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madisonrooney · 5 years
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THOUGHTS ON D3
(some of these may be points about stuff we already knew going into it but like now that weve gotten to see it all together its easier to discuss)
- i like what they did with audrey’s plot. her and mal’s relationship did feel pretty unresolved after d1 so im glad they went this route. not to mention being able to bring her back after her being absent in the second. also i like the message that it gave off about being able to be good or bad regardless of where you come from
- i loved hades! he was so fun and i loved how things ended up with him. and DO WHAT YOU GOTTA DO WAS AWESOME probably my fav song. but i cant say im a huge fan of him being mal’s dad. like i loved the way their relationship played out but while the descendants fan in me is happy the disney stickler thinks its a bit too much creative license for them to make a kid the child of two disney characters from two different movies. it also kinda like...almost invalidates her character of “maleficent’s daughter” now shes the daughter of two villains and it?? feels different?? if that makes sense?? could the other VKs possibly have another villain as their other parent?? who knows. also i wish they hadn’t made it so obvious so early like people guessed this A YEAR AND A HALF AGO WHEN THE TEASER CAME OUT. maybe had it just been a few months it wouldnt have been as bad but yeesh. it made the shock factor...well, almost non-existant.
- continuing on their relationship, i thought tackling the idea of an absentee dad was a bold move for a movie like this and i applaud it. not to mention with an upbeat musical number? they really did that
- i loved celia too!! i was afraid she was gonna be more bad news than she was but she was super cute and sweet. loved her friendship with dizzy. and loved getting to see more of dizzy! and even though dr facilier wasnt in it much he was fun. i thought it was sweet that he and celia seemed to have a good relationship. im also glad we got to see lady tremaine! but wheres drizella lol
- also in regards to hades and celia, i liked that they brought in two more movies into the universe that hadnt yet been acknowledged (not counting wicked world or the books). i love both hercules and princess and the frog and while i wouldnt call them underrated theyre not quite as mainstream as some of the other movies in the descendants universe so im happy with that.
- on the other hand, i dont really like it when they get more kids from movies that they already have kids from. in this case, squeaky and squirmy. gil seemed out of place to me when i first watched d2, especially cuz like why would gastons son be a pirate, but since he had some funny lines with ben (in this movie too!) it was worth it. but squeaky and squirmy had no lines with harry? THEY ALMOST DIDNT HAVE ANY LINES AT ALL??? so why couldnt they have had them be kids from a movie they hadnt used yet? the more the merrier imo. idk.
- mal and uma repairing their relationship was like the highlight for me ugh it was so good. i think we all had a feeling that would happen (not just from speculation but from set pics and whatnot) but it felt satisfying regardless. uma saying “im right here mal you got this”? love that
- WE LOVE MORE DRAGON MAL. EVEN MORE THAN IN D2. WE LOVE THAT A LOT.
- WE ALSO LOVE MORE DUDE. OK SO MAYBE THATS JUST ME BUT SCREW IT I LOVE TALKING DOGS SO IM GLAD HE STILL TALKED. DOVE CAMERON AND A TALKING DOG IN THE SAME MOVIE IS BASICALLY PANDERING TO ME OK
- WE ALSO LOVE MALVIE CONTENT!!! love that evie was the only one who knew hades was her dad AND LOVE THAT THEY SAID I LOVE YOU TO EACH OTHER LIKE DAMN. AND DURING MY ONCE UPON A TIME WHEN MAL LIKE CARESSES HER FACE??? LIKE HER INTERACTION WITH HER WAS MORE INTENSE THAN WITH ANYONE ELSE EVEN BEN??? GOOD SHIT
- OK I KNEW ABOUT THE DID I MENTION REPRISE AS OF A FEW DAYS AGO BUT IM A SLUT FOR PARALLELS SO THAT STILL KILLED ME
- any parallels killed me. especially, ofc, ending with “cuz were rotten...to the core” (tho i was hoping the rotten remix thats on the soundtrack would be in the movie)
- loved getting more harry and gil content. gil is so blissfully stupid and precious and i love him and harry is so chaotic and i love him too
- and just...love the sea three bonding with the core four. also it felt well paced. wasnt rushed, had its moments to slowly get us there (mal+uma, jay+gil+harry) it felt like it went just the way it was supposed to.
