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faiirybread · 6 months
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i know places ︴aa23
🌷 in which.. the fans aren’t happy, but they are!
pt1!
alex_albon just posted!
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God bless America, God bless double points!🫡🇺🇸🦅raaaaahhh!!!!
tagged: danielricciardo, yukitsunoda, yourusernameofficial
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user1 YN?????
user2 great race today, you deserved those points!
user3 ARIANA WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE
user4 GET AWAY FROM HER
user5 MOM NO PLEASE
yourusernameofficial Amazing job today, it was awesome to watch! 💙💙
alex_albon Thank you so much!
user4 BRO GO FOR IT
user6 is yn dating him?
user5 we dont know, all the interactions between them is him liking her post and posting her stage on his story, her going to a race, and now this post
user6 ah ok
user7 NO WAY yourusernameofficial ARE YOU A GLUTEN FREE GIRLIE
yourusernameofficial Yes! I went gluten free because I kept getting muscle injuries, and it’s really helped! 💗
user7 YESSSS SHE IS ONE OF US I LOVE YOU YN
user8 STOP THEY WENT TO TRADER JOES TOGETHER???
user9 THATS WHAT IM SAYINGG LIKE THEY ARE TOGETHER
user10 RAHHH LAND OF THE FREE TO DATE YN YLN
user11 he isnt dating her you bitch.. get out of here
user10 RAHH CANT HEAR YOU OVER ALL THIS FREEDOM
user11 why would yn lower herself to him, she knows her worth and he isnt it.
user12 WHATS THAT SOUND?? THE SOUND OF LIBERATION FROM WACKASS KPOP STANS
f1gossip just posted!
recent photos released by korean news site dispatch of yn yln and alex!
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user1 YOUR JOKING
user2 most random couple
user3 yn.. how could you betray us like this 😔
user4 ALEX ALBON WITH THE RIZZZ
user5 wtf are you talking about? this isnt a good thing..
user4 lol what why
user5 yns whole career is on her fans, who shes betraying with this. ive been a fan since she was 16 and to see her grow up to be such a slut is really disappointing.. i wouldnt be surprised if her company terminates her contract
user4 bro wtf are you on about?? shes a fucking human being who is allowed to live and have friends and partners. calling yourself a fan of hers then saying shes a slut is just laughable. your a 40 year old man who became a fan of a 16 year old and cant bear to think that shes not a doll for you to play with. fucking creepy and disgusting.
user6 NUH UH NUH UH
user7 ok but ehy this guy?! yn could literally have anyone in f1 and she chose a guy who cant even win a race??
user8 dude poor alex he does not deserve the crazy kpop stans breathing down his neck
user9 wait theyre kinda cute 🤭
user10 NO THEYRE NOT
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ynupdates just posted!
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OFFICIAL STATEMENT FROM SM ENTERTAINMENT:
Hello, this is SM Entertainment. A series of photos were shared today of YN YLN. We cannot confirm or deny the rumors, and request that you give YN privacy and empathy in this time. Thank you.
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user1 what was the point of the statement if theyre not gonna confirm anything 😭
user2 sm this isnt kai and jennie.. williams racing is not gonna post a statement
user3 ok so….
user4 #DROPYN
user5 get tf outta here ‼️
user6 BOOOO
user7 this is how her company responds to alex getting this amount of hate??
user8 unfortunately its really common because of the industry standard that idils stay single/keep their relationships private so this is probably the most we’ll get from sm
user7 really? ive seen some companies do legal action, are they not doing that?
user8 not for alex, only for yn
user7 damn this is gonna be tough for alex then
user9 alex_albon pls see the light this is not worth it
user10 #DROPYN
alexalbon just posted a story!
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user1 YES ALEX
user2 thank you for defending her!!
user3 just not a good idea to be around her..
user4 GET OUT GET OUT
yourusernameofficial just posted!
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3 songs for the ones I love 💗
Slut!, Teenage Dream, and Mirrorball out now on all platforms 🌷
tagged: smtown, alex_albon
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📌alex_albon WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME ABOUT THESE
yourusernameofficial 🤭 🤭 luv ya babes
alex_albon I LOVE YOU TOO!!! I WILL ALWAYS MAKE IT WORTH IT!!
user1 TEENAGE DREAM IS SO 😭 😭 😭 IM SORRY WE MADE YOU FEEL LIKE THAT YN
user2 are you gonna cancel promos for these too?
alex_albon soz but promos are only for me 😝
user3 bad start dad…
alex_albon sorry kiddo had to say how it is
user4 MIRRORBALL 😭😭😭 YNNIE WERE SO SORRY
user5 slut! is so romantic?? alex how did you do it
pierregasly amazing songs!
yourusernameofficial thank you!!
user6 YN ARE WE GONNA GET MORE PADDOCK CONTENT
yourusernameofficial YES!!!! IM SO EXCITED
user6 OMG OMG OMG PLS ARE YOU GONNA BE IN THE GARAGE??
yourusernameofficial i cant say yet but ill deffo try and meet you guys there!!
user7 she seems so happy with him dude, she never used to respond to comments or anything
landonorris I WANT YOU TO KNOW IM YOUR MIRRORBALL ILL SHOW YOU EVERY VERSION OF YOURSELF TONIGHT
yourusernameofficial 🫶🫶🫶
user8 WE LOVE YOU YN!!!
user9 BLOSSOMS LETS STREAM THESE AND SHOW HER OUR LOVE!!
user10 FLOP #DROPYN
alex_albon waa waa waa 😹😹😹
charlesleclerc16 OUTSOLD 👏 👏 👏
yourusernameofficial thank you charles!!
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tanukitoya · 2 years
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Introduction I guess :0
Omg I re-downloaded Tumblr after not having it for so long and I have no idea what I'm doing
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But uhh hii I'm Toya my pronouns are she/they, I'm prolly just gonna use Tumblr to spam or talk about anything :P though I am open to meet new people an friends :000
I'll probably make a proper introduction when I actually know how to use tumblr...
I have lots of interest so here some facts about me :D. My favorite color is pink, specifically pastel pink. I'm pan and underage (sorry I don't like saying my actual age). I'm full Mexican but hella pale because I never went out as a kid D; . I'm an artist, I want to do digital but don't have the things for it so I do pencil art. I like to play video games, example; GTA V, Borderlands, Ark, Overwatch(I dont play as much anymore) Minecraft, ect. I like horror movies, my fav is Friday the 13th. I like all types of music expect country, EDM, and kpop (sorry its just not for me, not hating on anyone who does). I love all types of animals and have so much favorites but some include are, tanukis, foxes, horseshoe crabs. I like photography and practicing it as well as practicing volleyball. I like sanrio but my fav is gudetama. I watch lots of youtubers but my fav is definitely technoblade (rip techno ;( ). I like to cosplay and hopefully i can learn to make my own one day. Im not sure what else to say since I'm writing this was 1am and having the worse brain farts right now so I'll prolly but allot / most of my interest in the tags.
So I'll finish this off by saying that, I wish you guys could see my account and me as a safe place to talk and be yourself.. Even if I'm still figuring out how Tumblr works but uhhh go drink some, water stay hydrated, actually have a good sleeping schedule until me right now.. But just overall take care of yourself ( ´_⊃`)Byeee :00
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I'm prolly gonna forget some thing important and then later be like Ohhh
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soupcozy · 9 months
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think instead of tagging/just tagging the story names i think im going to try and tag their names. partly so i name my ocs faster and since i like to add them to different stories/recon them a lot soooo i dunno i need a better organization method for this blog. also another part being since Kei and friends dont really have a name for their story since i cant decide on it yet. more thoughts below mostly a stream of consciousness
I think I want Cyrus to have the original story i planned for him of coming to earth and having to overcome choosing to stay on earth and making his life or going back home and following the plan his family set up for him. He can meet Kei during his story or afterwards.
I still dont know what i want to do with my idol/influncer boys. I'm still working on their designs but at first wanted them to be idols dur to my reentry into kpop, but i dont want to try and write music for them. I could just use current kpop songs or lets be real its just a set dressing so that doesnt really matter anyway. Still I wanted jay to become a producer along with another member. I've also thought of them being a fake group (a horror game makes up a kpop group and then as publicity they act as the fictional band for 1-3 years) and still stick together/meet up even while they go their separate ways. Jay goes back to streaming, Kei vlogging(later might go into acting in indie productions or releasing small music projects), Rei goes back into bakery his mom owns or becoming an actor, Akira goes into acting every now and again, but is mostly just a hot it boy and a say at home dog dad(living with Rei, boyfriends!), and the other ones dont have names yet but one goes back into modeling, another lives a quiet life (living with the model so he makes some appearances in modeling from time to time due to being roommates) and the last im torn between him trying to stay in the industry or try to move back to the US and enter that entertainment industry.
Tbh them singing and dancing doesnt matter that much(Old drafts had Kei doing dance covers and rarely singing covers. I think Kei will still have an interest of dancing like learning different dances and singing along to anime ops. Some of the other members were theater kids) I want them to do the variety show/games, living/traveling together, going to rich people events (lol) and so on. Really only Akira comes from money and the rest are middle class give or take some lower some higher.
I dunno I want to scrap the idol bit, but trying to find how I can get them to all overlap is kinda meh at the moment or work with he key aspects I do like. I might have them keep their own jobs and then will meet at the event or all be at the same hotel and then for content they might all schedule meet ups or something. Id def have to change up a few things, but that might be better for cutting out the idol bit and the idol bit can just be an au. I'm also thinking about changing some of there names mostly Akira since i just wanted something to put down. Its starting to grow on me tho. I also need a name for whole deal
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hybeboyenthusisast · 1 year
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get to know me game!!!
Tagged by @ashxxkook
Birthday: February 15th
Favorite Color: pastel pink
Do you have any pets?: 2 dogs and 1 cat <3
How tall are you?: 5'1!
How many pairs of shoes do you own?: idk, a lot
Favorite song: if i had to choose ONE song, probably July by Noah Cyrus.
Favorite movie: toss up between The Nun and The Shallows. i absolutely LOVE shark movies
Who would be your ideal partner?: well, my current partner. i love my boyfriend so much <3
Do you want children?:  yes!! boys or girls, many or just one, I want to be a mother SO BAD.
Have you gotten in trouble with the law?:  no im a good girl
What color socks are you wearing?: im not wearing socks right now but yesterday i wore pink socks for work
Favorite type of music:  idk, kpop i guess?
How many pillows do you sleep with?:  2, sometimes 3. I sleep with my head on one pillow, another pillow between my knees or under my knees (depending on my position), and sometimes a pillow between my arms. i like cuddling something while i sleep, having something in my arms
What position do you sleep in?: most natural position is sleeping on my right side, but my cat sleeps on the left side of the bed, so its become my norm to sleep on my left side with my left arm out so my boy can come and cuddle
What don’t you like when you’re sleeping?: my cat waking me up because he wants food.. he only eats if he is being petted, and its so annoying at 3 am lol
What do you have for breakfast?: honey nut cheerios
Have you tried archery?: no
Favorite fruit?:  KIWI I FUCKING LOVE KIWI
Are you a good liar?: i wanna say no, but that itself is a lie. i was a chronic liar as a kid and even now, my mom will occasionally ask me if im lying about something ive told her LOL
What’s your personality type?: INFP, i think im cool : have a link
Innie or Outtie?: deep innie lol
Left handed or Right handed?:  right handed
Favorite food: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i really like taco bell
Favorite foreign food?: as an immigrant, i'm choosing a dish from my home county and my parents' culture. it's a desert, kinda like donuts. Koeksisters. they're so delicious
Am i clean or messy?: a clean messy, my room is a mess but i know where things are
Most used phrase:  no goddamn idea LMAO i asked three of my best friends, two of them had no idea, one answered with 'omg'
How long does it take for you to get ready?: depends on what im getting ready for. for work? 10 minutes maybe. for a date night where im getting all cute n shit? maybe 30 to 45 minutes
Do you talk to yourself?: yeah, in my head a lot, but to my cat who obviously can't really understand or answer. i also will go through make believe conversations under my breath or try accents under my breath
Do you sing to yourself?: i just sing in general, whether there's anyone listening or not
Are you a good singer?: id like to say so. i was in choir in school for like, 8 years?
Biggest fear: ......................butterflies. i dont know, ive just been terrified since i was a LITERAL baby, and even though ive tried to get over it, i fucking cannot. a butterfly comes near me, im yeeting my leg up in the air and bringing my foot down to smash that bitch.
