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family sucks :)
#they literally want me dead#and have for over a decade#but wont let me leave#and force me to do their work for all these years#just to still want me dead ASAP#sooner the better#i seriously fucked up my back literally stretching in my chair yesterday#and i cant see anyone about it#and i cant even leave this cat shit filled basement without being forced to pour and move concrete for 2 hours#if i suffer a permanent physical damage from anything here im killing them and then myself#stalked every second of every day if im not free labor im a fucking psychological punching bag for the drunk who ruined my already shit lif#someone please fucking kill me#i dont have cash or the mental or physical help to get my life together & the only family i can depend on wants my work & then wants me dea#i cant even move (literally make a sound at all!!!!) without him hearing and getting up to pace around looking in doors and windows for me#eventually he just drops the charade and comes in to tell me to work#if he isnt drunk already or busy fucking up someone elses day (best case scenario only time im safe to be left alone)#almost 25 and being here reduces me to a neurotic freak just to avoid these people and their bullshit#and GOD FORBID i get caught not having a shitty time during this period or i will be bitched at for not working 25/8#i just eant my fucking life together. i was so FUCKING CLOSE right before the pandemic i had a JOB i was gonna move in with people who dont#hate me or want me dead or anything insane#and then it aaaaall just haaaad to go to shit huh#im just tired#ive been tired#and i will never get real rest here unless im alone#and even then i dread when im not
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arguing with ellie n it goes too far
idk if this has been done but um be ready y’all i’m bouta cry
warnings- guys this is kinda sad um, angst, arguing, crying ig, ellie being easily agitated n mean, mentions of death, reader comfort el at the end guys trust!!
“el what’s wrong?” you ask as sweetly as you can. worried about how your girlfriend has been ignoring you and other people all week. she’s just been in her own little world writing and drawing the days away. every now and then you heard little sniffles coming from her direction but choose to ignore it; thinking she’ll come to you when she’s ready to talk but it’s only been getting worse day by day.
she ignored your question again. flinching at your touch and cursing herself in her head for that.
“ellie please talk to me, i made you some food” you comfort once again, reaching out to brush out some tangles in her hair with your fingers.
“i don’t want it.” ellie mumbles out coldy. not even taking her attention away from her drawing.
“okay well i’ll leave it here in case you change your mind okay?” you kiss ellie’s head and unintentionally glance at her sketchbook. somehow she notices and slams it shut. pushing you away from her as well.
“cant you just leave me alone for two seconds?” ellie snaps. her tone of voice taking you by surprise.
“el— i’m sorry i didn’t look—“ you fumble your words. not knowing whether to look at the closed sketchbook or your angry girlfriend.
“i don’t care stop hovering over me constantly, i’m fine stop worrying.” ellie stands up to walk past you but not before you stop her.
“how am i supposed to know you’re fine? you certainly don’t seem fine when you haven’t even had a conversation with me in days!” ellie turns to look at you and you swear her eye contact with you could kill, you forget how mean she can look without trying to.
“drop it i don’t wanna argue with you” she trys walking away again but you grab her wrist.
“please talk to me, what’s wrong??” you beg, and lift your hand to push strands of her hair away from her face.
although ellie pushes your hand away, not roughly though, her touch is still soft unlike her words, “don’t fucking touch me just leave me alone i don’t want to be anywhere around you, just go.”
it hasn’t been the first time ellie had snapped at you like this and said awful things she didn’t mean. for some reason it’s in her nature to just lock away her feelings and attack anyone who tries to push their way in. unfortunately today you seem to be her victim. and after a year of being in love with her, you know her very well by now.
“you really want me to go ellie? cause i’ll go but who’s gonna be taking care of you like i am right now?” you raise your voice at her while picking up things of yours from around her room.
ellie just watches as you pick up your items. sitting there with a lil pout on her lips not saying a word as you stuff more stuff in a bag. but before you can even touch the doorknob to leave she stands up, “wait..” she whispers, if you listened carefully enough you would’ve heard her voice cracking.
“what is it?” you ask rather harshly. opening the door and stepping outside.
ellie panics, her eyes widening and her legs unintentionally making their way towards you in a rush, “wait don’t go” she whimpers.
only then do you turn to see ellie’s eyes filled with tears and her panicked expression. her tough angry demeanor changing in a matter of seconds. n that pout on her lips turned into quivering lips.
your own eyes soften at the sight. you can’t help but feel the pain and guilt for making her cry but you knew she needed a wake up call. you needed to let her know you won’t stand there and just take her hits.
“oh el i’m so sorry” you bring her in for a hug. letting her burry her face in your neck and squeeze you into her hold.
“n-no i’m so sorry i—shouldn’t have been so mean to you. don’t leave me” ellie hiccups and sniffles between her crys. getting your neck all wet with her tears and snot but you don’t mind.
“i’m not leaving you baby i just needed to teach you a little lesson i’m so sorry” you leave kisses all over her hair and scratch her back as she calms herself down.
lifting her head up, you kiss her cheek that’s all flushed and puffy n lead her back to bed. cuddling her and forcing her be little spoon.
a comfortable silence over takes you too as you just lay together, “you wanna tell me what’s wrong now?” you whisper breaking the silence.
you feel ellie take a deep breath and intertwine your hands together, “it’s— around the time of joel’s death date, i think that’s why i’m being like this.”
“i’m so sorry ellie” you try and comfort but you know there’s not much you can say or do to make her feel better about it other than being here with her like this.
“can you scratch my back? it felt good earlier,” ellie smiles at you as she asks the question.
“of course, c’mere” you sit up and let ellie lay onto of you as you lift her shirt up to scratch her back until she falls asleep <33
free palestine !!
#ellie#ellie the last of us#ellie tlou#ellie williams#tlou#ellie x reader#ellie williams fic#the last of us#ellie angst#ellie fluff#ellie x fem reader#ellie x masc reader#ellie fanfic
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Ofc some bullshit has to happen on my moms birthday
Another therapist I have ( not the one I’ve been talking about, but they do both work in the same building ) wants me to go to an art class
At the same place I couldn’t stand to go to anymore
I don’t want to re-meet the people I’ve severely disappointed/let down/hurt, and I don’t want to do an art class anyways
Now my second therapist wants me to work on “ healthier habits “, such as:
- Fixing my sleep schedule ( I’m sleeping fine, it’s just the times I go to sleep that gets messed up )
- Working on better/healthier eating habits ( it’s already hard enough for me to eat as is, ESPECIALLY if I have to find a variety of food to eat (( which is mainly because of my stupid-ass tastebud sensitivities! )) )
- Go outside more ( no. Just no )
- Watch videos on how to be healthy ( NO!!! )
I understand that I need to “ get better “, but I don’t want somebody there doing it with me
EXPECTING ME to do it
I can’t stand having to live up to somebodies expectations, or even them putting trust in me for small things!
I don’t care ( but at the same time DO care ) if people don’t believe me:
I LIKE BEING ALONE
I LIKE STAYING IN MY ROOM ALL DAY
I DO NOT LIKE HAVING/MAKING FRIENDS BECAUSE OF ALL THE RESPONSIBILITIES AND EFFORT THAT HAVE TO BE PUT INTO IT ( yes, even if you have ONE friend, BOTH OF YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT FRIENDSHIP! It shouldn’t be one-sided (( but I also understand that sometimes IT IS completely one-sided because only one friend is putting in the effort! It shouldn’t be like that, but it still happens sometimes!! ))
I don’t care at the current moment whether others consider this “ healthy “ or not!
I’M OKAY WITH DOING THINGS THE WAY I AM!!!
I LIKE doing things the way I’m doing them!
Yes, there are “ better “ ways to go about this, but why isn’t MY way good enough?!
It’s always ME that’s fucking everybody/everything up!!!
ME that has to change because of how bad/annoying I am! By how much I hurt people!
And the majority of the time it IS my fault that I hurt people, but when I’m just going about my business in a way that makes ME happy, OF FUCKING COURSE I have to change it or else they’ll be sad/pissed off/upset/etc.
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY!!!!
Why can’t you all be happy that I WANT to be alone? That I ENJOY being alone?!
I understand that people want me to get better, but pressuring me into doing it ( ESPECIALLY when I already have a way that works for me AND I like it ) does the COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF HELPING ME!!!
It’s making me ANXIOUS and PISSED OFF that people won’t leave me alone because they think they know me better than I do!!!
It’s making me so fucking depressed because people are getting upset over me!
I KNOW they love me!!! But Jesus, PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
Just let me be happy with what I have right now!
I know they just want what THEY think is best for me, but I believe that, if they really want to help, they should LET ME DO IT HOW I NEED TO! How I want to, NOT how THEY want me to!!!
And I’ve already made my mom upset about it, just by saying that I didn’t want to do the things my 2nd therapist was suggesting!
I know it sounds like I’m ungrateful that people care about me, but I’m not trying to!!!
I DO really fucking appreciate that people care at all, even though I don’t deserve it! But, at the same time, pressuring me into doing things that THEY think I should do, what THEY feel/think is best for me, is actually NOT HELPING AT ALL!!!
#vent#tw vent#vent 6/28/22#therapist tw#tw therapy#I’ve always had to change they way I do things because people will get sad/pissed off/upset/etc. at me if I don’t!#of course I haven’t ALWAYS done that. and sometimes it worked out wel for me!#the OTHER times though where I DIDNT change did in fact cause people to get sad/pissed off/upset/etc.#and I’m fucking tired of it. I’m tired of EVERYTHING#I KNOW you can’t please everybody but I care about what others think and how they feel!#if I change for THEM then it doesn’t really help ME#if I don’t change yeah. it MAY work out for me. but on the OPOSITE END of the spectrum:#IT HURTS/ANGERS/UPSETS/ETC. THEM AS WELL AS MYSELF!!!#‘ well why don’t you just change for yourself??? ‘ BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO FUCKING CHANGE RIGHT NOW!!!!#I’m tired of having to accommodate everybody else’s needs when I’m MORE THEN FINE with the way I’m doing things!#yes!!! people can ( and sometimes DO ) suggest better options for me. but if I feel the way I’M doing things is HELPING ME#if the things I’m doing are ACTUALLY making me happy#AND if I’m not going out of my way to hurt somebody: WHY THE FUCK CANT THEY LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!#do YOU know me better than I do??? huh?!? if anyone says ‘ YES ‘ they’re a goddamned liar because I hardly even know me!#but I sure as hell know myself better than how others think THEY do!!!!#tw mom#tw mom mention#mom mention#pressuring me into doing things only make it so much worse for me and EVERYBODY ELSE AROUND ME#please. I want to rest. I’m so fucking tired
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HIIII. I’m gonna like try one last time to make a request cause I understand you said there’s something up with your inbox and idk if like tumblr keeps eating mine but anyways—
How about sevika with a reader who’s fucking hilarious/super nice and makes her laugh but when it comes to actually being alone with sevika they are horrible at eye contact and are like supppperrr shy and embarrassed.
Especially like during their first time together (✂️✂️), THE GIRL CANT EVEN SPEAK.
I wonder if sevika would be patient- or if she would be the one to say she’s inlove first.
