#i feel like this is one of those IYKYK type of things

[inf3ct3dd]

ellie headcanons pt.5!!!

warnings: nada

content: loser!ellie x reader headcanons

authors note : ellie dug a hole into my skull and moved in

⁃ against bags for no reason. like her pockets are constantly full of things. random receipts, money, headphones, EVERYTHING. she takes her pants of and they jingle cuz they're filled with COINS.

⁃ knows how to do a back bridge and just HAS to let everyone know. you're watching tv and she's just on the floor like "look"

⁃ i feel like shes the type of person to just start fully eating an orange in the middle of class. like ur listening to the teacher talk and you're just hit by the most aggressive wave of CITRUS from behind you

⁃ constantly fighting the air... like she's just in the kitchen punching and kicking at NOTHING just because. she's always coming up to you and like take punching you and doing her own sound effects like “PWAH PWAH WAM WAPOW"

⁃ jar hoarder 😞😞 every time you buy anything that comes in a jar she's keeping it. literally won't let you throw them away!!! you guys don't even have cups anymore, its just jars and mugs.

⁃ speaking of mugs, ellie has just as many stupid mugs as she does stupid tshirts. absolutely has a lot of garfield mugs be she LOVES GARFEILD

- would buy a dry-erase board for your fridge and leave u little notes and drawings

⁃ "Every single time I see you, I become horny like a triceratops" with a little drawing of a triceratops"

⁃ breaks into incoherent ramblings when shes sleepy... like insane hypotheticals

"what if our bed just completely exploded right now"

⁃ whenever ur on facetime and it gets quiet she just breaks out into song. not even like good, trying singing but BAD SINGING.

⁃ she does that whenever it's quiet !!!

⁃ is listening to music CONSTANTLY. her headphones are actually attached to her ears like all DAY she's listening to something.

⁃ HATES THE BIG LIGHT (iykyk) she lives for low/ natural lighting definitely has so many lamps and led lights

⁃ can never sit normal.... like she is not beating the gay ppl sitting weird allegations she sits so ODD

⁃ will spend literal hours in the pool. doing flips, pretending to be a mermaid, 'making up' her own tricks, she lives for it & !!!

⁃ refuses to dress right for the weather. it'll be like 90° outside and shes in a whole hoodie and jeans.

⁃ has the WEIRDEST subway order. probably puts banana peppers on her shit 😭😭 she swears its the best thing ever

⁃ love's campy comedy movies, esp lesbian ones and horror movies (but im a cheerleader, bottoms, scary movie, etc) also def loves coming of age movies

⁃ has a letterbox account and makes extremely thought provoking reviews

literally her

⁃ always taking candids of you, and they're literally her favorite pictures

⁃ every time she sees two things next to eachother she's like "oh my god it's literally us!!"

⁃ one time she crashed her car and it literally fully flipped over and she just crawled out of the trunk and called you like "you would NOT believe what just happened to me."

- absolutely a waffles girl she needs the texture she likes the CRUNCH

⁃ but like she also loves bacon pancakes. like she's obsessed w adventure time and she makes bacon pancakes ALL THE TIME and she sings the song while she makes them

- eats trail mix like all day....she buys the giant jars and you make fun of her cuz she "likes eating nuts"

⁃ the most secret swifty ever. like she refuses to let it be known but she fully sobbed when she listened to folklore for the first time

⁃ obsessed w those baby sensory videos. like she will literally be entertained for hours

⁃ LOVES the lego movies, esp lego batman

⁃ the MOST honest shit talker ever like you'll be like "yeah she's just a really bad person" and she'd be like "she's also like disgustingly hideous...

⁃ her search history isn’t even weird or gross its just…random. like she’s definitely googled “how do cotton candy machines work” before

⁃ family guy enjoyer.....

⁃ her cf story is like insanely long n its filled w random memes she reposts and insane ramblings

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#ellie williams x reader #loser!ellie #ellie x reader #ellie x y/n #ellie tlou #ellie the last of us #ellie williams x you #ellie williams tlou #tlou part 2 #tlou fic #tlou headcanons

[zoe-is-amazingg]

Ghostface Ethan headcannons

Ghostface!Ethan X Fem!Ghostface!Reader

NSFW and SFW

Warnings - Fluff and smut, pervy Ethan. Dom!Ethan X Sub!Reader,

SFW

+ When you arrived at Blackmore with the 'Core four', you met Ethan trying to help Chad settle in

+ Let's just say he took a 'quick' liking to you

+ You had always thought he was a cool person and you thought you both had connection with each other

+ You definitely flirted with him a lot

+ He would always be like flustered by what you're saying to him, and you would just laugh and leave him there

+ He would find it frustrating but cute at the same time

+ Then one day, your teeny tiny crush on him slipped out while talking to Tara

"Really, Y/N? The Nerd?""I dunno what it is."

+ And this is when she told Chad, and oh boy he was so happy because Ethan told him the same thing about you

+ Him and Tara worked on this plan for a whole week just for you two to get together

+ You were basically in love with him by the time they started the plan

+ You and Ethan were in the library, and he was explaining Econ to you because you had 'no' idea what you were doing in this class, and you just 'desperately' needed his help iykyk

+ You liked seeing him ramble on about Econ and all this other shit that he was interested in

+ Anyway, Ethan started to notice you were just watching him talk and pointed you out for it

"Do you even need my help?" He teased you, making your cheeks go a dark red.

"Yes, I really do, I just hate Econ."

+ Ethan wasn't buying it

"Let's leave, I don't think your paying much attention to me anyways."

Oh boy you were, just not in the way he wants.

"I am, I promise."

+ Eventually, Ethan started rambling on again and you continued watching him

+ He would totally fiddle with his fingers after figuring out you were watching him

+ This is when Tara and Chad saw you guys sitting and just chatting about Econ

+Chad stole Ethan and Tara stole you

+They both lead you to the same place but in different ways and directions

"Tara, where are we going, I have to go back and study."

"Studying can wait girl."

+ This is when Tara threw you into a closet and locked the door

+ This is when you realized it is a weirdly huge closet

"Chad let me out! This isn't funny bro!" You hear Ethan yell. You slowly walk around to see him banging on another door.

"Ethan..." You mumble, he turns around and looks at you.

"Y/N!" He slowly walks up to you and smiles brightly.

"Did Tara put you in here?" He asks and you nod. "Of course."

+ He notices that you both go set up almost straight away and that surprised you, he usually doesn't notice things straight away

+ The dimly lit closet and his face together to you was bliss

+ You could look at him and get away with it!

+ Not until he decides to break the silence

"Can I tell you something Y/N." He says and you nod. "You've been my friend for like ever, and I couldn't help for me to sometimes...well, fuck... most of the time, want it to be more."

+ You kissed him right then and there

+ Let's just you both had built up feelings

+ You both kissed until Tara and Chad opened up the door and you and Ethan kind of runed out

+ But you didn't rush the time that you had

+ You both down at the table and Tara and Chad kind of didn't matter to you both anymore

+ You both finished up studying and ended up chilling at your apartment

+ You both watched a movie but ended up just talking and or making out

+ You would go to his dorm or vice versa and would watch movies together

+ Baby, Sweetie, Princess and Doll. Those are the type of names he would call you

+ Then the Ghostface killings started

+ You 'knew' he wasn't Ghostface

+ Even though he leave and then dead people will pop on the news the night he left

+ And sometimes the people that have died would be guys that you have talked to the day before

+ But Ethan is sweet and kind and could never hurt a fly

+ You guys would cuddle all the time

+ And he would try to make you feel as safe and comfortable as possible

+ He always made you feel safe and comfortable anyways so the way he was trying to do more was just perfect to you

+ Whenever you guys would fight, he'd leave and then come back with some roses or chocolates

+ One fight he left and didn't come back, and you were starting to get worried

+ Until your phone started to ring

+ You picked it up and you heard a voice you never wanted to hear

"Hey Y/N, I saw your little fight with Ethan." Ghostface says.

"Leave me alone." You half yell, not wanting anyone to hear.

"Come on doll." Ghostface whispers.

"Why the fuck did you just call me that?"

+ Then someone knocks on your door

+ You open it and to your surprise, Ethan, in a Ghostface costume, with blood, lots of it

+ Let's just say the shock you got, you couldn't even process it

"Look, I would never hurt you Y/N, I just need you to understand that this is who I am."

"Yes, But no, what the fuck?" You mumble, he takes more steps to get closer to you and you take more steps back until you're in a corner.

"Come on, Y/N I love you."

+ It took you a while, but you got used to it

NFSW

+ Before you guys started dating, he would steal your underwear and you would have no clue

+ You would look for them and then they would pop up again the next day

+ Whenever you would call him, he would jerk off to your voice, you never noticed this until one time, there was such a clear moan coming from his end of the line

"Y/N." He moans.

"Ethan?" You cough awkwardly

+ He immediately stopped and claimed he was doing nothing and you would just brush it off

+ When you both started dating, he would do things that would turn you on and him at the same time like rubbing your bodies together to form friction

+ He would always make little remarks at your outfits

"Baby, that outfit look's so good on you, I can't wait to eat you out in it later." He winks.

"Come 'ere doll, I want to fuck you, you look so good."

+ But they somehow would always turn you on so much that you didn't even want to go out

+ The group had a joke about the most innocent couple and that was you guys

+ Little did they know that you both were fucking anywhere you could

+ You even fucked on Sam's bed!

+ Until one day you got caught fucking

+ Everyone knew you both were dating but not fucking every chance you had between yourselves

+ Anyway, I see him as a choking, dob but sub if he wants to, knife play type of guy

+ Like, once you knew he was Ghostface, he fucked you in the costume

+ I could also see him carving his itinals under your tits

+ God, any noise you make turns him on so much

+ Even if it is just a tiny whimper or muffled moan

+ But he goes crazy when you moan into his skin, he loves feeling the vibrations and everything

+ He'd fuck you anywhere like I said

+ If he met your parents, he'd totally be a dick and like turn you on by like rubbing his fingers on your inner thigh or just completely fingering you

+ He honestly would love the way you would cough to stop any noise from coming out of your mouth

"Ethan!" You yell whisper, "The fuck are you doing?"

"Y/N, no whispering at the dinner table." Your dad says. "Anything you want to say to Ethan you can say to us."

+ The self-control this man had to have for him not to tell everyone that he was finger fucking you

+ But he knew that you would probably dump him

+ And you never met his parents (Jee, i wonder why?)

