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#i grew up wit 3 sisters so im pretty understanding i think
bubsdolan · 3 years
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Can you write a blurb about Kristina and Grays gf not getting along the best at first (maybe they misjudged each other). Then the twins help then get along.
{disclaimer- i adore kristina & am in no way shape or form portraying her like this in real life. this is fiction so pls take it with a pinch of salt!}
kristina had been in the twins life a lot longer than you, granted, but it appeared the minute another female entered the close group dynamin- thats wasn’t on professional basis- it caused a tense atmosphere people refused to acknowledge. one that would come to light further down the line when you hit breaking point.
kristina was always cold with you, giving you blunt answers whenever you tried to make general conversation and get to know her a little better. she would never acknowledge you presence whenever the four of you hung out together, often trying to exclude you from the group and make you feel like you weren’t meant to be there. she always stuck close to ethan’s side and would sent you daggers across the room whenever you spoke.
it got to the point where you gave her the same treatment back. sick and tired of being pushed out and treated poorly, when you couldn’t even pin point what you did to ever make her hate you. yourself and ethan had thankfully grew closer, due to the blossoming relationship of you and his twin brother. one going strong after 3 months together, but you seemed to hit a bump in the road when it came to getting ethan’s girlfriend on your side.
the twins often refused to acknowledge the tension between their girls, not wanting to upset either of you or cause an argument between each other. of course when it came down to it, grayson would always take your side, but when it came to his twin brother, he was caught in the cross roads.
the twins had been feeling stuck and uninspired when it came down to their content on youtube. they rationally called a team meeting with adele, mando and their editors, also making sure you and kristina where there for moral support of your significant other. it seemed whenever you tried to make a suggestion that would better the twins and their mental health, she shut it down. she argued back with every point you made and always made sure she was agasint you, instead of working together for the two boys you both loved dearly.
“ok, what the fuck s’your problem?” you lost it, hitting your hands agasint the table that was keeping a strong distance between you and kristina- one you you were grateful for in your anger filled moment. grayson flinched at your sudden tone, putting a gentle hand on your thigh to try and calm you down, knowing you were about to explode something that had been bubbling for a while.
kristina scoffed, a small smirk on her face at the reaction she finally managed to provoke from you. she hoped now grayson could see the type of girl she thought you were. “you’re my problem, y/n. what exactly are you intentions with grayson, huh?”
her question and hurtful accusation takes you surprisingly off guard. your eyes widen in disbelief as you feel grayson stop his comforting trances on your skin and stare at ethan with a tight lip. not knowing what to say and do in that moment, he was just as stunned as you. was he missing something kristina wasn’t?
“you’re joking me right? who do you think i am!” you push yourself away from the table. hands being thrown in the hair as you pace the room with all eyes watching you intensely.
“a clout chaser? only with grayson for his fame and money? im a girl as well, y/n. i can see straight through your act.” kristina picks at the cracked nail vanish as she smirked. eyes flickering from your worked up figure, to grayson’s slumped over, tense one.
“ok, kristina. that’s enough.” you were thankful for grayson in that moment. you felt your eyes well up with tears as you turn to grayson with a look that broke his heart, before leaving the room without a second glance. not quite believing what came out of kristinas mouth, not only in front of your boyfriend, but his entire team. the people closest and extremely protective of him.
“grayson, im just looking out for you. i’ve seen you get hurt before and i can’t stand to watch it happen again-“ kristina tries to reason with grayson, persuading to make him understand the place of care she’s coming from. she looks over at ethan to back her up but retracts into herself when he says nothing.
ethan knew how fragile his brother was when it came down to his love life, but he could see the way you instantly clicked with grayson. he had a strong twin feeling you were serious about him, he could see in your eyes how much love and admiration you had for his brother. how gental and loving you were with his heart... but he wouldn’t dear say that in fear of upsetting his girl and ruining his own very happy and healthy relationship.
“you know she cries to me every night?” grayson’s sudden voice of reason speaks up and startles kristina from her saddening thoughts. making her look at him and listen to every word that fed into her guilt of witnessing you cry before her very eyes. you wouldn’t get that emotional over her opinion if you didn’t love the heck out of grayson.. right?
“grayson, i-“
“she has a constant fear that im going to break up her. that im not gonna keep her around anymore, all because you, my bestfriend, hates her for whatever reason. she adores you, kris. she constantly gushes about how cute and in love you and e are, how pretty you are, how she so desperately wants to be your friend. not even for my sake, she generally cares for you.”
with that grayson leaves kristina to regret ever doubting you in the first place. rushing out the room to find you and comfort you the way he knew best, holding you in his arms and promising to keep you safe. kristina’s words did not effect him in the slightest, he knew your feelings for him were true. he knew how genuine and real you were. you never once gave him any reason to doubt you, and therefore he was going to do the same, sticking by your side no matter what.
“ethan, im so sorry,” her voice breaks, turning into her boyfriends chest as she broke down. realising she could have ruined not only her friendship with grayson, but the best thing that had ever happened to him- you. she sees that now.
“baby, go talk to her. she’s a sweet girl, fits in perfectly in our little family and grayson loves her. we should too.”
ethan knew exactly the right things to say to get his girlfriend to face you and apologise for her wrongdoings. interrupting your moment with grayson shushing your cries and kissing away your tears as she pulled you into her own arms and begged for your forgiveness. something you were more than willing to give. loving the idea of gaining a new friend- a sister.
“let’s fucking go! the fams back together.” grayson high fives his twin brother who came out at the right time to witness the girls in a soft embrace. both twins going in for a bro hug as they held each other close and watched the start of their girls, their soulmates, become inseparable.
the twins ruin your moment of apologises and your promises to not break grayson’s heart, by jumping into the mix and squeezing together for a much needed group hug. the four musketeers that would stand by each other’s side no matter what. the perfect happy family, with your own happy ending in each other. 
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The next zoe should be adopted and heres why…. an essay
Yall want context lets start from the verryyyyy beginning. (added actor notes are for the characters who are changed by Zoes Race)
Context for the murphys (pre show)
Zoe was adopted from china when she was a baby
Whether or not Cynthia actually adopted her for selfish reasons is up to the viewer but im gonna go with no because I don’t find Cynthia inherently malicious.
They say that most siblings who are super close in age actually are more hostile to each other. (my parents have a 3 year difference on their siblings) but because Zoe grew up in a white household she clings to the one closest to her age (connor)
They live in a mostly white neighborhood and Zoe gets bullied by other kids. Connor, honestly too young to even know about race insists she is his sister and he loves her (ages 8 and 9)
Zoe grows on connor and she will have a special place in his heart. The line “Just because Connors no banging on my door screaming hes going to kill me, doesn’t mean were the fucking brady bunch” is ill placed in anger towards her mother not connor.
When connor grows older he understands race a little more and he tells zoe that she will always be his sister. (hanging out in the orchard practically inseperable)
Because of this different relationship growing up, Zoe has an attachment to connor and is more likely to forgive him for his shit.
When connor starts to act out Zoe is more involved in getting him help, in the end she blames her parents inactions for his death. And beats herself up for not have trying harder.
 OK now that that’s out of the way.
Anybody have a Map
While Connor acts hostile Zoe is constantly trying to break the mood, and joke around with her. Like olivia Pucketts performance, she is joking at the breakfast table.
When connor and evan meet in the middle of the stage, Zoe is trailing behind Connor.
Like Olivia Pucketts performace zoe’s “if connor’s not coming im leaving without him” is played as if she wouldn’t actually leave him behind.
Waving through a window.
I think Zoe would recognize evans sadness, from experiencing it with connor.
I think she would give evan extra smiles and waves, to try and connect with him.
Upon her entrance she might enter with a wave.
For Forever (and before)
(I wish we got to see zoes first raw reaction to getting the news about connor)
Im thinking it was a whole lot of shutting down
I also think she collapsed.
Im choosing to Omit “no connor was a bad person” for “like you payed attention to any of his problems!”
“There were no good things” refers to the more recent times where her memories are all breaking her family up from Connor.
The “what were the good things” stem from the fact that zoe for 3 or 4 years was the mediator between Connor and her parents. Shes calling out Cynthia for deluding herself into thinking that connor wasn’t depressed, like he killed himself for no reason.
Requiem
I could quote the entirety of requiem with different notes and feelings for every line. But I may do that in a different post because this thing would become 20 pages. But the main points
In the beginning her tone is level and controlled. Shes thinking as she sings
When larry starts singing she visibly winces, when he says that he gave him so much and that he “threw it away”
She dislikes her mothers attitude, not because shes trying to make connor seem like a good person but because, in cynthias own way, she also didn’t help connor and her delusion that connor was always a good person, misses the entire point that he had a mental issue which his parents didn’t try to understand.
She belts the second chorus in frustration she doesn’t blame connor she blames her parents.
In the bridge specifically “don’t tell me that it wasn’t black or white” is her literally pointing out that her and her parents are different races.
When she sings (or sing/belts) "That you were not the monsterS that I knew." The “monster” origianally for connor is changed to “monsterS” aimed directly at her parents.
