I realized my disconnect when it comes to talking about one piece, and why I always say I like talking to dudebros more even if they're the worst... Is, I like to analyze literature. I like to analyze the source material and the canonic information. Shipping and stuff is for fun but I see it separately. The intersect bc canon inspires fanon but fanon CANNOT change canon.. I don't mix the two things especially not when I'm doing analysis... So I'll say things that are factual and ppl who are stuck in their headcanons or personal biases will think I'm saying something bad. What I'm saying isn't good or bad. It's not judgmental of the character I'm talking about. Nor is it a bias bc I like them/dislike them. I'm analyzing odas writing and his intentions as an author and what he's trying to say and portray. Most ppl online are too caught up in headcanons and personal bias while having no media comprehension and they think that I'm attacking their made up fanon stuff..... Noooo..... You're over there playing pretend and I'm over here doing analysis. We are not doing remotely near the same activity. They don't always need to intersect. Anyways it's hard to have genuine analytical conversations with ppl fully indulged in fandom and fanon. The only group of ppl who doesn't do that are dudebros but also... They get hung up on other stuff that doesn't matter too. Idkkkkkkkkk.
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I just wanted to come on and apologize for my spotty activity. One of my favorite musicians, who I've loved dearly for at least the past 20 years, faded away suddenly on stage in October and I get hit with the sorrow in waves. It's still a gut punch.
Those of you who have figured out my main blog and follow over there have seen streams of posts of him at odd bursts- like sticking your hand repeatedly into the fire expecting the outcome to somehow be different. I can't help going into the tags sometimes even though I know it's a mistake.
Time is ruthless, and entropy is slowmotion disaster we cannot escape. All we can do is pick ourselves up best we can and keep struggling for that next step forward until we finally crumble to dust and pass through the veil to meet everyone again. The struggle is worth it, because fuck time and fuck entropy. Leave marks of yourself behind and win against the both of them. Sounds easy enough, right?
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told my brother my nic vape and weed vape are both about to die so im gonna ride that out until they’re done and then see how long i can abstain before getting a new one of either. dude then takes me to his room and pulls open a drawer full of nic vapes and asks me if i like kiwi. apparently he just, buys vapes and if he doesnt like them he sets it in the drawer and buys a whole new one immediately. so now i have a brand new kiwi dragonfruit nic vape but also cutting back on thc has been going well <3
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incredibly fucked up that we have no say in anything actually important happening with laws and everything we need rent control so fucking bad
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everytime i watch a jerma video i always put it on fullscreen so he's really there. i feel like he's not real enough and needs to be closely monitored at all times
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