+ He would fuck the shit out of you if you pissed him off

"Come on, use that dirty mouth on me now if you have no trouble saying shit like that to me when were in a fight"

+ And he would always make do want he wants (But he'd still make you get there in the end

A.N - Just smt while I finish Y.J.N.M.T Part 4. That might be the final part because I'm done with that seires ngl. Pleae request smt. If you requested the JJ thing. I'm working on that, it is almost done. I'm also adding a new fiction to my list and that is The Summer I Turned Pretty. Jeremiah Fisher, Steven Coklin and Conrad Fisher

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[felixdragonheartofficial]

TFA TEAM PRIME HUMAN REDESIGNS FINALLY

FUCK

+headcannons

Optimus: gotta stay focused

looks too old compared to his bot form.

I find it impossible for Optimus to be more than a million years old in this canon. In the least, he's older than 1000 years and since we have mfs that are canonically over 70 million years old(fagatron iykyk) compared to that, he feels like a dude in his early-to-mid-30's being the group parent.

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-I made him more youthful, gave him curly hair, and tailored his clothing to actually look like his bot form.

-workaholic

-on the cusp of barley being able to hold his liquor

-doesn't own a pair of pajamas until Sari gets some for him

-usually forgets to put them on, but appreciates the gesture

-stays active for like, 3 days until he can't fight off sleep with work brain anymore, and unceremoniously passes out on the couch to sleep for a full 24 hours

-ratchet sighs and puts a blanket over him as per routine

-frequently checks security feed

-elf on the shelf despiser

-early morning talks with jazz and ratchet over coffee (they all wake up at 6 am)

-half thrives on caffeine and a vigorous training protocol

-is a dog person, loves German shepherds to death

David sama, pls forgive me ily very much

Ratchet: to old for this nonsense

doesn't match his body type in the slightest.

Ratchet is really old, he's got a sallow face and a gramp gut, how dare they square him. He's wayyy too angular and peachy looking.

-I gave him his luscious curves back, adding all the equipment id expect a field medic to have because he is a field medic, not a regular doctor. I changed his facial proportions, and also made his face gaunt, for that dead inside PTSD look.

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-drinks his coffee black with brown sugar, literally drinks it piping hot

-is one of those old people who complains about noise

-confiscates bumblebee and Sari's toy cars, and puts them in a high up cabinet

-neither of them know how to bypass the child safety lock lmao

-casual clothes includes a lot- a l o t of plaid shirts, and 10 pairs of the same blue jeans

-tunes out bulkhead and prowls convos about birdwatching

-big fan of political satire dramas

-Sentinel doesn't approve

-Ratchet doesn't give a rats ass about what he thinks of course

Bumblebee: professional smart-ass

doesn't match his body type/age.

Bumblebees holoform is presented as a 10-12 year old child specifically for the fact that he's short, and the comedic relief. Total ass

I set his human age as 19-20 years old, making him more of a big brother to sari because that og model is disappointingly lackluster

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-Bumblebee is a scrappy wisecracking punk, like an adhd kid who just got roller skates for Christmas.

-since he doesn't have wheels, I feel like he'd wear skates instead to emulate the feeling

-terrible at watching where he's going cuz he's too busy trying to show off, so ratchet makes him wear all that padding + training wheels

-legit despises the padding and training wheels

-Jealous of Blurr for mastering roller blades lmao.

-his favorite games are choose your fighter and fps

-saw ONE ancient ass assassins creed playthrough and begged ratchet to install hidden tasers in his arm bands (was denied)

-Sari used her key to do it instead

-self appointed "rizzler"

-Optimus has zero idea of what that means and thinks it's code for something dubious

-Ratchet knows what it means and thinks it's silly

-"I' was something of a rizzler myself back in my day, kid"

-bumblebee cringes

-loves summer and swimming

-wants to be the fastest thing in the sea because y'know, it's bumblebee

-is spooked from the beach for awhile cuz he saw sharks in Prowls nature documentary

-there are infact, no sharks in lake Erie

Bulkhead: big guy, bigger heart

doesn't match his body type/aspirations.

Jesus fuck he's so wide?? And his belly migrated to his shoulders?? I'm gonna be honest, I really hate this design. I feel like it contributed to the "brute strength = stupid" take that most in the fandom associates with him.

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-Bulkhead is a SWEET. CARING. NERD YOU FOOLS. He's like the male version of a tall goth gf-

-a tall-nerdy-farm hand-physics bf, You got me fucked up.

-Its already shown that bulkhead really likes art in Addition to creating it. He hates being only seen as the "muscle" so it wouldn't make sense for him to lean into that.

-bunny slippers that him and sari made together(she provided the buttons)

-the slippers go missing sometimes (basically considered community property unless he's wearing them)

(ratchet and prowl are the main offenders)

-frequent art museum goer

-really likes watching cooking shows, but is too shy to make food himself

-Owns a ton of star maps

-Really wants a treehouse that he, bumblebee and sari can hang out in

-pillowfort enjoyer

-casually reads quantum physics at the beach

Prowl: draft dodger

Doesn't look like him at all.

Prowls holoform being a mustachioed,white, police officer was an actual jumpscare for 7 y/o me, I kid you not

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- I know this bitch would not wear a helmet (you can't force him to) que windswept hair

-Not as much as starscreams, for obvious reasons but yk

-prowl is like one of those "shoes are a prison for your feet"

-emo hipster

-has a pet cactus named "planty"

-bumblebee heckles him for it

-can and has brought his cactus with him on early evening motorcycle rides

-the helmet is reserved for his cactus, bring your own >:(

-salad consumer

-him and jazz share custody of the cactus

-repeat victim of the cat distribution system

-ratchet has probably spent hours telling him they can't keep any animals at base

-frequent midnight picnics with jazz

-and beachcombing

-and roaming around antique stores cuz jazz wants to know what vinyl records are

-got a mug with an attempted pink chibi cat with big round shiny eyes painted onto it, courtesy of bulkhead trying to find an artsyle

-cherishes this mug to death

-has a shrine dedicated to it

#tfa #decepticons #autobots #tfa headcanons #tfa optimus prime #tfa bulkhead #tfa bumblebee #tfa ratchet #tfa prowl #AUUUUUUGH #im gonna have a pole #optimus prime #bumblebee #bulkhead #prowl #ratchet #tfa sari #sari sumdac #sari mention

[lunas-side-anime-blog]

AOT Icks (Eren, Armin and Mikasa)

one thing about me: i am a hater

Eren

def has mommy issues and no woman could ever compare to her like good luck to any of his girlfriends lmao

^^ that being said, as a roommate he’s a nightmare like you can tell his mom cleaned up after him all the time because it doesn’t even occur to him to do so now

toxic gym bro who says shit like “we all have the same 24 hours”

def has the the 3 in 1 bottle in his shower, I just know it

prob calls women “females” 

the cringiest instagram captions like I know he will post sum: “I think my closet bi-polar, it keeps throwing fits💯”  like dude, get a grip

attempts thirst traps, he has a ripped body so it kinda works but the content is so transparent you can’t help but roll your eyes

go out to a bar with him or something and he’s the type to try to make everything a fight

like if someone bumps into you, he's quickly in their face like "what's good bro😡” and you know its not actually about you so much as eren tryna beat someone up

i think he’ll use spit as lube thinking he’s so bad boy and lewd when it’s actually just so bad for your PH like ewwww (if u have a vag ofc)

i feel like his hair would get so greasy, mikasa and armin have had to force him down with shampoo in hand before 

so gross but you came here for icks and I don’t believe Eren believes in holding back his farts for anyone

it can be the most intense and serious event like a funeral and he’ll rip a loud one and be like “what? it’s not good to hold it in??”

Armin

nail biter who will chew on them till the bone and you hear that loud ass “crONCh"

says he hates drama but that’s just something he says to not seem petty bc at the first sight of a fight best believe he’s sitting there, watching it all go down, wine glass in hand like "🍷🤨👂" 

lil shit will even add lil comments to keep the beef alive, like i can see him loudly asking “okay but jean didn't you say her outfit made her look fat though?”

if you're in a debate with him, he’s the type to say something like “you're so uneducated about the subject, I’m actually pretty well versed in it” and your like "okay so what's all ur research then?" and he'll just quickly change the subject bc he didn’t actually have sources to cite lmao

is one of those bfs who would make fun of you for liking trashy tv but guess who eats that shit up everytime? armin.

he does that dad thing where he walks around in the living room and acts uninterested with what’s happening on the screen but he’s actually so invested and would be fuming if you dared watched an episode without him 

i think he’d also be the type to try to be friends with his ex even if they obviously still have feelings for him, but if you dared even talk to yours he’d get all huffy and puffy like “go be with him then🙄” 

got obsessed with skincare after watching your routine but u kinda created a monster bc now he’s critiquing your products and techniques? “Babe you should really consider a gel moisturizer, it’s better for your pores'' and you're like, “boy you used neutrogena when I met you???” 

is that bf who will shower at your place and use up all your expensive washes and scrubs 

not the best gift giver tbh, I think he’s a firm believer that all gifts should be practical so even if it’s a romantic anniversary date and he slides over a lil present, it’s probably just gonna be socks or something, srry

Mikasa

applies her chapstick like a man (iykyk)

“he know where home is” bitch, I hate to say it

i think she’s a girl’s girl until her man cheats on her, then she’d be the type to fight the girl and not really address her man…which is just… 😣

as a friend I think she’s sadly the type to unintentionally embarrass you bc she doesn’t get some social cues.

like you can miss a hang and ppl ask where you are and she’d just say matter of factly “oh they’re fine, they just have diarrhea rn!” and she won’t understand why you’d be mad?

outfit repeater to the max, she has like three tops that she likes and all pics of her are with her wearing one of those three tops

a lil delulu and prob genuinely believes all the tiktok pick a card vids on her feed

likes her coffee black and somehow thinks she’s better than everyone for that???

as a gf she checks your snap score and location regularly and has no shame in it 🙂

fights in her sleep like you will just be sleeping next to her all soundly and next thing you know you get punched in the face? she refuses to apologize in the morning bc she “has a right to defend myself in a nightmare” or whatever

when shes mad at someone she’ll post like ultra specific lyrics or captions and it’s so obviously targeted at one person everyone else is like "girl go to bed, don’t even post the quote…"

#aot headcannons #eren x reader #eren headcanons #armin headcanons #armin x reader #mikasa headcanons #mikasa x reader #modern aot #modern attack on titan #modern mikasa #modern eren #modern armin

[wriothesleybear]

Do you think Wiro would want a thicker/chubby partner..?

