#i dont think i ever explained that tho

[howaitot]

Kinda messy drawing of Ren. as a treat for me [tried to stick to the preliminary ykmet design but im not sure if i got his face well]

#ren hana #btd ren #btd #ykmet #strade #i have real strong headcanons for how strade sounds. i dont think i could ever explain it tho but [ german speaker moment ] #boyfriend to death

[milkbreadtoast]

OC💙🧡 (drops w no context)

edit: ok some context.. it's all the same girl! Her name is 이설/Yi Seol. the long hair is a disguise/fake identity (for plot reasons)... I think I'll make her fake name 김노을/Kim Noeul

#my art #oc #ppst... it's all the same girl... #yi seol... #i think im gonna go w yi instead of lee for the romanization of 이 #this is a disguise... #the long hair is a wig ofc #the transformation has to be p extreme so she's unrecognizable (it's a disguise after all!!) #but still believable that it's her from the features (eg big ole eyes...) #i also tried to make her palette the exact opposite (orange vs blue) #i almost feel like im giving spoilers but its not like this is ever gonna be published MDNSJ so ill explain a little #so it's a p big part of the plot but #seol(💙) and hyojun(💚) the black haired dude w green theme #agree to team up and also do fake dating??? #im too lazy to explain more but its a fake dating thing #but they dont develop feelings for each other or anything (theyre both gay) #but they do become friends... tho they clash at first #but the dating thing is a cover #theyre actually teaming up for...psychic powers schenanigans #theyre gonna discover an evil plot/org and team up to take them down... #but they need to infiltrate high society and seol is a commoner and her identity needs to be protected as part of the deal #wait im explaining too much #anyway this idea was actually the premise from the v beginning (2018) #i actually have drawings of her w long hair from back then too #i just hate drawing it so i never do #but i tried this time!! finally!! #it was painful #idk how to draw this hairstyle yet #or clothes #was too lazy to ref this is just a test anyway

[toestalucia]

this is the greatest event theyve ever written

#stardust speaking ! #gbf spoilers #ORCHID APOLLO COMEDY DUO TOOK ME OUT.....I feared orchid was gonna say that when she showed an interest #BUT THE BLACK AND WHITE APOLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LMFAAAOOOADODAOADOADADBADADBJADBJKADBJKADBJKAD #play gbf right now for the no1 event of all time #i mean this genuinly i know im a big juri & farrah fan but this is splendid. like. its definitely up there with events i love #ch4.1 is the funniest ive ever read #'i dont get the joke' 'do not worry let me explain it to u. so what they mean is..' (juri DYING) #juri being afraid of seruel ajkbjkakbjsdkKJJKAD #ill finish ch5&6&ending tmrw but i dont think i can speedrun grind this...... #damn u maintenance..... #well both this event & last event happened at very bad times for me. it is what it is #anni this month tho raauUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #i have some captain-related lines i wanna post l8r too but ill ifnish the event first

[sualne]

been thinking a lot about the what happens post game and sycamore's hypothetical children.

#my art #my ocs #kingmaker shenanigans #MorningSun Family #the game ends with everyone getting their 'happy endings' but sycamore ends up kind of alone. people leaves. get married with kids and all #i do like the canon 'uncle sycamore to ekun's kid(s?)' thats super duper sweet. the game does say sycamore ends up having kids but i #cant think of him ever enthusiastically marrying anyone. even less who in canon? so i made him his wife. her name is dawn. she's a knight #or cavalier. probably multiclass with smth else idk if i should actually create + play her in game. they wouldve gotten married only for #political reasons. they dont start out as friends at all. yeah my oc didnt get an happy ending so im giving him an unhappy marriage #he loves his kids tho. im thinking thyme is a wizard too. calathea would be some kind of rapier master maybe with some magic even. #ages: calathea 19. thyme 17. ivy 11 and sorrel 7. i think sycamore and dawn woulve gotten married 5ish year post game so in their late 30s #probably. also the scar in first pic isnt postgame but pregame backstory. hadnt gotten to draw it yet. he has more scars postgame. might #explain later but not now. wrote a lot already

[faeymouse]

I’ve been practicing my composition skills with the pause the show- redraw trick, so here’s some from Andor as I finally make my way through it.