Do you like long hair or short hair?:  on me? only ever really had long hair or medium hair but ive been thinking about a pixie cut lately.
Favorite school subject: i was always really good at english and math, but geometry can suck my dick
Extrovert or Introvert?: introvert but im a natural flirt
What makes you nervous?: everything, i have generalized anxiety disorder
Who was your first real crush?: i had a crush on this boy named Lucas and I think also this guy named Christian?? when i was in like, 1st grade. i moved before i started 2nd grade so i dont really remember them and i didnt know them as i grew up. next real crush was also a guy named christian, after i moved to the city i still live in. i was like, OBSESSED with this dude. we had that little childhood romance where we were 'dating' and would hang out on the playground, and when he suddenly broke up with me i was devastated.
there's more drama with this same dude as we grew up but aaaaaaaaaa we dont gotta go into that
How many piercings?:  uhhh 3. both ears pierced once, and i pierced my nose myself. i want more but, yeah, dont have them yet
How many tattoos?: 2. a heart on the back of my right shoulder, got it with my mom. then i have a feather on my right ribcage and MF IT WAS THE WORST PAIN I HAVE EVER FELT. you'd have to get me drunk or numb me up before i get that tattoo colored in or get another tattoo on my ribs.
How fast can you run?: idfk???
What color is your hair?: dark brown, lots of people think its black but, its not
What color are your eyes?: brown
What makes you angry?:  easiest and fastest way to make me angry is to bring up or WORSE, FUCKING PRAISE, the movie Ready Player One. the FUCKING NOVEL IS AMAZING AND THE AUTHOR SOLD HIS FUCKING SOUL FOR A MOVIE DEAL.
Do you like your name?: eh. im used to it. there really isn't any other name that i've ever been like "i want this to be my name", at least not since i was in middle school.
Do you want a boy or a girl as a child?: either <3 id love my kiddo wholeheartedly.
What are your strengths?:  is this an interview wtf man i wasnt prepared--- um, i guess that i care so much about other people, and im generally not afraid to do something that isnt the norm or popular.
What are your weaknesses?: i care too much, sometimes. i'll think with my heart instead of my brain.
What’s the color of your bedspread?: right now its like cream with red flowers
Color of your room: one wall is black, the other four are a pretty sky blue (yes i have 5 walls)
whoever sees this and wants to do it, GO FOR IT baby.
i'll tag @boba-beom @igotkpoops and i hope neither of u are annoyed by my tagging u <3
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jung-koook · 3 years
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I wish I was as strong as you when it comes to Bangtan. I'm made fun of a lot about me liking them or kpop or anything korean in general. Granted I work in a very macho-men masculine field and there is a lot of "pick me" attitude that makes even women hate anything deemed "feminine" so of course that includes kpop boys band... weirdly enough, nobody minds it when I listen or fangirl over girl groups, only boy groups... I've even been made fun of by my now ex-boyfriend, to the point I almost completely stopped listening to any boy group (it was during the LY era, I loved them since HYYH era, he bullied me out of listening to them during my first listen of the LY:Tear album so I completely missed the hype of that entire era and came back to them during MOTS era to tag along in a now much bigger fandom)
first of all, i'm really glad the stupid is your ex boyfrined. "the stupid" for me not say worse things about this toxic person i dont even know. i think you live in a country different from mine and thats why i dont know if I can try to give an opinion on everything youve told me. this thing about feminine and masculinity is really toxic. we all have a feminine and masculine side. it doesnt matter our gender. a man being feminine is considered weak but for me it is something completely different. a man who embraces his femininity without fear of being judged is the most beautiful thing in the world. like a woman embracing her masculine side. thats one of the things i love the most about bangtan, kpop and other artists being so famous all over the world. because i know they're not considered masculine for a lot of people but theyre still there. wearing makeup and doing other things that are considered feminine by stupid people. i'm so tired of this talk, i really dont have patience to listen to this kind of person anymore. i dont think i'm strong but i just have no patience for these stuff. honestly, i live in a country where its normal for adults to be fans of things. you will meet so many people here who are fans of something. before, people could make fun that i like bangtan because they're bangtan, not because i like a boygroup. things are totally different with me thats why i cant help you and i'm so sorry. i act in a very different way that many people think is wrong. but because i'm a woman and i have a lot of older people around me i always want to express my opinion. and disagreeing with the wrong things being said by older people. i cant agree with everything just because its being said by people superior. the way i act is not the way i tell other people to act because no longer care what people think of me.
just try to live for yourself and not for others. dont stop enjoying something because you think others will judge you for it. this is your life and thats why you should live it as you want and not as others want.
and, i'm so sorry for my bad english and for take long to reply you.
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yeoldontknow · 3 years
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დ content tag game დ
tagged by the loveliest angel @augustbutwinter to do this fun tag. thank you so much my love! 
1. what fandoms have you written for (but do not currently)?  - harry potter, muse, merlin, supernatural, doctor who, sherlock
2. what fandoms are you currently writing for? - kpop only
3. how long have you been writing? on this blog?  - my first actual fanfic would have been when i was about 8? it was for sailor moon but it was literally only in a journal i had. i presume that counts. so that would put us at 24 years lmao - on this blog specifically, since april 2017
4. on which platforms do you post your stories?  - here and AO3
5. what is your favourite genre to write? - aaaaangst lmao and horror/suspense. i love really dark things, and have always had a fascination in writing things that disturb me? i think its from an analytical or psychological perspective, exploring the limits of humanity and processing for myself why these things make me uncomfortable/where i feel them on my body/what is fear vs disgust idk. also very much enjoy fantasy/supernatural. 
6. are you a pantser or a planner? - almost always i have a plan, however there are some fics that come out of nowhere and i just have to write them. examples of this are enough and love; always
7. one shot or multi-chapter? - i usually try very hard to keep things as a one shot, and reserve series for things that actually have substance enough to extend past 3 chapters. lately, all my ideas have been very plot heavy or come from worlds i am very interested in exploring and/or have aspects of emotion i want to work through. if i cant keep it to a one shot (like...under 30k) i will make it a series and ill be angry at myself lmao
8. what is the perfect chapter length in your opinion?  - anywhere from 5-9k is a solid, average chapter length for me. some chapters, in hero for example, need to be more than this because theyre the heavy plot chapters. i have been trying not to focus on lengths anymore, just want to write until the story is told
9. what is your longest published story? is it complete?  - the longest story ive ever written is 154k in a different fandom and yes its complete. at the moment, hero is breaching 98k and i imagine it will be my longest when its completed
10. which story did you enjoy working on the most?  - when it comes to series, hero and time runner will, and always will be, the most special things ive ever done. i feel at home and myself when im writing them. im in love with writing them. the ideas are so strong, and the characters are so loud and clearly defined it just is the best time making art ive ever had. - for one shots, light sakura was truly catharsis. i needed to write that. its the most personal, vulnerable thing ive ever written and will probably never produce something like that again unless theres another major event in my life. also absolutely adored writing molotov cocktail and empty vessels. those are both the easiest 30k ive ever produced
11. favourite request you’ve have written and why (if any?)  - brooklyn is burning was technically a request and im extremely partial to it
12. are there reoccurring themes in your stories?  - oh yeah. usually my female characters are working through bad relationships or finding their voices, seeking identity and power in worlds that dont necessarily provide that. i write what i feel and what ive lived, the worlds around the characters are just exaggerations of reality and my imagination. theres always a little piece of me in my stories, and usually that piece comes down to them learning to trust which is something i struggle with
13. current number of wips?  - please i cannot share this number, not when im ashamed of the amount lmao
14. three things you have noticed about your own writing? 1. smut is insanely hard for me 2. fluff is almost impossible, and could be considered my weakness. happiness is an external feeling, an outward experience. im a very bodied writer and finding joy or finding small bits of romance is difficult (largely because i live alone) so i will over explain aspects of the idol character or highlight small actions in the effort of holding onto them 3. i am still learning to trust the process
15. a quote you like from a published story.
‘Don’t confuse loyalty with strength,’ you say, as he releases you. You remain still, forehead pressing against the bars to get as close to him as possible. ‘I have no allegiance to you. My silence is not owed to you.’
‘Really?’ he says with disdain. ‘It was given so freely the last two days.’
‘Your ignorance proves you have never truly known a woman,’ you taunt. ‘We are always at war, even if we are silent.’
- from: hero - chapter 3
16. a quote from an unpublished story.
Would it have been easier for you both to survive if you could be a needy, fragile little thing - not ready to die, not ready to leave him on his own?
The night before, Chanyeol held you close, kissed you until your throat felt raw, and made you realize he didn’t want it, didn’t need it. He loved the war in you, handled you like a blade between his fingers, skin unmarred by your sharp edges. He didn’t want it, but you wanted it, at least a little. You wanted him to know there were still traces inside you of the girl you lost.
from: time runner - chapter 7
17. space for you to say something to your readers.
hello beautiful loves. every moment you even click on one of my works an angel gets its wings <3
tagging: @yehet-me-up @kyungseokie @jenmyeons @j-pping @jamaisjoons @yoonia @kithtaehyung @inkedtae @kookdiaries @kookingtae @xiaokoo @sunshinekims @biaswreckingfics @ditzymax @sugaurora @bangtanhome @yeojaa @sahmfanficbts @xjoonchildx @writtenwhalien @jinpanman @cutechim and anyone else who would like to do this <3 as always please only do so if comfy! 
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utopiajeon · 3 years
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check-in tag🌻☁️
I was tagged by @lokisasylum @taemaknae & @kook-ssi 💖🌈✨
1. Why did you choose your url?
because it was time to move on from my old one ( i know more than half of the followers wont know, but if you followed me since the very beginning you’ll know the username). Also its inspired by THE song “euphoria” by the one and only jeon jungkook💜
2. Any sideblogs? If you have them name them and why you have them?
yes, @baekhunx (for other kpop groups)
3. How long have you’ve been on tumblr?
since 2012👵🏼
4. Do you have a queue tag?
#stargazing with jungkook (it’s self explanatory)💜
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?
well at first I wanted to escape from my twitter nightmare are aka the toxic one direction fandom and a safe place for my anxiety (i was going through a difficult time with my family). But the i got into bts and the rest is history.
6. Why did you choose your icon?
because it’s an iconic jeon jungkook expression. you dont see people having this as an icon. plus i’ll probably wont change it, unless i get an updated one🥲
7. Why did you choose your header?
because i was bored and made it. it’s not like other blogs that move and has glitter and unless someone can do a perfect jinkook header (if you’re up for the challenge) please be my guess.
8. What’s your post with the most notes?
my “SIR-”, “cute boy with hats 👒” and “-precious” posts and all of them are taehyung🙂. (that itself has 1k each). Also i wrote something about ‘people need to stop bitching around if bts dont win all the awards and other groups do’ - that has too many notes.
9. How many mutuals do you have?
i have no idea at this point🥲
10. How many followers do you have?
0 (the number doesnt matter) but i still don’t understand why people follow me, i just reblog and post immature moodboards😅
11. How many people you follow?
561 but that number constantly changes because i keep unfollowing inactive blogs and im also following anime and book related blogs.
12. Have you ever made a shitpost?
my entire blog is a shitpost👀
13. How often do you use tumblr each day?
i used to be in it 24/7. since i started working, it’s been a little less. but im still here🤩
14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? Who won?
yes, so many. my first fight was about the post i made about ‘people need to stop bitching around if bts dont win all the awards and other groups do’. She/he called me “fake fan” and proved my point that some fans are toxic and the end she/he told me to jump of a cliff ( i dont want to say what was really said to me) the point is…
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another story was too funny. someone wrote me “you post too much jungkook”… *SHOCKER* have you seen my username, linda? do you expect me to post nct or ariana grande?
last one, someone send me an ask that i should stop spamming with my moodboards. well im sorry… no one is saying anything to the gifmakers, but okay. since that i havent post much moodboards. thanks karen.🤗
15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?
read me carefully… I HATE IT!!!!!! I WONT REBLOG IT AND DONT EVEN DARE TO MESSAGE ME BECAUSE I WILL BLOCK YOU.
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16. Do you like tag games?
Of course i do. I used to do one everyday. But then i felt that people got annoyed by my tags, then i did them again. Im not doing them much because of the time. But best believe that i do see, read and like them all. Right now im probably doing like 5 tags coming soon😂
17. Do you like ask games?
I do. But sometimes i forget to answer them and when i have time to answer them, i feel like nobody cares anymore🥺
18.which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
everyone.