I feel like he would kill for some nice warm soft cuddles with reader

(Also more cushion for heat times iykyk 😏)

omg yes ! like i see him as not really caring about looks and loving all types of bodies but he doesnt mind a little more meat. i mean he's thick himself, why wouldn't he love the thicker/chubby beauties🥰

ugh he would not be able to keep his hands off of you. ofc he's respectful in public, but behind closed doors, hoo boy, is he immediately on you. Gliding his hands everywhere on your body. Your love handles, hips, arms, thighs, legs, tummy. and if you're willing to let him go further, he'll move to your breasts and ass. Wanting to admire all of you that he finds beautiful and he wants you to understand that. he also shows his appreciation with kisses and bites🤭

his hands might be a little cold as he touches you but its so refreshing and nice especially in the warmer seasons. he enjoys the heat radiating off of your body to warm his hands.

he especially loves chubbier thighs cuz theyre so comfy to rest his head on. just comb your fingers through his hair as he lays his head on your lap and he will melt (may also knock out cuz it feels so relaxing and our hardworking wolf needs the rest🥺)

on the topic of cuddles, he is literally like a koala. he holds you tight and does not let go lol. why would he want to let go of his darling when he's so comfortable and warm and cozy😌 only you can tempt him to stay in bed longer instead of getting up for the day for work. he doesnt really have a preferred cuddling position. as long as hes holding you close is all that matters the most to him. you two usually either do the classic spoon or the honeymoon hug. sometimes he'll let you hold him as he rests his head on your chest and you play with his hair and rub his back. it really helps after those long, stressful days🥹 he nuzzles into your neck and leaves kisses at times.

a little nsfw below~

he'd also enjoy lovingly squeezing your thighs especially during a make out session or even during the deed😈 his hands would always be touching your thighs in some way during your love sessions. be it by holding the back of your thighs as he has you in a mating press or when his head is between your legs while he's having his daily 'meal' and hes trying to keep your legs apart or he's gripping your thighs while they squish his head.

one of the places he leaves the most marks ;) when you sit on his lap, he usually has a hand on your thigh, mindlessly rubbing and squeezing it while he reads his paperwork. it may or may not lead to other things *wink wink*

#wriothesley #wriothesley headcanons #wriothesley x reader #wriothesley smut #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact headcanons #genshin impact smut

[swtnrcmnt]

୨୧ — s.r headcanons

some of these might be canon, lol sry 🤗

- absolutely hates insects. like if either one of u saw a spider there would be a 30 minute discourse of who has to kill it

- listens to what the other team members listen to just to see what kind of music they like

- takes mental notes of things the team members say they have interest in or want so he knows what to get them for their birthdays

- if he ever got social media (most likely by the convincing of none other than penelope garcia) it would take him actual centuries to figure out how to use it

- spends most of his birthdays alone reading poetry books in his bedroom while occasionally watching old tv shows

- also never uses his tv. like ever. except for the few occasions when he’s read everything in his apartment already and has nothing else to do

- or when it’s halloween and he wants to watch his favorite horror movies

- has a few pen pals from other countries that he hopes to meet one day if they continue writing to each other

- although we know he’s not bad at drawing, i feel like he likes to doodle to pass time. just little characters he made up for himself

- even though he’s most likely a homebody, i feel like he would enjoy little walks in the park or through trails in the woods during the fall and spring

- oh but the second he has to walk through plain woods and bumps into a spider web.. he’s out.

- is always dressed up for some reason other than when he’s alseep.

- like he could be staying home for the day, but will still dress like he’s about to go to work instead of spending the day in pajamas

- can’t handle spices. like he would be one of those people who find chicharon (iykyk) spicy

- was a virgin until at least season 5 SORRY 😭

- maybe season 2 if he was lucky but i don’t get the vibes

- the type to fall in love fast.. and i mean fast.

- would really enjoy the sims if he wasn’t such a technophobe

- used his iq against people. like he would go “actually..” anytime somebody says something scientifically incorrect that only people like him would know even if it was just a hypothetical thing they said

ok that’s all for now ty bye 💞💞

#swtnrcmnt ۵ #spencer reid #criminal minds #spencer reid headcanons #spencer reid x reader #spencer reid x singer!reader #spencer reid x fem!reader #spencer reid x bau!reader #criminal minds x reader #criminal minds headcanons

[chiffiorra]

╰┈➤ You're Relaxed, You're Sublime, You're Amazing

➜ Synopsis: You've had many try and claim to be your "number one fan" ever since you've started gaining a following, but this one was different from the rest. And he'd never let you forget it.

➜ Pairings: Ryusei Shidou x fem!singer!reader

➜ This Fic Contains the Following: Dubcon, mentioned stalking, forced entry, reader is a well-known singer in the community, reader being a cabaret or pop singer implied, restraining, bruising, floor sex, unprotected sex, creampie, reader is smaller than Shidou, potential word vomit, author simps for Shidou way too much and is still new to writing smut oops

➜ WC: 4,000

➜ Note: for part of the dark content collab by @/ilyluffy! i just had to join in and write for my insect boyfriend <333! while there are allusions to reader being a cabaret or pop singer, feel free to use your imagination if neither are your thing <3! i also took a little inspiration from my kinktober day #6, iykyk. it's also my first time writing for my boi, apologies for him seeming off ;w; title from slipknot's "virus of life"

➜ Songs as Inspiration: Virus of Life - Slipknot, Killpop - Slipknot

➜ Also Posted on Ao3: here

Now usually he didn't care for any type of person, much less any type that threw themselves at him. Most of the time he would roll his eyes and be on his way or even entertain them a little and never follow through with his promises on some occasions. The only one that fully got his attention was Sae and nobody else.

This time would be different however. And it all started when he saw one lovely little entertainer on the stage.

You.

For months, Ryusei Shidou would go to the bar every Saturday night to watch you sing for the bar patrons. Ever since he first watched your performance weeks after your debut, he felt something inside him stir.

How you sang your heart out on the stage, how you moved the crowd with your voice without much effort, how you looked… Shidou was entranced by it all. Just who were you? How long did you perform for this shithole of a bar with sometimes below average drinks and food? In his eyes, you were a mere jewel in mystery. One that needs to be picked away to a better place than this, that’s for sure.

What was that Ego said about someone being a “diamond in the rough” again?

As you continued to serenade the crowd, he leaned forward to get a better look at you and focus on your singing better. In this moment, he could imagine himself being alone with you in this lonely bar. At this very moment, no one else in this dingy bar existed except you and him. To him, it was you singing and swaying your hips for him. Not for the crowd, but for him. For his eyes only.

It was a good thing that he went to said bar alone tonight, otherwise Sae would wonder what was going on in his head. Then again, he doubted that the other man would even bother to ask.

Try as he might, Shidou did attempt to tune the rest of the crowd out; but unfortunately he could hear them all: the wolf whistles, the whispers about you, and the not so quiet comments among sober and drunk men on what they would do to you. It irritated him so badly, he wanted to drag those men away from the bar and beat them senseless. His fists clenched tightly just thinking about it.

Sure he couldn’t blame those men, you looked even more divine than usual. With your light makeup and high slit dress, you truly were a sight for sore eyes tonight. A real beauty so to speak. A beauty that should not be shared let alone seen by the ordinary folk who don’t deserve it. Hell, Shidou felt like he didn’t deserve you on some occasions.

As Shidou watched you croon the final notes of your song into the mic, he decided what he needed to do. Something that he should’ve done so long ago after watching you perform at the very same but very shady establishment.

It was time to pay a visit to his favorite songbird.

Yes, this was perfect for him. Even if you wouldn’t love it, you would eventually. You would see…

—

The next day came and you were alone in your house, sipping some coffee while watching TV in your living room. All was quiet and well as you reflected back to your performance. The crowd enjoyed you as per usual, and you even seemed to pick up one or two new fans. You even gave someone an autograph, which surprised you. It wasn’t the first time that people wanted your autograph or on rare occasions a picture with you, but it still felt unreal to you. You didn’t think you were super famous or anything along the likes of that, if anything you thought of yourself more as a small singer within your community who had a dream of hopefully making it big into stardom.

It seemed like wishful thinking, but you could always dream either way.

As you were daydreaming while sipping your coffee, you almost jumped from your spot on the couch hearing a knock on the door. Tilting your head to the side in confusion, you began to wonder, ‘Did I expect someone today?’

Nevertheless, you got up and opened the door and were greeted by a smiling man. Immediately his appearance surprised you— tall, well built, pink and blonde hair, and the most striking feature of all: his eyes, being a pink color and appearing almost catlike. As you continued to take in his full appearance, his smile stretched into more of a grin. You won’t deny that the sight of it made you a little anxious. Still, you didn’t want to judge from appearances alone so you tried to be friendly.

“Hello sir, can I help you?” You asked, beginning the conversation. You opened the door a bit more to reveal more of your figure.

Shidou had to refrain from licking his lips at the sight of you. Sporting a slight bedhead, a robe, and a sleepy expression now waking up at the sight of him? He still thought you were the most beautiful woman ever. And he was definitely curious to know what was under that layer of clothing. But he had other matters to focus on first, that part could come by later.

“None of those formalities now babe, I’m just here to greet ya and tell you that ‘m your biggest fan! And I wanna know if I can get your autograph, what do ya say?” That grin was still there on his face. And that’s when you noticed it, he had a piece of paper in his hand.

A confused expression painted on your face as he continued on, noticing it, “Doesn’t ring a bell, huh? I saw you last night if that helps. I always swing by on Saturdays to catch you singin’ live, and I’m surprised you’re not putting out any albums yet.”

“Oh! Forgive me, it’s still early in the morning and I’m not one hundred percent awake yet! I’d be happy to give you an autograph!” You exclaimed, your expression changing into a smile. “Could I ask for your name?”

Shidou almost melted at the sight of your smile, he almost wanted to take another picture of it like he had the previous times. Before he could let his mind wander any further, he waved you off before digging in his pocket, “Got a pen here. Just be sure to add ‘To my biggest fan’ somewhere, why don’t ya?” He asked, which made you laugh in response. Your laugh just made his heart beat and that stirring feeling inside him arose even more.

After signing for him and wishing him well on his way with a teasing “See you around, biggest fan!” and a laugh, you shut the door on him, back to whatever what you were doing previously. Shidou frowned after you shut the door, unhappy with what you just said.

Looking down at the autograph, he was greeted with the previously blank sheet now written with your handwriting. On it, in bright red ink were the words: “To my biggest fan Shidou, thank you for all of your support. With love,” and there was your name at the end with a star drawn next to it.

It wasn’t the autograph that now irked him, far from it actually, it was your laugh and teasing tone when he told you he was your biggest fan. Maybe it was because you had others in the past claim that they held the title? He wouldn’t have doubted otherwise if that were the case. As he turned away from your home, the frown on him grew deeper. No, he refused to have anyone else claim to be your “biggest fan”. Not now, not ever.

Two people walking by noticed the angry man storming off in their direction and immediately moved out of his way but Shidou couldn’t give any less of a damn. There were many thoughts going on in his head but out of all of them, only two stood out the most.

One: Stop himself from crumbling the autograph. Otherwise, all that time planning to meet you would’ve made everything a waste if he chose to destroy something so precious from you. It took so long pinpointing your address after all… even more so when he chose to hire a private investigator for help.

