#i dont think even by winter id feel comfortable going to a concert

[osamuniichann]

Map of the Soul: 7

After a ~315 day drought without new music and a comeback from the legends, we are finally back with MOTS: 7! It been a hot minute since ive done a album review (solely for myself LMAO) so lets get back into it bc this album is a home run

Interlude: Shadow. Here we have the extended version of the interlude. can i just say that the lyrics to this masterpiece are so real and true. its not suga speaking nor is it agust d, this is min yoongi speaking of his internal conflict with the celebrity life, which is heartbreaking. on another note, the visuals of the mv are stunning and the ending--dont u just wanna go apeshit??? truly a great addition to the album!

Black Swan. sister black swan has been with us for a month-ish now? it still bumps. HARD. i blasted this to and from my drive to work to the point where i was scared if id get sick of the song but that didnt happen. the way how its hard to pinpoint when and where a member would sing/rap because they INTENTIONALLY wanted the voices to blend as if they were one body. this is the group’s narrative on how no matter how passionate one is on a certain craft, when they lose that drive, its like a death. and it is up to themselves to spark that love and interest once again. a very relatable story across various media, talents, skills, etc.

Filter. When I first heard that this was a jimin solo showcasing the many sides of Jimin, i thought that it was going to be a sad ballad to kind of follow the theme mots: 7 seemed to give off; thought that it would talk about how he has to force personas onto himself to appeal to the masses, but it is the complete opposite. Jimin is all the faces he puts on, he can be cute, sweet, and caring Jimin but he is also a sexy, flirty young man that can attract any living being. how he switches from falsettos to a lower register voice is beyond me, what a versatile one he is! <3

My Time. Moving onto jungkook’s solo, I knew the lyrics were going to be sad especially when it seems to compare himself to others his age. How he speaks about how fast time runs for him, how his childhood and current life is not of the average 22 year old (LIKE UM HERE I AM, SAME AGE AS JUNGKOOK AND IM NORMAL AF while he’s out here breaking records?? WOW). but the life of jungoo can be a bit overwhelming, completely understandable. I just want our boi JK to know that he can be himself and live freely despite such different circumstances. On another note, the groove of this track is so GOOD. it reminds me of Ari and ugh i LIVE for this jam

Louder Than Bombs. When the track started, I could totally tell Troye Sivan helped produce it, it has such a unique sound that only Troye would use. It sounds like this song would totally be on a movie soundtrack IDK WHY. like, i can picture it during an apocalypse movie sldkjg im not completely sure what the meaning is to the song (bc im big stupid) but i feel like its a track saying that no matter the struggles, they will continue to sing confidently, strongly, and wholly to us endlessly. beautiful, just beautiful.

ON. Moving on to the title track of MOTS: 7! I’m very picky about strong anthem-type songs but ON is actually p addicting HAHA There’s a background sound that repeats in the back that sounds like Sans from Undertale, aint that wild LMAO but anyways, the Manifesto Film was crazy good. The drums, the band, the breakdown of it all? UNBELIEVABLE. Also, JK’s vocals during the bridge? H O W. That breakdown tho...oof, that was amazing. They still dance with the thirst that rookie bts would and i think thats why ppl are so drawn to them no matter how many years pass. Fun fact: the choreographer of ON as well as Dionysus actually is from my city in Hawaii and we went to the same high school THATS WILD. the talent she holds!

UGH! Rap line ATE this shit, are we KIDDING. An ode to all the hate comments that we receive, u can see how fed up they are. They made POINTS and we all agree, its the damn law. The way how they opened up with a gunshot, we knew it was coming. Everyone joked about how we bout to hear some gunshots on this album, well they threw ALL of it on this track. Can i just say that Hobi’s verse tho? it hits different, it really do. When they went “ahem, ahem. ahem, ahem-ahem, YOUR AHEM. AHEM-AHEM--” OOOOOUGH i felt that shit!! god, imagine this in concert...the building aint ready!

0:00 (Zero O’ clock). Now we have the vocal line track, we knew they were bout to present some vocals. Great sound, slow and reflecting. Not the first track I’d listen to but it is a great listen. The lyrics tho get to me. The way how they comfort us and say that life can be rough but you can be happy. no matter what happens, with the turning of the clock to 0:00, its a brand new day and we can make the day better. what a powerful message that all of us need to hear once in a while. we will be happy guys, we deserve to be.

Inner Child. Tae’s solo which is a message to his young self. I expected a slow ballad filled with his warm vocals reminiscent of Winter Bear, 4 o’ clock, and Scenery but boi was I wrong. He has this sunset glow voice that wraps u so warmly and the sound is just so happy, pure, and innocent. Its a hopeful message to his younger self on how we will change and be the amazing person we want to or will be. I was sobbing at this song, I tell u. It was 2:00 am in the morning and I was sobbing into my pillow. Imagine comforting your past self that everything will be okay and to take ur hand, it will be all worth it in the end. When he sang “ur my boy, my boy, my boy, my boy!” Ugh...the tears!

Friends. When I heard this was a vmin duet expressing their friendship with each other, I knew it was going to be so emotional! I didn’t expect such a fun, poppy sound tho. They truly are soulmates, the love they have for each other is so wholesome and real, it truly exhibits the love I have for my friends--they’ve been with me through thick and thin, during happy and sad times; the amounts of serotonin they give me is just HHHH. The way how Tae and Jimin have been friends since high school until now is just ugh...we love it. Towards the end when they started singing “you are my soulmate!” towards each other, i started sobbing so hard because WOW. the shivers i felt, this song made me so happy and full! 

Moon. Next we have Jin’s solo which is an ode to us army’s. And on another perspective, this is a song from the moon (jin) to the Earth (army)--i have tears in my eyes. The lyrics especially got me in a chokehold and made me sob, the way how he says that he will always be by our side no matter what, the same way how we are there for him...god. The chorus really gets to me, it feels so happy and thankful and I just want to tell Jin that I will forever follow him and the boys. They’ve been with me for years now and I will continue to support, love, and listen to them. Ily to the moon and back, our moon.

