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#i don't think i've had such a huge crush on anyone in like a year
exhaslo · 5 months
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So I wanted to request ( that I forgot but remembered 😭) a bully!miguel x a nobody/shy!reader (female)
(college?)
like what I mean by a nobody is someone who’s is shy but is a introvert but do come to party to see if something happens or like to see people crush or goes to party with people if they don’t have anyone. and Miguel is a bully who’s offended involved and invited to party or hang out with his friends also a jerk to everyone. And everyone know him his popular,I mean how could he not when he built like that?! He popular with the female, and the jock? But often tried to ignored them especially the girls. So like one day in the hallway and Miguel is talking his group of friends and telling him “who’s shall we bully next?” But ignoring them as he see you walking in the hallway and see you around the campus like your a new kids (I mean it a big campus but he know everyone except you ?) and going to walk to the library till some other bullies decide to bring them into the game and bully you which make Miguel pissed 😝.(I feel like reader would be bully by many people because she never stand up for herself and Is rather quiet about anything mb it know everything and everyone) so what if that pissed turn into obsessive 🤭? And into making love ?
smut /fluff pls ?
Okie Okie Okie, I gots an idea for this! Hope you enjoy~
Summary: The campus bully wants a private tutor session from you~
Warning: Minors DNI, Smut, bullying, dry humping, fingering, public sex, almost caught, cockwarming
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Miguel had started to grow bored of his day to day life. Everyday was like the same clock worth motion. Went to class, picked on some wimps and nerds with the guys, women all on his beck and call and the constant nagging of being invited to parties.
Miguel liked his life at first, but things started to grow old and boring. He needed something new. Something to keep things alive. First, it was changes majors, then it was picking on different people. When those didn't work, Miguel tried dating different women. Nothing seemed to have worked and Miguel was wondering if he needed to do something drastic.
"Hey, why don't we play a huge prank on the freshmen this year? They all have to attend that assembly, right?" One of Miguel's friends was saying. Miguel was laying against the campus grass,
"What were you thinking of?"
Miguel grunted lowly to the idea offered. He sat up, fixing his leather jacket before watching his fellow students run amok. People rushing to class or staying out in the quad with friends. Everyone looked like they were enjoying themselves. Everyone but him.
"Hey, watch this."
Miguel's ears perked up as he watched Ben throw his juice towards the center quad. Miguel's gaze followed the juice and noticed that it landed right on your head. His eyes widen as you looked up with tears in your eyes.
Unsure of what came over him, Miguel snapped towards Ben. He growled lowly and made his way over to you. Tears were streaming down your face as you tried to pick up your paperwork that had fallen. Miguel bend down, helping with the papers and took a better look at you.
"T-Thank you," You sniffled.
Miguel felt like he was in a trance. Your glossy eyes were staring into his. Your cheeks were puffy and slightly pink from your tears and your lips. Your outfit was hiding your cleavage and curves. It was like you were waiting to be unwrapped.
"Sorry about them." Miguel snapped out of his daze and went to wipe your tears away, "Let me help you dry these."
"O-Oh...T-Thank you...but....I-I um...I can handle it." Your voice kept getting lower and lower. Miguel glanced around, noticing the other girls,
"You're in my Physics class," Miguel read the top of your paper, "I've never noticed you before. I'm Miguel,"
"I-I know...I um...sit in the back," You kept whispering. Miguel bit the inside of his lip,
"You got a higher mark than me in the last exam. Mind tutoring me?"
Miguel watched as you looked up at him with a sparkle in your eye. You went to reply, but were interrupted by the other girls. Miguel resisted a groan, getting frustrated. He wanted to know more about you. You were different than the others.
"Migueeeeel, come hang out with us! Not this hag!"
"Yea, she's a nobody!"
You hung your shoulders, gripping your work closer to your chest. Tears threaten to spill once more as you ran off. Miguel wanted to reach out to you. He growled lowly, needing to find a way to get to listen to your sweet voice some more.
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"Hey, (Y/N), are you free now?" Miguel asked as the Professor dismissed you for the day. You looked around, noticing that everyone was gone,
"I-I am."
"Look," Miguel fixed the chair in front of you, "I want to get to know you and it's difficult as you've seen. Why don't we meet in one of the private rooms in the library? You help me with this class and I'll help you with everything else." Miguel offered. You noticed him sliding his report card to you,
"Y-You're so smart!" You gasped, "B-But the other girls-"
"Don't worry about them. I want to hang out with you."
You could feel your face turn bright red as you hesitantly agreed. Honestly, you were both nervous and excited. Miguel was known as the campus mad dog; the top bully. Yet, here he was, talking to you so gently and asking to hang out with you. It felt like a cruel dream. One where you knew you were going to get hurt in the end.
"H-Here's my number...I'll see....you later?"
"Yea"
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You and Miguel had been meeting for private tutoring sessions for a couple of weeks now. You were slowly getting used to Miguel. Getting a little more comfortable. You were getting closer to him, making your own little jokes. Everything that you felt comfortable doing alone, you shared with Miguel.
Miguel on the other hand felt alive. He enjoyed spending time with you. Miguel loved watching you come out of your shell for him. He eventually found out how truly quiet and shy you were. This fueled Miguel to not only be better for you, but to help you stand up for yourself.
"M-Miguel, s-sorry I'm late," You stuttered, hurrying into the room. Miguel noticed your frantic expression and gently pulled you onto his lap,
"Breathe, tell me what happened."
You trembled softly under his touch, slowly relaxing. Miguel's body was so big and warm. You loved it when he wrapped his arms around you for comfort. It helped ease your nerves. Inhaling deeply, you raised your head, facing Miguel.
"I-It's nothing...Just...Just um...S-Some girls trying to...to get your whereabouts....out of me..."
"Is that why your hair is shorter?" Miguel played with your hair, his head resting against your neck, "It's hard for me to hold back my anger."
"Y-Your turn...t-to breathe!" You told him.
Miguel growled lowly before looking you in the eye. He saw those glossy eyes of yours and sighed. He leaned forward and licked your tears away, earning those soft and embarrassed squeaks from you. He chuckled lowly, his fingers stroking your sides as you trembled from his touch.
Oh, how you already belonged to him. The more Miguel spent with you, the more he tested your limits. He had not gotten a confession out of you yet, knowing how shy you were. Miguel wanted you to scream his name out. Miguel wanted to watch you cry in pleasure because of him.
"W-We should....should s-start...s-studying," You stuttered, your arms slowly wrapping around his neck.
"Why not biology?" Miguel's hands trailed up your back from under your shirt.
"B-But...w-we're not-"
"Right here,"
Miguel licked his lips as he started to slowly grind against you. Your breathing was getting a little louder as you began to whimper. Miguel held your hips down slightly as his hands stroked your back. You whined lowly, your own hips moving with his. Your cheeks were turning redder as you held onto Miguel.
"M-Mig...T-This...T-This isn't-"
"Are you feeling good?" Miguel asked as he kissed your neck.
"Y-Yes."
"Good. Tell me when to stop then,"
Miguel licked the base of your neck as he grinded harder against your clothed cunt. You let out quiet moans, trying to cover your mouth. Oh how cute you were. Miguel resisted a groan, watching you fall apart because of him. Watching his shy little angel come undone because of him.
Miguel lifted your skirt and flipped you over. Your back was now against his chest. Grunting, Miguel took his dick out and started to rub his cock between your thighs against your clothed pussy. You whimpered a moan, feeling a growing heat between your legs. Miguel's hands massaged one of your breasts, while the other reached your clit,
"You know what happens when I touch here, right?" Miguel chuckled as you shook against him, "That isn't the right answer, let me show you."
You kept covering your mouth, moaning into your hand as Miguel started to rub your clit. His cock sliding against your soaked panties, causing you to get hotter. You spread your legs out, moving your hips with his movements. His hot breathe was against your neck as he continued to toy with your body.
"M-Miguel~!" You cried out, arching your back forward as you reached your orgasm. Miguel groaned in response, moving your panties to the side,
"What a good fucking girl you are," He whispered in your ear, his fingers not playing with your throbbing hole, "Do you still want me to teach this tutoring session?" He asked, feeling you clamp against his fingers,
"Mhpm~"
"I need to hear words,"
"Y-Yes, p-please k-keep teaching me." You begged.
You whined softly as he removed his fingers from your hole. Miguel turned your head to capture your lips in a kiss as he slowly pressed his tip against your entrance. You whimpered at first, feeling yourself being stretched out as his dick entered you. He was so large that it made you see stars. His cock reaching so deep inside you and with each squeeze of your pussy, making his shape imbedded into you.
"Hah, look at you. The quietest girl on campus, sucking my dick so well. You were just made for me," Miguel groaned, holding you in place as you squirmed slightly.
"Hey! How much longer do you guys have this room for?" Someone knocked before entering.
Miguel quickly fixed your skirt and held your waist before throwing some random textbooks before the two of you. You squeezed against his dick tighter, fearing being caught.
"Shh, we got another hour in here. She's terrified of failing this class, now fuck off." Miguel hissed.
The person scoffed and left. Miguel let out a sigh of relief and smirked as you whimpered. Your tight gummy walls squeezing the life out of his cock.
"Did almost getting caught turn you on? How naughty." He teased, nibbling against your ear. You whined softly, trying to move, but Miguel refused, "Now, now, I think we actually need to learn something here."
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You were hugging Miguel tightly, your head against his shoulder as you whimpered softly against his ear. Miguel had you sitting on his cock for over twenty minutes now. He only moved you once and that was to the currently position the two of you were in. All you wanted was for Miguel to move. His cock felt so hot inside of you. You could feel ever vein of his dick and the little curve of his tip against your cervix.
"Miguel~" You begged lowly. Miguel inhaled at the sound of your moans,
"You've been such a good girl for me. I couldn't help but bully you a little. Are you ready?" Miguel asked.
"Y-Yes. P-Please gimme." You begged.
Miguel groaned at the sound. He kissed you tenderly before thrusting into you. He swallowed the sounds of your yelps and moans as he bullied your pussy. His rough and harsh thrusts, sending you over the moon. You were so wet. So easy to fuck. Miguel knew that he had to prep you before fucking you madly like he was now. Watching the door, Miguel grabbed your panties and stuffed them in your mouth,
"Just cum for me once. It's too dangerous to go all out here," Miguel whispered as he felt you cum against his dick, "Good girl,"
Miguel smirked as he pounded your pussy a few more times. He loved watching your fucked out expression. The wet slapping noises of your bodies every time he thrusted into you. Miguel grunted lowly as he slapped himself deep, filling your desperate hole. Panting softly, he quickly fixed the two of you up, before taking you back to his dorm.
"Fuck, I'm going to fuck you so good tonight, (Y/N). I love you, ya know that?" He groaned, making sure no one saw them. You just held onto Miguel, whimpering lowly,
"I-I love you too...B-But Miguel?"
"Yes?"
"I-I don't think you bullied me enough,"
"I'll make sure to bully you for the rest of your life."
