#how many names does he need

[buboloboogie]

The Suckening episode 4-6 spoilerz !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dude I just realized we might never know what happened between Arthur and Mary Davis, she's dead and no one really knew about her in general (Minus Deacon). Even then, no one knew they were ever together beforehand(Everyone as in just main cast). like wtf happened, i want to unlock that ending and see what other trauma Arthur has locked in that vault.

she was also so gorgeous like wtf, mfer had 0 speaking lines and the prettiest design, then boom. ash

#the suckening #jrwi #jrwi the suckening #arthur bennett #jrwi suckening #how many ex girlfriends does a brute need #be so fr rn #i would not be suprised if this mfer has more exes #Mfer has so many exes he might as well change his last name to flowers

[atopvisenyashill]

not an f&b aegon ii fan, not a hotd aegon ii fan, but a secret third thing (a fan of the aegon ii that only exists in my mind)

#extreme mommy issues his father figure is his grandfather & a dude who literally cannot stop committing hate crimes deeply upset that he #could have been his older sister’s male wife but his mom said no and now he has to be king #wants to be a good husband to helaena but resents how gentle she is and dependent on his protection wears his hair short bc he resents his #father’s obsession with valyria when westeros is here now and needs him to do more than just acclaim rhaenyra decades ago and aegon #his true love is his dragon and he was never going to live long after sunfyre. the son that actually DID come with fire and blood to save #his mother but it wasn’t enough never enough because he’s the oldest son but he’s also only second born and what is a second born son than #girlson who is functionally useless as anything more than a pawn to his family. #dying miserable and alone without even his mother’s love bc he came for her too late but he CAME FOR HER!!! HE SAVED HER. too bad. #she doesn’t care anymore bc everyone she really loved is dead. dying a pawn and yet the powerful man in westeros. #letting the narrative consume him alive after sunfyre is injured and finds him on dragonstone. he knows he’s doomed when he goes up against #baela. he does it because what else do you do. you’ve gone too far. killed too many. you killed your sister’s children and she killed yours #in return and now you can’t go back. no choice but mutually assured destruction with the only woman who ever saw how dangerous he was and #how desperate for loce he was. once upon a time. he was a baby bouncing in his sister’s lap on the throne. and she was beautiful and tall #and soft and smart and she told him he was beautiful and loved and pointed out every name and held him the way a mother does. #it has to end there. if the narrative eats me and sunfyre alive it has to eat her too. he won’t go down without her. #getting on my soap box #aegon the usurper

[frostybearpaws]

In the planning process a Bulder’s Gate 3 Ascended Astarion x Karlach post-save Karlach ending fic, I’ve broken this thing down into several parts and so far we have gotten to part 4, I think there might be five and I can already see there is a long, long road ahead

#astarion #karlach #astarion ancunin #karlach cliffgate #karlach x astarion #astarion x karlach #astarlach #hellspawn #fireblood #starlach #bloodengine #how many names does one ship need lol? #ascended astarion #theres this running joke that people say that after Astarion ascends he becomes stupid because of how cruel he acts towards people #I saw an interesting take the other day that kind of kick started this fic #That basically said along the lines of #After he ascends he is under the impression that he can no longer be hurt #suddenly he went from being little more than a maggot to standing at the top of the world #That could corrupt anyone #And #and and and #the moment he is faced with the reality that he still CAN be hurt he flips his shit #I want to explore that #I think that ascended Astarion is still able to love he’s a jerk but that’s to be expected #he goes from an asshole to an asshole with a heart to an asshole with way too much power #He needs to be knocked down a peg though that I can agree with #buldars gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 astarion #bg3 karlach

[georgieluz]

holy fuck you guys i just realised who hoosier is

he's that one hot sniper dude from that cowboy law enforcement show that i haven't watched a single episode of but somehow have a playlist full of edits and clips saved simply bc of that fine ass dude with a gun and the one liners and it's fucking hoosier