Idk but it’s up to you to answer this so ofc as alwayyyssss I hope you have annnn amazing day!
tumblr always manages to delete the cutest fucking suggestions thank u for sending this in again omg
men and minors dni
you're the life of the fucking party. no matter you go, you manage to make a friend. you've always got people laughing, you've always got a funny story to tell, and you can keep a conversation with a brink fucking wall. sevika thinks you're fucking amazing, the funniest person she's ever met.
she also thinks you hate her.
when you're alone with sevika, you're completely silent.
she thinks you've got something against her, and she's desperate to make it up to you somehow.
which leads to her being extraordinarily nice to you. which only leads to you being more awkward and standoffish around her.
you can't fucking help it. she's the most attractive woman you've ever met, you just can't help how tongue tied and shy you get around her.
it takes you guys a long fucking time to figure it out.
six months-- six months of sevika being incessantly nice to you, and you basically being silent to her-- and sevika finally gets fed up.
"look-- i don't know what i did to you-- but can you please just fucking tell me so i can figure out a way to make it up to you?" she asks one night at the bar. ran just left-- leaving you and sevika to sit in the typical awkward silence that follows the two of you around.
you blink at her. "what are you talking about?" you ask. she groans.
"oh for fuck's sake! you never fucking talk to me! i've seen you hold conversations with toddlers longer than you hold conversations with me! i don't get it! what did i do to you that makes you so fucking quiet around me?" she asks. you blink again, embarrassment creeping up your spine.
"y-you haven't done anything--"
"--oh bullshit--"
"--except be very attractive." you finish. sevika freezes, your sentence catching up to her. you bite your lip. "you're... incredibly hot. it... kinda makes my brain... mush." you finish.
sevika blinks at you in shock for about five seconds, before a cocky smirk ticks up at the corner of her mouth. "is that so?" she asks, sitting back in her seat and eyeing you in an entirely new light. you gulp.
"shut up." you mutter. sevika chuckles.
"oh... this is fucking amazing." she says, grinning at you.
the first time you guys fuck, you keep trying to hide your face behind your hands. sevika fucking loves it, laughing down at you and smacking your hands away as she grinds her cunt against yours.
"show me that pretty fuckin' face, baby." she says. you whimper.
"s-sev." you whisper. she chuckles.
"fuck happened to you, huh? where'd all those words go? y' were talking up a storm earlier to silco-- makin' fun of me all night long-- what happened?" she asks.
you just whine. she laughs evilly, then ducks down to press her lips against yours.
she never stops teasing you about your uncharacteristic shyness around her. ever.
even when you're trying to tell her you love her.
"w-would you stop looking at me like that?" you ask. sevika smirks. she's got you on her lap, her hands on your waist. you had told her you wanted to tell her something important, and she had sat the two of you on the couch like this, as if her thumbs drawing circles on your hips wouldn't distract you at all.
"keep going... 'we've been dating for a few months now'...?" she prompts, starting where you had left of before she started smirking at you like that.
"w-we've been dating for a while and i-i wanted to tell you that..." you trail off again, your eyes locked on where her tongue is licking across the top row of her teeth as she grins.
"that?" she asks. you sigh shakily, and sevika chuckles.
"you're a fucking asshole." you mumble. she bursts into laughter and darts forward to kiss your lips.
"ouch, babe." she says. you roll your eyes at her. "you shoulda told me that before we spent so much time together-- woulda saved you a whole lotta trouble."
"fuck off." you grunt. she pinches you hip and you huff.
"c'mon, tell me." she says. "i'll stop." she promises, miming zipping her lips shut. you roll your eyes at her and look away.
"i love you." you mumble.
sevika's quiet for a moment, and you gulp. then, her finger is under your chin, guiding you to look back at her.
she's grinning, and your anxiety melts away.
"i love you too." she says.
your stomach does a somersault, and you lean forward to bury your face against her shoulder. "oh fuck." you mumble. she chuckles, her hand coming up to rub your back.
"you're so fucking cute it kills me a bit." she says. you huff against her.
"i hate what you do to me." you groan.
"oh yeah? because last night you seemed to like it quite a--"
"shut up sevika!" you cry. she just laughs.
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BLOOD SISTERS -
[ot7 x reader]
3D?????????
8 participants - 8 online
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hobi: i heard vogue paid jungkook in cheese
namjoon: what?
jk: yes
namjoon: WHAT???
jimin: you did a shoot for vogue and got paid in cheese?????
yoongi: is that legal?
tae: are u a rat?
jin: i know a rat…
tae: YOU SHUT UR MOUTH
jk: i like cheese
y/n: put his vouge money in a savings account don’t worry
jimin: you robbed jungkook???
y/n: can you read??
it’s in a savings account
jimin: ur savings account?
y/n: no
jk: i got cheese
y/n: i gave him the cheese
namjoon: jungkook are you ok with her doing that?
jk: yes
i got cheese
y/n: SEE HES OK WITH IT STOP TRYING TO MAKE THE VILLAN HERE!
hobi: why did you do that tho?
y/n: are we forgetting that jungkook literally spent like 500k on a framed picture of the avengers
tae: that picture was cool asf who was the artist?
jk: google
tae: what?
jk: google
tae: oh
y/n: see
yoongi: yikes
jimin: was the cheese good?
jk: yes
i miss it
wish i could have more
🥺
y/n: i am not giving you more cheese
jin: didn’t he say he was lactose intolerant?
jk: i’m so upset rn
hobi: anyway ur vogue pictures were cool
jk: ok
can i have cheese
y/n: say thank you to hobi
jk: thank u to hobi
yoongi: is he high?
y/n: extremely
tae: WITHOUT ME?????
FAKE LOVE FAKE WORLD
jin: playing with my clit rn
y/n: what the actual fuck
namjoon: what possessed you to say that
jk: YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
JIN A GIRL???????????????
jin: was that not relatable to you y/n?
don’t you feel comfortable?
y/n: no wtf???
i’m extremely uncomfortable rn
jin: ok kill yourself then
read a weverse comment that said you probably feel so uncomfortable and can’t relate to anyone cuz ur surrounded by men all the time
tried to help you
that is the last nice thing i do for you
jimin: wow i never thought about that
let’s all see how far we can squirt guys come on for y/n ❤️
yoongi: can you stop
jk: i’m gonna win
y/n: u all make me want to throw up
tae: no cuz let’s have a period together #bloodsisters
namjoon: that is not how it works
hobi: i’m bleeding real bad rn >.<
jimin: super slay!!!
yoongi: super slay?
tae: slay my pussy ong
y/n: ENOUGH
tae: i love being a woman
jk: i want to seduce the king
jin: you can’t
i’m not into u at all
jk: ur no king of mine
tae: jungkook can you come over please i’m lonely
jimin: is this how you text your hoes?
tae: no only my bros 🫶🏻🥺
jk: i can’t tae :(
tae: why wtf
jk: too much cheese
tae: ?
jk: i can’t move
yoongi: pretty sure that’s the weed
jin: or maybe he’s shitting himself
cheese does that
not speaking from experience btw
jk: no
y/n: so how is everyone today?
jimin: don’t talk to me
tae: i’m still bleeding
jk: sometimes i imagine i’m a tiny little elf that works in the back of a coal mine just mining away but the coal mine is actually yoongi’s head an i’m inside it mining him new knowledge he can learn and after i mine the knowledge i give it to the other elves and they give it to the brain
hobi: are tiny and little not the same thing you did not need to use both those words
jk: soz
yoongi: why me
leave me alone
namjoon: i could be better tbh y/n
jimin: can we talk about how jungkooks new song
jk: do you like it?
namjoon: it’s not out yet
jk: do you like it?
namjoon: it is not out yet jungkook
jk: is it good?
jin: ur a slut
dare i say whore
jk: don’t dare
y/n: double dare
tae: i double dare you to come to my house
jk: :0
jin: like guys do you understand like jungook is a whore
A WHORE
yoongi: ok
jin: I CANT TAKE IT LIKE YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT IN 3D???
WHAT IN MOTION???
UR SICK UR NOT RIGHT AT ALL
STOP IT
STOP IT NOW
y/n: it’s okay
jin: ITS NOT
jk: who is 3d
tae: the jack harlow feature is crazy tho
yoongi: it’s really not
stop putting white men the world doesn’t care about anymore on your songs
hobi: spilled
jk: i’m not white
do people think i’m white
do they not care for me due to my whiteness
am i white?
??????????
oh my god i’m white
namjoon: you are not white
jk: namjoon said i’m not white
tae: namjoon is your white father
jk: OHMYGOD
jimin: what inspired 3d jungkook?
jk: y/n 🥰💜💗💗🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
y/n: ????????????????????
jimin: LMAOAOSOOOOOOOOOOO
hobi: oh wow
yoongi: what
namjoon: okay!
jin: IM GONNA KILL MYSELF UR SICK
tae: wow i didn’t know you got down like that kookie
#respect
yoongi: did you just say #respect
tae: yeah?
u wish you could right a sex song about my amazing beautiful girl like jungkook did
fucking mad loser bitch
hobi: *write
tae: wait
??
something is not right there
🤨
idk what it is
but i know it’s not right
hobi: maybe it’s because you used rigjt instead of write
tae: maybe
namjoon: ur so fucking stupid it hurts
tae: or maybe not
jk: what is going on
jin: THATS WHAT IM SAYING
YOUVE CHANGED JK YOUVE CHANGED AND I FEAR ITS FOR THE WORST
jk: i was talking about the aliens
idk what ur saying to me right now
y/n: WHY IS IT ABOUT ME??
hobi: clearly he kisses and tells
y/n: THERE IS NOTHING TO TELL
yoongi: clearly there is
wrote a whole song about it
jimin: at least you know you got good pussy!!
tae: me 2!
namjoon: can we not
tae: we can
im in my girl era
feminism in my boobs blood in my vagina
hobi: you take things too far..
tae: ok but it’s natural??
fucking men man i can’t do this y/n are you with me baby
y/n: stop talking for 5 minutes omg
tae: okay!
jk: do the aliens have drivers licenses
jimin: when’s the last time you fucked be honest
namjoon: why are you so invested in her sex life it’s real concerning
jimin: cuz it’s interesting????
like live a little joon jeez
y/n: WE HAVENT FUCKED IN LIKE
yoongi: like?
hobi: like
jin: you turned him into a whore i know it was you
jimin: see mr kim namjoon
interesting
namjoon: ur just starting unwanted issues
jimin: IN LIKE???
come on spit it out we don’t have all day
y/n: i don’t have to answer that
yoongi: shocker
y/n: excuse me??
jimin: YIKESSSSSSSSSSSS
hobi: i can’t look
tae: wait she’s fr fucking jungkook no joke this is fr?
thought this was a joke the whole time
are we all on the same page rn???
jk: i think if we think about it we are the aliens to the aliens so if you think about it do we have drivers licenses?
namjoon: it’s like we run in circles every single day
yoongi: nothing
just know why you’ve been ignoring me for the last month now lol
hobi: he added the lol
wow he’s pissed
jimin: INSANE
jin: YOUVE BEEN FUCKING JUNGKOOK THIS WHOLE MONTH UR NASTY LEAVE HIM ALONE LEAVE HIMMM
namjoon: i’m going to shoot you all
y/n: so it’s clearly not “nothing” yoongi
and in the gc are you fr?
yoongi: whatever
y/n: and i haven’t been ignoring you i’m talking you right now aren’t i?
yoongi: this is different
jimin: he’s basically saying you haven’t been fucking with him for a whole month cuz ur too busy with jungkook
hobi: maybe he’s having withdrawals
namjoon: i think she gets it
tae: can i fuck pls
y/n: ur being really childish rn yoongi
yoongi: that’s crazy cuz that’s how you like your men no?