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Whoops, kind of got a little carried away with this. Hope you enjoy~
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rafeysbafey · 4 months
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✮ wait for you — rafe cameron
summary. rafe has always hated you, or so you thought
warnings. fem!kook!reader, lil angst idk, not proofread
word count. 1.5k
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you grew up around sarah and the camerons your entire life, your family not nearly as wealthy as them but you were up there.
there were countless sleepovers and pool parties you two would have, mostly at her house.
so being over there 24/7, you were bound to run into the eldest cameron.
at first he was nice, a young charming boy who would let you in the house when sarah wouldn't answer, and sometimes carry your sleepover bag up the stairs for you.
but when you all started high school, something changed.
he had gotten mean.
he would make comments about your appearance or jabs about your presence when you were over, sometimes in passing shoving you out the way.
it hurt when he did this, just because over the years you had developed a small crush on him.
and you thought the feeling was mutual, but obviously you were wrong.
letting yourself into tanny hill, you let the door close behind you as you made your way up the stairs, holding a night bag in your hand as you dragged it along.
"just let yourself in why don't ya" a voice spoke from behind you, cutting through the silence scaring the shit out of you.
you turned around only to be met with rafe, your heart dropping as he made his way up the stairs, stopping directly in front of you.
he had grown, a lot, when he started high school. along with hitting the gym almost everyday, the boy was huge.
or maybe it just felt like that when he towered over your figure.
"i will, thanks" you snapped, ignoring the scowl on his face as you continued to sarah's room.
thankfully he didn't follow, or make some rude remark about how you looked.
your next run in with rafe was at the boneyard, a red solo cup in your hand as you laughed alongside the pogues.
he watched from a distance, a disgusted look on his face as you leaned into jj, the blonde's arm wrapping around your waist to pull you in closer.
'that should be me,' rafe thought, taking another swing of his beer before ripping his eyes away from the sight.
although rafe would deny the living hell out of anyone who asked, he did like you.
he always has.
but after seeing you get close to jj over the past couple of years, he couldn't help but feel two things.
disgust and jealousy.
how dare you date a dirty pogue when he was right there, he could treat you so much better than that blonde low life.
he thought this of course, never daring to say any of this out loud, especially to you.
he saw out of the corner of his eye you get up, bending over slightly to whisper something in jj's ear before stumbling off.
rafe's eyes never once left your figure, watching as you stalked away from the crowd to a more secluded area.
what caught his attention was when a touren caught notice of this, nudging one of his friends before standing up and following.
before rafe could think, he was standing up and tossing his beer into the sand, ignoring the calls from topper and kelce to come back.
he watched as the guy approached you, probably dropping some stupid pick up line as your face contorted into disgust.
you were obviously uncomfortable.
the boy suddenly grabbed your wrist, yanking you towards him as you froze, a look of fear prominent on your face.
"there you are," rafe called out to you, the touren's head whipping around as your brows furrowed together.
yes you were drunk, but you weren't that drunk to realize rafe was actually talking to you.
actually talking to you, not just dropping insults and throwing glares your way.
he sounded, friendly?
"i've been looking for you, babe."
babe?
before you could ask what the fuck he was talking about, he carefully placed his arm over your shoulders, looking down at the guy who stood nervously in front of you two.
you were super confused, but decided to stay quiet because although it was rafe, you were relieved he was here to pull you away from the touren.
this random boy didn't know rafe's reputation, but he could tell by the size of him, he wasn't one to be messed with.
"u-um, i'll just- just go," the boy sputtered out before walking away, hands in his pockets as he kicked sand behind him.
"are you okay?" rafe suddenly turned to you, concern etching his features as he held your wrist, trying to find if there was any bruising or marks.
"i'm okay," you mumbled, pulling away but stumbling as you did so, the alcohol suddenly hitting as you swayed in place.
was the world spinning? or is it just you?
but the look of rafe's face, it's probably just you.
"come on, let's get you home," he said, trying to take your hand but you pulled away, looking up at him with a drunken scowl on your face.
"what the fuck, rafe" you whisper yelled, as if someone was listening.
no one was, obviously, but your head was spinning and your body was shaking you couldn't help but feel on edge.
"why're you acting so nice?"
he seemed taken back by this, your sudden outburst causing him to freeze in place.
"that guy was getting touchy with you-"
"no," you cut him off, trying to maintain eye contact but your neck started to feel sore, 'was he always this tall?' you thought.
"you shouldn't care."
you were right, why was he acting so nice all of a sudden, after years of picking on you and belittling you.
"i just- just" was rafe speechless? for once in his life he was speechless.
"go on," you huffed, a sudden breeze causing you to cross your arms over your chest and shiver slightly.
"i've always cared," rafe mumbled, sighing as your body started to shake as he gestured behind him.
"let me take you home, it's the least i can do."
you thought for a second, biting at your bottom lip as you narrowed your eyes at the boy.
"fine," you mumbled, "but only because i'm freezing my ass off."
the drive back was quiet and long, or maybe it only felt like that because none of you dared to talk.
but the heat was blasting and you were finally warm so you didn't care.
pulling into your driveway, you were about to get out but froze when you felt rafe's hand fall on your shoulder.
"y/n," he spoke, voice so quiet it scared you, "i've always liked you."
"what're you talking about-"
"i just acted a fool because i'm jealous," he groaned, like the words he just spoke had a bitter taste on his tongue.
"jealous?" you questioned, eyebrows furrowing as you gave him a funny look, "jealous of what?"
"jj, you two are obviously dating."
your eyes widened before you let out a laugh, followed by another, and then another.
rafe's brows deepened as you giggled to yourself, the boy thinking you were making fun of him.
gosh he felt so stupid.
"i'm not dating him, you idiot."
rafe doesn't know what he felt first, relief or hope.
relief that you weren't dating that low life pogue, or hope that he finally had a chance.
"he's like a brother to me," you added.
"oh," was all rafe could muster out, silence following after.
you both stared at each other in this silence, daring one another to speak first.
it's when rafe sighed that those two words fell from his lips.
"i'm sorry."
a small smile made its way to your lips, never in your life thinking rafe would ever apologize for the way he's been treating you.
"it's fine, rafe" you said, watching as his eyes widened ever so slightly, "but i can't forgive you that easily. if you want a chance with me, you have to prove your sorry."
okay, maybe you came off a little too cocky.
"so you're saying i have a chance?" rafe smiled, your heart doing a little flip as you pretended to think.
"if you play your cards right."
with that, you slide out the car, shutting the door behind you as you then heard the window roll down.
"can i take you out then?" he asked, nervousness in his voice as you shrugged your shoulders.
"we'll see."
he couldn't help but smile at that, watching you walk towards your front door as he started to reverse out.
before fully pulling out of the driveway, he leaned over the console and yelled out to you.
"i'll wait for you."
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caffeinemachine · 8 months
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Life Jacket - Chapter 1
Conrad Fisher x Eldest Conklin Sibling Reader
I just wrote this so quickly cause it was sitting in my head and it had to get out. Go read this post for an idea of what this series will be! I'm very excited about it!
Here's Part One!!!
Word Count; 1.2K
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Cousins. Lots of mixed emotions came with going to Cousins. I loved it I really did, but I wasn’t blessed with the privilege of experiencing the blissful, worry-free love like my sister. Things still followed me to Cousins, responsibilities. And I always was stuck wishing they didn’t.
My siblings got to go swimming whenever they wanted, I had to swim once a day to “keep up with it” in my parents' words, mainly my Dad. I know they don't mean it. That in their hearts they do it out of love. Cause I do love swimming, I really do, but sometimes I wish reality could go on pause so I could live freely for a little while. With no concerns, or right way or wrong way, just me doing as I please. Without my Dad here the past two summers it helped. He’s harder on me than Mom. I grew up to realize it was just cause he didn’t really know how to be a parent. Does anyone really?  But his way of showing me love as a parent was by promising my success and ensuring my future. Well, I got recruited to Harvard's swim program with a scholarship so I guess his way of love kind of worked.
Despite everything, Cousins meant I got to see them. Susannah, Jeremiah, and him. Conrad. He was what stirred my emotions about Cousins the most. I’d had a crush on him for as long as I could remember. But I couldn’t tell him. I couldn’t jeopardize our families like that.  I didn’t have time for boys. I had tried to date here and there, but everyone got bored, or mad that I “didn’t have enough time for them”. I couldn’t even get upset because they were right. I didn’t have time for them like normal high school girls did. I couldn’t hang out after school, I had swim practice and very few high school boys wanted to hang out just to do homework together once I got home if you know what I mean. I couldn't afford to be distracted, so I let them all go. I couldn’t do that to Conrad, put him in that situation. I also think I couldn’t do it to myself. The other boys didn’t matter, but him? Losing him would crush me so hard that I don’t think I would recover.
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I drove to Cousins with Steven in my car.  I had saved up all summer and bought my trusty Volkswagen Passat last Fall. That was another pro about Cousins, the money. I've worked as a lifeguard at the club since I was 15, and I also did swim lessons there as well as private lessons. Those people will pay real well to have an all-star swimmer teach their three-year-old how to float I’ll tell ya.
“So you excited to work this summer?” I asked Steven. He got a job at the pool snack stand at the club and I had helped Jeremiah get a position as a lifeguard.
“Yeah, I guess, I’m excited to make big bucks like you have been all these summers.” He smiled at me making me instantly light up. Steven just had a natural energy to him that brightened people's moods. 
We jammed out to music for the rest of the drive and before I knew it we were pulling in the driveway. I noticed my mom's car wasn’t here yet. Knowing her and Belly, they probably stopped for snacks. Man, this house. I dreamed about this house. It was absolutely beautiful. I honked, our signal to them we had arrived. 
Jeremiah was the first one to run out to see us, but Susannah was not far behind. Conrad was nowhere to be seen, odd. I didn't have time to think about it though as Jere scooped me up in a big hug and spun me around. I noticed then how much he had grown since last summer. He probably started working out and he definitely grew a couple of inches. As we said hello he had a huge smile on his face, he usually did Jere was always a golden retriever in human form. 
Then Susannah came up to me. when Susannah hugged me it was like life went on pause, the way I always wanted it to. In her arms I was safe, in her arms I was still just her baby, the first born girl. 
“ Wow Y/N look at you, my precious girl, you've bloomed," Susannah said to me as she held the sides of my face. I never doubted a word Susannah said, the way she said things made me believe them. Susannah never said it and neither did I, but we were each other's favorites. She always spoiled me, she always was my number one fan. Susannah had a level of enthusiasm to her that most people didn't have. It probably wasn't fair for me to call her my favorite. She got to love me like a mother and spoil me like the fun aunt, and she never had to give me any of the negatives. So yes it probably wasn't fair for her to be my favorite, which is why I only ever told her private.
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We all walked back inside, Susannah and Jere helping Steven and me carry in our bags. Still no Conrad. I dropped my bags on the floor as I scanned my eyes around my room. Nothing out of place, everything was as I left it. I really do love this room. It was bigger than my one back home, it even had a small walk-in closet.  Conrad and I had the biggest rooms, we were the oldest so we got the first pick of rooms. 
I'm mindlessly unpacked for a while before hearing the same signal I had done myself just a bit earlier, Mom and Belly were here. I didn't rush down after all, I had seen them just a few hours ago. I thought it was okay to let them have their own proper reunion with the Fishers. So I finished putting the rest of my clothes in my drawers before I went downstairs. However, when I open my bedroom door, I open it to find Conrad with his hand in mid-air as if he were about to knock. 
“Whoa- oh, hi,” I said somewhat skeptically, he had just appeared out of nowhere, where had he been when I would got here? He cleared his throat, shuffling his feet somewhat awkwardly as he put his arm down from its spot in the air and clasped his hands behind his back.
“Hey, um I was uh coming to say hello!  I was down at the beach surfing all morning, I didn't even realize you were here until your mom pulled up and you weren't with her.” He seemed nervous for some reason, I wasn't sure why.