- the whole series of events felt well paced and well ordered
- tbh i think its hilarious how chad’s douche baggery never dies down. i mean points for consistency i guess
- (did anyone catch the sign on the isle that mentioned monstro? good easter egg)
- (im really going out of order ik)
- one kiss was fun and cute, but i never felt like doug and evie were like...behind in their relationship? if anything i thought as of d2 their relationship was more stable than that of mal and ben
- night falls was a little silly and felt a little too similar to its goin down to me but it served a purpose and it was still fun
- and ofc it was so bittersweet to watch cam. the dedications were heart-wrenching but beautiful.
overall it really could not have been better! great new characters, great development on the characters we love, great soundtrack, and, most importantly, a story that perfectly wraps up the franchise. its hard to get a trilogy right. i love a lot of trilogies but a lot of them have some major flaws. with like say the kung fu panda movies, the 2nd and 3rd feel like theyre about very different things than the first. it doesnt feel like its telling one cohesive story. some have a second that feels unimportant to be between the 1st and 3rd. this just felt like perfectly coming full circle. everything from the beginning of the first movie to the end of the third felt necessary to tell the story. no useless filler, all essential to the plot, adding more as we go and resolving more, but having a hell of a lot of fun the entire time. i remember d2 being one of the most, if not the most, satisfying sequels ive ever seen. maybe part of that has to do with descendants being such a main fandom of mine when it came out, but sometimes, even new additions to my main fandoms can disappoint. these sequels really haven’t. part of that may just have to do with my love for the franchise regardless of the direction it goes in, but i know that it also has to do with just a great job in storytelling. continuing the story and wrapping it up just right. when the first one came out, we didn’t know it would be a trilogy. it works great as a standalone movie, but when you see the third one, you would think it was intended this way from the beginning, which honestly gives it even more power.
it breaks my heart to let this franchise go, but ofc in mal’s words “this is not the end.” with it just coming out, that means its just the beginning of discussions, gifs, memes, fanart, and all that fun stuff. so lets jump right in!
and, as always, every bit of love in my heart goes to cam tonight. we still miss you endlessly and we always will.
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Love Her | Lee Donghyuck (Haechan)
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A/n: Kinda based off the song Love Her by the Jonas Brothers. The first of my little series for the dreamies. Hope you like it.
Genre: angst? fluff
Word count: 1.5k
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[2:47 am]
Demon sunshine 🌻: hey, y/n, anyone ask you to prom???
You: you already know the answer to that question
You: dont rub it in :,(
Demon sunshine 🌻: it's okay. I'm probably going alone too.
You: what?? But tons of girls asked you.
[read 3:02 am]
Your best friend didn't respond to your text and you decided it was already late enough. However, that night, amongst your slumber, you devised a great plan- or rather idea- that you should just ask Donghyuck to prom so you both can just go together. I mean, you probably would be attending it together anyways so what difference does it make. Now, you just get to tell people that you have a date.
That morning you saw Donghyuck loitering by your locker, as usual. "Hey Hyuckie! What if I just ask you to prom?" You assumed he would love the idea. What's not to like? He'd be going to prom with his best friend either way and who doesn't love their best friend?
"That's literally the worst idea I've ever heard." I guess Donghyuck doesn't love his best friend. "If you ask me, I'll be so embarrassed. I'll say no, just like I did to everyone else."
You opened your mouth but realized you had nothing to say. Nevermind your calculus textbook, you just left your locker and headed towards your class. For the rest of the day, Hyuck was no where to be found. This was lucky for you because you were also avoiding him. He had been cranky for the past few days and now he's being mean to you for no reason!! You were sick of his crap to say the least. Even at lunch, he was missing. Your heart lowkey hurt, but like you weren't going to seek him out. He is the one who needed to come find you to apologize to.
He never did. Prom was just a few days away and Donghyuck hasn't texted you since that night. In school, he avoids you. You guess that you'll never find out what you did to turn him off. Other than offer to go to prom with him, that is.
Well, at this point, you didn't care what Donghyuck did with his life. He obviously doesn't want to be friends anymore so you weren't going to make him.
[9:23 pm]
You: I still don't have a date... pleeeaassseee go with me to prom??? Pretty please >.>
Poison drinker: y/n, I already told you that I'm going with Jules. I'm really sorry but you know I cant...
Poison drinker: try Jeno tho. He doesn't have a date yet either and we both know how week he is if you pout about it
You: okayyy I understand.. but thanks for the advice!! Operation Make Jeno Feel Bad For Y/N is a go!
Poison drinker: goodluck!! Go get urself a date
You lied down on your bed, thinking about asking your other friend, Jeno. Maybe you just shouldn't go to prom. Hyuck will be there and you're still upset with him. Who cares anyway. It's just prom. There are more important things like college aps and SATs. At least, that's what you tried to convince yourself.
[10:11 pm]
(Un)funny clown: hey, y/n!! Jaemin said you were looking for a prom date?? Well, if you still need one, so do i... we could go together as friends if you're interested.
Forget what you were thinking about not going. You've changed your mind. You are going to prom. And you are going to be the hottest bitch their. Wait no, you ain't no bitch, sis you a skinny queen!!
[10:13 pm]
You: Jeno!!! I would love to go to prom with you. Thanks so much for asking. I really didnt want to go alone so now I'm excited :D
You plugged your phone in next to your bed and drifted into a peaceful sleep.