#damn my guy #he's either called tim or jim or something #it's gotta be a tim right #who names their sniper character jim #jim the sniper #but yeah can't believe he's the hot marshal i've lowkey been crushing on forever #like i legit considered watching that show solely for him #i'm very much anti guns #but ngl it's kinda hot that he's a faster shot than all of the bad guys #idk the context of anything that's happened in that show #but there was one scene i saw where he's trying to find out who shot his friend? #and he does this whole speech about how the other guy shouldn't even try bc he'll have shot him down before he's even close #and then i think the guy admits he killed the person #and goes to shoot someone else? idk i can't remember #but then jimtim downs him in like 0.4 seconds #and i was like ok yeah i see you #they're marshals right? #i really didn't need this many tags #but alas here we are #the pacific #julian finally watches the pacific

[sqlmn]

What does he look like as drowned rat?

Them, in all their drowned rat glory.

They start off as a really good agent, filled with confidence and really convincing to others! Then start to find out things on their own that the agency would rather they don't know (also through very illegal means but hey, whatever) and decide to dip.

Before leaving though, they act as the mentor to Clifford, a young and impressionable agent in training... and make sure that he's the best agent he can be according to their very harsh standards. They then even tell the higher ups, hey, kid's ready and you should give him a nice name for missions. And then suggests Bravo, convinced Clifford will accept any code name with gratitude, they want it more personal. But like. Personal to /them/.

So every time someone uses that code name, it's basically praising their hard work with the guy. Anyone who uses the name Bravo is acknowledging Clifford's skills, but more importantly, acknowledging the one who gave him those skills.

#two crime bosses and a very good boy #i really want to assign the mentor a code name but i cant decide on what they would be called #and i need to figure out a few more things about them but still! i like them a lot #theyre basically a very malicious Good Guy who just goes rogue because the agency isnt effective enough #like they do actually want to do Good Things but they want to do it in the worst way possible #very bad at being a good person but doing that very well ya know #and i know i dont really make many nb characters and i know i make a lot of guys #but mentor does use they them pronouns o7 like i know a few people who have said he with them #and ive said he as well simply because originally i did think id make them a him #but then i started thinking about how cool a lady mentor would be and then it evolved into #i just want the mentor to be a puddle... a blob of being..... just this sentient scum bag..... yeah.... #so theyve been through the ringer already with just me trying to settle on pronouns oops #and if you dig really deep down in their heart they really do like cliff it just doesnt really show up much #and it shows up very selfishly but they do actually like the little guy and they do want him to be successful and good

[no-light-left-on]

what would be the Outsider’s name, once he leaves the Void?

does he remember the name that Daud returned to him? or did it slip from his memories as he stepped out into the world, so he could truly be born anew?

would he keep it? or would he become a new person with a new name? would he try the weight of a new one? or the taste of many? see how they sound in other people’s voices? does he offer a name that does not fit quite right, but it is a name to be called, and humans need words to speak of things and of one another?

is he afraid to keep a name for too long? trades one for another so he cannot be hurt again, so no one can take the name that is not truly his?

does he keep his real name cradled close to his heart, never to be shared with another until it disappears with his dying breath? or would he tell someone? would it be the name that he is called by the people around him, by strangers turned acquiantances turned friends? would it be the name he is known by?

or would he tell only few? like Billie, or Corvo, or Emily, or anyone of his chosen if he were to meet them once more? would it be a name that is whispered as a secret to them, only spoken in private? a small little privilege for those he holds dearest? his very last gift?

would he tell Billie as he stumbles out into the sunlight? taste it on his tongue along with dust and heat, at first soft, then louder, until Billie repeats it back to him and hearing it from another makes the name feel more real, makes him feel more real, and his heart hammers in his chest hard enough to make up for four millennia.

who would he choose to be, once he is no longer the Outsider?

#dh #dishonored #doto #dishonored death of the outsider #the outsider #I dont know anymore just take these thoughts Im going thru it #there are so many wonderful takes on what he would use once hes human and I love each and every single one of them #theres so much to this that I could get into #the outsider changing his name so he does not have a stable identity to be pinned down with #something about the power of names and the power it gives someone over you when they know your true name #this is very much influenced by the nymics lore stuff from tes but it is a cultural thing in general #that was a bit of a tangent #also thinking about his original name and how I desperately need to see some ancient fucking name for this boy #hes over 4k years old and its so rare to see someone use an old sounding name #this has so much potential to be used in a proper post doto story. if only I had the time and energy

[kelpiemomma]

It happened in the blink of an eye.

