course. Got m’self clouted on th’ ear more times than I can count.” She laughs. “’s a miracle Baen could keep th’ four o’ us all wrangled t’gether. We’re ‘orrible influences on each other.”
► Fallen down/up the stairs ➔ “'m a Miqo’te, I don’--” Air quotes. “”Fall.”” Yes. She was rather clumsy when she was little.
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ “Aye. O’ course.”
► Wanted to disappear ➔ “...why’d I wanna do that?” She shrugs. “I mean. Sometimes I could use a break from Warrior o’ Light-in’. But disappear?”
FOUR PREFERENCES
► Smile or eyes ➔ “’...what sort o’ question is that? Uh... eyes. I suppose.”
► Shorter or Taller ➔ “I ain’t short! ‘m tall for me kind!” She huffs and puffs. “’s th’ blokes runnin’ ‘round usin’ me fer an elbow rest that are th’ arses!”
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ “Ye’ve lost me again.”
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ A bright blush floods her cheeks. “Wh-- why would ye ask me that?!”
FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ “Through thick an’ thin! Ye mess with Baenwyda’s pups, ye get th’ whole pack at yer heels!”
► Would you say you have a “messed up life” ➔ Her smile is bright and soft. “Never. Baenwyda raised me right. I got m’self great comrades an’ friends. I’ve got t’ sail th’ seas an’ visit distant lands-- Hells, I got t’ go to another world!”
► Have you ever ran away from home ➔ “Baen always wondered if I ran off from m’ tribe, but otherwise nothin’ comes t’ mind.”
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ “Got kicked out o’ th’ Drownin’ Wench once tryin’ t’ swipe one o’ Baderon’s fancy swill.”
FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ “What sort o’ question is that? O’ course not.”
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ “Aye!”
► Who is your best friend ➔ “How can I pick one?! There’s Gobbie an’ Warboss an’ Makara an’ Estinien an’ Bjorn an’--” You’ve got her prattling on, congratulations.
► Who knows everything about you ➔ “Waekfolg, pro’lly. Poor bird ‘ears all my shite.” She tapped a finger against her chin. “Suppose me family knows almost everythin’, aside from Waekfolg.”
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The Blocklist: A essay (this is very long)
I know everyones sick of it at this point but I got shit to say so feel free to not read this absolute unit of a poorly written essay. The jjbablocklist divided their list into two different list now. One for creators and one for consumers/rebloggers and I cannot stress enough about how dumb that is since it shouldve been done since the beggining. Also, following alot of these artist and “consumers” of these medias, I noticed some of them are falsely accused, others while being minors. here’s why:
1. A lot of teens and young adults in the community like ships like GioMis, FuMis, NaraGio, MisTrish and plenty more and I know your singular shared braincell cannot handle the idea of 2-3 year age gaps not being pedophilia, but uh, newsflash for ya, THEY AINT. Legally, it is not a crime and that in america where the age of consent is 18, not in Italy where its 15 and not in Japan where its even less. Under the general United States Law, which is where I assume the list makers/defenders are mostly from, these ships are not classified as pedophilia or should be problematic and the ages of consent change to lower ages depending on state. The only way you can add these shippers for their “crimes” is if they promoted or created the interactions of these characters in a sexual or intimate manner whether they are aged up or not, which is still wack if their age is above that of the age of consent in writing/art and the fact that minors, in this case teenagers with the VA cast, are allowed to express themselves with people of their own age group in a sexual manner, real life kids do it all the time amongst themselves so why shouldnt people be able to create it, the whole ordeal is ridiculous imo BUT I can see how it makes a lot of people uncomfortable, a lot of it makes me uncomfortable too so we gotta make compromises somehow so absolutely no lewding the mafia lolis/ jojo lolis in general and if you do, tag it properly so it doesnt spread onto the basic hastags of characters and the show. If you dont you on the list.
2. Claim genderswapping/r63 is transphobic all you want but until I see clear and definitive proof of it being purposely made for that purpose then it’s absolutely ok. If someone makes it to offend someone then its wrong and they should be called out for it (which has never been the case in this fanbase as far as I cant tell) It’s creative, it allows people create new desings for characters or adjust current ones for cosplayers or other artist. Im sure one of your mods can relate, since the do the exact same thing as we do while not addressing a certaint character properly by their canon pronouns. Genderbending does not promote the attack or harrasement of the trans community and that is a fact unless its done by actual problematic artist like Sh*dbase and others, which is still a stretch because I dont think they’ve done it to target people or make fun of them but they are the popular problem icons. So get the actual transphobes on the list, aka those who created the content specifically to harras a specific person, or remove the catergory entirely. Its unnecessary and hypocritical.
