#i feel like that's kind of a common thing tho idk i think i'm boring to talk to

[kakashihasibs]

the character everyone gets wrong

sweaty soggy noodle man kakashi is who this is all going to be about so. I don't think everyone gets him wrong. a lot of people do but it's usually bc they're too horny to care lol

2. a compelling argument for why your fave would never top or bottom

have you seen him? have you felt his vibes? he is lazy by nature and recoils away from most physical contact that isn't necessary to do his job (and even he doesn't seem to enjoy it). there are like 7 total people he even lets see his face (while knowing it is his face) and most of them are dead by the time he is 13. hang out? sure. do nice domestic couple things? sounds lovely. get naked and fuck? so an enemy can kill him or a loved one while he's distracted? no. he probably has tried scheduling his shits and showers with gai so he's never actually vulnerable. he's also so ace.

Aubu kakashi: "Tenzō I need you to stand outside the bathroom while I shit." baby tenzō: on it boss (thinks this is completely normal bc he is also in anbu)

3. screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr

uhhh that kakashi would not only have sex but would want you to call him daddy. that nearly 50 year kakashi who has never worn sunscreen in his life shouldn't actually look old/older. that a young looking kakashi is a health looking kakashi.

4. what was the last straw that made you finally block that annoying person?

lol that insinuation that looking young is healthy

5. worst discord server and why

i have never been in a discord server longer than a few days. idk.

6. which ship fans are the most annoying?

facebook dude bro fans whoops i misread this. i thought it just said fans. but shipping fans? idk kakairu is a notp for me but the fans aren't overly annoying? maybe the painfully ooc readerx shippers. I haven't seen many in a while tho so

7. what character did you begin to hate not because of canon but because how how the fandom acts about them?

Iruka lol but only when shipped with kakashi. annoying loud-mouth chunin. whatever dude.

8. common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about

kakashi fucks and gai doesn't

9. worst part of canon

it's naruto man. everything after the land of waves arc lol

10. worst part of fanon

the bumbling husband and nagging wife characterizations from the kakairu fanon.

11. number of fandom-related words you've filtered

bruh lots idk lol

12. the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them

tenzō T-T

13. worst blorboficiation

i'm pro blorbo. i am rotating these fictional men in my mind at all times.

14. that one thing you see in fics all the time

i don't know.

15. that one thing you see in fanart all the time

fangs v-v and scars.

16. you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)

people who love kakashi but don't give a shit about gai. those two are like a packaged deal in my mind. can't have one without the other. they are eternal rivals after all.

17. there should be more of this type of fic/art

sometimes i just really need a deep dive into kakashi's head. i love the character study type stuff.

18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...

younger gai and tenzō bumping into each other bc they're both watching kakashi stand at the memorial stone bc they're both worried.

19. you're mad/ashamed/horrified you actually kind of like...

there is nothing i am mad/ashamed/horrified about but if you're wondering yes i do enjoy the fanarts of kakashi in bondage. lol

20. part of canon you found tedious or boring

the flashbacks are out of control. my memory isn't great but it's not that fucking bad holy shit girl

21. part of canon you think is overhyped

idk i feel like the parts of fandom i interact with are pretty realistic about how good something in Naruto is

22. your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores

Yaknow how Obito's dream that naruto sees is Obito is back in konoha and becoming hokage but Rin is still dead? like what does obito wish had changed? I think it's if Minato had recognized him. I think Obito was actually praying and hoping for Minato to realize who he was fighting. Obito had a seal on his heart. Minato could have saved him if Minato pulled his head out of his ass for more that 5 mins at a time.

23. ship you've unwillingly come around to

none. my kakashi stubbornness knows no bounds

24. topic that brings up the most rancid discourse

idk kakashi discourse is easy for me to ignore.

25. common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing

none. i love hatefulness drama and kakashi.

#ben replies #ask game #but like all of it lol #kakashi

[leonisdumbasallhell]

I'll bite. 8, 9, 16 and 21 for the violence asks~

8. common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about Idk, I haven't been as active in fandom stuff recently cause I just kinda vibe in my own little corner, but I feel like people make Chris into a boring hardass, and he's not actually that much of a hardass? re7 and 8 are weird, and he's literally got a brain injury in 6, but in every other thing, Chris is v compassionate and caring. I kinda like a goofier Chris, give him a lil bit of dad energy. I think Chris should get to make a 'hi hungry I'm dad' joke. Tho i also have complex feelings abt him being a father figure to Rose, since like. Literally none of what happened to her Would have happened to her if Chris hadn't been a massive fucking idiot. Like if Chris had just gotten over himself and had a fucking conversation, her dad would probably still be alive, lets be real.

9. worst part of canon ACAB <3 I love raccoon city era stuff cause I think it's really interesting, but boy howdy unfortunate these folks are cops! Also just there's a tendency in wider fandom to glorify cops and the military I find kinda uncomfortable, and i know it's a part of canon, but like. hnnn. Yucky <3 16. you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc) the 'Leon's a bottom' thing is really annoying tbh. I've made a few jokes abt it in the past, but it just got to be so annoying and kind of gross and I really don't get the appeal of jokes abt ppl's sexual positions. It just seems like a way of degrading a character. Actually, most Leon jokes annoy me, (IE. Leon can't drive, redfield bloodline, Leon's a slut) I just find them all kinda weird and demeaning, and also a lot of them are lowkey feminizing and somehow misogynistic??? How y'all figured out how to be misogynistic to a buff cis man is impressive, so congrats on that ig.

21. part of canon you think is overhyped I don't get the hype around Piers. I just don't find him to be very interesting? like. He's just kinda there. And it feels kinda cheap to have him be the one to bring Chris back when like. If this was supposed to be a return of everyone, where's Claire? Where's Jill? You're telling me that Chris goes missing for 6 months and they're not doing anything about it?? I know there's stuff in the manga that expands on why Piers's important to Chris, but it wasn't really discussed much in game, and I shouldn't have to go read an obscure manga to get an emotional payoff for a mainline game. If I wanted to do that I'd go watch a marvel movie <3

#resident evil #ask

[mobiused]

mobiused my train got delayed and im really bored would you be willing to talk about vivi for a bit if that's ok