“Don't worry about it, was the surf any good?” 
He smiled at me then, “ Yeah it was so good, I lost track of time.” I smile back at him, I had missed him. 
“Glad to know you missed my entrance for something worthwhile.” He laughed, me along with him before his face went back to being relaxed. He stared at me in silence for a few moments before suddenly, before I could even realize what was happening, Conrad had his arms around me. Conrad was hugging me. It was nice, but odd. Conrad wasn't the most affectionate person and this was very out of the blue.
“I'm happy you're here Y/N.” He whispered, slightly muffled by my hair. We backed away as I said,
“Me too.”  The silence stretched a moment too long for my level of comfort. He was too intoxicating, his gaze on me was all consuming, I had to get out of there. “I'm going to go say hi to my mom and my sister.” I rushed out, going past him down the stairs before he even replied.
This summer was already off to an interesting start.
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red-hot-kick · 4 months
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Theory: Ryuji was popular, before.
I'm not entirely sure if anyone has really talked about this but I maintain my interpretation that, in the canon of Persona 5, Ryuji used to be very (or at least moderately) popular prior to the events of the story.
This is something I've gotten into before when talking to friends who like the game and the character, but I haven't really considered writing it down until now. The main argument I have is based on three things:
Things Ryuji alluded to in canon (but no one believed him on)
The deliberate choice of making him a track athlete
Typecasting for voice actors
1: "There were girls all over me!"
I don't really have the time to go on a deep dive through all the instances in which he hints at his reputation before the Kamoshida incident, but I think the most clear-cut representation of this was during the scene where he and Ann spend the day with Futaba during her post-palace social rehabilitation:
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So here's the thing...I don't think he's lying about this. Nobody in the room would be that impressed to find out whether Ryuji was popular since they are already friends (or in Mona's case, he really just doesn't care), so it wouldn't make sense for him to lie.
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Regarding everyone's reactions though, here's my impression: Ann was simply not aware of what was going on with the track team, being predominantly focused on dealing with rumors, her friendship with Shiho, and her modeling career (and eventually Kamoshida's advances once he started doing that shit) and she mentions a few times that she and Ryuji weren't actually close before joining the PT; they were just in the same class in middle school. Futaba hasn't interacted with anyone her age in years and isn't the most reliable source when it comes to what people generally find attractive; just because she doesn't have any interest in Ryuji doesn't mean that nobody her age would. And Morgana is a cat that brags constantly about how cool he is, so he shouldn't be throwing rocks.
There are many other times in the game when you get little glimpses of his social savvy, and from my understanding of Royal (I'm an OG vanilla P5 player and haven't done 3rd-semester yet, so don't kill me) when the track team returns to "how it was", he is getting along extremely well with everyone. Not only was he the team's ace: this kid was also expected to become the captain by his senior year (as briefly mentioned when he bumps into his former senpai at the gym, iirc). That's huge! If his team held him in such high regard, then the general student body of Shujin surely had a similar opinion. This brings me to my next point:
2: Girls like boys that run fast(???)
This is honestly something that baffles me. It's also really difficult for me to substantiate; any source material on this is obviously in Japanese and if I could find any of it, I sure as hell can't read it. The only English-language source I know of I cannot find anymore; I think it was an old Tofugu article? However. If you've watched any romance anime set in a high school during the last 20 years, you might have seen this trope at some point: the school sports festival is happening, and the relay race is kind of a huge deal (it's the final event! a make-or-break moment for the class!). The boy thinks to himself "If I win this race, I'll be able to win her heart/ask her out/etc." Low-stakes drama ensues. Maybe a confession happens.
This is (from what I've been told) based on a long-standing trend of girls and women self-reporting in surveys about how, oftentimes, their crushes in junior or senior high school were simply "the boy who ran the fastest in the races". I have no idea what this means in a broader cultural context. It makes no goddamn sense to me at all. Do not cite me on this. But I think it's worth keeping in mind, even if it's almost entirely speculative (and possibly outdated) information. And even if it's just based on rumors, don't you think it's pretty in-character for Ryuji to go for a track scholarship—despite being adept at other sports like baseball and football/soccer, as mentioned in P5 and P5D—because he was aware of the potential of being more popular with girls? Of course, his priority would be getting the scholarship and paying his way through school to lighten his mother's burden, but hey, getting a girlfriend on the way up wouldn't be half bad!
I think this could also inform us as to why Kamoshida (as a predator who wanted attention from high school girls) felt so threatened by the track team in particular, and why he felt a need to specifically knock Ryuji down a peg and sought out a weakness to do so (as opposed to targeting any of the probably just-as-popular boys on the many other athletic teams and clubs in the school). Just some food for thought on this one! Also, if anyone can find a source or has any insight on the relay race thing, please share. I am so confused about it.
3: Typecasting
So this is something that you really only notice if you are very into keeping up with seiyuu in Japan. I am not one of those people. But I do have some favorite voice actors! One of these being Mamoru Miyano.
So I freakin' love this dude. He's voiced a lot of my favorite characters, sings incredibly well, and has an unreal sense of comedy. He's stated in interviews that his acting inspiration is Jim Carrey, and let me tell you: it shows. He is also quite consistently typecast into certain roles, predominantly as princely pretty-boy types, Coolguys, or complete fucking nutcases. Sometimes all three at the same time (shoutout to my boy Ling FMA!)
ATLUS definitely cast him for P5 because of his comedic chops. But I think they also cast him because having him voice someone like Ryuji is a great way to subvert expectations for the player. I think it's supposed to give you whiplash—"what do you mean the voice of LIGHT FUCKING YAGAMI is coming out of this guy's mouth?" "why does the delinquent character sound like king of the host club Tamaki Suou?" "isn't that Rin Matsuoka's voice?" etc. etc. etc.
(here's a quick list, just to really get the idea across. maybe you recognize a few.)
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This is obviously a non-comprehensive list, but something that a lot of the characters he's voiced over the years have in common is that they were considered cool, handsome, or popular. Not just for fans, but within the canon of their stories! So...what does that mean? What does that say about how we should see Ryuji?
I think players are supposed to expect that he will fall into one of those categories too, and then be surprised to find that it's not the case—that he's been isolated and made bitter and resigned by what happened to him the year before.
Speaking of his tone, I think it's very telling that Ryuji actually forgets to keep up the delinquent act a lot in the original JP audio, which unfortunately doesn't really carry over in the ENG translation. The delivery of his JP lines sounds a bit more subdued in comparison too—yeah he's got a lot of energy and is very hotheaded, but when he gets to talking about serious shit, he sounds a lot more regretful and melancholy as opposed to the EN delivery which depicts him as more resentful and outwardly angry. I think before Shit Went Down, he probably had the Coolguy vibe. Still a bit of a rowdy idiot and a showoff, but I think he probably came across to most people as a very friendly, sincere, and popular guy.
So yeah, the girls probably were all over him, at least for a short while.
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Hi! Can you please write headcanons for BTS members where they overhear that a txt member has a crush on their crush? They get jealous and insecure because reader is close to their age, so they don't confess because of this reason but tries to distance reader from them. Thank you ❤️ ❤️
BTS Getting Jealous of Readers Relationship with TXT
{A/N;Hellloooo, so for context, reader is an idol and has a flirty relationship with the member. I'm assuming you mean that the reader is close to TXT's ages, so I'll guess around like 2000? For Jin and Yoongi it'd be weird to go any younger than that imo so the set age is like 2000/01 for all members. Some of these are confessions, some aren't. Like I said, age ranges are tricky so idk, like for the maknae line it was fine because they'd be only 3-5 years younger (if its 2000) so it's not a problem. Hope you enjoy :)}
*Honestly, the rest are mid, just skip to JK for some drama*
Jin;
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Jin had met you backstage at an award show
You immediately became friendly
This was further amplified by the fact that you needed up being on a few of the same variety shows
So Jin had thought that everything was going well
Problem was that you were a bit younger than him
8 years to be exact
So he thought it was kind of weird at first to be anything more than friends with you
Your company had ended up being bought by HYBE
So Jin had started to run into you around the building a lot more often
But that also meant that you'd be around other groups a lot more often
This included TXT
You had filmed a promotional dance challenge with TXT for your comeback and had become pretty friendly with Soobin
Jin didn't think anything of it and to him he SHOULDN'T care, right?
So he forgot about it for awhile
But then one day BTS and TXT sat down together
(idk where just go with it lol)
And you know...everyone starts to gossip
And Hoseok was like, "So...you guys got anyone special in mind???"
And TXT being in the presence of their seniors are like "😳"
But the Yeonjun being himself, blabs
"Soobin thinks Y/n is hot"
Now Jin
Jinnnnnnnn
Why would he have beef with a dude 8 years younger than him?
But you know he's thinking in his head, "Pfffpt, as if he has a chance"
And his face on the outside is like this, "🥸", but on the inside he's a bit of a combination of, "🤬&😨"
But as I said, he knew that you'd #1; Probably be more comfortable with someone like Soobin and #2; Be safer getting a relationship exposed with someone like Soobin because you're the same age and it would probably be 5% less of a scandal.
So, he kinda watched from the background for a few weeks
Noticed how you acted around Soobin and noticed that you seemed happy with him
But you noticed that Jin had become distant
You'd see him around and he'd find a way to get out of having a conversation with you
So one day, you confronted him
"Did I do something wrong?", you asked him one day as you passed each other in the hallway.
Jin stopped walking and turned around to face you. He looked at you for a minute, silent, not knowing what to say.
He hadn't expected you to notice the change in behavior
It broke his heart to distance himself from you but he didn't now how to get over his feelings for you.
"No, it's just..."
"What Jin?"
"I've been going through some things lately, it's nothing personal"
He just couldn't do it.
Yoongi:
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You had been an idol under BigHit
The first few years, the two of you didn't interact much
Most likely because you were 7 years younger than him and there was no reason to talk to you for quite a long time
But recently, Yoongi had approached you
Mainly because he had heard a song that you had produced and wanted to compliment you on your work
You became friendly and had actually been invited to his studio a few times
(which many know is a huge honor)
If Yoongi was being completely honest, he had developed a bit of a crush on you
You had a lot in common; both produced music, worked at the same company, had the same profession, etc...
But like already stated, there was just a little problem
You were way younger than him
(and we've seen the way he acts around people younger than him, he acts like a grandpa lmao)
So, he had every intention of keeping it platonic.
But then, after filming the Suchwita episode with TXT
After filming, Yoongi was jokingly asking a very drunk Yeonjun a lot of questions
And Taehyun was teasing Yeonjun about basically anything
And then Taehyun accidentally mentioned your name
And Yoongi was like, 'What about Y/n?'
And Taehyun was like 'Tehehehe, he likes Y/n'
And Yeonjun was all blush-y and passed out so he wasn't even denying it
And Yoongi was kinda jealous not gonna lie
So he played it off well and sent them off
And he checked his phone, saw that he had a text from you
And you know how you can clear messages, lmao, that's what he did
He knew that you and him probably wouldn't work
And similar to Jin, he was too afraid of the backlash to an age gap if it ever came out that the two of you were dating
So he needed some distance.
Hoseok:
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Hobi had become very protective over you since you had meet back in 2018
You had debuted the year before and had nervously approached him backstage and told him how big of a fan you were of BTS
And Hobi just thought that you were so cute
So you had become friends
But honestly...flirty friends
He had his suspicions that you liked him
And he liked you
But he never really knew of a way to express any of his feelings
You were a bit younger than him, and speaking in seniority terms, his group was older than yours
So to him, it was a tricky slope to navigate
Well...until now
Hoseok had been in the practice room with Yeonjun (sorry but like anyone in TXT younger than Beomgyu is just awkward to write about lmao, like imagine Hobi (1994) beefing with Heuning Kai (2002) )
Anyways....
