#i am not percieving you

[harlondes]

pride in LOFAF 

#homestuck #dave strider #jade harley #friendposting AGAIN. you will percieve them #art #pride #I am infact aware that this wouldve been impossible given homestucks timeline shh

[koifsssh]

WAH.

WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN??? RUE2>DMA?>???

FRILLSAND???

#OH NO. #IM BEING PERCIEVED... #oh no nonnonono youve seen me be stupid #actually im stupid all the time #WAH. #i rlly like your au... and your actor wally.... #IM SAYING THIS AS IF YOU'LL SEE IT. BWAH. #if you do... i apologize for my random postings... #ITS 2 AM YOU CANT JUST JUMPSCARE ME LIKE THAT. #BWAH.??? #i will admit it... i secretly am a big fan #SHHH

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

idk why, but your art is the image my browser uses for tumblr, which means I get to look at it all the time~

Tumblr said “you need a silly little guy to wave at you” and boy howdy is that silly guy waving.

#ask #Preview image selection is a mysterious force I do not understand - but I am honoured to have my silly doodle showcased #i am also so deeply flattered - even if its random chance I am still going AAAA #still not over the fact that people not only percieve my art but enjoy it!! #I hope he is bringing you as much warmth and joy as you need (plus some!!) #its a cold and cruel world out there. we all need a silly guy to get by #I have a hunch puffy sleeve wwx is losing terribly so I hope we can still remember him fondly from this #he’s telling you how to be a good bird: 1) get puffy and 2) beep a lot #3) eat seeds 4) avoid taxes #this is also the advice the other wwx offer you. Who said what is another mystery!

[tjs-stuffs]

my son he is sick

#pokemon rei #rei pokemon #trainer rei #pikachu #pokemon legends arceus #my art #originally was not gonna post this but i feel compelled to for some reason #i am forcing you all to percieve him

[anglerflsh]

do you ever just forget that being nonbinary is an option I was agonising over my gender for a tad because I didn't want either option and then I remember ah right. You can do that free of charge.

#[.txt] #'oh but i do not feel connected to either of the Two Binary Options i wish something could fix this ah well maybe I'm just unhappy forever' #my sibling in christ you can do without it entirely!! Why are you doing this to yourself! #like I am at a point where I'm not particularly bothered with how people percieve me #because well. yeah they may not percieve me as nb but they don't percieve magically my personality either #so does it matter that they get this bit wrong? They are getting everything wrong anyways #(shaking myself by the shoulders) Agenderism Upon Yee #like biblical angels. How it has been since I was six

[sangfielle]

really don't like the type of allistic person that exists now that so totally is cool with autism and all that except for when you (autistic) seem Strange (because of your autism) and don't know how to interact with people (because of autism) and react weirdly and say things that are Wrong (because of your autism) and then you are Weird and a Problem and you cant blame it on your autism because thats not what autism is. like fuck at least when i have to laugh at my other managers' cruel jokes about me i dont think either of us have the illusion that they are being sensitive and kind about it

#personal #it is fucking terrifying interacting with this type of person now that im percieved as a man. cause its always a cis chick you know #i am intimately aware of how being the Weird Loud Inappropriate Muslim Guy can be wielded against me. #and its usually a white tme chick too. i typed that last tag before i remembered that she may not be cis. but the danger of the sitiation is #the same whether shes cis or not.

[uniquezombiedestiny]

I LOVE YOU

#art #bella #lc ocs #horror art #if this needs any tw tags or anything lmk!! #love this one a lot tbh. hope i got the horror across here!!!! #that caption is from the red shoes btw! <3 #some rambling on this one from discord: #this piece has a few meanings so it was. so hard to pick text for it #1. how bella thinks others percieve her - lots of eyes staring at her. “i am being eaten from the outside in.” #2. the red shoes - it being a parasite. spreading and growing (it grows across her arm as you look down!). the whole fish swimming through #a river thing. being eaten from the inside out #“i am loved (being eaten) / from the inside out / from the outside in” managed to apply to all of this #even the first line - while primarily being about her relationship with her corrosion and the red shoes - could also be about her friends' #views of her. they love her and thats eating her up #i debated a lot on what i wanted the text to be for this one #one of my drafts was 'i am an ant under the magnifying glass' which i am totally saving for another time. i love that line #ALSO MORE DETAILS <3 the eyes' glow and the shaking lines around her arm are pixelated #the pixelation is like censorship. something to be hidden away. you dont need to see this

[icewindandboringhorror]

a quite simple outfit, trying to use the little blue and white apron thing (which is actually a dress I think, that I just leave un-buttoned in the back and added an apron-like tie to lol)

