#i can still climb him if he wants

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The musical episode.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangyao #nie mingjue #Remember jin guangyao: If you do any treachery you will face the wrath of five horses. #When are the horses going to come into play? You'll see. #s2.ep8 had beautiful music... I listened to it on loop while drawing! #Good music to chill out to before you fly into a rage. #This episode really cements how JGY's mind works - It is a matter of long-term outcomes at the sake of nearly everything else. #Morals do not matter to him if the outcome is more favourable. #and at the center of it all - he has learned that the only person he can truly trust is himself. #In turn - the only person his actions benefit are himself. #He will do anything and everything it takes to reach a position of power - not just for the power. But because it means safety. #Because it was something he was denied and the idea of not having control in his life again is unforgivable. #'Happiness' isn't a goal. We are looking at someone still stuck at the bottom of Maslow's hierarchy of needs. #Everything and everyone is a piece in a game. Bonds and friendships are assets. People are dispensable. #He wants to climb for the sake of climbing. He wants praise and recognition because he feels it is deserved. It's all so hollow. #We could go deeper into his psyche on this. #But these are also tags under a comic in which 'evil penis music' is the punchline.

[katimanki]

Some Byler flirting on the Wheeler's roof for BylerDay 2023🥰

I made a speedpaint for this👀

I recorded about 3,5h of footage of the process. I didn't record everything(like the bg, the hands, fixing mike's face etc.) and I cut some parts where I was messing up a lot or was just being super slow. Very impressed with myself for getting this done so fast and also for once recording most of it. I usually don't even bother recording because I am so slow🙃 (speeding up the footage really fucked up the quality at the shading part but oh well)

#byler #byler fanart #bylerday2023 #they had a meeting at the wheelers about apocalypse attack plans #will and jonathan are staying at the wheelers for now because the cabin can't fit all the hopper-byers #will wanted to empty his head outside and look at the stars. he made jonathan keep nancy out of her room so he could climb from her window #onto the garage roof and have some peace and quiet #but mike of course had to find him and he brought will his leather jacket because he knew will would be cold and he hadn't worn long sleeve #and then awkward flirting happens until jonathan interrupts them to inform nancy want her room back #(of course they could stay on the roof but then their conversations would be eavesdropped)) #myart #shitbyme #stranger things #what I don't understand is how I can draw will on one try with no reference and he turns out good but I draw mike 10 times with 7 reference #and it still doens't look good #like I've drawn mikes face more??? so how do I still suck at it💀

[ben-man]

Text:

"you hate this photo, your mother kisses it when she goes to sleep, she kisses it like a rosary. she holds it like a prayer. she asks herself where you went. she tries to forgive herself for not knowing one day would be the last you smiled wide enough to scrunch your nose up. she forgives herself for not remembering it. you hate yourself. you hate the way the fat on your body rolls and undulates, you know the flesh on your bones in this picture must be an illusion, its unbefitting of g-d."

"your father asked you to do a second photo 'with a nice smile this time'. you want him to be happy, and smile when he sees you."

"when they bury you it is in a closed casket, they tell your mother what you have done. she can't hear them over the way you laughed in 1991. her baby is 5. 5 and still growing."

#light yagami #death note #death note fanart #my art #tw: fatphobia #tw fatphobia #tw internalized fatphobia #tw: internalized fatphobia #I like light yagami a lot #I wanted to draw a childhood photo of him #and write about his mom #and the way he smiled big and ugly as a kid #and him having a closed casket #im very normal about him #also for any confused goys wondering why g-d is censored #im very jewish #also he looks at himself when hes five and can only think about how imperfect and ugly he looks #when he was barely old enough to count and still climbed into his mothers bed when he had nightmares #anyway hope my abnormality about him is appreciated by someone #I was originally going to have the final text be 'my baby what have you done?' #I just think he had a lot of self worth issues as teen. I mean what teen doesnt but cmon. he looks like a supermodel and it just honestly #makes more sense if thats because he has some terrible issues and also hes light yagami #he cant be fucking normal about anything #its all the mask and the illusion #not to make the overdone patrick bateman comparison #but ya know