hobi: WOWWWW
jimin: JUNGKOOK SHADE
jk: hiiiiii 🫶🏻🔥
y/n: and not that i need to tell you but i haven’t slept with ANYONE for like 2 months
i’ve been really busy filming and shit
fucking asshole
yoongi: oh
jin: wait no sex for 2 months that’s kinda insane icl 😭
jimin: YOONGI FUCKED UPPP TEAAA
hobi: pussywhipped 💀
tae: CAN I FUCK PLEASE
namjoon: enough sex talk please
before i grab a gun
tae: what type
ak?
glock?
shotgun???
yoongi: y/n
jk: why are we fighting??????
jin: don’t worry son
jk: papa 🥺
jin: no sorry i can’t actually claim you i’m over you being a whore i just remembered how fucking annoying you are yikes
am i the high one??
wow wtf was i stressing over
yoongi: y/n
jimin: me when i fuck up
hobi: yoongi the sad ant with the stick rn
jimin: HELPJSJDJDJXJ YOU RIGHT
“y/n….”
hobi: HEHEHEHEHE
*single tear rolls down cheek*
jimin: *screen fades to black*
hobi: LMAOOOOOO
jimin: STOPWOWOSOSSK
namjoon: guys
y/n: anyways
jimin: no because i stand with you feminist till i die
hobi: i’m such a feminist i enjoy looking at wonho as much as cows eat grass
and that’s like all the time
right?
jimin: right!!!!
jk: where is my papa
jin: ew
he’s so gross guys
y/n: don’t be mean he’s just under the influence!!
jin: of what? meth?
people high off weed are not freaks like him i’m telling you he does that hardcore shit just like joon
jk: papa joon
namjoon: stop
tae: i stabbed myself with a fork
pain is temporary
i needed it ❤️
namjoon: i need it
jin: ???
yoongi: i’m sorry
y/n: k
jimin: wow this is not awkward at all!
jk: i’m throwing up
jin: this is the 4th time this week
jk: papa
namjoon: how is he still alive
hobi: y/n feminist to feminist rn i say fuck yoongi and like come kiss me
yoongi: can you shut the fuck up
jk: i love you yoongi
yoongi: go away
jimin: can you guys not be boyfriends inlaw or something
yoongi: i’m going to punch you
jimin: ok i am going to stop talking now!
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bonus:
#bts crack#bts fanfic#bts fluff#bts imagines#bts fic#bts text#bts x reader#bts x y/n#bts x you#namjoon x reader#jin x reader#yoongi x reader#hoseok x reader#jimin x reader#taehyung x reader#jungkook x reader#bts texts#rm x reader#suga x reader#v x reader#jhope x reader#hobi x reader#bts fake chats#bts incorrect texts
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ok so i just watched @fordtato and @hkthatgffan 's respective videos about their interview with THE alex hirsch and i wanna just say OH MY GOD like SERIOUSLY
im gonna put my thoughts under the cut so theres no spoilers if you havent seen it already (BUT GO WATCH THEM NOW PLEASE !!!) + its gonna be LONG so BEAR WITH ME
ok, so i have MANY thoughts so sorry if none of this is coherent 😭 (this is not in chronological order of when the questions were asked, just me spewing out my totally normal thoughts about this interview so apologies for that)
starting off:
THE BABY IS SHERMIE?!?!?!? IM SO SO GLAD WE FINALLY HAVE CONFIRMATION WE CAN FINALLY LEAVE THIS TO REST !! I WAS RIGHT THOUGH SO HA !!! ACTUALLY SCREAMING !! TIMELINE BE DAMNED (also another thanks to hana, your timeline video is genuinely awesome. i never shut up about it. ever. any time i talk to my friends abt gf and i need to refer to the timeline i go: "IN HANA'S VIDEO-") anyways, i do understand it was a last minute decision on the writer's part of "oh. dipper and mabel need a grandfather, its not ford, and its sure as FUCK not gonna be stan sooo... third brother?" and i do understand alex being like, "oh, this is about ford and stan only having eachother" so i think making shermie younger was a GOOD THING? like, stan and ford had 18 years of just them so shermie wasnt in the picture, so stan and ford technically grew up on their own so ig it works? also, when stan got kicked out, he never got to see shermie grow up, probably only saw him at events when he had to pretend to be ford (post-1983) and as for ford himself, he was too busy in college and gravity falls to really visit the family so... it works! (despite everything)
that aside, lets talk about THE CRUMBS??? like i have some quotes here because i have a LOT to say:
"theyre both so damaged and they desperately need each other" - alex hirsch (talking about stan and ford)
LIKE SUIUHUSHUSH i HATE these brothers SO MUCH (LIES) i cant actually properly express my thoughts because WOW like its clear that they both have their own trauma and they NEED to address it but theyre both too STUBBORN to do so. theyve both been alone for 40ish years so of course they need each other. they grew up by the hip, so theres no surprise that they both need each other (whether they like it or not)
"[ford's] grateful for the forgiveness he thinks he doesnt deserve" -alex hirsch
ford thinks so lowly of himself at times it HURTS. like the lines in the journal about "only then would the freak return a hero" or about his guilt with bill and everything its just so important to his character im so glad we got so much ford content in this interview. like i am EATING ALL THIS UP RN
"[ford] has to always have a mission in front of him, because if he doesnt have a mission in front of him, hes thinking how have i treated people in my life?" - alex hirsch
ford distracting himself with things instead of facing his problems. probably something he had to do a lot, especially with his time in the multiverse. but it really hurts because i can imagine in the 60s, they never had any great coping mechanisms? so i can assume ford was just conditioned to distract himself from stuff so he never learned how to deal with things. and i KNOW in the journal hes like "i meditate!" and im sure that does help somewhat, but it doesnt address the issue itself soooo... sorry ford, but you cant just breathe your way out of everything
ALSO alex calling ford and fiddlefords falling out a "BREAKUP" (air quotes used) BUT A BREAKUP??? this is just adding fuel to my fiddauthor-infested brain rn. i CANT
and alex saying mcgucket is thinking like, "oh i gotta be a better partner" is HEART SHATTERING like the whole talk about fiddleford being "the building guy" who is kind of just there to make machines and please ford. its honestly so heartbreaking because fiddleford loves ford so much he'd leave his wife and child to go to absolute nowhere, oregon and the fact ford is too arrogant to see fiddlefords admiration and overall love for him its just IUIUAHHAS
and i do wanna say, i KNOW bill played a big part in this, by stroking fords ego and buttering him up with his kind words because he knew exactly what ford wanted to hear and that really affected how ford and fidds' relationship was like but THATS A TOPIC FOR ANOTHER TIME. all i know is that ford isnt entirely to blame, but he still is a massive arrogant asshole and he wasnt the best person to fidds at times (love him tho <3)
but im actually so happy because this interview sheds SO much light onto FORD bcs we BARELY got to know him, and hearing it from MR HIRSCH HIMSELF is just so good because we KNOW its a reliable source because its coming from ALEX YK??? like he wrote ford so he probably knows "oh yeah, that man is guilt-ridden as FUCK" and im so glad we get some crumbs of this guy i cant get enough of him !!! (impatiently waiting for the book of bill)
ANNNDD THE TALK ABOUT MAYBE GETTING A SEA GRUNKS SPINOFF/MINISERIES??? I WOULD EXPLODE GENUINELY ANYTHING WITH MY FAVOURITE OLD MEN PLEASE !! i would genuinely love to see more of their dynamic and how everything is after weirdmaggeddon and like dealing with trauma and UGHHH i would kill for stan/ford content PLEASE
also...
hippie ford.
hippie. ford.
i am never getting over this (im internally SCREECHING)
ANYWAYS THAT WAS MY RANT ABT MY FAV THINGS FROM THE INTERVIEW THAT WAS A LOT GODDAMN
im genuinely so happy with all the questions that got answered, as well as getting some deeper insight into characters and stuff. IM NEVER GETTING OVER THE AMOUNT OF FIDDAUTHOR CRUMBS YOU GUYS
im gonna end this by saying another MASSIVE thank you to hana and hk !! you both put so much effort into your respective videos and it was super super cool !! this was totally worth the wait !!! :D
#yapping#gravity falls#god that was an amazing 2 hours of my life#time to rewatch them again and again until the book of bill releases#btw hana if youre seeing this i loved your puppets#they were very silly#also cant wait for that rob interview. super hyped
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Have you ever heard of the move ‘28 days later’ (or something like that). I haven’t seen the movie, but one scene/line that sticks with me from it is “I promised them women”. I cant help but think that dbf!apocalypse!Jake would be so protective over his girl because he knows what other men are capable of and what they are probably thinking. I feel like even in a group with other survivors, he would be really wary about leaving her alone, especially if there weren’t many (or any) other women in the group. Just knowing that there are two layers of danger for her would make Jake super-duper-uber protective.
I’m sorry if this is too dark! Please feel free to ignore this if it is!❤️
TW: Mentions of SA, murder and violence.
Yes absolutely, and you’re not exactly naive to the dangers that men have always posed — you were already an adult when the world fell, with adult experiences.
But, with how isolated and alone you were in those months before the first group, maybe you try a little harder to fit in than you would have in the world before. You let that older guy make that joke about your smile, and you smile with him like it’s okay.
Jake, however, isn’t giving these guys a fucking inch. You’ll never know the way he threatened to break that guy’s hands if he so much as thought about laying a finger on you.
It’s probably not the group that is your biggest threat, though. It’s when you’re outside of the camp, maybe on a run or something. They spot you before they spot the people you’re with, and presume you’re alone.
A group of guys, who just so happened to do a supply run and come across you. They play at being friendly, growing closer and circling you like a pack of dogs. One of them gets so close that you can smell the sweat and dirt caked into his skin, and your fingers curl around the hunting knife holstered against your thigh. And then, a gun cocks and all of them startle.
You shoot a glance over to Jake, and don’t recognise the look on his face.
“Drop your weapons.” Jake tells the group calmly, as he’s backed up by a few of the guys from your group. Nobody moves. “Drop your weapons or I use his brains to mark exactly which of your fucking fingers I’m going to cut off.”
Your eyes widen slightly.
The man in front of you looks around, furious that his men are even debating it. “What the fuck are you doing? Drop ‘em!”
“Your supplies too. Put it all on the ground.” Jake has walked up closer now. The man before you winces as Jake presses the barrel of the gun to the back of his head. The group awkwardly does as he says until their weapons are picked up.
Finally, Jake’s gaze flickers back up to you. “Wait outside.”
“Wha—“
“Wait. Outside.” He insists, cold as ice, his hand steady as the man before him pales in cold realisation.
These are the kind of animals who would have followed. Jake knows their kind. Heard of a group in the area doing this kind of thing. When he’s got you to protect, he doesn’t take chances.
You’re barely out of the door when the gunshot makes you flinch.
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okay, so a couple of days ago i saw on the clock app this video of a jock and a obviously queer man living together and my brain went STEVE AND EDDIE OMG I NEED A FIC OF THIS and i know there is somewhere in the internet but i need to put into words so here it goes:
Robin loves Steve. And Steve loves Robin. They have been attatched to the hip since the mysterious accident that have burned the gigantic new mall and, subsocuently, the ice cream shop where they used to work. They have been living together since before Robin went to a college out of the little town they used to live (we all know Steve's parents were shit and probably being a teenager living alone, Robin's parents practically adopted him) and Steve without anything holding him back followed her.