#self #mori kei #jfashion #NOT really but like.. it's.. adjacent I guess.. forgive me .. I may try using tags again though I kind of got out of the habit ghhj #I need to be... Seen to some degree. I want to start selling clothes and sculptures again to recoup the costs of having to euthanize my cat #and stuff . but that won't be very successful if I have like.. 15 people to sell to lol... #the eternal Hermit Conflict where you hate attention and Being Percieved in general yet in todays capitalist society it is nearly #a necessity to have some form of social network or media presence especially in creative fields. etc. etc. ... kicking screaming wailing #sobbing so on and so forth.. tearfully punching the cold mossy stone walls of my evil wizard tower... #I was also thinking of maybe opening a few sculpture commission slots and maybe Tumblr Blazing that post or something #but.. again.... sobbing crying interacting with the general public oughhf ouuch -500 HP #why can't I just be approached by some wealthy 65 year old woman who is nonsensically infatuated with my art for no #reason and gives me like $10.000 a week for food and art supplies and etc. and I can go fuck off into a cabin in the middle of nowhere #in the uk and just be left alone to work on my projects without even needing to build any form of connections or social presence because I' #already set for life and can just get funding and connections whenever lol.. WHICH not to be ungrateful like obviously I still appreciate #anyone who follows and interacts with my posts. I dont mean it in a 'grrr fuck all of you imbeciles I wish I could delete my blog!!!' or #whatever hhjkjk.. I just mean it more in a like.. I am very socially inept and my mental illness gives me severe social issues so any situ #tion where I'm expected to self promote or network or interact with others generally is nightmarish and stressful for many many reasons #and if I could somehow skip that part and just go straight to being a famous author or somethin.. that would be cool. Which I know EVERYONE #hates networking and stuff but I mean like.. on a level most people could not possibly comprehend.. I am not just an 'introvert'. I am like #doctors declare me incapable of functioning in general society very poor mental health prognosis probably should have a caretaker at #some point type Hermit lol.. ANYWAY ghbhj... alas.. I also feel weird about the sculptures in terms of what to charge for them #and always have which is part of why I stopped selling them. If I charged a fair even like $15 an hour many of them would be like #close to $150+. and nobody is going to pay that for a decoration. that doesn't even factor in like.. supplies or time spent communicating/s #etching the concept (if a commission) etc. etc. I thought it'd be better to just auction them then and let people pay what they want inst #d of a set price but etsy doesnt allow auctions and is it weird to just.. link people to an Art Ebay or something lol.. #AAAANYWAY.. the outfit.. I still love these shoes. they're nice and a little Older Style looking. always into pastel florals too lol #(everything is thrifted as usual. excited about the shirt because it's so puffy! it was in the halloween section though ghjhj.. like when i #s october and they make the special aisle in goodwill for 'Costume' clothes even though theyre all just normal stuff I would wear ghg)

[blueskittlesart]

not to be a hater but it does drive me insane how so many online conversations are so centered around sidon and yona (and link 😞) and not any of the delicious narratives that totk gave us

like why should we talk about rauru and sonia and their relationship w zelda? why would we talk about zelda and how her relationship w link progressed post calamity? oh are we gonna talk about the sheer insanity that is ZELDA TURNIJG INTOA. FUCKING DRAGON??? no??? shipping discourse over sharks? ok

not to swing a bat at a hornet's nest but it really does feel like specifically mlm ships take precedence in fandom spaces over EVERYTHING else regardless of whether the ship in question actually has like. any canon backing whatsoever. like totk specifically, a ton of the story revolves around zelda, a female character which certain fans notoriously hate for the crime of. being a woman with feelings. like gee i wonder why we all simultaneously decided to ignore the story of this one. i wonder why we really really really want to focus on this random male side character's incredibly minor story instead of the literal titular character of the game. could it perhaps be because some of us are predisposed to ignore and dismiss women in all contexts. could it be perhaps that we don't want to reckon with a woman we didn't like in the last game reclaiming her agency and healing from her trauma and being a positive driving force in the narrative and would rather talk about 2 men and how lame and stupid the woman who dares to exist inbetween them is instead. hmm

#DISCLAIMER. i do not hate sidlink. like. whatever. you can talk about it all you want i do not CARE. but when you are a wlw in fandom spaces #you just. Notice Things. you notice that even when girls are centered in the narrative fans will push them out of the way and center men. #you notice that women are never given the same time for discussion that men are. no one wants to think about their feelings #the way they want to think about male characters. ESPECIALLY when they're percieved as 'ruining' a mlm ship by existing as a love interest. #it happened with botw with sidlink fans ignoring sidlining or villainizing both mipha and zelda and it's happening again with yona. #it's tiring. that's all #totk spoilers #asks #and yes i am aware that making that one stupid post about the statue was signing myself up to see this bullshit but STILL

[lovesickeros]

mayhaps I may one too many jokes about sagau characters rigging my pulls because this is getting ridiculous now..

