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kpop masterlist
🍓 = fluff themes
❄️ = angst themes
🚧 = smut themes
🤸‍♀️ = slice of life / bish idek what theme this is
🚀 = crack fic themes
🎩 = dark and/or violent themes
🏩 = genre fic, i.e. mystery, horror, fantasy, etc
🍳 = slow burn
🦕 = personal favorite
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A.C.E.
Memory | 🍓❄️🦕 Kim Byeongkwan x Reader + Park Junhee x Reader (University AU) [Blurb]
Ateez
Only One | 🍓❄️❄️❄️🍳🦕 CEO!Choi San x Reader
BigBang
It’s An Act [WBU I] | ❄️ Choi Seunghyun (TOP) x Reader
Smoke | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Choi Seunghyun (TOP) x Reader
BTS
Runaway | 🍓❄️🏩 Mafia!Kim Seokjin (Jin) x Reader (Mafia AU) Preview 1 2 3 4 x
Mah Boyfriend | 🍓🍓🤸‍♀️🦕 Jung Jungkook x Idol!Reader
BTOB
Hidden Heart | 🍓🍓🍓🤸‍♀️🚀🍳 Lee Minhyuk (HUTA) x Idol!Reader [Headcanon]
Day6
A University Dilemma | 🤸‍♀️ Kang Younghyun (Young-K) x Reader (Univeristy AU)
What A Joke | ❄️ Kang Younghyun (Young K) x Reader + Park Jaehyung x Reader (University AU) [Blurb]
So... Haha... I Like You | 🍓🦕 Park Jaehyung x Reader (Fake Dating AU)
EXO
Wheel Of Fortune | 🍓🍳🚀 Park Chanyeol x Reader [Headcanon]
Welcome To The Jungle | 🚀🚀🚀🏩 Park Chanyeol & Oh Sehun (Jungle AU)
Maybe We Still Have A Shot [WBU III] | 🍓🍓🏩 CatHybid!Oh Sehun x Reader (University AU)
Unrequited Attraction | 🚧🏩🍳🦕 Mafia!Kim Jongdae (Chen) x Retail Worker!Reader
Color Palette | 🍓 Byun Baekhyun x Reader [Blurb]
Brown Leaves | 🍓 Kim Jongin (Kai) x Reader (University AU)
GOT7
One Million In One Day | 🍓🍓❄️❄️🍳 Sugar Daddy!Jackson Wang x Reader Preview ~ Alternate Moodboard ~ Moodboard Teaser  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 
Car Rides | 🍓 Jackson Wang x Reader [Blurb]
Juice Box | 🍓🚀🏩🦕 Kunpimook Bhuwakul Bambam x Reader [Blurb] (Pre-Schooler AU)
Somewhere In Between | ❄️❄️Civil Engineer!Park Jinyoung x Reader + Architect!Henry Lau x Reader
Trading Secrets | 🍓🍓 Kim Yugyeom x WangSis!Reader
JYJ
Winning Losses | ❄️ Kim Jaejoong x Idol!Reader
Monsta X
Introspect | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Lee Jooheon x Reader [Blurb]
Letting Off Steam | 🤸‍♀️ Lee Hoseok (Wonho) x ArtStudent!Reader (University AU)
NCT
Seventeen
December Dates | 🍓🚀 bf!Seventeen x Reader [Headcanon]
The Stroke Of Midnight | 🍓❄️🏩🦕 Mafia!Kwon Soonyoung (Hoshi) x Reader
Here's My Problem: I Can't Get You Out Of My Head | ❄️❄️❄️🎩🎩🎩🏩🍳🦕 Detective!Jeon Wonwoo x Actress!Reader
10 Ways To Get Over Gyu | 🍓❄️❄️❄️🍳🍳🦕 Kim Mingyu x Reader + others (Childhood AU)
Half Of My Heart | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️🍳 Kim Mingyu x Reader + Jeon Wonwoo x Reader (CEO AU)
On A Thread | ❄️❄️ CEO!Joshua Hong (Hong Jisoo) x Nurse!Reader
SF9
A Final Offering | 🍓🍓❄️🏩🦕 Deity!Kim Inseong & Child!Reader + Baek Juho (Zuho) x Mom  
What Does It Mean? | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️ Kim Inseong x Reader + Lee Jaeyoon x Reader (University AU) 
16th Floor | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Kim Seokwoo (Rowoon) x Reader (Office AU)
SHINee
Understand This |❄️ Choi Minho x Reader I Don’t Understand [Understand This II] | ❄️ Choi Minho x Reader
It’s All A Big Joke [WBU II] | ❄️ Lee Taemin x Reader
Th-that’s Not | ❄️❄️🚧🦕 Lee Taemin x Reader Regrets [Th-that’s Not II] | ❄️ Lee Taemin x Reader
Angel Bride | ❄️🚧🏩🦕 Pirate!Lee Taemin x Reader
Noona, You're So Pretty | 🍓 Lee Taemin x Noona!Reader
Stray Kids
Professional Boundaries | 🍓❄️🚧🦕 CEO!Bang Chan x Pre-School Teacher!Reader + CEO!Hwang Hyunjin x Pre-School Teacher!Reader 1 2 3 4 
Bootylicious | 🍓🚀 Bang Chan x Idol!Reader
Super Junior
The Soup | 🍓🍓🚀🚀 SuJu x SuJu Maknae!Reader [Headcanon]
Secrets Of A Maknae | 🍓🚀🚀 Kim Heechul x SuJuMaknae!Reader
The Boyz
Gentle With Me | 🍓🍓🤸‍♀️ Lee Sangyeon x Reader
TVXQ!
Pitter-Patter | 🍓 Jung Yunho (U-Know) x Reader (Pre-School Teacher AU)
The Art Of Deception | ❄️🎩🏩 Shim Changmin x Reader (Secret Agent/Spy AU)
TXT
Forget About It | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️🍳🦕 Choi Soobin x Reader (University AU)  
WINNER
I’m Not Playing | 🍓❄️❄️ Gangster!Song Minho (Mino) x Reader 1 2 3 
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flurrys-creativity · 1 year
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Knocking on Devil’s door
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Pairing: Huta/Lee Minhyuk (BtoB) x Fem!Reader; Genre: Fantasy AU, SMUT, some fluff, some humour, a sprinkle of angst; Rating: MDNI, nsfw, 18+; Warnings: Devil!Huta, an extremely superstitious town, breaking several superstitions on purpose, half naked Huta, later naked Huta for obvious reasons, unprotected sex, face-f*cking/oral (m receiving/doing), slight bondage as in hands are chained, riding, penetrative sex, Huta calls the reader darling and good girl, biting too... that should be it; Wordcount: 2.468
Event: Fright Night: A K-Vanity Event; Chosen Door: Beauty Door 
Summary: Wanting to fight all superstitions you crafted a meticulous plan. To your surprise though it teleported you to the devil himself.
A/N: This man got some noice pecs.... ngl... had to appreciate them.. enjoy this one shot!
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One minute you sat peacefully in your living room and the next you found yourself surrounded by colourful flames and a half naked man in front of you, scolding you in a frustrated tone.
Your day started like any other day as well until you stepped outside of your apartment. The little town that usually appeared quiet and peaceful, now seemed to be void of any life. Windows had been sealed with wooden planks, religious prayers got scribbled above doorways and none of the shops were open.
You already had a feeling, which got only confirmed once you checked your calendar on your mobile phone. Friday the 13th. A deep sigh escaped your lips while you trotted further down the street. How could one little town be so superstitious?
As a child you hadn’t really noticed it before but now as an independent adult all your memories pieced together like a major puzzle. Old women that screamed whenever a black cat ran across their paths. Your mother, who nearly fainted when you knocked over the salt container. Your father, who got down on his knees and started praying after he broke a mirror. Your old maths teacher, who almost got a heart attack after you said you liked the number 13 the most. All these incidents played into the heavy superstition puzzle that was your hometown.
You sighed again when you saw an elderly couple peak outside their window. Their faces twisted from judging to fear once they realised you noticed them. You raised your hand and waved at them with a forced smile, only for them to rush away from the window, leaving you shaking your head in disbelief.
The whole town refused to do anything or even leave the safety of their homes on a day like this. It was possible after all since the next hospital and police station were a town over. Otherwise such behaviour could be troublesome.
It was still troublesome in your opinion since you weren’t able to get anything done unless you rode over to the next town.
You grabbed your phone and messaged your friend group, hoping they would ignore the date and were willing to meet up with you. To your dismay they declined almost immediately. When your phone started vibrating from your best friend calling you, a shimmer of hope blossomed within your chest.
“Are you crazy?” They shouted into the receiver the second you picked up. “Have you seen the date? Nothing good will happen today!”
You rolled your eyes. “Oh come on, it’s a day like every other day too. One number won’t change what will happen.”
They quickly shushed you, scolding you again for saying something like that out loud. 
“Do you really believe Friday the 13th will stop bringing misfortune to people when they stay at home? As if their four walls are some sort of protective barrier?”
“With the right preparations, of course!”
You huffed in frustration. “I really can’t with you people. I’m going home again.”
An ear-piercing scream sounded from your phone and you winced in pain, holding it away from your ear with a frown.
“YOU ARE OUTSIDE?! WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO YOU?”