Respect. I didn’t expect a Namgi duet but HERE WE ARE. Goddd when i heard that i was SO EXCITE. They’ve known each other for +10 years now and they never miss the chance to tell everyone that they’ve been friends for that long. Not @ how they disliked each other at first but grew to be so mf close, to the point where their family. Ughhh, im so uwu rn. Im so happy, so so happy that Nams started it with AYO SUGA; i SCREAMED. Also, i heard that they recorded it in one take and i could see how much fun they had--especially considering that their rap styles are completely different. Even tho in the song they joke about not knowing what the word Respect means, we know...we just KNOW the high amounts of respect they have for each other. As they mentioned before, Yoon’s respects towards Nams’ leadership and care towards everyone and Nams’ respect towards Yoon’s love and passion for music and producing. Peak comedy is Yoongs overloading on autotune during his parts to the point where its intentional. Bless Namgi.

We are Bulletproof: The Eternal. I felt like a CLOWN when this track started. Like everyone, i thought we were going to have a third installment similar to that of the strong, hip-hop, gunshot-filled part 1 and 2 of we are bulletproof, but we were met with soft vocals and rap. The lyrics tho get to me. This truly was a song about their entire journey and i felt like I experienced all years with them. They’ve been through so much and the way how they sang “we are we are together/forever bulletproof!” They are proud of where they came from and it has stuck with them till now. They are such real people...i cry. ALSO the “We were only seven, but we have you all now.” Whenever i see pictures of their debut fanmeets/concerts vs now its just crazy. imagine singing as an entire being during concerts when they start “OOOOH OH OHH” im so immensely proud of the feats they’ve reached and im excited on what they do next! <3

Outro: Ego. The way how he started it with the fitness gram pacer test just like in previous albums, ugh what a throwback! this song is such a Hobi track, its fun, dance-inducing and its just so FEEL GOOD. the way how he switches flows and is capable of doing so is *chef’s kiss* the way how he speaks about the path he takes is difficult but he doesnt regret it...SOBS also the mv??? UGH SO CUTE. the flashbacks too;; i cry

ON (feat. Sia). With this track, there’s not much extra I can say, all my opinions still stand with the original track wit ot7. I jokingly told my friend that if Sia is gonna be on the track “hey nanana’ing” the same why Halsey was only “oh my my my’ing” i will ctfu. and...welp, that was what happened. I do love Sia tho so props to her!

Overall: I initially thought that MOTS: 7 was going to be a dark, ballad-filled album but it was anything but. It had so much fun songs, the lyrics are again, so deep and meaningful--it pulls at your heartstrings. It felt so raw, personal, emotional, and i love it in all its being. The boys will continue to amaze me no matter what they put out and i forever and endlessly will support and love them the same way they do for us. MOTS: 7 is a masterpiece and im in love

#trish speaks #map of the soul #7 #seven #mots #mots 7 #map of the soul 7 #bts #i do this as a tradition at this point from...maybe WINGS album #so idc if its just me rambling and being mf cringey i just needed a place to rant about good music and cool ppl lol #yall can ignore this dis just a thing for me to let out my emotions lmao #anyway imma go back to drawing haikyuu pretty setters

[anyhao-archived]

okay im finally getting around to posting this, tbh i had to take a few days to (rest) before i thought more about this lol. also sorry it’s so long, ill put it under a read more. ANYWAYS my vav experience, as follows:

so for the fan sign there was a Lot going on so i forgot most of it but.. barons teeth sparkled when he smiled lmao anyways st van was first and I told him he was my moms favorite and he went rly?? in a really cute voice and he just seemed so surprised, it was endearing

and then jacob... i don’t mess with him anymore. jk lol he was so freaking attractive but like in a Hot way? his smile was so nice that im pretty sure i garbled my words but i tried to tell him i really like love night.. and I was going to ayno and like idk if i was joking to myself or what but just loud enough i actually said, oh that’s lots of bling! and both ayno and jacob heard me, ayno laughed genuinely and jacob was like omg i can’t believe this idiot.. i don’t think i said anything to ayno, he seemed really uncomfortable so i didn’t want to bother him anymore. but his laugh was genuine i could tell, and for a split second i don’t think he was wearing his Idol Mask(TM) when he smiled. but that’s probably just wishful thinking lol

ACE I CANT BELIEVE HIM he looked so fucking good oh my god i got to him and i called him a Casanova and he went ayyyy with a thumbs up and finger guns and i wanted to die lmfao

when i got to baron he said my name but kinda pronounced it wrong but i corrected him, and he said it again. and then i told him my name rhymes with his and he said mine like four times in different ways trying it out and rhyming it with his stage name😭 HE DIDNT have to say my name that many times, god. his English was so fucking good holy shit and his pronounciation??? Amazing and he’s so handsome up close, like literal Disney prince handsome

ziu talks sooo much!!! I love it and he’s so good looking and kind and he shook my hand and ??? he said to enjoy the show and i told him to enjoy doing the show and he did like a shy smile kind of thing !! you could tell he was trying hard with the English i was rly proud of him

lou had a flower crown on and i complimented on it and he said my name so well and there was more with him but i forgot 😢

but that was just the fan sign lol so much other stuff happened... later during the show i nearly died bc of ayno.. they were picking people to go up on stage, right? and there was a girl in front of me also with her hand raised, like freaking out (maybe a bit too much?) and i was like okay she probably wants it so i kinda like.. stopped raising my hand and gestures to her? If that makes sense... he almost picked her but when he saw me be nice and let her have it, he literally stares at me and picks me, dead on...but someone random that he wasn’t pointing at like ROWS back walked on stage before we could realize it was me but that fucking eye contact i had with him made him SHOOT up my bias list lol now I have to rethink my entire order. im like 75% sure that he picked me because i wasn’t a crazy fan, like the girl in front of me was a bit much.. and obviously if i was willing to give it up im not that insane... ladies, it pays off to be a nice person!

