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#i chose you on the days we laugh so hard both of us are crying
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₊˚⊹˚ 𐙚 𝐬𝐚𝐥𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞
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pairing: rafe cameron x fem!reader
summary: ❝the summer’s hot, and i’ve been waiting for you all this time.❞ — rafe finally comes back home from his two-month long family vacation, surprising you in the middle of the night.
warnings: established relationship, ward overhears you and rafe on the phone, dry humping, heavy petting, oral (f receiving), face sitting, multiple orgasms, dirty talk, unprotected sex
word count: 2.3k
a/n: it literally makes me so happy when i see the feedback you guys give me, especially when you show your support by reblogging or simply liking. i love and appreciate every single one of you <333 series masterlist
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“you’re actually lying.” tears were already forming in your eyes as rafe spoke on the other line. “i wish i was, baby. we were supposed to fly back in this morning but some weather shit got in the way, so we’re kinda stuck here until they let us know when there’s another flight available.” you sighed, trying your best to keep your voice from shaking. “have you asked the airport people already?” there was a slight pause before rafe answered.
“they said it could be weeks since the hurricanes here get pretty crazy.” weeks?! you thought you could die right now. “i’m so mad my parents didn’t let me go.” the tears were falling now. you and rafe had never been apart for this long. with all the built up anticipation, you couldn’t help but get youreself excited and hopeful about seeing him today, just for all of it to come crashing down with a single phone call. “i wish you were here too, babe. i got you a bunch of stuff from the shopping centers here, i think you’ll love it.” you wanted to cry harder because of how sweet he was.
“aww, you didn’t have to do that for me, baby.” you cooed, your heart fluttering in your chest when you heard the smile in his voice. “at least you’re going on winter vacation with me.” you nodded, trying to stay as positive as you can. “that’s true. i can’t help but to think my parents are trying to torture me or something,” you laughed, “they heard the words ‘shared hotel room’ and freaked out.” rafe shook his head even though you couldn’t see him. “they did, right?” he glanced at the tv, the weather report still the same.
“yeah, but rightfully so i guess. could you imagine if we shared a room for two months?” you bit your lip at the idea. “it’s a good thing we didn’t tell them that we’d have a whole cabin to ourselves in december.” you shut your eyes for a moment, wishing so bad that you could speed up the time. “you need to come back to me already. i’m sad and horny.” rafe snorted at your words. “hey, at least we know we could have amazing phone sex.” before you could respond, you heard what sounded like ward in the background.
“come on, rafe. seriously man?” you gasped, shooting up from your bed. “rafe! i thought you were somehwere private!” your cheeks were on fire with how hard you were blushing right now. “tell ward i said hi.” rafe did as you asked, a muffled ‘hey, sweetheart.’ sounding on the other line. “wheezie and sarah there?” as if you could be anymore mortified right now. “nah, they went to a gift shop with rose.” thank, god. “well, i told lia that i’d go with her to the beach for a little, so i better start getting ready.” you put him on speaker, opening your drawer that had all your bikini’s in it.
“all right, i’m gonna let you go babe,” rafe sighed, “i’ll update you as soon as i find something out.” you chose a top, and grabbed a pair of jean shorts as you started changing. “okay. i’ll see you soon, love you.” you smiled when he kissed the mic. “i love you more, i’ll talk to you later.” you hung up, feeling slightly better after hearing his voice. it didn’t take you long to pack your beach tote, lia picking you up soon after.
you spent the rest of the day with your friend, both of you taking pictures and reading your books. “wanna stay the night at mine? i could really go for some pizza right now.” lia pouted as she pulled into your driveway. “i wish. i have to go to breakfast with my family tomorrow.” she put the car in park, looking at you apologetically. “oh, that’s right! it’s okay, hang tomorrow afterwards?” you grabbed your bag from the backseat. “for sure. i’ll call you when i get home.” she nodded, in which you waved. “hey! send me the pictures we took!” you shouted as she rode off.
“hey, guys,” you greeted your parents as you closed the front door behind you. they were curled up on the couch watching a movie. “hey!” your mom whispered, not wanting to wake your father who was resting his head on her lap. they always looked so cute together. “i’m gonna go shower. goodnight.” you walked past them, eagerly waiting to check your phone to see if you had any messages from rafe.
[2:32 PM] loml <3: still the same bs. i’ll try to call you again tonight
you gasped at the timestamp. that was hours ago. it was about ten o’clock now, and you were definitely feeling the effects of your activities today.
[10:02 PM] y/n: superrr sleepy rn, i’ll still answer if you call bb
you waited until the message delivered and quickly got in the shower. after washing your hair and rinsing yourself off, you changed into an oversized t-shirt and called it a night. you don’t know how long you’d been asleep for, but your eyes were fluttering open as you felt your bed dip beside you.
your heart dropped when you saw a dark figure looming over you, a loud gasp escaping your lips. before you could scream, a large hand covered your mouth. your eyes widening as you starting hitting the person against their chest. “baby, it’s me! it’s me!” you stopped as soon as you heard his voice, rafe’s hand slowly moving away from your face. “what the hell!” you whispered, immediately throwing your arms around him. “how are you here right now?” you reached over, turning on the small lamp on your nightstand.
the soft light barely did anything to illuminate the space, but your heart skipped a beat once you could make out his features. you stared at each other for a few moments before he took your lips into a searing kiss. “fuck, i missed you so much.” he leaned all his body weight on top of you, the feeling nearly bringing you to tears. “two months, rafe. never again.” you scolded him, letting him settle between your thighs. “my dad pulled some strings and we were able to come back today. just landed like an hour ago.” he could barely talk as he kissed you inbetween his words.
the reality of the situation made you stop, your body freezing underneath him. “what?” he looked at you confused. “my parents are here! how did you even get in?” you scrambled to get up, locking your door before you could get caught. when you turned around, rafe was laying flat on your mattress, a sliver of skin poking out from under his t-shirt. “my key. they were knocked out cold on the couch, so i just snuck up here.” he propped himself up on his elbows, his eyes falling to your bare thighs. “you wearing anything underneath that?” you smiled before shaking your head and lifting up the hem of your shirt teasingly. “no.” rafe’s gaze darkened as he watched you straddle him.
“why?” his hands ran up your thighs, squeezing the flesh before they settled on your hips. you shrugged. “just wanted to be ready for you.” rafe could already feel his cock hardening with your words alone. “yeah?” he dragged your hips against his, your naked cunt rubbing against his shorts. “fuck,” you whimpered, letting your head fall to the side as you balanced yourself on your palms. “i missed hearing that. missed seeing you like this.” he took the shirt off of you, marveling at the sight of your bare figure on top of him.
“i want you to get yourself off on me,” rafe splayed a hand over your stomach, “wanna watch you move.” you grabbed his hand, placing his middle and ring fingers in your mouth, your hips grinding against him. “you’re so fucking perfect, ‘don’t know how i made it two months without you.” you moaned, sucking his digits while you started a steady rhythm. you knew you were overly sensitive because of how long it’d been without him here, but you couldn’t help the aftershocks that came with your clit rubbing against his hard on.
rafe groaned, knowing he wouldn’t last too long like this. while he spewed out the most filthy things you’ve ever heard, you sped up, desperate to reach the high you were so close to. rafe screwed his eyes shut, stopping you just before he could cum in his shorts. the sound of both of you trying to catch your breaths filtered throughout your room as you blinked down at him. “i was so close,” you pouted, clenching around nothing. “ride my face.” your eyes widened. “what?” rafe grabbed you by your waist, a yelp leaving your lips as he held you above his mouth.
you shuddered when you felt his breath fanning against the inside of your thighs. “are you su- fuck!” you cried when you felt his tongue where you ached for him the most. “oh my god, rafe,” he was quick to interwine his fingers with yours, holding you tightly so you couldn’t move away. this was new for both of you, but rafe was quickly realizing that watching you with your jaw slacked and greedily chasing his tongue with your hips was becoming his new favorite view.
he moaned against your soaked cunt, the slight vibration making your eyes roll back. “r-rafe!” your hips stuttered as you felt the sweet release of pure euphoria wash over you. rafe held you tighter against him, his tongue attacking your clit as you shook uncontrollably. two months of phone sex could never compare to the real thing, your breaths becoming labored as rafe laid you down. “i’m gonna fuck you senseless.” rafe kissed you, your wetness still on his lips as he did so. just as you pulled away, a knock sounded from your bedroom door.
“y/n, is everything okay honey?” your eyes widened as rafe took the opportunity to roll one of your nipples between his fingers, your face burying in his chest to muffle the moan that left your mouth. “i-i’m okay! just.. cramps!” rafe trailed sloppy kisses across your neck, smiling against your skin as you struggled to formulate a single sentence. “aw i hope you feel better, call me if you need anything, love.” you waited until her footsteps receeded down the hallway before you smacked rafe playfully. “you’re terrible!” you laughed.
he took off his shirt, his muscles on full display as he discarded his shorts. fuck, he was glorious. “yeah, but you love me.” you smiled as he slotted himself between your legs, shivering once you felt his cock sit between your folds. “i do love you.” rafe ran his fingers through your hair, caging you between his arms as he slid into you, a moan sounding from both your mouths. you stretched around him so deliciously, rafe’s head resting in the crook of your neck.
“is that my favorite body wash?” he looked up, pecking your jaw when you nodded. “something told me to use it tonight.” your eyes fluttered shut when rafe pulled out, pushing back into you as he hooked your thigh around his waist. “this is all i could think about over there,” he sighed, “i just wanted to feel this perfect pussy squeezing around me.” you mewled at his words, your nails digging into his shoulders. “did you think about me, baby?”
you nodded, your back arching into his chest. “fuck, yes. i missed having you on top of me, ‘missed taking your cock.” he groaned, lightly wrapping a hand around your neck as his pace sped up. rafe adjusted you so your head was resting on top of his arm as he kissed you roughly. his thrusts were unforgiving, soon the sound of skin slapping against skin echoed in your room. with the way the head of his cock was stroking that soft spot inside you, you couldn’t bring yourself to care if you were being too loud. you started meeting his thrusts, your clit meeting his pubic bone.
“you’re doing so fucking good for me.” he panted, his breath fanning your cheeks. you wrapped your arms around his neck, crying out into his skin. “don’t stop!” he covered your mouth, shushing you as he fucked into you relentlessly. “i got you, baby. ‘gonna fill up this pretty cunt with my cum.” you whimpered, tears welling in your eyes as you felt your second orgasm nearing. with a couple more thrusts, you found yourself falling over the edge, your climax hitting you in waves of pure ecstasy. “oh, fuck,” rafe’s jaw was clenched as he suppressed the groan that threatened to rip itself from his throat.
you reveled in the feeling of his seed spilling into you, his eyebrows knitting in pleasure as he continued to move sloppily. “fuck, i don’t think i ever came that hard before.” he removed his hand, allowing you to take a full breath. you sighed, curling into your boyfriend as he plopped down beside you. “i missed this the most.” he pressed a kiss to your temple, his fingers tracing shapes into your side. you smiled softly, draping an arm across his torso. “i could fall asleep like this..” rafe’s voice was hoarse, both of you yawning at the same time.
“me too,” you started, “i’m gonna go grab some water real quick, i’ll be right back.” he pulled you down for another kiss before letting you get up. you poked your head outside your door, slipping on a shirt and a pair of underwear before slipping out. you tiptoed down the stairs, walking into the kitchen where your mother sat with her laptop. “oh-” you smiled awkwardly, getting two water bottles out of the fridge. your mom looked up at you from her spot at the kitchen island.
“i take it that rafe is back from vacation? you’re lucky i left the volume up on the tv.”
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bunny584 · 2 months
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OBSESSED: NANAMI (PT. II)
A/N: Because our collective husband won the contest. Gege texted me saying obviously Nanami would win. He also said if I don’t post a second part immediately Choso gets the boot next season. So I’m doing this for ALL of us 🤗 (I swear, I swear I’m 90% done with H&H for those of you that follow/have tolerated my lollygagging).
C/W: Fluff, Breeding, Mature, 18+
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“It wasn’t over…it still isn’t over.”
Lines from The Notebook bubble from your lips onto Nanami’s bare chest. You’re curled onto him like a Cheshire cat. Your pretty, flushed mouth pets him. Followed closely by muffled sniffles. You bury your misty eyes and runny nose into his ratty, old college baseball shirt.
The one washed heather grey from the days turned months turned years of your careful handwashing.
I can get you another shirt, my love.
But I want this one, Ken. It reminds me of when we first fell in love.
Your answer is the same whenever he offers. Pouring all of your being into mending the natural little holes, the frays, and strain that comes with time.
His precious girl.
You nurse his shirt back to health, time and time again. In the same way you kiss him on rainy Sunday mornings. And pull him into the kitchen to dance with you under candlelight. And sneak extra food into his packed lunch on days he has to work overtime.
You are celestial.
With you he’s entrenched in the Heavens.
With you he builds the palatial wings of his own personal Icarus. Flying close, nearly too close, to the blinding warmth of your Sun.
“It’s so romantic, isn’t it?”
You shift up higher on him. Torsos melding together. Both your thighs cradled between his pajama clad legs. Nanami drags his fingers along your delicate spine.
God, he revels in you like this.
“It is, baby.”
Nanami catches the glassy mosaic in your eyes. Worthy of display in the Sistine Chapel.
You quickly bury your head into his neck, embarrassed about crying over a movie you’ve both seen over 10 times.
“I’m being so ridiculous, I’m sorry. It’s the stupid, dumb, stupid hormones.”
You press a cloud soft kiss into his chest and it reverberates down to his thundering heart.
Truthfully, Nanami has spent the entirety of the film watching you.
Tiny wrinkles in your button nose during some scenes, giggles and full belly laughs at others. You try to bite back your sobs. Slap away your tears before they splash against his abs — like they don’t correlate with the same points in the plot everytime.