Hoseok was having one of those heart to heart type things with Yeonjun and Yeonjun had actually mentioned you out of the blue.
And Hobi (loving to talk about you cuz like we said, there was something there) was like , "Do tell :))))"
So Yeonjun was like, "Well, I know you and Y/n are close and I was wondering if you could give her my number?"
And Hoseok was like,"Why? For a work-related thing?"
And Yeonjun explained how he was interested in you.
So Hoseok did give him your number (he couldn't come up with an excuse not to), but right after he came up with an excuse that he had to leave.
And he rushed over to your dorm.
And he was knocking frantically, and you opened it all confused
And BOOM
Grabs your face and kisses you.
Start of a power couple.
Namjoon:
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So apparently Joon is an extrovert??
Yeah he's an ENFP
I was shocked to find that out a few months ago
Anyways
Extroverts love to party and all that jazz
And you know how idols have album release parties, etc...
Well, that's how you met
At an album release for someone else
But you bumped into each other at a table and you laughed and apologized and by the end of the night had exchanged numbers
Well, since then, you two had spent a lot of time together
But you had also been in the midst of a comeback recently
And while promoting, you met TXT at one of the comeback showcase thingies (idk Inkigayo or something sorry I can't think of the name)
And your managers were like "Omg you should film a dance challenge with *yep you guessed it* Yeonjun!!!"
{A/N; IKKK, Yeonjun is breaking a lot of hearts I guess I'm sorry}
And you and Yeonjun became good friends too after that
Namjoon saw the video and thought it was cute, but didn't think much of it
As TXT and BTS are label mates as you know *fighting🫶*
But then one day he was walking down the hallway past a dance studio room and overheard the TXT members talking about you
So Namjoon being nosey hid outside of the door where they couldn't see him and listened in
"Yeonjun, you should take Y/n out on a date", Beomgyu said as everyone laughed
Namjoon felt like going and unliking the video he saw of the two of you, he was so jealous {A/N; LMAO, that line sounds so dumb, but it made me laugh as I wrote it so I'm keeping it in😭}
He snapped out of his jealous rage and headed back to his studio.
Trying to be rational, Would the two of you even work? You are a bit younger than, you're only year younger than Yeonjun, would you be better off with someone like him?
But when he arrived and closed the door as he walked in, he looked over at his desk and saw you.
There you were, sitting in his chair, smiling up at him
"Joonie!!!!, I texted you but you didn't text back", you said as you got up to greet him.
But before you could pull him into a hug, Namjoon bent down and pulled you into a kiss.
Jimin:
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Jimin had always been a supportive label mate
To TXT and your group
Actually, Jimin kind of had his suspicions that you liked him
Mainly because every time he would see you, your group mates would nudge you and giggle.
He thought it was cute, but actually after getting to know you, he had developed some feelings for you
Neither of you would confess though
Yeah, you were 5 yeas younger, and that's what kind of held Jimin back
And in return, Jimin was five years older, so you would never make the first move.
But what if an event pushed him to?
Like I said, TXT, BTS, & your group were all label mates
So, you knew BTS, which obviously meant that you knew your other label mate
So on that side of the pond, you were very friendly with Beomgyu.
And just like with Jimin, you were oblivious
Avianyuh? What do you mean oblivious?
Well...Beomgyu liked you too
LOVE TRIANGLE
I'm just kidding
Now the one person who did know about Jimin's feelings for you was Jungkook
Who was very friendly with TXT
And one day, Jungkook calls Jimin and he's like, "Hyung...you have some competition"
And Jimin's all confused so Jungkook explains that Beomgyu mentioned that he liked you
And Jimin is like, "Oh shit", because he knows that the two of you are friendly
So he immediately heads out the door to your apartment and he calls you and is like, "I have something important to tell you, can you meet me outside"
So when he gets there, you're standing near the entrance to your apartment
And he starts with this long speech, 'Y/n, we've known each other for awhile and I think that there's something between us and-"
You cut him off with a kiss
#BigHitpowercouple
Taehyung:
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Taehyung isn't about competition
I actually see TAehyung as being a very forward person
Like, I know I keep writing all of these requests for crushes and shit, but honestly with Taehyung I don't see him being one for crushes.
Like I think if he wants you, then he'll just confess
So this will be brief
He's probably been friends with you for awhile
But he kind of develops feelings for you
And one day, probably like Jin, he'll be sitting down with the TXT members
And one of them (probably Yeonjun idk) mentions that he thinks you're cute.
And Taehyung is straight up like, "Oh I think she has a boyfriend, sorry"
And then the next time he sees you, he confesses
And you're like, "Where'd all this come from"
And he's honest
"One of the TXT members was talking about you and it got me thinking..."
👏Kim Taehyung everybody👏
Jungkook:
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He gives me drama queen vibes
Like he loves the chase of a relationship
Unlike Taehyung, I think he loves having a crush
Blabbing to his friends about her
Having his members tease him about it
Plus he's the youngest (so for me this is less weird and I can start some beeeeef)
You two are four years apart
Not bad, but ehhhhh some people could side eye idk how judgmental people are lmao
I think more people would be bothered about the fact that you were a fourth gen idol and he was third
So like, the public views him as more experienced than you
But you know how I said that I think JK enjoys having crushes
Well, I also think he's very hard on himself
And BigHit has protected him a lot from public scrutiny so I think a relationship where you two aren't the exact some age would maybe ruffle a few feathers
So he hasn't really made any moves on you
And a tiny part of him is afraid of getting rejected
So for now, it's some harmless, shameless flirting
Won't hurt anyone, right?
Well, trying to not crush on someone, but continuing to flirt with them can cause some problems
And TXT and Jungkook are close
So one day, Jungkook was talking with Soobin and blah blah blah, Soobin ends up saying he thinks you're hot
And JK is like, "Ummmm, why?"
And Soobin is low-key offended for you because he gets the impression that Jungkook was calling you ugly
*I told you there'd be beef*
And Jungkook is like, "Idk out of all the people, why her", now what he really means is; I like her, so why do you have to crush on MY crush?
But Soobin still thinks JK is just being a major dick
And Jungkook is now feeling like HE has competition
Kook loves competition, but he hates losing
So, he goes home
And now he's all bothered
And then the next day, he sees YOU with SOOBIN
And you're giggling and Soobin's looking at you all loved up
And JK wants to punch him
And then you see Jungkook and wave him over
And Soobin is giving JK a death glare, and JK's giving him back one
And now you're looking between the two of them and you're just confused
So JK is like, "Y/n, can I speak to you for a moment?", and as he asks, he isn't even looking at you, he's looking at Soobin
And son you follow him down the hall and Kook presses you up against a wall
And he gets all up in your face you're like, "😳"
And he starts asking you all of these questions
"Are you into him?", "How could you not tell me you were dating him?"
And now you're REALLY confused
"I'm not dating Soobin, what're you talking about?", you say.
"You aren't? But, but he's all over you", Jungkook asks.
"Wait a minute, even if I was...why would you care?", you ask him, crossing your arms.
Well shit, now he's outed himself
"I, uh, just wanted to know, that's all..."
"...that's all?"
"Do you want to go out with me", he said, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly.
"Took you long enough", you said as you walked away.
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My bad, I forgot I had autism.
So, big f*cking week at work. Very f**king big week. I crushed it. I rose to the opportunity and finished better than anyone thought a project of mine at work. Boss huged me. Parents said they were proud. My LinkedIn was soaring. I was happy. I'm still happy.
I spent a whole week being more social, more hyperactive, more organized and more talkative than ever. I met people after people and made small talk. I f*cking orchestrated, directed and executed an event I had been planning for since May. Working 13 hours a day for 3 days. I FREAKING KILLED IT. All while going to the gym, keeping my diet in check and taking care of myself (bedroom clean, teeth brushed, nails clean, beard shaven).
Side note, for you my readers (is anyone reading this?). There's a thing I haven't told you officially, my dear Tumblr blog, and that is that I have a big fat autistic brain with ADHD sprinkles on top. And since I didn't know about any of this since I was 20, years have passed and my subconscious stil thinks I don't have autism and ADHD and that I can just function as a normal human being.
Back to the main story, an hour after the event was done and everyone was going home, it hit me. Like a train. My regular delusion that I can be a normal person for extended periods of time came to an end faster than I can say "autism". Like a freaking tsunami had reached my shore, I broke down at a friends house and slept for 12h straight. My brain had had enough. Dopamine wasn't flowing. Adrenaline rush was gone. My frontal cortex announced early retirement as I said goodbye to the few people who stayed until the very end.
I was down on my friends's sofa for about half a day. I thought that would be it, that I would get home and go to work the next day and everything would be fine. But it was not. I've spent the last few days as a zombie, walking around the office as if anything around me had anything to do with me. I came home at the end of my 9 to 5 to have dinner at 7 and be in bed by 8-9 every day. I stopped going to the gym, I couldn't care less about my diet and my skincare has stopped. And I can't do anything about it. I just don't care. I can't make myself care.
I have to stand aside as my brain repeats the cycle again: work hard & play hard until you can't take it anymore. And it's not something I can't really control. My roomates don't understand why I'm home so much and I'm not out and about all day like always. My friends reach out to hang but I just wanna wear my new pajamas and watch the new Doctor Who special (it was awesome btw, love you David Tennant)
I need recharging, but it feels like the world is made only for Duracell AA batteries I'm a potato in salt water trying to power a Tesla in the highway.
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( Previously... )
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Blackjack: “First of all, Tricky—I’m so sorry I’ve been so frazzled. I know—”
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Party Trick: “don’t.”
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Party Trick: “EVER. apologize. for how you feel. i know you’ve been stressed out. your feelings are important.”
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Party Trick: “you don’t have to tell me everything. i just need to know you’re okay.”
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Blackjack: “...Thank you.”
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Blackjack: “Still... I’m sorry for not talking to you sooner. I wanted to tell you exactly what was going on, but I wanted to wait until I was certain I knew what I was feeling. I know I put it off for way too long. I didn’t think about how you would feel.”
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Party Trick: “jack i literally feel the emotions of everyone in the house. that’s not your fault. it's not personal. however, i accept your apology for the sake of closure.”
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Party Trick: “again. you don’t have to tell me everything—i just need to know you’re okay.”
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Blackjack: “I’m okay. I promise. And... I want to tell you everything. It’s pretty embarrassing, but... Someone asked me if I had a crush on you. I, uh, I started overthinking everything and my anxiety got the better of me. Once I cleared my head a bit, I realized I’ve never had romantic feelings for anyone. Like I was doing something wrong, you know? Even though I know that’s not true.”
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Blackjack: “I’m still figuring myself out, but... saying I’m asexual feels right. I’m gonna try that for myself. I also found the term aromantic, which resonates with me too, but... I don’t wanna get overwhelmed, so, one thing at a time.”
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Party Trick: “i got asked the same thing. fools think i’ll reveal my secrets.”
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Blackjack: “But, it did make me realize... Despite all that, I can’t imagine a future without you. Even if it’s not a romantic thing. I... I hope that’s not disappointing for you.”
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Party Trick: “jackie.”