The Alpha Alakazam glanced at Khan, who had been oddly subdued since begrudgingly giving up where their next destination was, and then Ingo heard “you might be surprised by what you need,” and suddenly he was in the middle of a blood bath.

And Ingo was no stranger to battles- he and Emmet made a living off them, after all, and he'd participated in a handful of raids against scientists who thought they knew best for the world. He had seen the aftermath of people who had been attacked by wild pokemon, and what remained of those who decided their best course of action in life was to jump into a set of train tracks. It was never any less horrifying, and Ingo occasionally had nightmares about what he'd seen, but where he was now…

It simply was a nightmare.

Fires burned in varying degrees all around him. Some consumed trees, and some consumed bodies. He tried to find something to put them out with there was nothing nearby. Not even snow. At the sound of laughter he turned his head to see a group of humans in pale tunics walking away, a few of them carrying bloodied sticks. Anger flushed through his veins and he went to chase after them but was pulled backwards instead. He tried again, and again, but their strange words vanished into the forest and faded into darkness. Ingo was left surrounded by corpses of pokemon, confused and horrified.

There was nothing he could do, and he didn't know why he was here.

The sun faded in the sky and the fires began to die, slowly turning to embers. The bodies they'd consumed were nothing but charred husks, and the primitive buildings he'd first thought to simply be fallen trees collapsed on themselves with no support left. It has taken Ingo longer than he cared to admit that this hadn't just been a group of pokemon- it had been their home, where they'd had their own rooms. There were enough bodies here to be an entire family, the kind biologists loved to see where he came from. They were so few and far between, requiring a curious amount of intelligence, teamwork, and tolerance. He knew people, personally, who would have loved to observe this family.

And here he was, observing their bodies instead.

A terrified yelp grabbed his attention; another den had just collapsed. Apparently this inhabitant had been alive. Ingo dashed over and tried to remove branches- his hands went right through, but he didn't stop trying. After releasing his own anguished scream - why was he here when he was so useless?! - the branches moved. An ashen, burnt paw emerged first. The sticks wiggled again, collapsing around the body further, until the remaining pokemon finally managed to pull itself free. And it was only then, staring at the young Zorua, that Ingo finally realized what he must have walked into.

He turned to look, to take in what he had taken for granted before.

The bodies weren't just pokemon. They were Zoroarks, Zoruas. Pokemon that had, from his understanding, been long loathed in Hisui. Seen as ill omens, as dangers to their societies. This clan must have settled somewhere, thinking it a safe area to raise their family, only for it to be discovered by humans. Humans who were fearful of what they saw as dangerous. Attack before you are attacked. Ingo could, to an extent, understand why- pokemon in Hisui were so much more aggressive, defensive, than those he had grown up with and known. Some people had pokemon partners but they were not like what he was used to. And with this clan settling in, with new generations being reared, he could only imagine the thought process the humans who had found it must have had.

Get them, before they get us.

He turned back to the Zorua, who had emerged from the collapsed den and now stood silently.

Staring.

Ingo wanted to know what his expression was, but just as he began to lean over to look the pokemon began moving. He approached the closest corpse first- this one hadn't been burned, at least, but there was a puddle of blood haloing it. The Zorua didn't seem to notice his paws getting wet as he drew closer, lifting a paw to nudge the body. The corpse. As Ingo expected, there was no response. The Zorua tried again, finally turning away when the corpse remained still.

Ingo followed as it staggered around the ashes of the clearing, prodding at every body it found regardless of their state. Some were so very obviously dead… but the Zorua still tried.

Trauma, Ingo knew, did funny things to a mind. To one as young as this…

It was no wonder why Khan was the way he was.

