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drawnfamiliarfaces · 2 months

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ive been absolutely enthralled by the tiniest glimps of First in @zhinchino 's Bard Randy AU here and i've got such a one track mind because i was like instantly ELF FIRST ELF FIRST and well

#rc9gn #randy cunningham 9th grade ninja #rc9gn first ninja #first ninja #randy cunningham #sorry for random tag OP but ive been obsessed by elf first even tho the au is about randy im so sorry sfdalkjaslkjads #i hope its ok its also like a sorta fanart of randy for your au OvO tried my hand in his tiny design based on ur og one #i keep thinking if randy got to have tiny shrooms perhaps first can have some leaves and vines like maybe all elves in their village #have some sort of growth themed accessories #i am currently a bit sick but elf first can save me #im such a first fan goddamn its so embarassing gadlk;adslk also i dont know why i insist in dressing him in fire colors

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rakkuntoast · 5 months

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holding onto hardcore season 4 like my life depends on it cuz i love the lore, i love his world i love how passionate he is about it and i hate how sometimes little love it gets from the latter half of the people that only stick to qsmp streams

cuz its the little details and dedication he puts to each build that makes it so special to me, the history and storytelling behind each build while still giving it a purpose and function and how much genuine love he has for it, even when we give him shit about him downplaying his own abilities he's proud of what he's built

like hell the fact that he is going to revisit old locations to add more to them its just so ausefh i love passion projects, i love being passionate about things people are passionate about

#txt post #i am just yapping about things that i love cuz yk? fuck everything i love what im passionate about and im not going to shut up about it #philza s4 #hcs4 needs more love. seeing phil just pull the “sorry q smp stream is later but you can stick around if you want for hardcore” cuz like #I AM HERE FOR HARDCORE. THIS IS WHAT I LOVE THIS IS WHAT MAKES ME COME BACK #i am glad that hcs4 canon cuz his hc world is sick as fuck and people should bully him more into bulding more cool stuff #like people dont even talk how he's a damn pioneer on builds and its so wild to me cuz yk where those came from? goddamn him spending #100 hours in his hardcore world for the fun of it #philza

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snackugaki · 1 year

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...man, i hate squawking in the text field, but the tags cannot contain me on this

ok so i’m a normal amount of normal about this. absolutely.

however...

i am also unattended and so my actions will prove why that is probably not great.

anyway, i love monikers, nom de plumes, sobriquets, y’know, pseudonyms if you will, code names even. 8D y’wanna know how I came up with them??????//?

okay okay okay, so! I will (until someone comes for me, but no one will ‘cuz y’all are cowards, I say, knowing my childhood nostalgia is doing a lot of the heavy lifting in my affection for Next Mutation but also i love camp) acknowledge and self-impose the title of Next Mutation trash lover as a disclaimer for why I’m gonna do another quick run down of Venus’ origin again. but a quick skim because a bitch is losing against her insomnia demon rn.

now, a lot of the kids know that Venus = magic, in general. however, at least to me, intentionally or not Venus was more portrayed like a daoist... ‘magician’ of sorts, but less in a real world daoist sense and more of a cultivator in the xianxia genre sort of way. granted she wears the taijitu (yin yang symbol) and literally showed the boys her box of herbal medicine (and one dessicated vampire heart lololol). and now that I mentioned all of that, I can segue into why I gave her “White Snake” as a code name-- in that I chose it after Bai Suzhen/Bai Shejing which now that my insomnia riddled mind is typing it out... my reasoning is actually pretty shallow, they both cultivate technically speaking, both work with herbal medicine and they just wanna help people. also just ‘cuz IDW has Venus wearing white now.

wao. thassit ig welp

jennika’s I just futz around with her name like jennika jenn i ka jen nika nikaaa niko niki nike nike like the greek goddess of victory. great. ok cool now ochre? no, mustard? no, gold? yes, ok nike gold it is lolz

‘cuz I was following the formula like in the show, Purple Knight, Yellow Submarine, Red King, Orange Pawn, Blue... something, Rook? Bishop? idk lemme alone but also there’s only so many chess pieces so I kept the color coding at least

then just asked tychou for what they’d think Mona Lisa’s code name’d be for as much as Venus and Jennika are my girls, Mona Lisa’s tychou’s.