Now, a couple years later, partners and one-night-stands came and went from their apartment because you cannot convince me those two dont have some kind of rizz. Steve with his bitchy attitude and jock alike body and Robin with her nerdy and charismatic energy have definetly bagged some people. One of them being the now-and-Robin-hope-for-a-very-long-time Robin's new girlfriend who the last two months has been living with them. And for sometime it was good, great even, but feeling like a third wheel most of the time Steve decided to move.
Apartment hunting was hard. Most places were way out of his budget or too small for a human to actually live comfortable and host dinners like he used to do when the now-not-so-kids visited him on the summer. So, he decided to search for a roomate. It was a little bit easier but to find someone who wasnt crazy and actually just mind their bussiness was a full job.
That's how he met Eddie. A nerdy metalhead who can and will up his bitchy attitude with a flirtatious response. And Steve absolutely loves it. At the beggining he tries so hard to convince himself that is just because he reminds him of Robin. That is just because both of them are a little bit smaller than him and nerdy. That is just because of the manerisms and the way they dont even flinch at his sarcastic and mean-girl-type of comments. That is just because both of them talked with passion about what they had been invested in the last couple of days.
But then is also the way Eddie always dress to impress and has a varierity of responses (and even actions) when people call him slurs without even letting those comments affect him.
And the way his eyes glows and do a little dance when he finally got one bridge right on a really difficult song that has been practicing the last couple of weeks.
And the way that he isnt a morning person but still wakes up earlier than Steve to make breakfast because he has learn that Steve bearly takes care of himself without a pressure of someone being dissapointed of him.
And the way both (Steve and Eddie) are on the couch on a Saturday evening watching nothing on the TV when Eddie starts talking his thoughts out. And of course, Steve being Steve cant help but tease him about something he said wrong and then it started: a back and forth of teasing and getting close as trying to prove a point. And when both are a hand away of breathing the same air, Steve realized. And Eddie purposly looked at Steve lips and get just a molecule closer just to see how Steve gets all red and backs down, of course Eddie laughs teasingly and walks to his room for a dictionary, leaving Steve all confused about wtf has happened. But Eddie's laugh continues to live on his ears and oh the way Eddie laughs.
Steve is pretty sure he is fucked up when he realized that he would do anything to make him laugh. And then Steve is also pretty sure that the friendship he has with Robin is one thing and the thing he has (or hope he has) with Eddie is another.
But that is one thought for another time, one existential crisis at the time, please.
#steve harrington#steve and eddie#steddie#im so fucking exhausted#this has probably been done before#but i cant help it#i love them your honor#also little love for Robin#eddie munson#i seriously didnt know that it will be this long
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Bro, you got me OBSESSED with dormmate Sukuna (I read it all in one go)! You're so talented, god fucking dammit I love your writing!
I do have a request though but please feel free to say no if you don't like it, but I'm a thirsty bitch for some angst so could you make a dormmate Sukuna where he gets into an argument with the reader and say some mean stuff in the heat of the moment and she leaves? Like, she takes the car as leves, vanishing without saying another word and he doesn't know if she's okay or anything like that, and you can finish with some fluff idk I just had this idea while taking a shower lmao
Dorm mate Sukuna: the storm brewing
A/N: Is it even a series if I don’t randomly add angst before the confessions? 😼Thank you for the request! Hope you enjoy! <3
“Oh boy” Yuuji sighed as he exited the dorm. He knew the storm was coming, Yuuji already heard the news about Sukuna beating up one of your male friends and as he watched you make your way over to Sukuna, he knew it was best to stay out of the incoming mess.
“- you can’t just beat people up Sukuna, all he did was talk to me”
The tatted, unbothered dorm mate shakes his head. “Everyone knows he’s a fuckboy y/n, it’s not that deep”
“No he’s not Sukuna. And he wasn’t even flirting with me! He was asking about my day because he’s my frie-“
“Aren’t you the one always complaining those college boys annoy you? Shouldn’t you be thanking me?” He asks dryly as he takes a puff of his cigarette tiredly.
“No Sukuna! I won’t thank you for beating up of friend of mine!” You snap.
Sukuna is stunned into silence. Then a crease formed in his eyebrows, why were you getting so defensive? Can you not just have some trust that he did it for a good reason and leave him alone?
But that was the problem. Sukuna himself knew there was no good reason.
Only a bad reason. The reasoning of him wanting to kill any man that looks your way lately. The reason that repressing his romantic feelings for you was starting to consume whatever pieces of sanity he had left.
“Why did you do it?”
Why did he do it? Because he doesn’t know how to process his feelings for you? It confused him, frustrated him and your insistence was only driving him more mad. He needed to be alone and figure it out. Your questions started to sound like a headache.
But he wasn’t the only one going mad. Rage filled your body as you watched your dorm mate ignore you and groan as he rubbed his head instead. It’s almost as if he saw your feelings as irrelevant. If only you knew the real reason.
“Sukuna hello???”
He squeezed his eyes shut trying to cancel out your voice, it’s the last thing he needed right now. God please just stop-
“Sukuna im asking you a question!”
“AND IM ASKING YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP!” He roars, throwing his cigarette on the kitchen floor.
Now it was your turn to be stunned into silence.
“YOU’RE SUCH A FUCKING WHORE YOU KNOW THAT? I HELP DRIVE THOSE BASTARDS AWAY FROM YOU AND YOU COME BACK CRYING LIKE A BITCH NOW THAT YOU CANT GET THEIR ATTENTION ANYMORE” he screams.
Silence fell upon the room. All that could be heard is Sukuna heavy panting after his string of vile words. Vile words that he knew weren’t true.
You stare at the man in front of you. You don’t see your loving, manly dorm mate who you have feelings for, just a selfish, violent man. And suddenly you realised you didn’t want to be in a room with such a man.
Before you turned away, you saw the instant guilt in his red eyes as he watched a tear fall from your eyes, but it was too late.
“Y/n-“
“Save it”
And those were the last words Sukuna heard from you as you left the dorm without a word.
Sukuna slumped back into the chair in defeat at the sound of the door. What has he done?
Rough fingers pulled his dishevelled pink hair in frustration as his mind flashed pictures of your teary eyes.
Sure, he’s made you cry before, whether it was pulling your hair, or eating your food, but never heartbreak. Never that. He was supposed to be your hero, not the villain. He was tired of being the villain. For once he was just supposed someone’s beloved. But now he ruined that too.
He wasn’t going to look for you, he’s done enough damage already. He always knew he wasn’t good enough for you. Today he proved it.
To think all of this could’ve been prevented if only Sukuna understood love.
#sukuna x reader#sukuna x y/n#sukuna ryomen x reader#jjk sukuna x reader#jjk sukuna#sukuna ryomen#jjk x reader#jjk x y/n#jjk fanfic#jjk fluff#jjk angst#jjk headcanons#jjk smut#jjk hcs#jjk imagines#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen sukuna#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jujutsu kaisen hcs#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen imagines#sukuna fanfic#sukuna fluff#sukuna smut#sukuna angst#sukuna ryomen x you#sukuna headcanons#sukuna hcs#sukuna ryomen fluff
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FEM ALIGNED PLEASE DNI!!
Promt: you (m/n) get home from school and because price adopted you when you get home it's at the base. One day school was just not it for you so you came home pissed and the team comforts you
M/n pov
I was about ready to generally kill someone, people and teachers all day have been yelling at me and looking at me weird, I have no fucking idea why but they are and it's annoying. I sit down on my bus not wanting anyone from the team pick me up today "hey you!" I sigh and turn to the group of people behind me "what" I don't want to talk to anymore people than I already have to so finding out what these people want will hopefully make them the last people I need to speak to. "Is it true that you got adopted by a military team?" Confused I nodded "yeah the captain was allowed to legally adopt me" they all started to giggle and laugh, rolling my eyes I turned back around and watched as the bus drove by place by place "are you sure they won't use you as an experiment, stupid lab rat, how did they even find you" I stayed quite and looking at them at all. It was finally my stop about a few minutes away from the actual base "go have fun doing tests LAB RAT!" I started walking kicking a rock as I don't not bothered to look up at all.
When I get to base the first person to greet me like normal is Ghost, or as I call him Si because well, we are close, duh wtf, anyways. I look and ghost and I think he can tell im not in a good mood, this was proven even more as I bumped into him not bothered to even apologize or help him up because he didn't expect it from me he ended up falling. I was walking to my room any recruits that was by me moved out the way.
Ghost pov
I didn't expect to be pushed into the ground today but I guess I should have been because m/n just stormed off "what's wrong with the lad?" I dusted my pants and turned back to soap who had asked the question "I don't know. Definitely something with school though" suddenly a newer recruit came up to us in a slight panic "Is l/n ok?? He's crying in his room and-" (btw l/n means last name if you didnt know💀) I felt worry bubble up inside worried for what he might have done to himself by now or what had happened while at school
Nobody pov
"we will go check on him" Soap and Ghost both shared a look before they went to go get Gaz and Price to check up on you, they all got to your room to hear you break something that sounded like glass so price's fatherly instincts kicked in and he opened the door and went to make sure you are ok but when he got close and you backed away teary eyed it made him pause "it's ok, can I make sure you didn't hurt yourself?" You shook your head and grabbed the closest item to you which was a a hard cover book "don't get close. Get out. Leave me alone." The hurt look in all of their eyes was unreal, price shook his head "we cant leave you alone. Your throwing stuff and you might get seriously hurt" you started to cry even more "m/n please. We can help with whatever feelings you might have right now" you continued to not let them near you.
"JUST GET OUT. I'M NOT YOUR LAB RAT. GET. OUT. I WON'T LET YOU NEAR ME, YOUR JUST GOING TO USE ME FOR EXPERIMENTING" you threw the book and started to scream at them all to get out. So they listened for once and stepped out the room in shock by what you had said "does he..... Does he think we are using him as an experiment.... Oh god.... What did-" they all sat outside your room listening to you cry and mumble stuff they couldn't make out into sentences, finally your door slowly started to open a bit and there was a hushed whisper "um...hey pa...can you... Can um... Help me... I cut my hand on the pot I broke....if you don't that's fine it's just.... It hur-" price instantly opened his pocket and came towards your door "of course I'll help you buddy, that's what I'm here for isn't it? To help people. Especially my son" slowly the door fully opened and you showed price the cut on the palm of your hand and he took the bandages along with some alcohol wipes "it's going to burn" he then started to clean it while you sucked in a breath from the pain "and there we go. It should be good in a few days maybe a week or so" you nodded and looked down at the ground.
"I'm sorry.. For.. My lash out... If you want to make me clean around the base or help clean up after practice and stuff I will....i'd understand if you even wanted to ma-" there was a little bit of laughter and you look at them confused "you did nothing wrong and I won't make you clean up anywhere. Other than your room. But you were simply trying to deal with emotions which is difficult when you are young. We weren't and aren't mad at all. We were just worried about you" he opened his arms and you hugged him tightly tears spilling over again
(Time skip to dinner time)
You were allowed to have your phone out during dinner sometimes and because of what had happened a few hours ago they let you have it out while eating, you were clearly texting a very long and thought out text to whom the team had no idea who "not to introduce bud but who are you texting? That's a long time you've been texting and you haven't stopped" you stopped and looked up confused "oh my friend who lives in Florida" (idk my bff lives there so I'm baseing it off of that 😭😭 btw I have no idea if the base is in the US or in the UK bc yk.....ghost price and gaz and British.. So.... Don't murder me😭) they all were happy you have someone other than them to talk to but they were also confused on what was so important or interesting to type that long "aboutttt.... What exactly..." You looked at your phone typeing a few things before pressing send then turning your phone towards them Ghost taking it carefully "it's long so while you read that I'mma finish eating" they all nodded and surrounded Ghost to read the conversation
(Blue crayon eater is your bff btw and u/n is your username)
🌈blue crayon eater🌈: hey how have you been?