#faey draws #star wars #andor #also if you’re wondering who my favorite is its that sad little clown Syril Karn #im only on episode 5 tho so possibly? could change? #but i like his face and his general disposition of trying so hard to be good at stuff and he just isn’t #i dont know how to explain this but every character in this show has the vibes of a sad puppy left out in the rain but theyre all different #variaties of sad puppy #also like this show is fantastic so far but it is the most unstar wars like show ive ever watched #i think that’s a strength for it honestly? gives rogue one vibes and rogue one is my favorite one so

[andronauts]

things i like abt the german language as someone trying to learn german

-words are pronounced exactly the way theyre spelled

-english is germanic, so many words are similar enough that u can easily figure out the meaning jst by looking at the word (Milch=Milk, Buch=Book, Bruder=Brother, Schwester=Sister, etc etc)

-other words are just word+word and german is so Literal with naming shit so if u know some words its easy to kinda figure out what smthng means (Handschuhe = literally, “Hand Shoes” = Gloves)

-vocabulary is So Easy to remember bc of these above 3 points like frfr

things i hate abt the german language as someone trying to learn german

-GENDERED NOUNS can die (DER DIE DAS)

-DECLENSIONS are AAAA (DEN DEM DES)

-CONJUGATIONS as well are horrible (especially PAST TENSE VERBS and literally every conjugation of the verb WERDEN) (its so HARD to remember and understand)

-PLURAL VERSIONS of nouns are so DUMB (it makes NO SENSE)

#ok tbh i understand declensions in Theory but im so bad at remembering the gender of nouns and also sometimes i just dont knowww #like especially genitive case makes NOOOOOOO sense to ME im so stupid!!!!! #I GET NOMINATIV AND AKKUSATIV BUT GWAAUURGH #if u ask me why its Eines Tages then erm i cant tell u. ive tried to read theory and i Still Dont Get DES. and GENITIVE. #like i think instinctually i know WHEN to use it Welches Eines Dieses…. #but if u asked my Why its DES and not like just DER or DAS like i literally dont know i cant explain man #but uh other than that uhhhmmm. hmm. i think i just need to be better at rmbring gender for nouns… im so Bad…. TT #it’d help my declensions thing a lot of i jst rmbrd #Past tense conjugations r so fucked up tho i alwahs just forget tbh fhdkdd #Same with WERDEN I HATE WERDEN WÜRDEN WIRST WIRD DIEEEEEEE #Worst Verb Ever… #but past tense is Fucked i always say smthng like ich habe duschen …. NO U MORON… ITS GEDUSCHT!!!! #or ich habe Pizza essen… IDIOT!!! ITS GEGESSEN!!!!! #ok im just complaining in the tags german is actually very fun to learn #language #languageblr #german #.txt

[addoves]

staring directly at my incoming homework assignment as i draw luke instead

#.text #his asteria outfits did NOT have to be so good btw #if one of them at LEAST isnt in abyss remake.... 😒 #i hope they give them legacy costumes too. hang on let me think of a lineup for them #im not sure abt natalia but id Love to see her in leons outfit. idk why but i would. shed rock it #anise as elize xillias or rita. bc she would be a good rita. #guy as asbel or. rokurou. #jade as eizen or ludger i cant choose. either is funny. i honestly dont think anything fits fits him. u could put him in like literally any #one elses costume and hed look funny in it. cant explain that #tear as. hm. mint or raine. the healers. but also bc they look professional and to ME tear is a professional gal #luke as judas sorry i decided that ages ago. literally forever and ever ago. i dont even know who he is his design is just rlly good #tho i think yuri or lloyd would be funny too. aka lukes besties #oh my god i forgot asch #any of the traitor characters would be funny for him i think. maybe richard #the problem with asch's costumes i think. or costume. is that i think itd be the FUNNIEST thing if you gave him like a joke costume #and he had to keep it on for the rest of the game. the devs wouldnt allow it but itd be funny. #anyway thats my list ill be emailing it to bandai namco soon

[hoodienanami]

ppl on this site will be like 'the sex pistols were soooo mean and evil and terrible so theyre not punk!!!' and then worship bad brains