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obeetlebeetle · 2 years

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when is honor not honorable? when it is prescribed by a system of nobility that perpetuates itself through the destruction of its subjects.

rue watched hob sit there bleeding, arrows in his back, waiting until they nearly pierced his lung to remove them -- all for the honor of the goblin court. for the courts. for the system that stole rue as a child and twisted them into a pleasing shape, a desired doll. for the system that has used hob’s body on the field of battle and rue’s body in the field of politics to the benefit of the system, not the bodies being used.

rue spent every interaction with hob this episode saying, Are you okay? Are you hurt? Does anything about your life of service actually make you happy? Are you ever happy? Will you ever let yourself be happy? I hope you will. I hope you find happiness. I wish it was with me.

and then at the very end hob goes, I was miserable until you held me.

hes finally able to say it but the issue is, rue never needed to be told that hob loves them. they clocked it. they know he wants them. so finally learning how hob feels, that doesn’t change anything. what they were really saying is, Can you admit that service makes you unhappy? Are you capable of prioritizing desire? I am offering you devotion.

as long as hob pursues honor as prescribed by the court system, as long as he plays the political game, he can never love anyone. least of all rue; rue who has been so damaged by their obligation to the court of wonder for so long. rue who has chosen to use all their power to dissolve political bonds and facilitate emotional ones, at the hope of destabilizing the system. rue who has finally revealed themselves as both a monster and a dissident, prompted by their love for hob, in a show of force -- they are finally rebelling, openly, against the court and the system that tried to cannibalize them. and they’re watching as hob commits himself more deeply to the goblin court, putting his body in their hands for both battle and marriage.

rue tries tirelessly to get hob to answer this question. You are unhappy; what is it for? Tell me so I can understand. and hob’s response is, I choose to be unhappy because otherwise I would be wrong.

his defense of the court system is that it tells him what to do. he believes himself to be so fundamentally incorrect that his wants, desires, and instincts cannot guide him -- the only way to be a good man is to serve something greater than himself. this belief, as we can see in his conversations with boil and blemish, has been reinforced through scorn and humiliation.

hob says, I choose this unhappy life because it is right to serve. I know that it is right to serve because those in power tell me what is right. I know I am wrong because they tell me I am wrong.

upon learning that rue dissolved the marriage between apollo and grabalba, the thing that hurts him the most is the feeling of being used by rue. of being taken for a fool and manipulated in a political game, of falling in love with someone that doesn’t care about him. but even as this misinterpretation wounds him, he tries to defend his service to the goblin court.

and all rue ever wanted was to show him that his life of service is just a matter of being used, being taken, loving those who do not love you but only what you do for them. they wanted him to see that the pain he feels at the perception of being manipulated by rue is a pain he has felt at the hands of the court system for far longer than they have known each other.

hob’s real answer can be found in both what he has said and what he’s unwilling to say. For what? Nothing. Not even love. so rue offers hob what the court system has always denied him.

honor, service, obligation, duty -- everything hob has hinged his identity on and everything he ever believed to be good, to make him good -- are tools, not ideals. the court system designed fealty so that it would be easier to exploit people like hob and rue, people that feel like monsters, people who are empty and need to be filled. rue sees that hob believes himself to be a monster, and they aren’t asking him to change that. they know that monsters will always know themselves to be monsters. instead, they are trying to convince hob that being good is not what he thinks it is, when it’s being defined by the court system.

when is a monster not a monster? when you love it. when what is monstrous is worth loving. in their last attempt to wrest hob from the court system, rue tells him they love him, and in the same breath they tell him that love and honor are not the same. rue tells him that they are a monster. that in seeing him, they finally realized that being monstrous isn't being damaged; the damage comes from elsewhere. so they ask him to see them outside the moral structure that has been imposed on him and that he imposes on all others. they ask him to see the ways in which that structure and the system that created it have wounded them for being monstrous.

in doing so, hob would have to acknowledge his own wounds. he would have to acknowledge that he has been wounded for a very long time. that is what he has been resisting; if at any point he had acknowledged his wounds, he would have needed to care for them, and hob is not equipped to care for himself. care is not something afforded via lines of support in the court system; care was never part of the conversation. but when rue speaks of love, and divests it of honor, they offer, instead, care.

this is a love story.

#just the one post tonight . sorry it is so goddamn fucking long i feel like it's just the same sentence eighty times #dont even care if it's good #brennan went you cant dismantle the courts where would the orders come from #and my head popped off and rolled away #this is just. mad rambling in response #he is SO MUCH PAIN my sick twisted little hob.......#as i just texted ari. i am striding around in the rain. i am striding around the moors. i am not crying abt it #(im crying so much abt it)#kprue #ruehob #acofaf #a court of fey and flowers #battlemaster of ceremonies

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lustrecannon · 8 months

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family business

#friends at the table #sangfielle #friends at the table sangfielle #pickman #ernestina pickman #my art #digital #digital art #fanart #i have three to four other versions of this on my computer but this is the one i prefer #i might do a variation w a red background but for now i am sick to goddamn death of staring at this #thinking about her as a kid (haha kid. like a goat.)/young teen makes me so fucking sad. god #she makes me sad in general but like. especially so thinking about her life pre shape