U/n: not that good to be honest, eating dinner rn but they let me have my phone so here I am
🌈Blue crayon eater🌈: you wanna vent to me about it?
U/n: as long as it's ok with you then yeah that would be nice
🌈Blue crayon eater🌈: ofc you can talk to me, send as long of a text as your want and I'll still read it
U/n: thanks dude, give me a bit I'm going to type a bunch now 💀
🌈blue crayon eater🌈: ok 👍
U/n: so today on the bus a group of kids asked me if it was true that I was adopted by Price and the team and when I told them that I was they all laughed and called me a lab rat and it hate me feel fucking terrible but I also know that they don't know about how my parents literally left me in the middle of a building that they knew damn well was going to be attacked and that if it wasn't for Soap finding me while making sure all enemy's were gone and taking me out of that shit hole before it got blown up. To make matters even worse this practically destroyed my confidence to ask the team and Laswell If they would even show for bring a hero to lunch but now I feel like they are to busy or wouldn't care to show up for me, I just wish that kids werent such shit and that the team isn't mad at me for getting angry
🌈Blues crayon eater🌈: Maybe talk to them about it? I'm sure that they would make sure that they can show up for it, they love you and if they didn't love you then they wouldn't have saved you or comforted you when they broke down today
You were looking at you food not bothering to look up at the team scared of what they would say "I can ask Laswell if we are free tomorrow, we should be because from what I remember we have nothing going on" you nodded still not looking up "and we were never mad at you, also if would would like we can talk to the school about those kids" you smiled and nodded looking up at them now "thank you guys, I love you so much" you got your phone back and said thanks to you friend then told them you were going to finish eating.
(Time skip to the lunch thingy)
You were in your science class when the teacher got a call and obviously had to pick up the phone, what confused you was when it was the office calling you down so you get a pass leave your stuff and start walking to the office to see what they need from you or who's here for you. What you didn't expect was the team (still in gear and looking absolutely terrifying) and Laswell "what are you guys doing here? Don't you have work or something of the sorts?" Laswell shook her head "nope, I cleared our schedule for today and now we're are going to be here for lunch with you and we told the office about the kids and they said it's fine for us to be in the back of classes to make sure nobody trys anything" you smiled and hugged her "thank you so much"
When it came time for lunch the team had brought you your favorite food so you all sat at your normal lunch table ignoreing all the looks and the people talking "did you all purposely show up in gear or??" They all smiled and shook their heads "laswell honestly just told us to get into the car and that we are going to be at your school" you laugh and continue to eat. Everyone decided it would be nice to go outside and walk around chatting and enjoying the company, this was until the same kids that had called you a lab rat had seen you with the team and walked up to you all laughing making to uncomfortable and your mood change which the team took notice of instantly "hey m/n are these the people you mentioned?" You nod slightly "nice to meet you I'm a friend of his" you feel Simon get closer to you by the look on the groups faces "wow you mask is so cool! Why do you wear it? Insecu-" "you shouldn't ask that...its private and personal information you-" you were cut off by a slap to the face "nobody was talking to you Faggot" (I'M GAY I CAN SAY THIS BTW DON'T GET MAD!!) your eyes went wide as you felt the burning hot flesh, suddenly you we pulled back and behind the team laswell making sure you were ok "don't you ever, and I mean EVER lay a single finger on my son" you had tears in your eyes and your legs felt weak making you fall to the ground laswell making sure you didn't fall to hard "hey, hey, m/n are you alright?" You saw one of the teachers start to walk over to you and price looked at her "what happened here?" Prince looked at the kid and then back at the teacher "this kid hit my son and called him a slur in a hurtful way, this kid and his friend group has also called my son a lab rat just because he was adopted by a military team" the teacher yelled at the kid and their group making them go to the principles office.
Meanwhile laswell was still trying to calm you down, the team turned and saw your current state and all went to comfort you "hey hey, m/n, breathe, take deep breaths" Price started to do breathing exercises while everyone else whispered quite encouraging words.
I GAVE UP AT THE END I RAN OUTTA IDEAS 😭🙏🙏. I ALSO DIDN'T EXPECT THIS TO BE THIS LONG BRUH. anways-
#male reader#ghost x male reader#x male reader#john price x male reader#soap x male reader#gaz x male reader
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☆ WVBA At A Party ☆
So uhh tw for alcohol mention,emetophobia other than that its ok
Glass Joe
- doing his best not to get thrown into a dance circle
- anxious as fuck
- piston hondo (drunk as shit) keep trying to explain star wars lore to him
- hes just nodding and pretending to understand, he cant because hes speaking in japanese
- had some drinks & passed out because he doesnt take alcohol well
- woke up on the roof because some drunk bastard decided to put him onto there, theres now a investigation about trying to find who put Joe on the roof
- will hold your drink for you
- keeps getting dragged into doing dumb shit by aran ryan
Von Kaiser
- buzzed, looks like hes on the verge of death
- at the karaoke bar, killing it, yess grandpa slayyyy one foot in the grave one foot in the rave
- keeps chugging like hell, look at him go
- teaching some random people how to do traditional german dances
- randomly starts sobbing
- bear hugger has to stop him from chugging another bottle of whiskey
Disco Kid
- thrown into the dance circle, killing it
- spamming everyones phones with really positive texts
- "YUO AR TAKENTED SNF CAN DK SNYTHING YKU PUT YOU4 NINF UBTO" (You are really talented and can do anything you put your mind into)
-"thank you : )"
- "YOU SRE LIVEF ANR 4SKEBT2D,,,,ÖOCE YOURDRKF" (You are loved, love yourself)
- wasted
- giving out free hugs
- had a really good dance off with aran ryan
- fell down a flight of stairs and got up like it was nothing
- dancing the pain away
Piston Hondo
- avoiding the dance circle like its a death sentence
- explaining the star wars lore to glass joe in japanese
- will hate himself in the morning
- speaking really broken japanglish with bear hugger
- keeps lifting up von kaiser & running away as he holds him
- partying hard
- randomly starts speaking about stuff, you could be talking about how you ran over a man and his son just yesterday and he'll be like "Do you like sailor moon"
- tried to eat a glass of water, sad because he got stopped
- randomly got stuck in a british accent
King Hippo
- passed out on the floor
- someone help him please
- people keep trying to use him as a trampoline
- randomly gets up and starts to talk about sea slugs
- he just leaves after that,he is done
Great Tiger
- only sober person here
- has to stop piston hondo from explaining the star wars lore to random people
- making sure everyone is hydrated
- victim of disco kids positive texts
- gathers drunk passed out people and puts them somewhere safe so nobody gets hurt
- oh my god he is on the verge of tears from all this stress he needs help
- ended up sobbing into disco kids arms after it all got too stressful
- he could really use a break
- will hold your drink,may switch it out with water if he decides youve had enough for tonight
Don Flamenco
- too distracted too go to the dance circle
- keeps singing & referencing dumb stuff while anyone talks to him, he just has 0 thoughts right now
- "i feel like im never gonna amount to anything in my life, it just feels like im destined to end up dying alone-"
- "FIESTA SALSA QUİNCEAÑERA-"
- "why do i even bother"
- drinking cocktails like someones gonna take it away from him if he doesnt inhale it within 10 seconds
- keeps trying to call carmen
- stumbling like hell
- someone needs to tape his mouth shut
- asking the dumbest shit ever to carmen as he texts her
- "would you still love me if i was a muppet,,"
- "would you still be able to control yourself or would you need to be used like a actual muppet??"
- "i dont knwo im durnk"
Bear Hugger
- will not go into the dance circle, ever
- singing sea shanties & suddenly has the personality of a ye olden sailor
- someone convinced him to wax his legs
- confused as shit when he wakes up in the morning
- listening to hondo infodump about sailor moon, intrigued
- will laugh at anything, laughed at Macho mans left eyebrow for a solid 40 minutes
- passed out for a hour after that
- brought a random frog from the nearest pond & named it Buddy, buddy was never seen again after someone threw him out of a window
- ate candle wax, he just did, he somehow stomached it
- sober yet wasted, tapdancing on that line between mentally not present & aware
Aran Ryan
- drunk but has a camera, recording whatever happens
- "guys... this little pocket sized eejit is stuck on the roof... what the fuck.. get him off of there"
- will do anything you dare him to do, got dared to throw someones TV out of the window, the rest is history
- eated a bees
- chased piston hondo with a chair, you havent known true fear until a irishman with a camera & chair is chasing you while yelling like a psychopath while youre talking about star wars lore
- called glass joe "Glasses Jonathan"
- mourned the loss of buddy with bear hugger
- on his hater routine, texting back discos positive messages with mean messages
Soda Popinski
- sober, enjoying the show
- in the dance circle, busting it down
- dehydrated because theres no soda :(
- trying to convince aran ryan to eat a pair of headphones
- gives out water to anyone who appears drunk & asks for a drink telling them its "strong stuff" Just to see them smile & hydrate themselves
- enjoying the karaoke
- also mourning the loss of buddy, thought he was really cool
Bald Bull
- scared of the dance circle
- drunk but his social anxiety is still acting up
- mom i threw up pose when he zones out & stares into the void
- standing in the corner or clinging onto don flamenco because he cant manage crowds well
- getting second hand embarrasment from don flamencos singing
- people keep using the top of his head as a mirror
- clinging onto the nearest extroverts he knows well
- "what if everyone thinks i look like a complete idiot standing in the corner"
- Just really anxious & stressed, he doesnt manage social events well
- needs some silence
Super Macho Man
- thinks hes a good dancer, looks like hes having a stroke, dancing is not for him, especially drunk dancing
- people keep calling him grandpa
- sobbing over any minor event that effects him even slightly negatively
- sobbed over the loss of buddy
- crying over everything
- sobbing on the bathroom floor because he threw up so hard he felt like his soul left him
- hes literally just crying
- tried to do karaoke through his tears, couldnt sing the tears away
Mr Sandman
- pushed into the dance circle, accidentally made a conga line, who knew a conga line full of drunk men could be so fun?
- watching aran ryan eat weird shit & cheering him on because he thinks its funny
- bald bull tried to make a "man me a sand" joke to him, ended up looking like he was having a seizure
- "Mr sandman.. Sand.. The man?.. Sand man.. Uhhh, man him a sand-"
- "bull please lay down"
- enjoying bear huggers sea shanties
- trying to get glass joe off the roof
- fell asleep using a freezer as a pillow
Extra
- narcis showed up to tell everyone that theyre losers & left
- doc louis left early with mac as soon as the alcohol drinking started
#headcanon#punch out#bald bull#punch out wii#don flamenco#piston hondo#glass joe#aran ryan#punch out headcanons#narcis prince#punch out!!#doc louis#little mac#alcohol mention#emetophobia tw
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Ok so I have 3 imagine requests for TSITP you don’t have to write all of them but I thought I’d give you a few options.
One is a Conrad imagine they’re at a party at the beach and someone gets on the reader. Conrad gets mad and tries to fight the guy. The reader stops him and they go back to his house. The other one is a Jeremiah it’s the same as the Conrad one but Jeremiah is the one getting hit on! Smut please!!!
Conrad? Beach Fights? Smut? Absolutely.