#hoodie talks #all four of the actual sex pistols are better ppl then hr from bad brains could ever hope to be #also the linked article doesnt mention that hr loves beating the shit out of women and has been accused of rape #so if you actually think 'punk is kind' then you wouldnt be reccing his band #i like their music too but hr can die painfully just like all other domestic abusers and rapists #the rest of bad brains are fine tho theyve made apologies for The Incident and explained that their religion twisted their minds #and im very pro not viewing an entire band as Just their frontman so im not saying dont listen to them #im just saying dont be a hypocrite #btw the sex pistols were never violent or dangerous band! ppl were violent towards them but they didnt want violence at shows #sid vicious was violent yes but he wasnt part of the band until 1977 #and since the pistols broke up in january 1978 that means sid was in the band for barely a year #the rest of the band really didnt like how he acted and actually tried to stop him #but its very difficult to talk sense into a suicidal heroin addict #anyway i could tell you facts about your fav punk/hardcore band that would make you shit rocks for weeks! #theyre all bad ppl! everyone in the music industry is a bad person! #punk rock posting

[hauntedjohnny]

anxiety is definitely anxietying today :/

#think its been stewing ever since i saw that tweet about me #but since then ive seen like 2/3 ‘viral’ tweets about hard kinks/cnc #and how awful they are and how u have to be the worst person to indulge in them #and now i feel worse about myself #even tho i know i shouldnt just bc its something THEY dont get like idk #sorry just have to spill this but gd it sucksssss #idk how many times it needs to be explained that consenting to something isnt rape like…. u dont have to do it if u dont wanna #‘can we all collectively agree to bring back public executions’ is a CRAZY thing to tweet about this like omg ?? #also idk how to tell u this but it doesnt always stem from trauma :/

[girlwithfish]

also he asked a kinda personal question and i was talking abt it but felt very embarrassed and it also took me a long time to articulate when I cld have said it more succinctly w less pauses and such...felt kind of embarrassed after bc im like why am I not normal abt anything. but idk a little vulnerability is good I suppose. 😕

#he asked if i feel any connection to my chinese heritage #and then i gave some complicated nonsensical answer abt feeling disconnected and alienated etc #Which was weird to talk abt out loud bc i realize i never really have talked abt it out loud much to anyone #or maybe ever #so its weird to say out loud #like theres always gonna be some gap or emptiness etc #And i didnt rly articulate it that well but i was thinjing abt it now but i also dont like feeling #like a spectacle ? i guess #Even if ppl dont intend to make u feel that way but i really dislike ppl/strangers or ppl who i dont know well butting in to my personal #life #or like being asked why i dont look like my parents as a kid or ppl inquiring abt my adoption #even tho ik its 'innocent' curiosity it def makes me feel like a spectacle of some sort #and tied w feeling alienated and even mkre like a spectacle esp when i worked in retail and wld encounter a lot of ppl and would get #asked alll the time where am i from its very annoying and i #think i dont like the unwanted attention and also again ppl idk getting into my business LOL #And then theres also the shame that comes w being around or encountering other chinese ppl or older chinese ppl and #having ro explain i dont speak the language or i dont have chinese parents #its like i would rather not have to talk abt a personal aspect of my life to strangers at all tbh. idk if thats odd #and esp when my personal experiences as an adopter kinda get talked over by my parents or other ppl idk #idkkk #i dont think he rly knew what to say hah and he said it seemed like a sensitive subjwct bc i spent like ten minutes(jk) tryig to articulate #But like ofc i like being chinese but ik im not chinese in the same way as others may be #Even tho i am. but yk what i mean #but he was rubbing my leg affectionately while i talked and listened even tho i was taking like 8 minutes to answer a simple question #Idk

[radicalrobotz]

btw i dont think i talked abt it much but the other name i was considering going by was ethan. idk lol

#theres been very little names i feel any connection to its a miracle i ever settled on lou but i think that was just pure chance #ethan came in similar terms so ig it would explain why it stuck in my head a while #tho i never like. tried it out cuz ive been called lou for so long itd feel weird and i dont Not like being called lou still #and i feel like ppl are more used to callin me lou n e way #maybe lou can just be my online name mostly or middle i dunnoo #it technically was an online name until i figured out the gender thing sort of #and didnt rlly come up w a new one cuz the internets the only place where i can. yknow be a guy #and lou feels like a safe could-be-either name right #i dunno i think im rambling a little #oh right yeah and i thought of ethan bc of my fcking pokemon fixation dskjhkghkj