“What should have gotten into me?” You asked with a provocative tone, your last strand of patience finally snapped. “I have enough with this shit! I’m going to prove to all of you that you’re just huge idiots for believing this!” With that you cut the call and stalked back home.
As soon as you arrived inside your apartment you rushed to your notebook, searching for a list of superstitions. You opened several websites, scanning over the content. Satisfied with what you read you grabbed a piece of paper and a pencil, scribbling down any superstition you were able to pull off inside your living room.
Half an hour later you had pushed all your furniture towards the walls and sat in the middle of your living room with several things littering the floor around you. You checked your list once more before you nodded with a satisfied smirk on your lips.
“13, 4, 666, 9, 17, 39.” You repeated those numbers over and over again, while you knocked a container of salt over, opened a small ladder and crawled underneath it whenever possible, pinned a horseshoe upside down against a wooden plank, purposefully broke a mirror, placed your shoes on your couch table and opened an umbrella.
You sat down on your floor again, looking around and waiting for anything to happen. Feeling your impatience growing, you grabbed a pen and started drawing pentagrams on your bare skin while babbling some latin phrases you remembered from watching Supernatural.
“WHAT?”
You jumped in surprise and looked up from your arm. Somehow your living room had vanished. Instead it got replaced by a large, empty and dark room. Except for the colourful flames dancing along the walls. 
“For fuck’s sake!”
Your eyes jumped to a man standing across from you with his hands stemmed into his side and a furious glare pointed at you. You gulped audibly as your eyes roamed his naked upper body.
“What do you want?”
You blinked several times and tilted your head to one side, a confused frown appearing on your face.
The man sighed deeply and ran a hand through his hair. He paced around in front of you before he walked to an altar behind him and grabbed a white jacket. He put it on and walked back to you, crouching down right in front of you with a piercing gaze. “Within the last ten minutes you did quite a lot to get my fucking attention. Now you have it. So what do you want?”
“Your attention?” You shook your head and tried to wrap your mind around whatever just happened. “Who even are you?”
He scoffed in disbelief. “I have many names. Some worship me as a god, others fear me as their devil. But you can call me Huta. So what would I be to you? God or devil? ” He looked down at your body, smirking when he saw your pentagram littered skin. “Devil it seems. It’s been a while since someone worshipped me as a devil. It’s been even longer to have someone so devoted to me.”
You quickly raised a hand to stop him from talking, shaking your head once more. “Hold up, are you implying that breaking every superstition from whichever country or religion that exists is a direct message to you?”
His head swayed from side to side, contemplating your question. “More like someone knocking - no - hammering at my front door, desperately crying for me to open it.”
“So superstitions are real?!” You blurt out with wide eyes, staring at the overly handsome man with disbelief.
“Depends on your definition, darling.”
“Bringer of bad luck and misfortune?” You asked, voice slightly breaking at the end. You quickly cleared your throat and looked somewhere else, feeling somewhat jittery with his intense gaze on you.
Huta laughed loudly, throwing his head back from the force. “No, superstitions are definitely not that. They are more like a friendly knock on my door. Except for your actions, darling. Like I said, you’ve been basically hammering desperately on my door, begging for me.”
You pursed your lips. “Sorry about that”, you mumbled in a hushed tone, still refusing to look back at Huta. “I just wanted to prove to my town that they’re falsely afraid of superstitions.”
“No bad luck or misfortune happened to you, did it now?” Huta grabbed your chin and turned your head to face him again, smirking in satisfaction when he saw your star-struck gaze. “This should be proof enough, don’t you think darling? Unless meeting me was bad luck.”
You quickly shook your head, licking over your lips when Huta’s smirk grew even wider. You noticed how his eyes dropped to your lips and back up again.
“Since we cleared all the misunderstandings, I have one more question for you, darling.” He paused, his thumb rubbing over your lower lip. “Do you want to get back home or do you want something else before that?”
Your eyes widened slightly and your breath hitched upon the thought that formed inside your mind.
“It’s alright. Don’t be shy”, Huta whispered, his gaze dropping to your lips once again. “What do you want?”
“You.” The word was barely above a whisper and filled with desire and want. 
Within a second you were on your back and Huta hovered above you. His eyes darkened with lust as he lowered himself down on you. He nosed along your neck, taking a deep breath in, while he rolled his pelvis against your lower body. Huta didn’t need to do much to drive you crazy and needy for him. Your reactions amplified his desire to take you right then and there.
Your hands wandered underneath his jacket, following every curve of his chest and along his smooth and golden skin. You pushed his jacket off of his shoulders, almost salivating when he eagerly followed your silent request and threw the piece of clothing somewhere into the room before he immediately turned back to you.
Huta basically ripped your clothes off of your body, his lips instantly worshipping every spot of bare skin. He gently bit into the drawn pentagrams on your skin, eliciting even stronger moans from you than before. “That’s it darling”, he purred against your skin, “let me hear you.” His fingers wandered along your sides, leaving hot trails on your body.
“Please”, you whimpered and arched your back, needing more than simple touches and kisses. You grabbed his lower arms, trying desperately to ground yourself with the building pleasure inside of you.
“What do you want, darling?” Huta pried your hands from his arms and pinned them above your head, leaning down to your lips and kissing you deeply. 
Once he broke away and you gasped for air, you tried to form a coherent sentence. His free hand sliding down to your thighs and pushing them apart, didn’t help you though. “I - I want you-u!” Your voice broke at the end, feeling his hard cock pressing against your folds. 
“You have me, darling.”
“Want you inside”, you whined and wriggled your hips, wishing Huta would slide inside of you. A soft gasp escaped your lips when the tip of his cock brushed along your clit, sending electric waves through your whole body.
“Be a good girl for me and you’ll get what you want, darling.” Huta snickered lightly against your neck, nibbling and biting your soft skin, while he rolled his hips against your core, driving you more and more crazy.
“I will! I promise I will! I’ll be a good girl”, you cried, begging him for more.
Huta snapped with his fingers, now sitting on a throne with you standing right before him, hands chained above your head. He leisurely stroked his shaft as his eyes roamed over your naked form, smirking at your disoriented look. “Kneel”, he murmured, grinning how quickly you followed his demand despite the low volume of his voice. “Open wide.”
You opened your mouth and pushed your tongue out, eager to please him. One string of saliva dripped from the tip of your tongue and landed on your chest. You saw Huta’s dick twitch from it and heard the low rumble inside of his chest. 
Huta leaned on one hand, watching you intently, while his other hand cupped your face. His thumb ran soft circles across your cheek before his hand moved to your neck and pulled you forward down on his cock. He groaned in pleasure, his hips momentarily thrusting forward and making you gag. “Shit, that’s it darling. Just stay still.” Huta’s grip on your neck tightened to hold you in place as his hips started to thrust slowly into your wet cave. 
You tried to breathe through your nose as best as you could. Still, tears welled up in your eyes and spilled over your cheeks. You gagged around his cock whenever he hit the back of your throat. More saliva dripped down your chin and ran down your chest, leaving wet and slowly cooling trails behind. You wished to touch yourself, feeling how your clit yearned for some friction but with your hands chained above your head you could do nothing but clench and unclench your thighs.
Huta pulled you off with a deep moan, his dark eyes appreciating your fucked out face. “Good girl”, he mumbled and pulled you up on your feet, beckoning to straddle his lap. He still leaned his head on one hand and watched your every movement like a predator. Huta aligned his dick with your entrance before he asked you to lower yourself down on him.
You immediately moaned and a quiver ran through your whole body when you felt his cock push inside of you, splitting your walls open. 
Huta moved his hand from his shaft to your hips, giving you a moment to adjust before he guided your rhythm to ride him. Every now and then while you moved upwards he’d thrust into you, giving you another layer of pleasure. He watched your face - how your eyes closed and mouth hung open, how broken moans and whimpers escaped your throat, how your eyebrows furrowed whenever he hit the right spot inside of you. And for once he wanted to give someone his all. Huta halted your movements and sat straight, placing his second hand on your hips as well. “I want you to scream my name, darling”, he whispered with a smirk before he started a relentless pace thrusting into you.
Your fingers grabbed the chain that held you up, knuckles turning white from the force behind it. Your moans momentarily lost volume as the air got knocked out of your lungs but with the continued onslaught from Huta your moans soon enough turned into screams of pleasure. The coil inside of you tightened with every thrust and you felt yourself close to cumming. “Huta- oh please, shit, Huta!” Your whole body spasmed and your vision blacked out. The only thing you felt were Huta’s thrusts into you.
He groaned deeply and pressed your body against his, spilling his cum into you. Sweat glistened on his golden skin and his chest moved rapidly up and down from his erratic breathing. Huta snapped his fingers and the chains around your hands vanished, letting you drop down against his body. He gently stroked your back, smiling in delight when you wrapped your arms around his neck and snuggled yourself against him. “Next time, darling”, he mumbled into your ear, kissing your temple in the process, “just call my name three times when you want something from me. No need to break any superstitions.”
