#i did something disrespectful

[fisheito]

collab #2 with @xenole i was given a chibi yakumo and i.. i...... turned it into thiS

#I AM SO SORRY I DREW YAKUMO AGAIN ADFSJEIADKS LOOK OK so xenole gives me the tiny crying yakumo. #says DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and THUS i get to thinking #my immediate thought was #i'm going to make oli breast boobily while comforting him #bc i was determined to draw xenole's fave this time. i swore it to myself. i WILL stop being so self indulgent #but the chibi on chibi comforting scene didn't sit right with me. it was too straightforward. not something i would draw normally #it was hhhh as u say.... not on brand.? it did not inspire me. idea benched.... #so days pass and i'm still pondering ideas on what to do to the sad spaghetti. #configurations of clan members danced in my head. some defending yaku. some comforting. some bullying #the ideas usually involved at least oli or kuya bc once again. xenole bias #then while i'm in the shower i got frustrated with my lack of ideas and thought #i'll jujst eat.him. just. chew on him. i'm tired of him #AND THE IMAGE OF KUYA EATING YAKUMO FOR BREAKFAST POPPED INTO MY MIND #originally it was going to be kuya eating yakuflakes and oli giving him serious side eye but then the brain went #WHAT IF IT'S YAKUMO WATCHING KUYA EAT YAKUMO. THAT IS FUNNY. IT MUMST HAPPEEN #BUT I REFUSED at first. i was angry at myself. this is not a competition to see how you can STILL sHOVE YAKUMO into a drawing. #plus the composition would shrink xenole's chibi down! i would take over so much space by comparison! THE DISRESPECT! TO THE COLLAB PROCESS #but once i get fixated on smth...well. i ended up doing the idea and just praying xenole wouldnt eviscerate me for it #i'm sorry my liege. my grip on the reins was weak. the goofy clown horses went stampeding #so idk now it's the two of em having a peaceful breakfast in kuya's cabin but only kuya is at peace and yakumo's this close to a breakdown #i feel like there should be something in the space between them. a speech bubble or something . something mean is being said #kuya #yakumo #yakuya

[blackbatcass]

sometimes the ghost of kelley puckett (he is still alive) haunts me. does he know. does he even know. he’s so detached from the comics community and he’s such a private guy (I RESPECT THAT WHOLEHEARTEDLY) that i really and truly do not know if this man knows how much cassandra cain means to us. does he know batgirl 2000 is heralded as the bible of dc solo books, as a lot of people’s favorite comic ever written. does he know how much we love cass. how we write essays over her character and how amazing she is and how she changed our lives. does he know how adored his writing is. does he know he wrote the best comics character introduction of all time. does he even. know.

#cassandra cain #dc #look. sometimes i think about kelley puckett. and i go a little crazy #i KNOW how much shit he got from dc execs at the time #because he was doing something new and different #and because dc as well as a lot of fans at the time #didn’t have room for a newly created disabled asian teenaged girl in their personal batman mythos. #i have a pretty good idea of how much disrespect cass got as a character (SEE: HER LITERALLY BEING WRITTEN OUT OF THE STORY WHEN #DUDES GOT SO WHINY ABOUT BABS NOT BEING BATGIRL. WTF.) #so. i have no idea what his general thoughts & feelings were when writing for dc. #i think he’s doing accountancy now? or coding? something like that #the man did like ONE interview and i think it was from 2002 #ANYWAY. THE POINT IS. #the way this circle of online dc fans regard cass and batgirl 200 in general #is SO… #WE LOVE CASS OKAY. SHE’S SO MANY PEOPLES FAVORITE CHARACTER. #and batgirl 2000 is thought of as THEE comic book EVER #and as some of the best writing dc had EVER had #kelley puckett is a literal god of a writer to us. #AND I DONT KNOW IF HE?? KNOWS THAT????? #DOES HE KNOW I WOULD PAY HIM A MILLION DOLLARS TO COME WRITE FOR DC AGAIN. #because hes just that good and most comics post new 52 have been garbage #does he know how beloved he is. I don’t know #anyway. I sincerely hope wherever mr puckett is right now #he’s having a wonderful day and he knows how many gay people on tumblr #write extensive meta essays about his writing

[kaynes-secret-blog]

Imagine a situation where

Arthur is definitely aromantic, like 0 romantic feelings, but after John and him get closer he actually starts to think that maybe he was wrong. He is actually feeling love for John, for the first time in his life he can say he is in love, it's weird but, he accepts it. He loves John.

Until John gets a body.

Once the separation occurs the love... Vanishes. It doesn't feel the same anymore. Arthur still love him but... The romantic feeling is not there anymore. John still loves him with all his newly beating heart.

