#i feel gross

[ch3rie-pop]

I’m here

It’s been a couple months. My mom restricted tumblr from my phone and uuuh, I can’t download anything without her knowing so that’s cool. I’m tired. I’m tired but I finally figured out the screen time passcode to my phone so I thought I’d talk with you all because I think some people might care 🤷‍♀️

It use to be bad (my mental state), but it’s mellowed out, I got use to it I guess. That being said I’m not sure about creating content too much, finding the time and motivation to is very difficult. It hurts coming back here and not feeling at home anymore. I don’t feel the same about art and I feel bland. Really meh. I want to go back but even if I tried to I think I’d just get beaten into the ground again (<- not literal please don’t call the cops).

That’s it I think. I love you very much and I hope you’re doing better than me right now.

#beloved mutuals #<- I can’t yell right now #sorry #I knew I’d freaking cry when I came back here ehdjsirhekwhdishd #emotionally drained #kind of a vent #? #I feel like I’m just being honest #But I do love you #I love you very much #Tumblr in general #Maybe not some of you (inkstargirl) but most of you were everything to me #And then you were gone #It’s not your fault and maybe not even mine #maybe that’s just how things work #which is so disgusting tbh :/ #But hey #We’re alive #we’ll do the best that we can #I feel gross #like hallow and crusty #Very dry #I hate it #I don’t think I’ll be the same after everything that’s happened #I’m fine #I think.

[alberta-sunrise]

#me #selfie #green eyes #blonde #nose piercing #star wars #star wars fan #star wars fangirl #boba fett #star wars t-shirt #star wars shirt #comfy #its so hot #i feel gross #too hot #what’s up with the weather? #mad weather

[bettertwin9000]

I’m so sorry that happened to you, Donnie. People just irritate me in general, but being cat called, that a new low for a person. I hope you’re feeling better even though this happened

-Ender

It's been happening for a few years. It never feels any better - I'll definitely forget about it later, though, but now I'm just annoyed and disgusted. I might just end up playing some games to distract myself today.

#blugh #eugh #i feel gross #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise donnie #unpause rise of the tmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt leo #rise leo #disaster twins #save rise of the tmnt

[cosmicallysick]

You ever have gross days like days you wake up and you just feel and look disgusting and absolutely nothing has changed it’s all in your head but you’re just so gross

#i feel gross #disgusting #cosmic is sick

[787-9dreamliner]

we actually endorse furry airplanes. sorry bud

OH BOY WHAT THE DUCK BRO??! NOT THE FUCKING BOEING COMPANY SUPPORTING THE PLANE FURRIES BULLSHITTERY JESUS CHRIST WHY THE FUCKING ACTUAL HELL BRUH PLEASE STOP SUPPORTING PLANE FURRIES BULLSHITTERY

#what the fuck #i feel gross #funny #seriously wtf #wtf is this #humor #fucking shit #boeing 787

[goodluckclove]

You know if any writers out there need tips on how to accurately portray modern electroshock treatments, from the perspective of someone with VERY personal experience (my mom went through two rounds over about a year and a half), I'd be willing to share.

Mostly because I saw a prompt that mentioned it in a wholly inaccurate way and that bothered me, since it's something that people are still commonly getting for medical reasons right now. I don't think I'll share my experience unprompted but if someone asks and they would find it genuinely helpful I'll go there so you don't say something, like...kind of triggering? Maybe??

#writeblr #writing community #writers on tumblr #on writing #writing tips #writing resources #writing help #i feel gross #maybe do SOME research #other than movies

[loving-and-dreaming]

I think the reason I’m so hung up on being seen as fat is because they were people who were my friends that are saying it. I’m not stupid I understand that when people see me they see someone disgusting and fat, but I would think my friends saw beyond that… I guess not. Y’all if my friends and family can’t see past how disgustingly fat I am how can I expect anyone too…

#personal vent #personal #i needed to vent #rant post #i’m too fat #disgusting #i feel so undesirable #i feel gross #i hate this #i hate my body

[stdallontines]

My body needs all of the electrolytes right now, but my heart just wants more Dr. Pepper--

#food #it is a struggle #I feel gross #last night's show was sweatier than I thought

[lil-katz]

i feel ugly

#me #face #hi #selfie #sup #ugh #i feel gross #idk #trying to make myself post even when i feel ugly is hard

[who-is-page]

Furry Twitter was being SUPER pluralphobic when I hopped on the site to respond to a message someone had sent me a few days ago and??? Jfc I would not have expected such genuine vitriol and hatred from the fuzzy wuzzy "we accept efurrybody uwu" queer left-leaning community or whatever on what was literally plural appreciation day. I'm hoping it was just Musk's algorithm naturally boosting the nastiest voices, but... Yikes on bikes. I saw some seriously ableist and misinformed takes, and it was really upsetting to get hit with out of nowhere. I honestly need to just outright delete my Twitter instead of just letting it sit there unused/mostly abandoned.

