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bloggirl8842 · 7 months

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I’ve been reflecting a lot lately on my high school crush. It was this hugeee devastating thing to me bc I’d grown up w the guy and it was this torch I carried for three years so publicly and for no reason other than to have a hobby, though it started with what I still think was genuine chemistry (or the potential for it), and coming out of it made me shut off that part of myself almost entirely bc I thought I just became an issue when I felt that sort of affection but it’s all so crazy! I was mentioning this to my therapist as like blah blah blah I didn’t date growing up, I got a huge crush on my friend and I knew I didn’t have a chance so I pushed him away and he got a girlfriend and we didn’t really talk after that but I kept the crush isn’t that so weird, and she was like “wait no you did have a chance. You were friends and you pushed him away to retreat into fantasy but you could’ve tried to actually go after him or even just maintained the friendship after his relationship began.” And that’s been ringing in my head for a MONTH because it’s true and he and I weren’t even fully friends but we had the potential to be like we had inside jokes we admired each other’s work and I just cut any chance of that off because I was so freaked! I can distinctly recall myself avoiding chances at connecting! I wish I’d pursued that friendship I don’t think it would’ve been a big important thing or that we would’ve been close but I think it would’ve at least been nice

#it’s definitely too late now I followed him on ig once and he would not follow me back. really wrird bc his little brother does nd i dont #talk to that guy i just like his art #he’s still v sweet though. i ran into him a few years ago on the street and he walked around w me for an hour and kept missing his bus to go #home bc he wanted to keep talking. he also told me his deepest fear and made me tell him mine (mine was being alone) and i meant being alone #in a general no friends no loved ones no understanding way but he went ‘’aww im sure youll find somebody’’ and i was like i should kill you #for that. did you just assume im an incel. i mean i WAS an incel but come on #i wonder if he knew. he couldn’t have not known. worst part of all it was that i didnt even really like him like that after the first six #months i just did not get how any of this attraction love relationship stuff worked and didnt want to try anything real w anyone else #god this is gonna be a regret of mine for awhile i think we couldve been really fun friends 😭#and instead i used the idea of him to just fuck my brain up #okay time to nap I cant stare at this one regret again im always moving! i really had not thought about it in years before like this month

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speedyowl152 · 10 months

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Mlb series 5 finale spoilers //

Feel like the whole time through miraculous the message was don't make the wish actually because the price won't be worth it and then they turn around and do that???? And Nathalie's still alive??? And everyone remembers monarch despite that talk about the universe being unwritten in ephemeral and also why is no one questioning why Emilie is here suddenly. I'm so. Gah. Whats the moral of the story, its okay to go mad in search of power so long as you make sure you're the only one to suffer for it. I thought this was gonna be one of the first animated kids shows to cover such serious topics of life threatening illness and making one of the main characters an orphan during the peak of the show rather than being one since the beginning and they fucking? Just made it all better? I know it can't be too dark because it's a kids show but what happened to consequences for your actions? What happened to balance??? Whos taken nathalies place of eternal sleep. Is no one ever gonna give adrien a heads up about the significance of those rings.

Lila is the only bitch I respect I can't believe they made adrien spend the whole episode rocking back and forth in his sensory deprivation chamber from trauma and Felix! Bruh! Was he spending the episode asking mummy to make him hot chocolate while he tried to track the location of the deprivation chamber. What the heck is in this for tomoe??

#i say this as a felix stan. my boy where were you #was his and kagamis plan really to give marinette a heads up and just back off and leave her to it #fuck zag when will bonkus have full rights to the show #i knew leaving it open ended to make more series for the money would wreck the finale boooo #it just couldve been so much and it was just fuckin. that? i kept checking the time stamp and going blimey theres still more left #then i was like wow they gotta wrap this up to show the negatives to gabriels choices and put the universe back in 4 minutes damn #and then they didnt lmaoooi #emilie where is the cataclysm that by equal exchange should be consuming u huh #adrien just gonna live his life never knowing that hes a sentimonster that killed his own father huh #ml s5e25 #ml s5e26 #ml s5e26 spoilers #ml s5e25 spoilers #ml the last day part one spoilers #the last day part one spoilers #the last day part two spoilers #ml the last day part two #the last day part 2 #ml the last day part 2 #the last day part 2 spoilers #ml recreation #ml re-creation #recreation spoilers #ml recreation spoilers #ml s5 spoilers #ml spoilers #miraculous spoilers #miraculous ladybug spoilers #own post #really thought this show could help me accept my own internal issues with mortality and my own tendancy to escape through fantasy