19. Do I have a crush on a mutual?
i love myself. *jokes* i love everyone here.
20. Tags?
@taehynugs @taejinnies @taesjpg @sanpoems @jinsgalaxy @vminsos @ilyjeonn @vhyunjin @jintae @e-uph0r1a @seokjjn @kookie-chimchimmain @butterguk @nvmguk @jksluvcult @jinjagi @taegiseok @blueandtay @lovetrivia @monvante @cherryjk @marvelousbangtan @houseofarmanto @taeguks @e-uph0r1a @sketchguk @taelepathic @suhdays @yuniixoxo @flowerkth @sweetnightsjimin @kithtaehyung @rmofbts @rmftjin @userjiminie @bangtantaegi @baekjin @bangshiver @namjon @jiminfilter @yoonqiful @pjmsdior @balenciaguks
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midnightmoonkiss · 4 years
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Evermore.
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 Idol!Izuku Midoriya X Reader
Summary: Strangers brought together by music, fueling each others dream. You truly were living the life.
Category: Fluff
Word Count: 5.5k
A/N: Day 30 of the Izumonth Collab!
P.S. I have a very small grasp on what an idol truly is so ples kpop stans dont come for me ahhh,,,, i tried fdgbhhj
Just To Clarify:
Reader and Izu meet in a cafe years prior!
They built themselves from the ground up!
Lord help me i dunno what’s going on
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The roaring of screaming fans, the inconsistent flashing of blinding lights, music making the ground shake and heart jump, stealing your breath away and intoxicating your being with every lyric sung from the bottom of their hearts.
To some, every concert could be classified as the same, the pattern repeating itself until it becomes nothing but a chore instead of a passion.
To some, music becomes something to pass time with, something to hug yourself with in the early hours of the morning after a night filled with tears and no sleep, eyes burning with exhaustion.
Every person has a different answer to the same question, 
“What is music to you?”
A question asked to you one calm, summer night in a run-down cafe by a handsome stranger with green hair, eyes unforgettably curious and brimming with fascination, sparkling with moon dust as their silver beams shine down on him through that freshly polished window.
He stood there, an enigma to you and all those present in the place at the time.
It was unexpected, not something you would count on being asked by someone you didnt even know.
But yet, your heart had lurched forward, captivated by the determination and child-like curiosity resting on his soft, freckled face.
The words slipped from your lips parted by astonishment before you had the chance to think as if they were being dragged from the dream buried deep within yourself.
“My life..” you had whispered so quietly you had sworn he couldn’t hear you, but a smile lit up his face, the first of many you’d unknowingly see on him in your lifetime.
“So live it.” Such a cheery response had caught you off guard back then, making confusion swirl in your gut as to just what he meant, dreams resurfacing to hopeful fingertips.
Ever since then, a day in the back of your head but never one you forgot, you gave your dream your all once more, letting lyrics fly across the page as you scribbled them down in the heat of passion, inspired by random things and editing until the words flowed smoothly enough for him to sing.
And by God could he sing.
He had told you at the time he was nothing but a mere hopeful kid, fighting his way to the top with some friends, wanting to make a difference in the world with his own words and his own voice, but it was a true miracle that your minds intertwined similarly to the way your hands often did, finishing thoughts before the words even slipped out, conversations from addictingly familiar eye contact alone.
A match made in heaven as some had described it, two peas in a pod, yin and yang, Complimenting each other and yet being polar opposites, swimming harmoniously together in the vast sea of life.
One who shined brightest in a crowd, and the other who thrived on the sidelines.
But perhaps that’s just what made your bond stronger, for together, you were grey. Not suffocatingly bright, and not depressingly blue.
Just yourselves, the truest form of love there could be.
It didn’t take long for their group to be known, emerging from the dark waves like water crashing on a rock breaching the oceans stormy surface, a breath of fresh air as lyrics and ideology comforted thousands.
Evermore was their name, bred from the desire to inspire people, remind all who listen that there was more to life than what they can see alone.
Everyday you were blessed to have met that man when you did, lucky that he was willing to embrace your flaws and help you step over your self-doubt and thrive where you thrived best, smiling happily backstage as you watched the people you adore sing songs you helped create and continue to encourage all who listened.
It was your dream come true, to create music.
A dream you often feared you would one day wake from, blinking through tear-filled eyes at that old red booth sitting across from you at that cafe.
Those were the nights you would always awake in your lover’s arms, him fast asleep with drool running down the opened corner of his mouth, but yet somehow providing reassurance in that relaxed face of his, messy green curls hugging his cheeks in the sweetest way possible.
You’d always kiss his chin in those moments, letting yourself melt like ice on a hot, sunny day all over again.
Years had passed since your first encounter with him, years you would always treasure, for how could you not?
He was a ray of light in the darkest years of your life, and you never would have succeeded if it hadnt been for his firm, helping hand.
Together, you were whole.
Even now, as he’s on stage, singing his heart out in the way he always had with that same look of enthusiasm and boyish glee.
The stage boomed with each beat drop or thump of the drums, the screaming fans a mere buzz from the soundproofed backroom where you and a few others watched the performance from a flat-screen television.
Cameras never fully captured his true beauty, despite being in HD.
No, though they captured the glow of his soft skin under the shifting lights, they never could quite catch the aura of enthusiasm he gave off or the twinkle of hope in those deep green eyes you always found yourself getting hopelessly lost in. An endless forest, no, a jungle of harmonious greens. Dewy, doe-like eyes always providing comfort to all those who are able to peer into them.
Its almost as if that’s why people are entranced with him the moment they meet them beyond the screen concealing his soul.
Some could easily say he was open to the world, large arms ready to embrace its flaws wholly, but in truth, he already has. Accepting the world as it is and seeking change little by little in ways he prays could help aid in making a difference, but one human could only ever do so much. That’s the part that wasn’t easy for him to understand about all of this, about his life and others.
He can’t always help everyone, and even he has limits. But no one wants to accept the boundaries put in place by something you cannot comprehend.
It would anger him sometimes, and inspire a new song of heartbreak he would write alone in the back of the tour bus or his office at the home you shared, mindlessly chewing his pen out of frustration until the ink would splatter on his cheek.
He always tried so hard, and most people could see that.
They admired him, wanted to be like him, singing the very essence of his being out loud every chance he could.
He and his group members made music that provided the saying ‘it’ll be okay, one day. Until then, I’ll hold your hand,’ even despite it at times being aggressive and borderline rock instead of pop.
They all worked hard, and it paid off.
You were just lucky to be able to help in any way you could, simultaneously living your dream and aiding others in their own.
It truly was a blissful life you now experienced, all thanks to him, Izuku Midoriya, the man you swore held your heart oh-so gentle in the palms of his scarred hands.
Little do most know, but you held his heart just as gently.
“Looks like they’re finishing up.” Tenya Iida, their manager, pointed out whilst adjusting his glasses in that way he always did when the hours of music streaming through speakers was coming to a close.
He was right, they had just performed their last number for the night. You smiled automatically, knowing just what was to come next.
At the end of every concert, Izuku would always give a passionate speech composed entirely on the spot after observations he made throughout the show in the back of his mind. His fans knew this, and they all immediately quieted down to the point where you couldnt even hear them.
Most of the time he would say the same things at the shows because most crowds are the same- but sometimes something strange and completely unique would catch his perceptive eye, and he would always point it out with a cheery laugh as sweat poured down his face.
It would always cause a roar of screams and laughter before he and his friends signed off for the night, leaving blissful memories in those who watched the performance.
As they all bowed on the television, you were quick to hop up, waiting in front of the couch for them to file into the place.
And soon enough, he came in, sighing happily as he wiped at his face with a towel given to him before entering.
His eyes easily found your own in the suddenly crowded room, almost as if they were pulled together by magnetism, and just like it, your feet began to move on instinct.
Arms wrapping around his torso, your lips brushed over his own parted ones before molding together in a sweet, congratulatory kiss.
A tradition, if you will.
One that you had skipped once and ended up with a pouty Izuku all night.
But you typically remembered, seeing as you usually wanted a kiss as well.
He always smiled against you during these, one hand resting on your hip as the other cupped your jaw, the pad of his thumb brushing against your cheek.
Ignoring the chorus of disgusted ‘ew’s’, you repeatedly kissed his addicting mouth with a smile of your own.
Pulling away, you slowly opened your eyes just in time to see him swipe a tongue over his reddened lips.
“Cotton candy lip gloss?” he guessed the flavor you wore breathlessly, voice hoarse from exaggerated use as his eyes met yours once more, relaxed and filled with nothing but unyielding love for you and you alone.
“Mm~ not quite.” you teased, moving your arms up so they wrapped around his neck instead, not caring that he was sweaty and warm.
You knew he loved these games, though. He enjoyed figuring out things on his own, putting puzzle pieces together in that mind that of his ran at ninety miles per hour.
Leaning in, he pecked your lips once more, smacking his lips together as he tried to figure out the taste.
“Bubblegum?” 
“Yep!” you giggled as his arms dropped to wrap around your own waist, his forehead coming down to rest on your readily awaiting shoulder.
His dampened green curls tickled at your cheeks, the delirious smell of honey from his shampoo and natural musky scent of sweat overtaking your senses for a mere moment as your fingers combed through his locks.
You were hooked on having him in your arms.
You wanted to stay like this forever, wrapped up in your own worlds as the love you held for each other sparkled around you like stardust.
It was just you and him, no one else.
You sighed contently, his own hum of approval immediately following as he pulled your body flushed against his own.
“This is highly unprofessional!”
You were slowly brought out of your world as the words reached your ears, not bothering to look behind you to see a fuming Iida.
Izuku, on the other hand, shot his head up, frantically waving his arms around as you clung to him like a sloth, “S-sorry!” He apologized, knowing full well this would happen again at the next concert, just as it always does.
Truly, you couldnt help it.
It was hard not to be wrapped up in his strong arms at all points of the day.
A loud sigh sounded behind you, the tapping of what could only be Iida’s pen on his clipboard whilst thinking.
“I’ll get everything wrapped up, you all look exhausted.”
“You could say that again.” Todoroki huffed, the thump of him scuffing his boots against the carpeted floor just barely reaching your ears.
“That crowd sure was enthusiastic, but matching it definitely drained me… ahh..” Uraraka murmured, the distinguishable sound of someone plopping onto a couch being heard with the squeak of leather.
“Oh, it wasn’t that bad, you guys!” Came Izuku’s signature enthusiastic reply, grip on you tightening as his own adrenaline began to pump in his veins again, “There were so many coordinated groups wearing the same thing! And, and those dances they kept doing! I’ve never seen an entire crowd successfully do the wave before! I mean, did you guys see that! They did it!! All for us no less.. I’m so happy~” Izukus cheek rubbed against your own as he sighed blissfully, no doubt amazed by the dedication of his fans.
“I guess that was.. kinda awesome.” Ochaco giggles tiredly.
“Well, I’ve set up four-star hotel rooms nearby for you all. Two to a room. You all may choose who you bunk with, of course, but try not to wreck the rooms.. Again.” He was more than likely glaring at Kaminari who was in the back of the room, considering he did have a little after party of sorts last time and ended up destroying a dresser.
Thank goodness for the shared rooms, though, you knew with complete certainty that the other bed in your room would go unused. It’s gotten to the point where it was impossible to sleep without Izuku’s arms wrapped around you, and you him, as he relented one night over a phone call. Hell, it was the entire reason you were even brought along on the world tour, which he tried to convince wasnt the only reason.
‘You’re apart of the team!’, ‘We can’t function without you!’, ‘You make better soba than they do.’
Supposedly there were more reasons, but for now, you just wanted to indulge in reason number one. 
A chorus of thanks followed, and suddenly you were being dragged out of the room by a hyper Midoriya.
That adrenaline typically ran through his body for a short ten minutes after a show, so you had no doubts that he would be crashing soon, but it was adorable to see him so energetic like a little puppy.
You lived for this, to see him smile at his well-earned success.
The walk to the tour bus out back was frantic, rushed, and definitely panic-driven as all the members not only tried to blend in with the shadows but also avoid fans that could easily start a rampage, especially since the bodyguards were lagging a bit behind.
But it was the fault of the lively and desperate twenty-year-olds, and not their own.
It certainly did bring a hint of rebellious glee thrumming in your soul, making you nearly choke on a laugh.