And then they realize.

Arthur never really loved John like that, it was John. It was all John, his feeling bleeding into Arthur in their weird eldrich osmosis.

They're still friends. They have a QPR and all. But John pining gives me life I'm so sorry.

I'm a sucker for one-sided Jarthur. Honestly I might be projecting (onto Arthur).

#aromantic people please #If I said something stupid about aromanticism please forgive me #im just projecting my “I am unable to love” feelings into Arthur #I did not meant disrespect #malevolent #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #john doe malevolent #jarthur #private eyes

[catalvarezs]

love that rachel zegler is shitting on the original snow white movie as if it isn't the highest grossing animated film, ever. as if walt disney didn't use his own fucking house as collateral to finance it. as if a feature length colour animation wasn't revolutionary at the time and people didn't work overtime, invented animating mechanisms for the movie. as if it didn't win walt an oscar and make disney what it is today. as if snow white and the seven dwarfs (1937) wasn't a cultural milestone in hollywood history. as if snow white isn't worth anything today because she isn't Girlboss™. as if once upon a time, mirror mirror and red shoes didn't already make snow white an independent leader or whatever. as if it isn't the reason she's currently employed —

#so fucking done with her attitude #snow white doesn't need to be a girlboss slay queen #women don't have to be everything everywhere to be worth something #it's alright to choose love over your career it's alright to want a “prince charming” it's alright to be saved #the blatant disrespect to walt's legacy #he gave his ALL to make that movie and this twenty something thinks it wasn't good enough for 2023 #she's entitled to her opinion and she can act it however but show some fuvking respect #it's giving “I'm not like other girls ” #which is sad cuz i did enjoy rachel as maria and was looking forward to her in SW but uhh not anymore #snow white #snow white and the seven dwarfs #snow white 2024 #rachel zegler #disney

[sukibenders]

Something that still doesn't sit right with me while being a part of the HOTD fandom is how Laena was done so dirty, from being placed as a "second" option for Daemon and having him keep her from returning home, from having her daughters see Driftmark, from seeing her own brother and parents before she died! That added on to the fact of how Daemon just sucked at loving her the way she deserved makes my blood boil. And to make matters worse, to drive the knife further, is during her funeral (added on to him laughing during it, which wasn't appropriate at all no matter the context or what anyone says) where she and her unborn son were only just recently placed at the bottom of the sea, Daemon and Rhaenyra sleep together and then marry each other all within the span of the same episode (don't even get me started on how they went heavy into the romantics of the moment but couldn't even bother to show Daemon be affection with Laena like he was in the books I believe).

And some in the fandom reaction to all this can be such a turn off. Because you can have people, mainly black fans, rightfully call out problems with this plot change, with Rhaenyra and Daemon sleeping together only right after Laena's funeral and will be met with so many heinous responses (a lot in which tie in with centering Rhaenyra and going "oh so you hate her" type beat) and it's so frustrating. That, and how we barely see Daemon interact with his daughters, let alone be affectionate as well as protective over them---that scene where the girls are bruised from a fight and clear in distress and yet Daemon doesn't even move to check on them nor go into a rage at the fact that his daughters were harmed, let alone the fact that his now dead wife's dragon was claimed by another on the day of her funeral. None of that. But will stand protectively by Rhaenyra and her sons' side without second thought. Make it make sense.

#hotd #house of the dragon #laena velaryon #daemon targaryen #rhaenyra targaryen #and it's so disheartening bc hotd producers made the velaryons black for obvs diversity points #and still could of had the same plot for that house and its characters with little problem #but instead they decided to do all the mess they did and it feels like such a disservice #you should know that you did something wrong when on of the actresses working with you goes #“hey....um...why was this plot added? is this necessary?” #and its a big reason why i don't really find myself being on any teams side in this verse #like yeah id choose rhae over aegon but i still have many choice words for her (daemon can choke) #the narrative really gives laena the disposable black girlfriend (or partner) trope just to move on to daemyra #that is so disrespectful #there's so much that i want to say but that'll be for another post #toxic daemyra stans dni!

[sys-polls]

can traumagenic systems who are pro-endo interact and do your polls? no worries if not! /g

sure!

i think a lot of people misunderstand the point of this blog. this blog does not have a syscourse stance. the fact that it is traumagenic-only is irrelevant from syscourse. all it is is a space just for traumagenics to share their experiences.

i have never voiced my opinions on non-traumagenics on this blog because this is not a personal blog! this is just polls! yet i am bombarded by asks assuming i am being hostile by making a dedicated space.

so, yeah. pro endos are fine here. because it's about traumagenics, not inherently being anti-non-traumagenic. my own views are separate from this blog.

thank you for asking! - amaranth.