#I am literally at a loss for words THIS CANNOT BE REAL?????? #I feel like ive finally lost it. no words to describe the absolute devastation i felt upon seeing her on my screen AGAIN #SHES BEEN HAUNTING ME FOR YEARS #I rerolled for her and venti at launch and this is the price i pay for benching her. she ruins my 50/50s and other pulls. #80 pity. for the record. on the dot. exactly #on standard. #no tighnari or dehya or like #anyone new. no #c8 jean. for the record. my highest con besides her? c2 diluc & c2 cyno. #do you understand. C2. MY JEAN IS C8. #made one too many jokes but i dont think its a joke anymore this is literally not even funny HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN #am i really lucky to only ever jean in pulls or really unlucky to get only one character bc the chances of that have got to be like #impossible #will this woman ever stop haunting me??? I am leaning towards no. #hoyo needs to pay for my therapy after this #also yeah i blocked out my uid i dont wanna be percieved as real 🏃‍♂️

[uncanny-tranny]

Transsexual Thursday, I love being confident in my masculinity! I'm agender and transmasc, and it's so fun getting to dress however I want cause in the end I'm still a silly little guy and no one can tell me different. Puffy-sleeved cardigans with oversized jeans and my vans are my favorite thing to wear in the winter :3

Honestly, the "just a silly little guy" is a very fun place to be

#ask #anon #transsexual thursday #like... you're asking ME to live in this society???? as a silly little guy??????????????? what the fuck #in my head i am literally just A Guy (but silly) #it isn't enough to perceive me as a man - you have to percieve me as a SILLY guy

[fellhellion]

the threads…I am fucking PERCEIVING them

#miguel feeling guilt related to Gabriel and just hitting the BRICKS like agshdhjdjf god❗️❗️❗️ YOU HAVE SO MANY ISSUES #miguel hearing that gabriel still loves him/will try to forgive him and being just. unable. to hear it #I am fucking PERCIEVING #tunes talks 2099

[fauxpapillons]

Two comms for @corbindelacroixl a messy but cute Corb cosplaying Nini, and Corb turned into a tamagotchi!!!🪶

#you will percieve corb #he's super cute and I lov drawing him #clive if ur reading this ur always cool and I am eating corb as we speak #oc #commission #commission work #tbh of anyone wants their lil guy tamagotchi trapped I can do more

[craycraybluejay]

Guys pls don't make my post Tumblr famous, I don't think the masses are ready to hear my beliefs on thought crime :/

#i actually discussed my activism and posts w my therapist #and she also thinks yall are stupid and really cruel to people who likely have issues other than the percieved issue of a bad attraction #hell she even has to remind me 'thoughts are thoughts' bc i am a person and i do second guess my feelings #unrelated to attraction feelings to specify #just stuff ab life #they really are aren't they? just thoughts. #i imagined a fucking goliath of an albino snake nearly eating me but i wasnt actually nearly eaten by a snake #i thought of hitting someone who yelled at me but i didnt do that #you know? #it's really strange to have a better grip on reality than 'saner' people #i guess it makes sense though with the experience of hallucination and whatnot #you kind of have to reality check yourself a million times more in a month than an average person's lifetime #if you want to stay on top of the real world #idk i guess its just baffling to me that people with a relatively abled grip on reality seem to opt to ignore it on purpose

[whack-patty]

So guess who completely forgot that chocolate milk and strawberry milk is such a big internet thing and made a poll in the heat of the moment and now my inbox is full of T H E funniest tags but also now i can't find any of the non chocolate/strawberry milk debate stuff in the chocolate/strawberry milk flood i am drowning in

GOOD GOLLY

#i genuinely dont mind how bad im getting smoked because it is CO M E D Y G O L D #i will gladly put my dignity on the line in public as long as its a funny story later #the person i was debating with likes to scroll through the tags while im ignoring my phone #and read through her favorite of the mean choccy milk tags #right to me <3 its a good daily routine #anyway please universe do not let this one become a ten thousand billion note one i miss having like 12 notifications all about the blorbos #FR IM SURE I ALREADY SAID THIS BUT IF YOU NEED ME FEEL FREE TO SEND AN ASK and ill see it. late #the seeing it late is unrelated to the choccy milk thing #ive already made this announcement right before the poll thing #im making it again because theres a new reason im not seeing anybodys stuff #it is; being overwhelmed #in a good way i promise its really funny #but also oh gosh i have made a tactical error #i am lying in bed typing this instead of sleeping #if you read this far heres a fun fact for you; the human eye can percieve more shades of green than any other color #neat right #🟩📗🟢🍏🥗🥬💚♻️🐍🍃🌱🍀🤢🌲🌿 #green :^) #ramblin

[spitblaze]

"You just want to be a man to escape misogyny" God I wish it worked. This shit is inescapable

#spitblaze says things #the idea that men are immune to misogyny is. misguided i will say #its still there. just utilized differently. #as a method to keep you in line #anyway i am a man because i enjoy presenting as a man and being percieved as a man and percieving myself as a man #and i heard somewhere that that isn’t a very cisgender thing to do