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#i did email that church tho and ask if there was any upkeep on the graves
aro-aizawa · 3 years
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nnnnnnnnnot gonna lie i always feel slightly off balance when i think “oh that’s something i think i might be able to do as a job!” bc on one hand, yes! finally! but on the other hand i’m super noncommittal and i really don’t want to say that i’m interested in something, someone take me at my word and think that’s now my lifes goal when it’s smth that i’m only thinking i could do at that moment. i might change my mind or it’ll lose its appeal after a little while.
#shut up danni#anyway i just thought of smth i could do bc i've been thinking it in the back of my mind for like. years.#but never really did any googling for until now??#anyways one thing that i've always wondered is that i love walking through graveyards#it's always serene and i like taking a moment to think about the departed there and paying respects to their life#even if they're not anyone that i know they're still human and deserve respect in their final resting place even after decades have passed#anyways there's this old church on my road and i walk past its graveyard nearly every single time i take the bus or walk anywhere#and i've always been sad at how...weathered and damaged the gravestones have been#so i idly looked into what it would take to clean it and i found out that there are professionals for that!#ppl who actually clean and tend to the graves for money and idk i just think that might appeal to me???#bc i like cleaning things it's satisfying to me if i can get it pristine its just the motivation for it#so learning how to do that might be smth that i could do??? becoming a professional grave repair person#i've always had a bit of a weird relationship w death and the whole. thing. around death? so this could be for me#like yeah its a bit morbid and almost ripped from a goth kid's dreams but maybe it'll be smth i'll look into#no CLUE how i'd go about it#i did email that church tho and ask if there was any upkeep on the graves#bc idk might try and clean up a few of the graves there myself if they let me#some look like they could just do w a bit of polish and attention#but also like. completely unironically i'm#also laughing bc i LOVED danny phantom and the aesthetics of ghosts growing up so.#me thinking abt professionally cleaning graves? HA
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