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apcomplexhq · 9 months
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✦ Nome do personagem: Park Aronne Ahnsoon. ✦ Faceclaim e função: Minhyuk - BTOB (HUTA). ✦ Data de nascimento: 28/12/1992 ✦ Idade: 30 anos. ✦ Gênero e pronomes: Masculino, ele/dele. ✦ Nacionalidade e etnia: EUA, coreano. ✦ Qualidades: Inteligente, confiável e sútil. ✦ Defeitos: Hostil, sério e reservado. ✦ Moradia: Mount Olympus. ✦ Ocupação: Diretor da Asklepios. ✦ Twitter: @MO92PA ✦ Preferência de plot: ANGST, CRACK, HOSTILITY, ROMANCE, SMUT. ✦ Char como condômino: Preso em um ciclo de perigo constante por conta de seu trauma, Ahnsoon sente-se obrigado a viver em absoluto alerta, ou seja, nunca baixa a guarda. É, atualmente, um homem sério e raramente irá vê-lo sorrir. Apesar de tudo não perdeu os bons modos e muito menos seu carisma, apesar de abalado, conseguia ser justo e cuidadoso, sendo considerado um bom vizinho, até. Só, apenas bastante reservado.
TWs na bio: Morte, guerra, violência, transtornos psicológicos.
Biografia:
Houve um tempo em que deitar debaixo de árvores durante tardes calorosas apenas para aproveitar a boa sombra e a brisa que ali passava poderia ser considerado seguro, aconchegante, confortável e normal. Afinal de contas, isso era o que a maioria das pessoas faziam quando nada se tinha para fazer durante o resto do dia. Dormir era fácil. Não existia medo. Não existia perigo. Bom, pelo menos ao meu ver. Poderia até afirmar que uma árvore com uma grande sombra era um convite direto para uma pessoa cansada. Nesta época, eu era um adolescente de uns 15 anos. Curtia a vida durante a manhã como se não houvesse outro dia depois deste. Por que disso tudo? Minha intenção era ficar o mais cansado possível para dormir debaixo de uma árvore. Era o que mais gostava. Quanta ingenuidade… Mal fazia ideia dos monstros que me aguardavam logo que chegasse aos 28 anos.
Prazer, me chamo Park Aronne Ahnsoon. Nasci em 28 de dezembro de 1992, Nova York e aos 20 anos de idade fiz a pior escolha que poderia fazer em 1000 anos. Ir para o exército. O que me levou a fazer isso? Eu queria ser o orgulho da família. Aliás, eu queria dar orgulho ao meu avô. Um coronel renomado da Coreia do Sul. Ele me disse tudo sobre aquele lugar, menos as partes ruins. Posso culpá-lo, mas não irei. Afinal de contas a escolha foi minha. Sair de uma vida tranquila para mergulhar de cabeça em um mar de sangue que não sei se conseguirei esquecer um dia. Um soldado novato. Sem experiência nenhuma. Foi assim que iniciei. Alguns dias depois chegou a notícia de que as forças armadas precisavam de médicos na equipe e, por isso, pagariam os estudos de medicina do voluntário e sua residência seria ali. No exército.
O coronel atual deu 2 dias para 5 voluntários se apresentarem em sua sala, pois não poderia perder tempo. Muitos não queriam já que, provavelmente, sabiam como seria ruim. Eu, inocentemente, achei que seria um salto gigantesco na vida. Tanto profissional como pessoal. De 100 soldados eu fui o único a aparecer na sala do coronel. Naquele momento não entendi o motivo, mas não voltei atrás com minha escolha. Aceitei. Em 1 mês tudo estava resolvido e rapidamente já havia começado meus estudos em umas das melhores faculdades de medicina da Coreia. Surpreendente. Passava o dia inteiro na faculdade e durante a noite voltava para o quartel. Longos 6 anos de minha vida fazendo isso. Tinha a liberação do quartel para ver minha família em um único final de semana por mês. No geral, não era tão ruim.
Minha única obrigação era manter as notas excelentes para me formar com mérito, pois caso contrário perderia o que na época eu considerava uma grande chance. Após 6 longos anos havia me formado… E minha residência no exército já estava na porta. Os 2 primeiros anos de experiência foram tranquilos, pois cuidava de ferimentos simples. Mal sabia eu que aquilo era apenas uma preparação para o pior. Como o único médico livre naquele quartel fui convocado para ir em uma missão de resgate junto com uma equipe organizada apenas para isso. Eu conhecia 2 dos soldados que estavam na equipe. Parceiros, amigos… O que importa? Todos são dispensáveis no final. É engraçado… Aonde foi parar o lema “nenhum homem fica para trás”? Nem sei se isso algum dia existiu. Eu deveria ter imaginado. A missão era simples, resgatar e escoltar um informante. O problema foi não saber com quem estávamos lidando.
Fomos enviados para um acampamento próximo ao local, talvez uns 10 km de distância. Considerada uma distância segura. Além de que haviam muitas árvores ao redor. Não existia meio para conseguir avistar esse pequeno acampamento. Pelo menos foi o que achamos. Durante a noite sons de drones foram escutados pelo soldado vigia daquela noite. Em uma velocidade incrível tudo se pagou. Luz e fogueira… Era como se não estivéssemos ali. Passamos o resto da noite inteira no escuro. Preocupados com o próximo passo. Eu não sabia nenhuma tática de luta, afinal eu era o médico da equipe. Supostamente deveria ficar no acampamento aguardando os feridos. Fora de perigo. Mas eu queria ir junto. Queria ganhar alguma medalha para, nas férias, mostrar ao meu avô. “Olhe, minha consquista.”… Quanta ingenuidade. Aproximação do lugar se iniciou, mas não conseguimos ir muito longe. Nos foi avisado que havia franco-atiradores nas torres e na parte superior do lugar. Não tinha como iniciar o resgate durante o dia.
Ao escurecer, voltamos a caminhar em direção ao objetivo. Passamos despercebidos pelos franco-atiradores, porém algumas distrações foram necessárias. Dentro do lugar parecia tudo vazio. Era estranho, mas ninguém abriu a boca sobre. O refém estava sozinho em uma sala trancada e ninguém para se assegurar que não haveria fugas. Estava fácil demais. Tínhamos que ter percebido isso. Seguimos em direção a saída novamente, mas pisando o pé fora do lugar. Um dos soldados levou um tiro certeiro no olho. Morrendo na hora. Todos se abaixaram imediatamente, menos o “refém”. Aliás, menos o traidor. Aquilo tudo era uma armadilha. Aquele lugar seria nosso túmulo. Eu não tive coragem nem ao menos de olhar para o soldado que acabou de morrer… Eu estava em choque. Tínhamos que sair. Então, às pressas tentamos correr para fora do lugar. Não considero um sucesso, pois de 10 apenas 6 conseguiram sair do prédio. E de 6 apenas eu cheguei com vida no quartel.
As 4 primeiras mortes foram instantâneas. Não havia nada que eu pudesse fazer para ajudar. Tiros absurdamente certeiros que tiraram a vida deles imediatamente. As outras 6 foram em uma sequência dolorosa e perturbadora. Um dos soldados foi atingido por uma granada… Aquela explosão dilacerou parte de seu corpo. Aos berros ele pedia para morrer. Não conseguia nem imaginar a dor que estava sentido. Eu queria ajudar de alguma forma, mas pouco tempo depois já havia parado de respirar. Meu coração já estava pesado. Conseguia sentir a raiva percorrendo meu corpo, mas o que um soldado-médico poderia fazer além de tentar salvar a vida dos feridos? Nada. O próximo, foi um de meus amigos. Um tiro de fuzil de alto calibre. Acertou ele no peito. Ele agonizava enquanto tentava estancar o sangramento, porém fui impedido. Dava pra salvar ele. O capitão da equipe me puxou para longe dele. Deixando-o morrer sozinho.
4 dos 10 soldados ainda estavam vivos, mas a fuga continuava. Tínhamos que conseguir sair. O soldado número 8 foi o próximo. Foi pego uma armadilha de urso. Eu nunca tinha visto aquilo antes. Aquelas lâminas iguais a dentes quebraram o tornozelo dele. Novamente tentei ajudar ele, mas não consegui. Aquelas engrenagens eram absurdas. Novamente o capitão agarrou os restantes e seguiu em frente. Não tinha como ir contra uma ordem… Pouco tempo depois foi escutado o tiro que tirou a vida dele. O capitão foi o próximo. Em uma área aberta foi acertado por um tiro de fuzil igualmente ao soldado de antes, porém o tiro o acertou na perna. Ele mandou seguir em frente, pois não tinha como ajudar. Me recusei e junto ao outro soldado, amigo meu. Seguramos ele e o ajudamos a sair daquela área. Não foi a melhor escolha, pois mesmo o salvando o tiro havia acertado um véia muito perigosa. Naquelas circunstâncias não tinha como salvar a vida dele. Faltava muito para o acampamento… Deixamos ele. Que erro. O capitão sangrou até morrer.
Sobrou apenas 2 dos 10 soldados. Cansados e apavorados. Pouco mais a frente fomos pegos novamente e em uma curta troca de tiros percebemos que não tinha como fugir. O próximo foi o soldado 4, meu outro amigo. Resolveu se sacrificar para me dar uma pequena chance de chegar ao acampamento. Afinal, havia um limite até onde poderíamos ser perseguidos. Ele correu para o lado oposto e, sem muito pensar, os inimigos o seguiram. Talvez achando que ele era o último vivo. Afinal, nada fiz além de observar a morte de todos. Quando notei que estava livre, corri. O mais rápido que eu consegui. Cheio de sangue e com a mente a mil. Estava chegando no acampamento, mas infelizmente fui pego por uma mina. Era velha, sendo assim, explodiu segundos depois que pisei em cima. A explosão me jogou forte contra uma árvore. Quebrei 6 costelas, um dos braços e fraturei os ossos da perna direita. Aquela explosão quase me matou.