#a huge issue i take is with something someone did recently #they reblogged my poll encouraging endos to vote #if you cannot handle ONE BLOG not including you then you need to get off this site #i am so serious #“op is anti-endo but i'm not so vote away endos” #that's really disrespectful! #there is another blog for polls for all origins & it's not my blog! #get off *my blog*! #but whatever #it's pluralpolls if you want that btw #amaranth🫁.txt #• [from the askbox] •

[snowe-zolynn-rogers]

Okay, just so we’re clear, practically every post from me is late today because of this gangly motherfucker and my obsession with them.

#five nights at freddy's #fnaf #fnaf security breach #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #the unbelievable amount of times today #that i have watched the trailer #is UNIMAGINABLY HIGH #like ​i should not have access to this trailer anymore #i am staring a disrespectful amount of time #trying to exactly picture the dialogue #the motherfucker rules my brain #like the trailer moon looks to be rushing towards the player for either good or bad reasons #while it seems like they’re saying something to the player while doing so #sun stops them with his hand very firmly not letting go of the daycare door #they tilt their head seeming to converse like maybe sun telling moon no or stop or apologize for scaring the player #then moon’s little wave as their head tilts back #and they seem to speak to the player them more calmly #yes i did dissect this scene #no i don’t regret it #my brain won't shut up #snoweytrashposts #snoweytalks #snoweyrambles #snoweyrants #tw cursing #the trailer also felt like someone setting off a flashbang on me because ‘cassie’ is the nickname people still use for me irl

[theflyingfeeling]

I don’t know if I’m just imagining things but I feel like Olli and Aleksi are actually so close 🥺 for example I feel like they post so many pics together and I know they post with others too and it’s not a big deal but e.g. Olli has posted 5 pics with someone else this year and 3 of them are with Aleksi.. so it must mean something right?? 🥺 and I feel like they spend a lot of time together yk even ”outside the band” when they’re having a day off and they still do music (the remix) etc. together 😭

Yeah I mean I for one am so deep in the Olli/Allu delulu land that it's VERY easy for me to agree and confirm all of this 😭 they're boyfriends secret lovers special friends and it shows 🥺

Here are all the pictures of the two of them I could find on Olli's IG, for reference 💞

+ the group picture Olli posted when Aleksi first joined the band, with the caption 'so now there's six of us' 🥺

#i left out the one where he's pushing aleksi's and niko's heads in the water 😳 #and one from balboa bts with tommi in the background #ngl the anon ask i got yesterday has given me MASSIVE headworms of 2 young guys having thought they had their life all figured out already #and then one day they realise they've fallen for their friend and bandmate 😭 #friends to lovers but with troubles in between my most beloved trope in the world 💞💖💗💓💕💖💞 #with truckloads of (mutual) pining and just general confusion about what they should do about their stupid (mutual) feelings #(i'd love to read/write something of this sort but i'm too anxious about everyone being all #'boohoo they'd never cheat also you're disrespecting their gfs' #like............first of all it's fiction second of all IT'S FUCKING FICTION third of all i ain't gonna tell 'em lol #obviously i wouldn’t include their actual gfs and OBVIOUSLY i wouldn’t show the fic to anyone who's in it?? #i just don't understand how someone could be offended about something they don't know about lol #and OBBVVVIOUSSSLLYYYY i wouldn’t write either of the guys as somehow happy or confident about cheating like come on #there'd be SO MUCH guilt and shame and angst and they’d still love their gfs so much #but then there's also this guy who's their friend and whose stinky socks made them barf once on the tourbus #and who means the world to them. they didn’t mean for it to happen. it just did 😭 #anyway sorry for rambling i swear i don't mean to make everything about my silly fic ideas #i just can't help myself and i need a way to let it all out somehow without bothering anyone in particular 😭😭😭) #ollixallu #anon asks #answered asks

[organized-chaotic-disaster]

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#personal #ask to tag #I posted on a subreddit asking for opinions/input for something I’m thinking of doing soon #and the mods removed the post without clear explanation #when I messaged them asking why it was removed they were like #did you read our links? #and in fact I did #so they’re like #what would you do if xyz happened? #so I answer honestly #and now they go okay go back read the links and tell us why that plan would be awful #like???? #am I crazy or is this just. kinda wild?? #idk I feel like they’re being very patronizing to me 😅 #I’m genuinely asking a question and it feels like they’re telling me to go fuck myself basically #idk am I crazy?? is feeling disrespected a fair response bc that’s how I feel?? #me: communicates clearly what I’m thinking and asking #them: vague answer #also them: solve my riddle— wrong answer reread the things you’ve already read and tell me why you’re stupid and wrong #and like. I asked ‘was it bc of how what I said (x) could be interpreted as y? bc I didn’t mean y #I meant x #and they just. don’t answer #idk I’m kind of buggin tbh

[ceebit]

due to the influx of my moots and favorite writers getting their works reposted on wattpad and other spaces i urge you all to please let people know if their work is getting published on another platforms…. especially if they’ve specifically said they don’t want their works on other platforms.