The young pokemon finally stopped, his breaths coming faster and faster. Ingo knelt down when his back legs collapsed, arms reaching out as if he could help. As before, he simply phased through. The Zorua turned his head, finally revealing the scar that Ingo would come to know well, now a fresh wound that still bled. His paws were cut up and burnt, there were scratches and lesions all along his back. He was a mess. Ingo could hear frantic, near-silent whines coming from the Zorua. It was hard to say if the volume was from fear that he would be heard, or if the smoke had gotten to his lungs.

Tears began slipping from the Zorua 's eyes. His panting became one long, hiccuping whine. His head remained turned, staring behind him, and Ingo was struck by what he'd yelled at Khan in anger so long ago, and yet so recently.

“You have no idea what it's like to have a family you can't return to!”

Khan, of all of their companions, absolutely did. This… this was why his reaction had been so strong, why Nana and Mnesomyne both had stepped in to stop Khan from assaulting - perhaps even killing - Ingo.

This is why she sent me here.

Ingo looked down at the Zorua again. Khan seemed to be frozen in place, but the wind around them was moving leaves and leftover smoke. It was only Khan who was frozen, unable to look away from his slaughtered family.

“I'm sorry,” Ingo said quietly, placing his hands around Khan's body as if he could actually hold him, “I'm so sorry.”

#Khan a. #Centaurworld au #Ingo #Not sure how much I'll upload after this tbh. I'm not really feeling it anymore. #In this au Khan takes the place of wammawink but... He's an aggressive asshole. Who aggressively takes care of people. #Not very many (he can't tolerate a lot of people) but his small pack is much beloved by him #And anyone outside that pack is a threat that he will eliminate #Ingo ended up with them through circumstances (named Akari. He was injured and she was sympathetic) #He and Khan butt heads a lot at first bc Ingo desperately wants to get back to Emmet. #Ingo (not knowing Khans history) does a lot of shoving his foot in his mouth re: Khans (lack of) family #Until Khan realizes they need guidance on where to go and... Reluctantly takes Ingo and Co to an Alakazam who can help #(you get not what you want but what you need) #She sends ingo into Khan's memory (horse being thrown into wammawinks past) where he sees the truth #That Khan isn't alone with his small pack because he's too good for other Zoroark (so he says) #But because his entire pack was ruthlessly slaughtered by humans while he was young #The reason why he's so protective. Why he doesn't sleep much. Why he's so volatile towards humans. #And Ingo has said so much without knowing better. He's going to do better now that he knows tho. #Re: wammawink and horse bonding. So did Ingo and Khan. #Ingo sees Khans past and understands his desire to protect. Promises to help him as best he can. #Khan in turn lets himself rely more on Ingo and gradually begins to soften. #When the noble Zoroark tries to kill Ingo (who's sad bc he's losing his memory and noble Zoroark just wants to genuinely help) #It's Khan who approaches him with softness and kindness and forgiveness #'we are all just fragile things' #And he promises that no matter what he'll get ingo back to where he belongs and who he belongs with #(Emmet is horrified and concerned and just relieved Ingo is back but. Why did he bring back three pokemon and two humans as well. #Why did they have to come with.)

[nostalgia-tblr]

nah sorry i've thought about it and odin's "raise lauffey's only biological son as my own = he inherits when laffey dies = jotunheim is mine now/it's free real estate" plan just wouldn't work. it's a shit plan.

sure you can say your younger son is now the king of jotunheim but how are gonna get anyone there to accept that? even if he is now king by the letter of their law, how do you make that population accept his authority? the authority of someone who was raised by their enemy and who must be assumed to be loyal to that enemy. to borrow a phrase "you and whose army?" all you have there is a claim to that kingdom, you still need to make it happen.

whereas "found a baby, it's mine now, keeping forever with no expectation of this ever actually getting me anything else i just heart my new blue son (if ur offerin a 'free jotunheim with purchase' deal i wont say no tho obvs)" doesn't rely on outside events or anyone else's actions and so... it just makes more sense.

what i'm sayin is... i'm sure "ooooh this could be useful, i shall keep it" was a factor in odin's initial adopt-the-baby decision but i don't think it's at all reasonable for him to think it would actually work when the time came to deploy the plan and so no i don't think odin did just keep loki around for imperialism reasons, i think by the time that film is set he must have long since given up on that (other than a vague "well if it happens it happens" at the back of his head) and he really does just love his kid and hasn't told him where he actually came from in case it made him sad.