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Party Trick: “i felt everything you felt. your anxiety, frustration, dread... love. so much love. and it's the same kind of love that i've had for you, all this time. i don't know what kind of love that is, either, but it's ours.”
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(( So in between real life things it took a long time to get this post up, but I wanna thank you all so much for not only your patience, but your enthusiasm and participation in this story arc! There are still a few little things to wrap up, but this was the culmination of it all.
First off, a huge thank you to Nans (who also runs @ascendedofthesea) for doing the panels for the telepathy sequence! They turned out perfectly and I'm so in love with their style for it!! <3 (This artwork was commissioned, and I highly recommend commissioning Nans too when they're open!)
Secondly, this is something I've had planned since the blog started. I'm not asexual myself and never intended on telling a story about asexuality, but I certainly wrote this arc with my own experiences with coming out in mind. Plus, ace and aro representation is always important! Anything I wrote from Jack's perspective was inspired heavily by talking with my ace friends over the years, and I hope I portrayed him justly.
Thirdly, I know this post ended sort of vaguely. Since I never want to be seen as baiting anyone, I promise there will be closure! I know what I want to have happen, I just haven't figured out how I'll make it happen yet. We'll let these two have some time to figure things out amongst themselves. :D
Lastly! If you opted in to participate in Jack's pride asks, there's no time limit if you still haven't answered yours! I'll continue to reblog answers that I get as long as people post responses. Jack still wants to hear it, too!
Thanks again to everyone for your patience and for following along with the story. <3 ))
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2023 BL/GL/QL Round-Up Post
I thought for posterity I'd post a reflection on everything I watched that completed in 2023. For me, that means anything that started in 2022 but the last episode was in 2023 is on this list, but anything that will still be airing after 31 December 2023 11:59 my time (EST) is not on this list, even if the bulk of the show did air in 2023.
A few stats:
110 discrete pieces of content (series/films)
clocking in at est. 600 hours of NEW BL/GL content only
from 9 different countries (Cambodia [1], Philippines [3], Hong Kong [1], Japan [18], Korea [19], Myanmar [1], Taiwan [6], Thailand [56], Vietnam [7])
~50% of the content I watched on this list is from Thailand
~85% of my content was on YouTube [40%], GaGaOoLaLa [23%] and iQIYI [21%].
[Note that this year a lot of older GMMTV shows moved off of YouTube and onto Viki so if you're looking at these stats to decide what to pay for, this won't account for that.]
This doesn't include re-watches or catching up on old shows [e.g. I re-watched Love Sick, My Ride the Series, Semantic Error, ITSAY/IPYTM, Our Dating Sim at least 3 times lol, and anything with a s2 I re-watched s1 to prep, among others, watched Fujoshi Ukkari Gei no Kokuru (2019) for the first time] or non-QL [e.g. Heartstopper s2, Our Flag Means Death s2, Taskmaster s. 15 & 16, Uncanny Counter s2, One Piece s1, etc.] but does include films as well as shows, though I don't count special episodes separately (so Wedding Plan counts once, though I watched both the show and the special).
I hope you all appreciate that with this much content, and with my general brand of being unable to make decisions, I really struggled to narrow down a top 10 list. What follows is the best I could do lol
Top 20 Shows I'd Recommend From This Year:
Moonlight Chicken
Our Dating Sim
Bed Friend
The Eighth Sense
La Pluie
Sing My Crush
Tokyo in April Is...
Wedding Plan
Laws of Attraction
I Cannot Reach You
I Feel You Linger in the Air
What Did You Eat Yesterday S2
I Became the Lead in a BL Drama
If It's With You
Love in Translation
Our Dining Table
My Personal Weatherman
My Beautiful Man: Eternal
My School President
Be My Favorite
+10 I liked but I would only recommend with caveats:
Love Class 2
The New Employee [for the Rainbow Rice Cakes]
Let's Eat Together Aki and Haru
Never Let Me Go
Kiseki: Dear to Me
Unintentional Love Story
The Day I Loved You
End of the World with You
A Breeze of Love
Jack O'Frost
Bonus: Not a BL but worth calling out:
One Room Angel
Midnight Museum
Grand Guignol
The Warp Effect
Sadly, of the GLs that aired this year, I wouldn't recommend any of them. The best one was Show Me Love, which was not actually good but had very gorgeous women and a LOT of flirting.
The other huge thing that happened this year was that I stopped lurking! Thanks specifically to @lurkingshan and @bengiyo demanding everyone start talking about La Pluie, because they got me to post my first meta post. And because I started actually talking to people, I started making actual friends, and participated in organizing things like the Be My Favorite clown checkpoint for ep 11. I also disappeared a month because of life, and am still catching up on everything I intended to write this year. But it's been really rewarding finding this corner of tumblr with likeminded people who like good shows, like to think about these shows, and who are interested in talking about them in a way that's insightful and respectful.
It's been a long time since I felt comfortable enough participating actively in a fandom, and I just want to say to everyone I've interacted with this year: Thank you!
Full list under the cut for anyone curious! [Mostly in order it aired but may be slightly off].
Love Bill
Director Who Buys Me Dinner, The
Star Always Follow You, The
Cutie Pie 2 You
Between Us the Series (Hemp Rope)
Reason Why He Fell in Love with Me Special & S2 [international release]
New Employee, The
I Will Hit You/I Will Knock You
Individual Circumstances
609 Bedtime Story
GAPYuri / GAP the series
My School President
HitBiteLove the Series
Never Let Me Go
Moonlight Chicken
History 5: Love in the Future
Oh My God (ToDo) the Series
Warp Effect, The
End of the World, With You
My Blessing the Series
Our Winter (miniseries)
All the Liquors
Once in Memory: Let Me Be Yours
Shoulder to Cry On, A
Jack O'Frost
Our Dating Sim
Midnight Museum
Me, My Husband, and My Husband's Boyfriend
My Colleague at BL Shop might be My Meant-to-Be
Unintentional Love Story
Chains of Heart
Bed Friend the series
Bad Brother the Series
Stormy Honeymoon
Eighth Sense, the
Bad Brother the Series
Future Series
Tin Tam Jai the series
Crush on You
House of Stars the Series
Happy Merry Ending
Boss and a Babe, A
Pastsenger the Series
Love Mate
Love Syndrome the Series
Promise the Series, The
Day I Loved You, The
Our Dining Table (Bokura no Shokutaku)
Our Skyy 2
My Story the Series
Starstruck
Love Tractor
Naked Dining
Luminous Solution, The
Omai Series / Is My Roommate A Foreigner
Stupid Genius
Step By Step
La Pluie the series
Tie the Not
Sing My Crush / Follow the Wind
Tokyo in April Is .../ Shigatsu no Tokyo wa
Senior Love Me?
Be My Favorite
Show Me Love
Dinosaur Love
Low Frequency
Stay Still
Stay By My Side
Jun & Jun
Wedding Plan the Series
Laws of Attraction, the
Love Class s2
Minato's Laundromat S2
Hidden Agenda
Bon Appetit
Why RU the Series [Korean adaptation]
Be Mine Superstar
Star, The Season 2
Love In Translation
My Beautiful Man: Eternal
My Personal Weatherman
Bump Up Business
Naughty Babe Series
Only Friends
Grand Guignol
Dangerous Romance
If It's With You / Kimi to Nara Koi wo Shite Mite Mo
Y Journey: Stay Like a Local
I Feel You Linger in the Air
Venus in the Sky
Kiseki: Dear to Me
I Cannot Reach You
You Are Mine
Breeze of Love / Weather Forecast of Love
Mr. Cinderella 2
Let's Eat Together Aki and Haru
One Room Angel
Marry My Dead Body
Lucky My Love the Series
Pure Vanilla: Recipe for Romance
Absolute Zero
Memories, The
My Dear Gangster Oppa
Shadow
What Did You Eat Yesterday? S2
Middleman Love
Beyond the Star
Bake Me Please
You and My Stars
I Became the Lead in a BL Drama
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shewreckz · 1 year
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Interview
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Shannon: So let me get things straight...
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Shannon: You graduated from Tastyville High around five years ago, correct?
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Mindy: Oh my gosh, that was five years ago already? Geez, that means I'm already getting old. I don’t have any white hairs, do I?
Shannon: Uhh...no? I don't think so. But that's not really important. I just need to ask you a few simple questions about your high school. It won't take longer than a few minutes.
Mindy: Oh, totally! I can give you aaaaalll the juicy gossip. I was friends with, like, everyone so I know everyone's dirty secrets! Don't tell anyone I told you any of this, though. Soooo...what do you wanna hear. Crushes? Breakups? HEARTBREAK??
Shannon: Well, we don't really write about gossip at Nowtime News, but uh...thank you for the offer?
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Shannon: All I need you to do is look through this year book photo and name all the people you see, alright?
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Mindy: Oh. My. Gosh! This brings back so many old memories!
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Mindy: I remember this like it was yesterday! There’s actually a whole story behind this photo, y’know?
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Mindy: So basically Sue and Timm were having this huge fight because Timm is so nonconfrontational and a pussy about everything and it was kinda like creating this huge rift in the friend group and then people were taking sides and stuff like Cecilia thought Sue was being too harsh on Timm but then Indigo totally agreed with Sue but then Mary thought Sue was being too harsh but she didn't really wanna say anything cause she had this massive obvious crush on her at the time and-
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Shannon: MINDY!! Like I said, I don't write about gossip! I just need to know if you know them or not!!
Mindy: Ok geeeeez, sorry!!
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Mindy: Yeah, so like, that's me, that's Indigo, Timm, Cecilia, Sue, Mary, James, Connor, and...
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Mindy: Uh...
Shannon: What? What is it?
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Mindy: That's...uhhhmmm...uh. Gosh, I know everyone, how come I don't remember this guy's name?
Mindy: Wait, wait, don't tell me, it's on the tip of my tongue! Ok...that's....Wesley? No. William? It starts with a w, right? Am I close?
Shannon: ...Not even remotely
Mindy: No wait I totally got this! It was an f name, right? Ferdinand? Francisco? Wait...was it Finley? Yes, that's totally it, isn't it? He looks like a Finley!
Shannon: Mindy, do you know the guy or are you just guessing random names??
Mindy: Sigh...ok. I don't know him. I think I vaguely remember seeing him around, but...that's it.
Shannon: Are you sure? Is there really no information you can give me about him?
Mindy: Well...I guess there is one thing...
Mindy: I never spoke to him, but whenever I switched classes, we'd pass each other occasionally on the way to seventh period
Mindy: And sometimes, I'd look back at him. And he'd look back at me.
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Mindy: He had this creepy vacant stare. Like he wasn't really there at all.
Mindy: Or maybe his glasses were just really fogged up, or something.
Mindy: But uh, apart from that, nothing else really comes to mind. Sorry!
Shannon: ...Hm. Interesting.
Shannon: Well, alright. I think that's all I needed to know. Thank you, Mindy.
Mindy: Awww, you have to go already? But I didn't even get to tell you about the time that Sue broke a guy's nose because he looked at Mary weird! Or the time that-
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Shannon: Oh wow! Look at the time! So much important reporter stuff I have to do. Which is very urgent and needs to be taken care of immediately. Okbyethanks.
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Just as I suspected...no friends, no connections, nothing. It lines up with the testimonies of everyone else I interviewed, but that's what makes it all the more puzzling. Why do all of the personal anecdotes of his life completely contradict all the evidence I've come across? If he's lying about certain aspects of his past, is it possible that he's lying about more things as well? And most importantly, what is he getting out of this? Are these simple white lies, or do they conceal a more sinister truth that he doesn't want me to uncover?