I had a dream about Vivi the other night basically she invited me to hang out but then it turned out to be kind of a date or something and she was like "Mobi there's this really cool chocolatiers that I wanted to go to" and I was like aww cute let's go so we linked arms and went I think we were in like Belgium maybe. Okay so when we got there it was like a Yo Sushi have you ever been to one? With like the conveyer belts and everything except the conveyer belts was around a massive pool with people swimming in it and I was like erm Vivi are you sure this is a chocolatiers and she was like Don't question me. So I didn't. and there's like little cute chocolates on the conveyer belt so my concerns were temporarily dissuaded. But then as we got our table suddenly this horrific sound happened and there was an explosion of blood in the pool and like it didn't exactly splatter everywhere (like not on us) but you could see the viscera everywhere and I was like Okay vivi what the fuck is this place. And she was like It's a cannibal chocolatiers ^__^ Look here comes the waiter and the waiter came with the waiver and idk i was too starstruck from being on a date with vivi to question it and just signed it and she was like Yayy now we get to play. Vivi play what. Play what. And so after we sign it shes like cmon now its our turn to get in the pool ^__^ and well I wanna see vivi in a swimsuit so .. I get in the pool . With vivi who looked really hot may I add. And we have the rules explained to us. It's like russian roulette with 6 people in the pool and one of us gets exploded and our blood sucked up from the pool (not sure how this really works in a practical sense? wouldn't it be like really dilute?) and if you survive you get to eat the cannibal chocolate which is apparently the best in the world and worth the whole nearly getting killed thing. And now I'm kinda scared shitless... and there's a timer counting down and i'm like bro vivi we're gonna freaking die or get covered in the blood and guts of a random stranger and honestly I'm not keen on all that. Like i like my viscera as much as the next guy but when it's real life its a little bit scary! And vivi is just like laughing her ass off about how worried I am shes like babes don't sweat it its gonna be fine think about how good the chocolate is gonna taste *drool emoji* and shes like splashing me and shit and trying to play around in the pool (she looked really cute tho to be fair) and I'm like trembling and shaking like please stop trying to waterbend I'm this close to peeing myself and shes like aww okay come here and gives me a hug (realistically this wouldn't be very feasible as its kinda hard to stay afloat if youre not sculling) So when the countdown gets to zero, the guy in front of us gets blown up and he gets EVERYWHERE. Like it's disgusting. I won't go into detail. And i'm like... shaking and vivi is like Awww is mobi scared of the dead body's guts getting everywhere? 😂😂 Wow cringe and I feel quite emasculated. (Isn't this kind of a common theme in my dreams? Not the emasculation but I mean loona laughing at incredibly graphic gore... yeah whats that about) And then the guy (the boss?) is like yay you guys won get the fuck out the pool so we can collect his blood so we get out the pool and dry off and they usher us round but I still feel sick from like an adrenaline overdose and I'm shaking still and I'm like Vivi... I don't think I want to eat this chocolate... cuz like. Okay I like black pudding I've had blood sausages before I'm not against eating food with blood in it like I'm mature. But human blood.... and I mean like i'm even a goth so like i'm not adverse to like vampire adjacent yandere nonsesne like if it was my lovers blood maybe itd be okay like you know how some people have vials of their partners blood like its a little weird but you know i'm always open to new experiences. But like this is dead pool guy killed in pool explosion blood. And I nearly peed myself and I'm sure other people probably did pee themselves like it doesn't even feel that hygen-

#tw horror #i guess #Semi related but I thnk it's cute vivi said 'See you in your dreams' as she left the concert today likee #Vivi certified dreamwalker #Also I hit word limit so let me RB with a continuation in a sec #Also the word for dreamwaler is apparently oneironaut wow

[sheepinthebigcity]

okay fine. ALL OF THEM. GO.

YOU'RE INSANE (am i even in that many fandoms)

the character everyone gets wrong

mad ducktor. enough said

2. a compelling argument for why your fave would never top or bottom

i'm presuming they meant dom or sub in this regard anyway i feel like all my faves are like lame ass switches and honestly i am SO tired of seeing them as always dom. boring behavior.

3. screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr

honestly i'm just tired of seeing takes in 2023 about my girl faves and how they're annoying and get in the way of either yaoi ships or selfships...

4. what was the last straw that made you finally block that annoying person?

not to go back into ducks again but i remember when the animaniacs reboot dropped i made a mutual with this super annoying person on twitter who kept talking about yakko warner and milk and about a week later an acquaintance of mine asked me how long i knew them and then said "we think that your new mutual is cannedtins"

5. worst discord server and why

im not in bad discord servers im normal 0:-)

i do have a lot of osc and em servers muted tho <:-D

6. which ship fans are the most annoying?

a looooooot of shippers are annoying LOL. as far as not freak ships go, i sure do have a lot of hate in my heart for fenro... but are fenro fans annoying.... idk. i curate myself a lot.

WAIT NO JOIKE GOD THOSE GUYS ARE SO ANNOYING

7. what character did you begin to hate not because of canon but because how how the fandom acts about them?

i CANT just say mad ducktor again.... but honestly? 4 and X bfdi.....

9. worst part of canon

closing time being canon to catch 22

10. worst part of fanon

i hate when fanon unanimously agrees on a gender and sexuality headcanon for a character especially when it's one i relate to and i could make their gender and sexuality so so so so much weirder...

11. number of fandom-related words you've filtered

at least a dozen? i dont like a lot of popular fandoms.

12. the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them

i feel like all my unpopular faves are unpopular for good reason. i may not like the reason but im alone in my happiness.

anyway fanny bfb you should like her because she has a rough exterior and a soft interior.

13. worst blorboficiation

the guys from one but i dont mind too much because it's one.

14. that one thing you see in fics all the time

i see a lot of x reader shit and it always feels like every reader is like. the same 19 year old girl. and man we're different in every way.

15. that one thing you see in fanart all the time

cat ears

16. you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)

honestly i guess i get it bc they're both protags but spifan... it's kind of... BORING to me! no offense to ppl who do like it but i find myself more into prufan and pacome x zorglub....

17. there should be more of this type of fic/art

sheep in the big city fic and art that doesn't suck

18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...

honestly i'm in so many fandoms where there's a hero x villain old man ship and in SO MANY OF THEM it is ignored.... SAD!

19. you're mad/ashamed/horrified you actually kind of like...

let's just say there's a certain ship that goes against so many of my principles and yet i've shipped it for over a decade and got good friends to ship it too and leaf it there

20. part of canon you found tedious or boring

whatever the hell fireafy was doing in nubfb

21. part of canon you think is overhyped

clive dove professor layton. unwound future has better aspects

22. your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores

i think ppl should pay more attention to misa in death note

23. ship you've unwillingly come around to

i used to hate mei x red son from monkie kid and now it's my top otp LOL

25. common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing

"stop watching kid shows" these ppl aren't watching kid shows they are JUST watching owl house if they were wathcing kid shows i'd have someone to talk about rocketeer 2019 with

[italoniponic]

Cherry I had an idea!

Do you know those trampoline places? Like they're facilities filled with trampolines and you can go there and jump and have a good time? I imagined taking a few select TWST guys there and it's so funny.

Taking Octavinelle: Floyd is probably trying to do all the tricks and having a blast, he also tries to bounce you way too high. Jade probably prefers to stay off to the side, but offers you water and reels in Floyd for breaks when needed. Azul tried jumping for a few minutes and then Floyd started trying to bounce him higher, causing Azul to scream and he decided he was done after that.

Diasomnia: Lilia is having the time of his life. Silver probably gave it a try at the suggestion of Lilia, but doesn't do it for very long. Sebek refuses to jump, but after some pleading and puppy dog eyes from you (and a brief nod from Malleus who wants to make you happy) he decides to try it. Spoiler alert: he has a blast. Malleus also tries jumping and quite enjoys it. The image of this man on a trampoline brings me so much joy.