Saying in the last chorus when zoe sings “saying that I miss you” she is directly mocking larry for missing connor who didn’t even cry at his funeral and mocking Cynthia for missing a connor who didn’t even really exist.
In the end she shuns herself away and sings a solemn last “ohhhh ohhhhhh”
If I Could tell her (and before)
Bottom line. In this version, evan and zoes relationship isn’t like, that healthy. Its healthy but for the wrong reasons.
In this version Zoe is literally trying to save evan from becoming her brother. And while she loves him, its more as a friendship. (so when he kisses her later at the end of the song, shes still pretty surprised)
zoe is talking to evan about all the fads her mother goes through and she just like casually drops the fact that she thinks that her own adoption in itself was a "fad" based move that her mom pulled just like all the diets she goes on.
 She reveals that she feels neglected and hurt that her parents spent more time on their birth son, connor
 So during the song I never think that enough happens. And the way that ive experienced witnessing anziety is that most people pick their cuticles. And I totally think that zoe would grab a bandaid. (I also want connor ((with no explination)) to have one or two bandaids on his fingers on during “does anybody have a map)
 The reason zoe is asking about connor is that she never got to know him like the last 2 years.
 It was like a one sided issue on her part. She would try to help and connor would brush her off.
 You will be found
 Zoe realizes that Evan is her second chance and can save him.
 She chooses to do this by kissing him.
 She doesn’t love evan but she doesn’t want to lose another friend.
 The scene before to break in a glove.
 Zoe is far more hostile to Larry.
 She empathizes with her mother far more, and this exchange is less friendly.
 Only us (and before)
 I think at this point zoe says she doesn’t wanna talk about connor purely because she is tired.
 Taking care of people when she feels shes never had anyone take care of her is draining.
 She Just wants to spend time not in her house and not talking about connor.
 (the bandaid scene could alternitab=vely take place in this song)
 Also in this I think Zoe kneels down in front of evan and kisses his hands (I think people tend to gender these types of romantic moves, but as a caretaker I can see Zoe doing it)
 "You will be found reprise"
 where someone on the recording calls zoe a "stuck up bitch"
they call her some form of an asian slur which larry asks about what it means and Zoe tells him to drop it
 Thats based off of a real life experience where i had to explain to my parents what "Ch*nk" ment
 Words fail
I think zoe is extremely hurt, because her friendship is built off of connor who she loved. So like I don’t think anything is too different
 Finale.
I think this finale is where zoe finally realizes her feelings and gets over connor.
I think she still loves Evan in a more healthy way and she still wants to protect him.
  Notes
 They never really talk about nail biting or picking in this musical, but I would bring it in. Because I like the idea of hands and like how zoe kissing evans hands like makes him feel better. (whoops) (also we never see Evan super flustered (like romantically) and I would love to see it from Ben, Colton and MLB)
This would actually work with any adopted situation (Olivia call me)
Extra notes in case people want to write this or whatever
She is extra best friends with alana, because growing up in an area of mostly white people POC tend to stick together,
Jared makes a ton of race jokes
not like deliberatly because i believe in jared more then that but like subltle micro agressions where he asks evan if he has "yellow fever"
 Evan doesnt care what race she is tho. He’s neutral. He doesn’t fetishize her but hes also like not that political.
I would like to thank @neglectedrainbow for that post on Olivia because thats what started this.
ANd Olivia Puckett if you see this. CALL ME. 
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tofuisms · 5 years
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ADRIAN TREVOR, our TOM HARDY fc is looking for a ARMY SQUAD / THREE TO FOUR PEOPLE connection who look like JON HAMM, MATT DAVIS, EVANGELINE LILLY, RASHIDA JONES / UP TO PLAYER who are 30+ YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( adrian was in the british army from ages seventeen to twenty six, when a serious injury brought his honorable career to a sudden end. he was the only survivor of a landmine related explosion, and a few of his friends died that day - but some of the people he was closest to survived, and i’d love for him to have their friendship, even now. they would have known him at his happiest and most put together, and have been witness to just how badly he fell apart when it was all said and done, and there’s just.. something really lovely to me in the idea of him clinging to their friendship more than he clings to any sort of relationship like that. ) ( vidar björk-thorson / 2-3 more )
familial.
ADRIAN & THEORA TREVOR, our TOM HARDY & KATE SIEGEL fcs are looking for their OLDER SIBLING who looks like BRADLEY COOPER, SKEET ULRICH, JONATHAN RHYS MEYERS, ALEXANDER SKARSGARD, AMY ACKER, WINONA RYDER, JENNIFER GARNER / ANY FC and is OVER 37. you DON'T have to contact prior to applying, though you CAN if you'd like at FIIDELIS or WVTCHFUL. ( the firstborn ! the way we see it, there's two ways to play it, and both are probably just as fun! option one is, they're only a few years older than the twins. after steve returned to life - john mulaney vc hooray! - he settled down for the quiet life, and diana continued to do her hero thing. somewhere in between of life, they had their own small family, and this would be their firstborn. they grew up alongside the twins in london, and probably had to deal with.... a lot, like the stage their little sister went thru where she stanned mom EXTRA HARD, and the time that their little bro went to the english equivalent of juvie. once they were in the latter teen years / had aged up to adult, all the kids kinda went their own ways - following their various dreams and whatnot until all roads led to here. but they were all VERY close growing up - understandably - and depending on how things have played out for them, they still stand a shot of being now! option two, while less fleshed out, could be that the eldest kid is actually from the first shot that steve and diana had at their relationship - conceived before steve died prior to the end of world war one, and still alive now because of inherited amazonian powers. they'd be... much older than adrian and theora in that case, but depending on how it's played, they could still totally have been close! maybe they spent an extended period in london w them, both to get close to steve and to know their sibs! maybe they just tried to make that a priority! who's ! to ! say! 
)ADRIAN & THEORA TREVOR, our TOM HARDY & KATE SIEGEL fcs are looking for their YOUNGER SIBLING who looks like MANDY MOORE, RACHEL BILSON, SERINDA SWAN, TYE SHERIDAN, MAX IRONS, DANIEL SHARMAN / ANY FC and ANY AGE / PREFERABLY OVER 25. ( okay! this connect is for the youngest of the bunch, and boy oh boy... what freedom there is. the only thing ENTIRELY set is that, like the twins and the elder sib - if option one of that connect is followed thru - they were born and raised in london, where steve settled down to have the wholesome fam life while diana continued hero-ing. like ALL the sibs, in their later teen years / adulthood, they went their own way and did their own thing - totally up to YOU where that brought them and what was going on in their life - but... all roads lead, x2, and here they are. we totally can't speak for the yet unpicked up older sib, but adrian and theora are both... wildly loyal individuals who care about and love their fam more than absolutely anything, so while they got the younger sib treatment from their older sib, they gave it, x2, when it came to this one. they would have been so, so loved - and honestly? very close, at least up until a certain point. everyone in the family eventually drifted, but that doesn't mean that the love has ever waned, or that the twins' over protectiveness of them has ever stopped. cos it hasn't. they love them more than words can say, and would probably be THRILLED to have them here. in fairness its probably the first time they've all been together with no end point in sight in years, the sum of their conversations probably over way too many skype calls and text messages up until now. we'd love to have them! small explanation for the 'preferably over 25'. steve and diana are kinda?? the perfect family for chars on the 'older' end of the spectrum, and we kinda love the idea of all the kids being actual adults™ at this stage, especially since the rest of the siblings are all in their mid thirties plus. )
GRÁINNE CASSIDY, our SOPHIE RUNDLE fc is looking for her SIBLINGS / TWO OLDER, TWO YOUNGER who look like FINN COLE, OLIVIA COOKE, CILLIAN MURPHY, EMILY BROWNING, DOUGLAS BOOTH / ANY FACE CLAIM who are anything from 20-40 YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( do u want to play a member of a crime fam, but ur not sure which to pick? do u want to play an irish char, but dont know what to do? if the answer is yes to the first and no to the second, but ur ok with settling, then boy o boy do i have the crime fam for you ! mutant on their fathers side and mobster on their mothers, the cassidy-sullivan’s are honestly… p hot, if i say so myself. their matriarch was left the only member of the fam after they were wiped out in gotham about ten years ago, and now they’re all getting older, the kids are restarting that specific fam business. i love the idea of them all having like… conflicting ideals, conflicting ideas for their fam, conflicting LIVES. gráinne fancies herself the head of the family right now, and at least for the minute is continuing their loyalty to the falcone’s. her sibs could want to challenge her… could be happy working alongside her… could mayb not even wanna be apart of the family - it’s honestly up to YOU ! )
