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depresseddepot · 3 years
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kids who learned an instrument growing up are superior to everyone else, actually
#this is a vent post dont be mistaken by the humor#not to be dramatic or anything. but there's a lot wrong with me that would've been solved by me just. taking band#we couldn't afford the instrument and i was a 10 year old w crippling anxiety so ofc i refused the offer to borrow or rent one#i heard my mom go 'haha....!! uh oh!! careful you don't break it!!!!!!!!!!!!haha!!' and changed my whole mind#but like i would've remedied my stage fright and i wouldve learned a genuine skill for once in my fucking life#instead of all the useless shit i know how to do that doesn't do anything#im not good at anything useful#i cant cook or bake or play an instrument or draw or speak another language#the only useful 'skill' ive learned in the last 3 years is how to use fucking chopsticks#thats it#im trying to be a little nicer to myself because if i apply myself to something i do catch on really quickly#but i am....as the kids say.....mentally ill#in order for me to feel like ive accomplished something i have to do it all by myself start to finish#but i have adhd baby!! the longest ive applied myself to anything since hs was a month of korean at the start of 2021 before spring classes!#i keep saying 'ill pick it up again in the summer' but what then? i drop it again for a year until i dont have classes again?#im trying so hard to better myself but its like half of me is always trying to sabotage it#i need structure and responsibility that i just cant give myself#and w covid everything is either online or closed and like. im starting to lose it.#im so frustrated with myself all the time#im no better than when i was 3 and frustrated at myself for not being able to talk#was the developmental issues not enough like do they really still have to be a problem as an adult#everyone around me has so many accomplishments and skills and i can what? make cinnamon rolls?#all of my interests mean nothing! everything i love distracts me from the things i want to do to better myself! this is a fact!#u know ur right im a little better in that i dont hate myself for my appearance the way i used to#but its just evolved into something that is arguably so much worse and i dont know if i can ever 'accept' this the same way i did that#covid is no excuse i have no excuse for being this fucking useless#i just want to be able to commit to things why does that have to be so hard for me#im so disappointed in myself all the time#thank you to the one person who reads these you know who you are#please know i love and appreciate you and i think abt you every day and you are much more endlessly patient w me than i deserve
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camileeon · 2 years
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Hihi! I'm quite new to tumblr and i dont know if your asks are open or not lol ( idk how to check) but can i have a romantic matchup? I'm a minor :]] (age range: 13 - 16) »»-------------♚-------------«« ➸ I'm a male (trans FtM) and i use He/They pronouns. I'm asian i have short black fluffy hair with brown eyes. I'm demiromantic + panromantic soo i dont care about genders but i need a strong emotional bond for me to have crushes lol. I'm short as hell 5'. I also have a small blonde streak in my hair, its not dyed it just appeared one day when i wake up. People call be goldie bc of that lol. ➸ My friends say that i'm a funny, caring but sometimes annoying person (probably because i keep saying deez nuts and your mom jokes lol i cant stop) . I'm that one therapy friend that bombard my friends with jokes if they're upset, But if its something serious I stay with them all night and watch movies while crying w them . I dont really find myself funny but i guess i do crack some jokes lol. I also have a potty mouth and i cant stop cursing I'm literally stopping myself from swearing rn lol. I also keep my friends from breaking rules and going too far on pranks because they cant stop doing it :,( ➸ My hobbies are cooking, stargazing and drawing. I wouldnt say im a proffesional drawer but i do draw from time to time. I ADORE cooking and im that one person in the family who bakes dessert and forced them to taste it for me. I'm very into astronomy stuff :]] stars my beloved. ➸ my type is someone funny, chaotic (like me??) and genuinely nice to hang out with. I'd rather form a friendship with them first before actually dating them because demiromantic ✨. I have gender dysphoria from time to time so i need someone to comfort me or cry with me because they can relate lolol. My love language is physical touch (not the weird kind ew) + qulaity time and i really like hugs and cuddles <33 I dont mind kisses though they cool too, I get flustered very easily and if my matchup is fliirty i guess ill melt under their words :,)). I like my hair getting ruffled too so yeah. Also when Im too flustered to speak anything ill just start passing cutes notes like 'ily' or 'you look good today my love <33'. ➸ I play the piano + violin. My favourite piece is Merry-go-round of life and im learning to play it right now. I also enjoy reading books at evening and sipping my cup of milk tea while doing so. I'd love company when im doing those stuff and i'll get flustered if they compliment me (i just get flustered by compliments :,]]) ➸Thats all! I'll be very happy if i do my matchup but it's okay if you dont too ! please tag me if you do it. Don't rush yourself btw! Love you/p -Azriel
YOUR MATCHUP IS..