Jeno came to pick you up for prom and you went with Jaemin and his date too. The whole group went together, minus Donghyuck. You saw him from across the dance floor. He was leaning on the wall, glaring at you. What is his problem? He acts like he hates you and over what? You suggesting to ask him to prom? He was being unbelievable. You decided to ignore him and continue to dance with your date and other friends. You looked back over to where Donghyuck had been standing but he was no where to be seen. Jeno seemed to pick up on what had happened and silently asked if you wanted to leave.
"No, no. I'm fine. I'm just gonna go get some water," you tried to reassure him.
"I'll come with. It is really hot on the dance floor."
"That's just Jaemin," you smiled at your not funny joke, earning you a pinch on the arm from Jeno.
"I don't wanna talk about that right now. He's here with a date."
As you turned back to continue walking towards the refreshments you accidently bump into someone.
"Hey, dude watch where y- oh I'm sorry. I should've been looking. Uh..." Donghyuck looks down at the ground as he begins to run away in the opposite direction you were heading. You turned back to Jeno to send him a questioning look but he nodded his head, gesturing to Hyuck.
"Go talk to him. Please, y/n, you are the only one that can fix this. Trust me, the rest of us have tried. He only listens to you."
Your worries came back as you still felt empathy for your best friend. Sure he was being a jerk, but Jeno seems to know why. And he also seems to think that it isn't as bad as you feel it is. So, you reluctantly head after your best friend.
"Hey. Are you okay?"
"Oh! Yeah sorry. You startled me." He was sitting in the corner of the entrance, where nobody else was. He probably just wanted to be alone. When he lifted his eyes, ever so briefly, to meet yours, you saw the shiny streaks down his face.
"Were you crying?" Without thinking, you naturally grabbed his face, wiping away the remaining tears. "It's okay if you were. I've seen you cry 100 times."
"I'm sorry, y/n. I'm such an idiot."
"Yeah you are. But what specific reason were you an idiot for this time?" He murmured a response under his breath but it was incoherent to you. "Sorry, I- I didn't quite catch that."
"Because I- I just-" he began to cry again.
"It's alright. You don't have to tell me if it's too hard."
"Why are you so wonderful? I've been such a douche lately and you didn't deserve that. Nonetheless, here you are now being so kind to me. Why?"
"Well, even if we aren't being friendly with each other at the moment. You're still my best friend."
"I don't want to be."
He turned his head. Now he was staring at you with a glint in his eyes. Being the dummy you are, you misunderstood what he was implying.
"You- you don't want to be my friend anymore? I mean, if that's what you want. If that will make you feel better then it's okay." Your eyes began to fill with tears, mimicking Donghyuck's minutes earlier.
"No. I don't want to be your friend." He lifted your chin to meet your gaze. "I want to be more. What I tried to say earlier, I think I can say it now." He took a deep breath before he continued. "I love you, y/n." You stood in silence, unsure of how to react to his confession. "And it's perfectly fine if you don't reciprocate my feelings. I just- I said no to everyone who asked me to prom because I wanted to ask you. But, when you said that you wanted to ask me, I got embarrassed. I shouldn't have acted the way I did. I'm so so sorry, y/n. Please forgive me."
"Hey Hyuckie?" He looked up at you. "Will you go to prom with me?" He nodded his head quickly as you grabbed his hand and dragged him back to the dance floor where the rest of your friends were waiting.
"Hey! What happened? Are you guys friends again?"
"Yeah, I apologized. You know she's always right," Hyuck explained.
"But were not friends," you retorted.
"Wait, what do you-" and before Donghyuck could finish his sentence, you sneaked a peck at his lips.
"You confessed to me. What did you think would happen?"
"Yeah, but you never said you loved me back."
"I love you too, Hyuckie."
The rest of the night was spent busting down on the dancefloor while all your friends made fun of you and your now boyfriend for being complete idiots (mainly him but go off I guess). Afterwards you went back to his house to watch movies, cuddle, and maybe makeout for a few hours.
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oceanivoxjoquainx · 6 years
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Rant on Andi Mack Season 2 Episode 4
Geez I'm sorry this is literally a week late but life happened ughhhh.... Anyways I've finally watched the episode and here's my thoughts about it:
I loved it (as usual) but what I loved most about it was all the character development that went down. CC and Bex getting closer, Jyrus getting some love, Buffy learning that not everything's about winning, and Andi mending her family yet again! Now onto the characters..
Buffy: Looks like my girl Buffy is finally finding something she can't win at (gasp) which is what she needed to teach her some humility. She even learns that her frienda are far more important than winning so horrah for her! I do hope she brings Millie those baby taters and chocolate milkshake tho 😂😂. Cant wait to see how shes gonna handle that douche tonight tho.
Andi: Geez shes always blames herself for what happened in the past. Honey you can't control everything and not everything's your fault. I love how she strives to mend CC and Bex's bond even though they're highly reluctant to do so.