#personal #It came SO out of left field??? #I feel gross #So many of these are dated for plural appreciation day or right around there and I'm like??? bro c'mon #Furry Twitter is the bad place. #TWITTER ITSELF IS THE BAD PLACE

[vexypest]

me when im hormonal:

#I feel gross #LMAO

[peenusmaximus]

"hateful people dni" lmfao too bad im a hater, im calling you out for me getting recommended pro ED content on my dash when i almost died from EDNOS and have been in recovery almost 10 years. now i'm not triggered for me, i've been safe a long time and i'm not worried about relapsing. but clearly you either dont know or just dont care that there's kids on this site, the history of pro ED content on this site, and how many people (including kids) have died from consuming this type of content. those of us that didn't incurred permanent damage to our health and cannot ever return to full health. if you don't give a fuck about yourself atleast give a fuck about what you might be distributing to people already on the brink of death, yes, including children. you might not blog pro ED content but if you boost it in the algorithm, you are partially responsible for the damage that incurs. most anamia forums have been shut down by now but it seems tumblr is still at it. if you're not going to get help at least try not to get any underage kids hooked on the drug we destroyed ourselves with by employing "misery loves company". i get it, i used to look at that kind of content myself. when i was a kid. a little kid. its disgusting. i didnt care about myself but i never wished it to get spread to anyone else. your participation in that world affects more than just you. i'm from florida too so miss me w the bullshit, i'm really not scared, go ahead and just delete this bc i'm a "hater" and not post it because i can guarantee you that you don't have a sensical defense for this when confronted by somebody who knows exactly how it feels and went through it themselves. this content ends innocent lives. you are contributing to it. i may not have died but i'll be damned if i don't stand up for those who remind me of me when i should've had someone stand up for me and didn't. let me guess, too long didnt read? you should be severely ashamed of yourself. if you dont want help, don't boost it where other people can see it. care about others besides just you. that's really it.

I've never ON PURPOSE interacted with pro-ed shit😭 I've been in recovery for over four years

I'm sorry

#GUYS IM NOT PRO ED I SWEAR #i actually feel terrible about this even tho i didn't do anything on purpose #idk how to tag this but i want people to see this #american gothic #southern gothic #rural america #americana #I've been in recovery longer than I've had this account so i really don't know how this happened #i feel gross #tw ed discussion

[beatheprincess]

Dear god these 50 year old men gotta stop following me :/ shouldn't yall be retired spending time with grandchildren? Instead u follow a 19yr old ??? Get a life pls- do not sexualize me, these ppl seriously need to be evaluated.

#tumblr pls fix this #dear tumblr #dni #pls stop this #im convinced people are more mentally ill than me #do not sexualize this #sfw interaction only #non community agere #soft blog #confession #fypage #dollie #girlblog ♡ #girlcore #pinkcore #blockchain #smhhh #i feel gross #mine

[787-9dreamliner]

boo

WHAT THE FUCKKKKK

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKING BLOODY HELL WHY THE FUCKING GODDAMN F-15 JESUS CHRIST AREOMORPH ARE WAY FICKING WORSE THAN THOSE IDIOCY PLANE DRAGAN BULLSHITTERY GOD FUCKING SAKES I AM SO DONE WITH THOSE PEOPLE BE SEXUALIZING PLANES WITH BIG FUCKING BOOBS AND THAT IS FUCKING STUPID WHO THE FUCKING HELL DOES THAT MAN YOU GUYS SHOULD STOP SEXUALIZING PLANES RIGHT FUCKING NOW OH MY FUCKING GOD.

#seriously wtf #what the fuck #fucking shit #i feel gross #wtf is this #shitty #stupid #f 15 eagle #areomorph shit #Areomorph #bullshittery #stop this shit #stop this nonsense #stop this please #stop #stop this now #stop this madness #Aviation #plane #plane abusing