Two: You may have been laughing and joking around with him, but he was really serious when he said that he was your biggest fan. And he was going to prove it to you one day, all he needed to do for now was bide his time. It was a good thing that he could stop by on Saturday too, which left him to eagerly wait until your performance ended later.

With that, his frown changed into a wide sickening grin as he let his mind finally wander. He couldn’t wait to see you after the show, he had something for you.

—

“Good night, everybody! Thank you!” You cheered into the mic, waving goodbye to the crowd. As you walked off the stage, you smiled. A lovely showstopper, which was rare mind you, and with a supporting audience? You felt like you were on fire tonight. You’d get a simple applause from half the crowd whenever you sang for them, but tonight was different. Everyone was really tuned into your act. This had rarely ever happened to you but who were you to complain? As long as you got to sing for people and at least gain a little support, you were happy. This time, you felt like you were slowly but surely coming closer to your dream of becoming a famous singer.

Sure the dilapidated bar with stale drinks and food was not really ideal for you compared to other nicer places you sang at, but in a way it was like another home for you. It was the first place you ever sang at.

Before you could reminisce some more, you headed outside to your car. When you opened the car door, you felt an… odd feeling. Like you were being watched. Looking around cautiously, you saw no one. The street lights illuminating the otherwise shady parking lot and streets caught nobody hanging around, it was only you and your car alone out in the dark.

Never mind that, you shook off your paranoia as you quickly got in and headed home. But you still felt a little afraid that there was someone or something out there and you couldn’t see them.

That feeling only got worse as you got home.

The feeling of dread seemed to grow as you quickly stepped into your house. But what you never anticipated was someone being fast enough to follow you home.

As you tried to quickly shut the door, you were horrified to be greeted by a large hand stopping you at the last second. You gasped out in shock and tried to use all your might to close it, but this person was much stronger compared to you.

After they forced the door open with great strength which caused you to stumble back, you were greeted with the same man you met last week, same grin on his face too but much more sinister compared to your first meeting.

“Sh-Shidou?!” You exclaimed as he shut the door and locked it. “Why are you here? What do you want?” You cried out as you quickly backed away from him.

Shidou only quietly approached you no matter how much you tried to put as much distance between you two. This made you turn and try to run away to the back door, but it was no use. He chased after you in no time and grabbed you by your forearm. Dragging you back to him, he wrapped both of his arms around you, preventing you from moving away from him.

“I can show you where the money is! Name a price and I’ll cough it up, just please don’t hurt me!” You pleaded, squirming around to try and free yourself.

You then froze up and felt your blood run cold as he leaned down and brushed his lips against the shell of your ear. “I don’t want any of your money, baby,” he whispered. “I want you.”

“What do you mean… what are you talking about?” You whimpered out, already frightened from the situation. How could someone think that this was okay?

“You know what I mean,” he responded. “Y’see, I hate how many dudes at that damned bar look at you. The shit they say about you irks me and you either don’t notice or care about them wanting you all to themselves for the night or to rip off those pretty little outfits you wear on stage… makes me wanna beat them up until they’re blue in the face,” he added, before licking your earlobe.

You couldn’t even move a muscle as you tried to comprehend what he was saying, but he didn’t seem to mind that. Nor did he seem to mind the shocked expression on your face as he continued, “What really bugs me the most was that you didn’t take me seriously when I said that I was your biggest fan. It seems like y’ had people in the past tell you that, no? Don’t worry, I can prove to you that I’m serious.” With that, you felt his hands work his way under your shirt.

You finally snapped out of your stupor as you tried to push him off of you, but alas it was to no avail. He grabbed your wrists and held onto them with such a tight grip that it made you wince out in pain, it seriously hurt.

As you looked up at him to plead, you were shocked to see him staring down at you with an angry glare. “You better stay still,” he threatened.

But you refused to give in, still resisting him and wanting to get away so you can call for help. All your efforts were in vain as he kept his grip, even more so when he knocked you both to the floor. At this point, you could already feel the bruises forming on you, mainly on your wrists.

“Stop it,” He growled out, pinning you down after you tried to kick him away. “As much as I love babes putting up a fight, it’s already getting old. Knock it off.” His tone made you freeze up again and even cry. You didn’t want to give him what he wanted, but what else can you do at this moment? He was much stronger than you and was already bruising you up. His strength terrified you and so did he.

Chuckling darkly at you finally starting to give in to him, he began grinding into you. You could feel his length starting to harden under his jeans, which made you whimper again. He leaned in closer to start kissing and licking up and down your neck. “See? Wasn’t so hard now, was it? Hm?”

You couldn’t respond as a lone tear slid down from your eye, trying to keep your breathing stable. You could now feel your body starting to betray you as you began to feel your clit throb from his grinding. You kept your lips pursed shut, trying not to make a sound.

“Hey now… don’t look so terrified, songbird. I’m not gonna hurt ya now that you won’t fight me anymore,” he said. Pulling away from your neck, he stared down at you with a soft smile, as soft as it could be anyway. He wiped away more tears sliding down as he cooed at you, his eyes seeming to show a glint in them. Did he enjoy the sight of you crying and trying to keep yourself calm?

You only closed your eyes, not choosing to say another word as he lifted your shirt up to reveal your bra before unclasping said undergarment. After he held you up to remove both items, he immediately latched his mouth onto your right nipple. Sucking and tugging on it, he barely heard your whisper, “Shidou, please…”

“Ryusei.” He added, removing his mouth.

At your questioning gaze, he grinned, “Call me Ryusei, babe. ‘S my real name and would sound better coming from your pretty lips.”

“Okay… Ryusei,” you said. This made his eyes light up with glee before he latched onto your breasts again, switching from right to left as he began to remove your shorts and panties. Now completely naked under him, he ran his fingers up and down your slit, chuckling at the wetness that formed.

“And to think that you didn’t want me, this pussy says otherwise and she’s begging for more attention,” he muttered, covering his fingers in your slick as he moved away from you so he could see everything.

Before you could protest, he slowly inched his middle finger into your opening, slowly stretching you out. You let out a gasp as he began moving it back and forth before he let another one in. The stretch was unexpected, but you tried to adjust.

“Don’t clench now. If you can’t take my fingers, how are you gonna feel when you try to take my cock, hm?” He hummed, watching your expressions before looking down at your pussy taking his fingers in. He smirked, watching you relax and unclench so his fingers could go deeper into you.

As your breath hitched and you flinched a bit, he laughed knowing he found your sweet spot before pumping his fingers faster and faster, abusing your g-spot. He was, however, displeased that you were covering your mouth with one of your hands to prevent yourself from making a sound.

Ryusei tsked, using his free hand to move yours away, holding it down next to your head. “Nah nah, we can’t have that happening. I thought it was already clear that you weren’t gonna fight me anymore,” he teased, enjoying your distressed expression. “Don’t worry your pretty head now, I won’t deny you the chance to cum after that, I can’t do that to my favorite star.” With that, he pumped away even faster, causing you to let out a loud moan.

This pleasurable feeling was very different compared to the previous times you were intimate with someone. You wanted to kick yourself for even thinking this was pleasurable, but you couldn’t think right now as you came, letting out a loud gasp at how unexpectedly quick it happened. And without warning too.

Ryusei smiled down at you, watching you catch your breath after gushing all over his fingers. “Look at that, you sure came a lot, huh?”

You didn’t say a word, choosing to turn your head away from his leering gaze.

This didn’t sit with him as he used the hand that held your wrist down to grab your chin and make you face him. “Don’t get all shy on me now. The best part is coming now.” That made you feel flustered.

Yet, you began to feel… excited? At this point, you just gave up. There was no way to leave him now, not until he was done.

You felt yourself become wetter as you watched him strip away his clothing, purposefully taking his time as if he wanted to tease you. You whimpered again, not liking the way he was messing with you.

He cackled at the sound of it, “Ah, so you don’t like that huh? I see. It would be rude to keep my little star waiting for too long, right?” He removed his pants and briefs to finally reveal his cock.

Your eyes widened a bit at the sight of it, not ready for what was to come. You tried to back away, feeling nervous. “I- I can’t-” you began to stammer out.

Seeing you like that from his cock of all things made his sinister grin come back and his ego soar. He grabbed you by your thigh and pulled you back to him. “Stop bein’ scared, babydoll. It’ll fit. We can make it work, right?” His grip on your thigh tightened after he said that, almost as if it were a warning. You nodded frantically before laying back down.

You gasped as the tip began to rub against your clit, before Ryusei began to coat your slick all over his length.

As you took a deep breath, you let out a long exhale as he pushed into you. As he began to fill you up, you couldn’t believe that he was already stretching you to your limit. Even Ryusei let out a groan, unable to believe that you were so tight.

When he finally bottomed out in you after what felt like a while, you let out a quiet moan as you tried to relax again. This was much different from taking his fingers, so much longer than them. And girthier.

“Shit… so tight even after me fingering you, this’ll be a lot of fun,” he laid down on top of you, careful not to use all of his weight as he began to whisper in your ear. “Hold onto me, baby. I won’t go easy on you soon enough. Already feels so good,” and before you could react, he began thrusting into you.

His pace was not fast but it was hard; leaving you a breathless, moaning mess under him. You didn’t think you would cling onto him as he fucked you, but he did. The room almost felt hot as you held him close to you, your breasts jiggling slightly against his chest.

You let out a loud moan as he once again found your sweet spot, Ryusei could’ve sworn you grew wetter from that, and so, he began pistoning his hips. Repeatedly nudging against your spot along with him leaving love bites on your neck, it was hard to keep quiet. Sooner or later, the neighbors would hear the commotion and know what was going on from your moaning alone.

“Ryusei… I’m so close,” you whispered out, making him smirk. It was funny that you were letting out the loudest moans but you decided to whisper that you were reaching his peak.

Nevertheless, Ryusei let out a groan in pleasure before kissing your cheek, “Me too baby… I’m gonna cum too.” He then continued to mark you up, not satisfied with what he left on you so far.

Finally you feel it, you reach your climax around him, letting out such a pornographic moan that would make the passerby blush if they heard you. Scratching up his back, you began to whimper from the overstimulation starting to reach you as Ryusei continued.

After a few more thrusts, you let out a gasp as Ryusei bit down on the junction between your neck and shoulder, finally cumming and filling you up to the brim. He gave a few more thrusts before finally pulling out slowly, making you wince.

Now that you felt his cum leak out of you, you let out a long sigh and closed your eyes, glad that it was all over… that was until you felt yourself turning over on your stomach. Opening your eyes, you attempted to get up before feeling a large hand press down on your back. Now on your hands and knees, you looked back to Ryusei; only to be greeted by the same sinister grin that now scared you.

“C’mon now, did you think we were done so soon? ’m only just warming up,” he teased, grabbing your hips. Just as he inched his cock inside you again, you gaped, feeling that he was deeper than ever as soon as he bottomed out.