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justinefrischmanngf · 1 year

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i just wish i had been allowed to sit in the afterglow of last night for a bit longer. i couldve pretended that i was part of a group of people i couldve pretended that i would make proper friends with at least some of them i couldve pretended that it was all finally falling into place. instead i went to this class and was immediately called out on both not knowing mandarin and also on not having any friends like okay. couldnt you just have let me had this.

#doing too much fucking thinking i wish i couldve just kept pretending i was finally finding a space for me #a week wasnt enough!!!!!!!#but ultimately i just need to get over it. it was a very beautiful experience and very beautiful experiences dont just happen all the time #i cant believe i’m going to go to redacted next year where i wont know anyone and have to start again except it’ll be in the same fucking #country i was born in and yet i guarantee i wont sound australian enough and i wont be this or that enough and it’ll always just be the same #it’s not like i didnt know and it’s not like it hasnt constantly happened and it’s not like i dont know how to deal with it #but i just wish that i didnt have to deal with it #okay i need 2 stop being silly about this and eat something and clean my room

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two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat · 7 months

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Took chewby i used to take layla on when I was a kid

She got startled by some dogs in a yard. That she could see while we were approaching.

#despite being raised with other dogs and spending a lot of time with other dogs shes pretty antisocial when it comes to dogs she doesnt know #the dog behind the fence was bouncing around wanting to play and chewby just kept her head down and started walking faster #very ''maybe if i ignore it itll go away''#also idk why but she walks so much better when its just me and her lmao #shes making me look like a liar to my mom tho #like when its just us she rarely pulls on the leash. she loose leash walks next to me. i can usually get her attention back on me pretty #easily. but if my moms there she doesnt do any of that lol #doesnt matter who's holding the leash #like. whats that about bestie?#also unrelated but the city planted trees along the sidewalk last year and all but like 2 of them died within months #and now theyre. planting more of the same trees. i feel like it would be cheaper in the long run to plant some native wildflowers #or some shit #like yea more trees would be nice for the shade but like. maybe shouldnt have pulled up ALL the adult trees around there then.#like they couldve left the ones at the top of the hill #but nah they wanted to sell the wood from the black walnuts so cant do THAT #instead we're just gonna plant more baby trees that wont survive the winter #they didnt even leave the ones that survived #they went through yesterday and pulled those ones up #like #are we just gonna repeat this every year forever #cuz that seems like a waste of both time and money #and trees #and gas for the giant construction equipment they bring in to drill holes in the ground to plant the trees

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whateveriscatchy · 9 months

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final thoughts of the movie from someone who liked the series but got really tired of its pace and story structure

Miraculous Movie spoilers

#it was okay #i like how there were a lot of similarities to the show #and i love the dynamic between adrien and marinette better in the movie #there characters were less one dimensional here than i felt it was in the first two seasons of mlb #and the animation truly was beautiful #but the dialogue?#phew not a fan #was on the nose a lot with its theme and messaging #and kept pounding it on the viewer’s head #and the fact that it was a musical?#very weird and didnt really help with the pacing and story progression #marinette had a beautiful voice ngl #but they repeated so many of the same points out of the songs that it didnt feel important #they couldve saved more screen time for better pacing by cutting out the songs #scene transitions were whack too but thats because i dislike the pacing #dialogue was a bit unnatural and im confused about where marinette is at the start of the story #like did she just move to paris?? im confused #her dad’s cute ngl but it was very unnecessary to the story #i thought it was going to tie in later on #or would be used as a foil to adrien’s dad #the movie had potential #and it was visually pleasing #the shiny eyes and close side shots were gorgeous #and the destruction after an akuma attack?#felt more lasting than the series #personally hated the fact that marinette was able to magically fix it #yes i know its part of her powers blah blah blah #the movie didnt set it up properly #and the love is more powerful than fear or death?#could be done better where the dialogue didnt have to be cringey