A perseguição havia acabado… E aqui estou, cansado e largado debaixo de uma árvore. Que irônico. O dia se mostrou e logo o sol começou a ficar forte. A sombra da árvore cobriu tudo. Por alguns segundos esqueci que iria morrer ali. Minha respiração estava fraca, mas nada doía. Nenhum ferimento, nenhuma fratura. Nada. Talvez tenha ganhado uma anestesia por conta da dor intensa, poderia já ter desmaiado ou até mesmo morrido. Consegui ver as folhas caindo e ouvir os passarinhos cantando. Que sensação boa. Por um momento, havia voltado no tempo. A época boa onde nada era difícil. Era apenas um delírio… Minutos depois havia desmaiado. Não havia mais porque lutar contra a morte, pois ela já estava ali. Me esperando. “E foi assim que o ingênuo Ahnsoon morreu”. Aquele foi o último pensamento. Que vergonha… Não tinha do que me orgulhar.
Um mês depois, lá estava eu. No hospital. Em cima de uma cama. Completamente enfaixado. Não estava morto. Fui salvo horas depois do ocorrido. O coronel recebeu a informação de que era uma armadilha e mandou outra tropa atrás da equipe cartilha. É lamentável que tenham chegado tarde demais. Acordei com tanto medo que levantei agarrando a enfermeira pelo pescoço e só soltei quando escutei a voz de minha mãe pedindo calma. De acordo com o médico, aquela reação era normal e, a partir de hoje, terei que conviver com aquele medo intenso. Havia desenvolvido TEPT (Transtorno de estresse pós-traumático). Além de que passaria alguns meses sem poder andar por conta das fraturas pelo corpo. Que patético. Não consegui sentir felicidade por estar a salvo e muito menos em rever minha família… Minha personalidade havia mudado. Eu fui transformado em um homem frio. Não dá pra reclamar tanto… Afinal estou vivo.
Um ano se passou depois de todo aquele desastre de missão. Por voltar vivo tive que ir na residência de todos os que morreram para prestar condolências às famílias pela perda. Parecia que todos os xingamentos do mundo foram criados para mim naquela situação… Eu merecia aquelas ofensas. Ser forte não era mais difícil então, sério, me desculpei com os familiares. Não vou negar, não queria fazer aquilo. Mesmo sem demonstrar dar aquela notícia doía muito. Machucava tanto que meu peito ardia. Queria ter feito mais por todos eles, mas não fiz. Já recuperado fisicamente ganhei meu diploma de médico e fui liberado pelo coronel. Solicitar minha saída foi escolha minha, mas aceitar o meu pedido foi bondade dele. Desde o ocorrido estou sendo acompanhado por uma psicóloga. Necessário já que a sensação de perigo nunca mais saiu de meu corpo. Mais um ano se passou e minha nova vida finalmente chegou. Eu não queria trabalhar em hospitais, sendo assim, resolvi me adaptar numa situação mais calma, pelo menos por enquanto, sendo diretor do Asklepios.
Claro que esse emprego teve que ser liberado pela psicóloga, pois eu não poderia ficar em um ambiente cheio de adrenalina já que as lembranças ruins poderiam retornar como uma bomba e tornar meu corpo uma prisão. Tudo estava pronto e eu já estava preparado para isso. Me mudar e começar do zero. Esquecer de alguma forma o que ocorreu e seguro em frente. Por gostar muito de jogar baralho quando estava no quartel meus companheiros apelidaram-me de “valete”. É engraçado o significado da carta, pois não sei se me encaixo. Entretanto, mantive. Valete têm sua inspiração em cavaleiros notáveis da História… Fui notado apenas por chegar vivo, mas foram os que morreram que me deram esse apelido. Vou guardar isso no coração. Agradeço a eles por me salvarem. O valete sobreviverá até quando me for permitido. Eu prometo.
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baekhansol · 3 years
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𝓡𝓮𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓮𝓶
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(𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 + 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭)
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𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏 : 𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐝
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐 : 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐬
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟑 : 𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟒 : 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬
𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞 werewolf/supernatural au, action/fantasy, angst, smut, maybe fluff
𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 - ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ - this is both for the incorporation of sexual elements as well as dark themes and violence
𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭 All you wanted to do was to become an apostle for The Accord and save people from situations like yours. But of course, Fate has different plans and a near death experience leads you to finding out a well guarded werewolf secret, forever changing your expectations.
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 (pending & current): graphic descriptions of violence and injuries, death, smut
𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐦 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭!
𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐭
𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓐𝓬𝓬𝓸𝓻𝓭 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓢𝓪𝓯𝓮𝓽𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓑𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓸𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓟𝓸𝓹𝓾𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 - "𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝔸𝕔𝕔𝕠𝕣𝕕"
The Accord for the Safety of the Benevolent Population, commonly referred to as “The Accord” is a secret treaty created in 1697 with the aim to protect benevolent peoples from harm. Many countries, empires, dynasties, etc. had their own regulations on dealing with the supernatural, but the push for The Accord was instituted due to the intense differences in understanding and fear of the supernatural that the common people held. The Accord has held despite disputes between those signed, and the creation of new states. It is generally an apolitical treaty, as its intent is to protect people's rights.
ᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ʀᴀɴᴋꜱ
𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐭𝐞- apprentice level entry rank, generally students
𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐞- overall full members, but generally only refers to new members who are relatively inexperienced
𝐯𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐨𝐬𝐨- apostles with plenty of experience in the field and are the ones who deal with harder cases.
𝐦𝐚𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨- these are seasoned hunters who often take a more organizational role within The Accord. They often find new cases and focus on research and giving out cases. Some Maestros are retired hunters due to injuries or age
𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨- these are those in charge of The Accord and keep the treaty in check throughout the world. Elite universities are run by grand maestros, such as Hyunwoo University for The Accord.
𝓗𝔂𝓾𝓷𝔀𝓸𝓸 𝓤𝓷𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓐𝓬𝓬𝓸𝓻𝓭 - "ℍ𝕌𝕋𝔸"
HUTA is one of the oldest universities to train neophytes to enter The Accord. Created years after the signing of The Accord in 1804 under the name of the The Accord Academy, it is the longest running university based on the ideals of The Accord. Hyunwoo was the name of the grand maestro running the academy during the time of the Japanese Occupation, and managed to keep it running in secret nonetheless. In 1950, five years after the end of the Japanese Occupation and after the death of Hyunwoo, the university was reformed and renamed to Hyunwoo University of The Accord.
𝓑𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪𝓻𝔂 (𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐚𝐥𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥)
𝐆𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥
A type of humanoid undead with an intense desire to consume (generally human) humanoid flesh. They tend to hunt in pairs or alone, as they are selfish with their food. In their natural form, they have gray skin and yellow glowing eyes, with long claws and pointed teeth. Their claws and teeth have a slow paralysis effect. Once they consume a person, they have the ability to shapeshift into them. Ghouls typically have low intelligence due to their hunger. Ghouls can be created alone by ghasts, or be a result of a ghoul not finishing its meal (i.e. when the body is not fully consumed, generally with the majority of the body untouched).
𝐆𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐭
A type of humanoid undead with a strong desire to consume (generally human) humanoid flesh. These are similar to ghouls, yet more intelligent. If a ghoul is found in a pack, it is likely that they are being controlled by a ghast. Ghasts are significantly more dangerous than a ghoul, due to their intelligence and their ability to create ghouls. Ghasts have a similar appearance to ghouls, with gray skin, long claws, and pointed teeth. Their eyes are typically reddish, and they have prehensile tongues (they can grab things with their tongues). Their claws and teeth are poisonous with a near immediate paralysis effect.
𝐖𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐰𝐨𝐥𝐟
A type of humanoid with lycanthropy. These individuals appear as normal humans, but have heightened senses and can shapeshift into a full sized wolf or larger. Werewolves live in packs, and their leader is called an Alpha. Werewolves are considered benevolent humans in The Accord, with the exception of rogues. Rogues are packless werewolves, whose wolf form has fully consumed their mind. Werewolves are either born with lycanthropy, which is a dominant gene, or turned into a werewolf. The Accord strictly regulates turning, and it is highly discouraged.
𝕥𝕒𝕘𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥
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kweebtrash · 4 years
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About Me
PLEASE READ: As of NOV 2022
Personal:
28/USA/Afro-Carribean
BLM, FTP, ACAB
Sagittarius sun, scorpio moon, taurus rising (i know, im sorry)
I speak english and spanish (kinda poorly but i understand everything)
Taken/Queer/They/Them
insert stereotypical im a “weeb, nerd, gamer, metalhead” shit here
i’m no longer writing kpop fanfics but i am writing other stories on my main tumblr @sad--succubus
if we used to talk on here and you’d like to reconnect, please still message me on either blog. i will answer either way. i’ve been away for a long time but i’d like to find the friends i used to talk to.