I never saw one of those tbh but I know that they do exist, I just don't go out much nor have the money or courage to go to lmao

[future Cherry: oh God... I misunderstood the whole ask lmao]

Floyd finds a way to have fun with anything until he gets bored, a bit like a hyperactive child lol Jade keep your brother safe for the sake of himself and others especially others, including me

poor Azul holding the trampoline like his life depends on it tho he can swim LOL

Lilia & Floyd are all up to chaos in these kinds of places. It will be hell to bring them for a aquatic park

I imagined Silver going up the trampoline stairs, he reaches the top and then he falls asleep the moment he's about to jump and he simply falls into the water so smoothly AND IDK WHAT TO DO??? then he wakes up and it's like "oh, I missed my jump"

*breaths in* BOI

love how Malleus just gives that final push to Sebek do things. He's having so much fun but if you ask him, he will probably refuse admitting having those feelings lol

okayy so, as I was reaching Malleus part, something inside me told to actually search a trampoline and... IS THAT JUMPING THING THAT IT WASN'T THE TRAMPOLINE I WAS IMAGINING LMAOOO

as you may see, I was thinking about those pool planks/diving boards and facilities that have more to do with swimming. I'm so, so sorry! I screwed all my reply and since I've delayed so much, I just wanted to answer you already. Oh God. Look, all my life, I associated diving boards with the word "trampoline"

granted, in portuguese trampolines (as in the jumping platform, made of elastic) are called "elastic bed" or the common form, "jump-jump". I remember the old days when I got in a lot of those, my kid times...

glad this is text or I wouldn't be able to face you, Anon lol but some of my answers goes in hand with the original idea so...??? my Gracious Lord, I'm so tired and my brain is barely functioning

thanks for the ask, Anon! sorry I screwed everything up. may this mistake don't make you lose all hope on me <3

#twisted wonderland #floyd leech #jade leech #azul ashengrotto #lilia vanrouge #sebek zigvolt #silver #twst silver #malleus draconia #you can see half way through it that i got into a completely new direction #the first phrase is the funniest thing bc #it looks like i never saw a FCKING TRAMPOLINE MY WHOLE LIFE #but i know about their existence just because #maybe it's bc of octavinelle here #i immediately remember a tv program where they called celebs #to perform a diving jump into these huge pools #then everything mixed up i'm so sorry #cherry's reply #cherry's mumbling about twst

[djsadbean]

...this is embarrassing so I'm keeping anon on...

But you have no idea what a force for body positivity and self-love you are, Bean.

I have a weird nose. My family had been pointing out my freckles a bunch (trying to compliment me lol) but I was feeling kinda ugly because of the freckles they kept pointing out. I have stretch marks on my legs for literally no reason. Got a soft tummy from snacking while concentrating on research. Boring brown eyes; curly/messy brown hair.

I think to myself, "Gosh, maybe I really am ugly."

And then I see your drawings of Steven - you draw him as the most adorable creature on the planet.

And I realize he has a nose kinda like mine. He has freckles - freckles that are just SO FRICKING CUTE. He has stretch marks and cellulite. A cute, soft stomach that makes me wanna hug him lol. Cute tossled brown hair; sweet brown eyes that are anything but boring.

And that does something to the way I think about myself and about attractiveness in general.

With your art and headcannons, you are helping us - everyone in this fandom - in ways you can't even imagine, Sarah. Thank you from the bottom of my heart and on behalf of the WG gang for bringing this positivity and compassion through your art.

oh my gosh im so happy to hear that!! sometimes i forget ppl read my ramblings xD i hope you know youre perfect the way you are and i think subconsciously i added qualities to steven that i want to like more about myself too.

the stuff i listed are so common in a lot of us and idk i wanted to "romanticize" these things bc life is short and we should see ourselves in the characters we love. and we dont always have to feel "positive" about these things all the time but it's nice to feel content or indifferent too. like it's just there and that's not a problem. i hope this makes sense ^^ its def great when we LOVE these things about ourselves tho! but of course no pressure to if youre having a meh day. i think im gonna do something similar with cherie and rever-sel too ehehe i also want girlies to identify with.

thank u so much for this kind message!! this means so much ily anon i hope u have a wonderful day and im gonna remember this forever <3 <3 <3 thank u sm!!!

#something about vunerable human connection is so real and important to me im gonna cry dude this was so heartwarming to read #i hope to incorporate more variety of features that are common and need more love <3 #gosh my heart is so happy i never really think about the impact i have and this makes me so happy to know that its a positive one #i know im such a small person in the whole universe but messages like these make me feel like im really putting something good in the world #thank u sm anon <3 #djsadbean answers

[patrickztump]

tagged by @sometimes-i-talk-a-lot - thank you!! 🥰

nickname: jp seems to be the most common, and of course zee &lt;3

star sign: capricorn

height: 5'3 (we don't believe the doctor's notes that say 5'4)

last thing i googled: "star sign vs zodiac sign" lmao because i was thinking it was yet another one like rising sun, setting moon, barking dog, etc. and so on

song stuck in my head: my brain keeps creating a mashup between lolo's "hit and run" and fall out boy's "west coast smoker" for whatever reason

number of followers: 813 – hi to the newbies 👋🏻

amount of sleep: 5-8 hours? depends on the night

dream job: i feel like i'm still ten because my dream job still does change on occasion but i also feel like i'm 90 because i can't remember what it changes to :( for a long time i did want to be a dog trainer for the entertainment industry, tho not so much anymore.

currently wearing: t-shirt and sweat pants

movie/book that summarizes you: this is something i've never considered so idk!

favourite song currently: just one? no, you're getting a few: • "all these things that i've done" – the killers (still) • "don't look back in anger" – oasis • "suffer me" – matchbox twenty • "a symptom of being human" – shinedown • "hit and run" – lolo

favourite authors: i don't really pay attention to who the author is when i read a book, ngl 😅

random fun fact: i've seen a ghost. (leaving it at that so the mystery covers the fact that it's... kind of a boring story. it did spook me tho.)

no pressure tagging: @matt-casey @weirdcombination @jakemyboy and anyone else who may want to, feel free!

#sorry it took so long to get to this! #i was finally able to get on the computer to properly do it :x #tag game

[sootyships]

Hiiii~ ✨️🥊🧠?

Wee!

✨- How did you come up with the OC’s name?

So Bo's official name is Bonnie Larson, but like, nobody in Dauntless uses anyone's full names, so. Also Bo is acceptably gender neutral. 🤪

Now, I made up the name like. Three years ago. I don't exactly remember why I chose this one: I probably looked at some Illinois name frequency lists and/or existing names in the Divergent universe and picked something with a somewhat similar vibe. (Molly comes to mind, as having a similar vibe.)

The bio I wrote for Bo back then does say this abt the surname, though: "Larson is a quite distinctively Great Lakes area surname in the US, and in the top 100-150 (depending on frequency list) most common names in Illinois."

I do have an ancestor named Lars so that was probably a factor, too 🤔

I considered renaming the character when I got back into Divergent, but, eh. Too much effort, and we just don't have enough data on faction naming customs for it to feel worthwhile.

🥊  -What do they love to do? What do they hate to do?

Loves being a know-it-all, hates... Idk, having to accept some bullshit because they aren't in a position where they can really do anything about it :')

🧠  - What do you like most about the OC?

So, okay, when I made the character in 2021 I just felt bleh about them. So I just left them to dry. Now, though... I guess going through military training and both loathing and enjoying it gave me the kind of context where I could actually have fun with a Dauntless character. I like to get to play around with the militaristic stuff. And, yeah, Bo is much better at everything than I am, but then Bo has basically been living in an unsafe and disorderly version of the military 24/7 since they were 18; I was only there 6 months when I was 29.

Also I can use Bo as a mouthpiece for my critiques of the author's ignorance/characters' incompetence 😂

Although... Actually probably the most fun thing for me is the character design aspect, which did not cross my mind three years ago. But listen, to think back to when I was in my late teens, the body mods I dreamed of and—Okay, listen.