#mcu tag i guess #it's just too shit a plan to ever work #it relies on too many uncontrollable factors (and on a lot of missing worldbuilding. like A LOT.) #why is there assumed to be no other possible claimant? can't lauffey just name his own heir? #nobody minded the attempted infanticide so why would they just accept this same rejected candidate as an adult? #how do you even prove loki is that baby? “well you never saw the body and look this young man is blue and looks about the right age” #what you have there is Perkin Warbeck - maybe he is that baby maybe he isn't. needs an army either way. #with lauffey dead who on jotunheim has the authority to accept (and thus basically appoint) the new king? #and why isn't that person making their own attempt to rule the kingdom? #why does - LOOK IT JUST DOESNT WORK. i could never work. it's a rubbish plan! #actually EVEN IF odin think's it'll work he'd have to 100% believe in loki's loyalty to him and asgard. he must like that kid either way. #because imposing a puppet king who will inevitably rebel against you is somehow an EVEN WORSE plan than the other one #thor movies

[imminent-danger-came]

Do you think that -in the inevitable MK vs. his friends confrontation- Mei will accidentally seriously hurt him with the Samadhi fire? 🤔

Since strong emotions can cause it to run haywire, and there is nothing that would make her more afraid than having to fight her best friend.

There is NO way that they are completely done with the Samadhi fire. (Unless she lost it?? Subodhi did say she 'once' wielded it. So not anymore???)

But yeah- I bet it would come back into play during the MK/Mei battle. Especially if LBD mistook MK‘s destiny for her own. (Since that one vision she showed made it look like MK was burning before the world exploded. And she wanted everything he ended up having; the staff, his own powers, the Samadhi fire -indirectly, and well, a new title that implies destruction on a reality shattering scale.)

My view is that post the Embrace Your Destiny special, they resealed the Samadhi Fire (unsure if Mei still has her piece with her or if they successfully resealed it into 3 rings this time). We at the very least know she doesn't have it in s4 (MK has to save her in 4x01, she's worried about losing her sword in 4x05 which she didn't need with the Samadhi Fire in EYD, the Subodhi quote you mentioned). But, I don't think Mei using the Samadhi Fire again is completely out of the question. There are things that have come back that I never expected to be acknowledged again (The 1x01 seal being the same as the 4x01 and 4x14 flower fruit mountain seal was a huge shocker for me).

So the Samadhi Fire coming back into play with the MK/Mei battle? That would work super well! Especially with the way characters tend to reach for power and endanger their loved ones. It's a huge risk to take again, but if they feel they don't have any other choice it's something we know they're willing to resort to.

#tbh I'm expecting LBD's visions to be recontextualized at some point #as well as like #what she needed MK for and her og plan to ''undo the memories of the world'' #Now that the scroll of memory is a thang #And as far as I can tell the scroll is not a thang from jttw #meaning it's an lmk original #also meaning that MK is like. For CERTAIN tied to the scroll being an lmk original himself #Like how many scenes can we have of MK being othered from his friends before I go mad #Like in 3x09 when he doesn't recognize the place where they sealed the rings but everyone else does #Or in 4x02 where the scroll of memory has everyone except MK on there (including LBD and SQ for some reason) #Or at the end of 4x14 where they're like ''this is what real heroes look like'' and MK isn't there #''I wonder when we'll meet my ancestor'' and then we don't meet his ancestor but we meet everyone else's #Come on lmk bring it full circle do it for me #''A simple creature—with no past no family and no name.'' inch resting #a being with no memories and no memories of them eh #I swear it's connected #Which is funny because I had accepted that they had just retconned the erasing memory bit #But now I'm thinking it's cause MK was needed for that part #''You're right MK. Without you none of this would have been possible—a delivery boy to the end'' or. or a harbinger perhaps #Hmm I went a little off the rails in the tags but when don't I #lmk #lego monkie kida #asks #hero mei warrior mk

