#i dont think his gala story would be like zena's

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eden in ch 19 trying to stop himself from beating finlorda to death with zethia's staff

#its what she would have wanted #eden au #dl #.text #i forgot to tag the au in my last post.... oh well #anyway. to continue. eden would be PISSED #i know if euden wasnt focusing on the whole 'youre created from the other' thing he wouldve been too #but now that eden doesnt have to focus on that. he can glare at finlorda from across the room with a fury bright enough to kill #notte was iffy abt him before bc eden Especially made sure he didnt talk much to her one on one #but i think she understands him a bit more now #u ever think abt how notte's like. oh id never hatr you euden. and then euden thinks abt fractured futures. and. lays down #euden and his growing trust issues. #cygames: we didnt think the low self esteem and the abandonment issues was enough to worry about. here's more trauma to worry abt #euden: i dont want this #cygames: 2 for one deal by trust issues and you get the potential worry of going berserk for free! #euden: please leave me alone #anyway. ANYWAY. thinking abt gala eden again #i dont think his gala story would be like zena's #for one. i am confident in assuming he wouldnt tell euden what he had done in his future. that just. thats cruel you know? #oh im gonna lay down and day dream so hard abt that now #genuinely i really love eden au its something that can be so so personal #euden's holding up his. i dont wanna say facade but uh. what else is it. #his internal monologue circa ch 19 tells me he's putting on a smile and a confident mask to assure everyone he's fine #the whole. 'i dont want to be a bother' thing #i dont actually know if ive been spelling confident right. confidant. confident. idk man #anyway

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oh eden au we're really in it now

#.text #dl #i wanna draw his gala outfit so bad but i dont know where to start w the design #i think hed get rid of the cloak for starters but idk what itd be replaced w #i think id definitely add a lighter color. i wanna say white but i dont think that would work w the current color scheme #he would NOT get rid of zethia's staff #i dont think he could bring himself to do that #i wonder what would cause him to unlock that power. i dont remember if we've seen zena do that in the story yet #but i think it would be post ch 15. he finds out a lot abt himself u know? and it wasnt even on purpose #i think itd start in that scene where zena got her name. u know when euden is sitting on the cliff looking at the stars? yeah #it wouldnt be sudden anyway. that doesnt seem like Eden to me. even gala euden's Everything was a long time coming #anyway. back to the outfit. i love the pants i gave him too much to separate from them #i think he needs a head ornament too... decisions decisions #he's surrounded by the friends he had betrayed and killed in his future. like i genuinely cannot imagine that #he's more. meloncholic? i think i spelled that right #same euden just Less. more appreciative of the second chance he gets to spend w his friends #though he is especially wary of notte. after fractured futures and seeing how notte reacted i dont think she would change her mind - #- at all in regards to him. even if she realized he WAS being possessed. too much has happened for her to forgive him #and i think eden would be like. he would interact w everyone but he would be distant. a mix of being afraid of what they think - #- and of getting too attached. he doesnt want to get used to them being there and then go back to his future thats now in ruins #though. everyone can see RIGHT through him. he and euden are Literally the same person after all #ranzal is like 'man i wonder why eden's so distant. that feels strange' and euden just says. w absolutely no hesitation. #'well if i were him my fear of being constantly in the way as well as my fear of abandonment would get in the way of talking to any of - #- you. after all he Is the only survivor of this group from his future. its probably extremely painful for him to even say hello let alone-' #everyone else: kids could you lighten up a little #thinking abt how he'd react to the ch 19 news. i dont think it would come as much of a surprise to him #the other Did possess him and was Far more powerful than zethia ever was. not only that but he can like. hear the others thoughts. #it isnt hard to connect the dots #he's Furious abt what happened w notte though #I RAN OUT OF TAGS NO !!!!!!