[masked-and-doomed]

Respect to the song writers for putting out the "ABCDEF– GO!" Real. Lovely lyrics (genuine)

#I'm looking at this line. yknow how faust in strive now speaks like short sentences. few words. and it croaks outta his throat. #maybe he's having troubles on what words to use. what words mean. thats why he comes up with little to say because. #He put his energy to say. really. he's struggling hard. #so this line. is like. him even reciting the alphabet is hard. #He can manage some thoughts but it comes out awkward and messy. #grips onto him. no wonder the f.uture di.ary wiki said that beloved yomotsu might've been inspired by Faust. #Silly depressed man putting up a mask to still bring smiles. and he goes back to being 💥💥 Grahh. Of course though. #he's still trying his best. *the idles*... his wilting flower... the way he moves his fingers like he's trying to entertain a kid.... #ohhh what a guy!!! #I need to shake him.. need to comfort him.. #FUCKING GUY !!!! 💙💙💙💙 #ohh i hope he can get better... i hope his will persists on despite the high mountains he is climbing.... #i. need to see his story mode. soon. #anyway. erm. fuck zato. 😊 i don't have much grudge. kinda personal but I'm not actually angry but he is. an ass. #i dunno look if faust wants him dead I salute and i will fuckin. kill. #whatever tagging. why not. #guilty gear #faust gg #faust guilty gear #ah rambling

[toxooz]

maybe im projecting but i feel like Ollie would have a FUCKING HUGE monstera plant in his house thats taking over his living room

#ollie #anytime someone asks about it hes just ''good camouflage for me :]'' #in fact i feel like he would have a shit load of plants from his home continent that his mom keeps sending him #but again maybe im projecting AHA #like yeah he can forge weapons of war with his eyes closed and can maul a grown man to death but dammit that man knows his PLANTS #anyway i got a monstera over the winter bc ive wanted one for the longest time but i was sO scared of killing it #bc its higher maintenance than succulents and snake plants all that #and brother i aint got the remembrance or energy or executive function to be taknig care of high maintenance plants but luckily #my obsession has taken over and im doin pretty good keeping up with watering and i plan on getting it better soil for fertilization #it seems to be doing well and is even growing 3 new leaves AAOOOOO #one of the juvenile leaves even grew a lil hole in it and im :') #but i still gotta properly repot it and actually put poles in it to climb bc theyre kinda half ass put in there #but sPRING IS COMING i am ready #also have a monster adinsoniiiiiiihowever tf u spell it but same applies #i feel like just having 1 (or 2 kindof) that are high maintenance is goin good bc i can focus most of my energy on that like a pet PFFT #bc unfortunately i fear that if i had a shit load of high maintenance plants i would get overwhelmed and involuntarily make them all die #which SUCKS bc i want my house to be infested with so many plants sOOO BAD ugh maybe one day i wont be mentally ill lmfao 💗 #ANYWAY more pon ti comin soon

[birchbow]

Thank you for PoF it literally rewired my brain a normal amount eons ago when I first read it. Every time I make a new character for anything and I start to worry maybe they're just a little too unhinged, I remember PoF, and know that I'm valid and so are my insane little horny characters 😌❤️

I am so excited that you say this because it's important to my heart! Insane little characters with strong wild opinions or reckless horniness or huge blind spots or weird personality quirks or frequent fuckups they often learn very little from are the heart of stories that keep my interest and provoke reaction from me as a reader!!!!

Let every character be a character!! I have never been more bored as a fanfiction reader than the other day, when I read a fic where only the villains were allowed to be rude or irrational or petty or angry without immediately apologizing in uniformly articulate and modern "I've learned what people are supposed to say in apologies" speak. Because they're a Main Character! They're a Good Guy! But sometimes good guys and main characters are going to fuck up!! Sometimes they're going to be bizarre! Sometimes they're going to be at odds with other characters who are Good Guy Main Characters, over things that may or may not be a big deal for their characters!