He purposefully chose The Notebook after dinner because of your reactions. Just so he could fall in love with you all over again.
Just like Icarus.
Who fell from flying too close to the Sun.
Because loving you feels like a blissful free fall. With no ground in sight.
“I can’t wait to marry you.” The words flow out of Nanami. He can’t seem to contain it.
A pretty gasp escapes you. You pull away from the TV to shift closer to his face.
“Oh, Ken. I can’t wait to—“
“Kiss me.” His voice is throaty, laced with growing need.
Such an obedient girl.
Your lips are addicting. A fiend’s paradise.
He surges his hands in your hair while his tongue traces and tastes every corner of your mouth. You whine into him. He sucks on your tongue before taking your bottom lip into his teeth.
“Baby,” You breathe against his lips. Gentle pants melding with his.
Nanami kisses a hushed I love you into your mouth, before shifting your bodies on the plush couch.
His cock has been throbbing the entire movie. His shirt has inevitably shrunken over the years. Where it used to fall past your mid thighs, now it rides halfway over your hips.
Your plump, perky ass has been in plain view the whole night. Nothing protecting you from his invasion except for a thin, baby doll thong. Navy. Like the letters on his alma mater’s shirt.
Because your body is in heat, preparing you for a baby, your breasts are noticeably larger.
Filling out his shirt in the most mouth watering way. Your nipples, hard and sensitive, enticing him with every miniscule movement.
God, the way you wince and squeal when you brush your buds too harshly against him. Or whimper when the supple, puffy flesh of your tits push against his rigid body a little too hard.
His cock bucks off his thigh every single time.
The next 3 days Nanami will be reduced to the most rudimentary version of himself.
He’ll follow you around the house like a lap dog. Burying his nose and mouth and lips and tongue into every part of your body. He’ll grope you. Rub his crotch into you at every turn. Cum from just sucking on your nipples, if you let him.
You two have decided to abstain from sex when you ovulate. Until you are ready to create a love child.
He says you, because Nanami is fully ready, eager, to have mini-yous filling his home with life.
And really, he’s happy to let you dictate your family planning.
But the next 3 days will be torture. His needy, oversensitive heavy cock will drive every thought. He’ll jerk off more times than he can count.
Nanami is on his back now, with you perfectly perched on his manhood. Nothing but your thin panties cupping your precious little cunt. His length tents right up against you, begging for entry.
Both of your warm hands caress each hill and valley of his abs. Little crystals line your wide, puppy eyes. Tip of your nose so deeply flushed from all your tears. Cheeks dusted rose from your sex rubbing against his in this position.
No matter how many years you two have been intimate, you always blush, and squirm, and look away and hide your face like it’s the first time.
And it just makes him want to bury his cock in you. And take you. And worship you. And keep you swollen with his cum.
“How did I get so lucky?”
Again, Nanami means to think the statement but it rolls off his tongue on its own accord.
“D-do you mean that?” The way your bottom lip quivers makes his cock drool.
“My love. Your name was etched into my heart from the day I met you.”
Nanami pulls himself up so that your chest collides with his. You whimper at the sudden contact and the sound decimates his brain.
He crashes his lips into yours once more.
Your sweet mouth is blinding. You immediately evanesce into him. Little “ohs” and little “mmms” escape you in the pockets of breath Nanami allows you.
His cock jerks violently against your warm, dewy folds. Your arousal has soaked through your measly barrier. Now mixing with his, staining his sweats.
“Oh sweetheart,” Nanami husks against your lips. His fingers go to move your thong aside and are now drenched.
“So wet for me. Such a needy girl.”
He circles your puffy clit twice. And you buck against his veiny hand.
“Mmnnggh…oh god, K-Ken..” broken little moans kiss Nanami’s neck, while he pets your soaking wet folds.
“My precious girl,” he muses, fully aware of how pliant you become under his sweet words and light touch.
Nanami shifts his hips upward, just to avoid his legs falling asleep. But the sound that emanates from your lips is mind altering.
The friction from his fingers on your sensitive bud and his barely clothed, steel pipe length bullying into your opening drives you to see stars.
You bury your head back into the crook of his neck. So embarrassed about the way your hips start rutting against his cock. Slowly. On low autopilot.
Nanami grips your fleshy ass with his free hand. Pushing you deeper onto his rod every time you hump him.
“Oh yeah, baby?”
He gently teases into your ear. It’s such a fucking turn on. You rutting against him so desperately. Blushing up to your ears. Trying and failing miserably at fighting your body when it’s in heat like this.
Your nails dig little crescents into Nanami’s back. Small little puffs of air feather his skin.
“That’s it, pretty girl.” Nanami huffs.
“Use my cock. Make yourself feel good.”
You mewl at his words. Frustrated that the friction you want, need, is escaping you.
“I-I’m so…” words broken by your sloppy, desperate humping. Nanami grips your ass tighter. He suspends his hips upward to help you.
But his adjustments just make you whine louder. Pulling your face out of his neck to glare at him. Little frustrated crystals fall from your eyes. Your pupils are completely blown. Eyelids heavy. Nostrils flaring.
Fucking hell.
He could cum from just looking at you right now.
You need his cock. It feels criminal not to sink into your begging, decadent, pretty little cunt right now. When your body has worked so hard to prepare you to be stuffed and bred.
“I’m so horny,” another salty tear rolls down your pretty face.
And Nanami has to look up at the ceiling.
Because you say things like that.
While dripping around his dick. With your puffy tits and lips. Wearing his shirt that reminds you both of when you first fell in love.
How can you expect him to maintain any decorum?
“I-I-I love you with all my heart, Kento.”
And, he’s off.
You snap his last remaining string of self control in half.
Nanami takes another bruising kiss from your lips. His hands start dragging his shirt over your head. And you immediately moan into him.
“Be gentle with it!” You scold through delirious groans.
He can’t help but smile against your lips. His sweet, tender hearted future wife. So protective. Even if it’s just a cotton t-shirt.
“Forgive me baby, I’ll be more gentle.”
Willing his hands to move a beat slower. He pulls the prized possession over your head and sets it on the couch ledge behind you.
His eyes instantly drop to your sensitive nipples. And you squirm away from his searing gaze.
“My beautiful wife.” Nanami murmurs.
He places feather light kisses on your sensitive mounds.
Your tiny fingers wire through his hair and gently tug. And Nanami’s cock twitches in return. Leaking more of his arousal onto the mess you both have created.
“Can I make love to you baby? All I need is my tongue.”
Grit in his tone almost sharp enough to nick your skin.
You roll your bottom lip under your teeth. Wanton and utterly fucked out, you drop your hand to his crotch for the first time. Evoking a loud hiss from your soon-to-be husband.
“I want to feel you.” Hot desire woven throughout your angelic features.
Your voice calls to his manhood. The last remaining blood in his brain diverts directly to his groin.
“I…” Nanami pulls in a deep, shaky breath.
“I won’t be able to pull out, pretty girl.”
You take a kiss this time, swirling your sweet tongue around his. Nanami melts into your mouth like chocolate. Palming both of your hips with his large hands.
Pull out? He won’t be able to last more than 5 seconds inside you at this rate.
“You’re my husband,” your dulcet voice absolutely fucking his brain.
“And I want to feel you.”
Nanami has to bite back a pathetic whine. There’s barely 3 seconds left before he’s thrusting into you like the caged animal he is.
“Sweetheart, I could…” No, he knows he will.
“I will get you pregnant tonight.”
He offers you the last warning he’ll be able to mumble before he starts.
You cup his face. Place a chaste kiss on his swollen lips and grind onto his helplessly rock hard cock.
“Then let’s make a baby.”
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harrystylesfan2686 · 3 months
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Pieces Part 3
Pairing: Azriel x Reader
Summary: the aftermath of the break up has different effects on both, Azriel and Reader.
A/N: yall I'm sick🥲 the updates might be late but I'll try to post as much as possible. Hope you like this one!
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It's been one month.
One month of Healing.
When azriel left, I told myself that I will not contact him until I'm ready. Doesn't matter how much I'm missing him or wanting him. I will not talk to him until I know I won't take him back the second I see him again.
I gave myself two days. Two days to sulk all I wanted. I spent the whole time crying and feeling miserable about myself. Before Az left at least, I wasn't by myself. At least I saw him once a day.
Now? Nothing.
I am totally alone. His absence hit me Hard. Everything I saw, almost brought me to my knees.
The kitchen where we would make dinner together, laughing and joking with each other that many times ended with us covered in flour and syrup.
The couch where we would sit cuddling and talking until we fell asleep, always waking up with strained muscles.
His office where he would sit on his chair in front of his desk, writing out reports and whatnot while I sit in his armchair reading my book. Just enjoying each others company and occasionally taking breaks to make out on the very deck, and then some.
After those dreadful days though, I called Feyre and Mor and had a very much needed girls night. We took out a wine bottle and I spilled everything to them. My mind was too drunk to think my feelings about Elain might offend Feyre but she genuinely felt sad for me and embarrassed about her sister. The poor girl even apologised to my about Elain's behavior to which I immediately told her it wasn't her fault.
When I told them how lonely it got being alone in a big house like this, they suggested maybe I should get a job or something to keep my mind distracted and promised that they'll visit me often. So I did juat that.
I found a part time job at a local library. I have to admit, I'm really enjoying it. I'm the second assistant to the sweetest lady, Hilda, who owns the shop. I don't do much, just help her in small things like adjusting books on self or helping in shipping books out or in. Layla, the first assistant, handles most of the work around the shop. My job is basically doing what she asks of me. The salary isn't much but I don't care because it's never been about money.
The first week was very hard. Everyday after I came home, the silence felt like a slap on the face, reminding me of everything I lost.
But, slowly, I became comfortable with it. Now it's doesn't hurt me as it did before.
There were many times when I think of Azriel, tears filled my eyes, but I never let them free. I sucked them in and did anything else that didn't made me cry, like taking baths, baking my favorite chocolate brownies, reading in front of the fire place while drinking hot coco or calling my friends to take me shopping.
And as time went. I started to heal. I started to feel good, happier with myself. And without even realizing it, I started to love myself.
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Azriel
It's been one month.
One month of regretting everything I did to my mate.
I've spent my whole month sulking in this room, crying and regretting everytime I chose Elain over my wife. I haven't slept at all since I came here, just enough to keep me functioning. My appetite is gone. I don't eat unless Rhys come and force feeds me like I'm some baby.
I told Rhysand and Cassian everything the first morning i stayed here. Which earned me a flick to head by Cassian and a very disappointed look from Rhys. Even though they didn't give me any scolding(which I very much deserved), the flick and expression said enough.
Rhys has refrained me of any work, handling it himself or having someone else do it. While I have been sitting around here and hating myself. It seems like even my mind has declared itself an enemy, showing me memories of everytime I dismissed Y/N and hurt her in any way at most random times, cutting a deeper cut in my heart everytime.
"Hey Az, I was thinking if we could go out for dinner tonight? There is this new amazing restaurant I saw while walking near Sidra. I really want to try it." She told me as I put on my coat, ready to go.
"I can't, I have a mission for today. Rhys told me it's important so I can't skip. We'll go some other time. Okay?"
"Ok."
I could hear the excitement in her voice when she asked me and the hurt when I rejected her and promised to go another time. The time never came. She never asked again. And I never noticed.
"Az, are you awake?" She whispers in the dead of night. Both of us sleeping on the bed. My back to her, hoping to fall asleep quickly because I have early training tomorrow.
Cassian is spending time with Nesta more, so Rhys has told me to go to an illyrian camp to check how things are going. I have to wake and go there early to catch them off guard to see what's truly going on.
I can't do that if Y/N doesn't let me sleep.
I didn't answer her that night, hoping if i dont respond, she'll think im asleep and doesnt call me again. She really didnt call me again. I prioritized my sleep over her. Her voice sounded so small. She needed me. And I didn't care.
"So, I saw a really cute baby in garden today and..." I drone out her babbling and try to quickly I can get out of here, I promised Elain to help in her garden today. She'll be disappointed if I show up late.
"Az? You're listening to me right?" She suddenly questions, I clear my throat and answer a small, of course, she nods and takes a deep breath, not saying anything anymore. I sign in relief of the silence.
I put my head in my hands and tug hard on my hair, wanting to feel hurt, hurt the kind that she clearly felt and I didn't care.
I hate myself more and more as memories flash through my mind. I can't even cry at this point. I wished she'd hit me when we fought. Slaped and paunched some sense into me. I don't blame her at all for not talking to me. Gods, I wouldn't even blame her if she left me. I deserve it.
How do I fix this?
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tooruhearts · 2 years
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they’re in love!! (with you)
→ feat. atsumu miya, oikawa tooru, hinata shoyo, sakusa kiyoomi || genres: fluff
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KIYOOMI is late to work. and it's not his fault. no, he didn't sleep in. he didn't forget to turn off the stove. he didn't forget his keys. in fact, he woke up at seven am like he always does. but kiyoomi is late to work and it's because of you.
"baby, one more kiss? the last one," you say, lips already chasing after his.
but kiyoomi puts a hand over your mouth. "you said that twenty kisses ago."
"last one, i promise, please?"
and now you're holding onto his necktie, eyes blinking at him, waiting for him to say yes. but kiyoomi is already ten minutes late to work and he knows that if he caves into you he will be even later. so he opens his mouth, about to say no, but then you kiss his cheek and whisper in his ear.
"please?"
god. he can't say no to you.
kiyoomi kisses you, sighing into the kiss. he can feel your smile against his lips. what a little devil, he thinks. but that doesn't matter right now, because your lips feel like heaven and kiyoomi thinks this is paradise. and kiyoomi kisses you again and again and again until you're both breathless.
maybe he should call in sick today.
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ATSUMU sometimes gets this overwhelming warm feeling in his chest, a feeling that makes him want to almost cry. and it is times like these, as he’s laying in bed sick with a wet towel on his forehead, as you are holding his hand, that he realizes how grateful he is that you chose him. that you wanted to stay with him.