[august-anon]

i keep being like "you are on HIATUS stop checking TUMBLR" but then i keep coming back ever since getting bg3 because I'm like "i need to see what the besties are saying about our dear vampire and also see if folks have stopped sleeping on my darling wyll yet" help i am being consumed by the brainrot

#august rambles #bg3 tickling #i am not romancing astarion yet but i WILL i know i can fix him -- no matter how many times @achilleean yells “NO” at me when i say it lol #but i am romancing wyll on my first playthrough i adore him. but he is killing me with this slow burn #wyll i have either been propositioned by or had to dance out of flirtatious situations with literally everyone else in this camp!!!!!! #stop trying to flirt with lae'zel and shadowheart and make your move on the person paying attention to you already!!!! i am suffering #yes i am in act 1. i only have like 40 or so hours logged #but. my tfb besties. pls stop sleeping on wyll baby boy is LITERALLY wearing a crop top around camp every single night PLEASE #he is a walking ray of sunshine he is my sweet golden retriever he is good with kids and likes helping people #WYLL HAS SUCH A NICE SMILE AND VOICE please i need everyone to love him as much as i do #i hope this post does not breach tfb containment after how many npc name drops i have done lol i am the Nervous

[greyias]

Oh look. The fandom creeperwan is block evading again on someone who had blocked him from Tumblr, then Discord, and now he's sending incessant whispers in-game. Gotta love an asshole who repeatedly violates the boundaries of women who have made it clear they don't want to interact with him.

#someone who's not me #leave. my friends. alone. dickhead #because i pre-emptively blocked him on every service including in-game #because him creating a whole ass new tumblr account to evade a block was a major red flag #i was just thinking the other day how i needed to get over how many of my mutuals still follow and reblog and interact with this asshole #and that i shouldn't have to unfollow my friends to get him off my dash #but i'm this close to either doing that #or being THAT person who scrapes together a thousand screenshots of his bad behavior with his name NOT blacked out #but i think you can all guess who he is at this point #he's a goddamn creep and he does this to any woman in fandom who gives him the time of day

[claire-starsword]

increasingly convinced that yeah Cain could always teleport they just forgot to explain it in the game. He literally fades away after the battle

#angst break #valid for his situation #shining force #sf cain #also MAN. this part flows so much better in the jp version we were robbed #also better than the gba version tbh #while i`m not against max's talking #it does brings some nice dialogue with the force members #it added absolutely nothing to the amnesia plot #and kinda detracted from cain's angst here which is a lot more impactful #i legit need to make a collage one day of how many times max says the exact sentence of 'how did you know my name' #because it's a lot #legit the only thing he knew #it got old fast

[vampyrluver]

Biggest mistake ever was searching up kpop idols who have had box braids or dreads bc the more i scrolled the more id see another idol i love betray me

#.txt #BRO NOT WINWIN LMAO #ngl highkey i was cracking up #LIKE WHY HAS THE WHOLE INDUSTRY AT THIS POINT HAD BOX BRAIDS OR DREADS #i forgot her name but that one girl who had the box braid pigtails but kept her straight bangs LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO #That was so funny #i cant get over winwin tho bc srsly who looked at him specifically nd thought yeah he needs box braids #nd omg the rainbow stiff dreads tht one guy did #awful #oh and the corn rows dont even get me started #idk kpop stylist love cornrows bro they dnt even car if the idol looks dumb they will corn row their hair #like their paycheck depends on it #im laughing but its also like actually rly upsetting bc i also saw too many black face things nd its like man #its hard being black ns into kpop bc they will rly b like #the most racist #bro how r u racist while also profetting off of black music nd culture make it make sense #anyways thinking abt kai nd the bedazled durag why does he have that fr

[feline-evil]

Clasping my hands together in prayer and wishing The GamersTM weren't also fans of what i'm a fan of