Bex: This ones a hot mess 😂😂😂. Its sad that the that day she left and all but those 2 different memories had me in for a spin. I don't know whether her version or CC's version of events are correct but I'm pretty sure CC would be the more credible one here. It was probably a mix of the twos memories that is actually right to be honest. I'm glad she and CC sort of mended their bond and CC finally gave her a true and deep compliment! I think its cute how well her and Andi just slipped into their roles as mother and daughter and just share things like they should. And that rubix song was cute. Ugh Bex you can't stand to hee her sad huh? She needs to tell Andi about the house.
Ham: Love Ham. We need more Hams in the world. Poor guy was stuck in yoga for 10 whole classes. Yikes 😂😂😂. Any who I'm glad he's kind of a mediator between CC and Bex like Andi. I guess you can't say theyre not related. He's the ray of sunshine after CC and Bex are done thundering around each other.
CC: I'm glad her and Bex are sort of getting along now. Shes always planning stuff 😂😂😂. I'm shook that she's selling the house and its hilarious how she just told Bex that its her job to tell Andi and just dipped. I don't know where they're going to move but I guess that's an adventure for another episode.
Jonah: Jonah you douf! How dare you put my child on something so dangerous?!?? XD his interactions and concern for Cyrus is cute tho and hopefully they keep up their skating lessons. Jonah saying he forgets how helpless Cyrus can be was the most adorable thing ever. I see why he has guys and girls all over him.
Cyrus: Oh my poor child broke his finger? Thumb? One of those things... Anyways its great to see more of him being Jewish in the show and that Jonahs anle to drag him out of his reclusive shell. He was extra as hell tho with that fall over the bushes and even being wheeled out in a wheelchair and wearing a sling but I was for it 😂😂😂 he got the others good.
I swear I'll do this earlier for Episode 5, this weeks just been a mess.
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absolutelybifurious · 7 years
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homecoming feelings inc (spoilers: most of them will look something like i love tony stark i LOVE tony stark i loVE TONY STARK I LOVE ad nauseum) 
peters video recording of civil war what an absolute babe
“thats not a hug im reaching for the door” (yeah right tony we all know you crave human contact)
why does peter know spanish?
peter taking time to pet the cat *_*
peter desperately looking for ways to help and giving that lady directions,,,, my son
“why did i mention the churro”
peter saving the cat and handing it back to the shop owner LIKE OH MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GODDDDDDDDDDDDD I LOVE HIM 
michelle doing situps with her book
no one will convince me flash doesnt have a massive gay crush on peter parker yall, i mean cmon?? HE MAKES EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM CLASSIC CRUSH SIGNS,,, hes legitimately obsessed with him, like i’m not kidding i can’t remember the specifics but several times i was like ok this is just kinda coded like hes into peter actually?
“you’re here too” “am i?” truly the best scene in the film michelle is a gift and zendaya is our glorious goddess who has bestowed this wonder on us
god the van scene, i immediately loved donald glover but that could be bc hes cute. but the thing is, this movie did such a Job of making peter immature. like i was continuously frustrated with him bc he was so markedly different and less mature than any of the other heroes. he screwed up again and again and again and the kidness of him was so well done. like it infuriated me half the time. but damn it was well done
TONY INSTALLED A HEATER IN PETERS SUIT
TONY WAS PAYING SO MUCH ATTENTION TO PETER THAT HE NOTICED WHEN THINGS WENT POORLY
TONY LISTENED TO THE PROBABLY HUNDREDS OF REPORTS PETER SENT AND REMEMBERS THE FUCKING CHURRO
tony wants to talk to peter about his college plans
tony stark is the best dad ever, and really in general he is the best person ever and no one will ever tell me that there is a person with a better heart in the MCU BECAUSE THERE IS FUCKING NOT 
TONY STARK IS TOO GOOD FOR ALL OF US WE DO NOT DESERVE HIM
poor ned :( “that hats not working” i was really mad at peter for the way he kept ditching all hsi real life friends
kinda glad vulture killed that guy what a disrespectful douche
“i thought that was the anti gravity gun” “wHAT NO” hmMmMmMm I LOVE
also he treats his other ppl with a lot of respect and later the ppl still think they can leave and like, thats cool
michelle noticing what peters quit already
i have a hot date with black widow later
that is false
another long one: i didnt super buy peters crush on liz. it felt really faked because he never really made choices for her, and i get that he was more into spiderman but i never felt the significance of the crush... i think that was played over a little bit too much
also i dont think ive been this impressed with a villain in the marvel franchise since loki. vulture was so compellingly realistic. i know they tried that shit with whats his face from civil war but he was so irrelevant i didnt care. vulture was relevant, scary, but also emotionally compelling
fucking taser web
you jumped off the sign and landed on your face
i love karen
i read a post about tony coding an AI thats emotionally encouraging and invested in peters life bc tony is invested in peters life and like iw ant to die
i just dont want to celebrate something built by slaves
THE GUARDS LIKE PREACH
michelle is a gift
“kiss her peter”
“thank you”
donald glover I HAVE A NEPHEW YEEEEEEEEEE BOY GIVE ME MILES I DESERVE IT
the whole interrogation scene was golden,,,, “NEVER DO THAT AGAIN KAREN” 
you’re a criminal!!! you deserve it!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye!! criminal!! i love peter so much
TONY STARK CALLING TO TELL PETER WHAT A GOOD JOB HE DID IN DC TONY STARK BEING A SUPPORTIVE, GOOD PARENT AND WANTING TO MAKE SURE PETER KNOWS HE IS PAYING ATTENTION 
peter just keeps causing disaster after disaster 
that whole ferry scene had me cringing
but he tried so hard to help everyone!!
tonys anger after it was totally warranted. i dont blame him for taknig the suit. 
