#i genuinely feel like throing up and i cant breathe well and i just want it to stop i want this shit to stop

[stunfiskz]

i dont like sharing what my triggers are cuz im scared of people using them against me but mutuals can you please start giving trigger warnings for any sort of animal abuse, especially if its towards cats

#i genuinely can barely breathe right now and i feel stupid for it but i just cant handle any of it #and please for the love of god @ the dsmp fandom specifically get better at giving proper trigger warnings for bestiality. #i dont care that its a semi canon joke or whatever. #i dont want to see the shit that i was forced to see as a child and that still fucking haunts me and that makes me have fucking disgusting #intrusive thoughts to the point where im scared to even get near my cats sometimes because im scared ill hurt them #i dont want to see it in a joking manner or a little lighthearted 'haha this character abuses animals!' #i genuinely feel like throing up and i cant breathe well and i just want it to stop i want this shit to stop #honk yells