#i don’t know what to say to my boss

[shortbreadly]

it’s that time again! my predictions for episode six of helluva boss! once again some of these are very obvious and some are quite far-fetched.

i’ll put a blank template under the cut for anyone who wants to make their own :)

#I CAN’T TELL YOU HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THIS EPISODE #LIKE RIDICULOUSLY HYPED #I NEED MORE FIZZ LORE HE’S ONE OF MY TOO CHARACTERS #reminder i’ve not seen any of the spoilers for this episode luckily so this hasn’t been affected by that #and also please don’t comment or rb with any spoilers #when i say ozzie protects stolas i mean like against an opponent somehow #like in the sneak peak #it’s a random one i know #and i have no idea why i think striker will appear i just have an inkling #like only as a reference to what happened in western energy #helluva boss #helluva boss season two #helluva boss spoilers #helluva boss fizzarolli #helluva boss blitzo #helluva boss stolas #stolas goetia #helluva boss asmodeus #helluva boss ozzie #helluva boss millie #helluva boss moxxie #helluva boss barbie wire #helluva boss cash buckzo #helluva boss tilla

[helluvabinge]

Fantastic new episode of Helluva Boss.

(Slight spoilers below)

Ozzie and Fizz are fucking adorable. We finally get Stolas asking for help with the crystal dot IMP after being teased with that in the first episode of the season (which I guess was only a few episodes ago but it feels like forever). Also, Stolas is such a nerd. Love that for him.

But of course the main star of the episode is the backstory on Blitzo and Fizz, which is just perfect. I mean damn, the Blitzo trauma! I feel like we finally understand the depth of his self hatred and his relationship with both Fizz and his sister, plus also why he feels so unworthy of every other relationship in his life. The people he has been closest with have been hurt by him so badly. He assumes that the people who stick around don’t see him for who he really is because if they really knew him and what he has done, they would hate him as much as he hates himself. I think Blitzo is convinced that he can only ever have superficial relationships because if people got to know him, it would only be a matter of time before they left him. I hope he gets to see that isn’t the case with Stolas, but also that it isn’t the case with M&M or Loona either.

Anyway, great episode. Loved it.

#helluva boss #helluva boss s2 ep6 #blitzo #fizzarolli #stolitz #stolas #fizzmodeus #I don’t know what ship name people are using for Fizz/Ozzie #honestly didn’t care that much about them until this episode #but if there’s a ship name everyone uses let me know #I have a feeling I will have more to say as I let this episode roll around in my brain for the next couple days

[iguessitsjustme]

#the promise #the promise the series #pastsenger #pastsenger the series #a boss and a babe #step by step #step by step the series #our skyy 2 #please don’t yell at me for saying abab isn’t consistent #it’s not my favorite show but I have been so good about not posting negativity #and this isn’t even negative it’s just something I wish for thank you for not yelling #anywayyy if you have a funny joke ship please tell me I beg you #y’all are all so clever and funny and so creative #I’d love to know what you guys come up with

[shima-draws]

Told my boss that NO I cannot take over customer phone calls because my anxiety will literally not be able to take it. And I’m being SO brave about it,

#I say this as I’m sitting here shaking and on the verge of having an anxiety attack. AHA #Shima speaks #She called me yesterday morning and was like. Hey your coworker is drowning and I KNOW you hate phone calls #But she really needs help #And I was like. Yeah okay. Maybe I can do this. #Fast forward to last night. I’m in bed hyperventilating bc no I CANNOT do this #My mental health has already been Bad for the past few months bc I’m already working overtime for this job #And now to take on the One thing I generally get anxious about? Bro. It’s gonna kill me. 100% no exaggeration #So I called my boss this morning and was like hi I’m so sorry I said I would but I actually can’t. I deadass had an anxiety attack #just THINKING about it last night #And she was like omg no I get it. I have anxiety too I know what it’s like. It’s debilitating sometimes #So she said I didn’t have to do the phone calls and now I’m like YIPPEE #And she said hey that was a really brave thing to do. Speaking up like that and making it clear when you’re not comfortable with something #Me still shaking and holding back tears: Thank you I’m being SO brave about this rn #Anyway I’m still coming down from the near panic attack I had before I called her to tell her lmao #It’s been a rough 24 hours. I’m fine (lying) #I’ll BE fine now that I don’t have to talk to angry customers on the phone tho 🥰