#like. do people even respect content creators anymore? #how would anyone in their right mind take something someone else did and repost it without their permission??? #and i think listing the @ of the person is just fucking rude. like it’s a slap in the face actually #think it’s a bit disrespectful to copy and paste someone’s work and then add ‘this is where i got it from lol’ #reposters r the reason so many talented people are getting fed up with fandom in general #and then they’re the same people who complain about a lack of content like……. i wonder why 😐‼️ #as told by cece #ugh. anyway

[death-rebirth-senshi]

RANNI DOESN'T *WANT* RADAHN DEAD WE DO THAT ON OUR OWN WHILE SHE'S SLEEPING!!!

Unless I'm missing some dialogue from Ranni after you learn this.

I mean don't get me wrong, I'm pretty sure if you told Ranni beforehand she wouldn't be overly torn up about it and tell you to get his ass, especially given his current state.

(A lot of people that blame Ranni for Radahn's death seem to ignore, for some reason, that Radahn is in a state of constant suffering and wants to die, which is the reason Jerren holds the festival.)

#me vs elden ring #idk I see so many 'Ranni killed Radahn' type takes and it's like. For starters you do that. #Secondly he's in a state of constantly dying/rotting when we find him and he's like a rabid animal #that needs to be put down. His most trusted soldier agrees. #killing him is a mercy. #what kind of stans are you... #'Ranni said 'murder my older brother in cold blood or I'll have your head tarnished' very disrespectful' #honestly I'd stan Ranni harder if she did say that why was literally no one like 'hm maybe the stars not moving is relevant' #we don't know much about how fate works in Elden Ring exactly but you have to wonder #whether Radahn's actions had some repercussions. Beyond keeping Ranni's fate in stasis #which I also don't think was his intention or done on behalf of the golden order. But it was a bonus for them #or maybe it's something that came to bite them in the ass in the end. Hard to say. Stagnation and all that. #also interesting that the Elden Beast is a fallen star; what else might have been kept out

[kn11ves]

emotional support group for autistics who got called condescending and rude as kids just for responding to things directly and still not knowing how they were being mean

#what did i do #i got constantly told by my mother and step father (and his family) that i always talked like i knew better than they did or that i was #just as mature. i was just fuckjng talking what the hell did you want me to do #why do you feel attacked when a 10 year old speaks to you as an adult????? literally what #i dont know on that note sometimes its just like i dont even feel like ive aged at all #sure i have a giant explosion of time in my head just Gone from my memory because i was getting abused but like i dont feel like ive aged #or really matured ive felt like ive alwats felt #i cant relate when epople are like me when i feel all my ages or i wish i could go back to being x age or being x age everything felt so #different..like no it didnt. or im missing something? #i have never in my life felt like anything has changed. ive always been this old. there is no ''inner child'' and ive never had childhood #innocence or a nostalgia or childhood to go back to. i have no idea what any of you are talking about ever👍 #ugh jst rmemebred skmething that happened with my white step dad's mother #we visited her house and she literally fucking didnt let me go (not physically) until i replied to her with Correct Granmar. what was i #doing? i was reaponding to her by saying ''yeah'' and she kept repeating ''yes'' like telling me to say yes instead of yeah and i didnt #Fucking Get It because guess what you old white cracker i barely fucking speak english and you are just saying things in an aggressive tone #like thats gonna make me get it. and i Didnt i just kept replying yrah to her yes's and then she got tired of it and we left out the door #and theeeeen i got yelled at in the car by being called disrespectful and rude by my parents. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO????????? #those crackers never liked me LOL i literally know they didnt #ugh i rmemeber this one time my step dads father was like trying to show me some dumb boxing or karate or something punching move and he #told my mother that i was good at it because he felt i had a lot of aggression and then NY MOTHER YELLED AT ME IN THE CAR FOR IT?????? #oh fucking wonder why te kid being abused mighthave aggression but she didnt Know (apart from what She was doing to me) like why would it #be my fucking fault if he thought i had aggression in me HOW IS THAT MY FAULT WHAT DIDBI DO I WAS JUST TRYING TO DO THE MOVE BECAUSE WELL #I WAS TRYING TO GET ALONG BECAUSE THATS WHAT THEY WANTED ME TO DO #she was like do you know how much that embarassed me and WHAT THE HELL HE SAID IT I DIDNT I WAS LIKE #8??? OR SOMETHING???? I DONT FUCKING KNOW!!! I DIDNT KNOW WOMAN WHAT DID YOU WANT FROM ME #mothers when they mother👍

[dana-chan-the-control-brain]

I love it when people think of me, and recommend things to me but are usually completely off base. Like the ball is in my yard, but you missed.

