#i am very emotional rn

[fushiglow]

HELP I'M NOT ALRIGHT 🥲🥲🥲

it's so beautiful OH GOD they made him look so good help me please what am i supposed to do with myself now and WHY does it end on the "oh nothing" panel????

please let this mean something please please PLEASE PLEASE

#I AM VERY EMOTIONAL RN #i'm holding onto him by my fingernails at this point #and i'm not letting go until i see him lined up in shoko's morgue next to suguru #gojo satoru #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #呪術廻戦 #Youtube

[formula-red]

i literally love my tumblr friends so much you are all so cute and so sweet and have made my life infinitely better during what has been an indescribably hard year.

i love you and appreciate you more than words can ever express, thank you for being there and bringing so much joy to my life<3

#i am very emotional rn #thank you guys really #jd's wv

[ruthlessrain]

THE WAY I SCREAMED SO LOUD AT THE BIOLIZARD AND BLACK DOOM AND THE BIOLIZARD AND (possible) LETHAL HIGHWAY AND THE B I O L I Z A R D AND-

LOOK I'M SO SORRY BROTHER BUT I NEVER EVEN FATHOMED, I NEVER THUNK, THAT I WOULD *EVER* SEE BLACK DOOM AND THE *BIOLIZARD* IN HD

#sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonic x shadow generations #tw all caps #I am very emotional rn #my love for the biolizard knows no bounds #wait a minute- #could we possibly see an hd maria? a new model for her after so long- #i'm actually crying

[ghostiewriter]

NO BECAUSE @pakfiction AND @kcarreras SURPRISED ME WITH A WEE COLLECTION OF MY JIARA ONESHOTS IN A BOOK AND I AM🥹

#ghostie rambles #the scottish club #I AM VERY EMOTIONAL RN #I AM JUST WHAHSVSJSBSHSB #yes I covered my name lol it’s FINE #BUT JUST #GAJAVSJSVSJSBSJ #BRB GONNA GO SOB FOR A FEW DAYS

[exc-lsior]

“i’d really like to see you blossom” “yeah, i’d really like to visit your hometown” 🥺

#naddpod #naddpod spoilers #ba2mia #help!!!! #it’s giving hardwon and moonshine and the crick 🥹 #I am very emotional rn #but also having the best time #naddpod lb #calliope petrichor #calder kilde #Calder x callie

[lorereadsclassics7]

They named their son Quincey.

I take back anything I said about not caring for Quincey as much this is adorable

#dracula daily #dracula #mina harker #jonathan harker #quincey morris #quincey harker #he's just a little lad #named after another cool lad #and he's tiny #and they have a kid #and got to heal #and live a good life #I am very emotional rn

[ofviolentdeath]

My little brother and sister in law got the entire family together today to announce that they’re having their first baby!!!! I CRIED, y’all. All weekend Pam and I were just like “yeah, this is going to be a pregnancy announcement” and we were right and I still sobbed xD 

#outofcorpses #in which Sie is gonna be an auntie again #of my nieces and nephews #this will be the first one biologically related to me #I am very emotional rn

[sharptoothed-gaze]

I’ll probably be bitter forever about the things Purgatory has done to our fandom. We all underwent incredible amounts of stress because we thought the eggs’ lives were all at risk. It fractured and divided us in such lasting ways.

We all legitimately thought that if our team lost then the most beloved players on the server, characters we canonically think of as children, would be killed. That’s fucked up! It’s now double fucked up in my eyes because there wasn’t even a point!!!

There was no planning and the idea of a “cursed team” was bullshit. We know from a few signs from eggs like Dapper and Tallulah that even they didn’t know what the deal with the cursed team was and it sucks to know that apparently NO ONE knew. Tubbo and all of us fans were investigating and trying our best to prevent disaster and it was completely pointless.

I’ve seen so many people who, to this day, still can’t watch Bolas or Soul Fire streamers because of how much they experienced.

I’ll be so honest, it took me close to a month to be able to watch Badboyhalo without feeling some level of upset. This is a guy I had been watching and appreciating the work of for MONTHS then one two week span mentally turned me against him. The only thing which pulled me out of that is reminding myself that I realistically have no real problem with him. Everyone was just in a horrifically stressed frame of mind and we were dividing ourselves even though all of us want the best for the eggs.

I was probably able to do that /because/ I was both a Bolas and Soul Fire watcher. I was fighting to see both sides, but damn. The stress and fear around Purgatory actively made that so difficult. I’ve been upset for awhile about the division in some of our fandom spaces, and now that I know for certain about the absolute failure of storytelling that happened here, it feels so much worse to me.