[notjanine]

what hidden truths are revealed when people who are so so different from each other choose to love you in the same way

#i am thinking this week about how my mom just sent me the exact same ~thinking of you~ card that i have also received from my best friend #how different friends send me the same memes or gift me the same books #how close friends and loved ones remember what time i take my meds and remind me if i forget while we're together #when i'm sharing a meal at someone’s home and the person setting the table asks if i want a big fork or a small one #when people send me photos of random cats or bugs or other creatures they encounter in their day-to-day lives #and how last semester my boss found a beautiful moth and brought it to campus to show me and #my current preceptor found an abandoned wasp nest and brought it to the hospital for me #recently a few friends have told me (separately) that they want to spend more time with me bc they haven't really had female friends before #thinking about how many times i’ve had loved ones who were planning their weddings double check that i DON’T want to be a bridesmaid #how partners keep good vegan ice cream in the freezer because that’s my favorite post-coital snack #when people watch strange movies i love so we can talk about them together #thinking about the first time anyone calls me to say ‘i just wanted to hear your voice’ #there is so much love in the world #how do i know if i’m giving enough back? how do i know if i’m doing it right?

[bornafter1993]

just quit my job yall god bless it’s over

#twiggy speaks #i did it very disrespectfullly though #lol #i talked to boss again and he was basically saying i was lying and that he never said anything ab me and a different coworker when he #literally did #i called my mom to pick me up and she was like oh are you okay #and i was like ‘yeah i’m okay but apparently i’m a FUCKING LIARRR #i’m so pissed y’all don’t even know #he was so condescending about it too like #‘okay bc this is starting to piss me off’ yeah no shit how do you think i feel!! #‘i have a very good memory’ either you don’t or you’re just being a dickhead on purpose #he literally got up and walked away like ‘you know what [name] if you don’t wanna be here then fine-‘ and idk what else i cut him off

[singull]

ahhh the woes of when some rando walks into the shop at work wanting to sell me something to sell i the gift shop out of the blue.

like bruh…this shoulda been an email.

i’m not sure which is worse tho…the ones that come in completely unprepared (like…motherfuckers can’t even find pictures of their product in their photos app because they don’t bother to organize that shit into a specific folder), or the ones that just show up with a big box of their shit and a pushy attitude.

either way, they both suck and i usually ghost them once they finally leave.

#i am a hater of the hustle #people really do be walking into hospital gift shops like ‘HEY DO YOU WANNA CARRY THIS THING I SELL?’ #don’t even ask if you’re in charge of purchases or anything #no hi hello my name is #and it’s so rarely anything interesting that would actually sell #like no i do not need 9000 blank greeting cards with your mid ass photography printed on the front #that will take me literally years to unload #if i see that goddamn pump house everyone that’s ever been in this town with a camera has taken a picture of #i will bludgeon you with my printer #but yeah then i gotta ask them if they wanna sell on consignment or wholesale #and then they say ‘oh either is fine :)’ #no bitch. you pick one and that’s what we go with. #and then when they decide they don’t know what price they wanna sell at #like……….JKFDAFKALJFDSAL THAT’S LITERALLY THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO KNOW WHEN YOU WANNA SELL SOMETHING #personal bloggity #i need to get my boss to make me cards i can just hand to these fucking people

[albedobeheading]

see like I know that applying to jobs on indeed is definitely not the best way to do it and going in person with a resume is wayyy better but also. I feel paralyzed rn with busy energy (even though I don’t particularly feel like I’m doing a lot at this current moment. I know I’ll get more tasks assigned to me later tonight😩) and I don’t want to even start the process of getting a job until after this big event happens

#I don’t feel good from how my boss talks to my supervisor and us #and like I literally know it could be worse but like!! my supervisor kinda knows what she’s doing a little bit!! #it’s gotten to a point. I don’t even wanna say out loud #the impulse to q*it. is there. I would love to put in my tw* w**ks and be done and not come back #but then that would be a waste #I’m sitting on my bathroom floor rn