This is the vibe of shit I was getting up to when I was 18.

I ripped off my eyebrows. Kinda hardcore.

I saved receipts.

I also wanted white hair, buuuut the one time I had my hair bleached my scalp sizzled and then oozed for the next, like, month, so I was pretty put off. Skill issue, but I gave up on that. It was so expensive, too. (Coulda just done it at home, but that was scary.)

Imvu is actually an almost comically good reference for the kinda vibe I was into at the time :')

^ Note the BJD skin there, it's relevant

But yeah that stuff's basically be the starting point, and I'm gonna build on top of that according to what I then got into later. Still working on figuring out the clothes side of things, though, because Dauntless clothes should necessarily be limited by what's available in a community with no contact to the outside world—they don't have imports or mass production. And I think in the movie the clothes for most of the factions were fucking boring. (Basing Erudite clothes off lab coats was inspired tho.)

Anyway, I enjoy world building and character design and being self-indulgent and I'm getting to play with all of that.

Thanks for asking!

#s/i bo

[selfshippinglover]

All the s/i asks with ur Undertale s/i??? >:33

THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH ANON I OWE YOU MY LIFFE RNNN QWQ,, (Just gonna copy and paste the other two answers since it was only two)

✍️: Overall, how does the fandom trait you? Are you a beloved character, or hated? Are you popular, or a minor side character? Anything in between?

~As for traits? Well,. she is a soul of kindness so hopefully stuff correlating to that? Probvs cuteified too tbh cause I know I look naive to outsiders so i bet she does too

~In my inserts design I was aiming for her to be more of a side character but I think she teeters the line cause of development lol. So I'd guess she'd be taken as one of the two. She followed the skele bros around a lot, and is generally in their section. She'll also be in Hotland visiting Alphys tho <3

~I hope she's beloved but she could also just be the, "annoying love interest every story has for some reason" and I'd say that's fair.

📝: How would your story in canon go? How would you influence the events of the original story?

~Obviously there would be new dialogue options, character interactions, a whole third bedroom in the skele bros house, a side mission, aaaand different stuff per which route the player is playing

🤪: What is your trait that fanon would exaggerate?

~Probably naivety since that happens to me irl =-='

🥰: How would someone who loved you portray you?

~With lots of emotions, essays, silly edits, screenshots, and excitement! Just, real accurate portrayal, death fodder, or the silly <3

😡: How would someone who hated you portray you?

~haha guess just kill me off and make me being too stupid too understand shit?

👯: What canon character are you most similar to?

~Alphys 1000%! Our insecurities, flaws, and interests align too well afgkjg

🌦️: Would you be accompanied by mostly fluff or angst fanfics? Both? Explain why.

~I'm hoping fluff but every fandom has people that thrive off angst soooo. Plus, hard to resist a good, "partner dies in their arms fic" right?

🏷️: What is you and your f/o’s ship name?

~ Not anything special, just combining names like "CiRus" or "PapCi"

❤️: How popular is you x your f/o? Are you a rarepair?

~Not sure? tbh I worry people would find the ship boring cause we're a lot alike

💞: Aside from with your f/o, who else would you commonly be shipped with? Why?

~Maybe Alphys or Sans sense we're besties? Tsunderplane cause I think their cute and would say so? idk really dsfkjsdg

☕️: What are the most common plots of shipping fics between you and your f/o?

~Heehee most likely friends to lovers going along with the source! More specifically, I bet there would be a lot of first confessions, pining, and/or angst involving their relationship in No Mercy timelines. (In a no mercy run she helps Alphys evacuate the citizens and is too late to save Papyrus. Instead, she ends up watching him die on Alphys lab screen :(( )

🛌: What tropes show up in fics involving your ship?

~Friends to Lovers

~Mutual Pining

~Endearingly Dorky

~ Insecure Love Interest

~Eh, stuff like that

💘: Why would people love your ship? Why would people dislike your ship? How might it start debates?

~The hopeless romantics like myself will appreciate the the facial expressions, the descriptors, and the the general fluff of it all <3

~Dislike it for feeling shoehorned, or uninteresting most likely

~I can't see it starting debates tbh. Just like, some people are more interested than others and/or some don't care either way.(It's a background thing anyways)

🙈: Why would your ship be thought of as cute/fluffy? Why would your ship be considered problematic?

~WE ARE THE CUTE FLUFFY SHIP EVER! THAT'S WHY!! No problems, just two mentally ill skeletons vibing and kissing sometimes <333

🎞️: What ‘canon’ scenes would the fandom point to as evidence for the validity of your ship?

~Cici clearly excited whenever he's around

~VCi getting all nervous around

~She brings him a lot

~Idk it's everything with her tbh

~On Papyrus's end it's more subtle though. Little things like him offhandedly mentioning her unprompted in a phone call

~Saying how he wishes she was there to share something with him

~Waiting to do things until she's around

~For him it would be little text stuff

💌: How would your dynamic be portrayed? What might people focus on most? Any misconceptions?

~I imagine it being shown over time or maybe in a slow burn kind of style? Lots of stuttering and red blush, stuff like that <33

~Strong focus on death or pining no in between gkjslgkh

~(Insert the many misconceptions with Papyrus here)

👀: How does your ship with your f/o influence both of your characterizations and the world? Would there be any interesting metas written about your dynamic?

~I mean, I'll be more willing to try things and be more silly in general. A bit more open with the things I usually feel insecure about sharing cause' they're viewed as childish. Really, they make me feel safe so I'd be more unabashed in everything.

~Papyrus would have a forever friend! Someone that can help with his low self-esteem and wants, hopes, and dreams!

~Won't affect the world so much. Paps and I are just seen walking together a lot and the townsfolk probably gossip(especially the bar-goers and Mettaton dkjgsd) (Did I ever mention that Alphys, Undyne, and Mettaton are dying for us to hook up? )

~I work at grillby's so he has more help and the player can talk to me there? idk lol

~I mean, there's lots that could be drawn from that considering Ci is a hacked in self insert that was added in by a human

~She has human memories but also lives with the monsters so she'll have a unque perspective on things for the time

~But idk if it would be too meta heavy??

#cicisays #self insert #ut self insert #WHOOSH! #HELL YEEAH THIS IS FUUUUN #SPAM ME PLEASE #THESE ARE SOOO CUTE YA'LL

[darlingpwease]

I usually write on a laptop/tablet and then edit on my phone when convenient, but sometimes I also just flat out write on my phone as well lol

Thus, I also don't get it when people are like "sorry, used my phone", I can understand if it's because they think the platforming might be off, but I know it's different for everyone ://

I hope ur final went well!! :DD

I have to arrest you

I'm sorry bubba, I'm gonna run, I'm not ready for jail yet </3 /t

Dove, I swear that ur works truly are great, both in the writing and style sense :))

plus, I think that you've already come a long way with it too!! For example, your BTD (I think it was BTD???) work compared to ur recent a×a work with Yuuta/ur bunny Yuuta work (I think, these ones r just from off the top of my head idk hhhhh) it's more layed out and the set up has definitely changed (in a good way tho). This is the stuff that can need some experimentation, and urs are doing amazing!! Be it quickly or not, I truly hope one day you can find a way you can be satisfied/comfortable, but on the road there, it's fun seeing you improve/test things out :DD

Listen, my teacher?? She was absolutely amazing, always made class fun. But, i have no idea how you could make teaching about text and design together while making it fun, but she did her best! It was fun when she let us design posters tho, so ig that evened it out

Being a programmer must definitely help out with understanding the html editing lol /srs /pos

Hhhhh aaaaa pretty pretty yuuta has me screaming <333

-panna cotta

I agree that it's a matter of habit, but when it's a laptop, I get the feeling that I'm working, you know, and I'm allergic to any job — I immediately start to get tired, bored and distracted. this is an unconditional reflex that will ruin me one day </333 /j

right? yes, it is easy to make mistakes on the phone, but they are just as easy to correct — perhaps this is some kind of my pet peeve, but it is repulsive when a request to change some word is answered with "sorry can't do it from the phone" and then don't do it at all.

right, thank you, dear <33 there are only two left with history and mathematics finals, then a week of rest and the final four exams — and a new semester will begin <3 </3

it's like you're being given a choice, panna cotta~ it's the charmpolice!!! you're unnyader arrest for being such a charmeowing bun; you have the right to remeowain silenyat!!!