“babe, i love ya, will leave all my fortune to ya."
“tsumu, stop acting like you're dying. it’s just a cold.”
he snorts at your reply, but the warmth of your fingertips on his palms doesn't stop the tears from appearing in his eyes. he can feel his lips quivering, his face growing red (and not from the fever). so he pulls you closer to him, until your face is pressed into the crook of his neck.
“ya know i love ya, right? i love ya so much,” he whispers in your ear.
"i know tsumu, i love you too."
"even when you make me burnt porridge, i love ya a whole lot."
"yes, yes, you big baby," you giggle, lightly smacking his arm, "my big baby."
the night ends with you kissing atsumu's face over and over again until he stops crying (he stops when he falls asleep).
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TOORU knows all good things come to an end eventually. that forever is not a word that lasts, it's not a word that makes sense to him. that one day he will have to let go. but when his arms are tightly wrapped around you as you bask in the afternoon sun, your hair tickling his cheek, he thinks it might make sense after all.
forever is a word that tooru can finally picture and it takes shape in the form of you.
"you smell like me," he says, kissing the top of your head.
"you noticed? i used your shampoo."
"you're also wearing my jersey," he teases, "you like me that much?"
"tooru, you're literally my boyfriend."
he laughs. tooru can't help but tighten his arms around you, still laughing, your face pressed against his. you whine, saying he's crushing you. but tooru keeps you secure in his embrace, kissing your cheeks, your ears, your neck. kissing your lips. and yes, oikawa tooru is your boyfriend. he's yours, forever and more.
"you're soo clingy," you say.
"only for you," he replies.
tooru doesn't think forever is a word that lasts, but if it's with you, he will try. he will try to make it last until his last breath. only for you.
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SHOYO thinks you look stunningly beautiful. even now, as your clothes are soaked and you look terribly pissed off because the weather forecast didn't announce it would rain. even now, as your hair clings to your forehead and you're squeezing his hand a tad bit too hard.
"our picnic is ruined.”
"it's fine, we could always go tomorrow! and now we can go home and cuddle."
but that doesn't take away the look of disappointment on your face, or how your body slumps, or how smaller than usual you look. so shoyo pulls you towards him, making you drop the picnic basket, his face a mere inches away from yours.
"dance with me?"
and shoyo doesn't even wait for you to answer before he's twirling you around. hands around your waist, pulling your body each time closer to his, until all he can feel is your warmth instead of the rain soaking his clothes. until all he can feel is your heartbeat.
"shoyo, stop, this is embarrassing!" you say, but you're laughing and laughing with each twirl, with each step.
shoyo thinks you look stunningly beautiful. even now, as your hair clings to your forehead and your clothes are drenched. even now, as the rain pours over both of you and you two are dancing and laughing like mad.
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a/n: tooru’s is inspired by the song forever by lee junhyung!!
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h4rrypotterf4n · 1 year
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Stuffed animal
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Pairing:  Legolas x Reader
Wordcount: 1210 words
Warnings: hurt to comfort; The fellowship being mean to reader
Summary: After the fellowship made fun of you sleeping with a stuffed animal a certain elf is there to comfort you.
Finally, you were able to rest a bit. Aragorn and Gandalf found a clearing in the forest they both agreed on resting for the night. So, the fellowship prepared their bedrolls. When they finished Sam began to cook dinner, Aragorn sharpened his sword, Gandalf watched how Boromir tried to teach the hobbits how to make a fire, Legolas rested with his eyes closed against a tree and you were preoccupied with staring at the elf across from you. You’ve had a crush on him since you first saw him at the council of Elrond. And how could you not? Long blond hair, icy blue eyes, a fierce warrior, you could rant about him all day.
 “My lady,” Aragorn pulled your gaze away, while he gave you a plate of soup.
 “Thanks, Aragorn,” you responded gratefully.
 “You know,” he began as he sat next to you, “you should just tell him, that you fancy him,” you nearly choked on your soup at his declaration.
 “I- what?”
 “Come on, it is painfully obvious that you both like each other,” he left you stunned, to say the least and walked over to Gandalf.
Soon darkness fell upon the camp and the only source of light was the slowly dimming fire. The fellowship sounded asleep, so you slowly sat up and as quiet as possible opened your bag and pulled your stuffed animal out. You can’t sleep without it but felt ashamed of your little habit and chose to hide it from the others. As a woman it was hard enough to proof that you were capable of this quest. You cuddled against it and let the faint sounds of the fire and the snores of Gimli lull you to sleep.
 You woke up to loud laughter from your friends. Groaning you turned to the other side trying to shut them out and get a bit more rest. But as your mind slowly came to its senses, you missed the light weight in your arm. Hastily you opened your eyes to see your little friend wasn’t anywhere near you. You hurriedly began searching for it through your things.
“Do you miss something?”  Gimli laughed at you, while he held your stuffed animal up.
“Our fierce warrior sleeps with a stuffed animal who would have thought of that?” Boromir mocked you. You looked around hoping someone would defend you. But the hobbits just laughed along, even Aragorn and Gandalf smirked at their cruel jokes and Legolas was nowhere in sight, he was probably looking for any danger ahead of us.
 As the humiliation became too much and you felt tears threatening to fall you ran into the forest. You only stopped when your vision was too blurry to see properly. Sinking down with your back against a tree you buried your head in your bend knees, while you continued to cry.
Meanwhile Legolas came back from inspecting the further road. Thanks to his elven ears he heard the conversation, and he was furious. Because unbeknownst to you he also had his eyes on you since the day he first saw you.
 “What was that?” Legolas asked in a stern tone.          
 “Oh, we just had a bit fun,” Gimli answered still laughing.
 “Fun for whom? Because of what I’ve witnessed (Y/N) just ran crying into the forest,” the elf bit angrily back.
 “Maybe it’s better if she’s gone. I mean if she still sleeps with a stuffed animal she can’t be of much help, can she?” Boromir piped in defending Gimli.
 “She is a strong warrior with a kind and loving heart. She is a perfect addition to this company. She has proven herself often enough. We all know that. And besides everyone has something from home to remind us of it,” Legolas pointed out and everyone fell silent knowing he was right, „For example Gimli, you have your necklace with pictures of your family. Aragorn, you have your evenstar and Frodo, you have your mithril shirt. So why shouldn’t she be allowed to have something, that remind her of her home?” he went on in rage and the fellowship let their gaze fall to the ground in shame, knowing he was right.
 “While I go looking for her, I advise you all start thinking of a good apology for her,” he said already walking in the direction you took off but not without your stuffed animal.
While he searched for you, he freed it from a few leaves that were tangled in the soft fur from sleeping on the ground until he picked up quiet sobs ahead of him.
The sight in front of him broke his heart your whole body shook with the sobs you desperately tried to muffle with your hand.
 “I think you forgot someone,” Legolas spoke as softly as he could. Startled you looked up to see he was now sitting beside you with your little comforter sitting in his lap.
 “G-Go away, Legolas,” it warmed your heart that he was trying to comfort you, but you do not want him to see you like this.
 “So, you want me to return with your friend?”
 “It’s stupid anyway,” you grabbed it and threw it away which shocked Legolas. The elf stood up and walked over to the poor animal to pick it up.
“I do not think it’s stupid. I actually think it is quite relatable,” you looked up at him to find there was no lie in his eyes and your stuffed animal closely held to his chest.
 “You don’t?”
 “No, I could not for I too miss my home. Every one of us does and it is cruel to make fun out of something, that helps you,” the elf explained softly sitting next to you again.
 “I got it from my parents when I was a child. It’s the only thing I still have of my family. They died
w-when I was young, “
 “Which makes it even more understandable that you carry it with you,” 
 “You really do not think of it as stupid or childish? “
 „No, I don’t. I can’t think that of someone I love, “
he blurted out and started to lightly blush as he realized what he had said. 
 „Y-you love me? “ You asked kind of shocked. 
He thought for a second what he should do now but decided for the truth. 
 „Yes, “ he whispered as he looked to his feet.  
 “I love you too,” you whispered back making eye contact with him when he looked up. You watched as a smile came upon his features and involuntary you mimicked him. Slowly he leaned closer to you but before your lips touched, he stopped. 
 “May I?” Legolas whispered looking down towards your lips. Instead of answering you closed the gap between you two. Trying to convey every emotion Legolas felt for you he kissed you back. 
 “How about we go back and give the others the chance to apologize to you?” He asked when you both broke away from one another for air. You nodded in agreement and stood up with the help of Legolas hand.  For the whole way back, he didn’t let go of your hand instead he looked at you with a smile on his face. 
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wonuhaven · 4 months
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hi again 🤭 seungcheol + #11 #19 + angst,fluff ???? 🤍
because you’re my breath — c. seungcheol
11. "What part of 'I want you, and only you' do you not understand?" + 19. "I chose to stay then, and I choose to stay now."
info: heavily inspired by yawn & hug (seventeen) + slight proofreaded.
author's note: uhhhh, so.... about the fluff.... i'm sorry. this is just too fluffy i love it. anyway! please reblog/like and let me know what you think :D
A SIGH. — it has been a few days since you left home to feed into your 'i want to feel alive like i'm 25 again' feelings. as much as you would like to reach out for a hand to your family and friends, the pride you have in yourself is much bigger. maybe this is the reason your parents hadn't fought with you to stay home, near them and their support. maybe this is the reason your closest friends from college hasn't contact with you, to ask if life is treating you well. but you only hope those are just your thinking.
A YAWN. — like other nights, you lay on the hard floor, cradling yourself to spread the tiny warmth you brought with you since you left. you could laugh at your own situation, at your whole being. "you're pathetic," you snicker to yourself and whoever is out there that land you in this situation. you close your eyes, hoping to wake up to a better tomorrow. but you didn't.
FLASHBACK. — "you're pathetic, choi seungcheol!" the man in front of you could only stare in pity. "please, calm down. this is not—" "you." you lift your finger to point at him. you tried to calm down; however, you were too far enraged.
"how dare you! how dare you just leave me like this! you," you felt your eyes watering, causing you to blink repetitively. something inside you was afraid for him to see you like this, crying out because of him. you felt your hands failing you too, but you refused to let them down.
"you," you felt a drop of a tear fell. "you said the exact thing, choi seungcheol." another drop fell.
"what part of 'i want you, and only you' do you not understand?" the man didn't respond and you were glad. "let me fucking ask you. why, just why do you say those empty words to me?" you felt your voice failing too. "all i want is a fucking answer. please just tell me, you would always tell me these things!"
through your teary eyes, you saw him open his mouth.
"who—" you couldn't bare to hear his voice again, igniting another heart wrenching scream from you. you can't take it. it burned. it was ripping, eating you from the inside out.
"what kind of a idiot was i to believe your, 'i chose to stay then, and i choose to stay now.'?" you spoke again. "you said you'll stay. you said you'll be with me. you said you'll never leave. you, you said you'll love me, even if death do us apart."
AWAKE. — what has feel like a fight with hell, you immediately let your eyes wide open, wanting to stop whatever you experienced.
another reason for your sleepless nights were due to the constant flashback you have. perhaps you miss your lover, choi seungcheol and your stupid little arguments which turns into a long night of a deep kiss, filled with love. and a hug that resolves it all.
you nod. yeah, it is probably that. however, you still couldn't shake off the uneasy feeling. whatever it is, you close your eyelids again.
A BREATH. — a soft mutter came, "thankfully we found..." and went.
it came, "...has this been going on for..." and went.
it came, ".....on a random person....." and went.
it came one last time, "i'm sorry, but we couldn't...." and went.
A HUG. — with a hope that everything would fade away, you finally drift into your sleep again; with a slight feeling of seungcheol's embrace— not for the last time, but forever. even when death do you both on this earth.
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glassartpeasants · 10 months
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A Burning Heart
Shigaraki Tomura x F!Reader x Dabi
Warnings: Angst, abusive relationship, cheating, burn trauma, burn scars, toxic people, reader beats a bitch up
A/N: i tried
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"It's not fair, is it? Watching him love another? Knowing that it's not you? That it'll never be you?"
Your toxic thoughts ate away at your heart as you saw him sitting at the bar with a girl sitting next to him, holding his hand.
Jealousy was a common occurrence whenever she came around. She got him to love her so quickly while you'd been trying for months for him to notice you in any romantic way.
Maybe you were too shy. Maybe you didn't have the confidence she did. Her confidence was admirable to you. Hopefully, one day, you'd have the same confidence as her. But for now, you'll watch from the shadows.
~~~
The sound of footsteps coming up from behind you made you spin your head around as you saw her entering the kitchen. 
"Hey!"
"Hi…?" Her chipper attitude was a change in pace. Toga had one, but it didn't feel the same as hers did.
"Do we have any ingredients to make anything? I don't think I can stomach any more McDonald's or ramen anymore." She laughed as she smiled at you. You couldn't help but laugh in return.
"I don't think so, unfortunately. Food is hard to come by when you're a villain." You weren't lying. Times with food have been much tougher ever since the heroes have been cracking down. 
"Hmm. That's a shame. Maybe we could disguise ourselves to get food!"
“We don’t have any money.”
“You guys are villains! Since when was money a problem?” Oh yeah. She wasn’t a villain. How could you have forgotten? She loved to talk about what she did that day when she wasn’t hanging out with Shigaraki. It's not like you were jealous or anything. You chose this lifestyle, so it’s your fault. Right?
Your reason for being a villain wasn’t that bad. At least that's what a few people have told you. 
~~~
You can remember the cheers people gave your boyfriend when he walked out coughing with the child in his arms. Remembering your own voice as you gave him a big kiss, calling him a hero. You remember the spark in his eyes when you said that. At first, you thought it was just something small, but you’d soon learn that wasn’t the case.