K-pop:
2nd Gen Kpop stan
Girl Groups (some i know the members, some i just like the music): 2ne1, f(x), Girls Generation, CLC, Red Velvet, G-idle, EXID, Mamamoo, 4Minute, Wondergirls, Sistar, Blackpink 
Boy Groups (some i know the members, some i just like the music) Pentagon, NCT 127, Monsta X, Stray Kids, Ateez, WayV, Seventeen, ACE, Victon, BAP, Got7, Big Bang, EXO, SuJu, Shinee, Block B, iKon, Winner, VIXX, 
Co-Ed KARD, Triple H, Troublemaker
Solos Jessi, DPRLive, DPRIan, Jooyoung, G-Dragon, Taeyang, Hyuna, Dawn, Gray, Dean, Bloo, Woodz, Jay Park, Zico, Mino, Bobby, Holland, Sik-k, Huta, Flowsik, Ravi, Crush, Giriboy, Sunmi, Hyolyn, Hwasa
Ults (Girl): #1-Hwasa, #2-Hyuna, #3-Jessi, #4-Irene
Ults (Boys): (Past #1) Taeyang, (Past #2) Yoongi, Current #1- Johnny Suh, Current #2- Yang Hongseok
Some Other Biases: Mark Tuan (Got7), Mingi (Ateez), Mingyu (SVT), Irene (Red Velvet), LE (EXID), Youngguk (BAP), Seungwoo (Victon), Kun (WayV), Eunhyuk (SuJu), Hyungwon (MX), Felix (SKZ), Sehun (Exo), B.M & Jiwoo (KARD), BK (ACE), Taeil (Block B), Leo (VIXX)
Who I Write For:
Pentagon:
Hui
Edawn
Hongseok
Kino
Yuto
Nct/Wayv:
Johnny
Jaehyun
Yuta
Taeil
Kun
Lucas
Other Possible Groups (that i've thought about but havent really started anything)
Seventeen:
Mingyu
Wonwoo *
Dk
Red Velvet:
Irene
Joy
Mamamoo:
Hwasa * 
Solos: 
Monster Woo
Christian Yu
DPRLive
Jessi
Hyuna*
Sik-k 
*Have written or featured in stories already
What I Write:
Smut, Angst, sporadic fluff, Full length series, one-shots, drabbles
Exploring & explaining kinks/BDSM, queer/POC issues, POC characters, reader inserts/ambiguous reader (but please assume that my stories are made specifically for people of color), mental health issues, suicide/death, (light) substance abuse (not addiction really), partying, some sexual assault
Warnings and features (what the goods for the sex scene are) are written above the story
I have OCs in 2 of my series and i occasionally add characterization to (ambiguous) reader fics.
For ambiguous reader fics i still try and stay away from descriptive words (for hair, skin, body shape, etc) as much as possible
i do write mostly for afab people (in sexual situations, of which all of my stories have). Sometimes i write sex scenes from the male perspective
I use mostly she pronouns in stories and sometimes they/them (still for afab person)
i have written a single chapter of idolxidol (explicit sex and kissing) and write mentions of it (like exes and relationships a/o experiences) but its not my forte or specific thing i go for. I dont normally ship the members of a group. (Exceptions are JohnJae and Johnta, but again not my forte or first thing i go for)
I dont take requests anymore (because it takes me forever to complete one and i need to be in the right mood & headspace.)
i don’t rp/erp
#me
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riversonfire · 5 years
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HUTAZONE Album Review bc I can
01 // HUTAZONE - of course it starts sexy with his vocals an a smooth r&b beat to match. love it already. THEN he raps and it. is. fantastic. it's what I call "aggressive" rap lol. it's a prelude track and lasts under 2 mins but it's a fave. welcome to my zone indeed 🔥
02 // YA - tbh the music video for this song is what puts it over the top. the song itself is good, very up tempo, fits in very well with the other songs on my workout music playlist lol, but the music video is lit. he includes the lyrics "introducing redman tour" and I was just lmao. I really was never fond of his blond hair but for his huta look, it goes perfectly and yes, *sigh* it's grown on me. anyway, please do watch the mv and steam the song 💙
03 // 너도? 나도! (Feat. 소연 of (여자)아이들) - as someone who's not familiar with g(idle), hearing soyeon on this track (albeit very briefly) was interesting. she has what all good rappers have- a distinctive voice/sound. overall, this is probably the song I like the least but hey, that's just me.
04 // 아무렇지 않은 척 - as I suspected after hearing the audio snippet for the album, I love this song. even before looking up the lyrics, you can feel the angst in this track. it's super easy to listen to. it reminds me of "beautiful pain" only because of the recurring pain theme lol. look up the lyrics, you'll know what I mean :P
05 // 꿈인가 봐요 (Duet. 육성재 of 비투비) - anyone who's seen/heard the video of sungjae and minhyuk singing "doll" together from the I will your melody series way back when, knows how great the two of them sounded together. this song is no exception. the chorus is SO gorgeous and dreamy. it's a true duet too, not just a pop up of sungjae's voice here and there. I not so secretly hope to see them perform this song on stage together someday ;__;
06 // 낙화(落花) (Interlude) - um. this might be my favorite track on the album?? it's 1:40 long but omg it's so musically nuanced and complex. it starts quietly, calmly and gradually builds to a desperately beautiful crescendo that quickly dissipates. it's rather hypnotizing. it also reminds me of how brother act was put together to tell a story and feel like a play, because the rest of the songs from this point on feel more like minhyuk and less like huta if that makes sense.
07 // Fallin' - the 2nd cheeriest song of the bunch! but it isn't really my style so I don't have much to say about it :(
08 // ALL DAY (Korean Ver.) - well the original japanese version is my favorite minhyuk song of all time so why would this be any different? but I've read the translations of both versions aaannnddd yeahhhhh. this version is the g rated one lol.
09 // Purple Rain (Feat. CHEEZE) - ah, an oldie but a goodie (if you want to consider this song old lol). my one track mind is reminded of hyunsik singing along to this in one of his vlives ^^
10 // 오늘 밤에 (With Melody) - this is the cheeriest song on the album :) being the sweetheart that he is, he wrote this for the fandom <3 it describes his relationship with melodies. lyrics here.
11 // Waiting For You - this one feels like one of the more meaningful songs since it's the last track and it expresses the sentiment of "still waiting for you" as his enlistment date draws closer. the final lyrics are "I have to let you go now" and I just want to cry my eyes out 😭 in the same way fans will wait for him, he too waits for the time when he's reunited with us again. we literally just said farewell to changsub I'm not ready to let him go :((((((((
of the three album cover pics minhyuk posted today, the one I included here is my favorite bc it perfectly portrays the nature of this album. it's both huta and minhyuk. HUTAZONE establishes him as a true all around artist- composer, lyricist, rapper, vocalist, dancer, visual. I'm always sad when people mention btob's composer line and only include hyunsik and ilhoon. minhyuk may not be as prolific as ilsik in terms of number of songs he's made for the group, but he is equally as talented.
he's got three weeks left, y'all. and he's spending two of those weeks promoting "YA" and the album. his two night solo concert takes place three days before his enlistment date. and he even said in his LieV that he's doing all this for the fans so please, let's give minhyuk all our love and support 💙💙💙
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melbynews-blog · 6 years
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Wendungen ǀ Jetzt lass uns nicht verliebt sein, bitte — der Freitag
Neuer Beitrag veröffentlicht bei https://melby.de/wendungen-%c7%80-jetzt-lass-uns-nicht-verliebt-sein-bitte-der-freitag/
Wendungen ǀ Jetzt lass uns nicht verliebt sein, bitte — der Freitag
Was passiert, wenn ein Kreuzberger Linksradikaler und eine sozialismusmüde Polin im Westberliner Sumpf der Vorwendezeit aufeinander treffen? Sie verlieben sich, was sonst. Und sie streiten. Über Polen und Solidarnosc, die polnische Gewerkschaft, über Kapitalismus und Kommunismus, über körperliche Nähe, Treue und die Wahrheit.
Als Jan, ein Kreuzberger, der der einstigen Werbekampagne „Arbeiter taz lesen. taz-Leser arbeiten“ entsprungen sein könnte, 1988 auf die quirlige Polin Wiola trifft, ist es um ihn geschehen. Aber er kriegt Wiola nicht, sie hält ihn auf Abstand. Stattdessen verschlingt sie Männer wie Kinder heute in Berlin-Prenzlauer Berg überteuertes Gentrifizierungseis.
Das Jahr von Jan und Wiola, 1988, ist ein besonderes Jahr. Eines, das Uwe Rada, taz-Redakteur und Autor zahlreicher Bücher über europäische Flüsse, in seinen ersten Roman gepackt hat. Den nennt er schlicht „1988“. Westberlin, Ostberlin, Polen, eine Art Dreiländereck der politischen Verhältnisse. Der Potsdamer Platz in Westberlin ist zu jener Zeit nicht dieses Shopping- und Vergnügungsareal in Beton und Glas für die Reichen und Schönen von heute, sondern eine unendliche Graswüste für die Abgefuckten und Loser in der ummauerten Stadt, die dort auf ganz eigene Weise die Schönheit des Müßiggangs pflegen. Über Ostberlin liegt nach der massenhaften Verhaftung von Dissidenten nach der berühmten Luxemburg-Liebknecht-Demo im Januar 1988 ein Mantel aus Depression, Angst und Resignation. Nur in Polen brodelt es, die Bevölkerung hat den Zustand der Agonie, ausgelöst durch den Jahre zuvor verhängten Ausnahmezustand, satt und erhebt sich.