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Whoever you are "Moe"...I'm going to get to the bottom of this.
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ceterisparibus116 · 9 months
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Frank has lied to Karen and even put her in explicit danger by using her as bait in the diner to lure out the Blacksmith's men and lied to her by omission by not disclosing his plans. That's worse than any other shit Matt did so? Easily disproves one of your talking points about how "fRaNk nEveR LiEd tO hEr" 🤪 goofy
Normally, I don't consider it productive to engage with someone who...talks like this...but I do think it's interesting to compare Frank's lies vs Matt's lies.
[First, pro tip: if you're going to say a person's point is "easily disproven," it helps to articulate that point correctly. I never said Frank "never" lied to her; I said: "Frank (for the most part) did neither of those things [lied to her nor put her on a pedestal]." I'm conceding that Frank did lie to her, but suggesting that his relationship with her was not marked by lies the way Matt's relationship with her was. Misrepresenting someone's point like this is called a "straw man fallacy." I encourage everyone who's unfamiliar with the idea to look it up!]
Let's talk about the lies. Frank totally lied to Karen and used her as bait, which I (as a viewer) find pretty horrific. And is that "worse" than Matt's lies? If the metric we use to determine "worse" is "which endangers Karen more," then I think Frank did directly endanger her more than Matt did.
But we have to look at this from Karen's perspective, and I don't think the metric she's using is "which lies endanger me more." Frankly, Karen doesn't much care about danger. She cares about Capital-T Truth. She cares about trust. She cares about honest relationships. And by that metric, I think yes, she believes that Matt's lies are "worse."
I believe this for the reasons listed below, but also because it strikes me that her reactions to Frank's lies vs Matt's are quiet different. Like, was she mad that Frank lied to her? Absolutely. But when I watch it, I don't get the impression that she was hurt.
Mad is not the same as hurt.
With Frank, she was mad.
With Matt, she was mad and hurt.
Why? For several factors.
Depth/intimacy of the relationship. She'd known Matt for over a year (I think; timelines are weird) by the time she realized he'd been lying to her. Not only that, but she'd been working with him for that whole time period. Not only that, but she'd had a crush on him for probably that whole time period (or close to it) (which I bring up because a crush is one surefire way to make a relationship feel intimate, maybe even more intimate than it really is). Not only that, but their relationship was fairly intimate. From the very beginning, he invited her to ask him some very personal questions about his blindness, and she was depending on him to keep her out of jail. Then we have him literally falling apart and sobbing in her arms. Talk about intimate! And not only that, but they also literally dated and she invited him to her apartment to have sex, let's be real. So when Matt lies to her, it's not the same as a guy she's known for a few weeks whom she wants to rescue the way you want to rescue a lost puppy lying to her. This is her coworker, her best friend, and her would-be partner lying to her.
Scope of the lies. The scope of Matt's lies runs deep. A) Him lying (by omission) about his senses clearly hits Karen very hard. It feels like a massive invasion of privacy. Now, I've argued before that it's unfair for characters to punish Matt for something he can't control, and I've also argued that Matt is not required to reveal his senses to anyone. But that doesn't mean that it doesn't still hurt (and shock, and even offend) people to realize that he could smell their breath and hear their heartbeat this entire time. B) He's lying about a huge part of his life and personality. Frank's very up front: he might lie about goals and tactics, but when it comes to who he is as a person, what you see is what you get. Whereas Matt presents himself (as Matt) as a very buttoned-up, reasonable, conscientious, safety-oriented, controlled person...the very opposite, in many ways, of Daredevil. C) Matt's lying about things that could have huge direct consequences for Karen (and Foggy) - namely, their law firm falling apart and Karen and Foggy possibly going to prison. D) Matt lied more to Karen than he did to another person. I don't think Karen's reaction to Elektra was primarily jealousy per se; I think instead she's like: "You won't share this part of my life with me, but you will with Elektra." Not dissimilar to how Foggy was mad about Claire knowing more about Daredevil than he did. It just hurts to find out that your friend has chosen to reveal things to someone else, rather than you.
What the lies say about how the other person views Karen. What does it say about how Frank views Karen that he'd lie to her the way he did? Ehhhh. I guess that he didn't want her getting in the way of his plans? Maybe he thought she couldn't handle something, and that would annoy her? But with Matt, wow, we know exactly how she thought Matt felt about her, based on the lies. She says: "Why didn't you trust me? What, did you think I would judge you?" To her, Matt's secret-keeping was proof that he didn't trust her (ouch) and that he fundamentally misunderstood her by believing she'd judge him when she prides herself on finding the humanity in those others would condemn.
All of these factors show why when Matt lied to Karen, she wasn't just pissed off. She was hurt. Matt's lies struck deep in a way that Frank's didn't.
And listen. I say all this as a giant Karedevil fan. I don't ship Kastle at all. In fact the argument from the first factor (that Karen was so hurt by Matt's lies because of the intimacy of their relationship) is, to me, a pro-Karedevil argument.
But being a fan of a ship doesn't mean we can't evaluate it critically. Evaluating all things critically is one of the aims of my blog.
So, dear Anon, if you're still reading this far (which I kinda doubt lol), I hope this made sense. But if you're just going to send me another ask misstating my positions and calling my position "goofy," then into the trash it shall go!
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lokisivy · 9 months
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Gorgeous- Eddie Munson
(part 1)
warning: semi-dark Eddie, Henderson reader.
burnt my fingers 2 times today now I'm writing with one hand. also, my cat is drinking from the cold water I made for my fingers
pov changes throughout the chapter
senior year, my year, the Hendersons have a thing for blooming late. I already had a nice body, but i didn't expect it. My summer was basically gaining weight on my tits and ass not that I was complaining. I had the perfect body for my 18th birthday, but senior year will be the years everyone knows who I am.
"Are you nervous?" I asked Dustin.
"Kind of," he said nervously
"You got nothing to worry about you will be fine I'm there no one will dare to touch you."
I enter the doors of the high school with Dustin
"I will go find Mike and Lucas," he informed you giving him a small nodd
you went to your locker to put your stuff and head to class.
"Last year huh you think anything freaky will happen," Robin said behind the locker door.
"Upside down freaky or high school freaky?" I giggled "Both." she answered
"Oh hell no, Im not going through that again. Let's go to class."
your first classes ran faster than you expected as you went to the cafeteria for lunch. Until you bump into someone
"I'm sorry I didn't see you," I said before looking up.
"Eddie? aren't you supposed to be graduated?"
You have a huge crush on Eddie. You don't even know it. Your heart just flutters or skips a beat when he is around you. You wanted to ask him out last year, but you knew he would reject you since you were 17, and he was 20. You were too shy, though it's not like being 18 will change anything.
"I know, sweetheart. I'm asking myself the same question." he said, giving me that bright smile of his.
"Come on, let's go to the cafeteria." he said, putting his arms around my shoulders.
we sit at our table eddie on the front me on the side and the rest sits next or opposite.
"so eddie I've been meaning to ask you, can my brother and his friends join hellfire they are pros at DnD." I said nerouvously
the group looked at you like you were about to get murdered you were confused, as in Eddie was never rude or mean to you.
"Sure, bring them over." eddie said, giving you a smile
You called Dustin and his friends to come over.
"Eddie, I'm Dustin' Y/Ns brother. It's a pleasure." Dustin said, pulling out his hands to shake Eddies, but eddie doesn't give his hands out.
"Sit down!" Eddie yelled at him
They all took a seat next to me. I gave Dustin, 'I told you, so look.'
...
"So just meet me at the forest after school." You heard Eddie tell Chrissy from a distance. Your blood boiled, what are they doing? is going out with her? why do I care it doesn't matter.
You take your books out of the locker, and when you shut it - "Hey sweetheart." Eddie said, smirking at you. God, he is gorgeous. Can I say it to his face?
"Hi." You said plainly.
"Why are you upset my love cheer up we are graduating this year." he said smiling. my stomach filled with butterflies
My love.
"I am graduating. you I'm not so sure." you left leaving him there
did he do something wrong? Was he coming off strong? not strong enough?
he wanted you to know he liked you he flirts with you all the time but you always seem to be scared or nervous. he was even nice to you about Dustin joining DnD.
while you were walking to class Eddie grabbed your waist and lead you to a closet.
"Have I upset you, sweetheart? Why are you abrupt? " said, pining you against the door arms next to your head
''You should take it as a compliment,'' you said
He chuckles
he doesn't know that fucking ruined you for anyone else you could only think about him seeing him with Crissy made you jealous. Like you were about sink and drown and die, why isn't he yours?
"You should go. You wouldn't want Chrissy to know you in a closet with me," I said, looking up at him, his face leaning down his arms on the door behind me.
"You are mad because of a drug deal? chicks smoke weed, you know." his face is coming closer to yours
"I know that," you said breathlessly
"Then what's the problem?" He whispered
"You don't know how long I've waited for you to have you burn for me like that." he said, his voice deeper than normal, twirling a string of curls on my hair.
huh?
"Eddie,"
"You want me to kiss you, darling?" His lips so close to mine I'm almost gonna faint from the airs being so thick
"You want me to fuck you so hard against this door while everyone outside hears your moans?" He voice goes lower. He hovers his lips above my neck, "answer me!" He bangs his hands on the door
"What -"
you were interrupted with a kiss
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malfoys-demigod · 1 year
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What If
Johnny Lawrence x Larusso Sister Reader
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Requested by @sammarvel123
Summary: After thirty years, Y/N comes back to Reseda for a job offer, and to reconnect with her "what if", Johnny Lawrence.
A/N: My gosh, it's been a while since I wrote! Hope you enjoy it. If anyone wants more fluffs of Johnny Lawrence, I could try to whip up something good again if I can.
It's been three decades since you left Reseda.
You went south, all the way to Orange County, to take up advertising at the University of California Irvine and landed a job at an impressive advertising firm.
You spent three decades devoting yourself as a workaholic, which on the bright side got you to become an advertising executive, earning big money annually.
But work-life aside? You weren't able to settle down the way your twin brother did. You were emotionally attached still to Johnny Lawrence, the boy who you were secretly in love with. It wasn't best to have sparked a relationship with him during the time as he was a pain in the ass to your brother, but it was just interesting to see a different side of him, a side that he only showed to you since you interested him from the very beginning.
While Daniel and he had picked fights constantly before, you were different towards Johnny, he was surprisingly nice and gentle with you. He'd say hi to you around the hallways, somehow slightly but significantly tone down his violence towards Daniel when you were around, and give you no harm. When you once asked him why he treated you differently, all he could muster up with his bad boy reputation was, "You're different, Y/N Larusso." and gave you a small smile, which he hid from everyone else.
Although you knew he always had the hots for Alli at the time, it felt as if... he also had something deep in his heart for you, but never did anything about it. That's why you felt the need to run away, assuming that he'd never do anything about it ever again.
After thirty years, you were promoted by your advertising firm to become the executive of the Reseda branch. You were somehow excited because this was a huge career opportunity for you and you were as successful as your brother in terms of handling a business. As coming back home to Reseda excited you, it also came to be something that made you nervous.
What had Johnny Lawrence been up to these days?
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After just arriving from Orange County, you entered the Copper Bucket Bar, still wearing your ritzy, corporate suit, with your designer shades still on as it was scorching hot outside.
"Hi, one cold beer please," you say to the bartender.