He tried desperately to get his hero license. No matter what, if there was a way to prove himself, he’d do it. He’d cancel out on date nights, started being suspicious of everything, using his quirk on things around the shared house. 
“What are you doing?!” You remember when you caught him using his quirk in the house. It was only made worse since it was fire based.
“Oh, calm down! Nothings gonna happen!” As soon as he said that, he let out a sneeze which caused him to lose concentration, and a small flame of his quirk hit the curtains, setting them a blaze not even seconds later. 
You both tried putting it out but when you realized it wasn’t going to happen, you called the fire station as you desperately tried to grab anything sentimental. Even if it meant getting burned in the process. 
The fire raged, and soon the house was engulfed in flames as you stood outside with what things you could carry as you started crying. Not a single peep from teh man who caused it.
You were taken to the hospital as you had gained some burns. Both of your arms, some on your left calf and a small patch on your face.The scars still with you today. 
You can't remember if he visited you in the hospital.
After the day he saved that child, he wasn't yours anymore. Now, he was theirs. If only you would have saw it sooner. 
When you were okay to go home after the fire, he looked at you differently. Not the same look he use to give you. Not a loving one, but a disappointed one. 
He spent more and more time away from home and began working even harder to become a pro hero, and finally, after so long, he got his provisional hero license. One step away to becoming a pro hero he said.
He wasn't a hero to you.
His license gave him the ego to think he could act however he wanted to you whether it be cruel words or dismissing concerns. He was ignoring your calls and texts. 
Or even cheating and getting rough with you.
You remember your heart breaking and tears pouring down your face as you heard the sounds of sex coming from your shared bedroom. You heard the words that slipped from your lover and his mistress's mouth.
"When are you gonna end it with that scarred freak?"
"I've been trying, but I've been busy with hero work. Trust me; I haven't loved that thing in a long time."
In a moment of rage and heartbreak, you took to whatever platform you could and told your story to anyone that would listen. 
It instantly got attention. With him being an upcoming hero, all spotlight was on him for a minute, so hearing any slight drama was like bees to honey.
To prove you were a thing with the upcoming hero, you took a video going throw a photo book you made with him and you. 
People sent you pics of him being seen with a different upcoming female hero. Kissing her and touching her that only lovers were supposed to touch.
Not even five minutes later, the sound of your boyfriend yelling out a loud 'FUCK' echoed throughout your shared house. 
All you could do was turn on the TV and watch the news. Knowing that any moment he'd come down and see you. With black tears rolling down your face as your mascara was ruined. 
You couldn't believe you dressed up for a cheater.
His footsteps echoed through the hall as he ran down the steps before stopping and seeing you sitting on the couch. 
Out of the corner of your eye, you could see him wearing only boxers and saw the girl behind him hiding her body with what used to be the comforter you shared.
"What have you done?!" His angered voice rang through your ears as you slowly turned to look at him. A look of shock passed his eyes before turning back to rage.
"Why? What have I done to deserve this betrayal? I've done nothing but love you and support you. And yet, I get called a scarred freak, a thing, and who knows what else you've said about me behind my back." You also look at the girl who tries to escape your gaze and hide behind your supposed lover.
"You owe me no loyalty. Therefore, it was probably easier for you to sleep with a taken man. If he'll cheat on me, he'll cheat on you. But, you can have him. I don't want him anymore. He's all yours." The girl said nothing but looked at you with a smug yet annoyed look.
"Do you know what you've done?! My hero career could be finished!" He stomped towards you before grabbing the remote and turning off the TV. You can see heat slowly rise through his hands.
"Cheaters never prosper. You shouldn't be a hero if you can hurt someone so casually and not think twice." The sound of flames rang through your ears as you saw his hand covered in it. Fear coursed through you, but you didn't dare let it show.
You didn't get time to react before a burning pain hit your already scarred cheek. A hit so strong it forced your head around. Another searing pain happened not long after when you felt his hand wrap around your throat before lifting you up in the air. The familiar burning pain from before started, and it only made it harder to breathe.
"You've cost me EVERYTHING!"
"Hey, hey! Let her go!" Through your newly shredded tears, you could see the mistress trying to pry his arms away from you, but nothing worked. 
You desperately tried kicking your feet at him and managed to kick him in his lower jaw causing him to drop you. 
"Fucking bitch!" A bright flame was tossed at you, and the familiar pain of being burned all those months before was brought back as the fire attacked healthy skin.
The flames caught onto the carpet, which quickly spread to the walls. You sat on the floor, too weak to get up, and you tried putting out the fire that had started on you.
Once your ex had seen the damage, he looked at you before grabbing his mistress and running out, leaving you to defend yourself. 
Looking back at it now. He probably intended for you to die. 
You did all the steps to try and put out yourself before trying all the windows since the door was now blocked by the flames that burned higher and higher.
Smoke entered your lungs as you tried to escape. The house was older than the old one you had, so the flames grew faster, and the windows were stuck shut. 
All except the 2nd-floor window. So, it was either death or suffering broken bones. 
And that's where you blacked out.
You woke up in the LOV infirmary. Toga had spotted you collapsing to the ground by the bar. At first, she was going to kill you but was then too curious about the burn scars that seemingly covered your body and the newly burnt wounds that you sustained.
You were afraid at first. Your quirk wouldn’t have done anything to protect you if they were to try anything, but seeing that they addressed your wounds gave you a sense of slight safety. Why would they kill you if they treated you?
It was only seconds after waking up is when you saw him.
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Looking in the mirror was always the worst. Seeing how horrible you were scarred with there being nothing you could do about it made you feel like shit. It didn’t help when people would shoot comments your way and say horrible things to you. Even before you were a villain, people were so cruel.
“God! How can she go out in public like that?”
“Mommy, is that a monster?”
“With a face like that, I’d kill myself.”
Tears brimmed your eyes as you remembered how cruel people were to you and still are. They didn’t even know you and yet still said so harsh words. They claim to want a loving and peaecful society but go behind the scenes and treat people who did no wrong like this? The world will never be peaceful and loving as long as those scum exist.
You could feel your anger boiling over as you stared into the mirror, wishing it would break in fron tof you. But of course, it didn’t.
Stomping out of the bathroom, you go into the main area before laying on the couch farest away from the bar.
“Oof, what’s got Mrs. Flammable all upset?”
“Fuck off Dabi.”
“Ouch, such painful words.” The sound of female giggling echoed into the bar as you heard the voice of Shigaraki and his girlfriend sitting down on the bar top. Seeing them together is not what you needed right now. 
“(Y/N)?” Your eyebrows raise when you hear shigaraki’s girlfriends voice call out to you. Remembering her name wasn’t really on your priority list as you and her have never talked to one another outside of a few times.
“Yeah?”
“Can you make dinner tonight? I’m really tired.” You could have sworn that you told her yesterday that there wasn’t anything to eat.
“We don’t have anything to eat.”
“Well. Can you go get SOMETHING?” You could hear the annoyance in her voice. Unfortunately for her, the burns on your body has been flaring up recently and has been hurting a lot more than usual. So going to a store or stealing something would have been unbearable. Plus, why did you specifically have to go?
“I can’t. I’ve been in a lot of pain recently and no amount of healing ointment has been able to calm down the flare ups.” You always make sure you have ointment stocked but this was just oen of the times where it was useless.
“You don’t look that bad.”
“Oh sorry, would you like me to cry on the floor in pain? Scream in agony perhaps?” The sound of Dabi’s snickering filled the room as what sounded like other league members entering the bar lounge.
“Ask someone else to do it. I’m not going.” Putting your foot down was always a little hard for you, its even worse when your arguing with the boss’s girlfriend. You’d been there longer than her so you don’t know why she has to have superiority over you. Thinking about it harder, soon connected a lot of dots for you.
Toga and Magne told you one time on a mission on how shigaraki’s girlfriend was super passive aggressive and rude towards them. Telling you how she’ll act all nice in front of the rest of the boys but when it’s just all the her with Toga and Magne, she turns super mean.
It confused you a little thinking about it now. You were in a room alone with her once and she didn’t seem to be mean. Maybe it just went over your head as you were super sleepy when she approached you.
“Baby, im hungry. Tell her to go get me food please?” You could barely see the little glare she gave you before attaching herself to shigaraki’s arm and pouting. 
“(Y/N). Just listen to her and got get something alright?” You could see a small smirk ride up on her face.
“I’m not her fucking slave to do whatever she wants. I’m literally in excuritacting pain right now. I respect you as my boss in the highest degree but there is no way I’m going to put myself through horrible pain and the risk of getting caught. She has legs, she’s not a villain, she can get her ass up and do it herself.” All eyes seemed to be on you. The one that scared you the most were the ruby ones that dug into yoru soul.
“Guy guess what i got!” Spinners voice filled the room as everyone turns to look at him. In his hands, held bags of what were all different types of nonperishable foods.
“Ah! Look! Our knight in shinning armor has saved the day.” Letting out a laugh, you look at her with a glare before walking towards your room. Trying not to limp in pain the entire time.
~~~
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
“Fucking ughhh….who is it?” The pounding at your door woke you up with a headache as your eyes try to adjust.
“I need to talk to you.” The voice sounded familiar but you couldn’t put a face to it.
“It’s 8 in the morning. Whoever you are I’ll talk to you later.” Silence before the door opened up and light beamed into you room.
“Hey what the hell? You can’t just open my door like that!” Through the brightness, you can see the familiar figure of shigaraki’s girlfriend standing in your door frame.
“I said I needed to talk to you.”
“Just cause your the boss’s girlfriend doesn’t mean you get to go into peoples rooms without permission!”
“I can do whatever i want. Who’s going to stop me?” You furrow your brows as you get out of bed and stand up. You were only wearing a tank top and shorts so more of your scars were available to see. You could see her look at you up and down with a grossed out look on her face.
“Jesus. Your more fucked up that I though.” 
“You bang on my door, burst into my room withou tmy permission, then tell me how you think I look? Are you fuckign serious?”
“Yeah I am. Maybe it will give you a sign to fuck off my boyfriend.”
“What the hell are you talking about?”
“I see the way you look at Shigaraki. It’d take a fool to not notice it.”
“Okay? I zone out and stare at people what do you want me to do?”
“No, it’s more than just zoning out. I know you like him.” Venom seemed to be building up inside her as she looked at you with hatred.
“Yeah. I find him attractive but im not a homewrecker.” You rolled your eyes as you glare at he woman in front of you.
“Like he’d give you the time of day anyways ha!” rage soon started to boil inside you. You clench your fists together until they were white as you grit your teeth.
“What the fuck is that suppose to mean?” 
“It means he’d never like a disfigured freak like you-” 
CRACK
The sound on her body hitting the floor with a loud thud seemed to echo inside your room as you look down at her. She clutched her nose with her hand and you could see blood dripping out of the cracks of her fingers as she looks at you with wide eyes.
Before you knew it, you winded your fist back before throwing another punch towards her. Then another, then another, until all you could see is your fist flying down and punching her anywhere that you could.
The sound of her cries must have been loud enough to echo as everyone soon started running towards her cries, only to see you on top of her, beating her senseless. 
“(Y/N)! What the fuck are you doing?!” You couldn’t even hear them. All you could hear were her words repeating in your mind over ,and over, and over again. Each time it made you grow more angry.
Just then, you felt arms wrap themselves around you before picking you up and moving you away from teh cowering woman. You struggled to get out of whoever’s grip by kicking your legs and thrashing around.
“(Y/N)! What is going on?!” Dabi’s voice finally cuts through your rage and brings you back.
“I…punched her.” 
“Punched? More like beat the shit outta her! You almost turned her into a bloody mess! Your lucky I grabbed you before Shigaraki did!” His hands grab your arms as he looks at you. Looking back at him, you could feel tears brim your eyes as you bit your lips to try to keep from crying.
“She…she called me a disfigured freak! I-I couldn’t let her say that! I already h-hear it enough from people outside the league! I don’t need to hear it from people who’s s-suppose to be on the same side!” Hiccups and sobs erupted out of yoru throat as you cried to Dabi. You probably sounded like a blubbering mess. You probably looked horrible to. God you haven’t cried this hard in forever.
“I-I didn’t ask to look like this! I didn’t ask to be in pain almost every day! She doesn’t k-know what it’s like!” You could feel Dabi’s hold on your arms soften as your tears blurred your vision. You could feel your tears fall off your face and onto your shirt.
“You’re the only one that understand Dabi. Your the only one that knows what its like to hurt like this.” Dabi said nothing as just continued to listen to you speak. 
You didn’t know what you were thinking, but he was right there and at that moment, you just needed to feel someone next to you. 
Wrapping your arms around his body you hugged him gently. Crying harder in the process. You stammered out nonsense as you felt Dabi tense up before calming down. You thought he was gonna push you away but instead, you felt him wrap his arms around you too.
“Yeah. I do understand.” A hand slowly started petting your hair as you just listened to the sound of his heart while crying. 
“But you know what?” You look up at him through tearful eyes as he sends you a small smile.
“You may be a freak to them, but your beautiful to me.”
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mimiwrites2000 · 4 months
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Attack On… Podcast!
Archive of Our Own
As the Attack on Titan series comes to an end after ten years, the cast is reunited in hosting a podcast, talking about their times on the set of the filming, their friendships, and all in-between.
And well, shenanigans are inevitable.
Attack on Titan acting AU, as the cast host a podcast, and interview the rest of the cast.
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Episode 02
Armin: On that day, mankind received a grim reminder. We lived in fear of the Titan–
Eren: Armin you really don't have to start every episode with that.
Mikasa: Hey, he enjoys it, let him be.
Eren: I shall obey.
Armin laughing: welcome! To the second episode of this podcast! Again here we talk about our time in the show Attack on Titan, and as you already heard her voice, our special surprise guest for today is the one and only, Mikasa! 
Eren cheering: the queen herself has blessed us! 
Mikasa: Well, thank you, I am happy to be here.