#jay talkin #the pain of being a fan of a specific character who has so many things that The Gamers are Fucking stupid about #constant cinema-sins esque gotchas abt stuff that they think they r so smart for pointing out #when in fact they are being so facking dumb. do u know my pain as a kazuhira miller liker #everyday The Gamers do a 'gotcha' of 'oh he couldnt do that he's blind' #do we need to talk about how uncomfortable that is to hear parroted around #do we need to have a talk about the wide range of sight loss covered under the diagnosises that get you labelled Legally blind. #do we need to talk about the fact being blind does not always = total 100% sight loss. #do we need to talk about Being Normal about a disabled man for once in our miserable lives. #also you can't tell him what to do thats hellmaster fucking miller are you kidding me. #also had to bear witness to people callong him a weeb for being called Kazuhira.... #my brother in christ how are you gonna act like you know shit abt what yr talking abt #when you don't know that kazuhira fuckin miller is a whole ass japanese man with a backstory #that involves the discrimination and xenophobia he faced as a man who looks like he does #a WEEB? A WEEB?? HES FROM. JAPAN. #oh no way the guy from japan has a japanese name? must be weeb shit guys bc our lil racist addled brains #cant understand that japan is a country outside of our commodification of it bc we r less smart than a bird #WHEEZE. SORRY. I GOT MAD AGAIN FOR A MOMENT. anyway. #GamersTM are insufferable and lack the media literacy to actually be metal gear fans so i wish they'd Go Away #putting metal gear but especially kazuhira miller up on a shelf till you guys can learn to behave

[qserasera]

ok self, u changed this gnome npc name like 3 times just pick one and Stick with it pls

#he does not!! need!! a last name!!! #qserasera storytime #but u can bet my notes section will have it anyways..... ; w ; #how many times do i have to describe a side character's appearance im losing track

[yuridovewing]

phone died so i couldn't post, but im gonna be like au speculating as i go through these and i want a good amount of them to be Somewhat rooted in canon? and man i gotta figure out whats just the erins being bad at establishing genuine connections between characters and a character genuinely being distant.

anyways is it just me or does bramblestar feel very distant from his children here

#he has a nice talk with alderpaw when he fails to catch anything on day 1 but he feels weirdly emotionless towards them? #i mean im a ''bramble is a bad dad to both litters'' truther but im wondering how much is like intentional #or me just looking too much into things #actually i wont take too many piss shots at the fandom here (too many) #but this person sucks so ill do it real quick. i actually think dr********r's au where brambles a bad dad to alder #is interesting in concept. like hes ashamed of his kid for not being a great hunter so he shoves him in the medicine den #and later into another clan #buuuuuut tbh i dont really like the way they went about it? like bramble berating alder in the den doesnt feel right #bramble is more the passive aggressive type i feel. at least in my au he is #sometimes more aggressive than passive but thats his main form of being towards his family #like. he doesnt physically abuse squilf. but he DOES berate and isolate her #and idk to his kids i guess him being verbally abusive would work for his character? but it doesnt feel right to me #i think if i had to go at that au itd be more like. bramble keeps negging his kid. getting at his skin #not talking to him in public even when alder calls out his name. downplaying his achievements #''oh. you finally caught a mouse. ok. thats good progress i suppose. keep at it'' #idk subtle stuff like that that eats at alder's insecurities over and over and over until he snaps #and THATS when bramble snaps at him. then he pins the blame on alder for snapping first #and then he goes on about how alder is embarassing him and needs to ''go do something else'' #and alder chooses to be a medicine cat on his own but its bc hes been worn down and is ashamed of his skills #rather than him being shoved in the den bc ngl i really dislike the idea that being a doctor is ass #and you go be a doctor when youre a failure at everything #if i had to do it id have alder deciding be one bc he feels like hes horrible at what his dad does #and maybe actually i wouldnt keep him as a medicine cat. idk why i dont like him being one but i dont. maybe ill see why later #but he decides its not for him and goes back to being a warrior without his dad breathing down his neck. #wait i was talking abt the shadowclan au. or he goes to shadowclan instead yippee #avos liveread