MAKENA THURMAN, our ZOE KRAVITZ fc is looking for her ADOPTIVE SISTER / HOPE SUMMERS connection who looks like KIMIKO GLENN, ALISON SUDOL, RILEY KEOGH, DEMET OZDEMIR / ANY FC who is 26+ YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( i also play hope’s “grandmother”, jean, but i mostly just !! really want kena’s fave and most badass big sis !! )
NIKKI BARTON, our PHOEBE TONKIN fc is looking for her ALMOST FOSTER PARENT / CANON OR OTHERWISE who looks like PLAYERS CHOICE and is  PARENT AGED. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( right after her mom died and before her dad TECHNICALLY kidnapped her, nikki bounced from foster home to foster home a lot over a period of about three years. they most all ended badly, but there was one - the one right at the end, the one she left when her dad came back - that stuck with her, because a part of her was… sort of hoping they would want to keep her forever. they brought a softness to her that she had been pretty quickly losing, supported her when needed, were strict when they had to be, and have always been a pretty big what if in her life - making the idea of them reappearing and nikki encountering them at this point in her messy life… really interesting to me. )
NORA LANCE-QUEEN, our JOSEFINE FRIDA PETTERSEN fc is looking for her MOTHER / DINAH LAUREL LANCE who looks like ( SARAH MICHELLE GELLAR, CHRISTINA HENDRICKS, ADRIANNA PALICKI, DIANE KRUGER, MICHELLE PFEIFFER / ANY FC ) who is  MOM YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( nora is embarking on a new char arc that’s basically.. going to lead into her becoming a vigilante, smth she never rly wanted before now, and def like.. laying groundwork for her to Someday, whenever dinah steps down, mayhaps taking on the black canary mantle. she loves her dad, but she STANS her mom, so..pls )
NORA LANCE-QUEEN, our JOSEFINE FRIDA PETTERSEN fc is looking for her  FATHER / OLIVER QUEEN who looks like NIKOLAJ COSTER WALDAU, CHARLIE HUNNAM, MATT CZURCHY, RYAN GOSLING / ANY FC  who is DAD YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( oliver queen may have his - many - faults, but nora was honestly… always sort of a daddy’s girl, and that’s an unfortunate trait she may never rly lose. pls bring green arrow dad. i can’t offer much, but i can give u all the angst u could want. )
NORA LANCE-QUEEN, our JOSEFINE FRIDA PETTERSEN fc is looking for her TWO OLDER SIBLINGS who look like  BRIE LARSON, TOBY REGBO, CANDICE ACCOLA, DANIEL SHARMAN / ANY FC  who is 25+ YEARS OLD . you DON’T  have to contact prior to applying. ( it is honestly… one of my many dreams for nora to have a couple older sibs that she’s actually, like. u know. pretty close to! im not saying it couldnt go the other way bc ofc that’s just as interesting to explore, but im.. big hoe for the idea of three sibs standing shoulder to shoulder against the world and everything it may throw at them. )
RAMONA DARKHOLME, our MADCHEN AMICK fc is looking for her ELDEST CHILD ( MUST HAVE NAME BEGINNING WITH R ) connection who looks like WILLIAM MOSELEY, LILY JAMES, TOBY REGBO, WILLA FITZGERALD, DOUGLAS BOOTH, IMOGEN POOTS / ANY FC who is 30-35 YEARS OLD. you DO have to contact prior to applying at OFDARKHOLMES or DISCORD ( jean grey rail me challenge#5427 ). ( ok … hear me out. mayb im wrong. mayb im right. but i think… that romy having a kid that’s on the older end of the spectrum could b pretty fun, and i have … a whole sort of. concept for them. so. back in the early years of her relationship with her baby daddy ( he is an npc named abe ), and back when she was… very young, and VERY committed to the brotherhood cause - there came to be an accident. one that was loved, don’t get me wrong, but an accident nonetheless. at that point, romy… couldn’t care for a kid. she just wasn’t prepared for one, and it kind of parralells what happened roughly ten years later, in my mind - one child she knew she wasn’t prepped for and gave up for that very reason, and two that she could have given the world to but had to give up because the world said no. but here’s the CONCEPT ; i’d love if they could have been raised by raven, and if romy… was still in their life, as they grew. moreso than that, i’d love if they were past the awkward stage of “oh, so, i’m ur mom”, or at least… both on the same page about that, and think it could be a super neat dynamic if they had kind of gone from… mother / child to older sister / younger sister cookie cutout relationships to something more friendly. i’m essentially flying by the seat of my pants, here, and i can be talked into ANYTHING ( ask my friends, they’ll tell you ), but i’d love to have… a cute lil romy darkholme / darkholme extended fam , ok. pls. allow this to b a thing. ur grandmom / mayb adoptive mom is raven and ur grandfather is logan FOR CRYING OUT LOUD )
TRIXIE ESPINOZA, our CHRISTIAN SERRATOS fc is looking for her FATHERS / DAN ESPINOZA & LUCIFER MORNINGSTAR who look like JAY HERNANDEZ, ALFONSO HERRERA, GABRIEL LUNA, ANY MEXICAN FC ( DAN ) / DIEGO LUNA, RICKY WHITTLE, TOM ELLIS, ANY FC ( LUCIFER ) who are 40+ ( DAN ) & 1000+ ( LUCIFER ) YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( healthy coparents, unite !! chloe and dan are two of lapd’s best and brightest, and trix loves her parents so much - but she ALSO loves her stepfather, lucifer, and he’s 100% on the same level in her mind as her birth parents. )
TRIXIE ESPINOZA, our CHRISTIAN SERRATOS fc is looking for her MOTHER / CHLOE DECKER who looks like LAUREN GERMAN, VERA FARMIGA, WINONA RYDER, SARAH MICHELLE GELLAR, AMY ACKER, PLAYERS CHOICE who is  40+ YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( if u have seen lucifer, then u already have a pretty good idea of trixie’s dynamic with her mom! her dad is great and all, but… chloe was the one who was REALLY there for her, ya know? i kinda had it hced that chloe is now with lucifer cause that’s how the show was heading to and i didn’t imagine anyone snagging anymore lucifer chars, but i’m! definitely open to changing that! just gimme her mom pls! )
VICTORIA CREED, our STELLA MAEVE fc is looking for a “HALF-SIBLING” / COUSIN connection who looks like DJ COTRONA, JASON RALPH, KATIE CASSIDY, TINASHE, ANTHONY RAMOS, PLAYERS CHOICE who is ANY AGE / PREFERABLY 26+. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( so. yall best know yall can do what yall WANT, its just.. originally when i played vicki i had a wc for a “half-brother”, and i was thinking about it recently and think it could be… kinda fun. SO. this is for a kid of victor creed - either.. biologically, or another one that he just kinda . stole - that vicki actually knew during certain points of her life, because for the most part, she was pretty isolated. for whatever reason - maybe he just wanted someone to keep an eye on his investment or whatever - victor allowed these two to interact a bit more, and depending on how they were to one another, i feel that a certain loyalty definitely could have developed between them. vicki got fucked over a couple times and left in, like, japan for 9 months and a yemen prison for another six and incidents like that have dotted her life, but im kinda thinking this “half-sibling” could have been the one who.. helped her out, or was stuck there alongside her. gimme! )
ZIVA MIZRAHI, our INBAR LAVI fc is looking for her HALF BROTHER connection who looks like SHILOH FERNANDEZ, JUSTIN BALDONI, JULIAN MORRIS, JUSSIE SMOLLETT, XAVIER DOLAN / UP TO PLAYER ( tho the named are preferred ) who is 30+. you DO have to contact prior to applying at SICVIITAEST or DISCORD ( jean grey rail me challenge#5427 ). ( things to know: they were both born in tel aviv, israel, and they share the same father - an oc named joseph, who is now dead. neither of ziva’s birth parents were good people, but what his mother was like and what happened to her is up to you. they were raised together, however briefly, before they were separated - ziva was seven, and he was either a small bit younger or older. both of them were experimented upon, though like prev, it’s really up to you whether or not that resulted in any sort of enhancements. she became a ward of shield, and where he ended up is completely up to you - just like his personality and whatnot, though i’ll admit straight up that the main reason i’m looking for him and the main reason i waNT him is cause i would love… for him to b a drumroll, please - villain. w her being raised to be a hero and him being raised the opposite it would create a rly [ forgive my choice of phrase ] hot contrast, and make them.. two sides of a literally same coin. it would also b. pretty fun to explore both of their feelings, and both of their motivations - would ziva want to try and see him better? would he want her to join him/think more on his side of things? would it instead take the turn of her wanting to b the one to take him down, or vice versa, and would either b capable of that? it’s fun to imagine so ! do the thing ! )
romantic.