#sorry gang. this is just a rant. #i am feeling what i think are very valid emotions rn #qsmp #qsmp crit #qsmp neg #discourse

[sergle]

There's something about like. A certain genre of posts / Online Opinions about insecurity/depression/misery/complaints that are so unhelpful that they wrap right around to being straight up hilarious. and it's the ones that are more or less written to the tone of "Feeling bad? That's gross!" Like, just so you know, don't voice your insecurities/ have low self esteem, because that's offputting! You're gross and weird. Don't be insecure about that, though. That would be stupid if you felt insecure about people disliking you for being insecure. Not attractive. You should be thinking about being as attractive as possible. You shouldn't make comments about suicide, even if you're suicidal! Keep those thoughts entirely to yourself. Make sure nobody around you knows you're thinking about this. It would Make Them Uncomfortable. It's better to keep these thoughts in your head where they can fester. Don't post OR talk to friends with complaints about you feeling miserable or depressed. Tbh people who are sad/upset a lot? Kinda a red flag! You are probably miserable because you're a bad person and you've brought this on yourself. If you don't have friends, it's because you're awful to be around. Easy! Solved the problem for you. And no, there is no nuance to this, got it? So, make sure to feel bad about feeling bad, but don't feel bad about it, because, well, that's just gross. And annoying! You might've wanted your brain rotted thoughts to be Peer Reviewed, you might have just needed to vent- you might've been hoping for some comfort, to get things off your chest. Well, don't! Don't talk about thoughts or feelings that are negative with your friends, you'd be burdening them and that's only meant for THERAPY. #SponsoredbyBetterHelp #MentalHealth like, DAMN. that's so helpful. you're so good at helping. I um really liked the part where these are all hard and fast rules that encourage keeping feelings bottled up and keeping your friends at arm's length. That's really funny of you.

#I FEEL LIKE COMPLAINING RN in the context of this alternate universe these posts live in. that makes me evil rn. I may not even keep #the post up. but I Needed to complain about these bc I hate seeing them #really funny and good because it very much feeds into that part of the brain where you go wait am I stupid? am I horrible? am I annoying? #before you express any kind of personal feelings. from feeling insecure alll the way down the spectrum to feeling like your life is over #before anyone How Dare You Say We Piss On The Poor-s at me YES there is a nuanced version of this #which is. you can make someone feel like shit (A Fellow Sufferer Of The Mental Eelnesses) by using them as your dumping ground #in excess and usually with no regard for how they feel and without Regular conversations inbetween #and in a one-sided way where they can't do the same and complain with you as a sounding board in return #don't tell new friends you hardly know abt THE MOST personal shit you can possibly think of. there are steps being skipped here #right? we know this. we all know it. setting a boundary is a thing. overwhelming a person is a thing #on the other hand there is such a thing as a friend who IS okay to listen and wants to help. and friends who relate. #maybe talking abt personal stuff makes ppl feel closer sometimes. just a thought! maybe not everything is Emotional Labor. maybe just maybe #but like come on. these are almost intentionally unhelpful posts #long post

[spicyraeman]

*expresses a basic human emotion in front of someone*

oh shit sorry I hope this doesn't ruin my carefully crafted persona as a non human entity for you

#does this post relay something very wrong with me #possibly #but I am experiencing shrimp emotions rn

[dollya-robinprotector]

I want to know if Robin made his own cookies for PC on Christmas?

Or buy ready-made packaging from the store😶

If so Sweet lemonade, hot chocolate, cookies...

Dear, how much does Robin like sweet food?

I left your ask soooooo very long in the box and I apologize but really, this makes me very emotional. Think about it, Robin and PC grew up together. They're poor. I believe Bailey does the bare minimum job of giving them just enough food to survive and that's it. I doubt they have many chances to taste sweets when they're still kids, so yeah probably that's why Robin sticks with lemonade and hot choco. They're my absolute fav drinks too not to mention and oh my am I rambling again?? Awww anyway, I think Robin made the Christmas Cookies by himself with the poor equipment they have at the Orphanage! He's such a good male-wife material I just want to PROTEVT DA SHIET OUTTA HIM JWKMSDNJSAKJS

a-anyway thanks for the ask UwU) I absolutely love the idea!