Listen!! Sometimes I write a character talking shit and I'm wincing the whole time, not just because they're being an asshole, but because I know they're going to double down on it later! Because they just,,, don't think or feel the same things as the person they're being an asshole to! Do I the author agree with one more? Probably! Do I necessarily have to resolve "and this one was right, so the other one apologized"? No! Characters conflict with the other characters! It's uncomfortable to write sometimes! But my level of comfort or discomfort with the uncomfortable is part of writing stories where THINGS HAPPEN and goddammit I am out here for things happening otherwise what is even the point. >8U

#ask time! #I'M SORRY I HAVE FEELINGS ABOUT THIS!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH! #you can have cool AU concepts all you'd like but if the characters therein are always in the right and do the right thing #versus the bad-guy no-good-traits never-a-person villains who have zero character or personality other than ''Mean Asshole Bad Guy'' #then it still feels like eating an enormous bottomless bowl of over-boiled plain oatmeal #LISTEN strip it down and I'm writing a fic about two trolls who are in a very healthy loving relationship. they communicate. they're in lov #but also: kurloz is smugly complacent in his blood-right to rule! gamzee is insecure and codependent and has a nasty buried temper! #He wants people to like him because he makes more effort than a lot of highbloods to be Nice and has friends across the hemospectrum #but he gets pissed off when lowbloods point out that being near him or the community he loves is very dangerous to them! #(why would you say that? HE'S been nice! he has lowblood friends! he's not even threatening you about being rude to him right now!) #and that's not a great way to be but it IS a way to be and I think it's a more honest and interesting one to turn around in my hands/brain #WRITE WEIRD LITTLE PEOPLE I'M CLIMBING DOWN OFF MY SOAPBOX NOW THANK YOU

[dirt-str1der]

Love the thought of kiryu losing nishikiyamas lighter fucking instantly after he gave it to him. Like he leaves it in the car and nishiki is nice enough to re-gift it to him when they meet up again and then two weeks after that whole fiasco kiryu loses it again and nishiki just buys him those cheap packs of like fifty plastic lighters because this is why they cant have nice things and he hates (loves) him so much

#Yakuza loveblog #like as sweet as it is to have kiryu hold on to that thing forecer (his lighter now) i think he really has a problem with commitment. its #not like he doesnt treasure it. he just does a lot of backflips and jumping around and things inevitably fall out of his pockets #i believe in my heart that kiryu is always losing shit and taking nishikis without permission and breaking it sometimes. like yknow #younger brother behaviour. thats why nishikis always hounding him because hes suffered greatly from kiryus whims #his whimsicality. his ability to wander literally everywhere. i think kiryu played truant in school a lot #like very early on he knew it wasnt for him so hed stalk the streets in his school uniform and climb up or under fences and rip up his skirt #and knees and then when he meets up with nishiki and yumi again hes like hey wanna come lepak in this abandoned building i found ? and theyd #be like YEAH !!!! and bring yuko along too because i love her and she should get to cut her arm open on a rusty metal screw and have to be #sent to the hospital as little girls are prone to doing. i love talking about kiryu in his school uniform god .. i really ... like i just #know he would use it to its fullest like i have a very clear image in my minds eye of kiryu as a kid all covered in dirt from climbing into #gardens and dusty old buildings morning to afternoon and carrying cool rocks around in his skirt and when he gathers them all in a pile he #just dusts off his skirt and its literally still covered in dirt and mud and dust but he does not give a shit. like it would literally be #ripped up the back because hes always sliding down concrete slopes and banisters and im sure hes cut his leg open before and just bled. #all over his nice boue uniform and then limped home and soaked it in a bucket to wear tomorrow. like i see kiryu with a lot of free time and #he never does homework and is failing all his classes by choice because he alrrady knows what he wants to do. like hes only failing because #he doesnt show up for exams and hes literally the bad boy that the girls always ask nishiki to introduce them to like omg is kazuko your #sister ?? can you give her this letter ... and nishiki opens it and reads it first and its a love letter and he just gives it to kiryu like #there are hot girls in your area who want you desperately and kiryus like oh. neat. im skipping school again tomorrow btw do not tell oyasan