MY FAVORITE LINE: if you really cared you’d be here AND TONY MOTHERFUCKING STEPS OUT OF THE SUIT
and god rdj brings the fuCKING PAIN you can see how panicked he is how muc hhe doesnt want to hurt peter but how SCARED he is bc peter isnt listening to him and god!!! what if something happened to peter!! you can hear the self loathing and the pain that hes carrying from all the other movies all he wants to do is make sure nothing happens to peter or anyone else
tony listened to peter to try and stop the vulture, tony takes him seriously!!!!!!!!!!! tony is such a good dad and such a good person and HOLY SHIT!! TONY STARK!!!!!!!!!
hes hurting so much in that scene he doesnt wanna be like howard HE DROPPED EVERYTHING TO GO HELP PETER IM UNDONE
also look how well peter got back on track after he lost the suit
still ??? at the liz scene tho?? i just didnt feel that relationship much at all, there wasnt anything there
PLOT TWIST PLOT TWIST PLOT TWIST 
MMMM THATS SOME GOOOOOOD SHIT 
and once again vulture is incredibly compelling bc that brings a whole new context to why his face changed re: dc and why he didnt try to kill peter on the ferry
michelle doing the casual flip-off, god i love her so much??
holy shit peter in the wreckage, tom holland go off that acting tore my heart in half AND THEN HE REMEMEBRED TONY WORDS
CMON SPIDERMAN I AM SOBBING
FLASH ASKING DO YOU REALLY KNOW PETER PARKER HES IN LOVE
vultures desperation in this final scene is,,,wow, you fucking feel it, it makes sense. hes such a compelling villain.
peter saving vulture what a fucking babe
liz really is a sweet girl i wish i’d believed the crush more bc she deserves all the love
my friends call me mj YISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS gimme that michelle/peter RN
michelle acting like she doesnt care and then THAT LOOK THAT LOOOOK OMG ZENDAYA KILLED ME HOW DID SHE CONVEY SO MUCH ACTUAL LOVE AND COMPASSION AND CRUSH 101 IN A 2 SECOND CLIP YALL
happy in the bathroom. goodbye to me.
can we talk about tony? being so ecstatic that peter did all this? tony saying thatw as the tough love moment you needed and being so convinced that it wasnt and so convinced by his own acting that he could never actulally ahve inspired anything like that so hes just going to blaze ahead and not even acknowledge that yes!! it was actually!!!!!!!! he was a great father figurei n that moment and in this whole movie 
but he doesn’t believe that so he’s just going to keep being sarcastic to cover up for the fact that he doesnt think any of this had almost anything to do with him and everthing to do with peter
bc he has no concept of his own self-worth and yet to contrast that he directly inflates it and is so used to ppl disregarding it and accusing him of having an ego that even in this moment when he does something really amazing he makes it about his fake-ass ego and doesn’t let anyone actually give him credit for anything bc he is too busy giving himself fake-credit that he uses as an excuse in every other scene to call himself a piece of shit,,, that other ppl use to call him that bc ppl cant see through it bc he doesnt actually WANT anyone looking too closely, and yet, in this scene, he seems to be using it to exempt peter from actually acknowledging what he did was good bc hahaha im a self-congratulatory egomaniac
anyway hahahaha i love tony stark
also he is sad, he wants peter to stay with him, but he lets it go bc he recognizes it was the mature choice (and probably not the one he’d ahve made) 
hes so proud of peter i want to die
PEPPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE RING!!