After successfully avoiding the press and fans after getting off the bus at the hotel, you were quick to retrieve the key from the front desk to your two-bed hotel room four floors up, stepping into the elevator with relieved hums.
“Good show tonight, guys!” Izuku pumped his fist in the air, other hand holding your own as he gave his exhausted team members his signature, award-winning smile.
They returned the gesture with significantly less enthusiasm, but it still made the skin around his brilliant eyes crinkle with joy.
With a final ‘goodnight’, he swiftly opened the door for you both, shutting and double locking it- a slight paranoid habit he had, before glancing over at you with tired eyes.
It was always so strange to you how he could always feign energy until completely alone with you.
It was nice to see him let his guard down in a way he didnt typically do, even if they were all his best friends.
He trudged over to you, having sat yourself down on the bed, just to collapse beside you with a thwump, his legs giving out beneath him as he slumped down onto his knees.
“Tired?” you questioned playfully, petting at his head and untangling locks here and there.
He hummed in contentment, voice muffled by the bed as he spoke, “nah..”
He clearly was, but you could only roll your eyes half-heartedly.
“I need to bathe.. I stink..”
“You stink.” you agreed with a nod, despite not truly believing it, only for him to whine loudly.
“How about a bath, stinky boy? You seem too tired for a shower.” You feared he would collapse in a shower from standing for hours already, and no doubt his feet were killing him, even if he didn’t audibly say so, which he never really did.
Perhaps it was a downfall of sorts, how he never let the attention go on him for too long, or ever really talked about problems unless brought up and forced out.
He certainly was stubborn from a childhood of being forced to keep quiet, but luckily enough, you could always see through that mask he wore.
It was a blessing he trusted you enough to do so, and you could say with complete certainty that that thought only made your heart yearn for him even more.
“A bath sounds good..” he flopped his head on its side so he could stare up at you, “Do you think they have bubble bath?”
“If not, a regular one will do you just fine. Either way, you’ll get clean.”
“Just me? Oh no. You’re joining me!” he shot back, not giving you time to protest, not that you would have, as he pounced on your being, shoving you down to the bed as he nuzzled his face into the crook of your neck.
“S-stop it~ that tickles!” you giggled, squirming beneath him as he purposefully began to blow on your ticklish neck, fingers even coming up to tickle at your sides. You couldnt help but squeal out as he tickled you relentlessly with a mischievous smile on his handsome face.
“I-Izuku!! S-stop! Gaha! Ahhhh! N-no nonon!” you could barely breathe you were laughing so much, tears spilling from the corner of your eyes as you fought to push his larger frame away.
Snorts began to tear through your nose, much to his own bemusement and your utter horror at the atrocious sounds, and yet he smiled so sincerely at you.
Having enough, and knowing you needed to get things done, you quickly put all your strength into your back and arms, successfully catching him off guard and flipping him over so that you straddled his waist and he stared up at you in shock.
A blush burned at his cheeks upon noticing your victorious smirk, his lips pressing into a thin line as he concealed the gasp he was sure to let out.
“Now now, baby, stop messing around. The stinky boy needs a bath.” and just like that, his head popped back onto the bed with a groan, cheeks still rosey.
“Alright, alright... I’ll run the bath.” He decided, already using his arms to try and push his upper body up, to which you quickly pushed him down again, hands against his chest.
“Ah, ah, ah~ I’m doing it. Rest here for a minute. I know your feet hurt, so let me, okay?” even if you could be tough and playful sometimes, or distant and cold, you always had a very warm, caring heart. And he definitely could see that in the way you interact with others and how you were so much more with him.
He treasured it in a way that could be hard to understand to some.
Was it so wrong to be completely and utterly in love?
It was hard not to be when at times it seemed like you were the only tame thing in his life these days.
He was sure he would struggle to find one, similar to his groupmates, had he not stumbled across you that one summer night.
You were certainly one to blend in, conveniently sitting under a light that didnt work, just to hide in the shadows with your dark hoodie as you lazily ate some greasy fries.
He was tempted to pass you, grab the food that he had ordered via phone call and get out and back to his training session, but there was something about you that made it feel as though he couldn’t leave without saying something. Almost as if his very being was being pulled towards you in a way he couldn’t understand.
And so, he walked past you again, glancing down at the notebook you had wide open and noticing the lyrics you had scribbled down, along with the messages beside them.
‘Thats stupid.’ ‘Oh what a failure you are,’ ‘What type of song even is this?’ and many more harsh words you had clearly written yourself, smudged with black ink and what could only be tears as you stared off out the window.
You were a songwriter, no doubt, and it seemed as if you were close to giving up on your dreams, if you hadn’t already.
Or perhaps he was making a huge mistake by guessing, but he couldn’t help but want to intervene, it was in his nature to be nosy, and he was forever grateful he did.
Because now, you’re by his side, stuck together like glue you made yourselves.
Time had passed so quickly as he laid there on the bed, letting his sore body relax as he listened to you fumble around and the water splashing into the tub.
To some, taking a bath in a hotel was a strange thing to do, but with a hotel as nice and clearly clean as this, there wasn’t too much to worry about. Besides, your own anxiety always made you wash the tub real quick yourself.
Which is why he wanted to run the bath, knowing full well you would do this. Not that it was necessarily a bad thing.
But alas, he was too tired to truly complain.
He just wanted to relax, get clean, and then snuggle with his beloved in a bed that was far too soft for him not to think about stealing if just for a moment.
Eventually, you emerged from the bathroom, only in a tank top and undies, and he couldn’t help but eye you up, too delicious not to. My, he was sure lucky.
“Bath’s ready! Fortunately, this place had some bubble bath. I think you’ll like the scent, Zuzuku.” Walking over to in front of his damn near lifeless body, you grabbed his hands, wheezing as you struggled to pull his muscular torso up.
His arms instantly wrapped around you again, face nuzzling itself on your chest, inhaling your sweet scent.
He was tempted to just pull you onto his lap and fall asleep, but alas..
“Up.” you sternly stated, gently pushing his head back just to lean down and peck his nose.
 Pulling away, you walked back to the bathroom, stopping just at the door.
Fingers gripping the hem of your shirt, you swiftly pulled it up and over, looking back to the flushed boy with an amused grin, “Come join me.”
Seeing him promptly jump up, you giggled to yourself as you waited for him, arms crossed over your bare chest.
He jumped into the bathroom on one foot, trying to pull his pants off whilst fumbling around like a headless chicken.
“Well aren’t you desperate.”
“I just want to hold you in my arms as soon as possible,” he admitted, looking over at you with a pouty face so innocent you couldn’t help but squeal on the inside.
You watched as he shed himself of all his clothes, not feeling the least bit shy at his nude self, having seen it enough times for it to not be sexual in such a domestic setting.
He hummed approvingly as foot stepped into the tub, hands gripping the sides as he lowered himself into the relaxing, warm waters filled with iridescent bubbles.
Looking over at you, he outstretched his hand, waiting.
And so, shedding your underwear, you grabbed his hand, him helping you not slip and fall as you settled in between his legs, back to chest as your head leaned on his broad shoulder, exhaling.
Kissing your cheek, he whispered “Thank you,” appreciatively.
“Mhm~” you hummed, letting your eyes slip closed as you took in this moment.
Him, the smell of the delicious vanilla cake bubble bath, and the soft lofi-hop you had playing from your phone on the counter wrapping the room in a sweet melody.
He too took this moment to relax again, letting the warm water soothe his aching joints and muscles, hands rubbing up and down your arm, the suds in the bath making you both slippery. He always enjoyed feeling your skin whenever given the chance, it was such an intimate act he cherished, seeing how he was the only one who could do it. 
Time was so easy to slip by whenever he was with you, soaking in the moment of feeling you against him.
It brought a sense of normality back to his life, despite it now being barely normal at all.
And so is the life of an idol as they call it, though he wasnt quite sure how that word sat in his stomach.
He always thought of it as a figure to worship, and not him by any means.
Apparently, it’s what they called Asian band members these days, or at least that’s what he presumed.
Even if he spent nights researching the word, he was still met with loopholes and gaps he couldnt fill in.
Such a confusing term.
Nonetheless, he didnt say he wasn’t one since he didn’t exactly have the best grasp on what it is.
Regardless, it felt nice to not have to keep a forced smile on his face, but instead a genuine and relaxed one.
He found that most days he could only relax fully around you.
You always had something about you that calmed his nerves and cured any storm built from stress raging in his head.
Who knew being an ‘idol’ could be so vexing?
Strict schedules, a fairly controlled life, tight budgets, always having to be on his feet, but he had to admit it, it wasn’t nearly as hard as he heard what most groups went through.
He was lucky his friend from high school was willing to invest in this group, and it truly did pay off, seeing as they were quite popular these days.
Though he technically was loaded with money, he never bothered to spend the majority of it on himself, always putting it back into the band or donating it to charities he believed in. The fraction he had left allowed him to buy just what he needed, and some gifts he buys throughout the year just to surprise you with on anniversaries or birthdays or holidays, much to your own dismay.
And though he may be this figure others look up to, you never thought of him in such a way, out of reach and someone to scream at with joy whenever you saw him. You saw him as an average joe, a regular human with emotions. It could have been because you met him before he became a sensation, but you never got blinded by his success like he had seen before on television.
There were so many things to love about you, but most of all, he adored how you grounded him.
Even now, as his arms hold you against him and water softens your skin, he feels at home in a way he didn’t feel very often before. Home was just.. always with you. He couldn’t have a home without you in it anymore.
“I love you..” he breathed out, lips pressing against the damp skin of your neck.
You turned to stare deeply into his intense eyes filled with nothing but love, nose brushing against his own, “I love you, too.”
And so, you finished up the relaxing bath, knowing if you stayed too long you’d both fall asleep and never wake until the morning with pruney skin. It wouldn’t be the first time.
You offered to wash him, and he offered to wash you, giving you both the excuse to run your hands over each other’s body in a sensual way without it being lewd. Besides, you adored feeling his muscles and warm skin, something seemingly common in modern-day bands, but he had always said it was for himself and not just to appeal to fans or any contracts.
It was never about that.
Just a personal goal to help love himself, though you always assured he would look handsome to you no matter what, you understood his need to do this for himself.
After rinsing off, you carefully stood from the tub, offering him a hand before drying the both of yourselves off just to use as an excuse to hug. Seeing as how you both had forgotten to get a change of clothes from the bus, rooky mistake, you were doomed to spend the night in hotel robes, which wasn’t too bad either. Waddling out the room, Izuku nose-dived headfirst into the sheets as you grabbed a glass of water.
Upon him deciding you were taking too long, despite it not even being a minute, he made grabby hands at you, pouting and whining for “(Y/N)’s famous cuddles” which only brought another blush to your face that never seemed to stop smiling when around this absolute angel of a man.
Sipping at the glass of cold water, you slowly made your way to the bed, just to tease him.
“Can’t you move faster.” Izuku groaned, tossing an arm dramatically over his eyes as if watching you move so slowly was killing him
A knife to his frail heart.
He is dead
R.I.P. famous singer and songwriter, Izuku Midoriya.
Killed because his girlfriend was being too slow.
A tragedy in four parts-
His breath was suddenly squeezed from his lungs as you flopped down on him like a fish, his arm flying off his face just to be met with your damp hair tickling his nose, causing the poor fellow to sneeze.
“Ewww! Izukuuuu!” you whined, pulling your head back to mess with your hair with a look of dissatisfaction etched on your features as he just breathily chuckles.
“Aww~ Don’t be mad at me, princess! That was your own fault, you know my nose is ticklish!” though his argument did outweigh your own, you refused to accept it with a humph as you turned your head, puffing your cheeks up and crossing your arms over your robe covered chest.
Surprisingly, the robes were quite comfortable, almost like sleepwear themselves despite being meant for something different than sleeping in. They were white and prone to stains, but they sure were fuzzy and warm.
You had no doubts they would be gone in the morning from the downfall of two humans who are both personal body heaters sleeping together.
Oh, if only you had brought your light sleepwear. Nothing wrong with waking up naked, is there?
“I’ve waited long enough, cuddle me!” Izuku’s arms were outstretched, waiting for you to collapse in his arms instead of sitting on top of his belly, far too far away!
Amused, you nodded, reaching over to the nightstand, switching off the light. The room would’ve fallen into complete darkness had the moon not been shining through a sliver of a crack in the curtains on the far side of the quiet room.