[greaseonmymouth]

my brain has been offline since I woke up. apologies to my work inbox but the only thing I’m capable of today is hugging my hot water bottle and scrolling tumblr

#a very hearty thank god it’s Friday and I’m working from home #the colleague from earlier this week whom I told to not talk to me again until March #came back insisting on talking to me #so my boss had to step in like ‘no we will not discuss this now please come back in march’ #said colleague did not listen and came back AGAIN #so I mustered my diplomacy skills and emailed them back like ‘ok. why don’t we take these thirteen people out of copy and have a showdown’ #to which they did not reply #they might come back about it today though who knows #but my boss teams’d me yesterday to say ‘that was more reasonable than what I wanted to say thank you’ #god why is work like this.

[crowcryptid]

who knew the price of getting 4 days of alone time was a pet and family member passing away and 2 more family members being hospitalized (one is serious, the other will be fine)

All completely unrelated incidents. Just insane timing I guess.

Interesting series of phone calls these past 2 days.

#yeah that seems about right for my luck #not 1 good thing is allowed. ever. #Whatever man. Idk what to say. #Guess I’m back. Laying in bed doing nothing didn’t exactly help #If I seem detached well I didn’t really know the guy. Plus he was late 70s it wasn’t like completely unexpected #as for the hospital stuff. like I said 1 will be fine. the more uncertain case is in a different country #I don’t have all the details #and as for my cat. I don’t know. vet said it could have been a heart attack or stroke. no way of knowing #I’m so tired man. #taking tomorrow off as well. #boss is going to kill me when I get back #but holy shit #can’t say I don’t have an excuse #again don’t try to cheer me up or anything #that will only make me feel worse. socializing is not comforting for me. quite the opposite #hey man how was your weekend? oh. well. hah. just the usual

[pois0ncandy]

to everyone here 25+ how do you do it? how do you live? and continue living? how do you handle it? going to work, daily hygiene, eating, proper health practices, social interaction, going outside, maintaining relationships. how do you do it?! how do you live?!? please tell me i can’t figure it out and i’m going insane. someone please just tell me what to do.

#i do everything that i’m supposed to yet i still feel the #exact #same #i cant even handle having a simple food industry job #i legit had a full blown break down in front of my boss just now because of how mentally ill i am and can’t handle it #he wasn’t mad he was understanding and gave me the weak off despite me saying i want to quit #but i’ve only had that job for a few weeks now… #even my own father said how am i going to survive in this world if i can’t handle anything?! #why don’t people understand how hard it is for me?!??! #i take all the advice my therapist and doctors say #but i still can’t get better #why won’t i feel any different? #am i really just a lost cause? #i don’t want to end up homeless #what’s wrong with me #i just want someone to give me an answer #just someone tell me what to do #i need to be told what to do or else i don’t know how to be a person #agoraphobia is ruining me #i wish someone would just hold my hand

[puppyeared]

Help me I was ringing up this woman who wanted to buy “a car mechanic costume for her 9 year old son but this one is too big do you have an extra small :(“ and I look at it and it’s a fucking PENIS JOKE ADULT COSTUME THAT SAID LUBE-AND-GO GARAGE. I

#SHE WANTED TO GET HIM A CARS MECHANIC COSTUME BUT THEY DIDNT HAVE HER SONS SIZE HELPPPPP #BECAUSE TY E LIGHTING MCQUEEN CAR MECHANIC COSTUMES ARE FOR TODDLERS. AHHH #I WASNT SURE WHAT TO SAY I. SHOULD J TELL HER? HOW AM I GOING TO TELL HER SHES BUYING A PENIS JOKE COSTUME #thank god we didn’t have an extra small I wasn’t sure what id do #BUT ALSO. MASSIVELY HILARIOUS #I also built a monkey chain out of coat hangers at work today and my boss was like what’s that #he thinks it’s cool though because it’s as tall as him LMAO #also I somehow fixed register 3 today and I don’t know what I did but I’m very proud of myself #yapping

[yellobb]