[touyaz]

touji is the only exception to my Strong Man aversion

#tbh i'm actually not a fan of how they've buffed him up so much in the anime bc now his entire appearance screams Strength #when his strength is smth more . inner and personal to him. #i dont think i can explain this how i want to but i had such a specific version of him in my head i wanted his muscles to be just a bit #above average. like half his current size. keep the baggy clothes. #i needed him to look like the nothing special man that he was raised as and for his innate appeal to be smth no one can ever see yknow. #on the other hand tho!!!!!! wow the junction btwn his neck and shoulder is just begging to be bitten into!!!!!! #wintext

[butchviking]

i will admit if you even ask me my star sign i do think less of you i do think youre a little bit stupider than i did 5 minutes ago. i would say sorry but im not.

#at least when people believe in gods its like. theyre hoping for something bigger theyre hoping the universe has more to it #which is sad i think because why isnt this world enough? #but star signs r like. that doesnt even mean theres anything bigger it doesnt even imply anything u just. think stars dictate personality? #and no-one will ever explain any basis for how any of it could possibly make sense in any way #bc if u ask them about it theyll just say 'oh its just fun! :)' as tho they dont believe its really true #but then theyll go and LIVE THEIR ACTUAL LIVES ACTING LIKE ITS TRU AND ACTUALLY JUDGING HUMAN BEINGS BASED ON. STARS. U ARE A CRAZY PERSON.

[just-spacetrash]

ughhhhhhhh

#i did like a minor (max 3e loss) mistake at work when it was legit the busiest evening of summer #or. i dont think i even made a mistake i think it was our shit old cash register #but still #and my boss was like. unnecessarily rude to me on the phone when i explained it to her #and i literally feel like shes gonna fucking fire me tomorrow even tho it would make zero sense #i hate this shit i hate that she was mean for no reason #shes been like kind of an asshole this whole time tbh #i was like 'hey you specifically asked if i want more or less hours when i started here. and i said less. and youre giving me a fuckton' #and she was like 'oh😐 i didnt know you want less hours i mentioned there is a lot of work in the summertime' #like bitch????? why did you ask if youre gonna give me 30h+ a week anyway??? #ughhhhh and shes gonna be there tomorrow too #and i gotta be there for 8h tomorrow too #and i feel so badd i don't wanna go i dont like it i dont want tooooooo #fucking hell #i know im not made for hard works thats WHY i asked for fucking less #whyyy does she keep putting me there #my post #vent #shit fucking sucks i dont wanna work ever again

[lesbianwilby]

howdy wil! Answer any or all of these if you want :D

violet— do you like to cook or bake? if so, what is it that you like to make?

azalea— what is the most recent song you listened to? how do you feel about it?

lotus— what is your favorite color and in what shade? e.g. sage green, navy blue, ect. dahlia— do you like to follow current fashion trends or do you have a particular style that you prefer to stick to?

HELLOOOOOOO thank u for adding the questions w ur ask i an in the middle of watching youtube videos n i dont have the brainpower to copy/paste these LMAO (so sory i didn't for u i do not think very well)

violet: i do sometimes!! theres not a lot of food or ingredients n shit in my house n cant rly buy like .any n also massive lack of energy so i cant a lot but i love cooking n baking even if its usually just helping my mom 🫶 im very fond of making things w chicken massive safe food 4 me in many ways

azalea: salamander by deco*27‼️ i adore this song SO much i just have to ignore that its about cup noodles and im good .most recent english song tho would be electioneering by radiohead which!! is actually my current favorite song off of ok computer :3

lotus: this is such a hard question for me to answer bc im so odd w colors 😭 i think?????? probly like a dark brick red.. overall i tend to stick more to color schemes vs specific colors n .all my color schemes tend to center around either red or neutrals so

dahlia: RAHHHHHH FASHION QUESTION so. for me its kinda a mix of both? it REALLY depends on the trend n who i see in it n how accessible it is to me n if i actually LIKE it.. like im not going to sit here n deny that my style has never been influenced by or even changed by trends bc thatd be a goddamn lie but also its not been like. a permanent change ig???? leme like share examples to fully explain

so heres two outfits i wore in 2021, first was sometime in summer second was during october or september probs?? now obviously these aren't like the same exact style but like in my brain n for how i dress they come close enough (also yes i had my hair dyed red two times in a row .no they were not the same shade or anything. btw think in second picture i already had my mullet why didnt i wear my hair up wth was up w that)