I just had the memory of my Mom recommending "Lala Land" to me cause "you love musicals"

And I did not enjoy that movie XD

#personal #I mean I like what I like #I can't explain why I didn't like that movie it just did not tickle my vibes #tickled my boredom tho #it was very soothing to fall asleep to #No disrespect to anyone who liked it obviously it just wasn't my thing #oh and this isn't me being sarcastic #I genuinely enjoy when folks recommend me something they think I'll like and I end up hating it #lol it's a very human moment

[rabbivole]

i don't know what happened but it feels like overnight this tidal wave was undammed of soap and ghost callofduty porno. like, even from artists who i don't think are particularly into shooters or sometimes even video games. and let me be clear that im not hating but it might be the funniest possible pairing for this to happen with. i only vaguely know who these guys are as 'theyre from that shooter franchise i think is probably kind of bro-y and jingo-y and normies love it but ive never had any interest' and now suddenly they're ruining each other's holes up and down my timeline. like lord almighty those boot boys are doing CRAZY things to each other's cervixes. it's kind of beautiful

i saw someone half-jokingly ask 'do i need to play any of the other games first or can i jump to the one with the gay guys' and i NEED someone to tell me what happened that caused this to breach containment. it's like a lesbian on your timeline making Columbo cool again, but in this case im assuming some transmasc artist was patient zero for introducing homoerotic readings of call of duty to the 'loving drawings of mansex' wider community

#did something happen in the Call of Duty Living Story #did some juicy manpain get revealed in their extraction shooter or whatever #please i need someone to do investigative journalism on why soap and ghost are both trans and having disrespectful sex

[mkscatgirl]

My thing is that it's not "just a cake" like she literally did MORE work to disregard his wishes FOR HIS BIRTHDAY THAT SHE **OFFERED** TO DO FOR HIM like what else is she doing?

#i reqlly do wonder how people would respond if the genders were swapped or if they were gay LMAO #but its like if you ask someone if they want you to do something and they say yes and then you dont do what they asked for......... #like you understand that thats disrespectful right......... #its one thing if like youre unable to meet their demands but in this case she literally did MORE work to ignore him LOL #whatever this is stupid

[digirainebow]

i didn't think jacob would be arguing with olivia, wanting it almost as much as her. what the hell. i expected the self defeated, taking one for the team attitude but actively needing it like her? when he had been trying to stop her all night? i feel like i've been blasted by a buckshot

#digi discusses #the world needs more jacobs and i just took him out of it #did he go back to being a kid again? to see the lights of possibility again? #to feel like he's doing something exciting and worthwhile again not by making art but by being “freed” by maggie's knowledge once more? #or did he. choose another timeline entirely? augh i'm gonna have to watch the ending back again...where did he go... #maggie would be turning in her graaaaaave to know he chose this. she would hate that for him she would h a t e it #the anna parallels. stuck between time only able to hear him on radios if you are lucky. fuck off #becoming an urban legend...i think he would have liked that. immortalized just like he wanted. ugh wait did riley do that for him #but the details getting lost his name becoming warped over time? i think riley (and i) would feel it was almost disrespectful to his memory #the fact he puts meeting riley on the same pedestal as saving camena. god god god god. even when they aren't friends they are. #riley talking to athena like a person like he did. i am MISERABLE #its the dys exocolonist thing all over again. he's happy and that's...good. but he could have been just as happy if he'd stayed too #every single time i think about the hug i'm going to cry #every single ending has done this to me there is literally no winning #being kinda mean to him was bad enough but this ending just feels! it feels like riley. like i. drove him to. #girl i need to log off bye #oxenfree II spoilers #yeah there's the essay. just took a minute #i will make another one about hurt healed olivia in a bit too because that. made me sob. that one hit really...close to home #he says when he was a teenager he would have fallen for it if someone told him he could open a portal in the sky and make things better #what a liar he would still do it now #EDIT: NO i knew it he says almost exactly what nona says after you hug her when you hug him. the orange-associated characters strike again