Armin: So for you who don't know, since everyone will be asking this in the comments, yes, they are a couple in real life, and yes, they did meet on set, and yes, they are engaged, you could've known all of that if you follow them on Instagram.
Mikasa laughing:  I mean you could've announced it a little bit more cheerful.
Eren: yeah what's up Armin–
Armin: don't even try Eren, and I will be your best man, you really don't have a choice.
Eren laughing: Alright, Mikasa, my beloved, would you do us the honors of reading our first question? 
Mikasa: Of course, so, this is… from Tumblr, oooh you guys have fans on Tumblr.
Armin: if that's not enough indication that we are unhinged then I don't know what is.
Eren laughing so hard: what makes it even stupider is that this is literally only our second episode.
Armin: the fangirls be fangirling!
Eren: the tumblr be tumblring!
Mikasa: I had my good Tumblr phase.
Armin: actually you do still have your good Tumblr phase, everyone go follow her at Mikasa_Ackreman, she posts nice sad poetic stuff–
Mikasa: That's not true, anyway so this question here says, oh this is actually a special question for me, me and my boyfriend love you so much, aw thank you I love you too, do you still have that red scarf from set? 
Eren: Oh boy.
Mikasa: I do, actually, there were so many replicas of the scarf, because it kept tearing up because of all the stunts we were doing.
Eren whispering: she's the only one who did all of her stunts.
Mikasa shaking her head: and yeah because of the stunts, we had to have many scarves, which, I have them all. And before Eren starts complaining yes I do have them in our house–
Eren: They are everywhere!
Mikasa: But I am looking into turning them into pillows or something! 
Armin laughing: you have a wedding to plan.
Mikasa: I know! I know! But hear me out, I do, in fact, still have the scarf from that very first episode.
Armin: awwww.
Mikasa: because it means so much to me, it started my whole career, and it made me fall in love with that guy over there.
Eren: didn't take long to charm her! A scarf was all it took.
Armin: genuinely still baffled how she said yes.
Eren laughing: hey what do you know about love? We were meant to be! 
Armin: yes yes, actually, they are the reason why I still believe in love, they have something… that I've never seen before, they are the true embodiment of love and respect.
Eren: Is your goal making me cry?
Armin: no but genuinely sick of third wheeling you both.
Mikasa laughing: we never did that intentionally!
Armin: You literally left me in the movie theater the other day.
Eren: hey–
Armin: and didn't notice I was gone until you got home!
Eren laughing: you realize you're stuck in this forever.
Armin: yeah I cry every night! 
Mikasa: save your tears for the wedding.
Armin: Speaking of your wedding, did you pick a dress?
Mikasa: well…
Eren: Hold on, you chose a dress?
Mikasa: I… might have.
Eren: alright let's end the podcast here– 
Armin laughing: nope! Nope, sorry, I might have caused a couple to fight! I take full responsibility!
Eren: yeah you better do, and read this next question.
Armin: yeah so, again from Tumblr, we got this ask that says… who is your favorite titan? oh the female titan for sure.
Eren: Ok, that was quick.
Mikasa: yeah that was quick.
Armin: I mean, come on, the female titan is the coolest of all titans.
Eren: well my favorite titan is definitely my own titan, because that's the coolest thing of all time, and by the way, I think this photo did it's circulation around the internet already, but my final titan form, the whole head, was not CGI, the set designers actually built that, like the whole titan head, and the inside of it, for the final scene of my character, and it was so cool.
Armin: we had great talents on set, I mean, the set designs and all that, like, despite having all the generated effects in post, so many great locations and in-camera effects were shot on set, and all of it was absolutely mind blowing, they brought back filmmaking techniques from decades ago and merged it with current technology and the result was mind-blowing.
Mikasa: our whole village, in Shiganshina was built in a sound stage, and we cried when they had to ruin it for the third season haha.
Armin: yeah we did, I remember that, it felt like they were destroying our own home, it was ridiculous.
Eren: Mikasa.
Mikasa: yes.
Eren: What's your favorite titan?
Mikasa: well…
Eren: I know your answer.
Mikasa: it's actually the armored titan.
Eren: excuse you-
Mikasa: when we were kids, seeing it in the final movie and all that, for me, at that time, or even now, it was magic.
Eren: You betrayed me.
Mikasa: if you accept my scarves –
Eren: Accepted! 
Armin: Alright alright, so the third and final question we have for today, Eren do us the honors?
Eren: Sure, so, again from Tumblr, what was your first reaction when you read the finale script for the first time? Armin has a good answer for this.
Armin: I do, so, we do read the manga, so we already knew the ending, but having the final script in our hands, in my hand, it was a strange sense of fulfillment. I mean, working on a project for over ten years, by the end of those years, you are excited to be done with this project and try other projects and explore more fields, but it's hard, it's not easy.
Mikasa: I like to think of it as moving away to college, all the fights you have with your parents and you just want to move away and you have this great fantasy of a wild college life, then you are hit with the reality and as the date of moving out comes closer, you want to push it away.
Eren: yeah, yeah, exactly, we are all looking forward to our next projects, and what life holds for us, but a huge part of us is still on that set.
Armin: yeah… you guys will make me cry.
Mikasa: aw, no, hey listen, we are still here, cheers to that?
Eren: cheers to that indeed! Also, by the way, Mikasa and Armin were the only ones to actually go to college and keep up with our crazy shooting schedule.
Mikasa: and we graduated with great grades.
Eren: ok ok you don't have to rub it in my face.
Armin: I'll be the first to sign a petition for Eren to go to college.
Eren: naaaah, that's just not meant for me.
Armin: well, we get to another end of our podcast, and we will meet you next time, with two special guests next time, tune in.
Eren: Mikasa, did you actually pick a dress?
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lucy90712 · 1 year
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Pedri makes reader feel bad after implying all she wants is his money
wc: 1700+
For most of the afternoon I have been cleaning the house and getting things set up as my boyfriend Pedri is having his teammates over for the evening and I don't want the place to look a mess. Pedri and I have been together for coming up to 4 years which is crazy to think about as it feels like just yesterday that I made the at the time crazy decision to move to Barcelona with Pedri so that we could stay together. From that day our relationship has only gotten stronger to the point that I can't even imagine what my life would have been like if I chose not to move here. I truly love Pedri so much he has been with me through everything and we have both supported each other through everything life has thrown our way. 
Its not often that Pedri invites so many of his teammates around but I encouraged him to do it as the team has been doing so well and working so hard that I thought it would be nice for them to get together and have some fun. After suggesting it I told Pedri that I would make other plans for the evening to get out of the way so that they could have a proper boys evening but he insisted that I stay. That is the reason I've been preparing things for most of the afternoon because although I know none of them would really care I wanted to have snacks and drinks ready as thats what I would do with my friends. 
Just as I finished with the last of the snacks the front door opened and Pedri came in with Gavi as he can't drive so Pedri offered to just drive him straight here. Gavi greeted me with a simple hello and a smile and Pedri came over to give me a kiss which made Gavi make gagging noises which made Pedri flip him off. The 3 of us all sat down and started talking until others started to arrive a bit later. Pedri had invited pretty much the entire team which meant there was a lot of people suddenly in our living room so people were sitting on the floor and everyone else was squished onto the sofa. To make things more comfortable Pedri allowed me to sit on his lap which we do all the time but never in front of anyone else so I felt a bit awkward to start with until Pedri grabbed my hand and rubbed it with his thumb to calm me down. 
Once everyone had arrived and settled in we were having so much fun everyone was talking and laughing which made me really happy as I love to see the team getting along so well. I didn't really say much but I was happy to just sit and listen to everyone because I'm not the most outgoing person so just being present in the conversation was fine by me. Everyone seemed to be liking the snacks I'd made too which made me happy as I spent quite a while on them and tried to make things that were healthy but also tasted good. 
"These are so good" Gavi said eating one of the things I made 
"Yeah everything is really nice thanks y/n" Ferran added 
"These must have taken you ages" Gavi said 
"I bet you spent a lot of my money on them too" Pedri said 
Everyone kind of gave him a look once he said that but I tried to brush it off as just a joke and continue the conversation to not make things awkward. Luckily his comment seemed to have been forgotten at least until he started making more comments about money and implying that I'm only with him for his money which is so far from the truth. It hurt to hear him say those things because I didn't know he thought about me like that or believed that I didn't actually love him. The more things he said the more it was starting to bother me so to avoid crying in front of everyone and ruining the evening I excused myself and went to the bedroom to just be on my own. 
When I was finally alone I could no longer stop the tears from falling and once they started they wouldn't stop. It's so hard to believe that Pedri would ever think that I'm only with him for his money I mean we have been together since before he was so successful and I took a big risk to come to Barcelona with him all because I loved him. Pedri does of course make more money than me but I still work hard I'm in my last year of university and have a job which takes up most of my time outside of studying. All the money I earn goes towards either paying for bills or things I need for university but I never take Pedri's money unless he specifically allows me to. Sometimes when we need food he will give me his card to use but I always make sure to find the best deals and then give it back to him right after I get back. 
Pedri is often spoiling me with gifts but I always tell him not to because I don't need any of those things not that I don't appreciate them but I don't need him to spend his money on me to be happy. When he does get me something I will always try to take up extra shifts and get something for him but of course it isn't worth as much because I simply can't afford it but I always try. For birthdays and other holidays I try and get him gifts that have a meaning and show how I feel about him and I can't believe he would just forget about all of that and act like I don't care about him at all. 
Pedri's POV
"Dude whats up with you tonight?" Gavi asked 
"What do you mean nothings wrong" I said 
"The things you're saying about y/n are you guys in a fight or something" he questioned further 
"No we are fine" I replied 
"Well I don't think everything's fine you can't just pretty much say that she is us using you for money and say everything is fine" Ferran pointed out 
"I'm just joking I don't actually think that" I said 
"You might want to tell y/n that I can't imagine it feels good to hear you say those things" Gavi said 
Oh no what have I done. I was just joking around as people always seem to think that y/n is with me for the money even though I know she isn't so I wanted to make a joke out of it. Thinking about it again it probably wasn't the best joke to make as I know she sees what people say and tries her best to show me that she isn't with me for the money. The more I thought about it the worse I felt as I know she works really hard and has never once taken advantage of the fact that I earn quite a lot in fact it's always my decision to spend money to get her nice things like she deserves. 
When y/n left the room I didn't think much of it but now that she's been gone for a while I can't help but feel like I've really upset her. As much as I want to go and find her and apologise for everything I said I can't because there is other people here and she probably wants some time away from me. While sat with everyone else I wasn't at all engaged with the conversation as all I was thinking about was y/n and how I must have made her feel. 
Your POV 
From my spot on the bed I heard the front door shut and then silence which I knew meant everyone had left. Despite that I still didn't move as I didn't want to see Pedri just yet because I've only just stopped crying and I know I look a mess. When the bedroom door opened and Pedri walked in I quickly hid my face so that he wouldn't see my red eyes and may just completely ignore me but of course he didn't. He came and sat down next to me and put an arm around my waist to pull me into his side. I still didn't move but he stayed next to me and tried to get me to move the pillow that was in front of my face. Eventually he succeeded and I looked at him for a second before going to look away again but he stopped me by putting his hands on my cheeks which made me look at him. We looked at each other for moment before his mouth opened and he clearly started to think about what to say. 
"I'm really sorry for what I said earlier" he apologised 
"Do you really believe that I'm like that?" I asked
"Of course not I don't know why I said it I was just joking because I know people say those things about you but I wasn't thinking about how it might come across" he explained 
"I promise I'd never use you for your money I really do love you as soon as I finish uni and get a better job I'll contribute more to everything I just can't afford to right now" I started to ramble even though Pedri already told me he was joking 
"Its ok I know that you love me and I don't need you to contribute anymore you do enough for me in other ways I promise you that it was a joke and I'll never say anything like that ever again" he said 
"Thank you" I said 
Only when we finished talking did he take his hands off my face as instead he put one behind my neck to pull me into a kiss and the other went around my waist to move me closer to him. When we both pulled away from the kiss I moved to lay on top of him and he gently ran his hands through my hair and stroked my skin all while telling me how much he loved me which was nice to hear. 
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Last one (for now)!!! Atsumu, AND A SONG OF YOUR CHOICE
Just please I beg of you make it hella cutesy and sweet by the end of it I can’t handle crying bby I just can’t
Also luh you have a happy event mwah
WAHHHHHHH I LOVE HIM SM ASLF i hope u like the song i chose hehehe
cw: beach day w 'sumu !
"[wanna] fall asleep in the car after the waterpark / with the radio soft in your ears / august coppertone tan, crannies filled up with sand / and saltwater still clogging your ears"
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“ah!”  his muscles jerk taut under your hands.  “c-cold!”
“don’t be such a baby, ‘sumu,” you grin, smoothing the aloe over his burns.  “you’re the one who didn’t reapply when i did, so this is what happens.”
astumu lies on his stomach underneath you as you straddle his hips trying to hold him down to apply aloe vera to his sunkissed suncrisped skin.  his hands grip the sheets as your hands smear it over his reddened shoulder blades.
“i know i know,” he mumbles into the duvet.  “but you coulda at least warmed it or somethin- shit!”
“uh-uh,” you tut.  “it feels better cold.  just get used to it.”
you reminisce on the day as your hands work the gel over his back, along his shoulders, in the spot on the back of his arms that’s always so hard for him to apply sunscreen to.  he had the weekend off from the jackals, so he took you on a whim to the beach.  you try to burn every single moment into your mind—from him throwing you into the crashing waves to building sandcastles with some kids who recognized him as a pro player to napping under the minimal shade of the flimsy umbrella he bought.
his wide smile sears into every little nook and cranny in your memory.  he had made you bury him neck-deep in sand then ran screaming into the ocean when the gritty earth filled his swim shorts.  his skin glistened like diamonds when he returned to you, panting and laughing, saltwater dripping onto you when he stood above you to ask if he could make you a mermaid.
your skin was still warm when the sun went down and you stopped at a fast food restaurant for dinner and ice cream.  your hands were still sticky when he drove back to the hotel with the windows down, fatigue beginning to swirl into your bloodstream from being in the sun all day.  