Conrad Fisher - Fight Night
warnings // smut, swearing, violence, dom!conrad, sub! (ish? reader), conrad has a subby moment if you squint, mentions of SA (VERY minimal and vague, not abt the reader), fluff, and two sarcastic college kids in love, oh and conrad being a tease bc he cant help himself <3
just as the request asks <3
"Hey, you're the Fishers girl right?"
Y/n shook her head, "Family friend."
He smiled, "So I won't have Jeremiah on my ass if I dance with you?"
Before she could even answer she felt him over her shoulder. She didn't even have to look.
"No but you'll have me on your ass if you spend another second fucking looking at her."
"Con-"
The guy cut her off, "Oh come on Conrad, after last year with Nicole I didn't take you to be one to mind sharing?"
Conrad didn't waste time as he closed an arm around y/n's waist, sliding her behind him. She could smell the alcohol on him. This wasn't going to go well.
"Yeah well she's not Nicole is she? So leave her the hell alone."
"Or fucking what Fisher?" He poked at Conrad's chest.
It was calm. And then it wasn't.
She shouted his name as his fist smashed into the guy who'd approached her. He didn't listen.
The music stopped, and everyone was shouting, but to y/n it felt like she was the only one saying anything. She was the only one begging them to stop rather then the onlookers cheering them on.
She gave up on yelling at Conrad just as she saw Jeremiah through the crowd.
"Jeremiah! Jere! Please!"
He was drunk, but even drunk he was strong. He tore threw the people separating them, and then he ran right between the boys face-off.
"Conrad c'mon," he tried.
Conrad ignored him, dusting him to the side.
"Jeremiah stay out of it."
"She's right behind your dumbass watching this happen. Think about that."
"He was hitting on her-"
"Get the fuck out of this Jeremiah," the other guy shouted.
Y/n took the pause as Jeremiah turned to the flirt that started this to walk to Conrad's side.
She grabbed at his bruised hand, "Conrad, let's go."
"Y/n you don't get it."
She raised her eyebrows and stepped right up to him, "Take your sexist bullshit and shove it up your ass Conrad. I could've handled that fine."
Silence covered now. Even Jeremiah and the idiot he was arguing with.
"It's not about that."
"I don't care what it's 'about'. Upstairs. Now. Or else I go by myself and you sleep on the goddamn couch."
'Ooh's tumble from the surrounding teens mouths. You were never one to snap, Conrad was the hot head, not Y/N. No one expected her to shout.
He tailed her with speed in every step. Drunk or not, he wasn't a fucking idiot. He could already foresee his regret that would crash down 10 times harder in the morning. He chose to minimize his consequences.
She kicked her flats off as she stood in front of his mirror, make up wipes swiping away the foundation from her cheeks. Y/N didn't make conversation as she usually did, and it made him feel that much worse.
"I didn't mean to cause a scene."
"Don't bullshit me Conrad." She sat her rings in his dresser, fingers scraping against her scalp, through her curls.
"What the hell do you want me to say then?"
She sighed, finally looking at him, "Just don't lie."
"How was that a-
"Conrad you can never leave well enough alone! You do want to cause a scene because you care so fucking much about proving a point! I could've handled it!"
He dropped to his bed, teeth clenched, "Y/N, he's not fucking known to take no for an answer."
Her hands stopped fidgeting with her bracelet, eyes meeting his once more.
"So why the hell is he in our summer house?"
"I didn't know he was here til' i saw him with you," Conrad shook his head.
"Do you think Jere got rid of him?" She sat beside him on the bed.
He nodded fast, "You know Jere doesn't fuck around with that stuff Y/N/N."
She nodded, staring at her feet. It was now her turn to feel bad for yelling at him. He was only worried about her. Always the protector.
"I'm sorry Con."
He let his hand graze her cheek, "No, you were half right. I need to cool it."
"You were protecting me; good boyfriends do that."
"Yeah but I should've explained down there. You're not the baby at the summer house anymore," he laughs, "God we're in college."
She smiled too, "Don't make me sound too old, I'm a freshman, you're the ancient one."
"Oh I'm ancient now?"
"Now? You always have been." He didn't give her a notice before grabbing her sides and pushing her further up the bed. His fingers brushing against her sides and her neck as he tickled her with zero remorse.
"Conrad! Con," she fought with her arms and her legs, "Fisher I'm going to kill you!"
She squealed and kicked; shrieked and hit. He just laughed at her escape attempts.
"Take it back baby."
"Never!"
He didn't let up, "Then suffer the consequences."
"Fuck! You- You're not old!"
"I'm not what?"
"You're not old! Damnit let me go!" she gave him one final shove as he fell onto his back.
He grinned like an idiot, "See how easy that was, Pretty?"
"You're mean." she pouted, eyes rolling as she fixed her shirt.
"If I were mean you wouldn't love me."
"Girls love bad boys what can I say?" she replied in a teasing tone.
"Bad boys? I tutored you in math for like three years Y/N."
"Nerds can be mean too."
He smirked, turning to face her, cheek against the pillow, "Only when there gorgeous girlfriends ask them to be."
"Don't tell me you expect to get laid after you just tortured me Fisher?"
He shrugged, fingertips lazily dancing over the top of her hand. It made her stomach roll when he smiled at her as he was now. Dopey, a boyish grin. Like he was about to see his first girlfriend naked for the first time.
It was silly but she found it sweet. He was always so eager.
"I suppose... you deserve it for being all protective."
His brow cocked, "I thought that was sexist bullshit?"
"Are you cockblocking yourself my love?"
His lips crashed on her own, a smile gracing her lips.
He was over her in seconds, her fingers tugging at the black tee he wore. He grabbed her wrists with a gentle force, throwing them into the pillows over her head, "Did you ask to touch?"
She could've apologized, but that wouldn't have hardly been as fun would it? No.
She smiled, "Nope."
"I've never seen someone so proud of a mistake, pretty girl."
"Mistake... a risk... It's no fun to be predictable."
He gripped her wasitband, yanking her skirt to her ankles, eyes finding hers. With a nod of approval, he got to work.
His tongue swiped through her folds, eyes never leaving her face. With each noise she let out, he changed his pace. Never giving her the consistency she needed to reach her high. It drove her fucking crazy.
"Con, please!"
A smack cracked her right thigh as he stopped long enough to say "Good girls take what they get."
With his tongue on her clit, he drew firm circles, fingers massaging her thighs, across where he'd struck her. She squirmed, all she fucking wanted was to come and he was being difficult. Despite her best efforts he held an arm across her waist, keeping her lower hald in place as he worked his tongue against her.
"Conrad please, please!"
"You can beg better than that pretty girl."
She gasped as he slipped his middle and ring fingers into her cunt, back arching as he drilled them into her.
"Please let me come, I'll be good I-" she gripped at the sheets beneath her hands, "I'll be your good girl Con please!"
Conrad's fingers became unforgiving as he let her hips buck against them, nodding, giving her the permission she needed to let go.
She screamed his name as she came, hands gripping at the shirt he still hadn't removed, yanking him to her level with no worries for punishment.
"You clearly didn't learn your lesson," he shook his head.
"Fuck a lesson, I need you."
"So needy all the time," he teased, lips at her neck, "such a whore for me hmm?"
She let her fingers glide through his hair, soaking up the groan he let out as she tugged at the roots.
"How are you so fucking perfect," his fingers brushing against her sensitive breasts, toying with her.
"Stop teasing."
He smiled at her impatience, grabbing her by the hips and flipping her onto her stomach. He guided her ass into the air as he ran a hand down her spine. She whined as she felt him fidgeting with his jeans.
As he tugged down his boxers, she pushed back against him, rubbing herself against his length. It felt like heaven was sucking him in as he slipped inside of her.
"You're so fuckin' good pretty," he slowly eased out before slamming his hips back into hers, "made for me."
She whimpered at the words he mumbled. He always had something to say.
"Yours, all yours Con, always," her eyes rolled as he slipped his arm around her waist, pulling her back to his front. Her stomach tightened ten fold as she saw their reflection in the mirror before them.
She tried to hide her face, look anywhere else, but he had other plans.
His hand held her jaw, locking her gaze in place as he stared into her eyes in their reflection.
"Watch yourself, or I stop." He snapped his hips at a new angle in which if he hadn't been holding her, she'd have fallen flat to her stomach once more.
The hand holding her toyed with her clit, while his mouth worked at the sweet spot just under her left ear.
"Fuck, fuck Conrad I'm close," she shuddered as he kept his pace.
"Let go."
The coil inside of her snapped, and before she knew it, he had her on her back. He fucked her viciously through her orgasm, hands beside her head as his hair hung low over his eyes.
Her body jerked as he worked to get himself off. She thought she might come again from just the sight of him pleasing himself with her.
He moaned as she clenched around him, legs wrapping around his torso, keeping him close.
"Come for me Con, please, I need it," he shivered at her lips so close to his ear, a whimper escaping him.
"I'm gonna fucking come," he gave two final thrusts before she could feel him release inside of her. The warmth overwhelming her senses as she cried his name, nails scraping his shoulders.
"I love you," he was breathless, and messy, and ogling her like she was the shiniest ring in the jewelry shop.
She took a breath as he pulled himself from her, clinging to him before he could move too far away, "Tell me something I don't know."
I am so sorry this took so long!
I really did try my best to get to work on this the second I got it but I've been so stressed with moving! This is my first published smut ever so I hope it wasn't too bad and I hope this lived up to your requests expectations!
if anyone requests smut, feel free to throw in certain kinks or details if thats what you want! I'd love to be able to write as accurately as your imagination intended!
#tsitp#conrad x reader#conrad fisher smut#the summer i turned pretty#jenny han#conrad#conrad fisher#jeremiah fisher#soft smut#smut#fluff#chris briney
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I know this might be kinda stupid but. do you have any music recs. specifically of the child abuse variety because I'd be very interested in that.
*sweats* ok so here's the thing- I have a playlist called "Abuse" and its full of music that is either explicitly about abuse, related to abuse thematically, or just has Abuse Vibes to me (some of which is likely inexplicable to other people)
im also kind of self conscious about my taste in music, cause sometimes it's like. i dunno. the steven universe soundtrack or a fnaf song i really like. and thats CRINGE! and really any genre of song can be about Child Abuse so it's like. idk if you'll like any of the things i recommend.
