I hate fevers in summer I feel like Shit right now. My nose is stuffy, my throat itches, and i'm sweaty and irritated as FUCK... should rest.
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I have a rather particular kind of hatred for heat. The kind of bubbling, withdrawn disdain one has for something inescapable but still bearable despite the discomfort.
My body feels heavy, like something that no longer belongs to me completely. I can feel my heart beating beneath my skin now and when I close my eyes, I think I almost feel my blood flowing, thick and syrupy like molasses.
I can almost still smell its scent.
The hospital taught me that, the sour smell of old blood and medicine, of illness being treated and sticky, greasy sweat staining clean sheets. Even now, in the comfort of my own room, the air is muggy and heavy, like a damp blanket left to rot in a washing machine drum, like a dyed garment left to soak, like a storm about to break.
I sometimes wonder if dragging my fingernails along my sweaty skin would remove that layer of smelly wetness that I can't seem to get rid of despite all the showers.
I feel dirty.
I can’t wait for the cold to return.
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*sings* “I’m so hot that I could fuckin’ die” to the tune of Hanks “I’m so lonesome I could cry”
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it is so fucking hot and humid here i feel like i'm melting
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I've had more nosebleeds in the last two weeks than I have in my entire life 💀
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Things to do during summer
Sweat
Suffer
Die of heat stroke
Pray to an primordial god of winter and wilting
Sacrifice something you hold dear to yourself (ex. Person, object of importance) to myoth mother of cold
Free her ancient lover from a tomb that they were buried in for being a alchemist, that killed the king Jacob the foul after years of tyranny 
The both of you work together to bring myoth the mother of cold into the material plane
The spell worked, lovers united at last, and finally you are free from the blazing sun of rozi the eternal blaze
Go get smoothies
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Today's humidity level.
I went to the store and I swear I could almost swim through the air.
A cold front is supposed to come through this evening. It better, or I'm gonna totally lose my shit.
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i can’t wait for winter when every public space won’t smell like like sweat and piss, just piss
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first day of august and it's cold enough that i can comfortably go outside in leggings and a fuzzy crew neck i am so much happier rn
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ITS HOT AS BALLS IN THE FUCKING COUNTRY
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I've been dragged out of my hole and into the heat for the third time this week -_- send help.
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little sketchy (don’t mind my beautiful legs) idk if it’s done yet but if i ad more stuff to it i’ll post it here even though nobody freaking asked
and yea i’m drawing on my bed you got problems with that?!
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