AND JACOB WITH THE BABY please end me i fell for him so much like he’s almost overtaking baron that’s how much i liked him last night and how nice is vav that they tried to pick new people?? like they picked the fan boy, the little baby, the elderly lady.. and they even helped her to and from the stage 💗😍 AND SPEAKING of gentlemanly stuff there was a guy with a wheelchair during the snapshots in line for jacob and when they were done he personally pushed the guy in the wheelchair all the way to where the man needed to go. he breaks my heart and heals it simultaneously, he’s so underrated but still a genuinely and QUIET nice person.. he doesn’t do good stuff to be noticed. like when winter breeze was over, they had the rappers sing it too... but not jacob. i was so upset and he also didn’t do his solo song that i specifically told him i liked, but ayno did two of his. im not bitter at all what do u mean ??? 🤷‍♀️

i feel like more happened at the concert but i can’t think of much more, im sure other fan accounts will have it all. the only thing i can think about is the snapshots anyways lol

the group picture was ... interesting. the hi touch wasnt much except it reinforced my idea that ayno recognized me, bc instead of a high five he held my hand for as long as possible, probably an apology for earlier. i nearly died. the pic ended up looking awful but thats okay lol. then we tried to leave but i ended up going the wrong way, and a staff handed me roughly like actually grabbing my shoulders and pushing me in the right direction (which i did not appreciate, please chill, u just didnt tell us the right way to go...) and a few members saw that and didnt like either. ayno looked irritated but im sure  hes just irritated at everything at that point lol, lou and ace looked at me sympathetically, and i gave ace the happy bday present someone asked me to give to him. he was so surprised it was adorable.

OKAY, NOW FOR THE SNAPSHOTS: so i actually had 7 snapshots but ended up getting 2 with jacob and 2 with ayno instead of one with everyone (which.. if u look above is not a surprise lmfao) so the first snapshot i do is with baron, obviously.. and this ASSHOLE wants to kill me like... for everyone i tried to pick poses that werent too touchy bc a) im not comfortable w that and b) im sure they were all tired of being touched lol so i picked the one where you make fingerhearts while standing next to each other, but NOOOOO

baron decides he doesnt like that pose enough so he literally puts his hands on my shoulders, guides me to a position thats not only in FRONT of him but CLOSER TO HIM than i was originally!!! what the fuck!! thats not all after that he had to lean around me and basically like... he was so fucking close to me oh my god. he smelled so good i need to know where he gets his cologne. also lol when he moved me in front of him i was like... omg are u sure??? im kinda tall.. and he just laughs and smiles and leans into/around me. that picture of me looks so stupid bc i was so.. happy and Not Ready lmao

anyways i go to jacob next and do the e-t touch pose lol since like i said... didnt want touchy ones and he seemed amused that i picked that one. i wonder if it was one of the least popular ones? probably.. and GOD hes rly such a gentleman hottie like i rarely say h*t but.... jacob was hot. since we did the e.t touch pose we had to touch fingertips and (eyes emoji) not to have a hand kink or anything but hes got. really nice hands. long fingers. also lmfao he had long ass fingernails and i kinda joked with him like “youve got longer fingernails than i do!!” and he laughed and smiled at me. and okay i turn to leave like gotta have the next person go but APPARENTLY he wasnt ready for the next person yet...  i literally had to have the staff be like wait! jacob is saying bye to you!!! and i was like WHAT and turned around and ran back to him basically to say bye he was grinning the entire time and he waved his hand and held it up for (i thought) a high five but he grabbed it and i swear i fell for him right there. JACOB WHEN WILL U BE MINE godfjkdgd and i watched him for a little bit but he didnt say bye that enthusiatically to anyone else (that i saw, at least)

then i did the prom pose with st. van, it was adorable. you could tell he was rly trying to interact with everyone and idk what it is about him but i felt comfortable enough to actually do a Touchy pose (the holding arm pose, like prom yknow). we love an amazing leader~

oH i did one with ziu too!! i did the byung byung pose with the hands together and we both looked ridiculous lol. i dont remember much about him except he was so tall wtf taller than i expected.

at this time i keep looking at my pics and THE E.T PIC WITH JACOB??? makes me crack the hell up.... it had to have been fate, obviously. in the pic (from the camera flash, i guess) where our fingers were touching, it just SO HAPPENED THAT THERE WAS A FLASH OF LIGHT......... iconic. jacob n i are meant to be. so i get in line for him again bc i want to show him the pic, but by the time i got up there again i had forgotten. i was also like... ready for a touchy pose with him bc why not. i cant remember what pose i did with him or if anything happened, im sure i was in a trance then lmao. pretty sure he recognized me but i cant be sure. 

then i get in line for ayno and i have two snapshot tickets left, and the staff announces theres only a few mins left so i was like SHIT and figured id just do two with ayno bc i didnt wanna waste any. his line was so long and staff had to keep reminding ppl not to hug/touch him and i felt soooo bad. i picked poses that werent too close to him, and even those in the pic he looked like he was trying to not be close to me lol. i feel so bad for him, im sure he got a lot of weird fans that night. i think he recognized me (again) because he smiled genuinely like he was happy i was there. i think he appreciated that i picked poses that didnt require touching -- he probably had a Lott of that. when the second pic was being printed the staff member laughed at something someone said, but i thought she was laughing at my picture bc i take shit pics and i got offended for a second and so did ayno LMAO but then she explained and i said bye to him and he went back into Idol Mask(TM) and i think that was it. 

i also ate at ihop that night, it was great, we didnt get back to our hotel till after 2am, it felt so... young adult-ish to be out so late lmao. i was very proud at how everything turned out, i dont think i wouldve changed a thing

anyway, long story short: im in love with jacob, baron is a disney prince, ayno shot up my bias list (he was like... last lmao) and i appreciate him as a person. those three were the Big Three, but i still loved meeting the other members. 10/10 would recommend vav

#vav #mtxt #vav in chicago #vav meet and live tour #please reply to this i spent so long typing it lol #honestly i cant tell 100% about ayno but.. #idk it might be wishful thinking #but i really thought i saw changes in his aura depending on who talked to him #anyways.. my time of death was ayno eye contact o clock #lmao