CAMILO MADRIGAL
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° Both of you seemed to have hit it off because of eachother's polar opposites, and that's something i find really beautiful with couples have that. ( the way you don't have to always be in common with one another.)
° you both may have different likings but they compliment eachother in a way, he'd be into more dancing and you'd play the instrument. stuff like that <3
° besides having to have differences, he seriously makes the effort spend time with you and do stuff you're well versed. Helping you out cook, watching how you draw and tries to learn himself just for you, or just simply listen to you play a piece on your instruments.
° He's also the person to need a good and strong bond if you decide your feelings for eachother change in that way, he'll be there when you need a shoulder to cry on, insists that you talk to him when he knows that something's wrong, talk with you as much as he can even though he's not good at the wordy advices and just be with you in general.
° What you do together doesn't matter because he's happy with just being with you, though when it comes to physical affection, he's the very clingy "don't leave me pls" type but in a good way-
° Surprise hugs, forehead kisses are his favourite to give. Also very long cuddle sessions when you have the time <3
° While you read, he creates chaos when he can. All you could do is sigh-
° giving very chaos and calm trope <33
(a/n) AAAA ily too!! im really sorry i haven't gotten to this sooner! Hope you liked this! 🍊
@azrielxx
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The lovely @thelordofshadows suggested that I answered every question, probably after recognizing how hyped I was about Apaera, so here I go!
Answers under the cut because this is going to be a loooong post.
01. What is their favorite food? Overall, she prefers fruity sweets like baked apples. She especially likes anything cinnamon flavored. If desserts don’t count, then a fish stew.
02. Do they have a fear of an animal? If so, what animal? Not really. Unless the animals are corrupted somehow.
03. What do they wear to bed? Pants and a loose long sleeved shirt. Might layer a nightdress underneath for extra warmth.
04. Do they like cuddling? She’d be caught dead before admitting it to anyone, but yes and that says a lot.
05. Do they have a secret handshake with anyone? She prefers absurd questions or phrases, to identify people in disguise.
06. What do they look like? She has pitch black skin and hair. Her eyes have a silver iris and she is usually shrouded in darkness.
07. Do they like chocolate? LOVE chocolate!
08. What are their good and bad traits? Her good trait is her empathy, for most things living. Her bad trait is her stubbornness.
09. Do they have any artistic talent? Not quiet artistic, but she does know how to play a few melodies on the flute.
10. What is their favorite room to be in, in the house  they live in? The tallest part of the tower where she can gaze out from
11. Do they believe in luck? Yes, and she actually considers herself to be quiet fortunate. Lady luck isn’t always sweet to her, but she respects the ups and down as a bigger part of the chaos she thrives in. (As answered previously)
12. Can they do magic? Yes, she can cast the spells she’s blessed with. Usually illusion magic.
13. Do they believe in dragons? It’d be harder not to.
14. What is a pet peeve of theirs? When the person she is talking to vanishes.
15. What was the last thing they cried about? Besides from pain, the loss of someone important enough to stir up emotion inside her.
16. What is their sexuality? Generally uninterested, both sexually and romantically, so asexual aromantic. Before her transition to the being she is currently she hadn’t given it much thought.
17. Do they have a best friend? If so, who, and what makes them their best friend? Life long friendships are difficult for her. Besides the few she connects with during their life, probably someone with the same lifespan as her. A certain tiefling comes to mind.
18. Have they ever been in a romantic relationship? No, since her crush short of died, unfortunately. Her feelings are quiet numb either way.
19. What does their relationship with their family look like? Are they close? Distant? Ect. Her family by blood, she has long lost contact with. She doesn’t really recall them anymore, besides her little sister who she still thinks about from time to time. Her found family she is quiet close to, despite all of them having their own paths in life.