[littledeadling]

Writing more dincobbs btw... I have like four discreet snippets going on but I finally settled on one to concentrate on >:3

#bz bz #new ones abt what if bo-katan came to fight din for the darksabre while he was chilling on tattooine & Cobb accidentally beat her for it. #& din has to hustle him off planet & they are stuck on Din’s ship for a while. pretending din still has his ship bc the new ones so stupid #there will be pining there will only be one bed there will be showing cobb the stars 🤭 #why am I writing about bo katan & the darksabre when I hate that shit... um... just an excuse for a perilous situation that’s all :•) #also they are going to go rescue/steal grogu from the Jedi . bc I hate cgi luke & he deserves nothing #my other ones rn r: din helps Cobb do the dishes & Cobb spends the evening finding ways to stop din from touching him but it’s foreplay. #he wants him begging :•) #also one where cobbs peeved at din for abandoning him for so long #and one where they are rly super fucking drunk and oopsy doopsy #sorry this is what it’s like in my brain . my bad #swear to god I temper it with thinking bc about my own stories as well 🫠 I SWEAR... this stuff is just my break... #it’s my treat…... #ps can I be real it is so invigorating watching my fic slowly climb the ranks of the dincobb ao3 collection 😳 #it’s in the top 13% now...😳 climb baby climb I’m proud of u...

[ashenberry]

honest to god looking at people talk about the ganondorf fight im surprised i did so well as someone who could not Flurry Rush or Perfect Parry for shit

#totk spoilers #esp in the notes as i continue to ramble -> #idk if anyways still looking for tips for the fight but BASICALLY what i had going on was #going in i had 15 hearts and 3 of them were gloom locked bc alas i was not perfect at the prefight #and 4 gloom recovery foods (one 9 recov. two 6s and one 3) and i had to basically make it work off that bc i couldnt head out to make more #honest 2 god i would make more to brute force it easier #round 1 i basically forced myself to learn the timing to perfect parry the sword (never got the spear or bat down well) so i could get in #damage that way and then shoot his ass in the head with gidbo fused arrows (i had about 30 left from the quest) you wanna use as little #gidbos in this phase so u can use them to rush thru phase 2 where i just unloaded them all into him #next phase u can hit back all his attacks which is great because good lird i could not slash him if i wanted to #it would usually go he attacks with his sword -> he attacks with the mega gloom that actually steals hearts instead of locking them. knock #back these -> he attacks u with his sword -> repeat #ive heard people say they went through like 5 shields in this part i made it through using only 2 #UM. try to get through phase 1 without using any of ur gloom food but if u make a shit ton then u should be good i had to work w/ what i ha #good game! they stole my fuckin clothes at the end again <- i know this is so u can see links arm no matter what u were wearing into the #fight but I WAS WEARING THE CLIMBING GEAR IT WAS ALREADY AN ARMS OUT KINDA LOOK !! #ashen.rambles

[sagittariangirl27]

I miss him so much, I just want to be as close as possible while he looks in my eyes and touches me soft and slow.

But I also want to see his eyes go dark, and kind of wonder if I'm going to survive whatever comes next.

Either way I'm happy, I just have to try not to leap on him when he walks through the door.