[itsc]

i have been thinking about how. last winter grandma was planning on going on a girls trip with a neighborhood friend and she wanted someone to come stay with grandpa and help him out and he requested me. he didnt want any of his other children or grandchildren, even though there are a lot of people who are stronger or more patient or conversational, and im just. im sad. i miss him. i used to spend a lot of my summers with my grandparents in california and grandpa would take me to see musicals and fishing and to museums and id play with tinker toys and my gameboy for hours and hours in the den with him watching concerts on vhs or baseball. im sad for my grandma. i have like. 11? cousins? and out of all of them i am the closest with my grandparents and like. it sucks. im glad i didnt see grandpa dying, my last memory of my grandpa is him drinking a chocolate chip shake and REFUSING to let us take it from him and complaining that he didn’t want to eat “crummy beans” at his rehab place and. im glad my last memory of him was him lucid, him lively, laughing and aware, but i miss him so much. when they spread his ashes today i just. he was a huge man, like 6 foot 2 or something, and there was so little of him left and 

yesterday when everyone came over i kept looking for him. my relatives would be asking who was in a picture with someone, what was their name? and i would think, grandpa probably knows, and when i looked over for him the chair he usually sits in was just... empty. i thought we should make a plate of food for grandpa! what does grandpa think about that. is he OK. what silly faces is he making??? but he’s just. gone now. 

i’m sad for grandma, and i’m sad for my parents and im sad for my whole family. i fell apart today but it would have been so much worse if my cousins werent also at the funeral, the three girl cousins who are like. my sisters almost. 

im worried im being too clingy to my family members? im a very huggy person and i (this is a known fact and indisputable) give the best hugs and who will give them to grandma while im not here? i want to give her as many as i can before i go back to baltimore but i dont want to crowd her and i realized yesterday like... ive been so focused on everyone elses feelings and feeling sad for their loss that it took me five days to feel my own grief.

i picked up an acorn from the tree closest to where his ashes were scattered but i’m not sure what i want to do with it yet, other than keep it. i miss my grandpa, and i’m scared to watch my papa get old and I cant imagine how much more potent and destroying it will be to lose more family as they get older. this is the first time a person i have loved has died. but he was 88 and it was his time. i wish the service hadnt been so much about his devotion to jesus because honestly... fuck that... but. 

i dont want to lose this so im going to link it. i havent listened to it much lately but a friend shared it along with the poem by yehuda amichai and ive always found it very beautiful and now its. very comforting. 

#death/

[booknerd405]

all the autumn asks of course

ily!!!

Autumn: What’s your favorite thing about Autumn?

I can wear my sweaters and coats and boots without dying from the heat but that’s pretty much it lol I prob would write more but im dead rn so..

Apples: What’s your favorite type of apple?

tbh I dont rly like apples cuz im allergic to the pollen on them so they destroy my throat 

Apple Cider: What’s your favorite seasonal drink?

does hot chocolate count? cuz if so, hot chocolate

Apple picking: if you could go anywhere, where would it be and why?

anywhere where I could see an aurora borealis would be nice, but rn I kinda just wanna be in bed with my puppy

Big sweaters: do you prefer the cold, warmth, or a perfect in-between?

perfect in-between

Bonfires: Do you prefer going out or staying in on a fall evening?

staying in!!!!! every evening!!!

Boots: Favorite pair of shoes/boots you own?

my knee high fake leather boots

Black Friday: what is one thing, if anything, you would sell your soul to earn?

yesterday I would've said nothing, but today I might seriously consider it for a better physics professor

Candles: What’s your favorite fall scent?

probably pumpkin spice but I'm not much of a fall scent gal

Caramel Apples: Favorite Halloween candy?

BUTTERFINGERSSSS

Cozy blankets: where do you feel the most safe and at home?

my bed, especially when Charlie is curled up at me feet

Chilly air: what’s your least favorite and favorite type of weather?

my favorite type of weather is the weather I'm having rn, which is brisk with a cold breeze but sunny so I still get warm in a super satisfying way

Corn mazes: do you have any secret talents/abilities?

I dont think so?? maybe zoning out my physis professor??

Fairs: have you ever been to a state fair?

nope

Flannel: How many blankets do you sleep with in the fall/winter?

usually I sleep with 2, a soft blanket and a comforter, but I'm in a triple dorm rn so I cant sleep nekked so its just 1 for now

Falling leaves: you’re stranded on a desert island and here’s the twist; what three things do you NOT bring with you?

1) textbooks

2) makeup

3) sandals

Fuzzy Socks: How do you spend a night in the fall?

chillin in my bed letting the cold air in and just watching youtube videos, crocheting, and petting my puppy

Halloween: Do you plan on going out for Halloween this year? And as what?

I dont know what events there are at school for Halloween?? and I'm pretty sure Halloween is on a tues this year so imma have a 9 am class the next day anyway???? but if I do go out I'm thinking I wear my usual black skinny jeans, knee high boots, and skeleton sweater, but with crazy sfx makeup that makes it look like my mouth is a gaping ripped hole a la glamngore’s speak no evil look

Haunted Houses: what’s your scariest memory? (if you don’t have one/don’t wanna talk about it, what’s your biggest fear?)

my biggest fears include but are not limited to: being crushed to death by rocks, failure, disappointing everyone who thinks I'm gonna do amazing things in life, being wrongly accused and convicted of a crime

Hay rides: if you could pick absolutely anything to be your form of transportation, what would it be?

I think itd be pretty cool to ride a huge bear around just cuz aesthetic but realistically apparition would be dope

Hot Chocolate: How do you make/order your hot chocolate?

I put the powder in one mug, then I take another cup and I heat up milk in the microwave, then I pour the hot milk into the cup with the powder in it and stir

Holding hands: do you believe in soul mates?

nah

Hot tea: when was the last time you kissed someone (if you haven’t had your first kiss, who would you like that first someone to be?)

I'm pretty sure it was over the summer when I was camping with my boys

Leaves: What’s your favorite color the leaves turn?

I like the tan color they turn when theyre dead and crunchy on the ground

Mini pumpkins: How do you decorate for fall/Halloween?

I dont decorate much but ive been eyeing a skeleton throw blanket recently lmao

Pumpkin: Do you carve a pumpkin  for Halloween?