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poorlittlevampire · 9 months

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also shucked was funny, alex newell obviously stole the show tho + some of the jokes were so bad like. i hate to say this bc i am as liberal as possible but like. they were just saying liberal things for the sake of saying liberal things. like they werent even jokes it was just “haha and this is a liberal talking point wink wink nudge nudge pls clap for us” but of course they did still manage to get a trans joke in!! har har

#debatably the joke couldve been abt a drag queen but the punchline was still just. man who presents as a woman #like that was it #so 😐#also i didnt care for rhe lead actress she kept like gasping in while singing and it was annoying #but thats very prevalent in current musicals theatre singing for some reason ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#she acted well just not my fave singer #esp when compared to the absolute POWERHOUSE that is alex newell holy shit #they fucking killed it #id go see it again purely for them

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takasuya · 1 year

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kind of sucks. my family. thinking abt them makes me so angry and sad. its all ive ever known, i deserve better, and its something im born into and i CAN choose to leave but theyve pushed and forced themselves into me so much that i dont know if i can without something killing me. idk. it sucks a lot. i feel like im carrying sickness in me, and its something i cant fix. idk idk idk. like.

#the eternal. pain of how this is my one life and ppl i dont even know have ruined it so much that im just. a living shell of a person #i wasnt able to develop hobbies or interests that werent to further my moms view of success of a person. and im just. nothing now #yes i like art. yes i like to write. but what else? im tired of my interests and everything doesnt seem. fun anymore #yea it might be depression but shhh shhh i dont have that a depressed person should be able to get better grades #i hate her so much.#i told her i want to go back to school but she kept hounding me abt it and applying NOW and im like… give me a while damn #and was like dont waste ur time at work just to get one year of exp and im like. i couldve gotten more. if u didnt not let me find work #lmao. anyway

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hannieehaee · 4 months

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18+ / mdi

content: loser!chan, virgin!chan, sub!chan, afab reader, smut, dry humping, unprotected sex, penetrative sex, etc.

part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4

wc: 1943

a/n: upon absolutely no demand whatsoever, loser!chan makes a comeback

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loser!chan who feels like he's about to cum his pants at the sight before him, laying on your bed and mouth agape as his eyes are unable to remove themselves from your figure.

it was like you wanted to kill him. it was already bad enough that you jumped him every single time he crossed the door to your apartment throughout the entirety of the bio project you'd been working on for the past month (his first ever b, a feat due to his lack of ability to concentrate whenever you were sitting in front of him). now, even after the project was done, you kept seeking him out, always giving him insane pleasure with the barest of touches. it was like you got off at the thought of chan cumming with your most minimal effort.

chan couldn't complain, really. he was absolutely obsessed with you. thoughts of you plagued his mind day and night. he couldnt concentrate at school, always looking forward to any time you'd send him a text along the lines of 'miss u channie :c come see me?' you had him at the palm of your hand, and he loved it so bad.

today, you had pulled a new one on him. the two of you arrived at your room, deciding to settle on a movie (that's right! he moved past study buddy to, uh, whatever it was that your relationship was by now). you put on the movie, excusing yourself to go to your restroom really quick. he didnt think too much of it, simply settling on your bed and eating some of the popcorn you had prepared. he had less of a hard time relaxing around you now. it'd been two months since that first time you'd made him cum in his pants when be came over to your place for the first time. now he was able to hold conversations with you, but was still extremely shy when it came to any sexual encounter with you.

his thoughts were unable to progress past that the moment he heard you clear your throat, signaling your return to your room.

holy shit.

the sight before him was one he had only ever pictured in his most intense wet dreams about you (which happened more often that he was willing to admit). you were wearing objectively the prettiest thing he'd ever seen. it was a cute pink lacy set. it was almost completely see-through and with cute little flowers embroidered onto it. it was adorable, but you werent. you were the sexiest thing he had ever seen. he couldve sworn his dick stood right up just at the sight, already leaking with arousal.

