Suddently broken by the realisation that Snow tells Katniss "please let's not lie to each other" because he never, never, ever again lie to a girl from Disctrict Twelve and I'm-
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6 days until I start highschool
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Nanowrimo - blah
Right now, my project is going well, even if I have to rewrite whole parts. As of now I am closing on the 40 k words (not there yet though) and the story is going great.
But the next... 5 chapters (so around 10 k words) need to be heavily edited. the change I had made a few chapters ago will have a serious impact on those 5. How much I still don't know.
I'll be honest. I want to "win" the nanowrimo. I want to have my 50 k words written for the end of november. Because it is finally the first time I had the guts to try it, because I want to prove to myself I can do it, because it would be a victory for myself and my passion.
but with this challenge? It's a BIG challenge coming this week. So, keep your fingers crossed for me, wish me luck and most importantly, wish all the good ideas to write a great romance.
And even if I am worried? We go this writers! We got this.
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*pretends i've been posting about this on here* MAVERICK 17 IS OUT AND IT'S A SMUTTY ONE. GO READ IT IF YOU LIKE TOPPY!NANAMI EDGING GOJO
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it's absolutely driving me insane that the repeated litany, as I inch closer to an autism diagnosis, is "oh yeah it's crazy how many women got misdiagnosed with depression/anxiety when really they were autistic and/or had adhd!"
it's outright admitted medical negligence/malpractice at every step (especially since I'm only getting this far because I've constantly fought for it for months and months) but it's just... shrugged off
yeah the doctor who diagnosed me at 16 and every other doctor who has never thought twice about that diagnosis have cumulatively wasted over a decade of my life I will never get back and driven me into the ground as a useless fucking wreck of a person who cannot function in society because I've spent all this time thinking I was broken because the treatment that was meant to help had no effect
but that's fine, apparently. it's fine.
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I keep telling myself I should start doing things then freeze. Like every inch of motivation and energy just evaporates as soon as I open everything to do with seeking a job and having to sell myself as a functional adult being. It is frustrating because I know the only one that is able to make my life get anywhere is me, and that me keeps running away like a coward
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super popular well-known video game artist interacted with me
i am totally cool, calm, and collected rn 🙂🥲
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“Wow you’re really calm”
“No I’m not.”
“Yeah look at you you’re-“
“It’s a lie my dude.”
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Anyone one else living in America terrified?
Especially where I'm at. I'm in one of those "Trump 2024" areas
It's terrifying... For our fucking lives...
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