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causeimanartist · a day ago
for the gay ask game 11 or 12? also love ur art
11: have a childhood crush that you didn’t realize was a crush until later in life?
Oh hmmm, you know maybe? There was one girl who transferred to my elementary school in fourth grade (so age like 8ish for non-Americans) and I really wanted her to like me. Except she initially got swept in with the popular girls which, I totally wasn’t part of (LOL what a surprise ive always been a loser ✌🏻) so then I went the whole “get out of my school route” (aka during recess I wrote a list of everything a friend is then at the end wrote “this is everything you are not”. I thought I was sneaky putting it into her backpack but the teacher knew my handwriting lmfao)
We became friends by the next year and then at one point she started affectionately calling me Dumbles (after Dumbledore...a..gay character.......I’m connecting the dots) and would say she loved me and I was always too scared to say it back (oh. Oh I’m really connecting the dots. Answering this ask made me self aware CNXNDNXNCB)
12: if you had to do a gay lip sync dance performance, what song would it be to and what would your outfit be
I cannot dance or perform so LOL but it would probably be a musical number if I’m being honest. I’d love to go full drama and be Elphaba lip syncing Defying Gravity
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kinggdom · a day ago
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Honestly I just watched Bo Burnham: Inside for the first time but I’ve been in a pretty bad place lately and I wish I knew what it was going to be like before I watched it because it feels like I just got repeatedly punched in the face.
But seriously if you’re not in a good place mentally you shouldn’t watch it until you get better
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akibf · 9 days ago
aha i had nothing funny to say after the nets game lol sad. i go through series-eses so slooowly so it’s not like… a great idea to keep adding to the to read/watch list but been hearing good things abt tokyo rev! (don’t add more things to your list don’t add more things to your list aaaand its added)
Tokyo rev is sooooo good you're gonna love it, if i haven't made it obvious yet (LOL) i highllyyyy recommend it omg. the character development is top tier and the characters themselves (boys AND girls) are so well written ):
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vargaslovinghours · a month ago
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What am I even supposed to do with all these exceeded expectations
#💟#Doodles#I came in with such a tempered head and was still utterly blindsided#I've cried quite a lot to Vargas lol it's one of the things I like about it so very much#But I have sobbed to exactly two chapters - Ch. 21 and now Ch. 34#Not coincidentally Ch.s 20 and 21 are my favourites for a very closely-tied reason lol#So it looks like I have some new favourites#Backing up a bit - I drew that first one when I saw there was an update lol#Very similar feels to the last update Vargas updates have me terrified in the best way lol#Second one was after glancing at the updated tags so very hype lol#And then finally sitting down to read! I always reread the last chapter before the update so get caught back up#And - I wish I was kidding - I cried just from rereading#Like so fast! Nothing had even happened in the chapter yet!! All my fondness just came bubbling back up from the past year it was too much#I was able to chill out enough to smile the entire way through Scriabin getting punched at least lol#Then to the update hhh#First of all - Devi's is an angel and I love her so much#I made my usual notes a good bit through 33 - not least of all screaming internally at ''Helix'' like fucking eviscerate me my gods#Excuse me while I just never get over that I am now forever changed#Y'ever just read something and Know that you're gonna think about it for approximately the next five years#And a tiny bit of levity between chapters lol 33 is my least favourite number but I might have to lay off ragging on it now#After a point I was just full in on reading - all my focus on being in that scene and that moment and just agh#At first I didn't believe him#But he said the words and honestly like#That's kinda everything#Hhhh and I didn't even talk about how I'm gonna have to rewrite like half of One Way Mirror because it was just all right there fjslafdf#My brain feels excellent and I'm still gonna have to recover lol
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ats4mu · 2 months ago
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no cause im gagging and just cringing seeing the unanswered asks in my askbox. bestie they are ROTTING there,,, i'm sorry i hope u all know that im just going through something rn kidding thats a lie im just . wasting time on other things other than tumblr but anyways how is everyone hope everyone's still here and shaking some ass . ily or wtv 😰😰
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kitkatsgalore · 5 months ago
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jimin and namjoo from a clear glass bead (won’t break that easily) by hammerandstrings! i finished reading it yesterday and it’s just so lovely and good. i highly recommend if you’re looking for something that has found family, finding yourself, and the feeling of falling into slow, honey sweet love! ♡
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OH WAIT @megatraven and @catlovingwitch
I gave you fluff now it’s time to go back to angst.
Remember the voicemail headcannon we did with Alex AND MCs mom?? Well,,,imagine that during the Hera problems that MC is alone at one point. She’s talked to everyone that she can and she feels hopeless,,,she’s lost. She scrolls through her contacts about to call someone for comfort, and she sees her mothers contact.
She stares at it for a moment. She doesn’t know how she hasn’t seen it before, or maybe she has and decided to ignore it. But this time, memories are rushed to her mind. Memories of her crying as she listens to her mother’s voicemail, but she never left one because she never wanted the phone to run out of room. And now after 10 years, she still mourns her death, and before she realizes it, her finger hits her contact and presses ‘call’. It rings and rings and she knows it’s not gonna answer, no voice is gonna come through the speaker, nothing but a monotone voice is gonna say, “leave a message,” and she would hear the blasted ring. She knows it. But she hears a message that she didn’t remember her mother leaving.