ADRIAN TREVOR, our TOM HARDY fc is looking for an EX-FLING / MOTHER OF HIS CHILD connection who looks like EVA GREEN, MILA KUNIS, EVA LONGORIA, HOLLY MARIE COMBS who is 30+ YEARS OLD. you DO have to contact prior to applying at FIIDELIS. ( so! i won’t go into everything about this one here cause i wanna try keep it short, but basically… they were on and off and never really an official item for years - way back to when he was still in the army, meeting up and having relations whenever he was home / free for a while - and were… complete opposites. on the surface, it seemed as if she was the sweet and innocent angel, and he was this rough geezer. in actuality, SHE’S kinda cold hearted - in the best of ways - and he’s the softie, but… not many people rly knew that truth. anyway, they came to an end right around the time he got into his short lived relationship + marriage, and he always thought of her as a big “what if”… right up to last year when he discovered that after they had ended, she had moved to the states and had his son. the kid is seven now, and she never told him for obvious reasons, but he’s here only to try and make something work - he never WANTED to have a kid, but he’s not going to deny him now he knows. we can talk out p much everything, but ! yeah ! )
RAMONA DARKHOLME, our MADCHEN AMICK fc is looking for her EX-FLINGS / MAX. FOUR who look like WINONA RYDER, SOFIA VERGARA, PEDRO PASCAL, HUGH DANCY / UP TO PLAYER and are 35+ YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( romy might have lost the love of her life, but she did not lose her sex drive. i’m sure there’s a better way i could have worded that, but… whatever. over the years since her fiance passed, romy has tried many times to move on - and that means she has quite a few exes scattered about the place, all of whom she has a different dynamic with. like any ex / current fling connect, i’m most interested in discussing how it started and all with people who want to do it, cause i think that’s the best way of making unique dynamics! )
other.
ADRIAN TREVOR, our TOM HARDY fc is looking for a NEW BOSS / ANYONE WHO WORKS connection who looks like UP TO PLAYER and is 30+ YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( right now, adrian’s main job is pouring coffee for millennials at starbucks. he’s ex-army and current gang, and he’s really not got that much going for him - but it’d be nice, if there was someone out there in a better place, job wise, willing to give him a shot. he needs to get that bread! )
ADRIAN TREVOR, our TOM HARDY fc is looking for a NEW BOSS x2 / ANY PRESS ADJACENT CHARACTER WHO WORKS connection who looks like UP TO PLAYER who is 30+ YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( can you tell that i literally… do not know what to refer to this connection as? lmao. anyway he’s an independent journalist - who writes things on like… avocado recipes and shit for whoever will hire him at a time - and i’m not sure on the newspaper / general press situation here, but i’d love for someone to read his writing and take him on as some sort of regular reporter. i imagine it would remain secondary to his “main” job if only because he really needs to keep himself afloat here, but over time, i’d love to see him succeed and actually become the journalist who writes about relevant things that he’s always dreamt of being. )
EMMA FROST, our AMBER HEARD fc is looking for her HELLFIRE CLUB INNER CIRCLE / MAX. FIVE who look like ANY FC and are 30+ YEARS OLD. you DO have to contact prior to applying at WHIITEQUEENS or DISCORD. ( out with the old, in with the new. after emma’s hellfire club takeover, the old inner circle was removed, and she’s now formed her own out of members she trusts. they’d have neat titles all sourced from a chess board, and that, plus how they met / what their connection to emma would be because they would def have one is mostly why i’m making it a contact thing cos ! i’d like for us to smooth those details out! )
EMMA FROST, our AMBER HEARD fc is looking for her SECRETARY & PERSONAL ASSISTANT’S / MAX. TWO who look like ANY FC and are 25+ YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( emma runs frost international, a multi-billion dollar company that deals mostly in transportation, but has started to branch out into electronics. its a full time thing and she actually… doesn’t spend all her time on it, because she’s also dedicated to remaining an active professor and is splitting time between everything. she does it quite well i’d like to imagine, but she definitely needs the added help, and that would be these chars! bonus points if they’re mutants! )
GRÁINNE CASSIDY, our SOPHIE RUNDLE fc is looking for the FAMILY OF HER DECEASED SPOUSE connection who look like ANY FACE CLAIMS and are ANY AGE. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( gráinne married at twenty six to the self professed love of her young life - someone who was better than her, who may or may not have known the full extent of the cassidy-sullivan crime families activities, but who loved her back, regardless of all else. theirs was a whirlwind romance - they had known each other before, surely, but had gotten ahead of themselves quickly once together - begun in spring and married in winter ; and when the leaves began to turn once more, and new life began to bloom, gráinne’s love was taken from her. it was her fault. whether they died for her or died because of her, details can be smoothed out, but the blame rests on only one woman’s shoulders, and their family surely KNOWS. give her people who resent that she exists. people who can’t understand why a light of their lives was extinguished, while gráinne cassidy gets to continue. give her people who can fuel her own feelings of responsibility. )
MAKENA THURMAN, our ZOE KRAVITZ fc is looking for a BOSS connection who look like JASON MOMOA and is 30+ YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( kena works at the karma klub as an accountant and booking agent, and i’d ! love for her manager / owner of the klub / honestly… whatever tf / to be a jason momoa face, just because… their pics are supes cute and i think it’d be really sweet if kena had this older guy in her life who’s almost, like… someone guiding her? they’re in the scene longer than her, they can provide some tips and tricks, and just past the job aspect.. neither of her parents are here, so it would be nice for her to have someone who can sort of step into that role and be someone who she has learnt to be able to go to and confide in, when needed. )
MAKENA THURMAN, our ZOE KRAVITZ fc is looking for her EX HOUSEMATE connection who looks like PIPPA SOO, ALFIE ENOCH, HAYLEY LAW, JOHN BOYEGA / UTP who is 25+. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( in the years before her daughter was born, makena wasn’t always the most stable of people. she’s also never exactly been the WORST, but… she’s always had a lot of issues with keeping her emotions in check, and she used to be horribly selfish and petty, at the worst of times. after becoming friends in college, she and this character decided to get an apartment together and split the costs - but after a few months of this, shit hit the fan, and kena fucked up in a way that she couldn’t go back from, resulting in them kicking her out. they’ve barely spoken since, and she harbors.. a lot of resentment, for that fateful event. )
NIKKI BARTON, our PHOEBE TONKIN fc is looking for a EX-CLIENTS connection who looks like UP TO PLAYER who is ANY AGE you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( i’m gonna keep this one a little vague, cause.. i wanna leave it open to multiple people, and i think every single one of those could have a different sort of dynamic with her. nikki used to work as a drugrunner for a major dealer named callum. he was, for want of a better description - an abusive piece of shit, and he continued to be that right up until nikki killed him in self defense. HOWEVER, before he died and she got carted off to jail, nikki used to do a lot of jobs for him, and they led her across states. she would have rubbed shoulders with a lot of not so great people, but also some kinda ok ones. some might have heard what happened, others won’t and might be kinda confused about what the FUCK happened to their supply, but either way.. i want. also. callum coulda had some other helpers. idk. i just want it ALL. ) ( bea zsasz & others )
RAMONA DARKHOLME & ABRAHAM MUELLER, our MADCHEN AMICK fc is looking for their EX-BROTHERHOOD GROUP MEMBERS connection who look like WINONA RYDER, PEDRO PASCAL, JADA PINKETT SMITH, ANGELA BASSETT, HALLY BERRY, NORMAN REEDUS, KEANU REEVES / PLAYERS CHOICE, MUST BE 40+ THO who are 45+ YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( any of them can maybe be kids of canons, depending ON the canon?? anyway. all of them - preferably about.. five, ig - are surviving members of the brotherhood group that romy ran, some nineteen years ago. they all worked together for YEARS, moving around europe a lot but spending some time settled in rural germany, which was ultimately where their particular crusade seemed to come to an end. intolerant humans attacked them, most were killed, and those that ran were assumed dead / assumed they were the only survivors, pretty much ‘til now. romy back means they’re probably gonna maybe want to restart what they were doing before, and this connection could rly go.. any way. maybe romy - ran into one of them at some point in the past, and relieved they were alive, kept in contact to call them someday, leading to their reunion now. maybe they’ve seen a familiar name in the paper, or on the paragon website. maybe this is just where the wind has blown them. i lov the idea of this squad, ‘kay, cos.. they spent a chunk of their time together, and for romy, they were less friends more #fam ) 
TRIXIE ESPINOZA, our CHRISTIAN SERRATOS fc is looking for LUCIFER CANONS / MAZIKEEN, AMENADIEL, LINDA MARTIN, ELLA LOPEZ, CHARLOTTE RICHARDS who look like LESLEY-ANN BRANDT ( MAZE ) / DB WOODSIDE, IDRIS ELBA, ANY BLACK MALE ( AMENADIEL ) / RACHAEL HARRIS, RACHAEL TAYLOR, KRISTEN BELL, ANY FC ( LINDA ) / AIMEE GARCIA, MARIA LAAS, EVA LONGORIA, ANY MEXICAN OR PUERTO RICAN FC ( ELLA ) / TRICIA HELFER, JAMEELA JAMIL, CONSTANCE WU, ANY FC ( CHARLOTTE ) who are ANY AGE. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( considering just how interlocked everyone has become on the show, between… maze and linda and amenadiel, ella working with everyone, charlotte being with dan, etc - i like to kinda imagine… they’re all a huge, vaguely blessed family. it would b nice not to b the only lucifer canon rocking around the place ! )