... and put the handcuffs on yopurrself, I have paws </333

jahsgshsgshhdhd purrrrr <3333 I'll bite you, stop being so sweet </333 I want to take you and shake you from side to side, but affectionately </3333 /hj /pos

yup; boyfriends to death <3 bunny!yuuta my ex </3 love the concept, but it turned out to be too overrated, there is nothing unusual about it </333

so, in the end, you enjoyed it, honey panna cotta<3333 /hj

"programmer" is too big a word for such a trifle, but thank you, handsome <3 /pos

to be honest, programming languages and editors have one thing in common: they look creepy and uncomfortable until you sit down and start trying to figure it out, and then you just pull this thread out of the tangle. the hardest thing is to get together and decide to start — as in many things, in fact </3

a little incoherent chatter, but I got such a therapeutic pleasure when made gifs of new posts about yuuta. he makes me very soft and very obsessive </3333

#[📂] — voice from under the bed #❖.my jewelry #✮.panna cotta <3

[kuiinncedes]

:P

#i'm really not complaining or anything i'm just like #being annoying lmao it's so dumb i keep thinking like #why do i rarely get random asks/anons :') #which is literally so dumb lmaooo like it doesn't matter at all #i feel like that's kind of a common thing tho idk i think i'm boring to talk to #slash people don't really want to talk to me???? #now that's just me bringing my other dumb issue into it too lol #bc i want to talk to my friends but i feel like i'm being annoying #bc i texted them when i finished my semester and they didn't really respond like one of the two reacted to the message and that's it #and they should also be done but no one texts me updates or anything #like sometimes it feels like no one wants to talk to me voluntarily?? #and/or it's just me telling myself that no one really cares #akdhfgdksljgflkdhsfakjsghdljfskfgjhf #i think a bad part of being on tumblr tho is also seeing how other people get asks and shit and comparing myself #based on ABSOLUTELY NOTHING aslghklsjfsjddkfs #so it kinda amplifies all this shit #i need to limit my tumblr usage a little more lol #like the fact that i feel like getting notes and asks is like some kinda validation???? stop #especially since i went from three weeks without it to basically being on tumblr #for hours at a time especially at night #i'm just refreshing every five seconds lol #anyway i'm fine i might reblog an ask game or something if i see one bc i'm desperate for attention XD #(/lh for all of this lol) #stfu jeanne #like .. everything's fine i just like rambling about dumb shit lol #bc i don't really have other friends i feel liek i can go to alkshdgalskjdf anyway #yeah jeanne maybe try to work on one of ur fucking fics rn lol

[bow-wow-wark-wark]

Oh yeah? Ramuda doesnt have adhd? pfft bet

Enough jest aside, I was really inspired by this one post that talked about sasara being autistic and samatoki having adhd, so I decided to make my own but with ramuda!!!! I personally headcanon the entire hypmic cast except for like 2 charas as neurodivergent but this seems easier to do, might make another one tho. Sorry if these seem just like statements but it just seems so obvious to me idk how to explain

Anyways so I personally think that he has adhd and bpd

The pictures that I showed above are clear signs that he has adhd. I'd also like to add the fact that he's usually seen eating, also also the thing he does in the manga where every time he moves or stands up theres like a boing sound effect thing next to him bc I personally think he says it himself (verbal stimming)

Ok let's point out some stuff: 1st he definitely has the hyperactive kind or if that's just an act the mixed one.

2nd the fact he tends to be very touchy with people.

3rd the fact that he gets bored easily and is always craving more exciting stimulation.

4. He gets distracted easily.

5. He avoids things he doesnt like a lot, like talking about or to jakurai, eating food he doesn't like, etc.

6. The fact that he doesn't seem to stick to common social norms, and like etiquette and stuff. (All the times jakurai points it out on tdd or when he doesn't close the door when he's measuring that girl on the drama cd) with this as well the fact that he tends to be seen as insensitive sometimes.

Ok next bpd signs: tw // self harm

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1st unstable sense of self, ramuda doesn't seem to have the best image of himself most of the time, specifically bc of him being a clone and all that, I would say this plays into him having impulsive and self damaging behavior. If you think about it he does a lot of reckless stuff (also bc of his craving for stimulation) like in the anime where he decides he is going to mind hack jakurai basically on a whim. This whole thing also has another aspect: self harm. Diana pointed out how ramuda is never seen wearing more revealing clothes, I think it would be interesting if its bc he has self harmed before, this could even be to feel "more human" apart from the self punishing behavior.

2nd feelings of emptiness (which also plays into the messy self image as pointed on the picture below) this plays into people feeling as if they are nothing or nobody which he probably feels since he has all the other ramuda clones, so he might feel as if there's no difference and like he doesn't matter

3rd extreme mood changing, this is not as seen as much I guess since he's usually all happy go lucky, but we can point out the scene where he yells at jakurai in the tdd manga, the scene where he tells gentaro to stay out of his business, most of the after scenes when he speaks to ichijuku, etc. Also since its common for people with bpd to engage in punishing behavior after lashing out, this:

This keeps going, but you could say this also goes hand in hand with anger management issues and the fact that he tries to suppress that anger in this scene; suppressing emotions is also a thing with bpd.

4th unstable relationships: for the longest of time ramuda had very messy relationships; his relationship with the chohuku girls, his relationship with jakurai (which could have gone with idolizing it for a little bit to criticizing it when they broke up, which is fairly common) and with the tdd. Also how he has a hard time accepting fling posse's friendship bc he has a hard time connecting with others and has had unsuccessful relationships before.

This relates to fear of abandonment, 1st this pic, 2nd when the tdd talks about fighting chohuku he seems unsure, probably bc this means they would have to disband when they find out he's a clone. Also with the fling posse thing, can't get abandoned if you dont even let people in to begin with, am I right?

Last feeling paranoid when stressed, most people tend to become suspicious of others actions and behaviors. The instance I'm pointing out would be in the manga after he doesnt mind hack jakurai, immediately after this ramuda believes that ichijuku is going to kill him so he says his good byes to fling posse and all that, nonetheless she says she wasnt going to do that, which plays into the feeling paranoid. Also when he yells at jakurai once again, he's expecting him to get angry, which is why he quickly tries to act as if nothing happened but jakurai doesnt.