"do you like it, channie?", you purred as you crawled on the bed, not bothering with the mess you created upon pushing off the snacks out of your way.

your eyes carried a lust chan had never seen. he felt like prey, and that excited him like crazy.

"y-you .. fuck ..."

"yeah, channie? tell me," you now sat atop his form, which had been him sitting cross-legged on your bed. his hands immediately went to your hips, making you push yourself even closer to him, "tell me what you think. is it pretty? do i look pretty for you, channie?"

he nodded enthusiastically, "yes. you look so ... fuck, so beautiful ... you're perfect."

"aw, thank you, baby. you're so sweet," you had begun pulling off his clothes the moment you sat on him, somehow managing to even get his pants off despite the awkward position (with his help, of course). letting you undress him was second nature to him by now. his body just moved in place to allow you access to his almost completely bare body.

he felt goosebumps form at the way you softly ran your hands throughout the entirety of his skin.

"channie ..."

"yeah?", his eyes couldnt help but stay glued to yours, wide and waiting for whatever command you had for him. he'd do anything you wanted. you were so good and pretty, all for him. it was the least he could do.

"want you ... want you so bad, channie ..." your hips were lightly grinding against his, probably out of second nature by now.

"y-you can have me. i'll give you anything," his hands were running up and down your body, loving how you leaned against his touch.

"anything?"

"yes."

"can i have you, channie? can i ... can i sit on you? fuck. ive been thinking about it nonstop ... just want you so bad, please, channie. can i?"

oh, god. he wasnt going to make it. you were begging for him? all while he was willing to give you anything you wanted. there was no reason to beg, but it was making him lose his mind. the thought of you finally wrapping around him made him moan out loud, digging his head into your neck as his hips instinctively humped against yours.

"baby ... can i? please, please, i'll do anything."

you wanted him dead. there was no other explanation. he was already crying out against your chest, nodding like crazy as he kissed at your skin. he eventually pulled away to look into your eyes, with his own glassy at the insane lust clouding over him.

"yes ... please .. anything. i'll give you anything, just-"

you interrupted him with a kiss, shoving your tongue in his mouth immediately as you pushed him down to lay on his back.

"oh, channie. ive wanted you for so long, you have no idea. i ... can i have it raw, baby? please! just ... ill let you pull out, i promise. im on birth control too. ill take plan b. i dont care. anything, just please, channie ..." you licked at his moaning mouth throughout your entire plea, knowing how much it clouded his mind when you played with his tongue.

he cried against you, begging for you to do whatever you wanted to him. nothing was off-limits. he wanted your cunt more than he had ever wanted anything in his life. he'd do anything for it at this point. lust had completely taken over his mind, making him moan like crazy at any one of your touches.

you made quick work of your lingerie, throwing it off with no care for its state. you had more pressing matters. it seemed like your brain had also been taken over by lust, even showing it in your desperation in ripping off his boxers. the way you wanted him had him throwing his head back. his glasses were completely foggy by now, not allowing him to see you very well. he went to take them off, only to be stopped by you.

"no! baby, keep them on, please. you look so sexy with your glasses, channie. keep them on? for me?" it was impossible to say no to you when your fingers were pulling at his nipples and your bare pussy was grinding against his length.

"y-yeah ... anything you want ..."

"anything? can i sit on you now, then, channie?", yes! you couldve sat on him the moment he first laid eyes on you at the beginning of the semester and he would've thanked all the gods for allowing him such pleasure.

"p-please ... need to feel y- shit!", you interrupted him by finally lowering yourself onto him.