20. Do they have a pet? She had a few pets in their earlier years, but it was apparent to her that her lifestyle wasn’t really suited for an animal.
21. Do they have a familiar? Not for a while, no.
22. Are they a supernatural being? Yes, quiet a strong one too. A shadow.
23. How do they usually wear their hair? Short, with the sides shaved. Sometimes on a little horse’s tail.
24. Can they play an instrument? If so, what instrument and what can they play? As previously mentioned, she knows how to play the flute.
25. What type a high schooler are/were they? If she ever went to high school, she’d be a mix of a jock and a goth.
26. Have they ever been in a physical fight before? If so, with who? Who won? Quiet a lot, actually. Some she has won, some she has lost, but she survived all of them but one.
27. What is their favourite holiday? Midnight.
28. If they could have one wish, what would they wish for? Depending on her age, either for her soul to be complete again, or, after certain events, to aid a certain someone in which ever way they’d need, if you catch my drift.
29. Do they wants kids? If they already have kids, do they want more? She doesn’t want kids of her own, but she does like taking care of kids and spending time with them.
30. Do they have a job? She has worked quiet a few jobs here in there over the years.
31. Do they know how to drive? Like a cart? A carriage? Nope, but she can ride a horse.
32. Do they get stressed out easily? Quiet the opposite, if she is stressed out then shit are really going down.
33. Did they ever dye their hair before? If so, to what colour? Did they like it? As part of a disguise, perhaps, but never permanently. She didn’t really mind it.
34. Have they ever broken the law? Never, I swear to Cyric.
35. Do they own a plant? A little pot with a nocturnal lily.
36. Have they ever rode a horse before? Yup, in quiet a few trips.
37. What is their favorite gif?
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Is there a reason for this? Yes, absolutely.
38. Do they get along with others easily? Yes, when she doesn’t tease around and poke at them
39. Do they have any tattoos? Not yet, not against it thought. Perhaps once she finds something special enough to her.
40. If I wanted to draw them, what would be distinct physical features that I would have to know to draw them correctly? Her eyes, the whites are actually black while the silver iris has a purple tint to it. Other than that, her nails, which she uses as a martial art’s weapon. Like claws.
41. What is their favourite breed of dog? All dogs are good dogs, but if she was to pick one, she’d go with something fluffy, like a samoyed or a husky.
42. Do they live with anyone? If so, who? She used to live with the people that trained her, then those that she trained. Monks and other shadows.
43. Where is their dream vacation? Somewhere across the great sea. Exploring is an acceptable vacation activity, no?
44. Do they know more than one language? Other than common, she speaks halfling and dwarvish. Over the years, she has also picked up thieves’ cant  and hand cant
45. Are they a quick learner? When survival depends on it. Though her wits are sharper than her memory.
46. Have they ever won a contest before? If so, what for? What did they win? Contest for worst sacrifice ever?
47. If the world were to end in 24 hours, where would they be and who would they be with? If the world was to end in 24 hours, that means someone’s plan went terrible wrong, so naturally, she’d be by someone’s side, trying to stop the world’s end.
48. What does their room look like? Unmade bed, desk filled with papers, pens, ink bottles, a half melted candle. Lot’s of clutter, spell components everywhere. Cloaks, hats and boots, all organized neatly in some corner along with other equipment. Little trinkets with emotional value pilled up high next to the gear.
49. If they could have an extinct animal for a pet, what would they have? Not an extinct animal, but she wouldn’t mind a pseudo-dragon.
50. If they got called out by someone, what would they do? Admit her mistake an try her best to correct it as soon as possible.
51. Have they ever shot a gun before? Prefers crossbows.
52. Have they ever been axe throwing? A few times, not their weapon of preference.
53. What is something that they want but can’t have? Her feelings to be returned by their crush and her soul to be whole again.
54. Do they know how to fish? Yes, she finds it quiet relaxing.
55. What is something they always wanted to do but too scared? Confess, though it wouldn’t make any difference. She is convinced that he already knows.