#literally just want to climb all over him #it has been FAR too long #try not to objectify the sexy man #this is a very hard job #🙊 #oh god I can not take another minute #my kid kept me up for 2 days straight and I still can't sleep bc I'm so excited to see him #half of me doesn't even want to get naked #I just miss him so much #but the other half of me knows the second he walks through the door I'm gonna pounce #🐯

[adriancatrin]

i think about azula and i gasp at the very idea of someone caring about her less than i do

#this post is brought to u by utter outrage #she is truly #my queen #idk i just #AZULA u know #she’s slowly climbing the ranks towards my fave character #she’s now only behind sokka #i can’t believe i like her more than zuko but ! fr come on #there’s so much space for her if u ignore canon outside of the og show #she Can and Would recover because zuko Would take the time to care for her #i finally read the search and was so offended #it did not do azula OR ZUKO justice #zuko would be so heartbroken that his mother started a new fam and chose to not remember him #he LOVES his mom and that is the worst possible thing #jfc i hate it #and azula we’ll add more abandonment to the list but WHO CARES ISNT IT FUN THAT SHES CRAAAAAZY #fuck off and die #she experienced psychosis and has abandonment issues she can still get Better #she deserves the authors respect of having her get better #anyways read my fics if u want to see her get better #New Heights and the currently untitled one i’m working on which delves even more into it #+ zukka ofc #azula #atla

[teruthecreator]

spent all of work watching season 2 of mp100 and livetexting it to hartley and yeahhhh. season 2 is still my favorite season out of all three despite the back-to-back agony of the mogami and separation arcs

#ignorance cloud on #i just love seeing mob develop his own identity and like. genuinely make change! and everyone around him is doing it too #and w the world domination arc its just so fucking cool to see everyone band together and u can literally see With Your Eyes how mob #has impacted all of these people's lives by how they fight and strategize and defend mob #ALSO REIGEN!!!!!!! MY GOD HIS CHARACTER ARC IS SO GOOD IN SEASON 2 #end of separation arc literally makes me cry every time #ive watched it twice now and even tho i KNOW whats happening i still cant help but cry #as reigen says 'youve really grown up' FOLLOWED SHORTLY AFTER W MOB CALLING REIGEN A GOOD PERSON #ITS LIKE. UGH. UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i texted this to hartley in my teary haze but i love that part especially #because for a while i think reigen believed the only way he could securely become Somebody was through fame or infamy #which is why he didnt mind being a shady guy if it meant climbing the socio-economic ladder faster #but even he was getting bored w his own tricks until MOB SHOWED UP #and from that moment forward reigen BECAME somebody. he was somebody to MOB #AND HE WAS MAKING A DIFFERENCE TO MOB #and during the press conference reigen finally realizes like. hes been doing all of this for mob. bc he cares abt mob #and he values mob's opinion above all else bc even under all his tricks he just wanted mob to think he was cool and important #bc he had never felt that before. and then when mob tells reigen hes a good person despite the lies and bullshit reigen REALIZES #THAT HES ALWAYS BEEN SOMEBODY. HE NEVER NEEDED FAME OR MONEY OR INFAMY OR ANYTHING #BC AS MUCH AS HE'S BEEN AFFECTED BY MOB. MOB HAS BEEN AFFECTED BY HIM #WHICH MEANS HE HAS IMPORTANCE AND HE'S MADE GREAT CHANGE AND IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE GLOBAL #IT CAN JUST BE THE CHANGE HE MAKES IN HIMSELF. AND TO SOMEONE ELSE. #AND THATS TRULY THE MOMENT I THINK LIKE. EVERYTHIGN CONNECTS #AND REIGEN REALIZES HE CANT LIVE HIS LIFE WITHOUT HIS LITTLE SIDEKICK AND HES SO PROUD AND #AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH REIGEN ARATAKA FATHER OF THE YEAR.... #anyway. ahem. if i had to rank seasons from favorite to least favorite itd be: 2 1 3

[bushido-jack]

//Something I relate to with Samurai Jack, is that feeling of life finding every opportunity to push you back down, to kick your legs out from under you, bring you to your knees, leave you screaming, in pain, desperate, on fire. And yet to persevere, not just for your sake, but because you don’t see any other way. And somehow, even limping, you’ll find a way to wring out peace, happiness, contentment, love, and passion from this never ending path of pain. If you are to suffer, but there is no other way, there must be joy to be gripped with white knuckles and hungry claws, to fight for peace and to strive for hope even in the midst of all your anger and confusion and despair.