"Hm, that's a surprise coming from a corporate lady." said a voice from your left.
You turned, looking to see Johnny Lawrence, a childhood crush of yours, who seemed to be looking the same as ever but even more attractive with age, and who seemed to not have realized he was talking to YOU as you still had your shades on.
"And what does that mean?" you asked, walking towards the seat beside his.
He shrugged, giving a small smile at you, "I don't know, man. I just assumed from the movies that corporate assholes would be drinking martinis or whatever sophisticated cocktails you guys can come up with."
You chuckled, as you got your beer, "You're right. I'm usually sipping cosmopolitans or daiquiris but, I'm back home in Reseda. I think I'd like to celebrate with beer, the Johnny Lawrence way," you winked.
He narrowed his eyes in confusion momentarily after you used his name. "Have you seen my flyers?"
"Unfortunately, but I've seen you in your iconic black gi about thirty years ago, looking sharp as ever," you smirked. As he was still giving a confused yet intrigued to look at you, you finally removed your sunglasses, flashing a cheeky smile at Johnny.
"Hey, Lawrence." you greet him.
Johnny's face went from confused to astonished, as his eyes grew larger. He couldn't believe the woman in front of him was Y/N Larusso, his greatest "what if" and high school crush, who he couldn't do anything with because he was the worst enemy of her brother.
"Y/N Larusso." was all he could muster up at first, which made you giggle again, as you opened your arms for a hug. As he hugged you, he remembered all the sweet times he'd been gentle and nice at school, especially when he came up to you during the All-Valley Tournament and said that your brother was alright.
As the hug started to end, Johnny gained the confidence to speak up first. "Thirty damn years and you look the same as ever, but more attractive and powerful-looking." He said, looking up and down at you.
"Aw, thanks, Johnny," you shyly say, "I could honestly say the same thing to you. You aged like fine wine, Lawrence. From the flyers I've been seeing all over town, you started your own dojo?"
"Yeah," he nodded, "I've only got one student right now, cause the flyers don't seem to be working on anybody. Assholes just throw the flyers I hand out or not even take them."
You gave a pitiful laugh, placing your hand on Johnny's shoulder, which may have developed pink spots on his cheek, "Johnny! Are you mentally still in the 80s? Nowadays, people also spread the word online through social media! You should post some on your Facebook!"
Johnny rolled his eyes with a shy look, knowing that Miguel may have embarrassed him with the fact that he didn't know a thing or two about Facebook. "Uh, yeah," he replied, "I kinda only knew about Facebook a few days ago. Never really understood the whole concept of the internet so I just went along with the flyers still."
A confident grin grew on your face, causing you to grab a calling card from your bag.
"You're in luck, Johnny," you said, showing him your card, "You can be handled by the best of Reseda!"
Johnny took the card, analyzing every detail on it. "You know, Y/N," he said, "I've always wondered what you were up to all these thirty years away from me." still looking at the card, not knowing you were blushing over the phrase 'away from me'.
"Advertising, huh?" he said, acknowledging your career, "Your old card from when you were living in Orange County?" he asked, now looking back up at you.
"Mhm, I'll be getting my new card once I start work next week."
Johnny nodded to your reply, "So Y/N Larusso was a fancy-pants corporate from The OC," he teased you, "Did ya come here with a fancy-pants husband from there too?" he asked, with a slight note of seriousness as his eyes seemed to be wanting to know this answer.
You looked down, shaking your head with a guilty smile, "Um, no, never had a boyfriend or husband while I was there. I was pretty much a workaholic," you say. You now looked up, seeing a somehow relieved and happy Johnny.
"Everyone was a dick and asshole from that snooty place?" he joked.
You didn't giggle this time, as you wanted to give a serious and honest answer. "Yeah, nobody was as nice and lovely to me as you were, Lawrence."
Johnny looked at you with his deep blue eyes, but you now felt so nervous to continue the conversation now that you dropped that sentence. What if he was dating or married to someone already? Fuck! That would be embarrassing for you. You broke eye contact with him and took a last sip from your beer. "But I have to go, and maybe you need to go back home to your wife, whoever she is," you say, getting out of your seat in a hurry, "Okay, bye, Johnny," you quickly say as you turned around and dashed for the door.
"Wait, hold on a sec, Larusso!" Johnny yelled as he tipped the bartender. He ran outside to see you driving your car away from the bar.
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"And you did, WHAT?" Daniel asked in disbelief.
You were staying the night at Daniel's because you were getting the keys to your new house at Encino the next day. When you arrived at his house, you rushed to find Daniel and you started spilling everything.
"I know, Dani, but I didn't know what to do, okay? I just," you sigh, "It's been forever since I've seen him, and, he just looks great, and maybe I was stupid to have said that," which you were referring to when you told him the reason why you stayed single all your life.
Daniel just rolled his eyes with a smile on his face afterward, "You know, sis," he said, placing his hands on your shoulders, "You still like and he still likes you. Trust me."
You huffed, realizing Daniel knew about your not-so-secret pining about Johnny. "He doesn't have a wife?"
Daniel shook his head, "No, no, no," he said, "He has a son around Sam's age, but he was never on the best terms with the mother. He never really had a stable or serious relationship ever since thirty years ago." "I believe the same with you on that note," he then said, grinning at you.
"Yeah, well that'll never change since I fucked it up earlier," you groaned.
"Nah, I'm sure he'll come around soon. Now that you're back home for good, I'm sure something will happen."
"And you'd be okay with that if ever?" you curiously asked your brother.
He gave a small smile of support, "I think he and I are okay. I actually bumped into him a few days ago and paid for his car repairs. Times have changed, but I don't think his secret love for you has."
You roll your eyes, turning around to hide your blush, "Okay, Daniel, I'm gonna go dip my feet by your pool now."
--
It was only ten to fifteen minutes after your conversation with your twin brother.
You were by the pool, dipping your feet in the water when a doorbell was heard. "DANIEL," you shout, "Someone's at the door!"
You continued to be with your thoughts, wondering what you could have done differently earlier at the bar. Muster up the courage to keep the conversation going? Ask first if he was single? What?
You wanted to ask yourself more questions when a voice caught your attention.
"Hey," Johnny said.
Oh no. The feeling of great guilt and embarrassment swam all over your body.
"Hey," you copied Johnny's greeting, looking at him as he sat beside you.
There was a short moment of silence after, the both of you, just staring at the water. God, were you supposed to start and explain everything? Was that what he was waiting for?
"I don't have a wife or a girlfriend," Johnny spoke up.
You slowly nodded to his statement, pursing your lips together. "Yeah, Daniel just told me."
"Hey, Johnny," you continue, now making eye contact with him. "I'm sorry for storming off like that. I guess I just didn't have the courage to see your genuine reaction when I told you why I was single my whole life. I know we barely talked all the time before, but your niceness and sweetness to me were different and maybe I just always saw you as my 'what if' if we ever had something with you. But I just didn't know if you felt the same since you never really asked me out or have any romantic interactions with me."
Johnny placed his hand over yours, rubbing his thumb in circles, "Y/N, you were my biggest 'what if'. I was such a dick for not choosing to do anything about it, you know, with the bad boy reputation and the fact that you were your brother's twin sister and all. The best I could do was not throw harm on you, but now, I realize how that was the worst and only thing I did. A simple gesture of asking you out on a date would've changed everything, wouldn't it?"
"It sure would have," you agreed, putting your other hand on top of his, "Would you like to try this again with me, Johnny?"
Johnny was not only smiling with his lips, but with his eyes now. He took your hand and gently kissed the back of it. "I'd love nothing more than that, Y/N."
"Perfect." You embraced him, giving him a more, genuine and loving hug to which he hugged you back tighter in exchange.
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fangirlisms13 · 10 months
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I wanna buy you pretty little things and never ever lie to you !
Anika Kayoko x reader
Summary : y/n has the biggest crush on Anika, but doesn't know if she likes her back!! it all spills out <3
Warning : slight homophobia and fluff tons and tons and tons of fluff
a/n: howdy from the dead
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It's been forever since I last hung out with Anika and the group. Not because I didn't want to just because all of my school work was piling up.
Anika bursts through my door as im studying me, not being able to hear her through my headphones. " y/nnnnn!!! Y/N!!! " I jump at the sound of her yelling and my voice tense " Holy shit Anika you scared the fuck out of me!!!" She giggles " sorrryyt but I miss you and want you to come with me to the party !!" I look at her confused " what? What party ani?" She rolls her eyes. " y/n, it's THE Halloween party, and you neeeeeeedd to come with me ! " I glance at her then the pile of schoolwork in front of me.
I sigh. " Okay, I'll go, but only for a little bit, ani." She squeals." YES YES YES !!!" We need to dress you up as something hot!! " I give her an uncomfortable glance " uhm what about something cute not hot, we're going to a frat party. " she glances at me with a puzzling look then drops it saying " okay! "
As she's getting me dressed into a cute college version of strawberry shortcake! And she dresses as blueberry muffin ! Her dress was adorable, and so was she. " I'm sorry," I say randomly. She gives me a puzzled look and then says, " I don't know what you are saying, sorry for but nothing, it's nothing!!" She smiles, and I let out a relived breath as we walk out the door.
I wish I'd had a chance to walk with you to parties
You would wear a dress, and I would say, "I'm sorry"
For something, don't know what it'd be
But you'd say, "Nothing, it's nothing"
And smile at me
we're hanging out around the party as I watch Anika fixing her hair while Mindy talks about the fact that she finds it weird how everyone can be here after what happened last year. I rearrange myself to become more comfortable. " well Mindy if you're like me, then you just want to leave things in the past, but however, it is slightly uncomfortable." Anika stops what she was doing and grabs my hand and gives it a squeeze. " Hey, does anyone want a drink ? I'm going to go grab one ! " Anika gets up after finishing that sentence , I get up with her hands connected." Hey, I'll go with you ! " As we giggle together and dance around as we get into the kitchen.
" oh my god, we should totally have a cermony?" Anika let's out slightly tipsy and giggling. I look at her with a huge smile " Okay fine but what for?" She sits and think for a bit. " I don't know buttt we need to go outside for it !!! " She says as she grabs my hand and drags it outside.
I wanna sit around and watch you do your hair
Talk it all into the ground
Have a ceremony there
For something, don't know what it'd be
But it'd become nothing, it's nothing
And you'd smile at me
" Hey ani, can I tell you something?" I say as we get comfortable on the grass outside next to a tree. Her head in my lap and as I stroke her hair. She looks up. " Of course, hon !" she says all smiley! I look at her with admiration. " Okay, I've been thinking about how to say this, but I like you really, really like you, and it's just like. I wanna buy you pretty little things and never ever lie yo you ever. Okay, enough rambling, but do you want to go see boygenius together?!" She gets up from my lap.
" Oh my god, I'm so sorry it's okay if you don't want to -" I say as I get cut off from her kissing me. I tense up at first, then melt into it. She breaks from it first. " Me too, everything that you said. Also, I would be dumb to say no to boygenius !! " I laugh and just hold her in my arms after.
I wanna be
I wanna buy you
Pretty little things
And never ever lie to you
Watch you get dressed
And compliment your taste
I'd be better armed
If you agreed to take it <3
A/n: I MIGHT HAVE A GF??? so basically, on the last day of school, she asked me to see boygenius with her, and I said yes. Later that day, she dropped by my house two bracelets and a paper ring ( Taylor Swift ) because earlier that day, I gave her two bracelets! Then, the day after, she dropped off her PHOEBE BRIDGERS SWEATSHIRT FOR ME because she wanted me to have one 🤭 !!! And we've been texting ever since, and now we're hanging out this weekend and next weekend to see boygenius !!!