#I AM SO VERY EMOTIONAL RN #dol pc #dol robin #robin the orphan #dollya art #dollya ask #degrees of lewdity

[skitskatdacat63]

Vettonso x Similar Helmets

SV Germany 2012 x FA Monaco 2013: Gold & Dark Red

I think a lot about Vettonso and their mutual relationship witn gold. They're both golden boys, they're both seen lit gold by the sunshine on many podiums throughout the years, both have worn golden boots, and as you can see here: both have worn golden helmets. The parallels in these particular helmets makes me feel insane. Both are: gold with dark red accents, both have their birthplace's coat of arms(Bergstraße and Asturias), both have team animal motifs, and both have symbols to represent their two championships(You by now know the signifigance of the ones on Fernando's helmet, but I think the ones on Seb's are actually a callback to his Formula BMW days when he used to put the smiley stickers on his car for every win.)

And did you know both of these helmets were designed by the same helmet design company? Yep, both of these are JMD helmets. I know JMD helmets are/were pretty popular, but still, there's something to me about Fernando commissioning the same designer that Seb has been using since he was a literal child. Parallels, am I right?

SV Japan 2010 x FA Japan 2023: White with Black & Red

Haha I remember @protocolseben and I discussing this a bit back in September when Fernando's helmet dropped. I honestly think Seb is such an innovator and trailblazer in terms of helmet design, and you can see his influence in helmet design as recently as this past season. I'm not sure if he was the first ever driver to don a matte white helmet with red accents as a representation of the Japanese flag, but it certainly envoked him in my mind when I saw Fernando's!!

I think Fernando's is pretty similar to all of Seb's 2010-2012 Japan helmets but I like this one the most so! I think if Seb wasn't restrained by the Red Bull logo, he def wouldv'e put the red circle where Nando put his so I think Fernando did a really good job, even if unintentionally, at emulating Seb's sense of design.

SV Singapore 2012 x FA Singapore 2012: Sparkly!

Like I said in the one above, it's crazy how much Seb influenced helmet design. He was pretty much the pioneer of sparkly helmets for Singapore, right? It drives me absolutely insane that there's actually pictures of them together in such similar designed helmets. It's kinda funny actually that even though they're pretty deep in the championship fight at this point, and Seb just got one up on Fernando; Fernando is wearing a helmet that is a direct influence from Seb!!! Is that not insane???

Also, Fernando trying to be camp with trying the now in vogue sparkly Singapore helmet, and Seb accidentally completely blew him out of the water with his outrageous light up LED constellation helmet. But god yeah....to have pics of them in matching helmets from this era particuarly makes me emotional ;;;

SV Hungary 2021 x FA 2022: Pink with Dark Blue

I really could've picked any of Seb's 2021 helmets, but I thought this one matched the best with Fernando's main 2021 helmet(with the color pallet.) Also one thing, it's crazy how much control BWT has as a sponsor, I don't think I've ever seen another sponsor go so hard at having a chokehold on individuality. I like that we got pink liveries and pink helmets, but I don't think they should have that much control.

I'm almost kinda sad there wasn't any Miami GP in 2021, because I think that was the only unique helmet Fernando had in 2022. But these match pretty well! Pretty in pink!! It's crazy that their parallels in the 2020s are ongoing even before Fernando actually takes over Seb's seat. Thanks BWT I guess?

SV Abu Dhabi 2022 x FA Abu Dhabi 2022: Fernando's Seb Tribute Helmet

AND HERE WE HAVE THE PIÈCE DE RÉSISTANCE!!! The ultimate conclusion, it literally couldn't get better than this!! This is still unbelievable, like how is this an actual thing that happened!? Fernando intentionally branding his helmet, the only symbol of individuality in F1, with his rival's flag colors, HIS FLAG!!!!! Not to mention the literal "Vettono Best Moments" collage he posted alongside it....and the hand-holding....and everything that happened with them at Abu Dhabi 2022....

But god, after years of incidentally making parallel helmet designs, Fernando decided to officially tie the knot of the red string of fate, and make a helmet directly referencing Seb's. I think it's funny because as I said with two of the previously mentioned ones, those Fernando designs are pretty much inspired by Seb's, and here he is openly making one directly inspired by Seb. I don't really have words for how this actually makes me feel because it's just. Yeah. The most open and clear declaration of love and respect and admiration one could ever make. TO ME.