THAT BEING SAID, here's a selection i guess!! because I'm flattered you would even ask haha. a lot of these are pretty well known already tho so idk how helpful this will be. anyway this got hella long so. under the cut!
songs explicitly about or including themes of child abuse/having shit parents/having familial issues:
Guiltless by Dodie
Black by Okkervil River (narrative about a guys girlfriend telling him about her dad sexually abusing her. one of, if not the first, song i ever heard about CSA and it holds a special place in my heart)
The Mute by Radical Face
Ripple Effect by Scott Helman (kinda more about generational trauma & healing if im honest. i dont listen to it as much as the others on this list)
Poplar St by Glass Animals
Daddy Issues by The Neighborhood
Twin Sized Mattress by The Front Bottoms (classic i know)
The Family Jewels by Marina and the diamonds
Family Line by Conan Gray
Christmas Kids by ROAR (ok technically not about the kids but i find the subtext of how the kids are used in this abusive relationship horrific. also, it reminds me of my parents)
Drift Away - Steven Universe (OK I KNOW ITS NOT TECHNICALLY ABOUT THAT BUT TO ME IT'S ABOUT MY MOM. IT TRACKS TOO EXACTLY TO NOT INCLUDE HERE)
Other Abuse songs:
labour by Paris Paloma
This Hurts by Mindless Self Indulgence (my ex wife says i listen to this song to go joker mode and i hate that because i know she means Straight Joker and not Camp Joker but i do really like the song)
I'm your puppet by Gregory And The Hawk
Eric by Mitski (REAL GOOD)
Believe Me by James and the Shame (more about spiritual abuse sort of)
Girl Anachronism by The Dresden Dolls
Thermodynamic Lawyer esq GFD by Will Wood and the Tapeworms
We'll Never Have Sex by Leith Ross (less about abuse and more about, like, a healing relationship. still i think you can easily read into the alluded past abuse or sexual issues going here)
Fuck About It by Waterparks
Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want by The Smiths (this is just such an abused person song)
This Hurts by Mindless Self Indulgence (my ex wife says i listen to this song to go joker mode and i hate that because i know she means Straight Joker and not Camp Joker but i do really like the song)
Sex With A Ghost by Teddy Hyde
I Cant Handle Change by ROAR (obviously)
rotting by vivivivivi
rook by sardonica
My favorite "Abuse Vibe" songs (NOTE: some of these songs might be about abuse or toxic relationships but um. im not very smart or good at sorting so. they ended up here):
Take a Slice by Glass Animals (PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS ONE FUCK THE REST OF THIS LIST EXCEPT ANIMALS I LOVE THOSE TWO)
Animals by Stomach Book (SEE ABOVE)
Youth by Daughter
Duck Or Ape by ROAR
Million Dollar Gold Digger (idk what it is about this remix im not even a huge fan of either of the songs its mixing. this is the VIBES part of the rec list i don't have to explain myself)
I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young
Gooey by Glass Animals
Breaking Down by Florence & The Machine
Moby Dick by Jakey
Aurora Borealis by Lemon Demon (hard to justify but this song just brings such vivid "abused kid failing to be normal while hanging out with someone and further isolating themself" vibe. yes im projecting. leave me alone)
The Dismemberment Song by Blue Kid (sometimes you just wanna kill your parents)
I'M GONNA WIN by Rob Cantor (this one just feels like anger and bitterness and being suspicious of anyone who tries to help you. I listen to it when im fucking going through it. its also a bop but you prolly already know that, i think it's pretty popular? idk)
It's Alright by Mother Mother (stereotypical i know)
South Dakota by Jakey (honestly i dunno. i dont even know where south dakota is)
My Blood by Twenty One Pilots (for all you sibling havers out there)
My Play by AJR (my parents arent divorced but man i wish they were. Also, this just brings up very vivid memories for me trying to show my parents things and it is fucking crushing haha)
Best Of You by Foo Fighters (idk just more shit that reminds me of my parents)
The Woods by San Fermin (this one is just very "I should have died as a child"-core to me)
JUVY ft. Julia Bard by Nnamdi Ogbonnaya (this guy is weird and i didnt like his stuff at first but then... i came back... and now he holds a place in my heart)
Grape Gil by Nnamdi Ogbonaya (i think this is my favorite song of his. I nearly made an owl house animatic to it)
Obsession by OK GO
Better Than Me by The Brobecks
ARE WE STILL FRIENDS by Tyler The Creator
Dumb Dumb by Mazie (honestly this one just reminds me of thinking "i hate it here everyone is so dumb" and then maladaptive daydreaming for hours to escape the situation hah)
Stone Wall, Stone Fence by Gregory And The Hawk
Never Wanna Fall in Love With U by Nelward
Another New World by Punch Brothers (this one is such an explicit and straightforward narrative i really can't explain it other than like. the emotions.)
Julep by Punch Brothers (once again, the emotions)
Always Sayin' by The Littles Man Band
A NIGHT OUT ON EARTH by Waterparks
Consequences by Lovejoy
Scum by Lovejoy
SMELLS LIKE TEEN SECRETS by lil boodang (another hard to justify one. idk. it just feels like it ok. sue me)
anyway i'm sure there's more but thats just a quick selection from my Abuse playlist. and by quick i mean you better appreciate this cuz i put way more effort into this than i needed to.
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alright! then can i ask for yandere alex kralie hcs? the world needs more of this psycho
After looking into him a little, I love him.
Please tell me if I got anything wrong about his character, I kind of rushed because I felt bad for taking so long with yours and others asks.
Criticism and feedback is welcome and appreciated, thank you for requesting! <3
Yandere! Alex Kralie x GN! reader hcs
Warnings: unhealthy relationship dynamics, obsession, violence, visibly unhinged characters, characters influenced by the operator, boundaries? Don’t know her.
Alex is known to obsess over his projects a bit too much.
He gets overly giddy once people praise his work or even offer to help, which is what you did (for some reason).
So when you learnt that he was directing a student film project Marble Hornets, you offered to help.
You had never heard someone say “yes!” So damn quickly.
Eventually, Alex started to act strange.
The film hadn’t even started yet. No tapes, nothing.
No one had told you anything.
Alex started to lash out at you for asking questions.
You wanted to distance yourself from him, but he was obviously going through something.
You wanted to be there for him.
Fuck, did he love that about you.
You were always there for him, even when he made mistakes.
Soon enough, he was about as obsessed with you as he was the film.
He carried his camera around everywhere, and he damn near did the same with you.
It was like he was stalking you or some shit.
Seriously! He would be around every corner you turned.
“Oh! Hi [name]! Didn’t expect to see you here, ha.”
…yeah right.
You hated to admit it, but he was starting to creep you out.
Especially when he openly admitted to being influenced by something.
You wholeheartedly believed he was a druggie.
But fuck, did he take it too far.
He started to get more and more riled up.
You were the only thing that could even remotely calm him down.
And so, he just stuck by you.
If you were always around, he couldn’t lash out. Right?
Well, no..
He would just lash out at you.
He had even hit you sometimes.
But he would always come crawling back.
Begging for your forgiveness…
“Please [name]! I cant go on without you…”
He had convinced himself that he was going to “save the world”.
And he wanted you by his side while he did it.
You were honestly so tired of him.
You loved him, but he was just so bad with boundaries.
He would not leave you alone.
Even when you showered, for Christ’s sake!
He was just…always there.
And then he started disappearing for days at a time.
When he came back he would be covered in blood and dirt.
And always with that damn camera.
He never told you what was going on.
You would wake up with him hovering over you, camera in hand.
He was getting on your damn nerves.
When he disappeared for good, you genuinely thought he was going to come back.
When he didn’t..
You thought it was over.
Until you also started seeing things.
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stay high - S. reid
A/N: Hi Friends ! This is my first actual post. So, if this is bad please tell me! This is a long one sooo, i suggest you buckle up for this one.
Warnings: Mentions of Smoking, and Drinking!
Words: 2.1k
if that is something you cant handle please feel free to read something else!
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It was Hard. Genuinely hard to stop. Recently, [Y/N] has had a hard time with being sober. it had been what felt like years, but its only been months. Ever since Spencer had started ignoring you a year and a half ago, after years of knowing eachother, and profiling together. He stopped talking to you after almost getting yourself killed during a fight with an unsub, and nearly put into a coma. You understood that it was a dangerous situation to put yourself through but, it was to protect the boy you were in love with. spencer never saw it that way though.
Just a week ago, Hotch came to visit you. Just him. It made you happy to see him, it had been a year and a half since you’ve seen him. The only reason he went to see you was just to ask you to help on a case. You were happy that he wanted to ask for your help.
“[Y/N] are you high? again?” Asked Hotch as he was sitting at the table in your living room, drinking a coffee. “Whattt? Nooo.” You say very slowly, as you fall back on the couch, just after “using” the bathroom. “I’m totally not high Aaron.” You said as you sit up to look at him, eyes bloodshot red. “[Y/N] how long has this been going on?” Hotch Asked you, as he was finishing up his coffee. “I don’t know maybe a year? I don’t really know, or am in the right mind to care.” You answered his question, as you went to get a beer. Aaron suddenly stopped you, grabbing your shoulder in the process.
“This has been going on for a year? And you just now say something about it! Are you fucking kidding me [Y/N]!” Aaron yelled at you. The first you’ve heard it in months, and even thought it’s hard to admit, you missed it. “What can I say Aaron? Ever since The soft Headed, and Worrisome Spence left me, I haven’t been sober. Plus, you’re the one who asked me anyway.” You said turning around and staring at Aaron. “[Y/N] do you realize how bad this is? You almost got yourself killed by putting yourself in a dangerous situation. We didn’t come back because we knew how much danger you would be in, if you kept working with us.” He explained. He couldn’t bear to see you like this, it hurt him too much, and he knew, he just knew he had to do something about it.
“For context Aaron, You and and the team left me! After I woke up in the hospital you were gone! Both of you were! Ever since then, I’ve found a different way to cope okay? I haven’t been out on a case since! Hell, I haven’t even talked to Gideon, and he’s the person I miss the most Hotch! Gideon’s my dad for fucks sake aaron, and I don’t even talk to him.” You claimed. “Hell, I haven’t talked to spence at all since that fucking murder case. He’s the last person that wants to talk to me. I almost got myself killed protecting the boy I was In love with. And for that, he doesn’t talk to me. So yes, I realize how bad it is for me. It’s the only way that helps me forget everything. So you know what. Bite me.” You couldn’t hold it in anymore. It was hard too, knowing how stupid you were for telling aaron about how you felt. Especially for mentioning Spence.
“So all this is about Reid?” aaron quickly asked. “So what if it is. It’s not like it matters in the first place.” You replied. “[Y/N] you just now mention that you’re in love with him. [Y/N] he’s loved you since the first time you two met.” Hotch mentioned. How the hell is he just now going to tell you about Spencers feelings towards you. “I was In love with him, aaron. Was.” You stated. “Now, if you could please leave me alone Hotch. I have things to do.” You said. Like hell hotch was going to fall for that. “Really? You of all people have things to do? “Things” as in getting high even more right?” aaron stated.
“Look Hotchner, if you’re just going to stand there and criticize me go ahead but, I’m tired of you mentioning it okay? I’m finally starting to forget everything that happened, and I feel good about it. So if you would please leave, i would fucking appreciate it.” You angrily spoke. You were tired of him, and how he acted like he cared about you, it had been a year and a half and he just now notices and shows that he cares. You were tired of everything.
“Alright fine, but don’t come asking us for help when you need [Y/N]. Do you understand?” aaron exclaimed. “aaron, I don’t want your help, I’m gonna die soon anyway. I couldn’t care less about anything anymore.” Hearing you say those words hurt aaron, it was like he didn’t know you anymore. When you first met, you were this sweet, innocent girl that loved profiling. And now, now you’re just a nobody. Aaron grabbed all his stuff and walked out the door, at first you felt guilty, but remembering about your high, you couldn’t care less.
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It hurt him like hell walking out that door just like she wanted him to. But it’s [Y/N] He promised He would always respect her and her wishes. If that’s what she wanted that’s what she got. He sat in the driver seat and just stared into the distance. “Fuck.” He yelled, as he hit the steering wheel.
It had been an hour or two at least when aaron got a Call from Spencer. “Hello?” aaron questioned over the phone. “Hey hotch, how’d it go?” Sam asked him. “Not good at all reid.” “Why, what happened?” spencer asked him. “We’ll talk about it when I get back to the bureau. I’m gonna call Gideon.” He stated. “Alright.” Spencer spoke then hung up. He called Gideon, “What are you calling me for kid? You’re not on a case are ya.” Bobby exclaimed. “No Gideon, I’m not.” Dean stated. “Then what are you calling me for?” Gideon asked. “Just meet me at the bureau okay? reid’s already there, so you can head over there.” He said, then hung up.