“Now why don’t you put on a little show for me like you did at the bar earlier? After that, I might just keep you as my little nightingale from now on.”

#candy uploads 🍭 #blue lock #blue lock x reader #ryusei shidou x reader #shidou ryusei x reader #shidou x reader #after dark 🌩 #lemon pastries 🥐

[montheline]

𝑴𝒚 𝑨𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐 𝑶𝒃𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏s

My observations. My opinions. My thoughts💋

🫧 Having a lot of planets squaring the ascendant has the potential of making a person very insecure about themselves/appearance

🫧When you meet someone with the same moon sign as you or someone who’s moon conjuncts your ascendant (or vice versa), it’s easy for the both of you to get attached to each other quickly. This placement can make you feel very safe and comfortable with them, you also feel like they just get you and your feelings.

-Also, side note: if your not really a “touchy feely”or a “hug person” you’ll probably be like that with someone who you share a lot of moon aspects in synastry with, lol. (Especially Moon-ascendant, Moon-Jupiter, Moon-Venus & Moon-Pluto)

🫧Capricorn Mercury’s always sound wise and also sound, like those story tellers you would listen to in kindergarten lol…speaking of story tellers, Virgo, Pisces & Leo Mercury’s get the reward of being the best story tellers lol🏆 (my Pisces Mercury is jealous of how articulate y’all virgo mercury’s be😭)

🫧OK but hold tf on for a minute, because I just wanted to give a shout out to all my Aquarian suns out there, I love y’all because y’all loveeeee me lmaooo🥰🥰🤭😌😌( y’all be loving us Aries like crazy )

🫧 Mercury square/opposing the ascendant people say things that can make others give them this look🤨 (even if they weren’t trying to say it in a weird or bad way)

🫧Aries placements are the actual fashionistas of the zodiac, idc go argue with a wall (SO to all my Aries venuses ;)

🫧 Having a lot of aspects from Pluto in synastry (Harmonious or not) can potentially indicate possessiveness & jealously in a relationship, while having a lot of Neptune aspects in synastry (Harmonious or not) can indicate an addictive, obsessive & idealistic kind of relationship

🫧JWOW in the picture above is the perfect example of what I feel like people with a lot of Pisces/Neptune influence in their chart look like (especially the eyes)

🫧Gemini’s and Sagittarius’s just make sense, they belong together honestly.PERIOD. it’s hard for me to put into words why I think they belong together lol (of course not all), but they just make sense OK…

🫧In my experience with teachers (and have a loooooott of experiences with many different types of teachers), the ones that everyone likes or the more cooler teachers 👩🏾‍🏫 😎tend to be Aquariuses or cancer suns.

🫧Y’know when Capricorn placements don’t like yo ass, when they being real cold and distant with you lmaooo, the realest mfs fr

🫧I feel like Taurus moons don’t be getting hurt by much lol but if they do it could probably be because someone said they didn’t like their cooking, their perfume/cologne or how they dress (spoken from a fellow Taurus moon lol)

🫧Bruh..why does 8th house synastry always feel like there’s always this sexual undertone to it, like every time you talk to that person it can feel like your saying a lot of sexual innuendos when you talk to them(when you’re not even trying to speak like that😀) lol, it be feeling a lil tooo intense sometimes lol. BONUS points if you have Mercury in their 8th house or vice versa lol 😯🫢

🫧I notice men who have a lot of cancer placements tend to have a lot of girl friends and women with a lot of Aries placements tend to have a lot of guy friends

🫧Rihanna is a Aries in my eyes idc

🫧“Ain’t nobody gon love you better than I do, so get back inside cuz I knowww you wanna riiiide💋” - from Alexa Demie gives me Venus - Pluto/Scorpio Venus energyy

🫧Having a cancer moon in a composite chart is the best moon sign to have in a composite chart🥹

🫧 Aries, Capricorn & Cancer placements will always be the sexiest, TOP TIER b*tch😍😌🥰

🫧 Men with Capricorn placements 🤝 wearing hats🧢,😘😍😍🫠🫢 (they be looking toooooo gooood)

🫧 Virgo placements all have similar voices, it can range from sounding condescending (not on purpose lol) - awkward - professor like lol, iykyk

🫧Gemini & Sagittarius placements make really good drivers 🏎

🫧Personally I feel like 6th house & 10th house synastry is soo underrated. I can tell a lot of y’all have not experienced it and it shows…,the 10th house ain’t just about careers and working and blah blah blah, it can really make someone have a great amount of genuine love & respect for you. Also if your into a more mature & serious kind of relationship, this is the one for you!!! Both will also see each other in a great light naturally, might even put each other on a pedestal. Now for the 6th house, it’s just amazing because first of all you actually don’t mind seeing or being with the person a lot. It’s really the lil things with this synastry that makes it very wholesome. (Virgo placements will enjoy the hell out of this kind of synastry tbh)

🫧 Sagittarius Mars/Venus loveeeeee people that can make them laugh 24/7

🫧 Less it mooreee when it comes to Virgo placements, they never need to do a whole lot to always look like beautiful angels :)

🫧Honestly having your moon squaring someone else’s moon in synastry is 50/50, it can either be really nice and helpful for self growth and both individuals or it can make the two grow more apart because of their differences (you always have to look at all the aspects tho)

🫧 Idk about everyone else but when it comes to marriages or long term relationships I always see 6th house synastry lol, especially Venus in the 6th house…y’all better stop sleeping on 6th house synastry and wake up lol

🫧 Sometimes it’s not 8th or 12th house synastry, or having “bad aspects” in synastry that makes a relationship not work out, some of y’all just have terrible taste in people tbh, other times people are just shitty or you and the person just don’t. work. out.…it happens, it’s life lol. It’s not because of the synastry you shared with them.

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[siilvan]

OC File: Emiel "Nightfall" Scholten de Ridder

uh y'all want another oc bio? my boy? my son? petra's "little" brother? mini's husband in some universes?

as per petra's post... thank you to my mutuals with their wonderful ocs and everyone who gave support for petra, it's genuinely giving me the confidence that i've desperately lacked despite making ocs since i was 11 years old 😭

profile art to come soon, men are hard to draw 👻

very long post BTC (again)...

again, credit to cptnprice for the file!!

GENERAL

Name: Emiel "Nightfall" Scholten de Ridder II

Nicknames/Aliases: Nightfall, Night, "The Reaper", Stalker-5, STAR 1, Jonkie (by Mylène)

Rank: Sergeant

Gender: Male

Birth Date: September 17, 1993

Nationality: Dutch

Affiliations: Royal Netherlands Army, Korps Commandotroepen, Coalition (Warcom), Task Force 141, SpecGru

Birthplace: Rotterdam, Netherlands

Current Residence: The Hague, Netherlands

APPEARANCE

Hair Color: Dark Brown

Eye Color: Green

Height: 6'4" (1.93 m)

Weight: 220 lbs (100 kg)

Build: Athletic (Big. Slutty waist.)

Blood Type: O-

Marks: Arm tattoos (pictured below), scar across face (think smth similar to Adler's scar), scarring around left wrist, black prosthetic left hand

Faceclaim: Wouter Peelen

DETAILS

Sexuality: Bisexual (no preference king)

Languages: Dutch (native), English (C2), German (C1), Russian (B1), Arabic (B2)

Education: Intelligence Studies BA from the University of Amsterdam

Preferred Hairstyles: Keeps it decently short and manageable pre-MWII, lets it grow out to shoulder length after (it gets curly <3)

Preferred Mission Attire: Usually wears stylized combat fatigues (think Reaper Ghost or SC), also wears normal long-sleeved shirts, jeans, cargos, hoodies, or t-shirts depending on the weather. Wears black 99% of the time, occasionally blue or white. The most key part of his outfit: mask. Almost always is wearing at least a half mask, often wears a balaclava or full-face mask (think Io or Atom). Typically wears a hood if he's got a mask on, too. Winter Soldier-Stitch (Black Ops) vibes.

Preferred Civilian Attire: Like his sister, very casual. Jeans typically, with plain t-shirts, henleys, flannels. Wears hoodies, bomber jackets, leather jackets, anything to keep him cozy. Again, wears black 99% of the time. Occasionally brown, blue, green, or white. Likes layering, simultaneously looks put-together and disheveled.

Favorite Color: Black, Ultramarine (iykyk)

Favorite Flower: Marigold

PERSONALITY

Myers-Briggs Type: INFJ-T. Introverted, intuitive, feeling, judging, and turbulent. Night prefers to make a difference and seek fulfillment in quieter ways, like hobbies with no "goal" or work that can go uncredited. He strives to prove himself via helping others, often shouldering burdens that others shy away from for the sake of getting things done without forcing those around him to suffer discomfort. Insight, passion, altruism, and principled tendencies often conflict with defensiveness, stubbornness, perfectionism, and forgoing his beliefs and values for the sake of the "greater good."

FAMILY

Father: Colonel Hendrik "Chimera" Scholten de Ridder. Former KCT commander and military legend-turned terrorist. (deceased)

Mother: Johanna Scholten de Ridder (née van den Bos). Former MEDINT analyst for the BVD and MID. (deceased)

Sister: Lieutenant Mylène "Petra" Scholten de Ridder. KCT operative and one of the commanding officers of TF141; MEDINT and chemical warfare expert. The two keep in contact despite the covert nature of Night's assignments.

Uncle: Unnamed paternal uncle. Father's younger brother, civilian military engineer. Lost his life in a terrorist attack in the mid-1990s. (deceased)

Aunt: Special Agent Merel "Songbird" van den Bos. Mother's older sister, former agent for the BVD and MID. Specialist in foreign relations and espionage. May or may not be living in the USA and married to Frank Woods (spoiler: she is).

Grandfather: General Emiel Scholten de Ridder. Paternal grandfather, former commander of the Royal Netherlands Army. Yes, he's named after him. (deceased)

SKILLS

Fighting Style: Adaptable, but prefers to avoid direct fights. Studied kickboxing, Wing Chun, and Krav Maga in his youth – CQC is influenced by these.

Weapons: Can use whatever is available.

Preferred Weapons: MCPR-300 (22″ OMX-456 barrel, Corio Laz-44 V3 laser, Nilsound 90 muzzle, .300 Mag Explosive ammunition), X13 Auto, Fairbairn-Sykes fighting knife, karambit, throwing knives

Special Skills: Specializes in sniper techniques, special reconnaissance, VIP protection, prime target elimination, demolitions, and sabotage. Has passed every marksman test with flying colors; never misses a shot, even in the worst conditions. Does his best work alone and in the dark. Swift and deadly.

Hobbies: Cooking, baking, reading, sports (baseball, climbing, kickboxing, swimming, soccer), music (guitar), photography, motorcycling

Former Hobbies: Did archery in his youth. Doesn't have time for it anymore, but it should be obvious why he's a sniper now.