"oh, channie ... fuck ... feel so ... so full," you sighed from above him, speeding up almost immediately at the pleasure.

he had no time to process the feeling, immediately losing his mind to the feeling. there were no coherent thoughts left in him. all he could do was cry as you rode him. you went crazy above him, practically humping him while you cried his name. he finally opened his eyes back up, falling further into insanity at the view in front of him.

your head was thrown back, with your eyes closed shut. one of your hands was on his chest for balance, while the other played with one of your breasts. the view literally made him salivate, having never been able to picture such an erotic image of you in his head no matter how hard he tried. this would ruin him. he was so addicted to you already, he knew that this would only make him fall even deeper.

"f-feel good, channie? tell me. wanna make y- fuck ... wanna make you feel so good."

"y-yes. fuck ... you- you're so perfect ... w- want ... shit. please ..." he had no idea what he was begging for, he just knew he wanted more.

"fuck me, baby. need to feel you. yeah? just ... your hips, baby, please."

he was delirious, but he was conscious enough to follow your every direction, digging his feet flat on the bed and beginning to thrust upwards, lacking any rhythm whatsoever. but it was enough to have you leaning over his chest and crying his name. it was also enough for chan to lose all control and begin ramming into you like a madman.

there was no control left in either of you, just humping against each other like animals in heat. he wanted to cum so badly, but not as bad as he wanted you to cum around him. the thought of you creaming against his dick made him throw his head back against the bed, eyes rolling back.

"ch- channie ... so fucking good. such a good b- boy for me. sweetest boy, shit. you're perfect, channie. and all mine. go- gonna use you all the time now. want you to give it to me every day. you will, wont you? give me what i want? let me sit on you every day? please ... need more ..." it was like you knew exactly which words to say to push his buttons. he'd give you anything you wanted. there was no need for you to ask.

he was about to blow his load, suddenly remembering you said you'd pull him out, but having his thought interrupted by you reading his mind once more.

"inside, channie. please ... i know- know it's not safe, but please ... im on birth control, its okay, channie, just- fuck! oh, channie! shit!", you began moaning uncontrollably, suddenly freezing above him as your walls tightened against him. you had finally reached your peak, dragging him right along with you.

he had orgasmed with you before, but never like this. he couldve sworn he blacked out for a few seconds, feeling his head go completely blank as he let the pleasure consume him. his voice went as high as ever, expressing the loudest moans he had ever let out. by the end of it, you were both empty shells of yourselves, landing against each other's bodies as you attempted to catch your breaths.

"baby ... are you okay? did you like it, channie?", the first thing you did was check on him. it truly made his heart soar.

"i love you."

shit. he hadnt meant to say that. he didnt even know he was feeling it? he was half-aware his feelings for you went past just attraction, but what he had just felt only confirmed it for him. he wanted you all to himself, except now he might lose you over his lack of control over his words after you got a hold on him.

"you do? channie ...'" you paused, "i love you too," you sealed your confession with a peck, still sitting on his dick, but ignoring all the juices traveling between the two of you.

he felt insane relief, deciding to further wrap his arms around you and pull you directly into his chest.

"'m gonna keep you now? mkay? you're all mine now, channie."

god, was he more than okay with that.

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sanjisboyfie · 6 months

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one piece smau: dating zoro edition

- slight nsfw images + wording , very slight

- male reader !!

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rzs.[name]: muah smooch kiss 😚

tagged: [name]s_hubby

[name]s_hubby: i love u pretty boy

-> rzs.[name]: come home imy

-> [name]s_hubby: im gettin ur stupid biggie bag wait a second

dni_nami: STOP BEING HAPPY ON MY TL ‼️‼️‼️ I DIDNT ASK FOR TS esp from u two

-> rzs.[name]: btw nami i jus venmoed u for the snacks u bought for us at the movies

-> dni_nami: i wish u both nothing but happiness 🫶🏼 love u botthhhh

uso_pp: damn why he eatin u ... [name] u good??