Ok I think that's it, if you have something else to add, feel free too, I can also (try to) elaborate if something isnt that clear. This comes from someone with both adhd and bpd but if I got something wrong, feel free to tell me. Anyways stay tuned for if i do another one

#hypmic #hypmic headcanons #hypnosis mic #hypmic ramuda #amemura ramuda #ramuda amemura #adhd headcanon #bpd headcanon #ramble post #also to the person i mentioned #hope it doesnt make you uncomfy i can sensor your name if you want #this is something ive wanted to do for a very long while lmao #brrrr this post is so long #call it a mega ramble post if you will #tw self harm #self harm tw #me while writing the sh bit: omg thats so sad i wish it wanst true 😢 #dude it isnt is just a headcanon?!?!?!? #felt very real tho.....

[shima-draws]

I'm curious, what's your thoughts on Kirito's canon characterisation? A common complaint from haters of SAO is how, in the anime, Kirito's kinda just a blank slate/Jesus-kun starting the fairy dance arc. Then there's also, like, how Alicization and MD make him more of a good sometimes and like? I want to love Kirito but he's really boring in the original bit of the anime? Idk, I kinda rambled, but yeah, what're your thoughts?

Honestly I’ve never had a real issue with it? I think it could definitely be better developed (looks at SAO Abridged which did his character arc WONDERFULLY) because there’s just a lot of things that are easy to forget about his background, but in season 2 especially he definitely felt like a more genuine and real sort of character because they gave us all of this trauma and personal shit he has to deal with so he feels less like a Mary Sue, overpowered god character with no flaws LOL

Kirito probably feels blank and kind of an ass in season 1 because he. Literally has ZERO social skills. He’s pretty much been self isolating ever since he was a kid, doesn’t have any friends in real life, and rarely ever talked to his family until after the SAO incident. He’s been doing everything solo for YEARS so naturally him being able to do all this shit on his own and seem so OP for it kinda makes sense. It’s what he’s used to! It’s what he’s been doing for ages, it’s the only thing he knows HOW to do! But through spending those two years in SAO, falling in love with Asuna, and meeting people who are like you know what you’re a dick but you’re not awful and I can tolerate you (AKA baby boy finally makes some REAL friends!), he starts to open up more and be kinder, and decides hey yeah I CAN rely on other people, I can trust other people and not shut myself away from literally everybody. This is one of his biggest character changes and yes it could have been written better but it’s THERE if you look for it. The thing with SAO is that Kirito was terrified to get close to others because he was afraid of losing them--this is especially highlighted after the whole Moonlit Black Cats situation, which is why he was a total jerk for a couple episodes, especially to people he already knew like Klein and Asuna. His logic was that if I shut everybody out and refuse to let anybody get close to me I can protect myself and protect them without worrying about them dying. Ofc eventually the power of cute girls and video game wife cracked that shield he built up and he went welp I guess it’s okay for me to have emotions and get attached to other people

If early season 1 Kirito came into ALO he’d go straight for the World Tree without asking for help and would probably refuse to let Leafa help him at all. By asking her for assistance and admitting he doesn’t have all the knowledge and skills to find his way around he’s opening himself up--giving Leafa a chance to become close with him pretty much from the get go. He did not do this before. Kiwibo is learning. I’m so proud

Season 2 slaps us in the face with the fact that Kirito’s actually a sensitive little baby that beats himself up over shit a LOT. This doesn’t go away. He killed three people! That’s traumatizing! He feels awful about it! It gets even worse in the Alicization arc after--spoiler alert--Eugeo’s death, and Kirito literally tries to kill himself out of guilt from that. So yes he does have feelings and he does torture himself over the mistakes he’s made (which definitely makes for a good character flaw), so he’s not a perfect uwu character that saves the day and doesn’t walk away unscarred from it.

Kirito’s always been a huge goofball but it takes a while for him to actually show that side of himself because in season 1 he’s an Angsty Arrogant Teenage Boy who thinks he can clear SAO solo. I think there’s also the fact that he’s still learning how to be himself and express himself openly around the rest of the group, so the first person we see him being genuinely a dork around without any sort of filters is Eugeo, which is why his dumbass energy in Alicization is plainly obvious. Remember that this kid has gone his entire life being by himself so he still doesn’t know how to act around girls! He teases and makes a fool out of himself around them because nobody ever fucking taught him how to interact with them! Kirito acts smart most of the time but deep down he’s just a lovable moron who likes video games

I rambled much longer than you did LOL sorry about that but hopefully that sheds some light on the subject;; Imo Kirito is a really complex character, it’s just that SAO’s shoddy writing makes that difficult to see. It’s gotten better in recent arcs tho--everything from GGO and beyond has done a really good job of getting deeper into his character. And if it weren’t obvious already I fucking adore Kirito so naturally I’m biased and will vote in his favor ;)

#Shima answers questions #Season 1 Kirito: Definitely Mary Sue. He gets better by the end. #Fairy dance Kirito kinda stagnates bc he's still in Badass Mode but there's some good moments in there #And GGO Kirito is where we get hit with Trauma so that's always a good way to shoehorn the character development #He takes a backseat in Mother's Rosario so not much there #But for Alicization he's like HEY I'M HERE AND I'M QUEER AND I'M DUMB but I love him anyway #SAO #Long post #Kirito #As you can see I am VERY opinionated on SAO LMAO #Sorry for the ramble ;D #I'll tag this to be safe #Suicide tw

[eyes-like-a-pisces]

Rules: Answer 10 questions, tag 10 people and make another 10 questions.🧜‍♀️

Questions from my astrological twin: @maiden-song 💕

1. if you could choose to glimpse the afterlife, would you?

Yes, I would. I think a lot about It.

2. under what circumstances do you think you past life was lived?

I could have had many past lifes. I think I was a native american, cause I've always felt bonded to their tradicion and same with China, cause when I hear the sound of Erhu - traditional chinese instrument, something wakes up in me. I've also always wanted to see Sweden & Finland, so maybe I was doing something there... I mean, I could do anything. I see myself in biblical times, as well as middle ages. I could be a renaissance artist, as well as dying of hunger during victorian era, or something, and that's probably why I'm still careful with money, haha. For my latest one, I think I could have been a hippie in the 60/70s and had some drug use experience, cause when I was a child I used have dreams about taking drugs, even if I didn't know anything about It. I also had some experience with psychics (and "psychics"), my mom had a past life regression and she told me she saw me few times... I don't take anything for granded, but reincarnation is one of my favourite theories.

3. what three skills would you instantly master if you had the choice?

Playing every instrument, speaking every language, singing beautifully

4. would your rather no passion or no pain?

No pain. Everything is needed in life, but you know, enough is enough.

5. if you had a chance to leave this world and go to another one, would you take it?

Depends of the world and who I would meet there. Even if this world can be cruel and disappointing at times, I still have some love for him and humanity.

6. if you could smell like anything in the world, what would it be?

Like the first day of spring, when you go outside and the air smells different. Or a storm.

7. do you feel like common interests or philosophical comparability are not important?

They are very important. I can't imagine a relationship without similar interests, views. You either get bored or fight constantly. I think that the whole point of searching a partner is trying to find things you got in common. The more similar you are, the more understood you feel and more you are attracted to them. That's my experience at least. That's a very basic example, but as you may noticed, I'm very much into music and I was dating a guy, who wasn't into music that much at all. I thought It doesn't matter at first, but then I started feeling like I'm missing my favourite way to connect with other person. Once I met a guy who loved music as much as I do, I'm sorry to admit It, but my partner became unattractive to me.