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owlpellet · 1 year

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when your OC is both an artist and also a simp for an NPC you may someday find yourself having to do high-effort pieces solely for The Bit

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#gromph baenre #forgotten realms #legend of drizzt #dungeons and dragons #drow #d&d #have you seen that quail with a gang of turkeys post #because that is Niram with the Bregan D’aerthe #the party needed help with a coup and did NOT want to call the devil nation #so Niram contacted the bd and was like heyyyy do you want in on this power vacuum #we need to take over a wizard tower you see #and they were like oh sick and showed up with gromph who was like #I am going to fill the power vacuum #and Niram was like wow oh wow yes sir immediately sir I don’t know you but #i am going to imprint on you immediately sir #anyway that’s the story of why I have spent three days painting gromph goddamn baenre #If I do not get a point of inspiration I will fly to his house and inhale him #Also HAHAHA YES the other pic was a study #surprise

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ishouldreallygetofftheinternet · 8 months

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Hey, yeah you, come closer.

I literally don't give a

fuck

about your obsession that dinosaurs

need

to be scary, even with feathers.

#I am literally so sick of the 'see dinosaurs are still scary'! argument #they're animals. animals are not something designed to be movie monsters #who gives a fuck if they're scary or not???#dinosaurs #this is not aimed at anyone it's just been increasingly on my mind about how goddamn boring that argument is

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finnpeach · 2 months

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bro how the fuuuuuck do you guys write sexy sneeze fics bc I just want to write like full chapter fanfic with a fight or drama and build it up and then centre it around the cold but like no one wants to read it and tbh I don't even want to read it or write it bc it takes too long and I just want my horny out but I also have a lust for tension and plot and all that shit

#I JUST WANT R/OWAN TO SNEEZE ON A GODDAMN MOUNTAIN! WHY AM I WRITING A FIGHT SCENE!#I think its bc I want to write for very obscure fandoms like patrochi//les and t/og where I haven't seen like any fics written so im like o #I gotta do some world building some tension some plot #but really I just want him #to sneeze in a tent and have a cold #anyway #I think I will trim the fight scene and post as a like. side part bc there's no sneezing and its long #in my fic aelin fights rowan for like training purposes and she lands a fuckin HIT on him bc he's slow and sick and he gets moody about it #and then goes into the tent and thus commences the sneezing. but we don't need that

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muirmarie · 2 months

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i'm never writing anything again when i'm done with this <3 (that is a joke, i'm just big mad, ignore me)

i'm not even joking tho in that it still. legitimately. needs like. 1k. more. (it probably needs like 2k, because i've rearranged some things. I JUST WANTED TO PARTICIPATE IN MCSPIRK MONTH INSTEAD OF BEING STUCK WITH THIS FUCJING THING)

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"oh it'll be like 5k trust me bro trust me i wouldn't lie to you it'll be like 5k this time i promise i promise i'm you so why would i lie to you????? trust me bro!!!!!"

#stretching that writing muscle tag #i'm non-jokingly not going to write for like a fricken week when i'm done with this fic. mcspirk month be damned. i'm SO IRRITATED #i wanted this done like a WEEK ago #i have day 2 of mcspirk month so goddamn close to being done too but like. just. whatever lmao. i give up. i'll post that in like a week.#jesus. if i don't finish this fucjing fic by the end of this weekend i'm shelving it for like a month lmao i am SO sick of it.#like on one hand yay for writing consistently on the other hand i do actually need to reel in how i'm handling this or i'm gonna burn out #like. it's not the writing MORE that's the issue. it's the feeling like i have a tiger by the tail and can't dare let go?#that's what i need to work on. hmm. HMMMMMMM.#love solving one problem and creating another problem in the same breath <333333 #ignore all this i am just big mad and rambling underneath my big mad and rambling writing tag <333333333

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dozodraws · 2 months

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you are not entitled to people's art

YOU ARE NOT ENTITLED TO PEOPLE'S ART

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#stop demanding artists draw stuff #stop whining about what artists decide to draw for themselves #stop acting like artists owe you #we don't owe you a damn thing #if you want to see more of something draw it yourself #or pay an artist to do it for you #i am so goddamn sick and tired of people acting like artists owe them what they want to see #we're not servants here to answer your every whim and desire #im going to keep drawing what /I/ want because i'm not a performing monkey #cope

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tvitr · 4 months

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Oh boy, Grusha finally got an appearance in the anime! I wonder what-