TRIXIE ESPINOZA, our CHRISTIAN SERRATOS fc is looking for ILLEGAL PATIENTS who look like UP TO PLAYER and are ANY AGE. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( trix is a med student, and she does a lot of work at the local hospital - but i also imagine that over the last few years, she’s sort of made a name for herself in the lowkey sense as someone who’s willing to treat patients out of hours / out of the hospital / etc on the downlow. if your character is a vigilante / hero / villain / etc, who sometimes gets themselves fuckt up and doesn’t want to make the big deal it could be by getting treated officially… hit her up ! she’ll fix you up for free, and she’ll do it discreetly. )
TRIXIE ESPINOZA, our CHRISTIAN SERRATOS fc is looking for MORTUARY COWORKERS who look like UP TO PLAYER and are ANY AGE. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( so !! trixie currently works at the local morgue, and as of right now… i think she’s the only one who does? and i’d love for her to have some coworkers there, cause it’s obviously such a heavy job, and i think… while it doesn’t phase trix, it would still be nice for her to have people who can relate to how TOUGH it can be sometimes, and who she can kind of have developed a little something something with. )
VICTORIA CREED, our STELLA MAEVE fc is looking for VICTIMS who look like UP TO PLAYER and are ANY AGE. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( twenty six years spent being little more than another weapon in victor creed’s hands means that victoria has… a lot of blood on her hands. i dare say that none of it is blood she wanted to spill, but the fact remains that she never really knew enough torefuse. she’s done a lot of things she’s not proud of, and she’s hurt a lot of people - meaning she’s going to be spending a great deal of her very long life trying, in vain, to make amends in some way. i want for her to encounter people who she’s hurt. either directly, or that… she hurt their family or distant family before alongside victor, and either she recognizes them and seeks them out, or they recognize her and seek her out. give her people who shout and scream about what she’s done, and people who can’t believe she’s being allowed walk around and keep on living. give her people who know she was just another victim of a psychopath, who could maybe give her something she’s never had before - forgiveness - and make her feel a way she’s also… never felt before. give her all sorts of connections under this heading bc i think it’s unrealistic if she has none. )
ZIVA MIZRAHI, our INBAR LAVI fc is looking for her SENIOR AGENTS SHE SPENT TIME WITH GROWING UP / LIMITLESS connection who look like UTP and who are 28+ YEARS OLD. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( ziva basically lived at headquarters from the time she was brought in - age six - to now, and while nick and natasha were her primary caregivers, she was often shuttled between different agents during down periods or whatnot. basically, if she for some reason couldn’t stay at shield itself, or there was a holiday - like thanksgiving, christmas, easter, her birthday - coming up, she’d be taken in briefly by a senior agent or their family and given a place to stay for a bit before such a time as she returned. )
ZIVA MIZRAHI, our INBAR LAVI fc is looking for her PERSON SELLING SHIELD INTEL connection who looks like UTP and who is ANY AGE. you DON’T have to contact prior to applying. ( they would be a shield agent, but what separates them from most is for whatever reason - be it nefarious or something closer in line with money troubles - they’ve been selling information on shield to the highest bidder. five years ago, ziva was sent on a mission with a handful of agents she had never really worked with before, and because of information that they gave - and the fact that they, or another, heavily implied that because of her shield upbringing ziva would be the one with the most intel on that team - the mission was compromised from the get go, and while ziva was captured, everyone else was wiped out. she suffered over a year at the hands of her captors and meanwhile, everyone back home fully believed that she was dead. what they did could weigh on them, or it might not. if it’s a case of something more innocent whereby they’ve needed the money gained from selling secrets, it could even be that they didn’t realize that the info they were giving was going to lead that particular buyer where it did. again, if not, it could be because they have a grudge against ziva for some reason we can talk out or smth. i’m v much into the idea of this and ! would love for it to b taken ! so pls ! do the thing ! )
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All of the oc asks with Mack!
DEEP BREATH
1. What’s their full name? Why was that chosen? Does it mean anything?
Mack Walker! it was just a name that seemed to fit him.
2. Do they have any titles? How did they get them?
cowboy?? uh. i mean he works on a mechanical bull ranch, talks pretty southern, and dresses like he was raised in a barn so. Cowboy is about the best title he has.
3. Did they have a good childhood? What are fond memories they have of it? What’s a bad memory?
it was pretty good yeah! nothing too awful happened to him, he’s on great terms with his family and he loves them, he lived a pretty average childhood for someone in this era. bad memory is him probably almost getting trampled by an angry bull as a child. fond memories are eating good food and celebrating holidays with family members!
4. What is their relationship with their parents? What’s a good and bad memory with them? Did they know both parents?
kind of accidentally answered this one in the question before lol
5. Do they have any siblings? What’s their names? What is their relationship with them? Has their relationship changed since they were kids to adults?
hmm he might have like 2-3 sisters but i havent mapped them out yet so shrugs im sure their relationship is pretty good though! and theyre all much younger than him.
6. What were they like at school? Did they enjoy it? Did they finish? What level of higher education did they reach? What subjects did they enjoy? Which did they hate?
didn’t really care much about school, just kind of got through it. don’t think he went to college, barely managed to get through high school. he’s good a good enough education and understands how the world works for the most part, at least. he liked art, math, and science. wasn’t a big fan of history or english.
7. Did they have lots of friends as a child? Did they keep any of their childhood friends into adulthood?
he had a few close friends, not a huge friend circle. he’s pretty good at making friends in general though and he’s friendly like nearly 24/7 so im sure he probably would have kept in touch with them into adulthood unless something happened to them or he somehow lost a way to contact them.
8. Did they have pets as a child? Do they have pets as an adult? Do they like animals?
he grew up on a farm and then got his own farm so he’s always had animals around him. standard farm animals for the most part except many of them were robotic. his few real animal companions were probably a dog and a cat and maybe a couple chickens.
9. Do animals like them? Do they get on well with animals?
loves them! tends to be very good with them and rarely has a problem with them.
10. Do they like children? Do children like them? Do they have or want any children? What would they be like as a parent? Or as a godparent/babysitter/ect?
he can deal with them but he doesn’t necessarily want any himself. he doesnt mind his younger siblings and loves them to death, but anyone else he’s just kind of like “meh”.
11. Do they have any special diet requirements? Are they a vegetarian? Vegan? Have any allergies?
don’t think so! he loves to eat and will eat almost anything.
12. What is their favourite food?
probably some form of dessert tbh
13. What is their least favourite food?
shrugs
14. Do they have any specific memories of food/a restaurant/meal?
mostly all the great food his parents would make around the holidays!
15. Are they good at cooking? Do they enjoy it? What do others think of their cooking?
very good at it + enjoys doing it! most others tend to enjoy it as well.
16. Do they collect anything? What do they do with it? Where do they keep it?
i feel like he would collect old coins. probably keeps them in a box somewhere in his room
17. Do they like to take photos? What do they like to take photos of? Selfies? What do they do with their photos?
he takes selfies with his bulls a lot but that’s about it for photography. he’s not on his phone a lot but when he is he’s either chatting with someone thru call or taking pictures of his bulls
18. What’s their favourite genre of: books, music, tv shows, films, video games and anything else
he doesn’t read a lot and doesnt have a favorite, he likes country music obvs, dunno what kind of T.V. he would watch, maybe the cooking channel or like cartoons LOL, he likes vintage video games but doesn’t play them a lot
19. What’s their least favourite genres?
he doesn’t like rap or pop songs generally but will listen to them if someone puts them on, dunno about anything else. probably wouldn’t enjoy love stories if he read books tbh
20. Do they like musicals? Music in general? What do they do when they’re favourite song comes?
he’d probably have a noticeable spring in his step if some good country music was on but otherwise not much. isn’t too interested in musicals.
21. Do they have a temper? Are they patient? What are they like when they do lose their temper?
definitely patient! rarely ever loses his temper. if he does you probably did something god awful and he’s probably terrifying when angry. like it would shock everyone to see how we gets when he’s mad
22. What are their favourite insults to use? What do they insult people for? Or do they prefer to bitch behind someone’s back?
probably some old sayings that nobody understands tbh. would probably insult someone to their face but doesn’t often if at all; he’s generally very nice.
23. Do they have a good memory? Short term or long term? Are they good with names? Or faces?
it’s pretty good yeah! he’s better with faces than he is with names.
24. What is their sleeping pattern like? Do they snore? What do they like to sleep on? A soft or hard mattress?
he goes to sleep pretty late and gets up pretty early; people wonder how he functions but it’s just how he is. his bed is pretty hard but it doesn’t bother him. it probably would bother someone if they ever came over and sat on it though.
25. What do they find funny? Do they have a good sense of humour? Are they funny themselves?
he thinks a lot of the antics his bulls get up to are hysterical and he also thinks it’s funny when they spook people, though he always does apologize for it. his sense of humor is pretty good and he’s always joking tbh, which really annoys some people *cough* easton *cough* but he tends to know when to stop.
26. How do they act when they’re happy? Do they sing? Dance? Hum? Or do they hide their emotions?
he generally hums or whistles but otherwise hides his emotions.