Similar interests and views are needed at the beginning, to bond with somebody, and later, to simply enjoy spending time together (thanks Captain Obvious). I mean... chemistry and good will are not enough for a relationship to last. Don't get me wrong, I don't think you have to be identical and agree on everything - some differences can be inspiring, balance your relationship and teach you something new. It's also ok and even needed, to have some separate hobbies, things that you like to do on your own. There are also other important things, like, if you equally care about each other and if you are on the same page in general, but I can't imagine not agreeing in the key points and things that are the most important to you. And the only person who can decide what is the most important is the person who is in that relationship, no matter if It's about interests, philosophy or religion. But beside a romantic relationship, I think It's good to be surrounded by different people and listen what they got to say.

8. if there was one mystery you alone could learn the answer too, what would it be?

The mystery of life in general. Why we are here, is there any destiny, how we are connected, how this universe works, what happens after death...

9. in your opinion, is there anything more important than love?

No :) (I'm not talking about putting your relationship before other things. I'm talking about love as a big force and meaning of this universe)

10. describe a new planet you would live on, if you could.

I want things to be diverse, monumental... Maybe another moon, why not. As a concept of the world, I wish there would be peace :) everybody has their safe place to live, will to live, passion, purpose, someone to love and who loves them back. Amen.

Questions from @mybloodiedvalentine 💕👯

1. What is an unpopular opinion you hold you about which you feel strongly and with which you seem to notice a lot of people disagree?

Nothing specific comes to my mind at the moment (that I haven't mentioned before). I sure have some, but what's unpopular opinion in general and what's unpopular opinion on tumblr, are two different things. Maybe, that the "tumblr positivity" is not really helpful. Like: "in case you need to hear this: you are smart, you are loved... ". How do you know that? Those are just empty words. But It's better to spread positivity than negativity, of course.

2. What is the nicest thing a stranger has ever told you that you can recall?

Oh, I had a few situations like that... This is so lovely, when a stranger wants to just be genuinely nice, not just catcalling you...For example, when I was with my 3 girlfriends at the club and 2 ladies in their 40s where like: "excuse me, we just wanted to say that we can't stop starring at you all, cause you are the priettiest girls in the club." And we were like: aww, omg, you are beautiful too, come dance with us. And we were all dancing in our witches circle ignoring all sweaty men around us, haha. Or when my mom went to the the same hair saloon as me and asked hair dresser if she remembers me and she said that she does and that I'm nice and intelectual. I'm her faithful client now ;_; (Sorry for sucking my own dick, but It was nice to remind myself about these situations).

3. Has a piece of art or music ever made you cry? If so, do you remember a specific moment? 

Crying to music is my passion. The latest intense moment was few days ago. I was loading a dishwasher at night and I played some music and then "lover you should've come over" by Jeff Buckley came on and sudden wave of lonelliness hit me so hard, that I just had to put down the plate, hide my face in my hands and weep ✌

4. What’s your favourite piece of clothing?

Idk, maybe my Penny Lane coat :)

5. What’s a random childhood memory that fills you with a deep sense of comforting nostalgia? 

Sledding with kids during a very cold winter in my home town, until It got dark and snow looked like sprinkled with glitter and having my freezed feet warmed up with a hair dryer, when I came back home, haha.

6. What is/was your favourite thing about your mom? If not your mom, your dad? Or best friend?

My favourite thing about my mom is that she's tolerant and open minded. I didn't have to lie to her or pretend I'm someone I'm not because of that. My favourite thing about my dad is that he actually cared about being a parent, even tho my parents divorced. I respect that he has unwavering morals and huge knowledge about a world - biology, astronomy, music, art...- subject doesn't matter- but he is very modest about It.

7. What’s something you learned on your own of which you’re proud?

Playing guitar

8. When was a moment in your life you remember laughing the hardest?

I was playing cards since I was a kid. After few years, when I was about 13 y. o. I got the first poker, a royal flush. When I saw my cards, I'm not sure why, I just coudn't believe my luck, I started laughing so hard I almost died.

9. What do you like to do when you’re having a hard time mentally that invariably calms you down?

Really depends of the kind of situation and if It's triggered by something or just a longer period of time feeling in a certain way. The is no a magic trick, but some things might be helpful. When It's concrete situation, at first, when the feelings are really intense, then I just can't calm down. Every try to do so, has a reverse effect. Like, I CAN'T THE FUCK CALM DOWN and It makes me even more angry. Brain needs about 20 min to chill, if It's not triggered, so It's better to be left alone and just go mad a little until brain will have enough haha. Have a good cry, listen to some music, have a lonely walk, write my feelings down etc.

I like to listen to Teal Swan on youtube. She's a spiritual teacher. I know, It might not sound encouragingly, but she actually seems very down to earth. She has a video about like, every emotion and every problem ever. She's very good in naming feelings, rationalizing them and It makes you feel more understood. And It calms me down as result. ASMR doesn't work for me, but I remember that at some point I liked to listen to sounds of the nature, like rain, waves etc + guided meditation to fall asleep.

Music always helps in general - listening, playing guitar, singing. I also like to take an oil and do a face massage. I'm really sorry if I sound like an instagram influencer 🤢, but when you feel bad for a longer time, you frown and there is a tention in your jaw, it can be really relieving. I follow instructional videos on yt.

When I have a longer period of going into downward spiral, then every way to distract my brain is good - TV shows, internet content that is not related to my life situation (although, sometimes It's good to distance yourself from social media), for example, I like criminal podcasts, cause they are occupying enough to distract a miserable brain, meeting somebody, going to a place I've never been before. + any kind of shedule, reason to leave the house, any goal, anything positive to look forward to and having even the simplest things done, is a blessing (even if sometimes It's the last thing I wanna do). I also tend to be much sadder in the evening, so I just go to sleep. When nothing works, then It's time for the professional help.

10. Do you have a favourite holiday memory?

Discovering Cocteau Twins.

Best regards if u actually read all that chatter, but those questions were so interesting, that I couldn't limit myself to one sentence answer (in most cases).

My questions are:

1. Who or what was the most influential for your music taste?

2. If you could time travel, where and when would you like to go first?

3. If you could be someone from an opposite gender for a day, how would you like to look like and what would you do?

4. Do you have a style icon/inspiration? Or a favourite designer? Desribe your dream clothing style

5. What's the song by a band/artist from your country that you could recommend? (From your hometown or state eventually)

6. What is the most rebellious thing you've ever done?

7. Has ever something in your life happened, that you coudn't explain with logic?

8. What 5 objects someone could use to summon you?

9. What is your favourite name from your culture's language? And outside your culture's language?

10. What's a song you normally wouldn't admit you like or different from music that you usually listen, but still enjoy?

I tag: @winterdryad @bowiepop @nightmare @confusion-in-the-sea-of-sorrow @l0w-budget @numberoneblind @mirandasinclairs @mysticbride @leperwitch @comeacrossthedesertnoshoeson @hexafu @mielmelancolie @arcane-delight

#don't reblog this or any of my personal posts please #and thank you

[gettin-bi-bi-bi]