they’re both so confused about happy and the ring i love it
PEPPER!!!!!!!!! THEY’RE BACK!!!!!!!!! THANK FUCKING JESUS BC IF SOMEONE DIDNT LOVE TONY STARK IN THIS DARK TIME THEN IW OULD HAVE FOUND A WAY TO BREAK INTO THIS FICTIONAL REALM AND DO IT MYSELF
that little kiss was everything she lvoes him i love them
ugh
this movie was gr8 a++++
i love my son tony stark and his son peter parker and his future wife michelle
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jemsboner · 7 years
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post lord of shadows thoughts and predictions
okay time to round up all this shit in one post. this is still all over the place though sorry, it’s in no order just writing shit down as it comes to me. this is going to be super long and spoilery so it’s under a read more
1. I enjoyed Lord of Shadows much more than Lady Midnight. LM was good but it felt very bogged down in character and plot introduction, not its fault it had a lot to introduce lmao. Wasn’t super excited to read los after lm cause it wasn’t that memorable, but now I’m dying for Queen of Air and Darkness. 2. Since LM was (I’m pretty sure been a while) told exclusively through the older kids povs, ty and livvy felt super young despite only be 2 years younger than Julian and Emma, but they really felt like teenagers who are just tired of being treated and seen as children in this one. 3. Um I really feel for Malcolm. Like a lot. Listen I know he went a little of the deep end there, but no one could argue against that he loves Annabel more than anything. All the diary entries and the house he built for them honestly kill me. I really don’t believe he left her alone on purpose which makes me sad because Annabel died believing he betrayed her and that was one of the reasons she killed him. I’m excited to see him before he knew the truth about Annabel in TLH. 4. Speaking of Annabel holy shit. Something is definitely not right with her. I like how powerful she is and she was pretty endearing at the end, she actually kind’ve reminds me of cecily. also I’m dying cause I just remembered while writing this that everyone thought that Livvy looked alike Annabel kill me. I definitely didn’t think she meant to do what she did at the end, obvs an explanation is not an excuse 😏, but she lashes out and then gets scared. she seems to regret killing livvy the moment after it happens and I’m interested to see how this affects her. 5. So I guess with no inquisitor that exile thing is not gonna work. but I still believe that cortana will have something to do with breaking the parabatai bond…it can cut through anything after all. 6. Speaking of cutting through anything EMMA FUCKING BROKE THE MORTAL SWORD. LIKE THAT CAN NOT BE GOOD AT ALL. AND WHAT WAS THAT BLACK SHIT INSIDE OF IT??? 7. I’m scared what Livvy’s death is going to do to Julian because the guy has really been slipping down the mental health slope for a while now. not gonna lie, Julian was TERRIFYING in this book. he really doesn’t give a shit about anyone that isn’t Emma or family. also the red flag for me was when him and Emma were arguing and he smashed that glass, like that is not a good way to take out your anger, but I mean Emma immediately puts a hole in the wall so they’re both not the best examples for how to act in a healthy relationship. also, despite what he told Emma, he seems to be absolutely fine with breaking every other parabatai bond just to be with Emma. listen I love Julian but he seems to be slipping a lil into antagonist territory. 8. Not that Emma wasn’t cutthroat either. she didn’t even consider mercy when it came to Annabel, she was gonna slice right through her, u know until the unseelie king spirited her away. 9. Kit and Ty were adorable. also has it been confirmed that they’re the Wicked Power protagonists? because if not I’m p sure they are. 10. I was so happy to be back at the London Institute. I loved all the little tid and tlh hints everywhere (jem and will’s height charts 😭😭😭) um so Bridget is still super alive somehow uuuuhh?? how??? jessamine is a darling brat as usual. love her. also that line where Magnus said they weren’t the first to think to burn down the blackthorn manor?? tlh reference maybe? 11. while Mark/Emma will always hold a place in my heart I really warmed up to Emma/Julian and Mark/Cristina/Kieran. btw I really feel like that’s gonna end in polyamory, I think cc has been wanting to write and actual poly relationship ( I love herongraystairs but I don’t think it technically counts going by only canon) for a while now, and while only Mark/Cristina and Mark/Kieran were introduced in lm, Cristina and Kieran def gotta a lot closer in this book and seemed to have a lot of romantic tension. anyway new ot3. 12. if u know anything about me u know I’M A SLUT FOR JEM AND TESSA. anytime they were mentioned I started breathing heavy. still sad they didn’t actually appear in this one, but it seems set up for them to appear in the final one speaking of… 13. listen I love Magnus and I want no harm to come to him but TESSA IS SICK I CANT DEAL WITH THIS. LIKE CAN HER AND JEM JUST BE HAPPY AND HEALTHY WITHOUT SOME INCURABLE ILLNESS HANGING OVER THEM. and like what other warlocks have been affected??? IS CATARINA OKAY? 14. y'all that guy with green skin has gotta be ragnor there is not doubt in my mind. cc has always regretted killing him and I’ve been waiting for this tree colored man to return for a while now. I want to know why he’s in hiding tho and he like bolted when Magnus showed up on the scene. 15. EY YO FUCK THE COHORT AND FUCK ZARA. at first I thought they were a little too cartoony of villains, like there was no complexity to them, they just seem like straight up douche nozzles all the time, but then I remembered that they’re based off real issues right now and people really do think like this sooo. but like Zara is absolutely the worst, how dare and her awful buddies talk shit to my children. everytime anything came out of her mouth I was like-LETS GO. OUTISDE. RIGHT NOW. TRIAL BY COMBAT, YOU LYING SNAKE. 16. I really loved the seelie and unseelie courts and their differences. like I agree cc is a little long winded, but her writing has greatly improved since CoB and it really showed in this one for me. I like the unseelie king and I hope we get to see more of him in the next book, and maybe more of Kieran’s brothers, wouldn’t want to let all those cute faerie boys go to waste. 