I always wanted to as a kid but I never did, I think my dorm might do a pumpkin carving thing tho

Pumpkin Spice: Is pumpkin spice worth the hype?

nah (although ive never had a pumpkin spice frap so idk)

Pumpkin Pie: What’s your favorite autumnal dessert?

pumpkin pie

Rain: How do you spend a rainy day in?

if its cold rain, I crochet with my dog in my lap while watching Bo Burnham, but if its warm rain I run outside barefoot in a flowy dress and pretend I'm a fucking nymph

Sweaters: What’s your favorite sweater?

It’s a 3 way tie between the UCLA sweater I'm wearing rn, my high school symphony sweater, and my skeleton sweater

Scarves: What’s your favorite album to listen to in the fall?

I dont rly have a fall album but my study playlist is my fav cuz its rly chill 

Scarves: If you could only wear one outfit for the rest of your life what would it be?

see this is hard cuz then I have to find something comfy enough that I can wear all the time but that would also work for a job?? but I guess maybe my soft navy blue pants that are slightly more professional and comfy than jeans, a simple white t-shirt, and my navy blue blazer

Smelly candles: what’s your absolute favorite scent?

probably jasmine

Thanksgiving: what is something/someone you’re the most thankful for? any particular reason?

I'm rly thankful for my parents cuz meeting so many new ppl this past week from so many different backgrounds it reminded me how lucky I am to have the parents that I have

The color orange: do you have a specific song that reminds you of autumn? what is it?

I dont have a specific song that I can think of but my rainy day playlist on Spotify is perfect for fall

Wool socks: what’s something you look forward to in fall?

Halloween and thanksgiving break

Windy nights: if you could go to any concert whose would it be?

probably id just go to another panic concert but maybe frank ocean?

[04091657]

02/16/17

i have no motivation to study

i want you to send me a nude lmao why am i indirectly talking to you bc it gives me comfort

i miss you

i live on your words now too just rereading everything you write to me i want to talk to you so badly its so easy, to just pick up the phone and dial the numbers that are forever inked into my brain id hear your soft voice so soothing so comforting feels like home because you are home

are you asleep? if so, i hope youre sleeping gently and comfortably. i love you. i miss you.

i know i shouldnt have called but i couldn’t help myself this is the hardest thing ive had to do 

i know its so cliche and typical for couples to say that they’re special and whatnot.. but truly i really believe we are so fucking special. you were right. nobody knows us like we do.

its 4:20 two nights ago we were outside smoking and looking at the stars and you told me how you missed smoking on the curb during the summer. i like smoking outside in the winter with you while looking at the stars. its nice

who were you texting at 730 last night on whatsapp): i know its so toxic and unhealthy of me to monitor who youre talking to its a habit i REALLY need to change, its not that i dont trust you bc god baby i know your love for me is truly unconditional and 150% devoted. i get jealous so easily tho. i need to fix this! you reblogged that thing that said jealousy is a sign of an unhealthy relationship!!

just now randomly this popped into my head: theyre just jealous cus we’re young and in love. soco amaretto lime, 06/09/16 brand new’s opening song for their concert, i held you and we looked into each other’s eyes and we kissed so much. do you remember?

i remember when we broke up and i thought a couple of times about how itd be so hard for me to eat steak again bc it reminds me of you so much. so ive got to be honest it broke my heart a lil when you were gona eat it w vanny even tho i know its cus youll always love steak aww im happy baby’s got a protein she really likes :) but for me part of the reason why i love steak so much is because of all the times we shared it together. also you cant have steak without green beans. its officially a rule!!

remember the uni(sea urchin) pasta i made you? dont you feel like itd be sooooo much better if it was paired with udon instead? and topped with fresh uni ooooo im hungry

im very tired i slept at 6 was supposed to wake up at 8 but ofc i snooze until 11 and now i have no time to study for my exam or do my assignment so i have to hand it in late but i wont even be here in person to hand it in so idk what to do ):

went to krispy kreme with marcus after my astro midterm and we sat there for a bit and talked and SAW YUMYUM LOL i hugged him even tho i hate him lol but yea marcus and sarah are going to new york next week, definitely jealous not gona lie! but our day will come !

about to take a depression nap i already know you love me tho heh

hey babe, just showered, packing now seojis arriving soon and i think we’re heading out around 9. cant wait to talk to you i miss you so much, hope work isnt busy today hope your cut isnt that deep, im thinking of you

on my way to the airport, ill be spending some time there i think ill work on my assignment first, nap a lil if you can? hope work wasnt too straining, try eating something even if its just a tiny candy, i miss you

im outside security check, theres a couple the girl is crying a lot and the boyfriend is just comforting her, i hope their relationship lasts, theyre hugging now i wish u were here to hug me goodbye too, but in a way im glad youre not here because id probably just cry the whole way on the plane. anyways i miss you and i feel very bad for them

theres a quote, goes something like hospitals hear more sincere prayers than churches, airports see more sincere kisses than wedding halls. its so true lol i miss you

[demonialex]

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omfg ok under the cut cuz yeah long af

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Spotify!

is your room messy or clean? uhhh it’s in the middle i guess lmao a little messy but not complete chaos imo?

what color are your eyes? dark brown

do you like your name? why? i hate my given name so instead i named myself alex and now i rly like it ay B) 

what is your relationship status? single

describe your personality in 3 words or less caring, impatient, lazy

what color hair do you have? brown

what kind of car do you drive? color? i dont have a car

where do you shop? uhhhhh i dont really shop much cuz im broke? but sometimes in various stores it depends on what im getting?

how would you describe your style? “i don’t have enough money to dress in the style i actualyl like so this will have to do”

favorite social media account ngl it’s probably this hellsite

what size bed do you have? queen

any siblings? nah, only child

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? hmmmm probably canada? cause they seem rly chill with lgbtq ppl and they are rather safe? plus i speak the language sooo

favorite snapchat filter? ...the dog one (well out of the current ones cuz i rly miss the “greek goddess” or whatever the hell was the name of that one)

favorite makeup brand(s) kinda rly dont care tbh? i kinda of go with whats cheaper lmao and also it varies on what it is (foundation, eye shadow, etc)

how many times a week do you shower? usually every day tho im ngl today i was so exhausted (im super sick) that i forgot to shower

favorite tv show? currently? probably the magicians

shoe size? varies between 7~8 US

how tall are you? 162cm

sandals or sneakers? sneakers

do you go to the gym? ok i tried going this year but then i got drowned in homework and now i have the flu dont judge me

describe your dream date honestly i have no idea? as long as im with someone i actually like and am attracted to, and that the conversation flows, im good.