All das ist hinter der Liebesgeschichte so plastisch und dicht in „1988“ beschrieben, dass selbst jene, die damals nicht in Westberlin waren, ein Gefühl für die bleierne Zeit bekommen. Ebenso ist der Roman ein feines Stück polnischer Zeitgeschichte. Als in dem osteuropäischen Land 1981 das Kriegsrecht verhängt wird und die führenden Köpfe der Solidarnosc verhaften werden, ahnt niemand, dass wenige Jahre später das sozialistische System komplett zusammenbrechen wird. Die Aufständigen – Werftarbeiter in Danzig, streikende Stahlarbeiter in Nowa Huta – fordern die Staatsmacht heraus. Die ist fortan damit beschäftigt, die Bevölkerung in Schach zu halten. Die Versorgungslage wird schlechter, die Menschen verlieren ihre Hoffnung.
Wiola ist dieses Leben leid und sucht in Westberlin nach dem Glück – und trifft dort ausgerechnet auf den Revolutionsromantiker Jan. Ihrer beider Vorstellungen des „Traum von Europa“ sind so verschieden, wie sie damals zwischen Ost und West nur sein können: hier die Sehnsucht nach formaler Gleichheit und Brüderlichkeit, dort der Hunger nach Konsum und Freiheit. In Diskussionen verstrickt, lassen sie sich durch Westberlin treiben, sie hängen ab an Orten, die es heute noch gibt. Das Jenseits beispielweise, ein Café am Heinrichplatz und der Inbegriff eines alternativen Daseins, das der berühmt-berüchtigte Ostberliner Liedermacher und Bühnenclown Clement de Wroblewsky nach seiner Ausreise in den Westen übernommen hatte. Rada beschreibt Wroblewsky, dessen Allüren und Redeschwall, den die „Rampensau Wroblewsky“ bis zur Vollendung auch nach der Wende den Jenseits-Gästen überstülpt, so genau, dass man eine Ahnung davon bekommt, wie viele Abende der Autor wohl an der Theke verbracht haben muss. In gewisser Weise dient Wroblewsky als ein weiteres Symbol der Verlottertheit jener Jahre.
In 1988er-Wirren haben Jan und Wiola keine Chance. 30 Jahre später, 2018, treffen sie sich wieder, in einer mehr oder weniger gemeinsamen Welt. Aber die beiden Königskinder finden immer noch zusammen. Nun ja, die Liebe ist kein Ponyhof. Und hätte man den beiden wenigstens ein einziges Mal Sex miteinander gewünscht, wenn auch nur als „final Fick“.
Aber vielleicht ist eine Geschichte, die bleibt, ist manchmal mehr wert als die bloße Begierde, die im Morgengrauen schon nicht mehr wahr ist.
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Hidden Heart
BTOB Lee Minhyuk (Huta) x Idol!Reader Summary: You and Minhyuk were a couple for the show We Got Married. Your forwardness and comfort in haptics made for an interesting show. It was clear how you captured the hearts of your endless admirers. Minhyuk understood from the get go that you were a forced to be reckoned with. He finds his own heart pounding at the sight of you... and it's getting a little too real. Word Count: 5k+ Warnings: Fluff, headcanon, crack fic, angst, pining, mentions of hate, adoption, orphanage, toxic fans, etc.
A/N: this is going to have a part two. Dont ask me when I'll post it, but I will. I'm sure there'll be a part two because I wrote it first, but i just can't get this out of my head so I'm writing this before i finish the other. I'll tag u if you like, just ask. IM OBSESSED WITH MINHYUK PLS I HOPE HE GETS MARRIED FFS
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You were part of a girl group thats pretty famous yeah
U were known as the mood maker of the group
The outgoing one
The emotional cry baby
Basically, you were very comfortable with showing your emotions
Plus, youre v clingy and needy
You do most of the skinship in the group unapologetically and unabashedly
You've been a fan of the show 'we got married' for a really long time and expressed your interest in featuring in it to your managers
But cos u were pretty young at the peak of the show, they were hesitant about it
But now is ur time
And to your surprise u got paired up with BTOB's Minhyuk (surprise!)
Now, you were about the age as his group, which was why you were close with Peniel
Minhyuk actually asked about u from him
And peniel was very Nonchalant
But said u were nice
And really talented
(you two went to the same Church Btw)
But you were only ever acquainted to Minhyuk,
which sort of made it fun
in ur head that you would have a new friend
On ur first episode u met at like a chinese restaurant and really just went at it
"ive been thinking a lot on how we should approach this and i think we can help each other out,,,, like treat me the way you would treat a woman u like so that if ur problematic, i can help fix it for u," you bluntly said
Minhyuk to be honest, enjoyed the fact u were taking the lead
He pulls into a smile and a nervous chuckle and says, "okay lets do that."
"ok cool. U do the same with me. N like hopefully at the end of this we can be bffssss!!"
Minhyuk cheerily smiles.
You proceed to insist on writing down a letter to your future selves to read at the end of it.
You also make sure the other doesn't read what was written.
U jokingly warn minhyuk that by the end of it u would probably cry cos thats such a you thing
Ur surprised when minhyuk agrees
Pleasantly surprised tho
Honestly, it was a pretty strong start between the two of u
You right off the bat said yallz should have pet names
And that ur name should be husband and wife in ur phones
🤮
U also made sure to hold his hand--
Or bicep
Cos
You know
🌝😎 hes got dem muscles
Side track: you asked if you could see his abs like any rational person would
--everytime you walked together
Minhyuk was clearly culture shocked
Some viewers that did not know you were shocked too
But you never really stepped into a zone which truly made minhyuk uneasy and uncomfortable
So it was good
You would go on to your 'wedding day' in a very simple tube, a-line dress, with minhyuk in a tuxedo.
You were very touchy with Minhyuk in the photos
Mostly cos u were touchy with everyone
Minhyuk would then tease you, saying his wife loved his body so much
😏
BUT NO BRUH YOU SLAMMED THE BOUQUET OF FLOWERS ON HIS SHOULDER FOR THAT
It made for some pretty funny photos
"OPPA UR TOO MUCH"
Minhyuk would nod profusely, never forfeiting his smirk, and wave his hand in surrender
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On like ur 'first dates,' you go to an amusement park
It's all fun and games
Really exhilarating
Yall go on a bunch of rides that throw people side to side and upside-down
You scream your head off on a rollercoaster and grip on each others hands for dear life
Mostly it was you gripping on Minhyuk's bicep
😎
Nahhhh but he got a little hurt with ur grip digging in his flesh
Especially when you bit his shoulder, though it was through his clothes
😎
"yayayayayaya, lets go to the haunted house!" Minhyuk jumps after getting off the rollercoaster
Ur a little loopy and minhyuk helps you down
But you still shake your head quickly at his idea
He makes fun of ur messed up hair, which you flatten out
"well ur face is messed up, oppa"
Minhyuk chuckles in shock, "YA!! IM TRYING TO HELP"
You pretend to be offended by his scream
That's it
Minhyuk begins to push you from behind, "lets go to the haunted house!!!"
You try to fight back, and you manage to stop him, only cos he relents
"oppa pls im such a scaredy cat plsSsss i will pee myself."
Minhyuk is even more interested.
"yA, i went on all the rides you wanted!"
"because you wanted to get on them too!"
He narrows his eyes, "nope. We're going to the haunted house."
You whine.
He chuckles, "please, it's not like you will die"
You make a run for it
For real
you decide to run away from him and get into the car you drove here in or something
Lol
I mean u started off walking away
But since minhyuk kept blocking you
You bolted
Minhyuk wasn't necessarily expecting that
But from how you were moving, it made sense that was the next thing youd do
But bish if you don't know minhyuk is a friCKIN TRACKSTAR
you can imagine how the camera crew felt
Also, dafaq he's pretty strong so of course he's gonna catch you
Which he does
Pretty easily
Even with all the people around
Like bruh
You couldn't even make it to the other side of the rollercoaster
"yaaaa!" he chuckles, grabbing you by the arm before you could even really begin to run far
So that you wouldn't get crushed onto him when he pulls you back, you begin to run in circles, which made for a comedic footage
Minhyuk is fully amused
You stop and give him a look, "lee Minhyuk i hate horror pls have mercy"
"come on, it's just a bit of fun and i'll hold ur hand through it all"
You bicker back and forth for a while, up until you relent
Minhyuk is pleased when you two walk to the attraction
You do make it inside right
Just as you step into the haunted house
Scaring U
Minhyuk stomps his feet and screams ur way
Clearly making you jolt up and shout in horror
You beat him up
Whine
And make an exit
He chuckles and apologizes repeatedly
And catches you by ur waist, lifting you up and propping you beside him
Its pretty unfair he can do stuff like that
And the internet goes wild with that clip,
Editing it over and over again
Thinking it was so cute and romantic
And how hot minhyuk was for that 🥵
But at that moment, u were just really friggin jittery even though u were not even technically in the house yet
Not really
Minhyuk put your hand by the crook of his bicep and soothes you with apologies, "i promise that's the last. I'll protect you now."
You keep quiet, apart from your whines, and slam your forehead on his shoulder
You tread slowly, mostly because of you
Halfway into the room, you begin to panic
"oppa oppa, lets just run outside"
Minhyuk turns to you, chuckling, "i think it's too dark for that"
Honestly, Minhyuk still had nervousness in him while walking through the place, but he just found you really funny... and sorta cute, so he wasn't really that scared
"GAAAHHHHHHH!"