56. Do they own their own baby pictures? Nope, but she has an idea who would if she ever wanted them.
57. What makes them standout among others? The shadows leaking from her skin. Now if we are talking about other shadows, her empathy.
58. Do they like to show off? Perhaps..
59. What is their favourite song? Choir Noir - Shadow Moses Beneath the Mask (Cover by Adriana) Leonard Cohen - You Want It Darker
60. What would be their dream vehicle? Doesn’t really have one, teleporting through shadows is fine with her.
61. What is their favourite book? Lot’s of favorites over the years, couldn’t really name one.
62. Who, in their opinion, makes the best food? Anyone willing to cook instead of spawning food with magic.
63. Are they approachable? It depends on what she is doing at the time, but most times, yes.
64. Did they ever change their appearance? She sees no point to it, besides disguises.
65. What makes them smile? Hanging out with humans, listening their tales, about their lives, their every day worries. Old friends.
66. Do they like glowsticks? .. Doesn’t need the light exactly.
67. What is something that is simple, but always makes them smile? Dogs.
68. Are they a day or night person? Night person. 110%
69. Are they allergic to anything? Nightbringers and all other worshipers of Shar.
70. What do you, the creator of this OC, like most about them? Her unbreakable will and the tendency absolutely wreck havoc where that is needed. To be sacrificed to a cruel god who feeds of your pain and misery and at that instance decide that instead of caving in your misery, you will instead become the worst sacrifice they’ve ever received by laughing at their face.. Idk man, I think that takes some balls. (As previously answered)
71. Who is their ride or die? Again, a certain tiefling comes to mind.
72. Do they currently have a significant other? If not, are they going to get one later one? I mean, a girl can hope.
73. What attracts them to another person? Freedom, knowing that the people around her will never hold her back.
74. Who is one person that can always make them laugh? Drasek Riven, he doesn’t even have to say anything. He can just be there.
75. Have they ever partied too hard and their friends had to take them home? Yes, not a fond memory of hers’.
76. Who would be their cuddle buddy? Whoever would be brave enough to recognize that she is actually touch starved.
77. Who would cheer them up after a long day? Usually, she is one to stay alone, so when she is in need of company, she’ll just start up a conversation with a stranger.
78. If they had a nightmare, who would they run to? By now, she is used to nightmares, but if she could, her brothers and sisters are who she’d go to. She wouldn’t say anything, their company is enough to calm her most of the times. When not, meditating in an empty dark room usually helps calm her down.
79. What object to the care for the most? It’s not the object it’s self but the information in it. A small book with maps of all the places she has visited.
80. Do they like other people’s children? Yes, love to hang out with them and love to look after them. The little sprouts are really entertaining.
81. How would they react if someone broke into their home? Three stunning strikes? They are bound to fail at least one. Questions will be asked afterwards.
82. Does anyone make them have butterflies in their stomach? Nope, surely not, she is a coldblooded thousands year old being. Of course, there is no one in this plane that makes her feel that way.
83. What is something that they are good at? Taking care of others, listening, paying attention to their reactions.
84. What is their neutral expression? A little scary, but she usually smiles.
85. Do they like to cook? For herself and for others.
86. What is something they can’t leave home without? Her mask.. Even if worn around her writs, she still needs the security of being able to cast spells.
87. Who is someone that they rely on? The asshole who gives her her spell slots.
88. Do they liked to be tickled? Hard pass. Dislikes when people touch her out of the blue.
89. Have they ever been a sword fight before? Is it considered a sword fight if she wasn’t holding a sword?
90. What is a joke that they would find funny? -Then perish- jokes.
91. Do they have a place that can go and turn off their brain? Usually any room without much light, otherwise, a closet will do.
92. What was their childhood like? She doesn’t remember a lot of it, but she know she was happy. One of her few memories is of her and her little sister playing explorers in their mother’s garden. The years after turning to a shade she also considers a short of childhood or at least teen hood as she had to readjust and find new balances in her life. It took her a while to figure out how to care for people again when she could hardly feel anything, but little by little she managed to give up her spite. Those years were the roughest for her.
93. What are they like as an adult? After her second “puberty”, she learned to be quiet more free spirited, relaxed and easy going thought with certain events that happened in her life span, her spite towards a certain group of individuals reignited.