#all of my posts subheading should be: 'its probably not that deep BUT-' #i can't believe ive made two deeply researched and beloved posts in a row one day after the other #posts sponsored by: 12 am red bull consumption. my all-consuming devotion and love for vettonso. and my unwillingness to do schoolwork #i mean i felt a lot of emotions and had fun making it but like. hey. could you put this effort into school? #anyways feeling deeply emotionally affected about helmets and their symbolism #i think in the entirety of f1 seb and fernando are two of the most dedicated and passionate about helmet designs and symbolism? #so this post is very special to me :] helmet fuckers unite <3 #again: they say they aren't friends and don't share any hobbies and im just staring at them like YOU IDIOTS!!! #its just that spongebob meme of him pointing out the trashcans. like guys. be fr rn. you totally share hobbies #both like helmet design. paddel and pingpong. sustainability. cars. racing. european football. THE LIST GOES ON AND ON #well im glad they swapped helmets at some point(i think nando gave seb two pretty old ones as well. now thats dedication!) #if they werent cowards i bet they couldve also had a 5+ hour long discussion about helmet design ;;;;;; #thinking also about how fernando has one of seb's in his museum >:) but if only it were one of the ones on this list. sigh. #normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion #well lmk if theres any other vettonso helmets you think are similar!!! im pretty blind to seb helmets that arent rbr era tbh #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #f1 #formula 1 #vettonso #we do a little bit of f1

[hajihiko]

One of my VERY favourite ideas is when like. Family is supposed to look out for you, in theory, but they don't. And you just get used to that, you look out for yourself, etc. But then you meet the people who have no obligation to look out for you, but consistently choose to, and they pick up the slack you didn't realize was there. And it's just obvious to them. Of course I'd do that, in what world would I not?

#I'm projecting so hard onto the survivors rn #All their families SUCK but they belatedly get so much love from their peers and it's so overwhelming! #'I dont care that people touch me when I dont want them to' 'I care.' #'My personhood has always been second place' 'not to me!!' #'I never live up to what people expect' 'I like you as you are' #'I assume people will turn on me or hurt me' 'if they do I'll kick their ass' #And FINALLY: 'I'm nothing as myself.' 'You're everything to us' #ITS EMOTIONAL HOURS AND ITS ACTUALLY VERY HEALTHY FOR ME TO ENGAGE IN THAT SO EXCUSE ME #Not an art #I am so consistently lucky with the people in my life its drives me insane

[piplicious]

pip

#gott dries #sorry so many people say hes forgettable i feel like its my duty to remind everyone that he #preferably a few times a day. #why am i like legit very emotional rn

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

ough i wanna draw so bad but my arms are virtually Unusable... too much lifting and hauling... in other news i felt True and Intense Pining today for the soft, delightful, tiny pig beanie baby in a diner gift shop. she was a wonderful pink with a lovely purple nose...

#and make no mistake the strong emotion i felt was indeed pining. longing. Yearning. #gazed lovingly at her for a solid ten seconds in the checkout line #i will think of her often and fondly #leaving the diner without her Hurt Me. but i cant afford a new friend rn </3 #still i am sitting by the bright window and playing rain sounds while looking outside in anguish #alas... we were two ships passing in the night.... #absolutely unprompted #ough but really though i have to rest like. my entire arms on my desk #even just typing is making me take minecraft damage #Still I Am Going To Attempt Writing Because Now That The Work Is Done I Am Very Bored #maybe ill write some human au! i have Scene Ideas for it! #or ill continue to workshop lights out #probably work on act three... i cant decide which direction to go in with it #it'll end up in the same place for act four But. the road there... which turn will i make them take.... #depends on how mean im feeling. theres the kind version. the distressed version. and the anguish version #knowing Me i will probably choose the anguish version as the au's canon!

[topnotchquark]

Saw an old motorsports blog that converted into a BTS blog later on and since I am a sentimental bitch who's a sucker for preemptive nostalgia I'm trying to imagine the future when some of us will dissipate and our interests will change and blogs will eventually be overhauled to suit our new tastes. This is inevitable of course and it won't sting when it happens because we're all here for a brief time to share whatever brings us joy. But I'm happy that I have mutuals here that I don't know much about but I know exactly how they type and their tastes in music and what sentiments they attach to what they are observing and the cultures they come from in this world. Like an inverse intimacy that goes deep without requiring names or faces etc. Anyway, glad to enjoy the show with all of you while we are here and hoping our posts and archives get pulled up in the future to see the conversation that was going on about the races and the memes and web weaves and asks and fics that will be (hopefully) preserved in digital amber.

#goes without saying if we're moots you can ask to contact me beyond this site if you ever feel like it #i legitimately love everyone here no joke #I get so emotional when I am stressed #and I am VERY stressed rn #motogp #personal