TRIVIA

The name Emiel can mean "to strive, excel, rival, emulating", Scholten refers to a schout (government official that handled administration of justice), and de Ridder means "the knight".

His callsign Nightfall is in reference to his preference to work in the dark – both literally and figuratively. It's also a play on the phrase "lights out", since his work is best described as "putting people to sleep." (Because he's an assassin-type. Get it?)

Took interest in guitar shortly after he turned six, right before his mom died. He didn't play for years after her death, but decided to pick it up again as a young adult.

Greatly resembles his father and the other men on his paternal side. He's been described as having his mother's eyes and some of her "softer" features, though. Absolutely built like a brick wall.

Jokes about having a lot of experience, has slept with maybe 3 people in his entire life – and, none since his capture in 2017. He's willing to date, but is incredibly reserved after that incident. He desperately needs someone who can ground him.

Much like his sister, he skipped a year in primary school, which is why he graduated at 17 despite attending a VWO school.

His prosthetic hand is primarily made of titanium! It's also detachable so, yes, he will throw it at someone when they ask him to give them a hand with something.

Can and will sleep whenever and wherever is available. It's not uncommon to find him dozing off in a corner, on a couch, or even on top of a wall that he's scaled. He never sleeps hard, so it's easy to wake him up.

Is a very occasional smoker. Petra hounds him over it, so he only smokes when he's not at risk of getting caught by her. He's very health-conscious, otherwise!

TATTOOS

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Tattoo One (Right Arm) A full sleeve blackwork tattoo with sun, celestial, and water themes. The sun is often seen as a symbol of life, light, warmth, power, positivity, and clarity. The celestials of the night sky can represent the unknown, mystery, the unconscious mind, and one's own deepest thoughts, desires, and fears. It can also be seen as an introspective and reflective symbol. Water, similarly to the sun, is seen as a universal representation of life, with other symbols including depth, ephemerality, sadness, purification, hope, and rejuvenation.

Tattoo Two (Left Shoulder) A compass, much like his sister! The symbolism is fairly obvious, no? Guidance, direction, the interconnected nature of every direction. The compass can serve as a reminder that one is free to choose the course of their life, or to help them find the path again after losing their way. It can also be seen as a symbol of awakening and self discovery for these very same reasons.

BACKGROUND

⋆ CW: themes of child abuse, torture, violence, and overall mary sue levels of tragedy

Born on September 17, 1993 in the city of Rotterdam, Netherlands, to Hendrik Scholten de Ridder and Johanna Scholten de Ridder, Emiel had a normal – if not privileged, thanks to his family's prominent histories – early childhood. From birth, he had a close relationship with his older sister, Mylène, who he quickly came to rely on for guidance and support.

In the late fall of 1999, when Emiel was only 6 years old, his mother was killed by enemies of his father originally seeking to hold her and the children hostage for ransom. This event, paired with the traumas he sustained over his years in the military, drove his father to "near insanity" as he became consumed with paranoia and grief. The rest of his and his sister's adolescence was defined by the trauma of his father's abuse; he subjected the siblings to rigorous physical and psychological training in order to mold them into "perfect soldiers" and prevent any further loss.

Despite this, his father was publicly viewed as a war hero. He would often leave the two alone when he was on deployment, forcing Mylène to care for herself and Emiel with nothing more than a roof over their heads and grocery money provided. The siblings developed an unbreakable bond during this time that would extend into their adulthoods, rendering them a synergic duo both at home and in the field, with Emiel promising to repay his sister for her efforts someday.

After finishing secondary school at 17, Emiel enlisted in the Royal Netherlands Army, serving in the Regiment Huzaren van Boreel in the 11 Air Assault Brigade. He also studied at the University of Amsterdam – taking online classes – and frequently visited his sister during her time in the 400 Medical Battalion, eventually graduating with a BA in Intelligence Studies. He spent 3 years participating in air assault and armored reconnaissance operations before passing selection for the Korps Commandotroepen in 2014, wherein he was quickly recognized for his natural skills in anything covert.

Specializing in sniper techniques, prime target elimination, VIP protection, demolitions, and sabotage, Emiel established himself as an elite operative who excels in hostile areas and hazardous environments. His exceptional accuracy and uncanny proficiency when operating in the shadows eventually earned him the nickname "Nightfall".

In early 2015, Nightfall joined his sister – now a KCT lieutenant nicknamed "Petra" – Captain Price of the British SAS, and Nikolai in an unsanctioned operation to kill or capture Chimera after the latter was discovered to be a traitor. The small team managed to track the Colonel and his supporters to a base deep in the Alps, where they successfully wiped out the entire group and killed Chimera. After the mission, much like his sister, Nightfall felt indebted to Price.

From then on, he continued to carry out covert and overt operations worldwide. Sometime in the next year, Nightfall managed to wipe out an entire base of Al-Qatala soldiers in one night without a single alarm being raised. The sole survivor referred to him as "The Reaper" when describing him, as he hunted every enemy whilst cloaked in darkness. Nightfall was later awarded the Military William Order, the Bronze Lion, and the Cross of Merit for both this operation and his following work within the KCT, establishing himself – or rather, his marksmanship – as a minor legend within the elite commando corps.

Another year later, around mid-2017, however, Nightfall was assigned to a unit led by Captain Price and Petra, tasked with infiltrating and securing an Al-Qatala base located in Kastovia. He served as the team’s scout sniper and overwatch during the mission, until he lost contact with the rest of the team. When the rest of the team finally reached his location to investigate, several IEDs planted in the area went off and forced the group to retreat. Despite his sister's attempts to rescue him, Nightfall was declared dead in absentia after demolition teams failed to locate his body the following day.

In reality, Nightfall was alive, being held as a prisoner of war by Al-Qatala’s commanders. The explosions caused him to lose one of his hands and left his face scarred. For the next two and a half years, Nightfall was interrogated, tortured, and subjected to inhumane conditions while imprisoned in Eastern Europe, though he still tried to support and protect the other POWs in the prison, regardless of which side they supported or whether they were civilian or military.

About a month after the formation of Task Force 141, CIA Station Chief Kate Laswell pinpointed the location of a prison in Georgia believed to be used by Al-Qatala to hold POWs. Reconnaissance of the prison confirmed this and the identity of several of the prisoners; Nightfall was identified as one of the POWs. His sister, leading an elite KCT unit, raided the location shortly thereafter, securing the captives, Nightfall, and intel about Al-Qatala's plans.

Following his rescue and intensive recovery in the hospital, Nightfall was deployed in Verdansk alongside other Coalition operatives under Armistice, where he relentlessly worked to prove himself once more.

As a valuable ally to the 141 and a near-fabled assassin with a long list of confirmed kills and countless unconfirmed, Nightfall has pledged his life and his very conscious to his work, his only saving grace being the characteristic pitch black masks obscuring his face every time he appears in the field – on the rare occasion he's visible, that is.

#call of duty #cod #cod mw2 #mw2 #cod mw3 #mw3 #cod original character #call of duty oc #cod oc #cod ocs #mw2 oc #mw3 oc #emiel “nightfall” scholten de ridder #sylph.writes

[murasaki-cha]

A little book rant! I love dual pov in romance books! I love them so so so much!!

And I especially love them when there's a closed off love interest who doesn't really emote much!

Because we go to character A (main character) and we see things from their perspective. They might do something stupid. They might be doing the most normal thing ever. They might be doing something very romantic. Heck they might be just breathing. And they look at character B and they're just standing there looking blankly, or looking grumpy, at most they might have a small smile.

AND THAN WE GET TO CHARACTER B POV!! AND THEY ARE JUST SCREAMING ON THE INSIDE!! LIKE THEY ARE GOING AKSKLDKSNSLDKNSKSPSNSKSOKS! They are in fact this close👌 to crying because of the feelings character A is making them feel.

I go feral over this!!

If I have to give some excamples

I would say one of the greatest moments in my existence was when I was reading Assistant To The Villain and Evie kissed Trystan AND THAN IMMEDIATELY we jumped to Trystan's pov! I almost cried ngl. I freaking screamed for 3 minutes straight (on the inside because I was in public). Honestly it was hilarious going to Evie's pov and she's all "Oh my god I would kill for him, I can't let him figure me out" and than we go to Trystan's and he's all "Crap I'd kill for her I can't let her figure me out".

Wes isn't the type of love interest I described but the extra chapters from Better Than The Movies that were from his pov (The party, Liz's proposal, Basketball Night and their road trip chapters) might have completed my entire life. Might have been the missing piece of my soul. Might have given me a new purpose for living. Might have rewired my brain. Just might have.

A Thousand Heartbeats by Kiera Cass made me experience all the emotions THEY JUST LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH THOSE FREAKING IDIOTS!!

*punching a wall* AARON! FUCKING! WARNER'S! POV! CHAPTERS!!!!

I'm reading the Shepherd King duology and book 2, Two Twisted Crowns has 3 pov but 2 of those are between the main character and her love interest in the first book so it counts (also this series is amazing please read it!!!)

I rescently read The Brightest Light of Sunshine by Lisina Coney, NA romance with an age gap, and it was so so cute and touching and when you read their povs you could tell they both were in love with each other from the begining but they were too stubborn to admit it to themselves! Again the love interest isn't really the type that I described but still they're idiots and he constantly fangirls over her so yeah.

Butcher and Blackbird gets a special mention because I love them! Idiots! Bafoons! Dumbasses in love! Both of them just go asjjskdjdd over each other tho so into the list it goes. God I'm eating this audiobook up like Rowan ate that beef niçoise (iykyk)!!!

Some very specific NA hockey player books and book series. I have needs.

I have to mention Defy The Night, I have to. I have yet to finish Defend The Dawn so shush don't tell me anything. Though I loved the dual pov there less about the romance and more when it came to presenting the current situation of the kingdom from both perspectives of the Royals and the Wilds. So it doesn't really fit with what this post is about but I just wanted to mention it because I really liked this book

And if I had to pick one book that I wish would have a dual pov...... Red White And Royal Blue. Even if Henry's inner monologue would have been a long string of "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKK I'M SO GAY I'M SO SO SO BLOODY GAY!!!!!". I'd pay good money for that actually

#book tropes #book rec #book recommendations #romance books #romantasy #dual pov #tropes #assistant to the villain #attv #better than the movies #bttm #wes bennett #a thousand heartbeats #kiera cass #shatter me #shatter me series #aaron warner #shepherd king #one dark window #two twisted crowns #the brightest light of sunshine #butcher and blackbird #defy the night #defend the dawn #red white and royal blue #rwarb #bookblr #book tumblr

[ddostoyevskyy]

Not sure if you are taking requests and if you aren't feel free to ignore this!