Settling down, you rested your body on top of his own, letting his arms wrap loosely around your waist as he nuzzled his cheek against your own once more. Such a cuddle bug.
It only took a minute before you decided this was uncomfortable and shifted so you were both facing eachother on your sides, your own body close to the curtains, and his close to the door.
He always liked to be closest to the door, so in case of a break-in, he could protect you.
It was endearing in the sweetest of ways, though it made you wonder what went on inside his head sometimes.
Though you prided yourself on being able to understand him completely, you accepted the fact that some things you will never know about him, and some things he will never know about you.
But then again, everyone is entitled to their own secrets, right?
“I’m so glad I met you..” he sighed out dreamily, voice growing husky as drowsiness seeped in. His warm fingers traced over your cheek as the lights of the moon reflected in his eyes, giving you just enough brightness that you could see his content smile.
“I’m really glad you decided to stalk me.”
“I- I didnt-!”
“Hahaha!” you cut him off with laughter, his own following suit.
His breath was suddenly fanning across your lips, and you felt his own soft pair brush against your own, lip-gloss free ones before fully connecting them.
Kissing him had to be one of the best parts about dating him because boy did he know how to make you swoon by his lips alone.
“Goodnight.” you pulled away, pecking his nose as he giggled.
“Goodnight.” he repeated, arms wound around your body and head tucked under his chin.
Oh how sweet life could be if you took a chance.
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namjoon bought a duck mold, ventured out into a snowy day in winter, and gave me the greatest tweet i have ever seen
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the day i gain the ability to wrangle more than one blog ill let yall know
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*starts calculating time furiously and almost burns out her single braincell* ive been here since like freshman year high school.....so............2010? 2011? ive deleted and restarted like 3 times tho so.........also you can calculate my exact age now (as if I dont have my age on my carrd aiowgjiorajgo)
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i took a break from tumblr and kpop and then decided I wanted to make a bts blog out of the blue
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i drew all these tiny snow ducks i might as well capitalize on them yknow? really embrace my duck persona (Kim Namjoon witness the person you have made me)
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honestly my entire blog brand at this point can be narrowed down to the hour ish (probably) joon spent wrangling snow into duck molds, placing them together for the twt, and captioning them ducktan sonyeondan (im on the look out for new ideas im ready for a change lmk if you have ideas 🥰)
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absolutely no fucking clue 🥰🥰🥰 i do love them to the moon (Kim Seokjin) and back tho!!!!
10. How many followers do you have?
ngl its still wild for me that even one of yall follow me thank you 🥺🥺🥺 its a great honor that you have bestowed upon me
11. How many people do you follow?
303 bc I like it when numbers are palindromes and also bc im bad at checking new blogs
12. Have you ever made a shitpost?
would like you to direct you to my #shirley you cant be serious.txt tag
13. How often do you use tumblr each day?
i try my best to “clean out” my blog (reply to my dms/askbbox, check out my mentions, scroll for new content i may have missed etc.) in the mornings and evenings when i have the time. ive been kinda bad at this lately bc its been hectic here in shirley headquarters but ill get to everyone soon I promise!! (this sounds like bad. its not!!! its just that leaving things stresses me out? like how i like replying to texts as soon as i see them or reply emails as fast as i can. ‘unresolved’ correspondence feels rude.)
14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? Who won?
no im the type to unfollow/block/ignore if someone did or said something i dont agree with without a word
15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?
i get the need for those signal boost posts and promulgating important information but (and this is going to sound selfish) tumblr is my destress zone. i go here when the world is being overwhelming and terrible. i certainly read and educate myself as much as my mental health will let me, and i try my best to promote information and donate whenever i can, but i feel like social media has caused some people here to be too into canceling, managing, and being performative in their ‘wokeness.’ like you HAVE to have a blackout pic on instagram and you HAVE to reblog all these posts and you HAVE to immediately cancel everyone who has ever made a mistake EVER with no nuance or context (or dare i say......humanity). like fighting for human rights and speaking up again racism and bringing attention to societal problems is just a checklist to go down instead of being things you should understand and try to improve? like being ‘unproblematic’ starts and ends with mindlessly reblogging ‘woke’ content. idk sorry for going on a rant. going back to your regularly scheduled lighthearted content in 3...2...1
16. Do you like tag games?
ABSOLUTELY TAG ME IN EVERYTHING PLS AND THANK MWAH
17. Do you like ask games?
ofc!!! i used to do a lot of ask games back in the day but work and the pixel art ive been working on has been eating up all my extra time (and i always feel bad if I leave asks unanswered for too long see: q. 13) i do have that clover moots post saved for when my mental health is up and i have the time to tho!!!! 
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
ngl the idea of being tumblr famous is hilarious to me bc it usually just the same 10 moots who share a braincell bouncing posts back and forth each other, but i do think all my moots are superstars that even class o super giants millions of millions of miles away are turning green w envy 🥰🥰🥰
19. Do I have a crush on a mutual?
i have a confession i have to make........i have a big phat standing crush on all my moots........its really embarassing............thats its bigger than even tae’s tush or joon’s tits..................pls let me down gently if you dont feel the same................
tagging: @cafejoon @stargazingjin @yoobijin @jinbestboy @jintae @jinv @taemaknae @butterful & anyone who wants to ✨✨
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Get To Know Me
Thank youuuuu @gukieater for the tag ❤❤ I enjoyed reading your answers!!!
I want to lighten things up a little from the past few days soooooo let's get itttttt~
when is your birthday?
March 14🥰 aka pi dayyy
what is your favorite color?
Peach!
what's your lucky number?
3 and 7 dk why just always been my fav and lucky
do you have any pets?
A bichon frise ❤ she my bestie fa life
how tall are you?
5'4 or 165 cm I think?!?!
how many pairs of shoes do you own?
Uh a lot of ones that i dont use but most used is 3 or 4
favorite song?
I don't have a fav song, but at the moment I really love In My Arms by Plumb :))
favorite movie?
Lord. Of. The. Rings. Hands down the best films ever made.
what would be your ideal partner?
Someone that genuinely loves me for who I am and will accept my faults. Someone who is raw and real with me, and will always be there for me. Someone loyal and caring. And funny hehe. Someone that makes me a better me
do you want children?
Absolutely I do!!! People think I'm crazy but I want LOTS of kiddos. And I want to adopt and foster too if I can.
have you gotten in trouble with the law?
Nooope, I'm a good girl 😉
what color socks are you wearing?
No sockies rn I'm afraid :(
bath or shower?
Mmm, efficiency wise shower. But comfort wise, bath. Idk why but I've always been scared of taking a shower since I was a kid. I deal with it now.
favorite type of music?
Pop. Specifically kpop but ya know.
how many pillows do you sleep with?
One, sometimes two
which position do you sleep in?
I flippity flop all over, left side right side left side back right side back left side
what dont you like when you're sleeping?
Clothes.
I cant stand any clothes on me at all. Like literally not even undies. I sleep buck booty neked, sorry tmi.
what do you have for breakfast?
Depends. My favorite is maple oatmeal with fresh cut up apples and cinnamon 🤩
have you ever tried archery?
Indeed I have. Funny story. I was shooting arrows in our backyard when I was about 12 or 13, and a wasp got under my arm and took a literal bite out of my arm. Like there was a chunk missing. That's how we found out I was allergic 🥴
favorite fruit?
Cherriessssss
favorite swear word?
Banana, donut, walnut, and walnart
do you have any scars?
Yeh. A few. One very very very very very faint one on me arm from my sis which was an accident.l, it might actually have disappeared idk. And one on my hand from glass. It's pretty small tho. And some I dont want to elaborate on but yeah
are you a good liar?
I can be if I need to be. It makes me physically ill tho.
what your personality type?
Uhhh I'm shy. And uhh, I like to take care of people, and im pretty silly once you get to know me. I'm loyal as a dog.
what's your favorite type of girl?
Every girl 🥺 just girls who are themselves and genuine
left or right handed?
Righttttt
favorite food?
Korean and Chinese
are you clean or messy?
Both lol
favorite foreign food?
Besides korean and chinese... Indian! I love butter chicken 😭😭
how long does it take for you to get ready?
Very much quick.
most used phrase?
I feel sick.
I'm so stressed out.
HAHAHAHAHA OH NO THATS SAD
are you a good singer?
I'm not the worst but I ain't no dolly Parton
do you sing to yourself?
Heck yeah baby. Well mostly to my dog.
biggest fear?
Losing my loved ones, including my doggo
do you like long or short hair?
On me? Long, but once I had shoulder length hair and it was beautiful.
are you into gossips?
No. F that.
extrovert or introvert?
Introvert
favorite school subject?
Meh. Reading and writing lol
what makes you nervous?
Boys.
Men.
They scare me.
And cool girls.
who was your first real crush?
Ok HAHAHAHAHHA I HAD TWO. One was the neighbor boy and his name was Jacob. He was so so so cute my goodness and we made cherry cobbler together 😳🥴 and one was at my dance school, his name was Kimber. My laaaaaaaawd he was cute. But never spoke to him lmaoooo he was too cool for me. But once he was making funny faces at me and being goofy and I swooned.
how many piercings do you have?
0. They always got infected no matter what I did as a kid, do I gave it up.
how fast can you run?
I can run faster than you'd think if somethings chasing me but I won't get very far before my asthmatic lungs kill me.
what makes you angry?
Bullies.
Abusive fuckheads.
Cheaters.
do you like your own name?
I do I do I dooooo
do you like your own name?
I'm not sure why this is twice but I'll count this one as last name. Funny, I got so bullied for my last name my entire life, even the professor in college mocked me. Its embarrassing to say to people. But I'm learning to be okay with it.
what are your weaknesses?
I get overwhelmed easily bc I overthink things.
I have a hard time asking for help.
what are your strengths?
Perseverance
Loyalty
And ohhhhhh idk, I'm not good at this.
what is the color of your bedspread?
Peach hehe
color of your room?
White. Lolol
💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
This was fun!!! Got a lil deeper than I thought I would on some but ya know, you're my honeybunches so idc.
I'll tag; @flowerprincejin @moo-mama @today-we-will-survive @gaeguuliii @sierra-fics @jinfused @krystle1990
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many many anons under the cut bc i didn’t want anyone to feel like i was ignoring them and i wanted to respond to u all! warning for small text too, it was so long i wanted to make it look smaller fgbnjkgkjn
Anonymous asked: NAT... you can write WHATEVER you want! It's your blog, and I hope that rude anons can learn to respect that. I used to be on your blog just for jjba content too, so when you started getting into jjk I was indifferent but eventually you dragged me into jjk so hard!! I already like bnha, so seeing you write for it only made me happier! I hope that you continue to write whatever make YOU happy:) ❤and yes, longer fics certainly doesnt mean it's better, quality over quantity
ahh i’m happy that you are here for all three!! i always feel so accomplished when someone is like ‘your constant screaming made me think about jjk <3′. all three of the fandoms are fairly popular and i tag everything v carefully so i hope people who do use the filtering find that useful!!! 
Anonymous asked: Goodness gracious. People really be out there thinking they're entitled to dictating what kind of content you should be making
i think part of it might be that i do take requests so people feel like they have like . . . a certain right to certain kinds of my content? i take requests mostly bc they keep me motivated, i like making content for ppl who cant find what they want bc i’ve Been There, but maybe people think i am a pushover? idk i am just trying to have a good time!!!
Anonymous asked: Hi. I only started following you a few days ago but please ignore that rude anon. People are so fucking entitled towards writers it's insane. I recently had someone throw a fit for "spoiling" something in my fanfic, even though the fic was about a manga-exclusive character, so what did they expect?? Overall I've really enjoyed your writing so random assholes coming to guilt you is just a shitty thing that happens. Keep going with what you wanna do.
ah gosh anon i’m sorry about that :(. i’m always super careful tagging spoilers and stuff but like, if someone clicks on a fic about say, naoya or the steel ball run boys and is mad that i spoil something they havent found out yet . . . yeah thats on them fgbnkjgfkjn
Anonymous asked: That...that anon had the nerve to say "we". The fuck?! No no no anon, YOU'RE the only one talking and you're just talking for yourself, don't you dare try and lump us other anons/followers up with you to make yourself look like you're right. We love you nat and we appreciate you. It's your blog, you're allowed to write about whoever and whatever. This brain dead anon just needs to either go read someone else if they're that salty or write their own stuff if they're that impatient.
gosh i WISH some of my mad anons would just write their own stuff honestly. idk if this anon thought they were talking for everybody but i guess they expected anons to agree with them and not be mad at them. i appreciate u anon ;_;
Anonymous asked: Just want to say that ily and you’re one of the best jojo fanfic writers in my opinion 💗 I don’t think you’re half assing jojo fics and there’s absolutely nothing wrong with you being multi fandom. A lot of jojo blogs have started posting about jjk so it’s not as if you’re the only one. I’m not sure why you get hate like this but I think it’s just because you’re one of the popular writers and that makes people bitter for whatever reason. Keep being you and posting about the things that make you happy 💕
honestly after so long writing for jojo - i’ve written well over 200 jojo reader insert fics - sometimes it feels like i’m retreading stuff, and that’s when i take a break bc i dont wanna half-ass stuff!!! i love all of my fellow jojo friends who are posting about jjk too, i appreciate them <3. 