94. Do they take criticism well? Most of the times. She wants to generally improve herself.
95. Have they ever jumped out of a plane? Well.. Not a plane, no. But I can imagine her jumping off of a floating city.
96. Who do they like to make jokes with? The bastard that gives her her assignments.
97. Have you ever drawn them before? If you are comfortable with it, would you post a picture?
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billiefoot · 7 years
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Tagged by @mustdang-100 !
1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better
umm maybe @juniperswood @serizawascrocs @brostrid @anicream @unlikelyzero and @niczka ???
just for fun if you want!
2ND RULE: Bold the statements that are true for you Under the read more:
APPEARANCE:
I am 5'7" or taller (a 5′10″ giant!)
I wear glasses
I have at least one tattoo 
I have at least one piercing (just my ears, though they’re too sensitive for earrings---)
I have blonde hair
I have brown eyes
I have short hair (just above the shoulder)
My abs are at least somewhat defined 
I have or have had braces
PERSONALITY:
I love meeting new people (im just shy and dont like bothering people!!!!)
People tell me that I’m funny
Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me (i try,,,)
I enjoy physical challenges 
I enjoy mental challenges (i like riddles a lot---)
I’m playfully rude with people I know well (though only with a few people who are fine with it??? usually not!)
I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it (,,,nya,,,)
ABILITY:
I can sing well (cant anymore rip)
I can play an instrument
I can do over 30 pushups without stopping
I’m a fast runner 
I can draw well (enough---)
I have a good memory 
I’m good at doing math in my head
I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute
I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling ( ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ )
I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch (i more so like to bake, but i can cook decently i think?)
I know how to throw a proper punch
HOBBIES:
I enjoy playing sports (i really love to ice skate though i havent in a while)
I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else
I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else
I have learned a new song in the past week
I work out at least once a week 
I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months 
I have drawn something in the past month (every day--- its my life----)
I enjoy writing 
I do or have done martial arts (taekwondo a long time ago)
EXPERIENCES:
I have had my first kiss
I have had alcohol (not a fan)
I have scored the winning goal in a sports game (i scored a goal that allowed us to tie??? so kinda haha)
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting
I have been at an overnight event
I have been in a taxi
I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year
I have beaten a video game in one day
I have visited another country (Canada and France!)
I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts 
RELATIONSHIPS:
I’m in a relationship 
I have a crush on a celebrity
I have a crush on someone
I know I have been in at least 3 relationships 
I have never been in a relationship
I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them
I get crushes easily
I have had a crush on someone for over a year
I have been in a relationship for at least a year
I have had feelings for a friend
MY LIFE:
I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”
I live close to my school (i live on campus for school)
My parents are still together
I have at least one sibling (technically i have 4!)
I live in the United States 
There is snow right now where I live
I have hung out with a friend in the past month
I have a smartphone
I have at least 15 CDs 
I share my room with someone (i share a dorm!)
RANDOM SHIT:
I have breakdanced
I know a person named Jamie
I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce
I have dyed my hair (i tried to go pastel pink but the pink ran out and i ended up with straight up blonde for a while haha)
I’m listening to one song on repeat right now (ive been listening to lay down by caravan palace for a while)
I have punched someone in the past week
I know someone who has gone to jail
I have broken a bone
I have eaten a waffle today 
I know what I want to do with my life (its how thats the problem B”^D )
I speak at least 2 languages (i just know a tiny bit of french from high school)
I have made a new friend in the past year (hopefully i can make more soon too!)
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usefuldeskofstuff · 4 years
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101 Things to do when social distancing.... 