27. What makes them sad? Do they cry regularly? Do they cry openly or hide it? What are they like they are sad?
bad things happening to his ranch/animals :( he might cry openly if he’s around someone he really trusts but otherwise he kinda keeps it to himself until he’s alone.
28. What is their biggest fear? What in general scares them? How do they act when they’re scared?
losing people he loves, losing animals he loves; he’s not very easy to spook honestly. no one is really sure what he’s like when he’s scared until he has a reason to be afriad.
29. What do they do when they find out someone else’s fear? Do they tease them? Or get very over protective?
super protective! he doesn’t want to be a jerk who holds peoples real fears over their heads just for a laugh >:( he’ll tease easton but not about fears. never about fears.
30. Do they exercise? Regularly? Or only when forced? What do they act like pre-work out and post-work out?
he gets a pretty good workout from running his ranch and taking care of his animals. he enjoys it a lot.
31. Do they drink? What are they like drunk? What are they like hungover? How do they act when other people are drunk or hungover? Kind or teasing?
on and off yeah, he doesn’t get super drunk too often bc he has a Job to do. he’s probably grumbly and sleepy when hungover, just wants to cuddle and lay in bed for 18 hours. he probably takes care of people when they’re hungover and is generally pretty kind unless there’s a little something to tease them about.
32. What do they dress like? What sorta shops do they buy clothes from? Do they wear the fashion that they like? What do they wear to sleep? Do they wear makeup? What’s their hair like?
he dresses……… well,,, his jeans are generally dirty and have holes in them and he’s always got on a plaid shirt or something. he doesn’t buy new clothes often. he probably just wears boxers to sleep. his hair is usually pretty messy.
33. What underwear do they wear? Boxers or briefs? Lacey? Comfy granny panties?
boxers
34. What is their body type? How tall are they? Do they like their body?
he’s like 6 ft maybe? he pretty stronk and built kinda like a wall in some sense. he’s pretty happy with his body, yeah.
35. What’s their guilty pleasure? What is their totally unguilty pleasure?
dunno if he has one! he doesn’t really care what people think of him and will kind of just do whatever. doesn’t have a reason to hide things, i guess.
36. What are they good at? What hobbies do they like? Can they sing?
he probably has a good singing voice! he doesn’t have too many hobbies bc a lot of his time is taken up by working his ranch. he’s good at doodling and will scribble some stuff sometimes when he feels like it.
37. Do they like to read? Are they a fast or slow reader? Do they like poetry? Fictional or non fiction?
no
38. What do they admire in others? What talents do they wish they had?
he admires things like sense of humor, wit, storytelling, and any sort of musical talent; he probably wants to have some weird talent that wouldn’t be useful in his situation - like juggling.
39. Do they like letters? Or prefer emails/messaging?
he likes to write letters even though its considered super old-fashioned.
40. Do they like energy drinks? Coffee? Sugary food? Or can they naturally stay awake and alert?
he loves sugary food but doesn’t eat it too often. he’s pretty naturally awake and alert but will drink coffee or tea in the morning.
41. What’s their sexuality? What do they find attractive? Physically and mentally? What do they like/need in a relationship?
uhhhh gay probably. he likes the traits i mentioned before, i don’t think he’s that picky otherwise. if u need a good example just *points at easton*
42. What are their goals? What would they sacrifice anything for? What is their secret ambition?
he kinda already achieved his goals but i guess his new goals aside from his ranch are like, helping easton and his crew with their problems. he doesn’t have any secret ambitions and he would sacrifice a lot of a lot of different things, he’s a very giving person.
43. Are they religious? What do they think of religion? What do they think of religious people? What do they think of non religious people?
he’s religious but not like suuuper into it; like he’s still got beliefs and prays and stuff but otherwise nobody really knows that about him unless they ask him about his cross tattoo.
44. What is their favourite season? Type of weather? Are they good in the cold or the heat? What weather do they complain in the most?
summer! he likes the weather to be bright and sunny; he tolerates the cold but prefers it to be warm.
45. How do other people see them? Is it similar to how they see themselves?
it’s generally pretty similar
46. Do they make a good first impression? Does their first impression reflect them accurately? How do they introduce themselves?
he’s not the best at first impressions and might say something stupid tbh but he Tries at least.
47. How do they act in a formal occasion? What do they think of black tie wear? Do they enjoy fancy parties and love to chit chat or loathe the whole event?
he’s not a big fan of formal stuff. he’d wear a suit if he really had to but he doesn’t really enjoy it. he’ll chat with people are fancy parties just because it’s in his nature.
48. Do they enjoy any parties? If so what kind? Do they organise the party or just turn up? How do they act? What if they didn’t want to go but were dragged along by a friend?
he likes small parties with friends! at-home stuff where people just talk and laugh and drink and eat, y’know
49. What is their most valued object? Are they sentimental? Is there something they have to take everywhere with them?
he’s very sentimental but he doesn’t take much with him anywhere. i’m not sure what his most valued object would be, maybe some old gun or statuette his family gave him a long times ago or something.
50. If they could only take one bag of stuff somewhere with them: what would they pack? What do they consider their essentials?
food and a map or smth, he’s not very good at travel stuff
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loremastering · 7 years
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Halo’s 50 questions meme
1. What is your character's name?
Halordin Rhovandaer 
2. What is your character's name in another language or other titles?
Halordin doesn't...mean anything i literally made it up on the spot sobs. BUT Rhovandaer is supposed to mean Great Wilderness in Sindarin.
3. How old is he/she?
at least 500 years old.
4. What is your character's race/species?
Sindar elf. 
5. Do they have a crush?
yeah hmm i wonder who it is?????
6. Do they have many friends?
He has a good number if pals I guess. Both humanoid and beast. 
7. What planet is your character from?
Arda
8. Does your character like to eat?
mmmm BASICALLY for Halo eating is just a way to refuel your body. 
9. What's his/her favorite food?
Ok he won’t pass up raspberries.
10. What's his/her favourite drink?
He also won’t pass up Dorwinion red wine when it’s available
11. Is your character annoying?
Perhaps??? He’s an extremely curious creature and anyone traveling with him should expect delays when he wants to examine something. And he could talk endlessly about some stupid thing Verya did the the other day.
13. Is your character loved?
lol I guess.
14. Is your character hated?
Other dwarves and men besides the ones he’s close to might be wary of him??? But yeah orcs/uruks don’t like him for sure. And Rinarwen (’nother oc) has some beef with him. 
15. Is she/he emo/goth?
Slightly emotional maybe but..not goth lol. 
16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
Pan
17. Is she/he a virgin?
NOT ANYMORE
18. Name 3 hobbies:
- Writing down notes of various flora and fauna
- Playing the harp. (small one, preferably.)
- Fond of cave/rock painting. 
19. Is your character normal?
???? I don’t know???
20. Is your character attractive?
Being an elf I guess so lmao
21. How does your character handle emotions?
Wears his heart on his sleeve. Doesn’t hide what he thinks or feels. 
22. Does your character have other forms?
Nah.
23. Does your character overreact?
Eh not really but if someone he loves gets hurt he can get reALLY mad. Like polar opposite of his usual gentle nature. 
24. Is your character a criminal?
Nah, though Verya often sneaks fish or meat off from vendors. Bad kitty.
25 does your character have any dark secrets?
Not that i’m aware of.
26. What's his/her IQ?
He’s???? intelligent sometimes??? sometimes.
27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
His kind are immune to sickness so yay. As for curses i’m...not really sure if this counts as one but he’s to grounded in middle Earth to feel the Sea Longing so he’s doomed to eventually fade away instead of sailing. idk. Hey look at all the lore breaking here. 
28. Is your character dead?
Not yet lol. 
29. Does your character have a family?
A mom and two sisters back in Lothlorien. Dad and older bro perished in a rockfall trap. Also considers his kinship family. 
30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
The thing that happened with his Dad and Bro. And watching his mortal friends die one by one. Maybe watching Lothlorien’s light fade when Galadriel left. 
31. What's the best time in your character's life?
uhh there’s a few. Learning new things from the world around him is one. And sometimes he’ll sit in a secluded, beautiful spot and just let go of all his worries and stresses to bask in the beauty and energy of life around him. (also maybe when he snogged a certain dwarf oho)
32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
I’m gonna name @whereisbarton‘s Rubeniel. He’s drawn to her energy and gentle nature (sorry if this is inaccurate sobs) And see’s some things of himself in her. 
33. Is your character single?
NOT ANYMORE
34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
What type of relationships??? Like he’s in a romantic one with Badari and he has multiple friendships with various races and animals. 
35. Does he/she have an element?
I’ve always associated him with Earth, and water, to a lesser degree.
36. Do you roleplay your character?
Yeah
37. Do you write about your character?
Oh yes. 
38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
He’s gentle and level headed most of the time. But seeing those he cherishes, whether it be any sort of race, animal, or place, get harmed, he turns into a force to be reckoned with for sure. 
39. Does your character get depressed?
During the later stages in his life he does. Witnessing the growth and decay of the world around him can be intriguing.  Until it’s your friend’s turn to depart from this world. 