I may feel like there’s no way out, but I’ve got to keep moving. There are people out there depending on me to not give up. I can’t let these forces trying to cut my journey to an abrupt end win— even if I’m tired, even if I feel like it’s too much. When I feel alone, I let my mind picture what they’d want, I let myself mourn and wonder and wish, but I don’t let it give up. I can’t go see you yet. I have more to do. Watch me and I will see you when my work is done. But I will hold onto you for all of my life. I will make my life a service to you, my actions a memorial that can be trailed to you. In every move I make I will tell the ones I love, gone and with me, “this is for you, this is for you,” and when I live, even with tears and anger and joy, “this is for you.”

#『名誉: musings』 #『 out of robes 』 #『 meta 』 #『 sharkie chews the scenery 』 #//and maybe someday once the oppressive darkness doesn’t feel so close I can say ‘this is for me too’. #//hi guys I bet you weren’t surprised when I didn’t actually start rping again after trying to come back #//that’s because I posted that promo got zero response and felt discouraged #//and then life threw every awful thing it had at me. #//I feel like haven’t been able to do anything but fight to survive lately. been in a bad place #//and right as new year’s started I lost a very very beloved friend and pet unexpectedly and too soon #//I’ve lost a lot of loved ones these past few years. it builds up. I think this last loss was the most unexpected though. #//since then I’ve been in a worse state mentally that I probably have been since high school #//but I refuse to give up hope because that’s what helped me climb out of my last endless pit #//I’ve been really wanting to write Jack again since I posted the promo but haven’t really had much I could do #//plus I’ve been battling all this irl stuff and it’s made it hard to find much left over for hobbies #//but I’m posting this both as a love letter for jack and for those here I care about #//and to say I’m still here. I won’t abandon Jack I don’t think. he means too much to me #//I’m thinking if I start rping him again I’m going to worry less about cosmetics and worry more about getting something written #//I’ve been worried about trying to be presented in a nice aesthetic fashion but tbh I think that’s blocking me from actually doing things #//I’d like to do a soft restart and maybe focus more on the people I know have talked to me and talk to them #//hopefully you will have me back after to much time away and waffling to get started again. I had decent reasons but still #//being away does a lot to severe decent connections #//anyway. Jack means Hope and Healing to me. no matter how much he goes through it isn’t about the pain. #//it’s about the Herculean yet incredibly human task of overcoming constant and monumental odds because you care. #//because at your core is hope and passion and love. #//I‘ve been crying writing this so it’s probably very sappy and unpolished but I’m not sorry lol #//listening to my old playlists I used to play on loop whenever writing Jack or thinking about him and it made me emotional

[kakusu-shipping]

I can’t draw him but I want everyone to be aware Rappa is in my adoption AU he’s in a weird ass collage frat with the rest of the Shie Hassaikai and one time before the cafe Taishiro was working as a bouncer at a club and beat his ass and now Rappa’s in love with him

#Adoption AU #If I could figure out how to draw Rappa there would be so much Rapgum content on this blog you do not understand #I am held back by his fucking arms #A love story can be getting your ass kicked by the club's bouncer and then semi stalking him #Once the cafe opens he's a regular and he is CONSTANTLY glaring at me #and I think it's hysterical #The kids like him and he's good with them let's them climb all over him #Eijiro and Tetsu have both challenged him to fights and won #I haven't talked about the Adoption AU in a hot minute but Rappa is in my head rent free rn and I wanted to give him a spot #Bonus Chisaki is Eri's biological father but he has no clue and will never know it's just a little bonus for us #Still always up for asks about the Adoption AU

[milo-is-rambling]

Why do I feel guilty for being happy? Like I am happiest sitting in the trunk of the car at the lake alone reading and listening to music and watching movies and just being alone in the van and then I have to like force myself to get back in the drivers seat and go home to be alone at home like even if I did the same stuff in my bedroom it wouldn't make me happy the same way. I feel so bad for this change I feel like I'm avoiding my mom when I'm not it's just like memories of dad and friends I don't talk to anymore and like yeah it's just a lot easier to sit in the car and be happy so why do I feel so bad when I'm happy driving around