“feel better?”  you ask when you finish, the aloe already getting soaked up by his thirsty skin.  
“mm, yeah actually.”  he squirms underneath you, wincing as his damaged skin pulls and a heat spreads over the tissue.  “c’mere.”
“you better not move till it’s dry,” you warn playfully, settling down on your stomach next to him.  he obeys you, trying not to move too much as he reaches to hook his pinky through yours.  butterflies flit around in your stomach as he gazes at you through half lidded eyes.  he’s exhausted.
“have fun today?” he murmurs, eyes searching your face like he’s trying to memorize every single pore.
“yeah,” you grin.  “felt like a kid again.”
“me too,” he sighs, closing his eyes briefly before opening them back up again.  “think we should do this all the time.”
“mmhm,” you breathe, moving to settle on your side to look at him.  “whenever you get your breaks, of course.”
“i’m sure the jackals wouldn’t miss me if i snuck off for a week.”
“i’m sure that’s not true.”
you both chuckle to yourselves and before you know it, he’s captured you in his arms.  the warmth brings you into a deep, deep sleep that, when you wake from, you find atsumu all but hauling you out of bed to the beach again.
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sxmjxkxz · 11 months
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— nrk. Time After Time
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nishimura riki x reader | wc: 2,628 | english | fluff
a/n: may contain grammatical errors | lowercase intended | contains cursing/name callling
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🖇️. first encounter
he was a little shit.
she was that perfect angel of a child.
but what they were, were the best of friends.
they met when they were in kindergarten. as a child usually is, niki was running, goofing around with his newfound friends in his school’s playground. that was until he bumped into one of his classmates, causing both of them to tumble onto the ground.
suddenly all eyes were on him and the now crying girl. “oh my, are you two okay?! niki, this is why i said not to play too rough.” the boy started to feel his cheeks heat up from their homeroom teacher’s scolding, but he held back his tears, not wanting to make things worse.
and so there they were, seated across each other in the nurse’s office. niki kept his head down, swinging his legs as they dangled over the edge of the bed.
“a-are you okay? you also f-fell hard.” the girl croaked out with a sniffle. “i’m all good, i’m used to getting scratches from playing!” he says proudly, wanting to prove that he was okay. “can i play with you next time, niki?”
the boy looked the girl up and down, eyes landing on the big scratches on her knee and elbows. “i don’t know, you might get hurt again.” with a huff she jumps off the bed, wincing a bit before she did a cartwheel, leaving the boy in awe.
“see! i’m strong too! i’m y/f/n after all!”
and that was the beginning of a friendship that sadly, did not last.
one day niki found y/n crying by herself during recess, only to find out that she was leaving the next day and no longer coming back.
“daddy says i have to stop going here because his work is moving us!” she sniffs. niki was sad, hurt, even confused, after all, he was just a kid, this was too much for him to process especially since they have just gotten close. but just as when they first met, niki chose to hold back his tears, instead choosing to lighten the mood.
“then i’ll wait for you to come back! so when you do, you’ll have a friend here. you have to come back, promise?”
with a sniff and a weak smile, y/n holds up her pinky, linking it with the boy’s.
twelve years old now, and niki was still the same, well taller and a bit more mature now, but still loved to goof around with his friends.
and, although he never said it out loud, still awaited the return of one friend.
“mom, i still need to give my friends my gifts before we leave for the airport!”
it was their christmas break and niki’s family was off to japan to spend their holiday there. thankfully his friends' houses were near the area so he was able to go off on his own. although sunoo’s house was the closest to his, he opted to go the long way home.
the way to y/n’s home. of course he didn’t expect her to be there, but he still hoped he’d one day catch her there.
as if it were a christmas miracle, a car passed him and was slowly pulling to a stop in front of y/n’s house, and low and behold, the girl happily hops out of the car.
she still looked the same, taller though and features a bit more refined and delicate looking.
“niki?! is that you?!”
before niki could answer, he ran to the girl, entrapping her in a tight hug. “y/n! it’s been so long! i missed you!” the girl laughs, dusting off the snow decorated on his hair.
“i missed you too iki…how are you?” she asks with a playful punch. “well, i’m taller now.” he lifts himself on his toes, making the girl roll her eyes in annoyance. “and i’m leaving for japan today. we’re spending christmas there!”
“oh…i was hoping to catch up with you during the holidays.” y/n pouts. niki’s mouth forms a small ‘o’, realizing that once again time was not so kind on them. “well…how about when i come back? i’ll be back after the new yea—”
“i’ll be gone before the new year…we’re going to the us to meet the rest of my family….”
the two were quiet for a moment, realizing their second meeting was far too short than what they hoped for. but just as before, niki decided to keep the mood positive and full of hope.
“then we’ll meet again. and when we do, i’ll treat you to your favorite snack!” he says with gusto, hoping y/n would also get along with his promise. “.....okay….but don’t forget okay?!” she gives the guy one last playful punch, but before she could move away, niki pulls her into one last hug.
“i also promise that i’ll set aside everything to make time for you.”
and those were his last words to his best friend 5 years ago.
now seventeen, niki definitely grew out of his childish ways (sort of) as he was now in his final year in high school.
sure enough he made new friends, even had people confess to him, hoping he would return their feelings. but alas, there was only one person that occupied that special place in her heart.
that one person whom he promised to meet again, no matter how long it would take.
“you’re on after current performers, standby.”
niki nods at the staff who quickly scatters off to another group. niki had always had a passion for dance. well, it started when y/n pointed out that his cover of one of michael jackson’s dances back when they were in kindergarten was “the best she’s ever seen”.
“hey niks….i know this might throw you off your game but–” heeseung turns the guy to face the stage. he follows the direction heeseung’s finger points at, and there he saw,  the sole reason he decided to pursue dance.
“wow, competing against your girlfriend!” sunghoon laughs out loud, gaining the attention of the other dancers around them. “shut up, she’s not my girlfriend.” niki says with a small smile, completely focusing on y/n dancing on stage.
throughout the performance until the group started to file backstage, niki’s smile never left his face.
and as his eyes met y/n’s he felt it  grow  twice in size as the girl ran to him with a hug. “oh my god! iki you look good—well for the competition and all….wow you’re taller now.” she laughs breathily, still tired from dancing.
niki laughs, “and you did well out there. i didn’t know you could dance?” y/n was about to answer when a staff member hurriedly ushers niki and his group onto the stage.
niki turns back and smiles as he watches y/n mouth him “good luck”.
and that was just the right amount of motivation he needed to pull through.
🖇️. the realization
one performance later, and many excuses to his friends and staff members later, he and y/n were finally alone in the theater’s food court, the mass being occupied with the ongoing performances.
“damn, it really is better when there’s no one in line…hey! you still owe me  that snack.”
“you still remember that?”
“Oof course i do….i never really stopped looking forward to meeting you.”
niki was left speechless at the girl’s sudden confession. and there he thought the feeling was one sided. once again y/n didn’t fail to leave him amazed. “get what you want then, it’s on me.”
niki watches as y/n happily switches munching on her ice cream to the fries he bought for her. “sorry, did you want fries?” y/n asks with a slightly full mouth. “don’t speak with your mouth full….and no thanks, you look happy with your food.” niki says, unknowingly wiping the corner of y/n’s mouth.
y/n felt her cheeks heat up, her eyes following the movement of niki’s hand, until he realized his actions, quickly retracting his hand.
“sorry—”
“it’s alright….so how are you? any plans for college?” she quickly interjects, quickly brushing off  the awkwardness in the air. “yeah, i applied to a bunch of universities here, still waiting for an acceptance letter though…and you?”
y/n excitedly puts down her food. “i’m staying for college! though hopefully i have no trouble getting in given i had to study abroad for a while.” ecstatic was an understatement to what niki felt upon hearing the news.
sure chances of him and y/n being accepted into the same university and the same course were low, but never zero.  a few anecdotes, jokes, and laughs later, the two finally fell into silence, a comfortable one.
one would think the two would be awkward given they haven’t seen each other in a while. but that was the thrill to it, waiting for time to bring them together again brought them hope. it made them look forward to meeting each other, to fill in that missing piece of the puzzles in their hearts for the other.
y/n gives niki a look as she notices him staring at her in content. “what? do i still have something on my mouth?” niki shakes his head with a chuckle. “no, no….this is the third time we met….who knows when we’ll meet again, what we’ll look like, and for how long?”
y/n nods with a small smile as she reaches out to niki’s hand. “we’ll meet again, i mean, time’s been playing with us….but i’m sure we will.” and right then and there, for the first time, niki didn’t want to let go. he wanted the moment to last longer, he didn’t want it to end. but they were older now, they both had different lives to live on.
his train of thought was cut as he heard his phone ping. “wow….looks like my team’s champion.” niki laughs. “congrats iki! you deserve it!” y/n rushes over to niki’s side to give him a hug.
“they might be looking for us then….hey, next time, drinks are on me!”
“wow from snacks we move on to drinks now, where’s my little girl cry baby of a best friend?” niki teases, ruffling the crown of y/n’s hair. “hey i gotta return the favor….just promise we’ll meet again?”
“of course, no matter what.”
college, a post high schooler’s first few steps into adulting and real world independence. schedules and work was hectic, new friends made, old friends lost due to loss of time, promises forgotten with the hustle and bustle of college life.
but not all promises were left forgotten.
for example, niki now found himself looking up at a glowing neon sign displaying the name of the club he promised to meet his friends at. finals week just ended and to celebrate, or grieve for their grades, niki’s friends set a  date for all of them to destress with drinks.
niki slowly swerved through the sea of bodies dancing inside, most likely there for the same reason, until he saw his friends seated at a reserved table. “finally, thought you’d never arrive!” jake shouts through the loud music, tilting his half empty glass to greet him.
it was ironic how niki was in a club as he wasn’t one to drink himself. he had a few here and there, but opted drinking in a quieter setting, one where he could talk and catch up with people. on top of that, he didn’t want to risk making all the wrong decisions while his system was clouded with alcohol.
“one beer please.” he nods at the bartender. he left his table a while back when most of his friends started dispersing onto the dance floor or drowning themselves to sleep with alcohol. he wanted to be alone in silence.
but his silence and peace was short lived when someone bumped into him, spilling a bit of their drink down his back. with a stoic look on his face, niki turns around. but it immediately turns into a look of concern when he recognizes the tipsy girl in front of him.
“y/n!? where…what…are you alone?!” he asks, immediately wrapping a protective arm around her to keep her from falling. “hmmmmm I’mmmm wid yuuu ikiiii!” she trills, booping his nose with her finger.
any other time niki would tease the girl, but she was  drunk and alone in a public place. “okay, y/n where are your friends? you need to go home.” he slowly says, holding on to both her shoulders. but rather than an answer, all he gets is a pout and hugs, followed by sniffling.
“aym sharee iki fur keepin you weytn” the girl slurs. “i howp itch nut tyuw laaaate……i like you….mmurrr thun frehndsh.” she muffles into his shirt.
all the sounds of the club started to fade into the background as niki heard the girl’s confession. but before anything, he had to take care of her, it was dangerous for her to be out and about while drunk. unfortunately y/n was now passed out in his chest to answer more of his questions, leaving him no choice but to take her to his unit.
niki carefully places the now knocked out y/n on his bed, as if he were holding a child in his arms. he gently pats her head as she grunts in her sleep, but before he could pull away, he was pulled back in, closer to her.
“stay”
a small smile forms across niki’s lips.
“i’m not going anywhere….never again.”
🖇️. the confession
a soft groan escapes y/n’s lips as she starts to feel last night’s ventures catch up with her through the form of a splitting headache. she weakly pushes herself up when suddenly,
“woah, woah, woah, you should rest up more.”
with half closed eyes, y/n slowly lay back down, until she realized the familiarity in the voice she just heard. “niki?! what the….what are you doing in my room?!” she shrieks, pulling the blanket closer to her body.
niki places the water, medicine, and cup of noodles he brought on the bedside table before carefully sitting on the side of the bed. “you were too drunk to tell me where your friends were and where you lived….so i brought you back to my unit….don’t worry! i didn’t touch you inappropriately!” he quickly adds, letting y/n let out a sigh of relief which was short lived.
“wait! did i…..did i say anything weird last night?” she says with a blush decorated across her cheeks as she avoids niki’s eyes.
niki was quiet for a moment, being enough of an answer for y/n.
“i'm really sorry iki, it must have really been a hassle to do this….this wasn’t how i hoped to meet you again.” she quickly says as she starts to get out of bed. but niki stopped her before she could move.
she watched as his hand took her’s and held it tight.
“i wouldn’t be doing this….if i didn’t like you too, y/n." niki gives her a warm smile, finally getting the girl to look at him.
y/n finally got the strength to hold onto niki’s hand, glad to have finally shared feelings that have been put on hold since the moment they were first pulled apart by time.
“i’m sorry, i must look like shit right now.”
“yeah….you do.”
“wow, still the same little shit i liked back then.”
“time may have passed, but really, i’m still the same, like my feelings for you.”
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xikerhunt · 10 months
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hiii can i request a sumin, hunter, or yechan fic? just like and x member reader with like you guys having lots of pda like sitting on his lap during an internet with yalls hands intertwined omg im already thinking of thisss
Hiii, thank you for requesting. I chose to do hunter cause I haven't written about him yet. I tried my best. I didn't know what you meant when you said during a internet so I put a little twist on it. I hope you enjoy 🫶🏽
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"We're not alone hunter!"
Hunter x reader
Warnings: nothing really just PDA, short and sweet
Genre: fluff
Your boyfriend hunter invited you to go to the mall with him and his band mates.
You've only met them a few times over facetime when they call hunter or he calls them.