It’s her saying leave a message, but instead of just her, she hears her own voice. There’s a little grunt and then she hears her voice again. Her little girl voice is laughing and happy and her mother is happy as well. And then the monotone voice comes and tells her to leave a message. She’s stuck. She came here to hear her voice, but now she feels like she finally has words.
Finally has words to tell her mother. Even if she would never hear them.
“Hey, mom.” The words were shaky as they came out, but they were out. It was words she hasn’t said in so long, and she missed them. 
“It’s me. You already know who this is, but, yeah. I’m not doing so well,” she says, voice still shaking as tears well up. She pauses for a moment, but knows she needs to speak, she has to before time runs out. “But good things have happened, Momma. I got a job at HERA, I’ve been doing well, and me and Alex are engaged. I finally got my 15 year old’s dream to come true, Mom. You were right about me and them. You always are right.”
The tears flowed down her face and she took in a breath and tried to continue. “I miss you so much, Mom. I think of you everyday, I take your HERA badge with me, I want to show you my ring, I want you to be at my wedding, but I know you can’t. But I just wanted to say that I love you and I wish you were here to give me advice.” When she finally says all of that, ready to somehow continue, the phone beeps again and hangs up.
Her time was out. But her words weren’t done. She knows nobody would hear it, but she just had to finally get these words out of her mouth. The words she didn’t tell anybody for years and the words she wants to tell her mother. She dials her number and hears her voice again and it hurts but comforts her as well. She hears the beep and begins again. “I wanted your advice on how to deal with Hera living under my skin. You had her as well, but now it’s causing me trouble, Momma. They’re saying I’m gonna become her, and I’m gonna die, Momma. I might join you soon.” At those words, the world came crashing down even more. “I love you, Mom, and I always wished to see you again. I wanted to die so long ago, just so I could be with you again, but now...I’ve found peace. I know you wouldn’t want to meet me in pain and sadness, and I don’t want to meet you like that either.”
“I want to meet you as I have a peaceful death and can meet you again. You can guide me back and I could be with you again, Momma. I miss you, but I know you wouldn’t want this. You would tell me to fight, I know you would, and I’m trying. I’m trying so hard, Mom, and I’m not gonna give up.” She can hear her moms voice telling her what she said all those years ago. “Don’t give up. Don’t let anyone stop you from love and happiness. You can do anything, MC.” Those words and that memory made her heart clench in sadness but comfort as well. “And I made a promise to you that I would, and I will, but it hurts.” She knows her times running out again, so she finishes with,
“I love you, Mom. I hope one day I can actually hear your voice again, one day I can hug you again, and I can tell you of everything that has happened, and I know you’re watching.”
“I’ll make you proud of me.”
HIOFHFBJFDN. AAAAH MEGG AND WREN!! I JUST!! THE VOICEMAIL THING IS SUCH A GOOD IDEA MEG!! I LOVE IT!! And I also just imagine MCs mom meeting her in a dream and being lilke, “Sweetie I heard it all,” AND HAVING A SWEET MOMENT!! I LOVE MC AND HER MOTHER!! AND ANYWAYYYSSSS....I’m sad and I actually cried during this. Anything involving death hurts me, but I love it and hope you love it as well >:))).
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verytendou · 7 months ago
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they call me... maker..... friend maker....
#CRIES MY COLLAB PARTNER AND I ARE FRIENDS NOW#i was so worried i know cam meant well but i was still like... omg... what if they hate me bc im annoying.....#cam was like 'idk i didnt really care i dont think you could annoy them we didnt talk much' and i was still like BUT WHAT IF THEY HATE ME#but  we talked today and went over ideas and aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh we got along really well!!!#and we were talking and i was like 'oh man i feel pressured bc i got put on the pic for writers with kdad and kouraing who are both#pretty well known writers? and some of the qrts on our pic was LOOK AT THIS WRITING LINEUP and im sitting here like#none of you know who i am LOL#so im kinda worried'#and she was like oh yeah!! same!! i feel like everyone has art i recognized but no one knows mine' and this was after we had been talking#for like a while right#but!! this artist was someone i HAD recognized and liked the art of!! and so i told her right and she was really happy!!! which was nice bc#i was like 'wait omg is that super creepy to say?? that i recognized them and wanted to collab?' but she was happy kjdghd#and she was like 'omg i cant wait to read your fics we're friends now' and i was like WE ARE?? IS IT THAT EASY?? CAN U JUST SAY IT#then she was like 'ONLY IF YOU WANT TO BE' and i was sitting there happy like 'yes i want to be!!!' i have a hrhshi friend now ahhahaha#and she likes enntna!! every time i show someone my acc and theyre like 'omg enntna' i know they have TASTE#and ahhhhhh im happy!!!!!!! another hq friend!!! and we get to zine collab!!! yay!!!!! cannot wait!!! this zine looks like#it's gonna be really good!!!! im really excited!!! wahhhhh#v.txt
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