Anonymous asked: Hey my dude, ur writing has really grown since the jojo days and its better and awesome seeing u become happier to branch off and write in different fandoms 🤌🤌 those stupid anons are just boring farts that couldnt be bothered making their own content 😤😤 is it possible to block them to ease ur mind?
hello anon!! i run a statcounter for IPs but it doesnt always work for ppl who access through the tumblr app, i don’t think; a lot of the anon hate i get i just use the ‘block’ option, but last night got to me because i’ve been getting that kind of writer a lot which is . . . a bad look for the jojo fandom who are, as a whole from the ones i’ve interacted with, lovely!!! <3
Anonymous asked: People often forget, the person behind art or writing, is just another regular fan. You deserve to be happy with what you create and we should be thankful you share your talent with us. You also have right to change your main interests, and it's very normal thing. Jojo is one of the MANY things that you write for and all you get from that is a like or share. Its not your job. It's your fun thing to do, in spare time. You haven't betrayed anybody. That person was just rude, selfish and bored.
i am just a person doing my best!!! anime fanfic is one of many interests i have and i already devote a lot of time to it honestly, i love when people tell me they’ve enjoyed something i made bc it makes it feel worthwhile but equally it gets to me a lot when people are rude because i am usually trying my hardest. 
Anonymous asked: Bro that jjba anon... the entitlement🤮 Fam, you write whatever you want to write😤 -Saturday
dfnjbkjnkgf i find most fic readers are NOT entitled at all and are just grateful but when they are . . . oof. 
Anonymous asked: It's funny how people throw "we got you popular" and they think you start apologize and cry. Your writing and passion made you gain few numbers on a follow counter, nothing more. I think I'm too old for stuff like this, we are nothing more, but +1 on a number scale. You ow us nothing, we ow you nothing. Popular... Funny word. You just write for fun of it, fake scenarios about someone's manga characters. It's not that deep. Have fun and don't listen to people like this. I knew it's not that easy, but they are really not that important as they think they are.
extremely fun fact for people who think ‘popularity’ is important to me: i would 100% rather have 10 people who regularly comment, reblog my fics with tags and interact with me than 100 people who read my fic and either leave a like or simply move on. i think this is true for the VAST MAJORITY of writers tbh. i’m glad that people think i am a ‘popular’ blog (i am not in the grand scheme of things, one of my ex-best friends used to run a kpop reader insert blog with like 30,000 followers) bc it gives me an ego boost lmao, but i really just want people to read and enjoy the stuff i write!!! 
Anonymous asked: I followed you a while ago for jojo and when my friends started getting into jjk i was like...eh sounds like work...but now that I see you writing for it I feel really motivated to get into it!!! I really enjoy your writing and I want to be able to read the new stuff too!
ah anon i really hope you like it!!! it’s only one season rn if u wanna watch the anime and there isn’t too much of the manga to catch up on either but it is a lot of fun and it’s nice to be in a fandom that’s like, excited about a new chapter and new plot developments every week!
Anonymous asked: Pls dont reply if u dont want to! <3 I'm not sure if this will be of any help to you or not but this is the kind of thing that often helps me and is the only way I know to try comfort others so I wanted to give it a go~
Now im not gonna say 'dont feel bad pls' bc I know that's not really useful but what I do think is useful is just discussing why that anon and many others feel the need to respond that way. As someone who follows a lot of writing blogs myself and have done for a long time, i've seen my handful of favourite writers come and go for different reasons, lose motivation for a while, gain motivation for a while, go from multi to single fandom, or single fandom to multi. Often times as a reader it can be upsetting when things change but it's also important as a reader to understand that some things aren't in anyone's control, I can't control what my favourite writers become a fan of or lose interest of, I can't control things in their personal lives that may motivate or demotivate them to write, but what I can do is support them as long as they're active, and if they move on to do things i'm no longer interested in or i'm the one that changed interests, rather than being upset that they're evolving to do other things or that they're not evolving with me, I think it's important that I still feel thankful for the works that I enjoyed while we were still on the same page and this is how I personally deal with those negative feelings. I think the anons that lash out at you probably just dont know what to do with themselves, maybe they got attached to your works while you were still only a jjba blog and now that you're evolving they're upset, while I understand how they feel, they're going the completely wrong way about it. I've learned to take these things and turn them into something positive for myself or at least something bittersweet that I can move on from but the anons that lash out at you for whatever reason probably haven't learned this yet. Maybe it's because i've moved on and changed interests a lot myself that I know how these things go for both writers and readers but those anons maybe haven't experienced this as much so they dont know what to do with themselves other than complain that you've changed and throw insults at you in an attempt to get you to revert back. None of this is because of the quality of your writing like they want you to believe, it's literally just because you've evolved and while some of your old followers might not like the new content for no reason other than it not being their cup of tea, it's definitely not regressed at all. You are pumping out a lot of content right now but every single thing i've read has just been better than the last. Things that really stand out to me is how well you get characterisation down to a T and all of your dialogue is just on point and from the pov of a reader I think those things seem the hardest to get right so I am such a huge fan of your stuff at the moment and I can tell you're really putting so much thought and care into each and every fic no matter how fast you're producing it, I think the fact that you're also proud of what you're writing at the moment really shines through as well and I just adore the passion that radiates from every completed request as well as in the responses for the subsequent thirsts resulting from these works that appear in your ask box later (I know i've sent quite a few by now~)
Just to be clear i'm not defending those anons in any way, while I can understand what they might be feeling/why they're reacting in the way they are I still believe it's just so immature to be hateful online point blank. Even during a time where I still got upset with writers if they started doing something else I still never targeted that negativity directly to the writer and sending rude or hateful comments whether on anon or not never something i'd stooped low enough to do even when I still had an immature way of thinking, however, I hope that it might make it a little easier to brush them off if we try and understand what they're really upset about, and that they're just putting the blame for their negative feelings onto the wrong thing rather than coming to terms with change themselves.
hello anon!! i appreciate the long message. i do feel bad for people who have no interest in what i’m currently producing and i get that they feel upset about it; i’ve watched a lot of fellow jojo writers move on completely or just stop posting, honestly. this kind of thing is why i was so intense about asking people if it would be better if i made a separate blog but the resounding answer seemed to be ‘i’m just vibing with whatever happens and i’ll block tags as needed’. 
i often return to works by my favourite reader-insert writers who no longer write for the fandoms i like (and i read stuff bc it sounds interesting or i trust the person who writes it), but change can be difficult and i guess at this point i’ve - whether u like me or not lmao - been a fixture in jojo reader-insert tumblr for a While so it’s probably kind of jarring. 
anyway i really appreciate you and the nice words! <3 
Anonymous asked: hi nat! I just wanted to pop in and say that regardless of what fandom you write for, the love and care you pour into your writing and into interacting with followers who care about your work as well is really obvious. you're doing this for FREE and people should appreciate what you've given us so far, since ultimately this blog should be for you, whatever that means to you at any point in time. it's ok to jump fandoms! the important thing is that you feel good about what you're producing and that it makes you happy. everyone else is just a bonus - but, seeing you on my dash certainly makes me happy : ) I hope you feel better soon!
thank you anon! i’m feeling much better and happier today. birthdays are very difficult for me (i did not think i’d be alive at eighteen, much less 25!) so this event is definitely kind of a way for me to concentrate on something else, and i’m a little bit extra sensitive atm. i appreciate you so much, thank you for the kind words!!! <3
Anonymous asked: Hello! I just wanted to say, write what YOU want and make YOUR writings as long as you'd like. 💖 To the anon who is like "We mAdE yOu FaMoUs dOnt HalF asS iT" stfu, let people do what they wanna do. If you think they half do it, write something better and longer you asshat.
this is an open invitiation to that anon to send me a link to their writing blog and i’ll hype them up i promise <3 
Anonymous asked: nat i'm so so sorry about that ask please know that your older followers don't share the same opinion :( sometimes people forget about the living, breathing person behind the screen smh. you are not a machine. you absolutely should not restrict yourself to posting about one fandom forever. yes, we're first pulled in by your amazing content, but we stay for your wonderful personality and work ethic. please just keep being you, taking up projects you feel comfy with! <333 bless u
ahh thank u anon! unfortunately i actually am a writing robot, i’m sorry u had to find out this way. my jojo chip has been removed, please send it back so i can continue to not half-ass my jojo work. fgnjkbgjkfn thank you so much angel!!! i appreciate you ;_;.
Anonymous asked: i don’t think it’s fair for other people to say shit about what you choose to write about because on tumblr and other writing platforms, writers are constantly developing how they write and the fandoms that they write for. it’s not fair for someone to criticize that “you don’t care about jjba blah blah blah” because you can enjoy new shows/manga. and like you said you’ve grown so much!! proud of you nat and im glad that ive been able to read your works (sincerely other nat)
i am STILL waiting for you to come and fight me other nat fgnjkbnf. it’s nice to be enjoying different things! i am constantly learning new things and reading new works and making new friends and improving and i think that’s important. i do care about jjba - a lot! but i can care about other things too! <3 
Anonymous asked: I may not be one of your oldest followers, but i've been here for almost 3 years. Yes, i started following u for ur jojo content, but let me tell u, ur newfound motivation and enthusiam for other fandoms was honestly contagiuos for me. And i say this as a person who finds very difficult to move from one interest to another. Jojo is great, but so are other fandoms. Please don't let some faceless scum rob u that motivation. This is ur blog and u r always free to write whatever u want.
honestly, i have been there! i am autistic and i have special interests and watching other people move on to stuff i’m not vibing with has made me sad in the past, but i want people to be happy more than anything and sometimes that means new things and change! <3 
Anonymous asked: Hi Nat! I saw that rude anon message & I just wanted to pop in & say that they're wrong. You're not betraying anyone & you should write whatever it is you want to write. I followed you for jojo & I'm not familiar with the other fandoms that you write for, but personally it makes me SO happy to see you enjoying new things! It's always good to find joy wherever you can, so keep writing what you're interested in. There a lot of ppl who want to see you happy and healthy <3
honestly the idea of it being a GRAND BETRAYAL is so funny, i am just writing anime fanfic here and thriving!!! tysm anon! <3
Anonymous asked: Those anons can piss off! They have no right to judge how long or how short your writing is. If they want longer content write it their damn selves. I think your writing has improved wonderfully and I originally followed for Jojo and I'm enjoying all the content period. I don't even watch jujutsu ( not my cup of tea personally) but I love seeing the creativity and the interactions. You write what makes you happy Nat and that's on that! You don't owe anybody anything! I know how hard writing is and when your consuming new content it's hard to make content for something else. That doesn't mean you don't like it any more your just doing something different for a while. Love you and your content and I'm enjoying the love your putting into your content whether long or short. ♥♥💕 Sending love your way!
honestly my idea of ‘short content’ is still over 1k words, i’m not good at reeling myself in! i guess it’s bc they see like, 1.5k jojo fic versus 5k jjk fic but it’s not that i didn’t enjoy the first fic, just that the point and the story came a lot quicker and so did the natural end! thank you anon, i appreciate you ;_; 
Anonymous asked: Hello! Just wanted to let your know that I think your writing is awesome, and that you should write for whoever and for whatever you want to! You dont have to stay loyal to one fandom or anything, and your followers shouldn't expect that from you! It's not like they are paying you to write, you are doing this for free, and because you enjoy it and it makes you happy! If they dont like your stuff, they dont have to follow you, they can go to other blogs that cater to their taste, and they definitely don't need to be sending you such hurtful comments, and they dont get to make you feel sad about your writing! Just because they followed you during your earlier stages of writing, doesn't mean you owe them some type of loyalty or compensation! You can write literally whatever you want as long as it makes you happy! That's what your hobby and your blog are for! I hope you know that alot of your followers love your work and think that you are an amazing writer and are down to support the work that makes you happiest! 💖💖
ahh thank you so much anon!!! i am always so bowled over by how many people are nice to me when something like this happens, i am sending you my love <3
Anonymous asked: don’t listen to them!! we love you as a writer no matter what you write, because you’re a good person and a talented writer!! you shouldn’t have to change what you write to please a bitter person, and if they only want jjba, they can go to another blog instead of bringing you down. you’re doing amazing and they should be thankful you grace us with your talents!!
to be totally honest, if i was half-assing or not vibing with content i was making i just. wouldn’t post it. like you’d be able to TELL when i was half-assing stuff just to get words out (source: i have re-read my own nanowrimo works). there are lots of great jjba blogs who could do with more followers n interaction!!! i hope they do find them and i hope they’re nice to them :(. 