Hunter was excited for you to finally meet the guys in person. He couldn't wait.
You on the other hand was nervous but tried to stay as calm as possible.
"You okay baby?" Hunter asked from the driver's side with concern on his face.
You just nodded. "I'm a little nervous to meet your friends, what if they don't like me?" You said but hunter quickly shut that down.
"They already like you y/n, don't worry." He says putting his free hand on your thigh to soothe your nerves.
"You know I love you right?" Hunter asked still looking at the road.
You smile looking at him. "Of course I know, you tell me everyday." You say with a giggle making hunter giggle as well.
"I just like to remind you. It makes me feel good to know that you know." You blush sitting your hand on top of his that was on your thigh.
Y'all finally make it to the mall and hunter gets out the car before you and walks to your side to open the door for you.
You thank him with a smile. He looks down at his phone. "They are already here.
Jinsik said that they are at the food court." He states before putting his phone in is pocket and taking your hand.
You both start to head inside the mall hand in hand. You see a red haired boy which you recognized to be Yechan.
He signals the two of you to come over.
You smile and wave at the boys and they wave back. They had pulled chairs from other tables to sit together.
You were about to do the same but hunter pulls you to his lap making you surprised.
"A perfect seat right here." He says with a smirk. You smile and look down getting shy cause you felt so many eyes on you.
"We're not alone hunter." You say hitting his chest lightly. "So what? They don't care." He says with a shrug.
"You know we can hear y'all right?" Yujun says sipping his drink.
You felt embarrassed but didn't move or say anything.
"Anyways how's everyone been?" Minjae asked trying to change the subject.
The conversation was going well or so you thought.
The whole time hunter was playing with your fingers making it hard to even concentrate on what minjae just said.
You push some hair that was bothering you from Infront of hunters eyes.
He does a cute little blinky thing with his eyes and smiles at you.
"I couldn't help it, she shouldn't have started crying out of nowhere." Yechan says with a laugh talking about a memory he had with the boys.
You laugh starting to actually listen cause hunter was less touchy but then he started tapping your thigh with his fingers.
You look at him kinda scolding him but he only smirks cause he loves making you sweat.
After a while everyone started to leave using different excuses such as "I have work early tomorrow." Or "I gotta get home to feed my dog." So now it was just you, hunter, sumin and junmin.
The four of you decided to get ice cream cause it was a pretty hot day today.
As y'all are walking hunter puts his arm around your shoulder and you grab his hand linking y'all's fingers together.
Small things like this always gave you butterflies.
It was a long line for ice cream and you were getting quite tired.
Hunter noticed and told you to get on his back.
You do as he says and falls asleep before you can even get your ice cream.
When you wake up your in the car with hunter who is driving. "Oh I see you finally decided to wake up." He says poking your cheek while still looking at the road.
You yawn and nod still feeling tired. "Ice cream" that's all you say before dozing off again and hunter laughs at your cuteness.
"Don't worry, I'll get you some tomorrow my love." He says in a whisper not wanting to wake you.
He links y'all's hands before kissing your knuckles twice.
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nibupei · 1 month
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NatLouis WiNK Magazine Interview
[Part 3/3]
(Again, I apologise for the terrible camera quality 🥲)
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Chen Bowen & Jiang Dian
WINK: You two close friends recently promoted the TancyTrue fragrance brand, why did you choose to do this collaboration together? If the both of you were to create a fragrance, what type of fragrance would you create?
Jiang Dian: First of all, we are very grateful to TancyTrue for selecting us, this was also our first time endorsing a product.
Chen Bowen: As for why we chose to collaborate with a fragrance brand, actually the both of us are quite sensitive to smells. Especially me, I use perfume regularly, and use fragrances in my car and wardrobe, and also have also used scented candles before. So we are quite sensitive to smell, and are both fragrance people. (T/n: 香香人 can mean both "fragrance people", ie. people who like fragrances, or "people who smell good" 🤣)
Jiang Dian: If I wanted to create one myself, I would make a stairwell fragrance, I quite like the smell of stairwells (T/n: I had to double-check this sentence a few times because stairwells??? What on earth DianDian 🤣). The first stairwell fragrance in the world.
Chen Bowen: Want your room to smell like a stairwell? Look for DianDian quick. (T/n: In case this wasn't clear, he's speaking like a fragrance ad 😅)
WINK: How do you usually arrange your outings (with each other)? Do you decide together or do you listen to one person's suggestions more?
Jiang Dian: I think we usually discuss it first, someome says something like "do you think we should go here", then the other person says "I think that's OK, let's go together".
Chen Bowen: Yup yup, that's how we usually communicate with each other.
Jiang Dian: But if I'm not that interested in the place, I will go "Oh, OK, OK, OK."
Chen Bowen: Yes, the main thing is to care about how each other feels. You may think this place is amazing, but after suggesting it you feel that the other person doesn't find it as convenient, or if they aren't as excited as you, then you will have to consider it from his perspective. (T/n: Cbw is sooo boyfriend material I can't 😭)
Jiang Dian: But it's usually because I don't know where I want to go, so I always appear a little hesitant. But actually every time I go to a place, I will think that this place is actually not bad.
WINK: Up until now, what is the most romantic memory between the two of you?
Chen Bowen: The moment that left the deepest impression on me was the day we wrapped up filming. I was driving DianDian home, we drove past the place where I was notified that I got the role of Chen Yi, he immediately took out his phone to help me record that moment. I felt very happy, and it felt romantic that he was helping me record the moment.
Jiang Dian: What I found the most romantic, I'm thinking if there's anything I haven't shared before.
Chen Bowen: Actually a lot of it has been said already, mine has also been shared before. Maybe you can just share what left the deepest impression on you.
Jiang Dian: The moment that left the most lasting impression was when we finally released the staff from the glass door, he was crying with joy in that moment (T/n: I think JD means that Cbw was laughing so hard he was actually crying?). There were too many romantic things.
WINK: Please give your fans an official name, after being "brothers" for so long, they should have a status!
Chen Bowen: That's difficult. Cats and dogs battle royale!
Jiang Dian: Hahaha, that's not bad.
Chen Bowen: It's actually not bad, but I think it can still be better, it can be shorter.
Jiang Dian: Invincible explosive cat and dog...
Chen Bowen: PK show. (T/n: PK stands for "Player Killing", PK is used to mean a challenge or a battle between two persons)
Jiang Dian: Cool fans.
Chen Bowen: How about we let everyone leave messages for us to consider.
WINK: You two are loved by many fans in the mainland. Is there anything you want to say to your fans in the mainland?
Chen Bowen: Thank you everyone for liking "Kiseki", thank you everyone for liking Chen Yi, thank you everyone for liking Ai Di, we will continue to improve and move forward.
Jiang Dian: Yes, share more about us, about our lives, and about our thoughts. It was a pleasure to interact with everyone.
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fullstcp · 1 month
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"Snow Angel" by Reneé Rapp Sentence Starters
TALK TOO MUCH
"It didn't feel like a dream."
"Don't think I could love you more."
"So what the hell does it all mean?"
"I'm taking everything I see as a sign."
"I know it's crazy but what if it's right?"
"I'm here again, talking myself out of my own happiness."
"I wonder if we should just sit here in silence."
"I think I talk too much."
"That's just the deal that I made."
"Having said all that, do you still wanna be with me?"
"I wanna be with you, like maybe even forever."
"Holy shit, okay, maybe not forever."
"I mean like I'm, I'm not saying not, forever."
"I actually have no idea what I'm saying."
"Are you mad at me?"
"But like, if, if you are then I'm gonna resent you."
"Do I actually hate you?"
"Like, do you still love me?"
I HATE BOSTON
"You got to be a big hometown hero."
"Why'd we have to cover so much ground?"
"As far as I'm concerned, they should just burn the whole city down."
"God forbid, you're not the center of attention."
"You must be exhausted."
"Don't you miss me?"
"Casual's the way you chose to leave."
"You're written all over every single street."
POISON POSION
"You get on my nerves."
"You're so fucking annoying, you could poison poison."
"You're the worst person on earth."
"Forgiving you is pointless."
"It didn't have to be like this."
"You almost got away with it."
"But unlucky for you, I am that bitch."
"I hate you and your guts."
GEMINI MOON
"Never know who you're gonna get."
"We're in love or we never met."
"Every day I'm different."
"I talk shit then I bite my tongue."
"I exist on a pendulum."
"You're so fucking perfect."
"How come I'm not feeling more?"
"Yesterday was heaven, now I'm bored."
"I bet you're sick of it."
"I should just be better to you."
SNOW ANGEL
"What's misery without company?"
"It's hard to laugh when it's hard to breathe."
"I'll make it through the winter if it kills me."
"Smiles hide what secrets keep."
"Can't tell a lie if you never speak."
"I tried so hard, I came so far."
"I met a boy/girl, he/she/they broke my heart."
"I blame him/her/them cause it's easier."
"But I still look for him/her/them in her/him/them."
"I loved back then what I hate today."
"I wish I went a different way."
"But if I went back, I would do the same."
SO WHAT NOW
"I found out from a friend of a friend that you're here again."
"What gives you the nerve to come back to the city that I live in?"
"So what now?"
"Should we talk?"
"Do you tell your friends that things ended well?"
"Both of us like to pretend."
"If I miss your call I'm gonna cry."
THE WEDDING SONG
"It was timeless like you and me."
"You are my one, you set my world on fire."
"I know there's Heaven, but we must be higher."
"I'm gonna love you 'til my heart retires."
"Forever we'll last."
"Why'd you have to mess it all up?"
"Why'd you have to burn it all down?"
PRETTY GIRLS
"You say that I'm your favorite."
"You think that I'd be flattered."
"It's pathetic cause you're right."
"This conversation's classic."
"I can predict this shit, line by line."
"I like a straight jacket, but it feels like it's a little tight."
"Yeah, your boyfriend's/girlfriend's cute."
"Oh, shit, yeah, he/she/they can come too."
"You'll be his/hers/theirs in the morning anyway."
TUMMY HURTS
"I can't believe I let you hit it."
"In hindsight, that might be the worst part."
"Oh, I taught you everything you know."
I WISH
"Some goodbyes are forever."
"So what's that mean for you and I?"
"I thought we'd always be together."
"I know too much now."
"I'm not ready for you to go."
"It hasn't even happened."
"I've been mourning since I was ten years old."
"Stay a little longer."
WILLOW
"Looks like you're still getting used to being fully grown."
"I know it's hard to slow down."
"There's still more to go."
"Maybe it's just how you're treated."
"Only so much you can explain over the phone."
"So I'm coming to you."
"Don't cry."
23
"It's my Jordan year."
"I thought this shit would look good on me."
"But I just feel weird."
"I still can't fly."
"Thought I'd be ahead, but I'm down by five."
"Everything looks good on paper."
"I still haven't learned how to calm down."
"It feels like everyone hates me."
"How old do you have to be to live so young and careless."
"My wish is that I cared less."
"So don't pretend now that we're cool."
"I hope I'll understand me more."
"But I'm afraid to care less."
MESSY
"You think I'm so laid back."
"And you love that I move fast."
"You don't notice one red flag."
"On the surface I'm too perfect."
"I know you just met me."
"Right now you've got nothing against me."
"I know how to make myself crazy."
"Loving me gets messy."
"Half of all my exes regret me."
I DO
"I leave a key in my mailbox just for you."
"It's the only time that I'm ever sleeping next to you."
"I thank my lucky stars, but, it's tearing me apart."
"You don't see us like I do."
"You don't see us from my view."
"When we're saying, 'I love you', I mean it different than you do."
"That's the closest to God that I will ever be."
"We don't need to talk, our eyes can speak."
"I only need one sign to match your energy."
"Everyone knows it's us against the world."
"I'll love you 'til there's no blood left in my heart."
SWIM
"I'm up in the middle of the night again."
"Same beginning, middle, but still no end."
"Back at the beginning with you."
"I'm gonna toss and turn."
"How could waterboarding feel so good at first?"
"Dreams of us, they turn into nightmares."
"If it's love then why do I feel scared?"
"I never stood a chance."
"The original ending of a true romance."
"Guess I'm destined for the role of Juliet."
"Rather be dead than confused."
"How can we get out of this with no bloodshed?"
TUMMY HURTS (remix feat Coco Jones)
"Sin is a cycle."
"Lied to my face, it's your hobby."
"Boy, you're fine as hell for a psycho."
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munsons-hellfire · 8 days
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Chaos: Chapter 1
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SUMMARY: You enjoy your time with Lucien, but soon Tamlin returns with a human.
PAIRINGS: Evangeline Nightbane x Lucien Vanserra (Currently), & Evangeline Nightbane x Cassian (Eventually)
CONTENT WARNING: MFW, illusions to sex, slight mentions of trauma.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Here is the official first chapter for Chaos. I really am so excited for this series. As I progress through this series more than one chapter from the book will be included in chapters of my own story.
WORD COUNT: 2.3K
Prologue
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Things had changed a lot since I had joined the Spring Court. I had found a safe home. After the first five years Lucien and I started seeing each other secretly. One evening Lucien had returned from a trip to the borders and we weren’t able to make it back to my bedroom. Tamlin had caught us red handed. Lucien and I had laughed about it but I’m pretty certain we had scared the male.
Since then he hasn’t really said anything to us about our relationship but I don’t think he really cared. Today Tamlin would be leaving to hunt down the human girl that had surely killed Andras. He’d been sent out to hopefully find a human that would break the curse on Tamlin, and Lucien and the rest of his Court. Maybe she’d even be the one to save us all. The sun was shining into the room that Lucien and I shared.
His golden-brown arms were wrapped around my waist. My back to his chest. It was a nice feeling, to feel his warm skin against mine. This was the happiest I have ever felt in my entire life. Lucien was still asleep, when I looked back at him there was a peaceful content look on his face. I wish more than anything that I could see the entirety of his face. That damned masked block most of his face, and I wish more than anything to see that scar.