17. as much as I hate to say it, I’m p sure that the seelie court member that was stolen by the unseelie was Sebastian’s and the seelie queen’s kid. LIKE I HOPE IM SO WRONG AND THAT THAT FUCKING KID DOESNT EXIST BUT ALL SIGNS SEEM TO BE POINTING TO HELL CHILD. 18. speaking of Sebastian, the way cc was talking about him before los came out, I was really expecting something big about him to happen, like his ghost (or demon seed ugh) he was barely even mentioned except closer to the end there. 19. oh yeah I can’t believe Clary’s dead???? like I’ve never been a big fan of clary or jace but the way she talked about like she’s already accepted it killed me. like if this happens it’s going to ruin jace. 20. I’ve become very endeared to Dru throughout los, I think she’s my fav blackthorn besides Julian. she’s chubby which is fucking GREAT and tho the whole pretend I’m not 13 thing with Jaime made me a lil uncomfy, he didn’t really flirt with her or anything and their friendship was really cute. it seems to me cc is setting her up with that Ash kid that appeared for 2 seconds. YO @emmascxrstairs JUST ROCKED MY WHOLE WORLD AND SAID THAT ASH IS THE DEMON SPAWN AND IM MAD BECAUSE OF COURSE HE IS LMAO FLEW RIGHT PAST ME. 21. that’s one thing that kills me with cc books, is that other than the main romances it’s usually super easy to tell who ends with who, and that she feels the need to pair EVERYONE OFF. lmao I was actually wondering why a love interest hadn’t been introduced for Livvy yet (Kit doesn’t count cause after that first kiss, it was real obvs him and ty were gonna be the thing) and then she died and I was like…oh…that’s why. 22. like many predicted, Diana is trans and im crying she’s amazing. her and Gwyn caught me off guard but I’m not gonna lie, they’re really cute. 23. also omg I just thought with livvy dying, what if Julian blames it on himself and the parabatai curse kill me. 24.so yeah all in all 👌👌👌 very good would recommend. now time to get fucking pumped for the last hours
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sheteng-torete · 7 years
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me: hey babe i miss you and i shouldn't be calling you babe btw lol i know that this is somehow stupid but i just want to let you know that i am longing for you and i haven't talked to you for ages and i just don't know what to do its seems like you dont even give a damn about me and it feels like you never cared not even once, i can clearly see why tho, we're just people growing up, getting hurt and eventually will move on, and thats okay, its fuckin normal, i just hate this feeling that im the only one who always make it up and im the only one who make this work, i am hurt and i still want you with me, does that even make sense? cause all i know is when im with you it will be all worth it, i don't care about how much pity i get this time but i want to tell you that i miss you so much damn that it hurts i miss you so much and all i wanna do right now is to hug you, i miss you all the time and im not used to be for us to be like this, you know that i love you and i want you to know that you've hurted me so many times and i am willingly not closing the doors for you, i just feel like you're my home and im not yours, seriously it hurts like fuck and the fact that if i got to be with you again, i will just end up hurting over and over again and i will miss you further, i am so sad about this whole thing and i still love you, i never stopped loving you, just please understand the fact that i am hurt but still why am i thinking about you, if youre alright or if youre okay and i always care for you baby, i want to know if you're over thinking but certainly you're not, and you never showed this side of yours, and i want to hate you completely for that but no, i can't, i just love you too much and i want to stop this shit but i can't, this is really love i guess and its about you, and yeah im saying this through a thick air and i know that this will stay in this site for ages and you're obviously not going to read this nonsense thing cause like what i said, you never cared for me and i think that's enough to show me the pain, to be affectionate about this, like if you ever read this nothing's going to change, because i am hurt and you never really asked if im okay, thats why i totally get it, i was never really that important to you, am i? i wish i am, but unfortunately im not, but yeah its okay, it will just hurt and hurt and hurt over again but i can get though this alone, adding the fact that you just never really think of my feelings, don't worry i still love you and it is more than a friend, im just getting tired about all of this shit and i just needed time for myself, yeah that's all i just want to say, i want you to know that i miss you and it hurt like hell not talking to you,
cause i feel like you're the only one i have left and you're like this, slowly slipping away and i hate that thing, i want you and i want us but hey who am i kidding, that won't fuckin happen, you have him and im just a bullshit trying to make it up to a jewel just like you, i have always love you, you know that? well... i think i fell in love with you and i also think that that aint right cause you know, we're friends and hello? im not really enough for you cause fuck im not worth it, i miss you, and you're all worth it, i miss you, and im crying right now, and yeah i knoe nothing will change, just needed you to know that even if you won't even read this shit, it still fucking hurts, that you won't be able to know what i really feel for you, it stupid i know, so am i? this is stupid i guess, and i hate myself for that, but yeah here am i still loving you, and yup i cant lose our friendship for petes sake, thats the only thing i have left, our friendship, and yeah i trust you enough, but you didn't even trust me so close thats absurd, i hate you for that, i want to hate you, but i just can't, cause deep down i know that no matter how much you've hurted me, there will always be a part of me that loves you and it will fuckin never change.