I've been having a really hard time understanding my sexuality. I know I'm bi, I have known it for years. I'm a women and I am 100% sure I am attracted to other women, and I don't suffer any kind of internalised homophobia. When it comes to men tho, it confuses me. Because when I see a woman I can feel immediate attraction to her... With men is so much complicated. I need some kind of bond, if that makes sense. And it makes me wonder if my attraction to them is real or if I am faking it??? (1)

(2) like I know for sure I’m romantically attracted to them. I fantasize about being in romantic relationships with men etc. But idk. I have only kissed a girl and a guy and I didn’t feel anything when I kissed him (we had just met at a party, I just thought he was hot but kissing him turned out to be really boring) which made me question myself even more. The thought of never being with a man makes me sad and anxious, tho. Like I wanna be with men but I am afraid I won’t feel sexual (+)

(3) attraction once I do. And I know bisexuality means different attraction to different genders but I can’t quite understand it. Like, does this happen to other people??? Is this internalised biphobia or compulsive heterosexuality?? Idk what to do to stop feeling so confused. I met this guy the other day and I can’t stop thinking about him and I am worried it will be ruined (this and other relationships with men) by all this confussion

I just typed out basically an essay-length reply and then tumblr screwed me over and deleted everything (((((:

Sooooo here we go again.

I get the feeling you are waaaaay overthinking this. I understand that this confussion can be anxiety-inducing and it is probably nagging on some internalised biphobia because you seem to strive towards some ideal in which you think you have to have it ~all figured out~ and be hyperaware of every last fraction of how your sexuality works. This causes you to put every little bit of attraction under immense scrutiny and it makes you lose perspective.

So. Take a breath. Remind yourself that uncertainly and confussion aren’t the end of the world. You’re fine. You’re safe. It’s gonna be okay.

Some bi people have romantic and sexual orientations that don’t exactly allign in every aspect. For example there is bi people who prefer one gender over another; bisexual people who are aromantic; biromantic people who are asexual; and there’s also bi people who are sexually attracted to one gender and romantically to another; and bi people who are sexually AND romantically attracted to one gender but only romantic (or only sexually) to another.

I don’t know if any of those possibilities (or another one I didn’t mention above) is the answer for you. But you’re definitly not alone on having a “complicated” form of bisexuality in which you don’t feel exactly the same attractions for all genders. It’s actually pretty common. And I think you’re doing yourself a disservice if you try to compare your feelings for men to your feelings for women and hold them to the same expectations. If you can feel instantly attracted to women that’s cool. But just because you don’t get that instant “whoosh” with men doesn’t mean you’re not attracted to them at all. You even say you have romantic attraction to them. Maybe you’re demisexual towards men or you’re not sexually attracted to men at all. That doesn’t take away from your romantic feelings and desires and you can still have romantic relationships with men even without sexual attraction.

And that one guy you kissed at a party? I think you’re putting way too much value on that experience. Honestly, there’s so many reasons why ~kissing random hot guy at party~ wouldn’t turn out as that amazingly sexy experience you’d hope it would be. First of all he was basically a stranger. It was a party where I guess other people were around. It was your first kiss with a guy (or even your first kiss ever?). Hell, maybe that dude just was a really bad kisser. I’m not saying it will definitly feel different with another man. But just because that one guy you kissed (whom you just met randomly at a party) was boring doesn’t mean your entire potential to be attracted to men has vanished.

Try to not overthink things too much. Let past experiences be past. Focus on what you feel right now. You say you like this other guy you met. That’s all you need to know for now. Maybe sexual attraction will develop, maybe it won’t. And confussion and uncertainty in relationships is best dealt with by talking about it. So if things get serious with him (or another person) and you’re not sure about your feelings then talk about it. It might not be easy at first but it’s okay to say “I have romantic feelings for you but I don’t think I can feel sexual attraction for men or at least I’m not sure if that will develop or not.” Then the two of you can take it from there and decide whether a romantic relationship (with or without sex) is an option for you or not.

Maddie

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I mean, it wouldn't be such a nuisance if it wasn't so hard to pronounce, I'm really conscious about my way of speaking so what really takes me back is the speaking part 😔 (the most important 😓)

Finally it wasn't so bad, I would've stayed more time if it wasn't for some things I have to do here, but after this experience I'm thinking of going there to at least start studying while I take care of my cousin. I have much to think about, I'll have to talk it out with my bed 💤

Would you know 👀 I'm actually on ep 8 of All of us are dead, but I'll talk about that in another ask...

Well actually, these last days HxH has been really fun, I like this exam arc, but I prefer watching it with my friend bc I like to say stupid shit and we end up laughing all the time. (Actually Hisoka's parts usually have that flamenco music so we always make fun of it dancing to it 😂) Domestic Girlfriend is... confusing, like 'why are you making an anime about this??? 🧐'. Yeah, I'll check out that one then, the only sports anime I've seen is Haikyuu and I loved it, I'd like to watch Yuri on Ice and Free! Have you watched them?

It's good to hear that, must really come in handy knowing a person in every school, I could never 😂 Then I've totally achieved my goal 😌‼️ I always have much love to give so anytime you need reassurance, I'm here 🕴️

ahh... I wouldn't know... As I'm an only child I only know I would give my life for my parents, but I don't actually know if I'd like to have siblings... My mother told me she wanted to have manyyy kids, like 6 or so, but due to reasons she decided not to, but damn, I wouldn't want to be oldest sibling out of that bunch 👀 I can't even imagine the pressure.

Well, the first Agatha's book I read was 'And then there were none' at 13-14 for school, and to this day it's the first that comes to mind when recommending one, it really has you on the edge all the time (the introduction is kinda long and a little boring but after the dinner it all escalates) and bombastic plot twist 💥. Murder in the Orient express is also a classic.

Yeah, now my mind is in ‼️All of us are dead‼️but I'll check their synopsis out.

Take care and get better angel <3 - 💐

oh so you CAN speak french‼️meh i say don't be too concerned over an accent or the way you speak or anything 💔 it's so stupid that we gradually feel more self conscious about it as we grow up tho and like, the concern is so common and yet <//3 idk kids generally have it so easy with learning languages and talking since they don't hold back like we might do smh

pls im glad you're in the fluffy and fun and adventure filled era of hxh for now 😭 hisoka is sick af, but the music just makes it better yeah lmao it gets gradually so so dark and the tension just makes your neck sore sometimes 💔💔 there are so many "wtf" animes so ig domestic gf is that kind too haha i haven't watched yuri on ice (at least not in full episodes, i do know what goes on tho) but free! is still on my tbw list... for the past years.... still haven't watched it bc so many new stuff are coming out 😭🤚

thanking my dad for the amount of ppl ik istg i still don't know how my memory is capable of that </3 thanks for being the reliable older sister (figure) i never had 💜💔

trust me. being the oldest isn't worth any of its very few advantages 😐 im the oldest of four and you have to be the second mother to everyone. just— no. i would never recommend being born first and im very serious about this oml. ppl might always complain about being lonely as an only child, but that's far better than being constantly surrounded by multiple gremlins at once 🥴 they look up to you for everything, so you never get to make mistakes (as my mom always tells me to behave or else you're being "a bad influence" and teaching them something bad 💔🙁). also bc you were your parents' first kid, they'll be harsher on you but the rules they once reinforced on you will lighten up so much more with your younger siblings. okay im done with my mini rant anyways you can see how done i am with this entire older sister life 💀💀

after i finish my recently bought books, i'll be checking out and then there wer none!!

#💐 anon