May I request kunikida x reader where reader finds a box of 8 kittens abandoned? And reader decides to adopt them all? I love cats and kunikida when I had a small dream about this.

Have a good day 🫶

YOU HAD ME AT MEOW

Kunikida Doppo

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒... gn!reader, reader loves cats (and if you don't, why not?), reader radiates cat energy, reader adores Atsushi (‘cause he is a cat), reader also gives Kunikida slow blinks (iykyk), cat distribution system, scene reference from BSD Wan! Episode 3.

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄... how could I say no to this request?! 😭 My poor cat parent heartttttttttttt. I hope you enjoy reading and thank you for requesting! This is my first time taking requests:) Kunikida is definitely like a ‘dad who doesn’t want a cat but got caught baby talking to them’ type of cat lover. And, this is so cheesy. Also, the intented paragraphs are parts of flashback/memory.

𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒... 1.402k

BSD MASTERLIST.

One thing that Kunikida loves about you is your heart for stray cats everytime he tags you along for a mission (with Dazai in addition) where he also can spend time with you while working. You always have a cat food ready at your bag and everytime you manage to find a cat to feed, getting Kunikida late for his schedule — he can’t do anything about your quality time with cats.

He also catches you staring at him as he stared back in confusion with eyebrow shot up when he raised his head away from his laptop because he can sense your eyes staring at his face, though he can’t really blame you; everytime he stares back at you with those shade of eyes, all in while blinking slowly at him that had his confusion rose more, but the cat like grin you gave him after doing that weird gesture with your nose scrunched up always made him sigh in contentment (the confusion is still there).

“(Name)’s so cute!” Dazai’s enthusiasm is also what Kunikida’s problem everytime you do that mannerism of yours. The brunette also loves to poke that compliment everytime you stare at Kunikida, blink, smile, and leave after that to get more coffee on the café down the ground floor of the building. “(Name) loves to tell you (Name) loves you everytime, huh?”

Kunikida sent him a glare of confusion as his forehead creased and Dazai stared st him dumbfoundedly while pointing on his face.

“Don’t tell me, you don’t know why (Name) always do that?!”

“No?” Kunikida exclaimed and the brunette wailed, trashing his body on his chair with a complete despair written on his face as he put a hand on his chest to act like he’s been shot by the heart (literally).

“Whaaaaaaaat?! Ah! Kunikida’s so gullible that even a single gesture of (Name)’s love can’t be seen!”

“What the hell, Dazai?! Stop assuming things! Of course, I know (Name) loves me and so do I!”

“Then, tell me, Kunikida-kun. What does that slow blinks means then?” Dazai said with a shit-eating grin plastered on his face that made Kunikida more furious, but he supressed them with a sigh, unable to answer because he can’t really explained what do you mean by those weird gesture he’s been receiving from you.

“See? You don’t know,” The brunette let out an exasperated sigh, “Slow blinks is a gesture that cats do to their owners to tell them that they love and trust their owners, so they often blink slowly everytime their owners stares at them.”

To say at that moment, Kunikida is now already flustered and flushed pink everytime you gesture him with slow blinks.

Despite that love gesture, you were always enthusiastic at the fact that Atsushi had an ability to transform in a tiger — in which Kunikida told you that it wasn’t exactly a domestic cat and you can’t take care of him in your shared-dorm because he’s also a young man (and Kunikida is your significant other, take care of him instead!).

You’ve been acting strange, Kunikida have noticed; eversince you’ve arrived with a random medium-sized box you keep in the storage room of your shared dorm and you told him not to worry about it, Kunikida had been wary of you.

What are you hiding in that box? Was it a body? Although, it doesn’t emits any smell of a rotting corpse, he shook that thought off. He remembers the look on your face when he asked you about it when he caught you carrying the box inside the dorm carefully and without a noise. You also looked startled as your eyes dropped to your watch, telling him that it is too early for him to arrive home (which he always arrive later than your shift at the Agency) as you are quick to discard the topic.

You were also nervously prancing around the dorm, glancing at him time to time to check if Kunikida might invade the storage room of your dorm, yet he payed no mind if it’s something about invading your privacy. But, he’s curious!

“(Name), what’s really that box for?” Kunikida questioned as you were trapped between him and the wall of your dorm and you nervously let out a forced laugh before shaking your head.

“I-It’s nothing, Doppo! Don’t mind that.” You stuttered as you internally screamed. You were really bad at lying, especially when Kunikida is cornering you like this everytime you hide such minor things that you are too shy to tell him because he acts totally different than what you expected.

Though, this time, you were really sure his reaction will be what’s on your mind.

He lets out a sigh, “(Name).” He muttered your name as he steps in closer, grabbing your wrist in between his fingers as he intertwined your fingers in his before dragging you with him as he walks towards the storage room of your dorm and you frantically yelp, pacing quick in front of him but his strenght is unmatched, holding you with both hands on your hips before hoisting you up and carrying you like a sack of potatoes on his shoulder.

“Doppo, nooooooooooooo!”

He opened the door as he flickered the lights open before striding forward the box.

Scratch. Scratch. Scratch. Scratch.

Kunikida glances back at you as you stared back at him with doe eyes; a habit everytime you did something troublesome (maybe because of hanging around Dazai too much).

“(Name),” He firmly calls your name with a sigh again, “Is that what I think inside the box?”

“Doppoooooooooooo,” You whined his name, “Yes. It is what you think it is inside the box.” You finally gave in as he sighed before gently placing you to your feet. You walked towards the box as you opened it and Kunikida gawked.

“(Name), I know it’s a cat, but I didn’t think of that many! Did you pick them one by one?!”

“No, I did not! They’re already placed here in the box, all eight of them and I can’t decide which to bring back home, so I carried them all! And, besides, it’s raining heavily yesterday and they’re on the sidewalk!” You wailed. Kunikida glances at the kittens inside the box in slumber, snuuglint on each other as he glance on you again.

“Please? Can we keep them?”

“(Name) —”

“Please? Besides, the President also loves cats and I always provide half of my salary for cats’ necessities. I will also make sure they won’t make a mess! Cats can be litter trained and you know how much I wanted cats, right? Please, Doppo?” You pleaded as you wrapped your arms around his neck, his arm automatically wrapping around your hips and as you finished, the cats might have sense your small outburst that they also started to make noise when they noticed the both of you.

A choir of meows echoes through the room as though luring Kunikida into agreeing, and adding the fact that you’re being affectionate didn’t help.

“Don’t you think, eight cats are too much? We can keep atleast, one or two, (Name).”

“Come oooooooon, please?”

Needless to say, Kunikida did agree at the end when the seemingly continuous of meowing and your bribing did succeed. He can’t blame you; after all, you had him at meow the first time he met you bribing a cat with a food in your hand.

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

All Rights Reserved 2023 © ddostoyevskyy. Do not repost without permission or plagiarized.

#bsd fics #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd fanfic #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd kunikida #kunikida hcs #bungou stray dogs kunikida #kunikida doppo #kunikida x reader #bsd x reader

[dean-a-mean-tae]

Nicholas Ross as a Yandere

REQUEST: "We have enough of stray kids as yanderes. what about nick?"

WARNINGS: Obsessive behavior, cussing, Toxic relationships, Nick's childhood (iykyk), isolation,

Nicholas Ross Master List | A/N: I didn't think people would be so invested in Nicholas that they'd request his own imagines. This is amazing :D

Type: Adaptable Violence: 5% Possessive: 32-98% (Depends) Jealousy: 12%

Punishments: Isolation

TYPE and POSSESSIVE

Nicholas's type of obsession differs based on your relationship and the type of relationship you have. His childhood forces him to think about every possibility. Will this person leave? Is it worth getting attached? Will it hurt when they leave?

Nicholas would never be the manipulative type because of his upbringing. At least not intentionally. He knows how it feels to be manipulated, and he wouldn't want his darling to feel like that.

He couldn't be a Sadistic yandere either. Nicholas knows you don't wish pain on people you love. No matter how little, or big, that love is.

If you can get through his walls and make him see the amount of trauma he experienced (like SKZ did) then you'll get a much better version of Nicholas. But since this is yandere, I still have to make it corrupted somehow.

Nicholas's better yandere version is an obsessive delusional type. Not as extreme as Hyunjin and Jeongin, but not as laid back as Seungmin.

You've opened his eyes to a new world. Not everyone has emotionally abusive parents. You've showed Nicholas that no one is truly perfect. Not even you. Nicholas still loves you, though. He loves the things you consider flaws.

Idol!Nicholas could become a sugar daddy yandere. If you want something changed, then he'll help you.

Nicholas will search for the most healthiest and effective way to make your dreams come true. He'll do this in a normal relationship, but something about his obsession makes him go the extra mile.

He's mainly focused on getting your attention. He doesn't care if he has to earn it through money.

(Normal and Idol) Nicholas want you to know he can provide for you, but they won't if you don't want him to. He refuses to make you live how his mother lived with his father, unless you want that. If you do, then you need to be blunt about it.

Nicholas doesn't like to assume. He believes in "When you assume, you make an ass out of you and me."

VIOLENCE

Remember he has chronic pains, so Nicholas is pretty much harmless. Nicholas isn't going to hurt himself for you when he already is getting his ass kicked on a daily basis.

If you ever get into a fight, he'll cheer you on from the sidelines. He'll join if it looks like you're loosing, and only if he thinks you're loosing.

Overall, Nicholas does not want to get hurt.

JEALOUSY

Nick's jealousy depends on how you treat him. The more you praise him and show that you genuinely enjoy him, the more possessive and jealous he becomes. They're based on his insecurities. What if someone better tries to take you from Nicholas?

PUNISHMENTS

I struggled with this. Nicholas has been slapped by his parents. He's had his favorite things taken by his parents. He knows all about those struggles and he doesn't want you to feel them.

But Nicholas remembers how much he liked being alone. Kept in his room, away from what caused his stressed, was heaven for him.

So, he'll isolate you.

Like Minho, Nicholas won't lock you in your bedroom or any room you enjoy. He would be taking away your safe space and as mentioned earlier, he knows what that's like.

Nicholas makes sure there's enough room for you to be comfortable, but not lonely. He'll leave you one of his favorite plushies as comfort, if you want it. Even if you don't, what if you need something to cuddle at night?

OVERALL

Nicholas has the potential of having a slightly normal relationship. Your actions will just guide his obsession depending on the relationship, platonic or romantic.

If Nicholas deems you unstable for him, then he won't give you the time of day.