— The rest of these are just things that bother a lot of people in the community so if you only cared about minors being on the list then you dont have to continue reading. —
Tumblr is infamously known to be a shitshow of a site where all you can find is problematic content. If you dont like this kind of content, why the hell are you here in the first place? There’s a lot of safer websites to use where like instagram, twitter, amino, facebook, and more. They have actual filters unlike tumblr and finding content you dont like is a lot harder unless you are purposefully looking for it, and even then it could be a challenge due to shadow bans or privatized accounts. Tumblr has none of that, everyone knows it, all of those who dont like it try to stay away from it or use it very scarcely. Why do you think that most of these “problematic” artist/creators/consumers are here? Tumblr has always been its own weird realm, trying to make it anything else goes against what it stand for.
You’re crimes make are literal nonsense sometimes because you include such obvious personal attacks like “Made a literal essay defending GioMis” and “All kinds of awful stuff” as crimes. You added a few account because they message you about how ridiculous the whole ordeal is and you take to findind the slightest bit of “evidence” that can aid you into making them look bad. You know thats not a good reason right?? Even if it were, yall are even more guilty for committing acts of Liable and Defamation and you are choosing to for those you incorrectly put on the list, invluding the minors! Let alone hypocrisy but yall are tired of hearing that one.
Dont add other fandoms into this mess. The Hetalia fandom has been dead for more than 5 years and it aint none of your buisness. It has nothing to do with Jojo. Unless you plan on making more blocklist for ALL fandoms then, goodluck, though make em better.
Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure is a wonderful and yet problematic series, guess who’s fault it is... its Araki’s. Created a hilarious nazi character, nah its the fanbases fault for roleplaying such a funny character. Pedophilia and rape represented in Jojo and not treated seriously, nah its the fandoms fault for romanticizing it. Homophobia as character traits and degradation of women in Jojo, pfft nah f a n d o m s f a u l t for painting such “false” representations of the characters. Ah, but yall wont drop Jojo cuz that kid your trying to control media for wont drop it either. It is not your responsibility to create a childproof community when the show already has heavy themes. Its their caretakers/parents or the childs own responsibility.
I despise the argument “well Jojo is a 17+ only show so no kids allowed!” you might be right, but has that really ever stopped kids from doing anything?? It does the opposite, it creates a sense of overwhelming curiosity which leads to venturing unkown territory which they may or may not end up enjoying. The problem lies wether young teens are mature enough to watch it or not and judging by this whole fiasco, alot of the people, teens and adults, involved are not.
YOU ARE NOT JUDGE JURY AND EXECUTIONER AND YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO POLICE A MEDIA YOU DO NOT OWN OR TAKE RESPONSIBILITY INTO DOING IT FOR SOMEONE ELSE
I will give you this guys this, theres a few artist and creators that do belong there, very few as far as I could see and read into and some are missing since they are mostly on twitter instead of tumblr. But hey, I managed to find like 12 accounts that I probably wouldn’t like seeing the content of, and I found a lot of good accounts too. A hell of a lot more.
I know Im harsh and a total loser but y’all really gotta do some damage control and think ahead. Merely ignoring the fact that your movement cause a floodwave of hatred, deaththreats and suicide baiting is disgusting, adress it properly, dont condone it. Cuz Im yall wouldnt like 200+ messages of “Kill yourself you of lowlife degenerate. I dont like your the disgusting trash you like so I hope you rot in hell for the rest of your life” It isnt fun, a lot of people have received these, some are even worse and a lot dont even deserve it.
Run the list correctly, its a good idea, it could’ve been handled way better than this and you guys know it. This would’ve been great for 14 year old me not stumbling onto a lot of problematic ships when I first looked up Jojo and it can help many children in the community in the future, but you are ruiling out a majority of the fanbase with such vague and pointless rules as regular shipping and creative freedom. You are demonizing people who like basic shipping and different character desings, and that’ll scare them because they dont want tobe hated for something they like. Because a few biased opinions decided to rule out that what the kids liked is morally wrong and irredeemable. Cuz thats all I can see on the list with the exception of maybe a 12 people on the list. Thats all the rest of the JJBA community sees.
#jjbablocklist#probably getting added to the list now but I hope they read this fully#I cant believe I had to talk to a lawyer and judge just to see if shipping crimes were valid#of course they werent#I probably wasted my time but I needed to get this out
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NOT SPOILER FREE
so i just came back from the movie theatre and it’s two in the morning but i dont give a single flying fuck. this is tagged so read at your own risk.