these r some more recent outfits!! first one is actually the most recent picture i have of any of my outfits i wore it to a job interview :3 and yes the three others have the same exact top and yes i am wearing the same two pairs of pants in these and yes i did wear both my necklace and pocket watch with them all and yes i did carry the same bag .my style has been toned down a LOT recently tbh n im ngl its def been at least partly influenced by trends.. i dont mind it tho its comfy n cute n i dont have to think much

however sometimes i do still go back to my "old" style that never rly left tbh (in the og pics the only thing i dont have anymore is the skirt n thats bc i dont wear those colors rly anymore).. first one was sometime this summer? second time i think was last month actually!!

n like even still w my toned-back style n shit i still make 3d kandi cuffs n i still listen to music that someone who would see me in passing wouldn't expect n even if these outfits r "tame" bc im way too lazy to go n find pictures from high school (my kandi cuffs used to get worn almost daily + my beloved reflective galaxy platforms have gotten so scuffed from the steps to the front 🫶) they're still pretty different in my mind i think to what i wear now so like .yeah what i wear out has been influenced by whatever trend i see on tiktok however its never been fully based on that 4 many reasons n the old parts of my style never rly "leave" they just get pushed back until a later time

#out there #i still have all of my bows n hair clips that overflow my accessory drawers n my tutus n my t-shirts from hot topic #bc even if its not me rn it was at one point n probs will be again #ngl. i very easily could've explained this both better + w/o these pictures LMAO #i just love showing off my outfits even old ones even tho these r TERRIBLE examples #unfortunately i don't have a lot of older examples bc i used to be rly insecure so i never took pictures EVER #so a lot of those outfits rly got lost to time #do have quite a few more recent outfits tho #including several where i wear my bralettes as tops .man those r cute outfits i love every single one #anyways .rly did use this as an excuse to share some of my (not greatest unfortunately) outfits oops ! #ty for asking that question at least tho 🫡 #ive always been a bit w fashion but it got a lot more extreme during my senior year #cuz yk .2020 tiktok had an impact on me n my style LMFAO #n that slowly ran out probs towards very end of 2021 where i never rly went out anywhere n if i did it was usually a basic outfit #n then .now again kinda following trends ig at least in what i see but to me its just like #ive always thought these styles were cute n now this gives me the push i needed to start wearing them #yk? #i think im rly just saying shit my brain is mush #ive had todays alpharad gold upload just paused on my tv while typing all this LMAK #pls dont judge my outfits too hard 🙏 #ik theyre all kinda copy/paste esp w the items i wear #n to most people on here u wouldn't call any of these n tbh i wouldn't either #but in my defense i have always struggled with very low energy levels SO #done rambling if i forgot something ill edit idfk #ty for the ask again btw :3 #ask #sparksnevadas #also fun fact! on tumblr mobile when answering asks u cant see ur whole tags w/o posting or saving to drafts #so if this seems very incoherent its bc i literally forgot what i just said n had no way to check n tried not to repeat things

[friednice]

Okay i made a cascading series of stupid decisions to avoid hurting his feelings but i think i just found a different route to hurting his feelings and this route involves much more stress and frustration for me

#even tho we agreed to be in a break before we left #he told me all he wantwd for his bday was to have a dinner w my family because he loves them #so he came over for dinner and stayed the night and just was ao fucking clingy and tried to fuck me and just was basically #doing everything i told him i didnt wanna do while we were on a break #and he would keep trying to make out or ask me if i wanna fool around and id be like no lol #and then 35 minutes later the same thing. and then he acts all sad and dejected like he doesnt understand when i say no and get mad #i tried to take him home earlier but he INSISTED on staying another night #and now i just had to pour salt in the wounds again because he came to me snd started a fight about why im not seeing this break as a #mutual improvement effort. i was like okay name one thing im not doing that you need from me #and the only thing he could think of was sex 😳 #had to explain for the trillionth time that i dont want to have sex because i wont be attracted to him until he does all the things i told #him IF the at all #and god like. its my bedtime and i just had to rehash every fight weve ever had #and all of this because i felt too awkward to just break up for good in LA and i created this weird break dynamic because #i wanted to see our mutual friends while im home #i want to lie under a rock and die