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Have some more of the 5+1 chronic pain fic. Still from the first scene, post tsunami, because I haven't had time to write anything else yet. Most of it is going under the cut since it's a bit of a longer snippet.
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"I'm sorry. I swear it wasn't this bad when I left the loft. It was only at a 3 earlier. I meant to take something for it, but I got distracted and forgot. I assumed it wouldn't get much worse before the night was over."
How could Buck assume anything? This isn't a common occurrence as far as Eddie knows. "How could you know that?" Buck ducks his head and alarm bells ring in Eddie’s mind. "Wait. How many times has this happened?"
"Uh, not sure really. I kind of lost count after a few months."
"Months?!" Eddie assumed this had been going on for a little while, a few weeks maybe, but not months. "Does anyone else know about this?"
"No! And you can't tell them. I don't need them all constantly worried about whether I'm ok and can do my job. I'm pretty sure the brass is close to writing me off as a lost cause. Please, Eddie, keep this between us."
Eddie is filled with several conflicting emotions. Anger. At the higher ups for leading Buck to believe that he has to prove himself. And at himself, with a hint of guilt, for not noticing anything was going on sooner. But mostly at the stupid kid who blew up the truck and inflicted so much pain onto Buck.
Sadness for how much Buck has suffered completely alone. Relief that Buck has finally told him. Worry about how Buck will manage if it happens at work. Concern that if it does, Buck will grin and bare it in an effort to keep doing the job he loves. Fear that Buck will overestimate or overextended himself on a bad day and end up in worse shape. It's that last thought that has him giving Buck an answer he'll probably come to regret. "Ok, I won't say anything."
Buck's relief is a tangible thing from the loosening of muscles and the forceful exhale escaping his lips. "Thank you, Eddie."
"On one condition."
Buck looks at him wearily. "Which is?"
"You tell me when it happens." Buck's eyes squint in disbelief, no doubt about to question why Eddie would want to know about his pain. Eddie holds up a hand to stop him before he starts. "You're my best friend. I want to know when you're in pain and what I can do to help."
Buck's eyes are narrowed further, head cooked to the side as he evaluates Eddie’s request. After a few moments, Buck asks, "That's it?"
Eddie’s answer is immediate. "That's it." He watches Buck's face run through a few complicated emotions, wishing he could crawl inside Buck's brain and yell that he deserves support and help as mich as anyone else. But since he can't do that, Eddie stares unwavering at Buck, willing him to understand that this condition is meant for his own good.
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✨PUNZBLR AND FRIENDS SECRET SANTA✨
hello everyone! since there seems to be a few people interested here's the sign ups for this year's punzblr and friends secret santa!
sign ups will be open until 26.11.2023 at midnight CET, i will dm you your exchange person asap after!
please have your presents posted or sent to your person by the end of the year, if you need to pull out of the event or you can't make this deadline contact me so i can figure something out or get in contact with your recipient!
please keep in mind that this is open to everyone! you do not need to be someone who routinely creates these things, this is not about creating a masterpiece as much as it is about coming together and having a community event!
this also isn't exclusive to punz mains or punz focused blogs, as long as you're punz positive you're welcome to join!
creating something punz focused is encouraged but not required, punz related themes or punz adjacent people are also fine! overall i encourage you to just check out the person's blog and see what you think they might like and then go from there!
feel free to contact me with any issues! no matter what it is i will do my very best to figure it out so things can go smoothly!
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the scene where izzy is talking to stede about the knives is such a good display of his character development. not only has he previously shown that he cares about the crew, and feels responsible for their safety; he actively stepped up instead of trying to kill himself again he saved that bullet to prevent ed from killing the whole crew, but he also acknowledges that he hurt ed (despite my disagreement with him that ed’s entire emotional state was caused by stede and izzy—thats a whole other can of worms regarding personal responsibility and mental illness and autonomy). I’m not sure if this is new character development for him, or if this was consistent from the start, and as we know, aspects of the previous season’s image of izzy will be somewhat divorced from how he usually behaves due to his emotional state. I didn’t particularly see him as a character who wouldn’t accept responsibility, but he has lied previously. not that it did him any good.
it seems entirely consistent to me that him lying initially about ed’s death (alongside the crew who initiated that lie) was due to his stated goal of wanting to avoid any more harm to the crew. He, at this point is only barely back from suicidality. I think the crew is holding him together quite a bit, and he wants to protect them as fiercely as he did edward.
i hope that we will get some flashbacks to him and the crew bonding, or his attitude shifting, but imo, the way he’s been shown to try to protect the crew, standing up to blackbeard directly and redirecting the attention to himself, shows he does really care.
I love that he isn’t and has never been a one-note, one-dimensional villain who selfishly only exists for himself and is actually a nuanced character with layers, things he is working on improving. None of them are “good guys”, really. because they’re people and contain multitudes. but the whole point of the story is about personal growth and escaping unhealthy dynamics and relationships and healing and how beneficial community is to all of that. I think the show is doing very well at portraying that and most people will see and understand the points being made.
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OOC;; ALSO SHAKING THE DASH-- There will be a small wedding event for Emmet and Dulse ( shepherd-tothestars ) held on Discord soon :3c Emmet would invite anyone and everyone, especially his friends but straight-up strangers too, so if we are mutuals, please save the hypothetical date! :D
Emmet will be holding small booths to hand wedding gifts to the guests, and there will be random events that will excite and definitely not worry any muses :3c Details will be coming soon.
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The Wild have a matinee home game on my birthday so I was planning to make a day trip up to the cities as a treat, but my skating club has decided to put our winter show that day and skipping it is absolutely not an option unless I want to spend the next 8-9 months being guilt-tripped by a tiny Russian woman.
And Iowa’s on the road that weekend so I can’t even go see my local boys as a birthday treat 😔
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Aaah had the last show of a music project today, very fun~
I feel...i have grown a little ovo
Somehow i manage the nervousness before and during a show a little better and get back on track (better) when i mess up
My piano playing hmmm it could be much better!! (my runs...) More free. I cling onto written notes with my life, could spread my wings more in that area. I play definitely more confident tho! Which is gud. Holding tempo has...improved! It's not superb xp but it's better.
As a musician overall i think i have grown compared to last time, that makes me quite content :]
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Chapters: 6/?
Fandom: Naruto
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto
Characters: Uzumaki Naruto, Uchiha Sasuke
Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Healing, Uchiha Sasuke Has Issues, hot damn what a tag that is, Uchiha Sasuke Needs a Hug, Uchiha Sasuke-centric, Uzumaki Naruto Needs a Hug, Eventual Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Comfort/Angst, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, POV Third Person Limited, POV Uchiha Sasuke, Idiots in Love, Hokage Uzumaki Naruto, Friendship/Love, Post-War, Post-VOTE2, no kids or new gen marriages, Work In Progress
Summary: Sasuke has spent three years trying to figure out how to live on his own. Maybe it’s time to try something different.
WIP. Future SNS, updated once a month. Canonverse. Rating may change!
Made it in time!!! Here’s your chapter for Two is a Crowd this month, I really hope you all like it :) As always, if you want to read anything else I’ve got going on, you can find all my links here!
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