READ THIS TO THE TUNE OF HALLELUJAH
Destiel - Hallelujah
I heard there were two Winchesters
Who hunted monsters, fought a war
When one of them got killed and went to hell (yeah)
It went like this: The angel Cas
Who gripped Dean tight and saved his ass
From perdition started questioning his god
He meant truly well but went too far
Became a god and started war
Dick dragged Cas and Dean to purgatory
There their love became so clear
But only Beandenny got back here
Cas was kidnapped and brainwashed by heaven
Brainwashed to kill his best friend Dean
But snapped out of it to save him
When his blue eyes met Dean’s green eyes he had to
He fell from heaven and lost his grace,
Kept fighting for some better days
He cared about all humans ’cause he loved one
Even demon Dean could never hurt his Cas
They’d die to save each other’s ass
But still think this is just a normal friendship
Hugs so tight and face-cradling-hands
It’s actually a great romance
Of a faithless man and his angel in a trenchcoat
No personal space but an adopted son
Dumbasses can’t see what’s going on
Think they can’t have the one thing that they want
Cas‘ love confession leaves Dean a mess
He gets him back and reciprocates:
You dumbass always had me... I love you Cas!
Hope you like this version!
(Feel free to add the hallelujah parts in between the verses)
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denormalise liveblogging your breakdown. in case you go “isn’t that what this blog is for?” let me explain. don’t liveblog on a blog where people actually KNOW you. this blog, no one knows me. no one even follows me. if i do get a following of people who actually consistently interact with my posts, and i can identify who are those followers who are consistently interacting with me, and it begins to feel like there’s some sort of connection, i’m deleting. it’s unhealthy to liveblog your breakdown to people who’ll actually see it. it’s unhealthy for you because you don’t get to deal with this in private, and it’s unfair to other people if they feel like they have to help you so you don’t think nobody cares about you. it’s unfair to other people to force your followers to witness your breakdown. if you’re having a breakdown, do not liveblog it to your followers. if you need to talk about it, keep a diary (what this blog essentially is). ask a friend if they are willing to listen to it, and make it clear that they’re allowed to say no (going “hey can i vent” and waiting for a response is a good way to do this). and if they do give you advice, consider it! even if you don’t like it! sometimes you need to do things you don’t like! and if they go “i can’t help you out any further”, let them stop! your mental health is your responsibility, not theirs.
hi hi my loves!!!
for some of you, today is going to be a pretty shitty day-- for some of you, today is going to be really exciting!-- for some of you, you literally do not give less of a shit it is simply another day.
no matter what your situation is, remember that you are loved!!! take care of yourself-- drink water, eat some food (though i know that’s hard in holiday settings, sometimes), and get some sleep!
for people who are struggling with a difficult family situation, remember that you are deserving of being cared for and wanted, no matter what. even if, due to how some things unfold, that care isn’t coming from your family. someone will love you-- and not just one person, many. you’re so important.
and for those spending the holiday closeted, or having to hide their identity around their family-- i’m sorry, and i feel for you. your worth isn’t defined by what you identity as. you’re lovely no matter what.
and for those who don’t celebrate christmas-- or any upcoming holiday, as a matter of fact: i know the holidays always feels suffocating. but, just like every day in this year, today is just another. make sure to do something you enjoy today.
for those who are struggling with the Fucking Quarantine that is stealing your festivity time: yeah. shitty how things have unfolded. stay safe, and spend time with those who love in any way that you can.
and for those that aren’t actually actively struggling atm: hell yeah!!! merry fucking christmas gamers, and happy holidays!!!
i know those don’t cover Every possible situation here, but. i wanted to say something. i love you all a lot, and if you’re having difficulties getting through today, i’ll be here. i literally have nothing planned for today so, my dms and asks are open. i love you! stay safe. ♡
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There’s one server I’ve spent basically no time in on Discord, and tbh I think I might just leave it after tonight
Something was discussed that just finally irked me too much and god it’s dumb to vent post abt it here like this but my brain is on FIRE over it
and I don’t know anyone on there aside from general things abt them but I do know enough to know they don’t get to be deciding things re: queer men (aka they aren’t a part of that demographic), and as a queer man, seeing that going on?
just fucking makes me seethe. I’ve already been ignored as trans and called a lesbian in it (I’m a proud gay trans man-aka I’m only into other trans dudes or cis dudes-and I don’t hide that, but apparently it doesn’t matter)
the only blessed thing is that as far as I know, no one that I talk to on the other servers like DL or K Company or on tumblr is on it, so at least I won’t lose contact w/anyone I actually like talking to by leaving it
that’s what I get for searching out additional servers w/out having them be recommended by ppl I trust lmao