I’m literally going to puke

#m rambles #I’m so fucking overwhelmed right now and I can’t do it #I haven’t worked or done anything at all this week #I’ve got at least 20 unopened messages because the thought of opening makes me start to panic #I just got an email from my university and I’m getting charged $1000 out of nowhere #because I think I needed to fill something out that I never heard of before I got an email saying I didn’t do it #my room is a fucking disaster #I have no money in my account #I have to move soon and it’s all so damn expensive #I haven’t talked to my new boss at all yet so I have no clue what I’m doing #my body hates me and I hate it right now #and on top of all that? #found out today that I’m pretty much going to be alone from Sunday until Friday #and I’m going to have to deal with dishes and cooking and I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing in the kitchen #add to that taking care of my pets so I can’t even just crash with a friend #Jesus fucking Christ I’m sobbing right now and I feel so nauseous #the best part is that I’ve actually taken my meds every day except today #so I guess I’m just a wreck :)))))) #someone just make it stop #make me normal and functional #please #I can’t handle this

[peachlit]

i’m talking to a new guy. on another note….. ethics of dating your mom’s employee??

#apparently he’s told a few people at their work that we’re talking and that he likes me so now everyone in the building knows #and like i don’t want to complicate anything for my mom but i got permission from her before i even followed him on instagram #and my mom was the one who introduced us and was sort of pushing us to get together in the first place #but now i think she regrets it #she had an employee come up to her yesterday and say ‘so hypothetically what happens if an employee is wanting to date the bosses daughter? #we just started talking like a week ago #and it seems like it’s already starting to cause problems for my mom #i don’t want to develop anything past a simple friendship if it means it’s going to further complicate things #my mom isn’t going to straight up say ‘don’t date this guy’ but i can tell she’s lowkey stressing about it #also he’s 22. i know it’s not like a huge age gap but i feel like a mf cradle robber 😭

[chennnington]

Being ace and trying to find some trans joy in the ftm or transgender tag cause you’ve been feeling shitty is kinda hard cause so many people are showing off their bodies or answering explicit asks. And sure, good for them, but does anyone know if there’s a more suitable tag for someone who just wants to see people being happy about being trans without having to see untagged nudity etc.?

#I’ve had some intense ‘what the fuck am I doing’ thoughts all day #and all the real life people who offered their support are cis and don’t get it #I’m proud of reaching out to someone and they were lovely but they just didn’t understand #and I mean I can’t expect them to #I’ll just sleep instead and hope I’ll be normal again tomorrow #I mean I know it’s the right thing. so why can’t it FEEL right? #it usually does. but today was just off #I’m probably just too stressed. being trans is so exhausting I had no idea #I really hope everything calms down at some point #I just have to come out to my brother and two sports clubs and rewrite my trans CV and find an endocrinologist and message my therapist #and go to my next therapy session and keep everyone updated and wonder where I can safely use my new name #and where I could get into legal trouble or something and I have to face my bosses and superiors who know I’m trans now #it’s all too much #and I’m addition to that I’m like some zoo animal #only that zoo animals don’t have to educate everyone around them #hhhhhhhh just let me sleep for 6 months until I get on T #ughhhh what if I can’t find an endocrinologist #I have one option in a city near me. if they say no I’ll have to call someone 80km away #so that’s why I don’t call the closer one yet. cause that way I can still keep my hopes up #all normal doctors have rejected me. why would a specialized doctor have time for me? they don’t have time for anyone ever

[frink-o-matic]

I’m not sure how much longer I can handle being anxious.

#I’m having a meltdown #I didn’t sleep well #rambling #personal #my bf has been a godsend because he understands #like I’m sure this is hormonal shit and I’ll be fine in a week #but it’s really starting to wear on me #I don’t know what I’m so fucking stressed about #I’ve been wheezing for the past 2 weeks #mostly at night #which you might know makes it really hard to sleep #I really ought to go in for a physical only for the doctor to tell me it’s all in my head #I might just need to say to my boss that I need a full week off #but I only work four days a week so I don’t know what the problem is #this is the same thing that happened last august #but 2-3 weeks before that bout of wheezing I had had covid #and a week after I came back to work after having covid I had a dental appointment which is also stressful