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? my go-to wallet? 0. my savings wallet? i think around 1k or 1.5k i cant remember for sure? as i said, it’s a /savings/ wallet 

what color socks are you wearing? im not wearing socks

how many pillows do you sleep with? one under my bed and one on each side of me so i can throw my leg over it when i roll

do you have a job? what do you do? nah, not allowed to work ;-; 

how many friends do you have? uhhhhh... 3? 4? idk mate i lost A LOT of friends in the past few years :/ I have quite a few “acquaintances” now and ppl i wish were my friends but who dont seem to want the same, but actual friends i think probably just 4

whats the worst thing you have ever done? depends on who u ask, on ur morals, etc

whats your favorite candle scent? i like too many, i cant pick!! D:

3 favorite boy names guilherme, alex, leonardo ? i guess? idk

3 favorite girl names carolina, camila, alex. again, i guess lmao idk

favorite actor? dont rly have one

favorite actress? again dont rly have one oops im boring

who is your celebrity crush? fck i have way too many tbh

favorite movie? probably DEBS tbh

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?not rly... it’s not that i dont /want to/ it’s just that i constantly forget to read. my fave is probably little brother or my girlfriend is a geek

money or brains? for myself? money! on a potential partner? brains tho idc that much abt academically smart yadda yadda

do you have a nickname? what is it? Zu

how many times have you been to the hospital? uhhhh for actual important shit and not just casual check ups probably.... 4 or 5 times? i cant remember. i had pneumonia and i fractured bones quite a few times

top 10 favorite songs !!! i cant choose fam

do you take any medications daily?ye anti depressant and anti anxiety

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) always thought it was oily but apparently it’s mixed/combination

what is your biggest fear? ooo boy i have too many fears idk if i can choose a main biggest one

how many kids do you want? none thanks

whats your go to hair style?  “i woke up and was too lazy to brush my hair plus if i dont brush it it looks extra fluffy and slightly curled”

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) small-ish apartment

who is your role model? dont have one tbh

what was the last compliment you received? deadass cant remember

what was the last text you sent? “thank you~”

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? no clue tbh i was still a child haha 

what is your dream car? I rly dont wanna drive tbh but i find lamborghinis so fckin gorgeous

opinion on smoking? idc as long as u dont do it next to me cause it tends to make me cough a lot. tho depend on what ur smoking and the brand and if we are in an open space for some reason i dont smoke so ye

do you go to college? yup!!

what is your dream job? no clue

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? suburbs. the more things to do the better

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? i usually forget but my mom always takes them for me so :^)

do you have freckles? not the standard “a bunch of tiny ones around ur face”, but i have the classic brown ones here and there. does that make sense? :v (i hate that u guys have the same word for both kind of freckles smh)

do you smile for pictures? not usually? at most a close mouthed smile more like a smirk lmao

how many pictures do you have on your phone? i dont wanna do the math but over 1k

have you ever peed in the woods? who hasnt??

do you still watch cartoons? if animes are considered cartoons then sometimes, if not then not really

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? cant remember how the wendy’s ones taste like so i will go with mcdonalds

Favorite dipping sauce? depends on what im eating. usually blue cheese, if not then bbq

what do you wear to bed? depends on how hot it is lol

have you ever won a spelling bee? never even been to one

what are your hobbies? watching tv shows? idk mate

can you draw? kinda i guess

do you play an instrument? nah :(

what was the last concert you saw? i think it was demi lovato lmao

tea or coffee? i dont really drink either tbh. loved the tea my friend made me, and loved the coffee my grandma used to make me. alas both live too far away now

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? i deadass think i only went to dunkin donuts ONCE and i dont remember shit abt it so i will go with starbucks

do you want to get married? hmmm idc either way

what is your crush’s first and last initial? dont rly have a /major/ crush rn, just smol ones

are you going to change your last name when you get married? if their name is cooler maybe

what color looks best on you? black

do you miss anyone right now? i constantly miss too many ppl but i try to avoid thinking abt it

do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed!! i hate sleeping with open doors

do you believe in ghosts? i guess?

what is your biggest pet peeve? idk fam i have too many haha im blanking rn

last person you called` probably my mom or my grandma. i hate calloing ppl so i usually just call them lmao

favorite ice cream flavor? hmm probably half baked from B&J. in general i like peanut, chocolate, vanilla, bubblegum... i have a rly sweet toothe lol

regular oreos or golden oreos? regular!

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? chocolate!! the rainbow ones taste like plastic imo

what shirt are you wearing? it’s not rly a shirt? it’s a.. camisole? i think that’s how u say it? my mom got it for me, it’s from that the despicable movie or whatever it was called

what is your phone background? lock screen is julia wicker, home screen is julia and marina

are you outgoing or shy? generally shy but id depends on who i am with i guess

do you like it when people play with your hair? if i like the person (even as friends, just as long as im comfortable with them) then hell yes i love it! if it’s a stranger or someone i rly dont like then no obvs

do you like your neighbors? i dont rly know them tbh

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? ye usually once when i wake up and once before going to bed.

have you ever been high? nah i was able to take like 2 drags and then i died coughing

have you ever been drunk? nope:( not from lack of trying lol but the taste is so gross it makes me feel a bit nauseous

last thing you ate? bread with requeijao

favorite lyrics right now the lyrics of “trem bala”. deadss considering getting part of it tattooed cause it’s so... deep? and good? and it’s sigh it’s rly good if anyone is interested i can translate is lol 

summer or winter? winter

day or night? night

dark, milk, or white chocolate? white tho milk is a close second

favorite month? hmmm idk? maybe november cause mah bday?

what is your zodiac sign scorpio

who was the last person you cried in front of? i rarely cry and even more rarely cry in front of others so i dont rly remember but if i had to guess probably my mom?