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thebisexualdogdad · 1 year
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hi! love your writting, super glad you're keeping the male reader tag alive- there's so few of those out here.
prompts:
39. tell me something i dont know about you
+ "when im with you i feel like myself. i feel like every side of me is present and accepted. and i feel good about it- i feel good about who i am when im with you"
with Stiles x ftm reader?
fluffy & a little hurt comfort-y, with Stiles letting the reader know that despite dysphoria, he sees him exactly the way he wants to be seen.
thanks!
Stiles Stilinski x FTM!reader
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You and Stiles had been friends since you were in diapers, your dads worked together so when they found out they were both expecting kids around the same time it was basically fate that brought you two together.
You finally started dating your freshman year of high school, Stiles had been crushing on you since kindergarten after all and Scott was the one who talked him into actually telling you how he felt but two years later when you were ready to come out as trans he was who you were most terrified of telling.
You're laying in his bed, just cuddling and listening to music, weeks have gone by and you still haven't found the right words to tell him the truth.
"Have you ever thought about how crazy it is that we've literally known each other our entire lives?" Stiles states.
"No one knows me better than you do," you reply despite knowing you have a huge secret you're keeping from him.
"There has to be something left to learn still, come on Y/N tell me something I don't know about you," he chuckles.
You're silent for a moment, Stiles believing you're just thinking really hard to find some weird obscure fact about yourself but finally you reply with, "when I'm with you I feel like myself. I feel like every side of me is present and accepted and I feel good about it- I feel good about who I am when I'm with you."
"Woah that was unexpectedly deep, where did that come from?" Stiles laughs.
You sit up, Stiles suddenly getting concerned at the change of energy in the room.
"There's something I've been trying to tell you for a while now and I don't know how you're gonna take it," you say nervously.
"Hey, you know you can tell me anything," he says rubbing your arm to try to comfort you.
"Stiles… I'm trans," you blurt out.
Stiles looks at you for a moment trying to process what you said, "okay… can you tell me what that means exactly for you?"
"I uh… never really felt like a girl you know even as a kid but it wasn't until about a year ago when I realized that what I was feeling was gender dysphoria."
"So you're a guy?" He asks.
"Yeah I am," you say looking away from him assuming he wouldn't want to be with you anymore.
Stiles puts his hands on your cheek and gently tilts your face to look at him again, softly kissing you.
"You aren't mad at me?" You question.
"Of course not," he assures you, "I love you, I have since we were five years old and nothing will ever change that. I see you for exactly who you are and if you say you're a guy then that's awesome, no matter what I will always love you."
You just smile and kiss him again, feeling the love radiating off of him.
"Have you told anyone else?" He asks.
"No you're the first person I wanted to tell."
"Do you want me to be there when you tell people cause I will fight anyone who doesn't support my boyfriend," he says.
"I like when you call me that," you chuckle.
"You mean my boyfriend? Better get to used it cause I'm going to be telling everyone that I have the coolest boyfriend in the world," he smiles, pulling you in close and laying you guys back in the bed to cuddle again.
Of course it took him some time to adjust but he really was the rock in your support system and even spent an entire week pulling all nighters researching how to be the best ally and partner to you.
He was there for you when you told your parents and your friends, he helped you picked out a new name and was always the first to correct anyone who used your dead name or the wrong pronouns.
You couldn't have asked for a better boyfriend.
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indecisiveenby · 7 months
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~~Rant~~
I hate the argument about how queer is a slur and an off-limits word/label. because like it's the only label I've found that really truly resonates with me. I'd been trying to find something that fit right for about three years when I started using queer.
first I was bisexual, bc I was very new to queerness, in the sense that I knew about binary trans people, gay men, and lesbians, and that was like it. and my close friend had just come out to me as bi, and I was like "holy shit, there's a word for being into both genders? that's allowed??" something deep in my being snapped, and it was like I could see the world correctly for the first time. bc this was how I had felt my whole life. I was crushing on girls and either suppressing it or mistaking it for a platonic love. and I was making up extra crushes on boys, to overcompensate.
so then I dove deep into queer culture and learned about all these orientations, but also found out about the gender spectrum and fluidity. so here was this huge gender thing crashing down on me with the realization that "wait, I can be feminine, but I don't have to be a girl? and I can embrace my masculinity without being a boy?" and I was a little in denial for a bit and said I was gender fluid bc I think I was too nervous to admit that large of a change to myself, that I wasn't what I had thought I'd been my whole life, so I decided to just pretend I was a little bit that. (THIS IS NOT TO SAY THAT ACTUAL GENDERFLUID PEOPLE ARE IN DENIAL ABOUT THEIR GENDER. THIS IS JUST WHAT I DID. ILY GENDERFLUID PEOPLE, YOU'RE COMPLETELY VALID <3)
and this gender thing took for-fucking-ever to figure out, but I'm settled on transmasc nonbinary. so where did that leave me for orientation? I kept thinking things like "maybe I'm a lesbian. idk if I like guys all that much," or "well actually idk if I like girls," or "what if I don't like anyone. I think I'm aroace." and eventually I said omnisexual/romantic, but I was still thinking these things.
because here's my deal: if I find myself attracted to a girl, I'm like "this is a gay ass feeling." and if I find myself attracted to a boy, I'm like "feeling real fruity rn." and any other gender, I just feel gay if I am attracted to someone. never do I look at someone and think "wow I wanna spend so fucking much non platonic time with you in a fully heterosexual manner."
at the same time, I often think about all those crushes I made up, and the way that I go so so long without having a crush and how I am content with not having a romantic relationship and how my past romantic partners never clicked right. and I think "perhaps I really am arospec."
and I think of how I've never been sexually attracted to someone, with like two exceptions ever, and those two people were people I knew very well. and how the idea of having sex seems like something I could participate in, but only probably for someone else's sake, not something I'd initiate. I think of how sometimes I feel like I never ever want to have sex ever bc I just don't want someone to touch me like that, or to touch someone else like that. I think of how sometimes I actually am really into the idea of sex, hypothetically. and I think "is there a spot on the ace spectrum for that?"
and so I look at all of this and I am faced with the question: "how the hell do you put all of that under a label?"
there are two answers here; 1. I don't, and I go unlabeled. I hate this answer. my autism loves to sort and label things. (of course there's an exception for other people. if someone else is unlabeled I'm not gonna say "actually you're this." this only applies to myself and my own things) 2.
Queer !!!
queer is the only label that can encompass all of that, for me. obviously, I could use a bunch of microlabels, and I love microlabels, really, I just would probably lose track of everything quickly.
so yeah, I have a huge fucking issue with people saying that I am not allowed to use the only label that's ever felt like a home to me, the only label that's ever fully covered everything that I am and everything that I feel.
if you don't want to be called queer, good, I won't call you that. but I will not stop calling myself queer. if you have a problem with that, then like actually fuck you
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lilac-hecox · 5 months
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teacher au fake dating mashup ianthony? 🥰
Okay! So!
Imagine that Ian and Anthony work in the same school district as teachers. Anthony teaches like 4th or 5th grade and Ian teaches 8th grade. Ian is primarily a history teacher and can come off as kind of serious. Anthony is absolutely goofy and his students love him, they all call him Mr. P. He dresses up for all the fun days in the elementary and the parents think he's nice.
Anyways, so let's say during the beginning of summer break there is a mandatory teacher conference that requires some light traveling and an overnight stay. The district is requiring that all teachers pair together and buddy up for a hotel room, etc.
There is a para-professional teacher that is going to the conference and she has a huge crush on Anthony. Anthony had her child in his class a couple of years ago, loves the kid, finds it would be inappropriate to start anything with a former parent, but doesn't want to hurt her feelings. The Para-Pro is angling to share a room with Anthony during the trip and Anthony has been avoiding her so she doesn't ask and make things awkward.
Cue drama teacher Mx. Miller sitting in the teacher's lounge with Anthony and helping him come up with ideas to avoid ending up sharing a room with the para. He frets over a cup of tea while Courtney is like "Just tell her you are already seeing someone?"
"I don't think she would be deterred."
"What if she thinks you're dating another teacher here?"
Just as Anthony is about to ask who Courtney thinks he should pretend to date, Mr. Hecox enters the lounge to use the bathroom and grab his third cup of coffee from the lounge Kuerig.
Courtney's got this devious smile and Anthony's eyes widen. Mr. Hecox is so serious, and they hardly talk. Apparently Courtney and Mr. Hecox are friends from college and he helped her get her job in the district, so she asks him if he has a partner for the conference trip and Ian bristles a little and says no, but he seems nervous and maybe a little anxious.
They have to return to their classes, but Anthony frets about it all night as Courtney texts him encouraging him to talk about the idea with Ian the next day at school during his lunch break.
Cue the next day and Anthony thinks maybe he can at least ask Mr. Hecox - Ian- if they can partner up for the trip and skip the whole fake dating angle. Mr. Hecox is in the break room at the same time as yesterday, making coffee, and Anthony thinks of how to broach the subject with him, like, "Hey, heard you also don't have a partner for this conference trip?"
And really, Ian and he haven't talked much. Anthony's got on a bright sweater and he's wearing pipe-cleaner bracelets a couple of his students made for him during inside recess.
Ian's like, "I don't have anyone, no."
Anthony's like, "I was wondering if you wanted to..."
But then the door to the lounge opens and there is the para-pro and her eyes light up as she spots Anthony and makes a beeline right for him.
"Mr. P!" she says brightly, "I've been looking for you."
Ian looks like he wants to cut and run and Anthony widens his eyes at him in a pleading manner.
Para sweetly asks him to room with her at the conference with a lack of tact and subtlety. Anthony panics.
"I can't, sorry, I'm rooming with Mr. Hecox, here."
"You are?" she asks surprised.
Ian gives him an equally surprised look.
"Yeah, and...I mean, please don't spread it around, but we're kind of...a thing?" Anthony adds, improvising and he loosely holds Ian's hand at the coffee maker.
The Para's face falls but she nods in disappointment and slinks away.
Anthony lets go of Ian's hand and Ian is like "Uhhh?"
Then Anthony apologizes a bunch and explains the situation and he completely understands if Ian thinks he's a giant creep.
Ian laughs it all off and says he'd still be happy to room with Anthony for the conference.
Then the para absolutely does NOT keep quiet about the dating situation and as the trip begins everyone is whispering about how Mr. P and Mr. Hecox are dating and whoops now everyone thinks they are a couple and they are sharing a room, and while the para is on the trip with them and around they have to also act like a couple.
Cue misunderstandings and one saving the other a seat at the trainings. Anthony buys Ian coffees and matchas for gifts. They talk about what inspired them to start teaching and what they love about their respective grades and subjects.
Over the trip Anthony develops a real crush on Ian and that is surprising and kind of a bad thing?? He has to remind himself that it isn't real, that he's just pretending, and when the trip is over it will all go back to normal.
Last day of the trip and maybe they go for a hike or something and maybe they stop at a peak and the sun is setting, and they share a kiss. Each person is apologetic, but then they realize they don't really want to stop pretending to be dating. They decide when they get back from the trip to try it all out for real.
Everyone is extremely happy for them and they think Ian shines a little brighter now that he starts dating Anthony, and that Anthony himself seems even gigglier and happier too.
From this ask game
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