He had told me how it had happened, after I shared something with him. I had a scar from my mother on my back, on my right shoulder. He’d seen it one night, well he’d seen all of them. But he chose to ask about that one. I told him what had happened. What my mother and father had done to me when I didn’t follow their orders. I was crying by the end of it. So Lucien told me about how he had gotten the scar on his eye, and how the mechanical eye had replaced his once russet eye.
More than anything I had wished that night to murder Amarantha for what she’d done to him. I shake the thoughts away, slowly and gently I turn around in Lucien’s grip. Then I start placing soft kisses on his neck, and eventually his chest hoping he’d wake up. A smirk graced my lips when I heard a groan release from his mouth, he’s awake now. I love mornings like these, where it’s just the two of us.
“What are you doing, my starlight?” He had started calling me that when he discovered the shield I had created to protect myself. I hadn’t meant to let any of my other powers slip out but that one I couldn’t control at the moment. Tamlin had also seen it. Shortly after that I had shared with them both what I could do, including summoning the wings. Which I now knew to belong to Illyrians.
I had seen the look they had exchanged when they saw my wings for the first time. When I demanded to know what they were keeping from me they refused. To this day I still don’t understand the look of shock and confusion I saw on their faces, I don’t understand why I saw the realization afterwards. Their expressions didn’t make sense, and the one time I wanted to hear their thoughts, I got nothing. Somehow they were able to keep their thoughts at bay.
“I’m not doing anything.” I say, the humor is there in my voice as I continue to kiss his chest.
I don’t get a chance to make it very far though. He removes his arms from around my waist, but in the process he flips us over so he’s on top of me. I can feel him between my thighs, his cock already hard. Lucien leans closer to me, and his lips find purchase on mine. His kiss was so passionate. I loved when he was like this. I kissed him back softly. Lucien leaned down closer to me, his chest on top of mine.
He pulled his lips away from mine, but he continued to place kisses on my face. Giggles left my mouth. Lucien pulled away from me, his hands reached for the night gown that I was in and he started to pull it up my body. I lifted my arms allowing him access to take the gown off. Then he pulled his clothes off and leaned back down on top of me. I could feel all of him as I stared into his russet and gold eyes. He was so beautiful, and I was so lucky to be here with him at this moment.
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Tamlin had been gone for a few days, I had spent most of my time with Lucien. Some of it is definitely between the sheets in our room. The other time we were out riding the horses. Lucien and I were heading back to the estate. I was so exhausted and ready to crash in my bed. I walked with Lucien, we headed into the mansion. The male held onto my hand as he searched for Tamlin who had most likely returned, hopefully with a human girl that would break their curse.
When we entered the room, I noticed the human girl. My grip on Lucien’s hand tightened; he took notice of this. The girl's thoughts were running around my mind, she was curious as to why I didn’t have a mask, while Tamlin and Lucien did. Finally Lucien was the first to break the silence between us.
“Well?” Lucien questioned. We walked over to Tamlin, both of us bowing down to him. Lucien had not looked at the human once since we walked into the room.
“What, what?” Tamlin inquired back, cocking his head. I didn’t like when he acted this way. There were some instances where Tamlin had scared me. So much so that I wouldn’t leave my room if Lucien were out at the borders.
“Is Andras dead, then?”
Tamlin sent Lucien a nod, my heart broke. “I’m sorry.” He says quietly. Lucien let go of my hand. I looked down to see him squeeze his hands closed, his knuckles turning white.
“How?” Lucien demanded. I stepped closer towards my lover, placing a hand on his shoulder and squeezing it.
“An ash arrow.” A hiss released from Lucien. I closed my eyes looking away from the two males. “The Treaty’s summons led me to the mortal. I gave her safe haven.”
“What?” I questioned, looking back at Tamlin. My eyes briefly glanced at the human, but I looked away from her and looked back at Tamlin.
“A girl━a mortal girl actually killed Andras.” I could tell that Lucien was not happy about this, venom was laced in his voice as he said it. Lucien glanced at the end of the table. I did too, but my eyes caught sight of the human. She was so short compared to us. “And the summons found the girl responsible.”
“How? How is that possible?” I asked, turning back towards Tamlin.
A bitter laugh left his mouth, he lifted a finger to point at the human. “The Treaty’s magic brought me right to her doorstep.”
Lucien turned away from Tamlin to look at her. She was taking in everything that Lucien had to offer. I wanted to be jealous of it, but I couldn’t. Something inside me was telling me not to, it was confusing if I was being honest.
“You’re joking,” Lucien said quietly. “That scrawny thing brought down Andras with a single ash arrow?”
I swatted my hand into Lucien’s shoulder, he turned briefly to glare at me. I had to hide the smile that rushed to my face. But I couldn’t hide the heat running to my cheeks. “Be nice.” I whispered. However I heard her thinking about how she wanted another ash arrow to shoot into Lucien. This earned a glare from me, as I looked at the human. She noticed it too and recoiled closer to the wall.
“She admitted to it,” Tamlin explained as he traced a finger on his goblet. I watched the claw slip out scraping against the metal. A groan escaped my lips. Tamlin and Lucien both looked at me for a brief moment.
“I’m fine.” I whispered.
“She didn’t try to deny it.” Tamlin added, after I had spoken. Lucien walked away from me, he sat on the table at the very end. I followed behind him, only I sat down in the chair. I reached for his hand, hoping for comfort.
“Well,” Lucien seethed, “now we’re stuck with that, thanks to your useless mercy, and you’ve ruined━” I looked away from Lucien watching the girl take one step forward.
“Did you enjoy killing my friend, human?” Lucien asked. “Did you hesitate, or was the hatred in your heart riding you too hard to consider sparing him? It must have been so satisfying for a small mortal thing like you to take him down.”
I understood that Lucien was upset over the loss of his friend, but I didn’t like seeing him like this. He was so sad, and I wanted to do something about it, but just like the jealousy I wanted to feel earlier I couldn’t be upset over the way he was feeling.
“Anway,” Lucien continued, turning towards Tamlin again. “Perhaps there’s a way to━”
“Lucien,” Tamlin spoke quietly, I glanced at the High Lord hearing the snarl bounce around the room. “Behave.” I felt Lucien go stiff, my violet eyes lifted to him. He hopped off the table letting go of my hand and walking towards the other end of the table, bowing to the human.
“My apologies, lady. I’m Lucien. Courtier and emissary.” I stood from the chair, shifting my body towards the two. “Your eyes are like stars, and your hair like burnished gold.” I came up next to him, I forced a smile to my lips only because I was ready to go to bed now. Hopefully I could convince my lover to come with me. It was a slim chance though.
“I’m Evangline, but please call me Evie.” I said, hoping to show some kind of enthusiasm. Lucien and I were now waiting for her to offer her name to us.
“Her name is Feyre.” Tamlin had his green eyes on the human. I knew one thing for sure, the High Lord was going to try and get this human to fall in love with him. From the looks of what I’ve already seen he’d have an easy chance to do so. It seemed like wherever she came from her family most likely didn’t care. It looks like we have something in common. “Alis will take you to your room. You could use a bath and fresh clothes.”
Alis walked over to Feyre and guided her out of the room. “That’s the hand the Cauldron thought to deal us? She brought Andras down? We never should have sent him out there━none of them should have been out there. It was a fool’s mission.” Lucien growled, it was a bitter growl. “Maybe we should just take a stand━maybe it’s time to say enough. Evie could possibly put a stop to her. Dump the girl somewhere, kill her, I don’t care━she’s nothing but a burden here. She’d sooner put a knife in your back than talk to you━or any of us.” Lucien explained.
“I can’t do that. I-I won’t do that, Lu.” I whispered, I wanted to look at him but my eyes were on Tamlin instead. Even though I still had a feeling I shouldn’t trust him, I knew that he’d protect me from her. I noticed how quickly Lucien changed his posture when he realized the words that had slipped from his mouth. He walked over to me and placed his hand on my cheek, his thumb grazed it.
“No. I am not putting Evie in danger.” Tamlin’s voice ran through our ears, we both looked at him. “And not until we know for certain that there is no other way will we make a move. And as for the girl, she stays. Unharmed. End of discussion. Her life in that hovel was Hell enough.”
“Then you’ve got your work cut out for you, old son, “Lucien said. “I’m sure her life will be a fine replacement for Andras’s━maybe she can even train with the others on the border.”
Tamlin snarls at the red headed male. I move to stand in front of them. “Both of you need to behave. You don’t need Feyre hearing any of this. Lucien, while that seems like a great idea in theory, she is human and she will die out there.”
“I’m sorry, my starlight.” Lucien’s voice was soft, calm as he whispered it in my ear. He pressed himself against the backside of my body. He moved closer to me, I could already feel his length against me. I smirked, feeling arousal pull in my stomach. I knew then that our scents had shifted giving that Tamlin was glaring daggers at us.
“I think it’s best if we leave.” I said softly, smiling brightly. Lucien nodded his head, we turned around and quickly walked out of the room before I opened a portal to our shared room. Once we walked through Lucien hoisted me up into his arms. His lips attached to my skin for a brief moment. A moan left my lips, followed by a whimper when he stopped kissing me. Suddenly I was thrown on our bed, a fit of laughter left my mouth.
“You are a naughty little thing.” Lucien said brightly as he climbed on top of me.
“Me? You're the one who pressed his hard cock to me.” I fought back, wrapping my arms around his neck.
“Naughty, naughty, my starlight.”
“Only for you.” I whispered.
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S7 Thots for this week: Oh god…
• I will in fact not be giving “us” a chance Vicky I’m so sorry.
• “There’s a him-shaped space in my bed and there’s a him-shaped space in my heart”…GIRRRLLLLL🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I already made a post about this quote alone but omg thinking about it again has got me crying. Someone please come get this bitch.
• I know I said my MC was gon keep it classy with Willow but both her AND I have had enough of Willow flapping her gums so best believe I chose to read her ass for filth when they let us.
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• Gee I wonder what it is…
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• *Gasp* REALLY??? YOU DONT SAY🫨🫨🫨
• Fusebox…CAN BITCHES JUST BE BISEXUAL TO BE BISEXUAL LIKE WTF??? They always pull this dumb shit like either you only want the boys or you only want the girls it’s never TRULY an option to choose both. Most of the time if I’m making my MCs bi it’s just for character building purposes so when I’m being forced to hear Bonnie declare her love for me 20 times each volume when I don’t want her you’d see why I’d be irritated.
• So apparently, after gathering info from other peoples posts, we coulda been having this convo with our original love interest and we coulda snuck out to the daybeds and did the nasty with them pulling our hair and shit if we chose the “Travis/Evan/OG LI” option. The way this makes no sense my god. This goes back to the point I just made like y’all don’t know what the fuck y’all doinnnnnnn!
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• Omg she’s so embarrassing I can’t do this anymore😭😭😭
• While I’m mad I didn’t sneak down there with Bryson, seeing her lil pussy ass get absolutely nothing from him never fails to make me laugh.
• Uma getting all the girls to leave by pretending to gush about Alex…she ate that.
• I love Daphne (Sorry Raf romancers).
• Time to talk about outfits!🤩
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• Fusebox let the stars go like good lord😭
• Ignoring that aspect, this is cute.
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• Now THIS is what I want to see more of! Yes!
• Ok Willow being an embarrassing and obsessive ass bitch was funny at first but now it’s just annoying. Does she have any other hobby besides keeping MC’s nuts in her mouth?
• Now, onto this lame ass movie night.
• First of all, I guess I yet again need to clarify that I want nothing to do with Bonnie or her Ellen Degeneres haircut. Second of all, even if my character chose to give her the time of day…Vicky why the hell do you give a fuck??? You weren’t even here when these clips happened and once again I DID NOT CHOOSE YOU!
• Evan don't stick up for me like that baby I'm liable to put this thang on you😩
• In a shocking twist that nobody expected, Willow started talking shit and immediately shut up because her tea got clocked. I honestly gotta applaud her tenacity.
• Bryson’s confession over us uggghhh so cute😍
• Travis saying that Uma was hotter than Bonnie unprovoked was so rude😭😭😭 At the same time tho…did he lie?😶
• Alex is such a hypocrite. He knew damn well he was bout to fawk Estelle on that goddamn terrace before she left.
• Omg Uma said the casa girls needa make sure that they get to the villa😱😱😱 They grasping for straws tryna make up drama like obviously she’s gonna prioritize getting to the villa that’s literally the whole point.
• #Raphne lives on yesssss!
• Evan asking us on a date…WHY IS HE DOING THIS TO ME?????😫😫😫😫😫
• Outfit time again!🤩
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• Ok I love love looooove all these options. The ONLY problem I have is with the choker necklace on the green dress like that needs to go. Other than that these are sooooooo cute.
• *Sigh* Why is Evan literally perfect lol🙃
• It’s not even the fact that he’s fine as hell and his personality is chef’s kiss but the way he’s not suffocating us with the fact that he likes us (Some other people should take notes😕). Lemme not speak too soon tho cuz they still have time to ruin him💔
• I am not kidding, when I replay this season I am grafting on him so hard with NO FUCKING HESITATION.
• I was so tempted to flirt with him just to piss off Vicky and Bonnie cuz why are y’all staring??? GET OUT OF MY BUSINESS!
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• FINALLY! FUCKING FINALLY!
• I legit thought they were going to have us go through this entire volume without getting alone time with our OG LI and I was finna be so pissed.
• Not gonna lie tho…having sex in the middle of the living room where anyone could just walk in is kinda insane😭
• Where was I at Willow? Oh, I was just giving “your man” the time of his life😁
• Calling it now we’re not actually gonna get to sleep with who we want.
• Girl where tf did they get a whole curated bouquet of flowers?
(I’m not gonna lie guys I fell asleep before finishing this post cuz I was busy yesterday so I prolly forgot some things but yeah this volume was…ok)
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