#i can't write the whole thing in two days like i shoudlnt i dont want to

[clumsyclifford]

hello my darling bella! i haven't send you an essay in a while so. hi 😌

firstly i have a book rec which i know doesn't make too much sense but just in case you find yourself needing a book i think you would really enjoy loveless and/or radio silence but alice oseman. both very much have a vibe of friendship is romance (or at least both are very focused on friendship) and that reminded me of you!

i also meant to ask if you watched falcon and the winter soldier yet? since all the eps are out?

have you ever listened to achilles come down? it's the current most likely candidate to become my most listened to song this year

how's the baseball season going? i only ever see bits of what you say in the club and it makes no sense to me so i thought i'd ask 🙈

ooh also i had a very interesting experience recently: was driving home and someone cut me off in a very shitty way and i honked at them. bc i am Me that was the first time in nearly 3 years of driving that i used the horn. so that was fun i'm very proud of it 😌

okii rambling time is over i love you!! -fiancee

hello my darling fiancee!!!

you know i have heard about alice oseman but i’ve never looked up these books. loveless really does look up my alley tbh i’m down to read that i love a friendship book esp if it’s also queer thank u for the rec

 ahahaah no i have not in fact watched it i have no excuse for why not. maybe later this week when i need a procrastination tactic i’ll put it on. i did finish watching new girl so now i have nothing to watch but then again i have been re-listening to the adventure zone which is Kind Of a thing, BUT that’s not a show i can watch so i am still seeking one of those. the only thing is tfatws is the kind of show i would have to like pay attention to and get invested in. usually i watch a sitcom so i can just like spend an easy ten or twenty minutes having a laugh. anyway point being i haven’t watched it, i know i should, i’ll get around to it eventually...probably

yeah i’ve heard it once or twice! it’s a good song idk it’s nothing special to me personally but i like it, i know a lot of people really like it, i know ainslee’s been listening to it a lot. very exciting for you though i love that for you it’s so nice finding a song like that

ahhh baseball season ! well. it is going. it is definitely going. at the current moment my team(s) are not uhhh. they aren’t THRIVING. nats played their (my) archnemesis team the ph*llies yesterday and the ph*llies won which was a real blow to my self-esteem but we’re playing them again today and i have all my fingers crossed i absolutely refuse to lose to that fucking blood traitor br*ce h*rper again i will rage. and today the mets beat the orioles SEVEN to one which is just tragic. to be fair though the orioles are not like a super good team and they’re also not My team the way the nats are but like, still a bummer, nobody wants to lose to the mets. bc like fuck the mets. real talk tho if the nats lose to the phillies again i will just die

hot damn!!!!!!! first time for everything!!!!! i love that for you lol i’ve used the horn a couple times it’s not my favorite but sometimes you just gotta. proud of you for sticking up for yourself and your car god i miss driving

thank u for the essay i have missed receiving them!!! love youuuu

#fiancee anon #REAL talk fiancee i am doing FUCKING fantastically #there are PLANS they are in MOTION #well. theyre not really in motion yet but they are PLANS #i guess they're kind of in motion in the sense that Tickets have been Purchased #sam is insane #it's gonna be a party this summer #in a realer sense though i am also stressed as hell #i have my stats final on tuesday but then my jewish activism final paper is due on thursday #and i am very very stressed about the stats final #and predict that i WILL have a crisis slash panic attack the way i had for the last one #fuck i never actually finished watching those lectures FUCK #ahem. anyway point being #i can't let the stats final stress overtake me because i NEED to start this paper before then #i can't write the whole thing in two days like i shoudlnt i dont want to #its a long paper and i dont wanna stress myself out like that #but also i dont know if ill be able to concentrate on trying to write the paper with all the stats final stress #i dont knowif im explainng this well #but basically maybe i am incapable of being extremely stressed about more than one thing at a time #it's one thing or NO things. i am just going to shut down #so like i'm doing better than ever but also so bad. SO bad #lmaoooooooo #BUT!!!!! happy news tonight i am going to applebees w friends to celebrate one of my friends finishing her thingy #idk some honors....something.....she wrote a play #but i am VERY excited for applebees because.......non-campus food............... #lava cake my beloved mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #anonymous #ask #answered