1. Sort through your digital photos and back-up/delete as applicable.
2. Learn a Dance Routine
3. Learn a card trick
4. Learn how to play the spoons.
 5. Read silly lists online
6. Research that thing you’ve always wanted to learn about
7. Learn to sing / Learn the musical instrument you picked up once.
8. Learn how to do the above silently at your neighbours request. 
9. Read a book
10. Wash down and clean any shared towels, mats, sinks… baths…toilets….
11. Do a jigsaw.
12. Write your neighbour a letter.
13. Learn to dance.
14. Create a detailed career plan. 
15. Sign up to a pen pal website. 
16. Search on youtube for old kids tv shows you used to watch. 
17. Try an elearning course – there are a load of free ones out there.
 18. Make sure you speak to your landlord if you have any problems paying rent. 
19. Finish that computer game. (I mean 100%)
20. Drop your neighbour a text / note asking to let them know if they need anything. 
21. Start a Noughts and Crosses tournament for the house. (EG. Everytime you pass the piece of paper on the table you take a go)
22. Contact your bank, see if there are suggestions they can make to help you save money. 
23. Able to do any gardening?
24. Write that story you’ve always been wanting to write.
25. Look up bread baking recipes online.
26. Take up bird watching. 
27. Write a letter to the person you were 5 years ago.
28. Learn a new skill.
29. Go for a walk around the block. 
30. Create a detailed budgeting plan of how you would spend a fortune. 
31. There are people all over the place trying to support their community. Drop them a message and say hello. 
32. Write a silly list. 
33. Ask if you really need that person as a Facebook friend?
34. Remember you can always Unfollow someone on Facebook…
35. Think about the rubbish you throw away. Is there anyway of making less mess?
36. Push ups. How many can you do? How many can you do tomorrow?
37. Enthuse openly about the multitude profits of gardening to the soul and the environment.
38. Research how to regrow vegetables. 
39. Pray.
40. Take some arty photos of a mug.
41. Build a den to read in.
42. Go for a walk around the local park. 
43. Tidy your place.44. Meal plan. 
45. Dig out that old game
46. And any communal spaces you share as well… 
47. Really clean it.
48. Take a selfie of your self cleaning. Share it some where online.
49. Make a stopmotion movie. There are apps to help you with this. 
50. Junk Modelling?
51. Tell people off for touching their Face. 
52. Write a list of what you can control in life, and what you cant control.
53. Celebrate someones birthday by sending them a video of you singing “Happy Birthday”.
54. Help the above above person wash their hands by singing “Happy Birthday”.
55. Wonder if anyone else had read this item?
56. Record the above story as an audio book.
57. Plan your story as a movie
58. Design the costumes. 
59. Record the movie. 
60. Contact major movie studios and market your movie to them.
61. Work out how many different words you can make from the letters in the above sentence. 
62. Practice drawing. 
63. Make your own cook book. 
64. Create your own Youtube cooking show.
65. Research “7 habits of highly effective people”
66. Learn another language.
67. Host a zoom dinner party
68. Send an audio message to a friend.
 69. Organise your music playlist.
70. Hold a singalong with your neighbours.
71. Deliver supplies to those in need. 
72. Create a list of Things to be happy about. Add to it each day.
73. Find an online place of worship. Check it out. 
74. Try some adult colouring in. 
75. Find an old sock, and adapt your above mentioned story as a sock puppet show. 
76. TAKE OUT THE BINS. (Only if it’s the day to take bins out)
77. Work out at what point this list ran out of steam. 
78. Post reasons why your cheerful on Facebook. 
79. Send someone a message saying something nice. Could be a friend you don’t speak to often, a neighbour, or a housemate. 
80. Draw a comic. Sign it. Sell it to your friends as an art piece. 
81. Draw a rainbow. Put it in your window. (To entertain people as they walk past)
82. Make a plan of how to look after your mental health
83. Watch all the TED talks
84. Set yourself a reminder to take the bins out.
 85. Ask yourself if the writer of this should have a YouTube channel, and what that would look like. 
86. Go check out asthma.org.uk
87. Send a video message to a friend. 
88. Build a tower out of toilet roll insides.
89. Do you know any one struggling with physical health, or you wonder mental health difficulties? Drop them a message somehow offering support. 
90. Declutter your stuff. 
91. Start filming your own musical. 
92. Buy your neighbour some chocolate.
93. Post a positive message through peoples doors.
 94. Lean how to make chocolate ice cream. 
95. Wonder if the writer of this list has issues around chocolate. 
96. Work out at what point this list ran out of steam. 
97. Check if there are any duplicates. 
98. Find a great podcast
99. Leave a nice message for your housemates to read.
100. Write a blog. 
101. Wonder how writer of this list actually made it to 101
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