#about #personal #idk how to tag this lmao #thanks for the ask haha #handsy-hollis

[asksansweredpdf]

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? my best friend from when i was 4? no thanks! she’s deeeeefinitely more like a sister to me. it’d be weird

 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? nope

 3. Have you taken someones virginity? nope

 4. Is trust a big issue for you? honestly, it never used to be. but it definitely is becoming one as i get older

 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? i don’t like anyone romantically. but i do have a favourite work friend who i saw recently

 6. What are you excited for? after i graduate next week (not the exciting part) i get to finally watch endgame 

 7. What happened tonight? i went for a walk with my parents, and now im doing this

 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? fuck no. drunk girls are so cute

 9. Is confidence cute? absolutely 100% wholeheartedly!

 10. What is the last beverage you had? alcohol

 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? maybe 2

 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? yeah man

 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? well, that was yesterday. and i got drunk and started singing and then worked on this story i’ve been trying to figure out for the last 5 years. it’s finally coming together. next saturday? i don’t know. i might write something here about being graduated. maybe i’ll have more motivation to get my life in check. but most likely, i’ll be reblogging memes about endgame. and probably crying

 14. What are you going to spend money on next? 3 tickets to see endgame + the booking fee

 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? haha nooo. he kissed me and i wasn’t at all into it. but now he has a really cool gf who i love. so it worked out well

 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? yeah definitely! i plan to get a motorbike within that time period. and that means i won’t be stuck at home as often as i am. i plan on volunteering at places as well as working at my job. going out more means that i will probably feel more awake and alive. 

 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? honestly? i think one of my coworkers. she’s intimidating and can be a bit scary. but i think that’s why i’d be able to talk to her about anything. because she’s not at all fake! you know exactly what she thinks of what you’re saying. and she will tell you what you need to know, instead of what you want to hear. 

 18. The last time you felt broken? having to move back in to my parent’s houe

 19. Have you had sex today? nah

 20. Are you starting to realize anything? not really hey. i’m trying to figure things out and realise things. but if im being honest, i just feel really lost. 

 21. Are you in a good mood? yeah i am! a quiet, and introspective one, but i think that’s because the alcohol’s wearing off

 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? i don’t really have strong feelings about it either way. if i was in the mood and it was free then yeah maybe

 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? yeah they are. mine are a slightly lighter shade though. 

 24. What do you want right this second? to turn off the light in the bathroom in front of me. it’s too intense and it’s making my eyes hurt

 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? well i don’t like anyone. but if i did, i probably wouldn’t tell them. but i’d definitely tell them i was happy for them! even if i wasnt. 

 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?  yeah

 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? honestly? i don’t think so hey. maybe it’s because of my gemini venus, but being funny is so important to me. 

 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? i went to the trouble of writing a whole paragraph describing this video before realising i could just link it

 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? hmmm sometimes i miss this best friend i had for 10 years. i said before how important it is to me to have someone who can make me laugh. and no one has ever been able to make me laugh like she did. i miss that a lot. and i miss how close we were. i tried to re-create that with other people (only for it to backfire). but yeah. i miss her a lot lately. not sure why that is

 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? yes, but not for the same mistakes

 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? it was either 1 of 2 people, and i dont hate either of them 

 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? i don’t have feeling for anyone

 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? yes! fizzy drink is from the devil

 34. Listening to? sunburn - muse

 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? no

 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? i think he lives in queensland?

 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? absolutely not

 38. Who did you last call? my mum, to tell her i was finished at work

 39. Who was the last person you danced with? as in dance party, probably my old roommates. ballroom dance? then it’d be either my baby sister or my old best friend

 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? i just wanted a cuddle and he asked if he could kiss me. i didn’t want it to be awkward or hurt his feelings so i said yes safkdjhfdlsjkf

 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? i think like a week ago. when i was watching civil war

 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? ew no

 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? hahahahaha yes absolutely. 

 44. Do you tan in the nude? nah man i don’t tan on purpose

 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? yeah probably. although, the last person i kissed was the best friend of this other guy that i liked at the time. and i maaaaaybe more or less potentially kissed that guy to make the guy i liked jealous. i’m a good person though i swear

 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? god no. i hate doing that. i love my sleep

 47. Who was the last person to call you? my manager to ask me to come in

 48. Do you sing in the shower? nah. just dance

 49. Do you dance in the car? yes! 

 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? yeah actually. we had an archery thing at a few school camps. it was fun.

 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? school pictures? no wait, uni ID i guess

 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? yes and i love them

 53. Is Christmas stressful? fuck no. christmas is so healing! everywhere is beautifully decorated, they play sweet and uplifting christmas carols. you get to buy presents for the people you love. and at work, all i have to do is serve customers which is the best part of my job

 54. Ever eat a pierogi? nope

 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? apple!

 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? to be an astronaut! i am, however, deathly afraid of heights to the point that they will induce panic attacks (and have done so, multiple times). and i’m also terrible at maths.

 57. Do you believe in ghosts? nah

 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? nope

 59. Take a vitamin daily? yeah i do! that actually reminds me to take mine today. i forgot to yesterday

 60. Wear slippers? in the winter! they’re the best

 61. Wear a bath robe? nah

 62. What do you wear to bed? whatever the fuck. in summer it can be nothing but underwear, then in winter it’s track pants. i love a good nighty

 63. First concert? pink

 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? target. kmarts lights make my eyes hurt. and we dont have walmart in australia

 65. Nike or Adidas? adidas

 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? cheetos. we dont have fritos in australia

 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? peanuts

 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? n/a

 69. Ever take dance lessons? yeah! i did ballet for like 8 years

 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? not really, no. but i don’t think about my future spouse much since it’s not really a plan for my life

 71. Can you curl your tongue? yep

 72. Ever won a spelling bee? no sadly

 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? of course! i used to feel my feelings very intensely

 74. What is your favorite book? at the moment it’s either the martian or the hunger games. but i’m sure as i read more, i’ll find a better one

 75. Do you study better with or without music? with music! i do everything with music playing all the time

 76. Regularly burn incense? only when i’m doing a witchy cleanse

 77. Ever been in love? not where the other person also loves me back

 78. Who would you like to see in concert? i would love to see freddie mercury in concert. sadly, not possible, so i’ll get back to you on that one

 79. What was the last concert you saw? i had to take my sister to see lana del rey

 80. Hot tea or cold tea? hot

 81. Tea or coffee? tea. coffee tastes like shit

 82. Favorite type of cookie? choc chip where all the chocolate bits are warm and melted. or anzac cookies

 83. Can you swim well? nope

 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yeah dude

 85. Are you patient? i act patient, but on the inside i am screaming eternally

 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? i’ve never really thought much about my wedding, let alone these details. i guess i’d say band?