Aaron eventually made it back to the bureau. He didn’t know how Gideon and Reid were going to handle what he was going to tell them. Especially Gideon because that was his daughter whom he hadn’t heard from in a year and a half. It hurt Gideon the most out of all of them. Aaron walked into the bureau closing the door behind him, and walking down the stairs. There they were, Reid and Gideon. He was afraid of what they were going to think. I mean this was someone they had known for years, who wasn’t even the same anymore.
“hotch, why are we here?” Reid asked him, very clearly confused. “It’s about [Y/N]. I went to go visit her yesterday.” Aaron spoke as he was putting his stuff down. “You what?” Gideon questioned, confused. “Hotch, we promised each other we wouldn’t contact or see her again after what happened.” Reid stated, sort of angry. “I know but I had found a case, and thought we could use her help but, it was pointless.” Aaron said. “What do you mean it was pointless? This is my daughter we’re talking about here Aaron!” Bobby angrily said. “Gideon, she’s not the same anymore okay? That’s not your daughter, at least not the one we knew!” Aaron exclaimed.
“Hotch, what are you saying? It’s [Y/N] she would never change and we know that.” Sam replied. “That’s what we knew Reid. Knew. She’s completely different now.” Aaron stated. “Just get to the point Aaron.” Bobby said. Hotch knew they weren’t expecting what he was going to say. But, he was prepared for it, in some way he thought. Aaron sighs, “Look, [Y/N] isn’t the happy girl we had before she accident okay? Her personality is different, she’s getting high, drinking beer, running around and partying. She’s not herself anymore.” Aaron Exclaimed. He knew that’s not what they expected to hear. “[Y/N]? Drinking, and getting high? No. That’s impossible.” Reid said. “Damn it [Y/N] you weren’t supposed to turn out like this.” Gideon spoke to himself.
“We have to go see her.” Gideon said. “No, I don’t think that’s a good idea.” Aaron spoke. “Why not hotch? That’s Gideon’s daughter we’re talking about.” “Because Reid, she’s not even sober. She hasn’t been sober since we left.” Dean stated. “That’s even more of a reason to see her!” Gideon exclaimed. “Okay, alright We’ll go see her.” Aaron said. “Meet me outside, when you’re ready.” Aaron said walking towards the Elevator.
“Gideon, are you sure you want to see her in that state? I mean, imagine how bad she looks.” Reid said, turning to face Gideon. “Yes of course I’m sure, that’s my daughter.” Gideon replied. “Alright c’mon.” Reid said.
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It was 4 in the morning. Who the hell could possibly be knocking on your motel door at this ungodly hour. “Oh my lord.” You said as you sit up and rub your eyes. The knocking still continues. “I’m coming damn!” You slightly yelled while opening the door. It was Aaron, Reid, and Your dad.Jason. “Aaron.” You said. “[Y/N], let us in please.” Aaron begged. “What did I tell you about coming back.” You replied. “Please..we just want to talk.” He stated. “Fine, but make it fast.” You said while opening the door. You weren’t expecting them to see you in this state. Even though Aaron, already had.
“Jesus [Y/N] it reeks of Weed in here.” Gideon said. “Yeah and?” You Asked. “And? [Y/N] what the hell happened to you? You’re better than this.” Gideon stated, walking closer to you. “Maybe the fact that, you’re two idiot of coworkers sons left me for dead in the fucking hospital!” You yelled back at him. “[Y/N] we thought it would’ve been dangerous to keep having you working cases with us!” Reid replied. “Still Reid, that didn’t give you a reason to leave me! And you Gideon, especially you! You didn’t even come looking for me. I waited and waited, and I got nothing from you. You’re my dad, you were supposed to make sure I was okay!” You angrily yelled while holding a blunt. Gideon didn’t know what to say, he knew you were right. He should’ve made sure you were okay, but he didn’t. He knows that was stupid of him.
“[Y/N] why are you doing this to yourself?” Red questioned with tears in his eyes. “You’re gone and I gotta stay high all the time, to keep you off my mind.” Reid felt stupid and hurt for leaving you, but he knew it was the best for both you, and him, but it was best for Gideon as well. At least that’s what he thought. But he was wrong. “[Y/N] please, you can’t keep going on like this.” Aaron stated. “Oh yes I can, and I will because it’s the only way I feel good Aaron, and nobody is going to take that from me.” You replied as your face stained with tears, while also finishing getting high.
“It makes me feel good, the only way I forget. I hate remembering. I hate all of it.” “Then, we could help you [Y/N] , help you get better.” Said Reid. “That’s the problem. I don’t want to get better. I like the euphoria.” You said. “Please, just let us help you.” Reid exclaimed, now crying. “Spence. I spend my days locked in a haze, trying to forget you. I’ve gotta stay high all my life, to forget I’m missing you. I hate missing you. It hurts, seeing that you never even called, or even checked for a second. This is how I cope with my sadness all the time.” You stated. “[Y/N] what are you saying?” Reid questioned you with a quick confused look. “I was in love with you Spencer. I was deeply,madly in love with you. I don’t know if I even love you now anymore. It’s been so long.”
“Why didn’t you tell me, I was in love with you, and still am madly actually. I never even stopped thinking about you for a second.” Reid stated. “Spencer, I knew how you felt about your love life after maeve, and I knew that you weren’t ready yet.” You replied. “I tried to love you, even after everything, but I just couldn’t Reid. I’m not good enough for you. I never will be. Spencer look at me, I’m a mess now, and I’m not getting better anytime soon.” You exclaimed. “Just let me help you [Y/N] please, I’m begging you.” Spencer said. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry to everyone but..” “but what [Y/N] ?” Spencer cut you off. You knew that what you were about to say was going to hurt everyone, you didn’t want to say it but, it as true. As much as you wanted to get better, you couldn’t and you wouldn’t, it was too late.
❝I don’t want help.❞
A/N: I hope you liked this! it was kind of shitty , plus it was my first time so it’ll get better over time! anyways, my requests are open! so if you’d like me to write about something specific, i’d love too! thats it for now, bye bye amigas!🎀
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FANON SVETLANA. FROTHS AT THE MOUTH.
can people please be for real for a Second. like mike shes actually kind of a bad person but cause shes a strong woman the mind of a total drama fan can only comprehend her being motherly. I think she should also be allowed to try and kill scott. shes equally as cool and awful as mike. if not more. in my dream post total drama au shes just worst because she deserves to be.
I think vito is easily one of the funniest total drama characters hands down. everything about him even just in canon is fucking hilarious. the italian superstrength of course isn't realistic but it's the funniest thing to me. especially since most of the total drama fandom doesn't even question it hes just like that. he has a bunch of random skills nobody knows about. he probably doesnt either. anne marias car gets fucking wrecked like crumpled into a compact silver ball its shocking she made it out. he fixes it in 10 minutes with his hands and a plastic fork that survived the crash. hes completely and utterly stupid but only at common things to know. he cant do algebra but he can name every invasive insect species in history documented and otherwise. him and anne maria date for like a year after total drama but he leaves her for cars and men. he tries to help cameron work out once and it goes horribly wrong cameron gets hurt in ways nobodies ever been hurt before. doctors scientists priests etc are all dumbfounded. same thing happens when he brings cameron to literally just sit and watch him work at the mechanics. nobody even knows how he got hurt he just did. camerons not allowed within 50 feet of something metal anymore cause itll get him violently injured in a way that defies all science and god.
anne maria is also underrated and so fucking funny. she records it every single time mike and scott fight. she encourages it. she bets at least ten dollars on mike. i think jomaria is so real but in ways nobody else understands. they show up to the Scike Fights together those are dates to them. svetmaria as well but in an awful gritty girlfailure way.
my person headcanon(??) is that the reset button was completely made up. mike wanted off the show and it was the only way to get chris to leave them alone.
once he was off the show he became so much cooler. but stereotypical cool bully kid in a movie kind of cool(think like... leather jacket) and nobody has the heart(and healthcare) to tell him that it doesn't actually look cool. most of his shirts are stained with Scott Blood. he acts like the type of guy to smoke but he tried it once and almost died. coughed and choked for at least an hour. the same with drinking he acts like he does but he needs emotional support to take a shot. when he actually gets drunk(after crying and gagging 10 times) hes just stupid and pathetic. he learns how to speak up for himself and he gets into fights but hes a loser boyfailure at heart. he rants to brick about a stupid pirated movie hes been watching while he washes the Scott Blood out from under his nails. he is the crywank and mccafferty boy ever but not in a sad way. just in a way you have to understand.
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I have a lot of thoughts about the treatment of women in total drama. I'll probably make a whole post about it but it's actually kinda sickening that so many fans still treat women the way they do. fanon Svetlana is my 13th reason I stg. she should be worse. she should be strangling people. she should be biting and clawing and kicking. I love her. she deserves it.
Vito is literally the funniest total drama character I think. his entire existence is so funny to me. the Italian superstrength is an extra funny concept because the fandom doesn't question it, but also the contestants don't either. they all just accept that sometimes Vito can do stuff. randomly. he knows how to make like every poison ever and also he cannot fucking count. the car crash concept is so funny to me too. she brings it to him and it's fucking destroyed and they all look away and he's already fixed it. he does leave her for cars and men. he gives me grease (1978) energy but if grease was a little bit more faggoty and rocky horror picture show (1975). the Cameron concept made me burst out laughing. literally fucking incredible. Cameron gets hit by a car family-guy Brian-fucking-dies style while Vito is driving his dumbass convertible that's made out of cardboard, mod podge, and a tin can.
I also think that Manitoba smith is hilarious to me. it might just be the Australian in me but he means everything to me. he's canonically married? noone talks about that? he mentions his wife? when what who where why? and also I think he knows a lot about genuine Australian culture that noone should know unless they've been to Australia. he has literally never left Canada but he knows everything. he says "I'mgunna run down to wollies to snag lamingtons n a Bundaberg, wunna want?" and everyone stares at him like he's fucking insane. he warns everyone of dropbears. he calls them Zooper doopers. literally noone knows where he got this from.
I agree that the reset button was the only way to get Chris to leave him alone. noone wanted to get brought back so they decided that they would just. lie. and get off of the show. Chris didn't know it was fake he did literally no research whatsoever. chef knew it was fake but he didn't say anything because he understood the want to get off the show.
Anne Maria is soooo underrated it's insane. her elimination was actually iconic. even tho it's a fake diamond she could still sell it for a pretty decent price. it's a massive fucking jewel she could still scam someone with it. it's amazing actually. she means everything to me. jomaria so real they watch mike beat the shit out of Scott. Anne Maria is running bets and jo is charging admission to watch. they make so much money. also I believe in jo/Anne Maria/Svetlana. they beat up scott together. I love them.
mike is such a poser he's literally amazing. his shirts are all stained with blood (mainly Scott's) but if he ever tried to drink vodka he would shrivel up and die. he is the lightest weight ever. brick is holding his hair back while he's vomiting and threatening Scott (who hasn't been there for 10 minutes) after he took a singular shot. he is literally the worst and my personal favourite. Jo helps him wash blood out of his jeans while he's gossiping with Anne maria. I completely understand the McCafferty and crywank guy he's also the front bottoms and modern baseball. you're so real always
#total drama#td#total drama roti#td roti#td revenge of the island#revenge of the island#td mike#td svetlana#td vito#td manitoba smith#love him! hes cringe and can do anything he wants#🪦🐕#long post
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