#i can't fathom existing in someone else's inner reality

[inlovewitheasefuldeath]

im literally just like..... trying to find traces of myself in other people's lives. like. i still think about old crushes and high school memories and weird college dorm shenanigans and like. do other people hold me fondly in their memories the way i do? i hope so..

#idk just like being consumed by old crushes i had that never went anywhere #like not toxic stuff either just wholesome crushes that never panned out and i wonder if they remember me #did anyone have a wholesome crush on me that didn't pan out and now i occupy a small place at the back of their mind???????? #i hope so but also i can't fathom it #i can't fathom existing in someone else's inner reality #wtf #i think i'm losing my mind i need to go to sleep