#i feel so small

[zenmom]

I enjoyed @sm-baby’s Carnival au! I never thought that an au like that exists since I thought it’s near impossible (I would say difficult to a certain degree) to do a good au outside of swap or genderbent aus.

So I decided to give Ragatha and Pomni a skin mod and if I was ever sucked into that game like that, I would be given a little physical form of toxicity from a piece of my imaginative mind in the form of a somewhat corrosive substance called Paint Thinner. As consequence of not being able to remember my name in there, I may be called Thinner Queen or Thalia (the h is silent)

Sorry if it was only a sketch. I need to draw them amazing characters more since they are quite a trend! Both the original and Carnival! ❤️💐

#zenmom #the amazing digital circus #tadc #tadc au #tadc pomni #tadc ragatha #I love it when people make loving fanart of characters #jeez how big are they compared to a human? #i feel so small #Pomni looks like a freaking mascot compared to me🥲

[teeteepeedee]

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#i feel so small

[peri]

been so obsessed w how people talk... how do they do it....

#log date.txt #i feel so small

[starlitfawn]

i have this enormous sad and anger in my chest today and i dont know what to do with it

#i feel so small #and unlovable and unredeemable #like my life is just a waste of time and space

[selescope]

i know my mom is not mad at me, she’s mad at something entirely different, but just having her be upset and then hearing that upset tone in her voice is so so stressful to me. i feel like a little kid.

#i asked her to do me a favor and i thought she was over what happened to her? #and if she’s not that’s fine i just #i feel so small #vent

[spiltlove]

uh its been a hot minute since i felt worthless and like i break everything i touch and i can never do or say the right things. idk how to cope w this lmao 

#i'd sh if i wasnt going to California next week #i just !!!!!!! cant do this #i feel so small #i cant stop crying #everytihng i do is wrong #i miss gentle love. #i really need help lmao #idk what to do #like fr i need help lmao #personal #my therapist has cancled five weeks in a row

[cuchillx]

i need to not cry i cant do everything i have to do with a migraine. but my eyes are filling up with tears im so scared

#i feel so small #syrup speaks

[krowkeeper]

#big spoon #little spoon #cuddle buddy #cuddling #cuddles #me and my bf #me and my man #relatable #i feel so small #let me tell you #cute #love #bruh lol #i cant draw #i can’t #but i do #relatable memes #my comic #silly comics #love comic #relatable comic

[elliotl]

sometimes i think how of a tiny human i am.

#im short and im petite T_T #like everyone is tall for me #i feel so small #you can put me in a box

[universalbabydoll]

everything makes me homesick

#i spend every day resisting the urge to spend all of the money in my bank account on a vhs player and an airbnb in appalachia #maybe a career where I’m seen and used as a prop/doll/coat hanger wasn’t the best decision for someone as dissociative as me #esp considering that my dissociation makes everything look plastic and faraway + distant and unreal + with disoriented depth perception #i feel so small

[the-chessboard-is-personal]

once is an accident.

twice a surprise from its source.

three times a mistake.

four times misplaced trust.

fifth i should've known to be hiding.

six, seven, eight, thousands ever more.

how many times before i'm out of chances?

who's to say i'm not already? would they even-?

would it even be right to defend someone like me?

too many questions. too many questions. too many questions. too many questions. too many questions. too many questions. too m

trying to balance the misery with physical pain, but what do i do when there's too much of both? what do i do when i can't hide the evidence? what do i do wh

#vent #vent art #tw sh implied #i feel so small #why did i even draw this. talking about it all makes me feel worse. why do i do this. #guess im just stupid. who would've thought.

[coruscatingdust]

I am overwhelmed and exhausted by the magnitude of my smallness before the world.

#burnout #phd struggles #i feel so small #so overwhelmingly small #journal #melanchonic #as of late

[uncanny-tranny]

I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.

I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:

Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)

Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)

Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often

Eat dessert first

Celebrate well, and often

Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)

Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.

Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate

Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)

Walk without having a specific destination or goal

Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.

I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.

#mental health #mental health support #positivity #if anybody has ideas of their own definitely include them! #i just think being stuck with this feeling that you don't have autonomy and that you ultimately aren't an equal person or a person at all.. #...in comparison to other people can be a really troubling and dangerous place to be in... #...and that isn't the person's fault for feeling that way. they didn't pluck those thoughts out of thin air... #...like i have felt that exact way all my LIFE because i have been abused for. probably 2/3s of my life... #...only within these past few years have i even FELT alive. frankly it's going to take a while to repair what i have been left with... #...so i know the feeling and i want to help others feel even a LITTLE bit alive. you deserve it... #...you deserve to take in a deep breath before slowly realizing 'oh my gd this is what it feels like to be alive' and SMILE about it #i want that for you even if it is brief. even if it is small. even if it is a whisper. i want you to feel alive #unironically getting rid of the idea of 'guilty pleasures' has made my life SO much better

[insoupid]

Why is the world so big..it's great but it sucks

#i feel so small

[starlitfawn]

i let so many things slide and swallow my feelings until it becomes too much and i lose it and then I'm told I'm stupid for being upset over one little thing

#i feel so small #why am i always the least important thing #the one that can wait

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

#good omens #´hello friends!! how are you!! #I hope you're doing well! ( ´ ▽ ` ) #I have a big cough but otherwise I am good! It's nothign bad I am just very slimey #usually I am not a cough person I am not sure where this is coming from #most of the time I just get a stuffy nose #has my nose gotten stronger #but there are good news too I have already found a VERY good chestnut to put into my pocket this autumn!! its very small! (❁´▽`❁) #it's been a very warm autumn in Germany so far so it has not really felt like fall yet #but yesterday it was all rainy and stormy and I had two new books and it was the best day possible to have a slimey cough (: #and now I feel SO much autumn I am close to buying a set of window colors #I do not know what I would to with the window colors I just have this strong urge in me to buy a window color set #the last time I did a window color was at the birtday of a class mate I think she turned 9 and I made a deer #but for some reason we did this craft 5 minutes before we all had to leave so we had to carry our window color deer home wet #unfortunatly for the deer and me I fell down the stairs of her house and smeared the deer all over me and i screamed the entire drive home #which wasn't very long but it probably felt very long for the mother who had a screaming child covered in window color deer inside her car