Ur first jumpscare was by ur side,
So you clawed minhyuk and ran behind him, making him laugh
You began to push him from behind
The next thing you knew there were ghosts and ghouls screaming at you
And paper props brushing against ur skin
Bruh this aint it
You kept screaming, "RUN RUN RUN RUN"
But minhyuk refuses and only balances your pushed out
He eventually pulls you in front of him and you two begin to jog out
The exit is pretty close
But suddenly there's a zombie chasing after you
BruH HIS GROANS AINT IT WTF
🏃🏃🏃
By the time you get out of the house, ur out of breath and just shaky from all the adrenaline
The looks of u honestly begin to make Minhyuk feel bad
Ooof sorry
Minhyuk comes up to you and rubs ur back
U can honestly feel a surge of electricity like adrenaline coursing through you
And you feel like ur on fire
So you turn to minhyuk
And ask
If u could get a hug
To calm urself
"this is the quickest way"
Minhyuk doesn't even flinch or hesitate to agree
Thus u stood there for around five minutes
Nose flushed with his scent
Chin rested on his shoulder
You honestly began to get sleepy in his embrace when u calmed down
You felt drowsy
When Minhyuk noticed, he gently tapped ur back and chuckled, "ya we should get back now"
You reluctantly pulled away and nodded
It was really warm and fuzzy
You walked off hand and hand
And u had a nice nap afterwards
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THIS GIF MAKES ME WANT TO KILL SOMEONE
(:
The next thing yall did was practice driving
You had ur licence but u didn't really drive that much which is why u felt really anxious when ur behind the wheel
So you asked Minhyuk to kind of help you out with that, no biggie
And he was very supportive with it
"just calm down and drive slow, it's okay"
"dont mind if people honk at you, we all start somewhere"
"its okay just keep ur eyes on the road"
"ur doing great"
"YEAH U DID IT IM SO PROUD OF YOU"
💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
It wasn't much, but you appreciated it so much and it was clear to you in this moment that this man was a gem
A shining star
A precious diamond
So like one day you had this episode of just doing domestic stuff
And yall decided to cook fried fish for lunch
Idk if we got married actually has the people live together lol SO FOR THE SAKE OF THIS THEY DO but in separate rooms of course
You both like woke up pretty late that day
And you told minhyuk before that u started ur day with exercising
And yeah, the reason why it yall ate lunch was u two skipped breakfast from working out so long
You explained that you only ever did exercises at home cause u feel conscious by how funny your exercises are and how much you sweat
You aren't surprised that Minhyuk keeps up with you
But u are surprised by how much fun it is to have someone to exercise with
And to have someone like hype you up when ur muscles are burning
What was once serious exercising turned into childish play time
Yallz began to shove each other
And mess up each other's counting
And like straight up sabotaged each other by sitting on them when they did push ups
So like you just began to play games
Like the pushing game
And the banana split game
And you bot complained about how sticky and sweaty and smelly and gross the other was
And honestly it was already gross with how much yall laughed and smiled
Who friggin does that when they exercise
DISGOSTIN
And yall realized it was already like 1pm
So damn yall got food prepared
The fried fish as i mentioned
😏🐟
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Then like another time you two visited an orphanage you would donate and volunteer at
You kind of kept this quiet cause it meant a lot to you, and u didnt really want the general public to know about ur visits there,
but you always visited the place at a specific time, so you thought it would be good to let the place have exposure
You were estatic to see the kids again
Especially this little girl that was equally as fond as u as u were of her
You did the the usual, playing with the kids, helping with the preparations, and in general keeping them entertained
You also always brought some food with you when you visited
And you and minhyuk had made cakes for them
It was long and gruelling but so rewarding when you saw the look on the kids faces
Minhyuk was honestly so impressed you could corral the kids together
And keep them quiet
And keep them engaged
And have so much energy
And smile so sweetly
And treat them so kindly
And just be so patient with them
and just be
like so beautiful
what he didnt say that
what
what
?
what?
he felt his heart quicken when u made ur way to him
and yallz performed a song of yours
minhyuk and u danced to one of ur most popular songs
and the kids actually knew em, to minhyuk's surprise
you humbled yourself and said you had taught the dance before
then yall sang a ballad from btob
and even though u guys practiced it
minhyuk was still so nervous
I MEAN WHO WOULDNT WHEN U LOOKED AT HIM LIKE THAT
sdlas;gd;safkhdbfa
to everyone's surprise
the kids began to scream
KISS KISS KISS KISS
KISS
KISS
KISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
🧍
you began to burn red
and minhyuk was unsure if he should be happy or sad about that
but you know
yall had to give the kids what they wanted
so minhyuk pouted exaggeratedly
and you gave him the permission to kiss u on the cheek
u know
for the kids
FOR THE KIDS THEY SAID
then on ur way home
during the drive
you began to slip into chatter about wanting to have your own kids in the future
both u and minhyuk were unabashedly vocal about it
and minhyuk got butterflies thinking about it
then you began talking about how much you wanted to adopt as well
you seemed kind of reluctant to talk about it
but minhyuk's gaze made you comfortable
so you expressed how many time you almost adopted the girl the orphanage
and how u wanted to give her family
i mean its not to say she didn't have a family in the people that she was with in the home
but you wanted to share the blessings you were fortunate enough to have
but you would remember how you barely really had time for your self
and honestly, you felt like a coward
because every time you'd get close to doing it
u'd have ten reasons not to go through with it
and ultimately, u agreed if you were so reluctant about it
u didnt deserve her
and u also didnt want to be a single mom
who left her kid a lot
you started feeling like a dummy
but minhyuk reassured you it made sense
"i really just felt so grateful suddenly for everything i have because of the perspective she gave. and i just felt like i wanted to protect her because her wishes were so pure and sincere"
HE CATCHING FEELINGS BOY
🤮💗🤮💗🤮💗🤮💗
🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃
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THIS IS MINHYUK WITH HIS CHILD
DONT FKING TOUCH ME
the next thing yall did was remake that cake
Because you weren't really able to eat much when you made some for the kids
so you went grocery shopping with minhyuk
And you bought the ingredients for the cake
plus u got this massive block of mozzarella cheese cause y not
and since you bought a lot of things for urself, you obviously were going to pay for it
but like ur an idiot and forgot ur wallet
and ur phone
so like
you had to turned to minhyuk with a guilty look
"oppa
uuhhhhh
like
i forgot my stuff
uhm
can u pay for this
i'll pay u back later"
"lol it's okay i was gonna pay for it anyway lol"
bsshsjsjjbsbs "no oppa ill pay you back when we get home"
"it's literally groceries of food i will eat anyway lol i wanted to eat the cake"
"pls the cheese is like 1000$ pls"
"ur dramatic its fine"
and ur like
Plssssss dont do this to me
minhyuk shakes u off
and so you decide its a lost cause if u argue with him now anyway
so you keep quiet till you went home
then you rushed to your wallet to give him the money for the groceries
he really does his darndest to not take it for you
you two run around the flat
then yallz even do a lil bit of wrestling
minhyuk puts his hands in the air so you cant put the money in his hands
and even when u shove the money in his pocket
he throws it away
GIRL
u curse the pocketless jacket he has
u think of like opening his phone and transferring funds there, so you try and trick him into opening his phone for u
i mean clearly he was suspicious
so you bolted when u got his phone
and headed for the bathroom
idk what u were thinking tho lmbao
his bank app is password protected
"oppa pls let me pay u back"
"it rlly dont matterrrrrr tho"
"the cheese iS SO EXPENSIVE THO!"
"ksksjjsjs its fine pls open the door"
you two go on for a bit
but it was pointless
minhyuk 1 you 0
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The next thing you guys do is have a workout session in an actual gym, as per requested by minhyuk
"since she really enjoyed working out with me, i thought of helping her get accustomed to working out in the gym, because she enjoys the company. At least if i cant workout with her, she'll be comfy enough in the gym"
😢
Everyone awwwed
When u were on ur way there, u explained u went to the gym sometimes just to use the treadmill
Thats it
To like run for ages
Cos u watched dramas while u ran
Minhyuk found that so endearing
When u got there
Minhyuk was surprised that u knew the trainer that was going to be there for the both of u
u lock eyes with the guy
then u smile and point at the same time
"oppa? Ur gonna be our trainer"
OH HELL NOOOOOOO
NOPE
UH UH
he smiles back
"yeah bruh, long time no see, drama fanatic"
PLEASSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE with the pet names too
Minhyuk clenches his jaw
"did you know she can like jog for two hours straight. Like bro thats like sick"
You then explained that you two talked after u finished running, because by that time, he had ended his session too.
So u watched her the entire time??? Minhyuk thinks
Aw heLLLLLLL NAHHH
To say minhyuk went ham was just an understatement
he made sure to flex the heck out of muscles
and his endurance
and stamina
HE AINT LOSING
U kinda just did ur thing with ur exercises
and minhyuk made it clear to hog the trainer and keep him away from u
I mean it was clear to the audience that he was furiouSLY JellY
But at the time it went over ur head
Like we get it mr trainer
Positive reinforcement helps
BUT BACK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
And dont smile at her
Or linger
Plssssss
Then came the time you were called by the trainer do some boxing moves
Cos apparently he's taught u before
NSSJJSNNSNSJSJS
If people could steam in anger, minhyuk would be whistling by now
Like WHY ARE U SO TOUCHY
You did what he asked
But u werent very comfortable with it
The trainer tried to get u out of ur shell
But u outright decline and said you would rather spar with minhyuk or hype minhyuk up himself
Literally didnt need any other cue to swoop in and take up the chance to get him out of the picture
Minhyuk decides to take on the trainer himself
He doesn't really want to beat him up
But more like, show off to you that we was really athletic and muscular too pls notice meeeeeee
U cheer and clap for him
Which does wonders for the ego and satisfies minhyuk
That is until ur like, "oppa can i try to arm wrestle u out if curiosity?"