-> [name]s_hubby: pls stfu u touch deprived idiot

liked by purrrona, rzs.[name], and 11k others

[name]s_hubby: why r ppl spelling gym "jim" that shit sound stupid as fuck

tagged: rzs.[name]

rzs.[name]: my favorite pillow <333

rzs.[name]: guys do u see how he tagged me :))) its cuz hes my boyfriend

rzs.[name]: pls tell me ur single plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspl

-> [name]s_hubby: i almost blocked u bc i thought u were a rando

-> uso_pp: smths tellin me this isnt the right answer ???

-> [name]s_hubby: mb i mean, yes i do have a boyfriend and am happily married to him

freeluffy: ZORO i beat ur pr 😈😈

-> [name]s_hubby: mf i know u didnt stop lying

princesanji: vomitted in my mouth xoxo

-> [name]s_hubby: the jealousy from this comment is crazy

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rzs.[name]: HES SOOOOO HOTTTT I MIGHT JUST START DROOLING

tagged: [name]s_hubby

[name]s_hubby: please do not start drooling i might break up w u

-> rzs.[name]: u practically started crying when i told u i had to leave the bed to go to school , i cant even jmagine if i broke up w you

-> uso_pp: his ass is not built to survive without u [name] pls dont break up w him for the sake of everyone else

randomgirl: happy for u ig ...

-> [name]s_hubby: im gonna block u from [name]s phone cuz hes too nice to do it himself foh w ur bullshit

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johnnybro: BIG BRO ZORO GOT THE CUTEST BOYFRIEND EVER

-> rzs.[name]: JOHNNNNYY zoro says he misses u

-> [name]s_hubby: i didnt but good to hear from u johnny and yes my bf is the cutest

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SUPERCOLA: zoros drunk ass couldnt even stand upright and [name] had to go on over there to sober him up

tagged: rzs.[name] and [name]s_hubby

robinkills: what even got him to come back to his senses? he was so drunk

-> rzs.[name]: i told him he would have to sleep on the couch unless he got serious

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-> dni_nami: thats all it took??? wtf 💀💀💀

freeluffy: zoro is so funny 😂😂😂 he kept bumping into poles ans apologizing to them

-> [name]s_hubby: luffy delete this comment rn u have ten minutes.

rzs.[name]: i love my boyfriend 😇 even if hes so fucking stupid

-> SUPERCOLA: pls do NOT start beef in my comment section i was tryna show how cut u guys r as a couple not how stupid u both are

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[name]s_hubby: one day ill put a proper ring on his finger and then MAYBE just maybe bitches will stop tryna slide in his dms

tagged: rzs.[name]

uso_pp: it was cute until u threatened a whole population of people

-> [name]s_hubby: the issue is that theres a whole population of people tryna get w my bf, thats not my fault

dni_nami: zoro u almost had me fooled that u were being a SWEET bf for once

rzs.[name]: why not rn???

-> [name]s_hubby: shhh

princesanji: the caption couldve been smth great and then u ruined it

-> [name]s_hubby: and ur still single. so...

liked by dni_nami, [name]s_hubby, and 12k others

rzs.[name]: i was told to make it more obvious on my acc that i have a bf (even tho hes in all my posts) so pls stop dming me now ty

tagged: [name]s_hubby

[name]s_hubby: his username is literally "roronoa zoro's [name]" as in - IM RORONOA ZORO ... i need all of u to wake tf up

-> rzs.[name]: and my man!!! thank u to my man!!

dni_nami: if anyone knew u two in real life theyd know all u do is talk abt each other

uso_pp: the world if ppl were able to take a hint🌈✨✌️☮️🕊️

princesanji: i am begging all of u to actually stop dming [name] bc the amt of ppl is genuinely stressing zoro out and its making him act even more like an asshole to the rest of us. please spare us this treatment and leave them both alone

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rzs.[name]'s story:

happy 2 yr anniversary, im so lucky to have you in my life

[name]s_hubby replied to your story: i hope i get to wake up next to you everyday, i love you so much please come home quick so i can show you pretty boy <3