Nicholas Ross Master List

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[dcangel]

why do I feel like stiles is the type of person to either ride a motorcycle or dirtbikes just for fun and he like keeps it a secret, well not really but he doesn’t going around tell everyone it’s like one of those “iykyk” things

AND HED BE SO FUCKING HOT ON A DAMN MOTORCYCLE/DIRT BIKE

excuse me while I literally go feral for a solid day or two

#my feral rants #stiles stilinski #teen wolf

[halalgirlmeg]

Battle of the Hijabs (Under read more because this got longer than I thought and I started ranting about why representation in media fucking sucks atp and why the TV show Quantico is the worst):

Coming in at number 1, getting the gold: LITERALLY ALL THE HIJABIS IN WE ARE LADY PARTS like the variation in hijabs alone is so beautiful I love it, iykyk, Stream Bashir with the Good Beard. Like very real to life with different styles and personalities, don't you just love when shows actually treat hijabis as real human beings

All the hijabis from every version of Skam (except Italy fuck you)

Goldie is like next bc the actress isn't a hijabi but like I feel like they depicted being a hijabi really well for the most part like with her thinking she wanted to take it off and realizing everything about herself was nice it was very complex and well done imo

Qadri's next cause tbh I liked her style and the fact that she wore al Amira hijabs. I know everyone's like oh those are for little girls or they're ugly but tbh it makes sense bc I feel like being that she's training to be a surgeon and it is very convenient cause who's trying to be calling a code and fight with some chiffon or jersey material?? Not me! (They lose points for that one scene cause you mean to tell me she's only going to use her hijab to stop the bleeding and nothing else?? Come again?? She's in a hospital!!)

Next is Adina from The Bold Type, tbh idk how to feel cause she's a lesbian and played by Nikhol Boosheri and I was excited at the time but tbh some of her choices def had me scratching my head and I feel like they could've did a bit more to showcase her identity ykwim

Marjan from 911 Lone Star cause bro what the hell was the praying scene, did y'all talk to one Muslim? Download the Learning to Pray app on your phone I'll send you a link like be SO FR, then them saying her masjid kicked her out bc her hijab accidentally came off (which happens so much in television) like...again did you talk to anyone, I could see backlash yes but I just *sigh* again which Muslims did you talk to like idk about y'all but a stiff tug or strong wind has tested my hijab before like it happens, we cover back up and move on

Bottom 2 but not thee bottom, Nadia from Elite (hear me out cause the bottom of the list will make sense) obviously its so low because she wore hijab and they had some decent commentary at first, and then removed her hijab, and for Guzman ol racist crusty lip ass like, this who you risking it all for??? GIRL??? Like if Vic Mensa asked to see my hair I'd let him see that and much else (I'M KIDDING, I'd marry him first ok, astaghfirullah) no fr like but it's even that like they made it that she's more confident without her hijab people like her more, like it's obviously same old song like hijab is removed and suddenly liberation like they could've showed it in a more tasteful way if they wanted to but what did I expect from Europeans esp Spaniards like

And coming in Dead Last Raina Amin, tbh girl its not even about you...WHO WROTE THIS. Cause I watched it back in the day cause you know representation but like *pauses before I sip my coffee* hold tf on. Like where to even begin, the cop propaganda? What do you have to prove, cause they tried to get me i would've been like get tf off my porch. Like and the FBI? How did they even recruit the twins? The government watchlist? Blair Imani slid up in the masjid to snitch? I mean, what the hell? And this show had so much talent to be so extremely questionable (and that is putting it mildly). But we're discussing the twins rn. Raina specifically. So it doesn't even stop there. Like so much was wrong, so you mean to tell me she's in love with a man who used to be an IOF soldier, who helped them actively target Palestinian women for God knows what (the show implied certain things), like WTF is this, like everyone wants to talk about her removing her hijab and kissing him but like we have bigger fish to fry, that is like at the bottom of the problem list. Like did we see the man they put her with and she still loved him later EYE. And then two more things and then I'll shut up. Okay so they were working for the Government to infiltrate terrorist cells whatever bc they were going to attack American soil. No mention of how terrorist groups like the ones they're depicting mostly target minority sect Muslims and lead to their deaths that usually go unnoticed by anyone who is not them, Iran and Nigeria, if I remember correctly are where a lot of the casualties are from. I hate propaganda cause its the same old shit like we really pushing the agenda huh? And hijab removal scene again worst part cause you know what I hated after this other stuff cause red flags with major red lights and a bullhorn. But there was something where they had to change their look because their twins but like as one person but one is a hijabi, the other is not. So they were like we have to find a middle ground, someone who's easily targeted because they're muslim but also loose (I'm paraphrasing but you see what I'm saying?) Like fuck y'all. Fuck whoever wrote this. Like from head to toe Quantico is like an absolute clusterfuck of everything terrible people do with hijab characters (not to mention the rest of the cast but that would be even longer) but dead last because like maybe some of the others on this list at least tried if they're not terribly misguided but this depiction is like dangerous, it's a reminder why we don't just get all our info from TV and other fictional narratives, we talk to real people and we learn real things because this is absolute bullshit to say the least

#this is why I'm up at 4 am to think about all of this and I can't just rant to myself like does anyone understand me #random

[rodolfoparras]

I don't know what to do about my situation... I'm so confused and I have so many mixed feelings, I don't know how to TW this but if you can help me or give tips on how to get out of this then please do :((

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I'm with this one person, (dating) but the thing is it was always an on and off relationship, starting when I was in like 12-13 ish?? But they were like 15-16?? And like they kept breaking up with me cause they kept losing feelings. And before that our relationship with each other was also confusing cause we grew up with eachother as cousins?? My dad had a gf (they are now broken up) but they were never married and (one of) her sister (s) had kids the I met them (they are the oldest of siblings) when i was 7 and they were 9-10 years old and when I was about 11-12...they were my first kiss....and like nothing extreme has happened within these years...just a few touching and photo sharing. (Mainly me sending photos, I wasn't pressured and all consensual)

I'm 18 and they are 21, but when I was 16 and they were 19 we started our relationship again (talking), and I don't know what to do, they are so much older than me and I want to date this other guy but I don't want to cheat on them but yes the relationship is legal. They never did anything to make me uncomfortable, I just don't know what to do it's so complicated

Does this count as grooming?? I don't know if it is but since I'm 18 now I don't know if it does or if it was when I was younger :(( I'm sorry for venting but it's causing me so much stress and I feel so confused and don't know what to do

Premising this by saying I’m just a dude on the internet writing smut but if there’s anything I can give some advice on it’s this bc I’ve seen similar things in real life

First of all it’s weird that a 15 / 16 year old kid found interest in a 12/13 year old and sure while it’s” just “3 years, at age 15/16, I started my very first year of high school I was eligible to practice drive different type of vehicles I could work summer jobs that were offered to hs students of that age, I believe I even was eligible those debit cards kids can use from age 16?-18

At age 12 I couldn’t even go into a store and buy myself an energy drink, at age 12 I hadn’t even entered puberty properly iykyk

It’s “just” 3 years but you’re at such different stages of life

Would you at your 18 years of age, date a 15 year old?

Now you’re like Alec it’s different we grew up together …so it’s less weird because you grew up together or is it considered something they used to their advantage? And while everything felt consensual does not mean that it was consensual an 11 year old cannot consent even if it’s to something simple as being kissed on the lips

Not only that but throughout the years you’ve had a tumultuous relationship bc they keep losing feelings

To me it’s like they know you’ll always be there, they use that to their advantage to do whatever they feel like doing and when that thing fizzes out they go back to you again

The issue here though isn’t the new guy and how you can be with him. Instead it’s to identify why you’re staying in your current relationship and how to be able to provide that factor for yourself

For example if you’re with this person to feel less lonely maybe you should figure out how to be on your own and not feel alone

If you think you wouldn’t have a shot with anyone else but this person maybe u should see how you could better the image you have of yourself

Because the truth is a new partner won’t break you out of old patterns this guy might as well be as bad as your current partner or he might up and leave your life all of a sudden, and for you to not go back to your old partner again you have to figure out how to feel happy without either of them

And sure while you might say I’m 18 now I’m sure my partner will figure their shit out in a year or two or I’ll figure my shit out eventually yeah sure but you’re giving your time to someone who doesn’t value it

Everyone in life is looking out for their own asses as we say in the Balkans doesn’t matter if it’s ur sibling or friend everyone will look after themselves you have to realize for each hour of each day week month year you’re putting up with this person, you’re sacrificing time effort etc that you’ll never get back, to someone who doesn’t value it all

#alec answers #tw grooming #tw unhealthy relationship #tw vent #tw: grooming #tw: unhealthy relationships #tw: vent

[chanstopher]

(for some reason I can ask via my fan account(

But I just want to say I feel you with the stay and KPop fandom comments. I see so many taking it too far and can't seem to recognise that they are creating parasocial relationships in their heads and narrative around situations they had a 2% outsider view of what's happened - and yet they act like they are coming from facts and reading the minds of others. I find it baffling.

I'm a LOT older, but it's always been nice connecting to those from different age groups via fandoms before. However, KPop ones really push me away from engaging. I try and recall back to my younger days with being in fandoms of pop groups and whilst there may have been issues between people from time to time, I don't recall anything to the level I see in Kpop where people get lynched and fans seemed to have had a firm grasp of reality and their place in terms of being a fan and crossing a celebrities boundaries. I don't think KPop stan's behaviour to be new, but in the age of social media and information being so easily accessible, it seems to have amplified certain types of behaviours and attitudes or, probably more likely, groomed and encouraged certain fan attitudes. I dunno.

someday tumblr will work fully. idk if its a sideblog or just tumblr being insane lol

I do feel like in the 2010"s it was a lot easier to find a corner of any fandom you could just be happy in, but with how many (negative) opinions ppl project constantly now its a lot harder, and then we all get sad about lack of engagement without thinking that maybe its the vobes we give off. like if ur rude or closed off or wont take someone elses opinion ppl are going to be afraid to engage and its sad. when i have a 1d blog i had maybe 4k followers at its peak and i would have dozens of asks a day because ppl were so engaged with everything all the time. now if someone dislikes a song they get death threats lmao. i think its why i make sure to answer asks and talk to anyone who tries to talk to me, i dont want ppl to have such a sad fandom experience. I remember being so excited when big accounts talked to me and were kind and helpful that i always felt like it was part of the experience. like the bigger my blog is the more i feel responsible for being accessible and welcoming because i want that so much for other ppl. i just dont get the amount of hostility and bitchiness that comes alnog with social media now. not that i dont get pissed off or dislike things or even ppl, i just try not to focus on it beyond the necessity (like ppl stealing content or stories)

i will say i find it to be such a weird thing that when i was a teen liking 1d i was so excited they had adult fans (as long as it wasnt weird ppl iykyk) but now a 15 year old will be like you who are the same age as that idol how weird for you to like them?! and im like...... what? i hated ppl thinking the things i liked were a teen or childhood phase when i was young and now ppl get so aggressive about it in the opposite way i get so confused lol in the end im just happy to have my happy little corner where i can ignore all of the weird ass behavior the rest of the internet seems so happy to engage in lol

#drm.ask #abodyofexpression