And u were talking to him not minhyuk
Duh the trainer doesn't miss a beat
You consistently explain that u know ur gonna lose but just wanted it see what it would be like
And lol it was like pushing a wall
You cheerily laughed at the idea
Minhyuk is salty about it so he asked to try it too
he wants to beat the trainer in arm wrestling
he wants to destroy him
I mean what else is he gonna do when the trainer has that annoying smirk of his face cos he touched ur hand and made u lol
Minhyuk is exhausted
But with sheer strength and will
They manage a tie
Which stuns u
Its not as ideal was winning
But hey at least Minhyuk didnt lose
now
This then brings us to the time where he did lose your attention to someone else
Only this time he couldn't really get mad cos he loved the dude
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You had expressed how much of a fan if btob u were
and how ur favorite was Eunkwang
like literally everytime you mentioned btob
eunkwangs name had to go out of ur mouth
i mean minhyuk thought that is was cute at first
he thought his hyung deserved it
And mostly
when these instances happened
it was only lightly brushed on so minhyuk didnt think too much of it
So when u were surprised with a nice dinner with minhyuk AND eunkwang, u were soooooo maddened with excitement
Like gurl
We get it
Ur whipped
But did u have to only look at eunkwang who was right next to u the entire time
Likkeee girrrll
"oppa for real like everytime i look at u o feel so happy" you say
Minhyuk chews on his food
Eunkwang lols
Minhyuk watched ur bright smile and feels his chest tighten
"i love ur voice"
"thank u"
"and ur stage presence"
"tenk u"
"and ur personality"
"ty"
"and i honestly look up to u"
Eunkwang go 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
"i genuinely wish to have the same carefree and bright personality you have. I hope u know how happy u make people. Sometimes, when im sad, i watch a video of yours and i end up feeling better"
Eunkwang go 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🤯🤯🤯🤯
Minhyuk go "what is this feeling i have in my throat"
You clearly enjoyed every minute u had with eunkwang
Minhyuk begins to think he may as well have been ur husband in this series
Eunkwang catches on his sulky mood and diverts the attention to minhyuk
and how he
"literally wont shut up about u, like everytime were together, he talks about u, and listens to ur songs and nsjsjsjsjs its high key annoying, please i need therapy now all ur songs have lived in my head rent free pay up ho"
Minhyuk freezes and thinks, "im about to beat this bish up"
You however find the sentiment adorable and reciprocate kind words about him
He feels like he's flying
His heart his beating
He does talk about u a lot
Because uve plagued his mind
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"Bro, i think i really like her" minhyuk tells changsub when its just them
"then ask her out, genius"
But bro
He cant
Like
Dont tell anyone
But minhyuk watches ur episodes of ur show because he likes seeing u smile, especially when it's about a joke he made
Sequentially, he's seen some comments on the show
How fake u were
How cute u were
How much they hated u with him
How much they hated him with u
But he found most of the comments where bashers would say u would be too much, ur fans would say u literally treat him the way u treat everyone else
He wasn't special
U were as touchy and as smiley with him
As u were with junmyeon form exo
Or teacyon from 2pm
And it kind of made him realize the smiles he thought were special to him werent even special at all
as ur fans stressed
he
wasnt
special
you treated everyone with the same demeanour
he would begin to obsess about it
and watch compilations of u interacting with idols
some of them would be about them gushing over you
some of them would be u gushing over them
and some of them would be filled with skinship
some of them would be filled with laughter
it made his chest constrict
it tasted bitter.
I mean it makes sense that u were so comfortable with him so easily because u were like that with everyone
Not because u shared a connection
And it sucked dude
the realization just
*sigh*
stung
Especially you would say such sweet things to him
only for it to be just that
sweet things
with no other meaning
because you were sweet
when u talked about how u thought minhyuk would be a great dad and husband
And u envision his wife to be literally everything u were not
He couldnt tell if u were doing that on purpose of if u genuinely thought so
It sucked man
How you could have such moments like
Eating ice cream
Watching movies
how u two would laugh
and talk for hours but felt like it was too rushed
how u would snuggle close to him
and hold his hand
and make his stomach tumble
But it was all for show
So when he had this mission to get a kiss for you
Yours btw was to get him to buy something
He panicked
And was uneasy all day
U could tell
he had actually been so off for a while
minhyuk had ranted to his members how draining it was to be with you
not that he didn't enjoy it
not that the didnt want to
but he just so empty
because at the end of the day u were with him because of a contract
and not because u wanted to be
U decided to do something fun to destress him that day, though u were unsure of why he was so stressed exactly
It was kind of natural that u ended up in the mall
U found a simple dress on the rack, and u decided that was how you would complete ur mission
You told minhyuk u wanted to try on the dress
And dang u looked great in it
10/10
heart eyes
😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
So when u said u forgot ur wallet again
It was a lie, u purposefully left it
U didnt have to tell minhyuk twice to get it for u however
U still felt bad though
U didnt like having others do things like that for u
So while he was settling the bill, u didnt ask if u could pay him back, u asked how u could get even
Minhyuk didnt think much of it, nor did he think it was ur mission anyway since he was told u had none
Same goes to u
u were told only u had a mission
So he thought of joking and get it over with
minhyuk said softly, turning quickly from ur lips to ur eyes, "u could give me a kiss"
🧍
Did u hear that right?
uh
???????????????????
"what?"
Minhyuk quickly turns away
You look at him and ask, unsure, "did u say kiss?"
*sweats* "it was a joke"
You clearly can see how nervous he was
there is no way that was joke
even when he chuckled and brushed it off
As u walk off in this thick, awkward silence, u begin to piece in ur head why he was being so weird
It was probably his mission too
i mean you were pretty smart so it wasnt that hard
You call for him
Once
Twice
But he doesnt look
U decide to just go for it then
And give him a peck on the cheek
That is when he gets his friggin guts to turn to u
And u wind up kissing on the lips
👁️👄👁️
🥴
😌✊
💅
Ok then
Clearly that went viral
Ah yes how sweet
how do u even talk after that
idk
but you two manage
You both break out of the awkwardness, thankfully
And fall back into playful banter in no time
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So like by the end of the show
U both read what u had written
Ur balling out crying, saying that u expected at the very least to be friends by the end of this and someone u could turn to for advice, especially with men. You express how much he means to u and how u would like to still be friends after this
Minhyuk sheds a tear when he explains how much u have grown on him in this time. He reads out how he had hoped to learn about himself as a man and how to treat a lady well, and he concludes that u have set the standard and how special u have become to him
and just like that it was over
it felt so surreal
and minhyuk felt both relieved
and in mourning
To be freaking honest
Everything was so sus between u
Clearly so many people wanted u do end up with each other at the end of it
And so many took to the internet to talk about how whipped minhyuk was for u
some people pointed out how ur touches lingered
and how ur eyes sparkled when u interacted
but again
it wasnt really out of character for u
so most of ur fans didnt get their hopes up
and even crushed other viewers dreams about u being together
When it all ended, for some reason minhyuk expected u to do an 180 on him, or to never see him out again
he stared at his phone on nights ends
and got so sad thinking about u
minhyuk was nearly annihilated by his members for sulking so much
"U FRICKING IDIOT JUST CALL HER"
minhyuk would moan out a weak no
PENIEL WAS NOT HAVING IT AND THREATENED TO SPILL EVERYTHING TO U AT CHURCH
ok dang relax
pls
so minhyuk called u
and his heart raced at ur sweet voice saying hello when u picked up
he was relieved and overjoyed to find that u really where just so temperate and lovely with him
u didnt change when u talked to him
and he was so happy that u agreed to hang out with him
for a moment he was satisfied
that u were willing to eat lunch with him
and that u thought to call him up because u wanted to go shopping with him
u got shy and reluctant about it because u weren't going to buy anything of great importance
but he profusely stated that he would like to go out and buy slippers with you
and you were thankful for it
As some time went on, it ate him up to think about how u could be with someone else
He hated how comfortable u were with him to talk about these men u liked and men that liked u
how there was a sweet guy that asked u out recently
and how u were thinking of agreeing with him
he didnt have the heart to say it was a bad idea
because i mean it wasnt...
not really
he just didnt like it
you seemed not to be so sure about it though
and minhyuk reassured u that literally whatever guy would be so lucky to be with u
"are you sure about that?" you asked
Minhyuk wanted to scream
he brushed it aside
and decided he couldn't take it anymore
He was done choking
so he just spat it out
He said it
He said it all
He tells you how he feels giddy at the sight of u and how much he enjoys ur company
he tells u how much of an impact u've become to him
how much he looks forward to being around u
He tells u that he's gotten his heart so attached to u in the time uve spent together that he just has to give it a shot
he tells u why he was so out of it in the last few episodes u filmed together
he just hated how close u were and yet so far out of reach u really are
He explains that he knows he's probably not special to u
but if u let him try, he thinks he can make u happy
and he'll do anything to have the warmth you've had for him become real
he nearly dies when u laugh
and tell him u felt the same way too
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