Anonymous asked: Please don’t pay attention to that anon. People only have that confidence when they have anon turned on. Them looking through your blog despite feeling that way is peak fan behavior and speaks to how addicting your writing is. Naturally, you can’t please everyone and there will be people who are irrational and feel entitled to tell you what to do or what to write no matter what. Trust me when I say they’re a small minority and are more likely probably passing viewers rather than regulars. I check your blog about three or more times a day because I love reading not just your fics but also your takes, banter with other anons, or even random updates. Brainrot posts? LOVE TO SEE IT!!! Desk update? AMAZING!!! With that being said, don’t feel pressured to continue pushing out content for others. Write what makes you happy! You’ve been writing for JJBA for 4 years and it’s completely normal + healthy to get into new media. I’m not sure if it would mean much, but your love for JJK has gotten me excited to start it too!!
anon i really hope you enjoy it!!! sometimes these anons remember stuff i’ve posted and said better than i do tbh, i am living in their heads rent free i guess! 
Anonymous asked: I've been following you for a couple of years and honestly it would always be a joy to see when you posted. Your writing has improved and I'm very happy you're enjoying yourself ! I know it hurts hearing and seeing stuff like that but I'm happy you're here. I'm honestly blessed everytime you post. Your writing is phenomenal. I love reading it even if its characters that I dont care for. You capture their essences so well and weave an amazing tale within the prompts and whatnot. You're amazing nat!
wehh thank you so much!!! re: the improvement, i really don’t feel like it has and then i re-read something i wrote when i first started and i’m like oh my god maybe it has. did i really write about jotaro acting like that. 
Anonymous asked: Hi Nat. I recently became a follower of yours and I'm really saddened to see you get hate. You seem like a genuinely sweet person with amazing talent! I'm a writer myself and, unfortunately, get the same kind of comments. And when you get those comments, it doesn't leave you feeling motivated. People need to understand that people can and will, at times, grow out of fandoms. (1 Not just that but you're doing all of this for free. Again, I'm sorry you got such a comment. But please know that I'm proud of how far you've come. I'm proud that you're living a life that makes you happy. And no matter what fandom you may find yourself in next, I will always enjoy your writing. Take care of yourself. (2 end
HELLO NEW FOLLOWER I LOVE YOU (i get a lot more a day now than i used to and i feel guilty about not being able to look through so many blogs but i do try and follow back other writers for my fandoms!! ;_;). i’m sorry you get the same kind of comments! i’m always just happy to see people i like enjoying new things, even if i have no interest in it (hello to all of my mutuals who write for hunter x hunter and haikyuu, not interested but i’m sure you’re having a great time and i support you!!!). 
Anonymous asked: I'm sure you're getting a barrage of supportive messages now (at least I hope so) but I figured I'd add my voice, because I'm a longtime follower. Your writing is, and always has been, wonderful. I've been so happy to see you and Haz get to a place that works for you both. Idk if it's obvious for everyone, but you seem like you're emotionally in a pretty good place most of the time these days, and it makes me really happy to see that. I followed years ago for JJBA content, but I stayed because regardless of what content you put out, I find your wit delightful. And I'll stick around even if you move fandoms entirely, because whatever content or editorializing you produce is going to be worth reading, regardless of what it's for.
ahh, anon!! thank you for sticking around so long, sorry if you’re old enough to have been around the vore and jorts and spider rohan fiascos! <3 i am definitely a lot more stable than i have been and - barring the Pandemic Related Mental Health Issues - happier! i’m glad that it’s noticeable! <3
Anonymous asked: It actually makes me mad how entitled some people are. Nat, you're not a content creating machine and those who expect you to be are not worth wasting a thought on. Your love for something is not measured in word counts and for you to write every day without getting burned out in the slightest you really must have a burning passion and huge dedication to your craft. If others decide to send hate then allow me to send admiration because I can feel your love and hard work in each post you make!
i try and write every day bc it’s super good for my little ocd/autistic brain to have routines and distract itself, so i’m glad other people can enjoy them because that makes me motivated to carry on! like, i write for myself mostly bc the content i want i sometimes get find, but filling requests and writing for other people also leaves me with happy warm fuzzies too! i appreciate you!! <3 
Anonymous asked: If people only care about your writing for the jojo porn that’s on THEM, not you. Your writing was amazing when I followed about a year ago, and it’s only gotten better and will continue to get better! I think it really comes through when you enjoy what you’re writing and it adds a whole other layer of worth to it, because not only are you making free content but you LIKE that content and we can all gush about it together!!! More than just fans, I think you’ve created a community here and we don’t just stick around to read smut, I promise you that. -Reronon
i do miss having a discord community bc it was nice to talk to everyone in real time but it was hard work, i am glad that people feel like they can just come into my askbox and gush! i’m not very friendly in real life and people tend to think i am cold and stuck up so i work very hard to try and seem friendly and approachable online, which is much easier for me because i get to think and re-draft before i type! <3 
Anonymous asked: Hi Nat! I’m sure you’re getting a lot of messages like this right now but I just wanted to say for what it’s worth that, as a person who originally followed you for jjba content and hasn’t watched/read any of the other series you’re currently writing for, I’m honestly still along for the ride. This is your blog and you’re allowed to do what you want with it and put out what content you feel like writing. Sometimes??? People acquire new interests??????? Shocking! I know absolutely nothing about jjk or bnha but out of curiosity still read some of your posts about them and even though I might not Get It, I still enjoy them because I think you’re a very talented writer! Honestly, as long as you’re still writing, I’m still down to clown, and whenever you take breaks (which are important!) I’ll still be waiting for your return or supporting and respecting your decision to stay away longer. Don’t let the entitled assholes get you down. Utilize YOUR blog and YOUR space however YOU choose. Your talent and kindness speak for themselves. Love you!!! ❤️❤️❤️
anon i care about you and i am so appreciative of you and everyone for sending me such nice messages! i am running out of ways to say it but it’s true, it really does mean a lot to me ;_; <3
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dinosaurtsukki · 4 years
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haikyuu!! music idol au (karasuno ver.)
at long last here it is!! also most of this is based on my knowledge about kpop groups and the industry (as a kpop fan) but i made a lot of tweaks and i’m basically imagining this in a world where the kpop industry wasn’t so hard on its idols and churning out commodities. but yeah! this is going to be the first part of a series so stay tuned for more! also this is p long because i added hc’s for kiyoko and yachi >~<
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okay so in my head karasuno (or KRSN im sorry im bad at coming up with names) is like one of those really large groups that hav sub-groups kinda like NCT
they're from a fairly small entertainment company called umm KS Entertainment (im sorry im bad at names hnghn pt. 2)
its headed by ukai who's also like a really awesome choreographer and takeda who's like YG if YG had an exact opposite really kind twin who actually values their idols
(sorry im really salty)
takeda is honestly the sweetest, he's responsible for scouting and judging auditions
he'll basically let anyone who appears to put their all in pass the audition
he also likes to take care of all the trainees and make sure ukai hasn't made them dance to death
production crew are: ennoshita, kinoshita, and narita
kinoshita's like responsible for planning the concepts for every comeback
sometimes he thinks of really wild ones and ukai's jus like whoa there lets tone it down a bit
narita tag-teams with kinoshita by being karasuno's amazing stylist
his favorite person to style is suga but dont tell anyone that
and lastly we have ennoshita who singlehandedly produces every track on every album
he's also a really good vocal coach
and he's very tired because he's the producer and he also has to deal with tanaka and noya knocking on his door every five minutes
subgroup (night) KRSN-N
consists of: daichi, suga, asahi, noya, and tanaka
ok so karasuno has basically two main types of concepts: night (which is more like rugged and bad boy) and day (which is more boy-next-door and sweet)
the night subgroup has like a very strong rap line consisting of daichi, noya, and tanaka while for vocals we have suga and asahi
daichi is their leader ofc
he, suga, and asahi were in the same batch of trainees and had to (survive) live with each other for quite a while
his rap skills are really consistent and he has really good flow. also tends to start off their songs
his dancing skills are also impressive and basically just a great all-around guy
he's also really stressed from managing his group members esp because they're all children
asahi is one of their only two vocalists but he also has some good skills with music production and likes to work with ennoshita
he has a really deep but mellow voice
really shy when it comes to being onstage and meeting fans but he has the sweetest smile
tanaka is part of their dance line because boy can he bust out the moves
doesn't mind performing without a shirt. kinoshita has styled with him just wearing a jacket most of the time
his stage presence is just woah
the kind of performer who'd really get up close and personal with cameras and also people's phones
everything about him screams bad boy except for when he's really sweet in fansigns
noya is like their lightning-fast rapper who always comes in during the bridge
takeda heard him rap for barely a minute and quickly signed him in
more often than not enters the stage while piggybacking tanaka or asahi
also an amazing dancer who does all the gravity defying flips and jumps
he was invited more than once to collab with other artists
he and tanaka are trainee buddies and were inseparable ever since they ran into each other naked in the shower room
now for suga
he's like main visuals also main vocals also main dancer
was talented ever since he sprouted from the womb
he actually didn't audition his mom posted a video of him covering 'euphoria' by jungkook which takeda happened to come across
his voice is very high and he often harmonizes with asahi during the chorus
also tends to be really affectionate with daichi onstage and everywhere basically
so many 'daisuga being karasuno's parents for 15 mins' videos
subgroup (day) KRSN - D
NOW WE HAVE THE CHILDREN CHILDREN
okay so these guys have been together since their trainee years and basically had to live in the same room
which was like chaotic because they were always fighting and only yamaguchi knew how to do laundry so everyone was trying to be his friend
until daichi and takeda gave them a little pep talk so they don't hate each other so much now
n e weigh
first up we have yamaguchi who is basically jus very boy-next-door and also the unofficial leader of the group
he has an amazing voice and can hit the highest notes and he has a tendency to wink at the cameras
main vocalist and visuals
his fans love him because he's just so sweet
sometimes daichi comes in to check on how he's doing and treats him to a meal
he likes to check on other members during live shows
looks stunning in white suits also the fans made a petition for him to grow out his hair and now his hair is long
he and tsukishima have both dreamed of becoming idols and auditioned together
tsukishima's the main (only) rapper of the group
my brain: hnGhh rapper tsukki nskdkssm
he had to work on his stage presence but when he finally Got It he is such a master at it
also had to work on his dancing because he looked like a wiggling beanpole at first
most of his lines are actually written by him esp because he didn't want to say anything that felt embarassing for him and ukai was like 'why dont u write ur songs then?' and he's like 'mAYBE I WILL'
hinata's our other main vocalist, also main visuals and main dancer
his voice is p ordinary but whats great about him is that he's able to keep it consistent while busting out the hardest moves
personally learned a lot of his dancing from noya and tanaka
also he's always in the center because he's short and he looks adorable
he can nail the high notes too btw
he's the kind of idol who has the most random and funniest videos on twitter
kageyama's like their genius maknae
he had been training for such a long time and he actually wanted to be booked for another entertainment company but was rejected (hmm i wonder which company this was ??)