40. What's your characters favorite animal?
HE HAS ALOT but probably felines. 
41. Does your character have any fears?
Besides what i’ve stated above so far, an irrational one is gigantic things looming in front of him. (he has to look away when approaching Minas Tirith, or any mountain that has a over hanging cliff side like the walls of Moria.) shelf clouds are a gigantic NOPE NOPE NOPE
42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
He can be clingly. And over-protective. AND DENSE. Might have mild hoarding tendencies. ALSO reckless.
43. Does your character look up to anyone?
Radagast the Brown. For saving his life and helping the elf to further his knowledge of the natural world. 
44. Does your character like music?
He enjoys it, yeah, 
45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
He’s very fond of the harp as I said earlier. Likes gentle and soothing melodies. 
46. Is he/she impatient?
He’s immortal, he can afford patience 
47. What's something funny about your character?
As a result of curiosity overriding his common sense sometimes, has been known to poke his head into bear, sabertooth, and drake dens. 
48. Name 5 nicknames
Squirrel: Given by his two sisters who grew exasperated when their little brother wouldn’t come down from tree’s. 
Forest Sprite: A derogatory name used by some men he stayed with one time. He didn’t understand and took it as a compliment. .
Pretty boy: Also an insult from those men. They didn’t like elves, whom they deemed supernatural and were slightly afraid of. 
Elf Scum: Mostly from orcs. 
some other thing his mom might have called him idk im tired now
49. Does your character curse?
Occasionally, when things don’t go his way. 
50: Who will you tag?
anyone who wants to do this just say I tagged u lol. 
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#3 decisions, decisions
So I’ve kinda come to realize what I really want in life. It took me awhile. In fact, it took me forever to try and find what the world was really offering to me. I tried many ways to hear a voice that would just tell me what to do or where to go. I tried many ways to forget it all and just focus on what I was doing now, but the truth was, I wasn’t doing anything— which resulted in me having to focus on what I needed to do future-wise.
So it got me to do a lot of thinking. Like, a lot. I wouldn’t be able to sleep at night, so I just thought. I woke up too early, so I just thought. I would be done with all the things I needed to do during the day, so I just thought. It was a lot of pressure at first, but with all the time I had on my hands, I could do a lot of thinking. So, let me just break it down: the first stage of my train of thoughts was my future.
My future
This process took the longest period. It was basically me not doing anything for like 6 months, and exceeded until the last few months. So after finished my first semester of freshman year, I was out of school and enjoying the chill life in Bali with two of my closest friends. It was fun until I had to come back to the city and back to my mom pestering me about when and where I would start university. I was laid back about it at first, so my thought about this was extended to about 3 months in. So from December 2016 until February 2017, it was pretty chill and I didn’t really want to think about it, since my mom wasn’t panicking about it either. Then March came, and it was only a matter of time until summer, and after summer was the new intake for universities, which means I had to start searching.
By this time, I had already spoken with an agent at a university in Singapore, and talked to my mother about this, but obviously she was reluctant about it, as long as I took care of it myself. Which I did. I emailed a couple of people in Singapore, even about housing, and was very close to getting things done. By the end of March, I had sent in all my transcripts from high school and made the application payment, which surprisingly my mother was willing to do (I had plan B just in case she wouldn’t want to).
Then she knocked on my door a few days after telling me to apply to the Indonesian university. Without even asking whether I wanted to or not, she asked me to just go to the university’s website and applied. She left, and I starred into a blank space. I cried while doing it, but I did it. I applied for an entrance exam, sent in my transcripts, sent in the payment and was scheduled for the 3rd entrance exam that they were holding. We thought it was the last one, so I wouldn’t have any other choice if I failed this one but to go to the university in Singapore. So that was the plan I told everyone, I was going to fail the exam.
Jokes on me. Apparently there were a lot of students applying for the entrance exam that they decided to make five more sessions (really, chances), for students to apply. That was when I knew I was fucked. My mom came into my room to tell me that, and I just crashed on the bed not wanting to get up. I knew she was going to make me try and try until there was no more.
The first exam results came out and I failed. As expected. But the I found myself back on the site to apply for another exam session. Mind you, this was already April. I wasn’t going to take anymore chances, so I tried my best for this one, but as expected, I failed again.
The second part of my train of thought was more specific: my pride.
My pride
Really, it was more of my mom’s pride at first. But later on, I understood that it was going to be for my own good as well. This went on pretty quickly. I would say probably around a month (?). So I joined French classes in April, when I realized I really needed to get my brain working. And not long after, I went on a solo trip to fetch my sister in the US. So, while making new friends during my lessons, I started telling them why I’m not in uni and why my mother isn’t allowing me to live outside of Indonesia. They gave me advice, as I was the youngest in the class, and everyone was at least two years older than me. It was great; it was like free therapy and advice sessions. I loved it. That practically went on for three weeks.
Then I was off to the US of A. It was terrifying. Im okay with traveling alone, but to the US after all the never-ending articles about the country, I was terrified. When I landed I was relieved that I went through everything without being questioned. My trip after a week was amazing. I loved it there, despite how scared I always was to talk to the people and had to ask my sister to do everything, but other than that it was awesome.
But it just made me think about living anywhere else outside of Indonesia. I understand that the US is very different from living in, Singapore lets say, but it would’ve been really hard either way. In the end, I know that my dream is to live in Bali, Indonesia, because I have the responsibility to come back. I mean, yea it would be awesome to say “I go to university in Singapore,” rather than “I go to university in Indonesia,” and I would always have that mindset to think that anywhere, I mean anywhere is better than Indonesia.
I wasn’t entirely correct. Yes, there are lists on top of lists why anywhere else would be better than Indonesia, but in the end, this is where I grew up, and I guess this is where my pride should stand. At the end of it all, the past one and a half months (April until mid May when I returned from my US trip) had opened up my mindset about the country I come from. Something I never thought would needed convincing.
The last part was: the decision.
The decision
This is me making a final decision. Which just happened, more or less, yesterday. Its crazy to think that the people you never thought would help you make a decision, did, unintentionally. I never asked, but it just happened.
Three days ago I just got back from my US trip, which means back to reality. And I thought it was going to take me another month to figure out what I really want to do with my life. I did not expect what actually happened. First things first, the first thing my mom said to me when I got back was “ready to take another test,” I completely ignored what she said and went away saying “ready for another trip.” I was really annoyed at her for saying that. Was it really necessary? I did not enjoy my mother pestering me every minute when I was in the US and asking me what I was doing. I get it, she’s a mom, but it never really happened to me. So I ignored most of the texts, my sister on the other hand, the good daughter, replied her wit pictures and explanations, which all the more, just made me feel bad.
Anyways, back home, I met up with a friend from high school, and it was nice to just catch up. She told me a lot of what happened to other kids, and she knew a lot more, really because I didn’t give a shit about what other people were doing anywhere in the world. But anyways, she mentioned about some other kids who are also taking hospitality, and how much they hated it. Purely because it was more practical rather than theory. And when its more practical, you don’t learn shit. And it will lead to a lower rank in the real world in the future. She told me that she wouldn’t want to see her high school friends working at the concierge of the hotel. I mean hello, we graduated from a top IB school, it shouldn’t occur in our minds that we worked hard to get into university just to be a concierge. We should at least be a general manager.
In short, she really made me realize (this post is all about realizing, I’m sorry), that the uni I wanted to apply to in Singapore will make me graduate in two years, and half of the time i’ll be doing an internship. While the university in Indonesia that my mom keeps bugging me to apply will make me graduate in four years and only one month of that time will be an internship— meaning its all fucking theory. Which, isn’t all that bad.
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So after months of thinking and crying and being depressed, I feel like I’ve made a decision. That I’ve finally heard that voice or was actually lead to a clear path. Now is just a matter of time, and actually passing, what could be, the last chance of the entrance exam.