#i love my mom I love my bedroom I love my dog I love my house I love my yard and my neighbors but why did he have to die down the street #like dude #it's literally the closer I get to my house the worse this fucking black cloud is over my head #i just want to get away from it and the twenty minutes to drive to the lake seems to be just enough for me to get away from it all and just #live in the moment #and it's perfect. it's fucking perfect. but then I have to get up and go home cause I can't sit in the car forever #and I used to sit in the driveway at the old house parked for an hour after I got home #but now we've got real neighbors and no trees surrounding the yard we're so painfully visable to everyone I just want to sit outside but #also hide from the world at the same time and that's why I miss New England and trees surrounding my bedroom and climbing out my window to #smoke on a little wooden stool I made in eighth grade and I miss that old house so much and I can never go back and they cut all the trees #down anyways #the trees that watched me cry when I walked home from school and jump rope and laugh and smoke cigs with my best friend at the time and now #the trees are gone #it feels like a piece of me is still with that house in New Hampshire even though new people live there and maybe there's a part of my dad #there too that I'm not getting back #i can see him so clearly in my brain sitting at his desk in that house #i can see it clearer than I can see him anywhere in the new house he isn't with us he is in New Hampshire he isn't here it's so painfully #obvious that he isn't here anymore and it just hurts I don't wanna think about the house I just want to sit at the lake and cry in the trunk #like I'm doing rn cause fuck I made the tears happen thinking about New Hampshire and growing up and changing and death and my dad #it's just really hard to deal with sometimes and I had a great day today but I'm still ending it by crying

[orcelito]

Cassy and Tally have been getting along a lot better, so I don't feel like I have to watch them like a Hawk when he's out. Tally still isn't a fan, but she just kinda leaves him alone. Im still keeping them separated when I'm asleep or out, Especially since Cassy has Endless Hunger Disease that makes it so he thinks any and every bit of food in the apartment is his (including Tally's food). She doesn't really like to eat when he's out (too busy watching him), & that coupled with Endless Hunger Disease means that having time where he's put away so she can eat is kinda a must

Ngl that's the biggest problem I have rn with figuring out how to live with both of them. I'm hoping he chills out some in time & stops trying to eat Everything. If not, I might have to have periodic times where he's locked up to give Tally a chance to eat. He won't like it, but I gotta make sure she gets food too.

#speculation nation #or she stops being so alarmed by his presence and gains confidence enough to swat him from her food. that'd be good too #i had him out for a few hours today as i was chilling & it honestly went pretty well #there was one lil squabble but there wasnt any hissing or growling so i think it was playing. at least on Cassy's side. #tally was just very much like 'do NOT touch me. get away from me. bye.' #they kinda took turns sitting next to me while i was gaming lol. Cassy kinda watching while Tally was just enjoying my presence #i shut the game off and then turned to press my face into her fur for like an hour. a quality tally cuddle. #so long as tally's food is put away while he's out. cassy's been pretty well behaved so i havent felt the need to supervise him around #he did try to get into my plants earlier today. which he did NOT like me pulling him away from that & telling him no. #smth ive learned. he doesnt care about water. like at all. #he was climbing on my tv stand and so i sprayed him and he was just like '?' and kept going #so. i have to physically stop him if he's doing smth bad. i just hope he learns to respect the rules so i dont have to Keep doing this #he's honestly incredibly bullheaded tho. if he wants something he WILL make sure he gets it #and if he doesnt then he cries soooo pitifully. like the world is ending. #ft me not letting him outside so he cries at the windows as if that's gonna do Anything. #he's an interesting cat. definitely different from Tally. it's an adjustment for all of us lol #but i think the 3 of us can make it work. and i still hope they can become friends. #i think they would both benefit from having a playmate...