#i dont miss you

[dumblr]

I don't actually miss anyone from my past I just have a bad habit of creating some sort of idealized version of what I wanted them to be. These people aren't real I made them up in my head.

#quotes #feelings #sad quotes #sad thoughts #emotions #fake people #sad but true #funny story #fake friends #lol #my bad #my bad lol #like damn #i dont miss you #dumblr

[elisabeta-darling]

#bitch bye #selfie #i dont miss you #sunday #fuck off

[staystrong2396]

I'm finally happy now 😁

#moved on #quotes #quoteoftheday #happy #happy life #i dont miss you #bye bye

[coffeestainsbooks]

i didn’t mind dreaming before i met you.

normally, they’re harmless.

i haven’t dreamt in a while though,

and i don’t mind that.

nowadays, all i dream of is you.

unconsciously searching and comparing things to you.

you are everywhere and nowhere,

and i mind that.

i hate dreaming now,

mostly because you always show up.

i hope you didn’t do this on purpose,

as i’m finding it harder and harder to sleep.

i hope you leave me be soon.

#poetry #dreams #lover #i dont miss you

[onlyexisting-tonight]

#sadgirl #source: pinterest #i dont miss you #he helped me forget you #Blue Aesthetic

[mezypoet]

do you really love him? or do you just admire the idea of love?

#love #lovers #love quotes #him #i dont miss you #why why why

[letsmakearuntonight]

#lyrics #song #music #i miss you #nate smith #i dont miss you #country

[nymathenemo]

I don't miss you/ why aren't you here with me?/autumn is here/ why aren't you here with me?/ I fell for you like autumn/ I ruined myself/ why aren't you here with me?/ I don't miss you/ I can't stand the fact that I miss you / I don't miss you/ I don't.

#dead poets society #i miss you #i dont miss you #black literature #grief #writings #dont come back #my beloved

[ruminate88]

When do you stop grieving the narcissist? 😪

I learn so much about narcissistic abuse and it all makes sense to what happened between me and ex, Andrew but I go around in circles. I go from: sad, angry, confused, consumed, enlightened, understanding, BACK TO SAD. I try to cry over him and I’ve already done that. A whole summer after I broke up with him, I cried my eyes out daily…. So now all these years later, why do I feel like I still wanna cry over him but physically can’t?? When do you stop being sad/angry over the narcissist??

And trust me, running to the next guy and getting married doesn’t fix your problem. I thought running away from Andrew and getting married was going to make me instantly happy and forget the hurt but it doesn’t fix anything. Just makes me feel like a bad wife because I couldn’t stop thinking of the narcissist when I’m now a whole wife to someone! I was distracted when I was dating my husband (we were in the make out phase) and planning the wedding helped a bunch too but then that all went away and now marriage is hard work and you have to learn to communicate and I’m ashamed to tell my husband I’m still upset about my ex. Shouldn’t be this hard!!

#emotional abuse #narcissistic abuse #self healing #unpacking #my story #self awareness #healingjourney #narcissism #online relationships #narcissistic personality disorder #dear narc #devaluation #trauma bonding #love bombing #love spells #heartbreak #grief #jp saxe #i dont miss you #cognitive dissonance #anxious attachment #Spotify

[lizanx]

We held on tightly to it

I can no longer do this

#lyricist #lyrics #my music #original song #songwriter #song lyrics #heartbreak #lovers #break up #falling out of love #romance #sky photography #i loved you #moving on #like it used to #cityphotography #cloudysky #i dont miss you #ex lovers #ill be okay

[ciarascemetary]

stay lurking, all you ever were was my shadow.

#friends #moving on to better things #i dont miss you #get a life #vent

[temporaltemposofalyricallife]

"But you're an undertone still if she listens"

"I don't miss you, I just fantasize about you being someone who loves me

It's not fair to anybody but I just can't get you off of my mind"

#undertone #julia michaels #jp saxe #i dont miss you

[just-another-bored-killjoy]

i hate some people so much so fucking much

#i know you're reading this btw #AHHHHHHHHHHH #how does it feel knowing you destroyed my life? #I'll probably fuck up my physics exam just because of your immature ass #thank you for wasting the most crucial academic years of my life #i tried okay #i dont miss you #i just miss all the time i wasted babysitting you

[flopsmp3]

#highlight #i dont miss you #after sunset #audio

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

[pariahofromance]

As much as I want to make an "Anakin is gone...." post, I've not made enough progress on myself to warrant it. Either way, fuck you for making me this way.

#heartache #heartbreak #breakup #i dont miss you #fuck you