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~Guide Me~ Ch. 2 & 3
Chapter 2
Stephan
I remember when I lost Lucille, my love. Why did they have to raid her Reading Cirlce? Why did they care so much? We still followed their order. Why did they have to kill her? She was my everything. First they took the mother of my children and then they took my children. Here I stood outside my home where my beautiful daughter grew into the woman she is now and make preperations to go to her trial and be foreced to side against her. What had our world come to. As I sat here deep in thought, a shadow was cast over me. It was Six, the young lad my dear Rissa had fallen head over heels for, even had a child by, and now sat in jail because of. I wanted to smack him with every muscle in my body. But I stood up and just looked at him. He approached me and said immedietly and to my suprise,"I have a way to get Rissa out of prison!""And just how are you, being the skinny twiggy mess you are, get past their top notch security and resue my daughter from this fate you inflicted upon her?" I asked rather inferriated"I have someone on the inside." he retorted"Who?" i matched his retort"My sister." he said actually kinda sad about it, then preceded to look at the ground"Well, then get on it, and get my daughter out of prison." I stated"Well, actually, you have to do it. I havent actually talked to her in 12 years. Plus you see her everyday when you're their for Counsel. Its Netty, I mean Annette. The chambermaid. She'll help you if you explain the situation and offer her reasonable compensation." he said flatly but importantly"Okay, I'll talk to her. Thank you son." I said gruffly"Youre welcome sir. I'm sorry." he said as he was leavingI was glad to know there was a way I could help my Clarissa. God knows I wish I had been able to do it for her mother and her brother. But sometimes life is just this way. We must endure some pain to be truly grateful for the blessings we have. I put on my coat and readied the cart to go to the Head Office for the counsel about my daughters transgressions. I pray that this Annette girl can save her. I wish I could do more. Its so unfair to young kids in love and so many others. How could a World get to this point i pondered as a road along. We finally came to the office. After hitching the cart I headed inside to find this Annette girl. I did remembered her. Pretty thing. Smart and Studious. I liked her very much as the new chambermaid. Very quick one she was. I came into the main conference room and I saw her. I walked up to her and my mouth went dry. How would i convince her to put her life on the line for my daughter. I would forget it out as I was talking I guess. I walked up to her and said,"Good evening, how are you?"Abit taken abackshe quietly said, "I'm fine, how are you?""Fine, fine. Are you Annette, related to a Nathan Felix, a kid who goes by the name Six?""Six? Is he okay? How are the others? Hows mother?" she vommited questions upon me, wow, they really hadnt talked in a long time. She was starved for information."They are all okay. He said you might be able to help me? I need a favor.""Whats your payout, what do I get?""Six..."She intergected "My brother!""Yes, your brother, said that you would sneak my daughter out for a library full of vintage books. I happen to have many books of several different topics that will be all yours if you do this." I state to herShe thought for a moment and then said "Okay. I'll do it.""Thank you. I do truly appreciate you doing this. Bring her to the southeast side where the over hang is. Someone will be there." I told her, then rushed off to our seat, the trial was beginning. I took my seat and they brought her out. Shackled and so white. It had been two weeks. That she had been in that dark and damp cell. I hated to see her like this. They sat her down infront of the Elder Counsel. The Head of the Elders, Hall Everclear stood up and said,"What are the chargers against this wretch?"A lady stood up from the opposing side and stated,"Clarissa Taylor is accused of having sexual realtions with a memeber not of her house. Also accused of having an Impure Out of Wedlock Infant. Also accused of lying to her husband and disobeying his rule. Also accused of usurping authority of The Head and the General Laws. She is scheduled to undergo leathal injection for her crimes as payment. Thats all Your Power."The Head Elder responded with, "Of the Elders, who diagress with this motion."As they carried the motion to execute my daughter I was over come with emotion. Which doesnt often happen. It was carried and in so doing this they carried my baby off to her cell, to prepare for tomorrows main event. They tried to make her comfortable and even sent in priests to pray on her. Cast all the evil away and redeem her, but it wont do anything. Rissa is just like her mother. God rest her soul. When we were young, Lucille and I, we had so much fun together and she was so unbelievalbly beautiful in the sunlight. Flawless skin and huge bright smile. Eyes as big as baseballs and eyelashes a mile long. Flowing hair and memorable laugh. She was my everything and I know if she were here she would be so damn proud of her daughter. We are going to see so much from her, you wait and see. You to Lucille, I know you see us from up above. Ill be with you soon my love, I know this to be true. After the trial I left and went home. Waiting to see my daughter walk through that door and will stay there until she does. I will not witness her death, no parent should ever have to see that. It wont happen again. I finally get undressed and readied for bed. I laid down and thought back to when Lucille and I were first married and thats where I drifted into dream land. Chapter 3
Anette
She got sick. Really sick. More sick then we had seen her before. We wouldnt know until later on that this "sickness" couldn't be cured. The Head wouldn't let that happen. They wanted to get rid of the weak. They didnt have to make up a reason to get rid of them this way. Nature would take its course. I couldnt believe that our mother had succumb to this. There was no use, but my brother and I pushed forward and did all we could. Six worked as hard as he could. Because our no good father would go down to The Hole, a secret pub that drunks went to. He only worked if The Guards came to The Hole and forced everyone out and into the factories. But The Head didnt get rid of The Hole because it also got rid of the weak. And again they didnt have to lift a finger. But they also busted it up because thy still had work that needed to be done and after all they fed them, so they should get something for their cost. I would never really understand this until Six, my mother, and I were all seperated. Mother passed away on a cold October morning. She went peacefully though, asleep in her bed, she just couldnt fight anymore. Her and Six talked the night before and the conversation made him very upset. I over heard alittle, but now I fully understand what as a child I could not, but as an adult was crystal clear. The Head didnt car about us, they used us and threw us away like used tissues. Apparently when mother was "going to get treated" they were doing experiments on her trying to understand the illness because apparently The First Woman had fallen with it. And they had to find a cure, so they cut my mother open to find out what was wrong not caring whether she was treated or not. No, all she was, was a guinea pig. And it made me sick. I over heard her tell Six that I was gonna end up in the House with all the other Head's children. Tthat even though this was happning that he was still responsible for me and had to keep an eye on me so that the same thing that happened to her wouldnt happen to me. Apparently this sickness was hereditary and I might get it also. I was even more scared. Not only was I gonna live with these evil people but they might also hurt me and use me the way they did my mother. It was too much to expect of Six. It really was. How was he suppose to see inside where they kept the kids locked away? That was the whole point. But some how he did because even though he could see me I never saw him. I was however glad to know that he had found love. He truly deserves it. I was so proud of him and maybe I would even see him in getting Rissa out safe and sound. We got out and headed to what was called The Underground. Rissa knocked on the door and a man opened it. He had no hair and was covered in tattoos and piercings. He wore a black tank top and rough beat up blue jeans. He didnt look anything I had ever seen before. And his eyes were so captivating. A fresh mellow meadow green. So pure and yet so meloncholy. He was smoking a whitey. I only eve saw men at The Hole smoking those. They were so rare and no one my age smoked. We might get a sip of hard cider but that was about it and maybe an occasional spliff or two a year. I actually had one saved for a very special person. He embraced Rissa with worry and anxiety."Are you okay? I was so worried. Six stopped by and told me you were arrested. Wheres X-man?" he said while smoke flowed through his teeth. Like a dragon."He was taken. Those sons of whores! Is Six okay?" Rissa said frantic, running her hand through her hair and taking the whitey and puffing a couple times. "I have to be going, but Im glad youre safe. Please send my love to Nathan." I pipe up amongst the chaos"Where the hell you think youre going?" The man said blowing smoke in my direction, he had the white stick back now. "I have to get back to The House. They will be looking for Rissa and I can distract so she can reconnect with Nathan. Im so happy for you two. Tell my brother I love him very much." I say looking at Rissa, then I begin to walk away."No, youre not going back!" he said grabbing my arm. I turned to find him looking down into my eyes so focused and determined. My breathe caught in my throat. No one had ever looked at me like that."I have to do something." I say confidently, though I was still a little shocked. I had to see her one more time. I wriggled out of his grasp."Let her go Tats, she knows what shes doing, thank you for everything." Rissa said coming up and giving me a hug. "Be careful." she said in my ear.I waved goodbye and walked away, I headed staight to her room. I did this quite often but tonight was special. It would most likely be the last time I saw her. My one love. Trisha Lynn. I got to her room and lightly tapped on the door. It opened and out slipped this gorgeous young woman with raven black hair and eyes as dark as the coal. I pulled her close and whispered in her ear, "Come with me." We walked out side and across the green grass until we got to our special tree. I had a box inside that held things we had made for each other,notes we had written, and our secret stash of greenies. I only had one left and I wanted to use it tonight. We laid under the tree passing it back and forth. Looking at the stars and talking."One day were gonna have our own house, we little ones running around, well just run off into the sunset and well do it." she said while exhaling. I took it and smiled at her. I loved that idea even though I knew it wouldnt happen. I loved her so much. I wanted to have a house with her. Have kids with her. Treat her better then anyone else ever had or ever would. She was My Sweetling, My Dove, My One True Love. I would miss her, but atleast we had tonight. We finshed the greenie and all I wanted to do was kiss her. We laid beneath teh stars that night for the last time. We both dosed off but I woke up before morning and guided her back to her room. She rubbed her eyes and hugged me, as she went to pull away I pulled her close and said in her ear so tenderly, "I love you." She had wanted me to say it before, but I wasnt ready until now. I now knew that I truly did love her. Because she was the only reason I was sad to leave this cruel world. I knew they would take me in Rissas place. And that was okay, my brother had sacrificed for me, now it was my turn. She pulled me in closer and rather choked up said in my ear,"I love you too." Tears came to my eyes, I had never been more happy. I let her go and she slipped back inside and I headed back to my room. As I did I saw Nathan or Six as hes better known. Right across the way too. He stopped and looked at me. He smiled and stared. I did the same. We knew what the other was thinking. Then we turned and kept walking. It was almost like a dream, but I know it happened. I got back to my room, slipped into bed, and fell asleep thinking about Trisha and how the world once was.
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