 87. Ever won a contest? nah

 88. Ever have plastic surgery? nope

 89. Which are better black or green olives? black

 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? sure man. i dont believe in god but if i did, then fuck that guy

 91. Best room for a fireplace? omgggggg yes i love fireplaces so much! lounge room or bedroom

 92. Do you want to get married? not really. i have so much i want to do and so many friends i want to make. if someone comes along and i love them, then i hold no objections to marriage. but it’s not really a dream of mine or anything

#mine

[lollipopprincess]

Quiz thing

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Seeing as that was my father, absolutely not lol.  2. You talked to an ex today, correct? Nope. 3. Have you taken someones virginity? Nope.  4. Is trust a big issue for you? Yes it is, a lot of people have betrayed my trust, especially some of the most important people in my life.  5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? I dont romantically like anyone right now so no.  6. What are you excited for? Going to the beach today with my best friend=) 7. What happened tonight? Nothing since tonight hasn’t happened yet lol.  8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? When anyone gets wasted, yes.  9. Is confidence cute? Um, I guess? As long as they aren’t too confident.  10. What is the last beverage you had? Water 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? uhh...I dont have many people in my life that are guys right now. I feel like the only guy I really trust is probably my brother.  12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? Nope, HATE jeans.  13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? Tonight is Sat night lol. I think just watching tv and hanging out.  14. What are you going to spend money on next? Expensive dinner lol.  15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Nope.  16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? Might be better at driving and I will also be a year older, so a little bit I guess.  17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? My best friend.  18. The last time you felt broken? Probably a couple weeks ago.  19. Have you had sex today? Nope, haven’t ever.  20. Are you starting to realize anything? That winter is coming to an end lol.  21. Are you in a good mood? Yeah, great mood=) 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Nope, I cant swim and I feel like that would be extremely anxiety inducing, even if I could. 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? Yes they are, but people say I have my mothers eyes. 24. What do you want right this second? I dont know, im doing fine right now.  25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? If we were in a relationship, id confront them. If we arent, then “that really sucks and is shitty” but there would not be much I could do.  26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Yes=) Although i’ve wanted to/thought of dying it red.  27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? I dont think so.  28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Umm i’m not sure...Probably something my best friend and I talked about last night.  29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? I miss my dad all the time.  30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? Not everyone. If they killed someone, prob not.  31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? No I dont. I’ve felt like I hate him before but I know I dont.  32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? No because I dont like anyone lol.  33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? Uh no lol. I LOVE soda, especially orange soda and vanilla coke.  34. Listening to? “Sweet Child of Mine”-Guns and Roses 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? Yes, take notes in pencil so I can erase easier.  36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? Not really, we are kinda in and out of touch. 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? I think it could be possible maybe.  38. Who did you last call? Mom 39. Who was the last person you danced with? My dad maybe?...It was years ago. 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? We were like 5 and 4, wanted to see what it was like.  41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? A week ago. 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? Nope, we arent really like that.  43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? YES.  44. Do you tan in the nude? No lol. 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? Nah, there isnt really reason to. 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Nope. 47. Who was the last person to call you? It was some crap caller.  48. Do you sing in the shower? Yes, very much lol. 49. Do you dance in the car? No lol. 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? Yes=) 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? I think senior year of high school. 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Nah, I love them. 53. Is Christmas stressful? NO! I love it=)  54. Ever eat a pierogi? Nah I haven’t.  55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Lemon Cream=) 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Uh a lot lol. A princess, a cowgirl, a mermaid, all 3 lol, a vet, “the boss”, teacher, zookeeper, marine biologist, ballerina.  57. Do you believe in ghosts? YES! 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Yeah, all the time. 59. Take a vitamin daily? I’m supposed to but dont lol. 60. Wear slippers? Nah but I should. All my socks are dirty cause I walk outside with them on. 61. Wear a bath robe? Sometimes. 62. What do you wear to bed? Nightgown and underwear, sometimes a top and shorts. When its REALLY cold, ill wear a top and pants. I run hot though so its gotta be really freezing.  63. First concert? Think it was like a Disney concert lol. 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target=) 65. Nike or Adidas? Nike. 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Cheetos, love the flaming hot ones=) 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Peanuts. 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? “Style”, “Everything Has Changed” or “Last Kiss”.  69. Ever take dance lessons? Nah, I wanted to when I was younger though.  70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Uh, not really.  71. Can you curl your tongue? Nah lol. 72. Ever won a spelling bee? No, i’m terrible at spelling. 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Almost have=) 74. What is your favorite book? “Perks of Being a Wallflower” 75. Do you study better with or without music? Without. 76. Regularly burn incense? Nah. 77. Ever been in love? YES. 78. Who would you like to see in concert? MJ=( 79. What was the last concert you saw? I think it was Billy Joel’s son...Forget his name. Went with a friend because she was really into him.  80. Hot tea or cold tea? Both=) I think I do like iced better though. 81. Tea or coffee? Tea, hate coffee. 82. Favorite type of cookie? Chocolate Chip! 83. Can you swim well? Can’t swim at all=( 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yes. 85. Are you patient? Uh, can be. I feel like I was more patient when I was younger though lol. 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? DJ 87. Ever won a contest? Yes=) 88. Ever have plastic surgery? Nah, don’t want to. 89. Which are better black or green olives? Neither 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? I used to think it was horrible when I was really young, now I don’t really care lol. 91. Best room for a fireplace? Bedroom=) 92. Do you want to get married? Yes, absolutely.