but he was a fan after seeing suga practicing when he toured the company and decided to join KRSN
he's in the vocal line as well and also main dancer
his voice is a lot lower so he harmonizes with yamaguchi and hinata
he and hinata were very competitive when it came to dancing during their trainee days
but they balance each other out pretty well and like to choreograph dance breaks together
super shy around fans and fansigns
most of the pics of him have kageyama doing the peace sign because he's awkward af
KRSN as a whole
takeda and ukai really encourage all of them bonding together and taking breaks in between all the stress of practicing and performing
they all live in one big house and its really chaotic
very few people know how to cook and do laundry
also there is an average of 2 accidents per week
but they do get along when it comes to practicing for the next comeback, especially when the subgroups have to collab
ennoshita's studio is a mess of sticky notes and crumpled up paper with probs asahi, daichi, tsukishima, and ennoshita napping on a couch
suga loves being able to train hinata and yamaguchi with vocals and they have a project of covering a new song every week for the fans
tanaka, noya, kageyama and hinata also spend a lot of time in the dance studio
whenever there's a new song they like to come up with movements to add to the choreography
after a really hard day of dancing they end up falling asleep in the studio and waking up to take-out courtesy of takeda
photoshoots and styling sessions take forever since there are so many of them but also its a good time for the members to get some sleep
but kinoshita and narita do not but in the end its all worth it when they see the photos and the reactions from the fans
their music and performances are very varied since they like to show that they're versatile as much as they can
they don't really prioritize being precise and flawless, more on channeling the emotion of their songs and power in their dances
no two performances of the same song are ever the same 
KIYOKO
okay so takeda also had this genius idea of bringing out solo acts and after another round of auditions, kiyoko caught his eye
she's a bit older with idol training and recently left the group she was supposed to debut with because the company didn't treat them right
my girl kiyoko knows her rights
she's basically an all-around talent: good at singing, dancing, rapping, and visuals
takeda knew he would be dumb to overlook her and even though they've mostly been producing boy bands, maybe they'll have success with a solo female idol
kiyoko was very clear abt wanting to have more control over how she was going to be presented and also wanted the opportunity to write her own songs
and takeda and ukai were jus like well yeah duh, that's why we scouted you
kiyoko was like an immediate success
her style is def very sassy and sexy, especially with her dancing ability
kind of like Chungha or Hwasa
but her fans also like her more melancholic and deep songs that are accompanied by her piano playing
she's also super confident and loves to use her platform to empower women
sometimes she does get together with the KRSN members
she collabs pretty often with suga esp when it comes to dance covers and performances
the day she asked tanaka and noya to be back-up rappers for one of her songs was the happiest moment of their lives
kiyoko's a fucking queen
HITOKA
because i wrote hc's for kiyoko i have to make one for yachi too
she's quite interesting because yachi joined like one of those idol training shows and kiyoko happened to be a guest judge
watching yachi sing made her sense some sort of potential so kiyoko being the bad ass bitch she is convinced takeda and ukai to work with her
yachi almost died hearing that Queen Kiyoko thought she had potential
her first years training to be an idol were really tough on her, esp since she was aiming to be a solo act
but she spent a lot of time training with the KRSN - D group and they really helped boost her confidence
everyone in KRSN and kiyoko asked their fans on twitter to support her when yachi's first album dropped
yachi's music is super mellow and light and she has a very sweet, high voice
comeback stages and music video shootings are pretty scary for her but she really shines in live, studio sessions
also knows how to play guitar
writes her own songs !!!
during her first fan meeting she prepared a bunch of presents for her fans and was scared that no one would come but a whole bunch of people did and she was so happy she almost cried
haikyuu!! music idol au series: karasuno vers., seijoh and shiratorizawa vers., nekoma and fukurodani vers.
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*holds anonymous microphone in front of you* what do you think of the arcana fandom saying it's racist to fetishize and exaggerate muriel's overall largeness?
lol ok i get these anon hates every once in a while but since this isnt a hate ask ill answer;
i find it racist to assume every artist is undeniably north american and has to abide by their preconceptions of biases.
i find it racist to group up every POC as one unified archetype, aka in muriels case BBC. (big black cock, a notorious tag in every porn site ever)
racist fetishization argument of making him a BIG BOI could apply to muriel if he was african descendant since west had antagonized black people as being savage brutes who’ll steal ur wives. (that is not a universal experience tho, black people suffer from different racist stereotypes in asia and middle east)**
that being said, muriel is asian.
do u know what are the western stereotypes of asian men? well, they aint it chief. 
small size, small dick, submissive, super smart... like cmon im not european nor american and even i know these stereotypes. they are ‘fetishized’ for being cute lil twinks. (no shade to kpop stans, that industry caters to these ideas)
we can group up kazakhs with mongolians in this instance bcs they were under mongol dominion when west feared them profusely and had seen them as that villain dude in disneys mulan so u can say this doesnt apply but if your nation still have these weird misconceptions (mine sure doesnt tbh, i dont even think someone with muriels shade of skin would be considered POC here) its the problem of your people, not every individual ever in the world. if you rightfully see this as a problem then yes you should take steps to resolve it not by attacking artist but by attacking the fascism that systematically  villanizes the ‘other’ in any shape or form.
aight what about kazakh discrimination in russia, china and mongolia, one might ask. and that would be another topic, the history and internal politics of these nations reach back to like 4th century, now idk much about it aside from middle school/high school history classes so its not my place to debate.
**on that note i still wouldnt condone these witch hunts even if i thought muriel fit the bill of a racist stereotype, its disrespectful to the artist to take away just one aspect of their character(such as appearance) and ignore all the rest(body language, mannerisms, personality etc.). sometimes art doesnt have to have a higher meaning, sometimes its just self indulgent, sometimes we have preferences and we depict them on paper its not our responsibility to make someone at the other side of the world feel self righteous. as long as there are asian men, big men and scruffy men there will be art of big scruffy asian men. 
there will be exaggerated depictions of turkish construction workers, syrian beggars, mexican maids, indian scammers... because these people exist, they exist not because of white propaganda but because of white conquest, propaganda is made after, or to justify said conquest. they have different cultures, different stereotypes and you cant just reduce them to one slightly brown skin colour and say COMPUTER INDIAN BAD STEREOTYPE. the world around america is burning and theyre fighting over a loose splinter on their table.
tl,dr: POC isn’t one race.
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mistymark · 4 years
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nct dream as college kids
RENJUN
works on campus til late
always asleep
likes to study in the library because its the only place he can get some bloody peace
texts jaemin to bring him food
went to the on-campus gym once and never went back
complains about parking on campus
complains about his friends on campus
but he loves them and always organises activities and catch ups
the glue that keeps everyone in touch despite their different degrees and campuses
laughs too loud and always gets stared at for doing it in class
once got kicked out of the library for his loudness
to be fair, he did accidentally fall out of his chair... and pull the table down with him
his id actually looks good
does half the pre-reading then just listens to lectures to understand the rest
o ve. r whe l me d
still maintains a brilliant GPA
his project group members always love him
JENO
wears hoodies and sweats to every class
still looks really good though
and distracts everyone in his classes
lives off free food at parties and tight-ass tuesdays specials
is in advanced classes bc he had the grades for them but doesnt understand shit
still manages to look bored in class even when hes confused and/or focused
sits in the back and then squints at the board bc mans cant see
carries like three things with him to every class
owns one (1) pen
he doesnt even write anything with it he just chews on it during class
everyone thinks its hot but the guy sitting beside him (jaemin) looks disgusted the entire time
has received many anonymous love letters on facebook but hasn't read any of them
not to be mean - he just doesnt find it interesting
drafted a love letter to someone in one of his lectures and then deleted it
hasn't looked at the page since
actually does the pre-reading
then gets bored in lectures when they just go over what he read about
JAEMIN
smiles 24/7 even when hes stressed
supportive af tho
always sporting the Cozy aesthetic
wears sweaters and vests in temperatures you'd think wouldnt be suitable but the boy doesnt appear to sweat???
wears rly cute glasses sometimes and !!!!!!!!
waves at people he knows
does not hesitate to run up to people and start conversations with them out of nowhere
attends Donghyuck’s parties to SpEnD TimE WiTh HiS fRieNdS
has never lost a game of beer pong
girls say he gets 10x hotter when hes drunk because hes way more flirtatious and fun
but he probably just flirts w Jeno the whole time
walks into lectures with sunglasses on and everyone knows what happened the night before
never leaves the house without food
his backpack is 30% necessities like laptop, books, phone, keys etc.
and 70% granola bars and fruit
doesnt want to spend money on food on campus
drinks way too much boba tho
is in Disney society and probably becomes co-president after a year
DONGHYUCK
throws parties for every no reason
wears the same outfit every day bc he knows he looks good
youngest kid in his frat
talks a lot of shit about how hes a player and can get any girl he wants but the second a girl looks at him hes a blubbering mess
in fact, hes probably got a huge crush on someone in his lecture that hes never talked to
attends online lectures so he can play video games at the same time
has to be told to turn his mic off during group discussions because hes eating really loudly
isn't afraid to talk in class
sometimes rocks up wearing something outside of his normal dress code because hes still discovering his style
but everything he tries suits him
basically started the bucket hat trend - he claims so anyway
won't let anybody touch his student id
no one has seen the photo but many speculations have been made over how bad it is
the only person who has seen it is one of the librarians
Chenle and Jisung made it their mission to see it but to this day they havent been able to get it
its a series on Chenle’s tiktok bET
CHENLE
became famous on tiktok over the summer so now everyone knows who he is ??
does wild shit bro
does vlogs with his friends
‘I joined the kpop dance club at my college and it went like this”
lots of videos of him and his friends going batshit crazy at night
wears expensive yet extremely tasteful clothing
catch him walking around campus in pressed shirts
never looks tired ??????? how does he cope ??????
tags jisung in love letters that are definitely not for him
tags jisung in love letters that are definitely for him
probably wants to start a youtube channel when he graduates
girls want to date him but more often guys want to be him
is super nice but
glares at anyone who says he doesnt need a degree to take over daddy’s business
did a kiss or slap challenge once and everyone kissed him and its very pure
maintains solid grades
everyone knows who he is whether they know him from tiktok or not
probably on really good terms with his professors
loves to send emails ?
JISUNG
that one kid in high school that became super hot over the summer
people from his school dont even recognise him
makes the older kids feel gross when they realise hes younger than they are and they've been thirsting over him for ages
people who wouldnt even glance in his direction in high school now want to be his friend
mostly keeps to himself and his studies
joins a few clubs and societies
got roped into Disney society by jaemin
had to attend the ball and wanted to die when he got crowned as the official prince
I dont think he did Disney society the year after
though he did think the dancing at the ball was fun and joined a dance troupe
gives his number to people in his project group then forgets to respond when they text him
does his work tho so who can complain
dies of embarrassment whenever he sees chenle has tagged him in love letters on facebook
at some point chenle has downloaded tinder onto his phone and tried to match him with people
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Ahhh sorry for ranting , just...AFTG gives me so many headaches and thoughts ( got a whole tag if u wanna check lol)
Nicky.... I could talk about how wasted his character was for years..
One of THE ONLY CANON POC CHARACTERS AND HE IS THE "EXOTIC" PUSHY GAY STEROTYPE??! HE WENT TO CONVERSION THERAPHY ,HE STILL HAS GUILT BC HE CANT GIVE UP ON HIS PARENTS EVEN AFTER THEY HURT HIM ( very relatable lol) he mf..gave up being with his love to care for his cousin bc he never wanted anyone to go though what his parents did when he was so so young...
He WAS THE FIRST TO ASK ALLISON IS SHE WAS OKAY AFTER SETHS DEATH EVEN THO HE OBVIOUSLY DIDNT HAVE TO..
Okay oof..sorry..anyways wanna scream ur headcanons at me ?
I KNOOOOW nicky could've been so good but all the gross rapey stuff like...cool great way to write the only gay poc Nora 😒
My old not kpop blog had more aftg stuff on it but I forgot the password to it so rip me 💀💀
I thought Kevin/thea was weird bc like...she was in college when he was growing up and i dont know how they would even work since she still is indoctrinated with the raven mindset u kno?
Also neil and Andrew went to the courthouse to get married (for tax reasons Andrew says) and only brought Renee as witness bc she wouldn't tell anyone
Lowkey I cant remember a lot of my headcanons but Renee, Matt, Dan, wymak, and Kevin are all poc and like I said before Renee and Allison are girlfriends and Jean and Jeremy are boyfriends (I like reading fics abt jeans year at usc bc Laila and Alvarez are in it too). Oh and also aaron gets the stick out of his ass and is like hey maybe being gay isn't actually that bad (its bc Kaitlyn pegs him for thr first time she fucks the homophobia out of him)
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