hey you got him babe, i believe that he is a douche but i can tell that he loves you totally, i can see that and even if it fuckin hurts i have to accept yeah know, i wish this never really happened, like me falling for your fools gold, cause yeah this is slowly killing me and hmmm im going to be honest now, even if it changes things a lot, i have to take the risk even if its too late, i hate this, you're confusing me, i love you and im totally head over heels for you but i fall apart babe, i am falling apart and i think that i should end this but you know i can't and i don't want to, cause this is the only feeling that makes me feel ecstatic and im totally crying over you, i have been always in love with you and that will never change, even if you have him, and i have to be distant, cause hey it fuckin hurts to see him hold you like ugh, yeah, that, babe i used to see you happy with him but that doesn't mean it aint hurt no more, i want you happy and i also want tge the best for you, i won't stop telling you in secret that i have been always inlove with you and i just realized it, its hard for me without you but hey im gonna make it, lets see, im looking forward for that, hmmm i have a dream a while a go that you messaged me, and when i woke up, im hoping it was real, but it wasn't and it hurts yeah, and hurts even more you're ignoring me for bout a week now, yup. so I have many things to say, and im completely not getting out of words for you, i love you babe, if you ever read this, im sorry, for hiding you this, but hey you're the only one who knows about my blog, but babe i am never sorry for loving you, thats the shittest yet the amazing thing i have ever done, to love you completely inside and out, babe, i love you and i am sorry.
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chelsanitys · 7 years
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"while tessa was injured in 08, he had girls throwing themselves at him and offering him a lot of $$$ trying to lure him away." Do you have more details about this? Did Tessa know?
i think i’ve talked about this before? i cant find the post anymore tho and my vm tag is too damn long lol. this is just c/p’ed from an old msg in my outbox i sent someone once:
basically when tessa had her first surgery in 08, scott was actually skating with a bunch of different girls at canton to practice and keep his skills up. he was generally really frustrated and unhappy about the whole thing though because a lot of those girls were juniors or just not very good yet. (as an aside, i think he just really hates skating with anyone who’s not tessa. i’m p sure he even said so in the book? he skated with emily samuelson for a while in 2010/11 while both tessa and evan bates were out with injuries and he lasted like a week before he noped right out again) so team canton kind of started hunting around outside the rink for senior-level ice dancers for him to practice with and thats when everyone started speculating and gossiping that tessa was permanently injured and had to retire and him looking for a new ‘practice partner’ was just code for him legit looking for a new partner. which is when he started getting offers from all over the place and girls would come out to canton to ‘practice’ with him but it would really be a try-out. a lot of those girls’ families were rich and had money too and they’d get him really expensive gifts and tell him they were willing to pay all his training/living costs. it was all super manipulative and underhanded and we all should’ve realized marina wasnt shit back then tbh. anyway scott figured out what was happening eventually and he was really worried that tessa would hear about it and get the wrong idea so he just straight up refused to skate with anyone else until she came back. thats where marina came up with the idea of sandbags, which were like hugely impractical and not that much help in the end but they didnt really have any other choice bc he just wouldnt skate with anyone else.
tbh i always kind of thought their rift in 09 was partially because tessa did hear rumors about scott trying out with other girls and was prob really hurt by it all, but just bottled it all up inside instead of confronting him about it bc they’re so weird and emotionally stunted about each other. they always talk about that time like it was the WORST THING EVER and it seemed deeper to me than ‘we didn’t talk for a month and forgot how to communicate’. also scott was like super doting and affectionate toward her that whole season, like even by his standards, and it always felt kind of like him trying to show her his commitment and devotion to her or whatever. idk im wildly speculating here lol. anyway i always wonder what he would’ve done if tessa did have to retire in 2008 - on one hand he’s by far the most talented male ice dancer of his generation and you don’t just throw talent like that away. i don’t think igor/marina would’ve let him just trash his career like that. on the other hand, he refused to even think about exploring his options in 08 and maybe lock in a back-up for the olympics and he really seems like he would’ve just been miserable without her. staying with her was a risky thing to do and i rly wouldnt be surprised if he had marina/igor in his ear encouraging him to just dump her and move on. which is why i get like reflexively defensive when people talk about what a douche scott is? a lot of other 20 yr old guys in the same situation, right on the cusp of their careers, would’ve made a different, more selfish choice. i know i whine abt them a lot, but their unwavering loyalty to each other is honestly one of the best things about them and its why i rly have zero patience for skaters who dump their partners so unceremoniously once the next shiny thing comes along
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