#i dont necesarrivly care abt his actual identity

[mikeyfuckinway]

i am a: girlfriend boyfriend

seeking: boyfriend who will also let me call him my girlfriend 

#aries.txt #my relationship with gender is incredibly complex and it bleeds into the way i desire to interact with people romantically #i enjoy Men but i also enjoy the idea of them sharing some degree of gender nonconformity with me #mostly in language thats where most of my gender nonconformity manifests #i think its bc i dont really associate my physical form with my gender or anyone elses for that matter #i enjoy appearing in ways considered feminine but i dont associate that with being a woman or even the concept of femininity #like ofc i know this is a feminine appearance but i dont make the connection of me being a feminine person if u get what i mean #i just look the way i look and i enjoy when other people look a certain way #and that certain way tends to be how men look but i do also enjoy women a lot #it is interesting #sometimes i desire to be a boyfriend with a boyfriend that i also call my girlfriend #and like. maybe that is just a cis man that i am calling my girlfriend #i dont necesarrivly care abt his actual identity #its more that i desire another person to share in my destruction of gendered labels and share in the practice of using- #woman gendered terms for men and man gendered terms for women #i dont want to destroy the terms girlfriend and boyfriend i like them #i just want to destroy the way people think about them and just view them the same way we view pronouns like how the internet does #they dont necessarily signify gender its more about the words and sounds u like #girlfriend #boyfriend #gender