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kookidough · 4 days

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sierra is sooooo complicated to me like. i could go on about her for so long & also i wish the writers did certain things with her character (which i will get into later in this rant) so ya here we go

firstly her childhood is . very clearly messed up?? it’s established that her mother is Ultra Obsessed with chris and i think sierra mentions being a 3rd generation chris mclean scholar at one point which implies that obsession just runs in the family atp😭 before even going on the show she’s grown up in an environment where this level of obsession is Normal so she doesn’t see anything wrong with turning out the same way

since her mother is like . obsessed with chris & stuff that’s probably what would bring sierra to watching total drama in the first place and i personally feel like she’d fixate on it because it was a group of teenagers her age, people she would like to be friends with if that makes sense? i can imagine she’d be a pretty odd child without many friends so that’d maybe be a reason for her to latch onto total drama, maybe why she latched onto cody too because like. she thinks he’s cute and they have things in common (like theyre both pretty geeky) so she gets pretty parasocial about it because, as mentioned before, her mum being obsessed with chris is just Normal to sierra so she thinks it’s normal for her to be obsessed with cody (spoiler alert girl: it’s really not)

while she’s on the show i feel like she doesn’t change / gets worse because chris sees her exhibiting Mental Illness and just… actively encourages her behaviour? and the other contestants do nothing to stop it, like how most of the time (e.g. paris) team amazon get mad at cody for sierra’s behaviour instead of helping him out for some reason??? no one tells sierra her behaviour is wrong so she just. Continues to get worse until shes out of the competition😭

this is where im gna interrupt with a canon divergence because like . personally i think in the episode where votes were revealed and cody was revealed to have voted sierra Every Single Time, sierra shouldve gotten over him!!!! it was the harsh truth she needed to hear, the dose of reality that cody is NOT interested in her and she needs to move on. she couldve had good character development, building her relationships with other characters and showing off her skills. maybe she’d still be eliminated in drumheller because she made cody that birthday cake as an apology and then kaboom or whatever idk just some way to keep her elimination the same

going down this train could’ve made her character in all stars Actually Interesting ! we couldve seen a side of sierra that kept some of her old eccentric vibes but had her head in the game this time instead of being focused on a boy, especially since cody isnt even in that season

and of course lastly i just wanna say i’m not excusing her weird actions or her creepiness at all, she has some Extreme Flaws and all the stuff she did was absolutely not okay, i just like rotting and seeing maybe why she acted the way she did and i wanted to drop my own two cents on interesting avenues her character couldve went down :3 i know everyone in td is some form of stereotype and sierra was an obsessive uberfan but she couldve still been that after getting over cody, in fact im disappointed that she knew SO much about the cast yet didnt use any of their weaknesses to her own advantage, she couldve dominated the competition😭

so uhhh yeah thats my thoughts on sierra, i probably over-read her to filth but shes very complex to me and i wish certain aspects of her character were done differently, she had a lot of potential especially in all stars but um Everyone had their potential destroyed in all stars so i’ll overlook that

#huge ramble incoming #total drama #total drama sierra #td sierra #sierra total drama #total drama world tour #tdwt #total drama all stars #tdas #on god girl we gonna get u some therapy

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splatattackz · 2 months

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i see people complaining about the trial and. question, have you ever had fun?

you do realize this is, not only for fun and rp because, news flash, this is a lore smp of course theyre gonna do things like this, but also a chance to clarify old rules and establish new rules in an entertaining and clear way for the VIEWERS to remember. if you remember back to juanaflippas trial, that trial brought about the change to egg beds that made them 10x harder to break. without that, there couldve been more lives lost. i would not be surprised if this trial is to establish a similar thing with deaths due to lag.

i see people bring up em in relation to this trial, wondering why SHE didnt get a trial too, but theres a stark difference in these 2 deaths. ems death, while unfair i do admit, was done for lore. it was kept and not given a trial because it needed to be kept to show that the eye workers would go to any length to torment the islanders. it was, for lack of better word, collateral of the threat. without it the eye workers would not have felt as much of a threat.

and as for bobbys death. his death was not given a trial because, at the end of the day, it kind of was fair. i remember roier telling bobby he didnt want to do the mansion dungeon, but bobby did it anyway. it was nobodys fault than his own i think, even if lag was involved.

i think they will give pepitos life back in the end. but this is just a good way to bring the issues up and solve them in a way everyone will see.

im excited for the shenanigans that will ensue! juanas trial was wild and im betting this will be to.