also im pretty much without even one functioning braincell and i fear im sleep drunk:
pepper in a iron suit???? I AM SO HERE FOR THIS
a proper hug between tony and peter??????? YESSSSSSSS
Morgan Fricking Stark?! BITCH I LOVE IT
tony spilling all the damn tea about and to cap regarding him being an asshole and tony being right all along and cap just having no way to defend himself or even trying to? i will admit i enjoyed it a lil too much
steve rogers accepting the shield back AND holding and using thor’s hammer? YAZ QUEEN
bruce acknoledging how thor helped him? very nice i liked it
bruce being confident and funny and wow where did that anxiety go i did not miss it at all
THE FUCKING DISCUSSION ABOUT STEVE ROGERS ASS STARTED BY TONY STARK HIMSELF
loki poffing himself away was also very entretaining
thor being a lazy reckless lost guy?? and his interaction in the end with quill???? yessssssssss im here for this typa shit
PEPPER SEEING TONY FOR THE FIRST TIME AKDHDKDGDDJDJ
ned and peter reuniting when peter is still kinda sad and lost because wow the kid lost so much
steve and tony having their own conversations that literally no one else would understand because they ARE AND WERE THAT CLOSE BITCH THEY WERE COMPLETING EACH OTHER SENTENCES AND READING EACH OTHERS MINDS MY DUDE YES THEY WERE CLOSE
btw great movie for stony shippers
and pepperony shippers
and steve x pegy shippers
steve x pepper x tony as well i guess
i ship everything so i was very happy
CAROL WITH SHORT HAIR???? IM SO FUCKING GAY
thanos is a lazy bitch btw
nebula??? my baby????? wkhdidhdd i love so much u deserved better babe
also gamora??? i think finding her is the guardians of the galaxy 3 plot. and i think thor is now a guardian. im loving this btw
steve going and living his life and enjoying things??? yessss
and then saying its bc tony told him to get a life??? YES S S S
btw SAM GETTING THE SHIELD YESSSSSS
and uh
the death scene
im talking about tony here
it was very well done and i actually liked it a lot, even tho i wished he hadn’t died
also nat dying? im hurt very hurt but the way they showed clint and her was so good i dont even care
CLINT HAS A PERSONALITY AND LINES BTW
steve is very likable and lovable in this movie and this is so good
stephen knew tony was gonna die and this kills me ugh
but alSO STEPHEN OPENING ALL THE PORTALS AND GETTING FUCKING ARMIES TO FIGHT THE GRAPE WAS A BIG YESSSSSSS
okay im a loki fan, i have a giant teddy named loki, but i am very happy with him not coming back
that is it for now cuz im a mess and sleepy and im tired and sleepy and yeah
but overall it was great!! gotta watch it again!!!
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rules: Answer the 28 questions and tag twenty other people!
i was tagged by @bubsjinnie thxxxx
ill try to tag 20 people but i doubt i can: @haechancult @nctkun @rcnjun @jaeminiac @honeyjaemiin @bluejspark @wlwjaehyun @jaehyu @wlwnctdream @moomins-world @monteenlovebot @1aechan @daehwintermelon @jenoscats @zerenus @lovezhong @cafechenle @choerry @sunshineboymark @pork-jisungie
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i. nicknames: idk i just get called stupid a lot and a lot of puns about my first name which i hate so in a way noelle is my nickname
ii. zodiac sign: gemini
iii. height: 5′5 1/2 but i normally round up to 5′6 uwu
iv. age: 17
v. time: 7:49 pm
vi. fave bands/artists: nct (all of them but also mainly dream lol) as far as not kpop groups i can't really think of any
vii. song stuck in my head: “Honey Honey” from Mamma Mia
viii. last movie I saw: It was the new jurassic world and it was actually pretty good!!
ix. last thing I googled: HULU CUZ IM AOBUT TO WATHC B99
x. other blogs: @love-yuta which i need to use more and @chensungfthearts which i need to use more whoops
xi. do I get asks: i mean i guess? i wouldn't say i get a whole lot but i definitely get more than most ???
xii. why I chose my username: because chensung is superior and i was shocked no-one had snagged this username yet
xiii. following: 544 and currently unfollowing more lol
xiv. average amount of sleep: i have insomnia so i couldn't tell ya
xv. lucky number: 5 because of my sports number
xvi. what I’m wearing: an oversized college t-shirt and short shorts cuz I'm not doing shit for the rest of the day
xvii. dream job: this is my current issue
xviii. dream trip: Japan, China, South Korea, and Italy
xix. fave food: chicken lmao
xx. play any instruments: violin, guitar, trumpet, uke, and piano lol
xxi. fave song(s): currently it is If You Wanna Stay by The Griswolds
xxii. play any sports: i played soccer for most of my life and i miss it :( but after my diagnoses it is really hard to do anything
xxiii. hair colour: i just dyed it bright red
xxiv. eye colour: dark green with orange/brown in the center OR if I'm out in the sun a lot they turn super bright BRIGHT green
xxv. most iconic song: chewing gum chinese version
xxvi. languages I speak/am learning: fluent in English, I know a little bit of Italian and ASL and i took Latin in school, try to study Mandarin
xxvii. random fact: I have a deformed ear lmao
xxviii. describe yourself as aesthetic things: rain falling while it is sunny outside, laughing until it hurts, listen to your friend say something stupid but also thinking its so funny you have to share it with someone else, over sleeping but still making it somewhere on time WHILE ALSO looking presentable
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