#tl;dr JUST HAVE FUN FOR 2 SECONDS!#hope i get the point across well #Pepitos Trial #qsmp #qsmp pepito #qsmpattackz #splatattackz

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stainedstardom · 1 year

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Hi I hope you are doing good!

could you do an ethan landry x fem reader?

Where the reader has an obsessed stalker and the stalker attacks the reader similar to how tara was attacked at the beginning of scream 5 and Ethan finds out about it?

( I hope that's not too difficult to write and I love your writing! 🖤)

i love you so much for this. thank you so so much for the request, also I'm glad you love my writing.

CRAZY STALKER

ethan landry x reader

you sat on your couch, the lights were on but the tv casted a light on you and only you. you stared at the tv as you watched the show in pure silence. it felt nice to be in silence, college was kicking your ass and if you could sit in silence for a few minutes or hours you would be okay with it.

out of nowhere your phone rang and you stood up, you knew about the killings that had been happening around town and campus but they had been happening for years upon years.

however yesterday you found out that someone had been watching you, following you and stalking your every move. where you went, who you hung out with, what you ate, what you read, what you did, what you learned, the classes you took, they were a pure crazy stalker on every level and the worse part is that they made it known.

they let you know they were watching and waiting. they were baiting you, keeping you in fear and anger. this shouldn't be happening to you, why you of all people? it didn't matter, you couldn't let it get to you and you couldn't let them see that you cared.

"hello" you said into the phone not thinking of it, whats the worse that can happen? well you know the worse but it didn't matter, you just needed to fight this.

"hello , is lana there?" they asked and you scoffed. lana was your mom but she hadn't been coming to see you at all lately, she didn't support you so you knew that she wouldn't show up.

"no, shes not but i can leave a message" god why did you say that? you didn't even live with her, she wasn't going to come here? leave a message what the fuck?

"tell her that charlie called" he said and you laughed.

"yeah yeah ill do that" you stated and you went to end the call but he didn't let you.

"your mom says alot about you, that you love scary movies. says you have that in common, whats your favorite scary movie y/n?" he asked and you took a deep breathe

"youre my stalker, you should know that" you said bravely and he laughed.

"i dont know what youre talking about y/n. have you ever seen stab?" he asked and you nodded.

"of course ive seen it, i live in woodsboro" I told him and he laughed.

"well then you know the beginning" he exclaimed and that's when they came out of nowhere, knife and all.

"OH SHIT" you yelled and you went to run but it was no use. he stabbed the knife into your stomach and you cried out.

"GET AWAY FROM YOU" you yelled and you kicked him as you ran off to your room. you locked the door and not long after he left but you knew it wasn't over.

you patched yourself up and laid there. you knew that you needed to go to a hospital but you couldn't. not right now. you would do it in the morning.

-a few weeks later

you sat there with ethan and you bent over, you groaned as you lifted your shirt and looked at the bandage that covered the knife wound

"woah what happened?" your boyfriend asked in fear as he ran his hand over it and looked you in the eye.

"i got fucking attacked" you stated and he stared at it. he didn't know what to say

"why didnt you tell me?" he questioned

"i didnt know how to" you exclaimed

"im sorry i wasnt there to help" he apologized but you grabbed his face and shook your head

"there was nothing you couldve done" you told him

"i swear im going to protect you, that's it. I'm going to keep your safe" he said and he leaned in and kissed you again.

if only he had kept the promise

A/N: i didnt know how to add in ethan being the bf so I did it at the end in a cute little protective way but I hope you liked it.

#ethan landry x reader #ethan landry #jack champion x reader #jack champion #scream fanfic #scream 6

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