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breakbeatbun · 8 months
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y'all have gotta learn to act normal about other people's characters
just bc you think they're hot doesn't mean the person who made them wants to know if, or how, you'd fuck them. i feel like that's common sense. it doesn't make it OK now just because it's not a real person you're sexualizing. you don't know what they mean to the person who made them, and if you do, well what the fuck, then.
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mattodore · 5 months
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#river dipping#ts4#matthias evanoff#theodore doe#echthroi#GOD........... PUTTING THEIR CAS HEADSHOTS SIDE BY SIDE MAKES ME FEEL SO CRAZY. THEY JUST. THEY JUST LOOK LIKE THIS.......#NEVER NEEDED [REDACTED] SO BAD IN MY LIFE..... EMBARRASSINGGGGGG. LET'S GET A GRIP.#also i can't wait for when i get better at making scars and can make matthias's chin scar look how it's supposed to#it's meant to be gnarly. like. well there's a lot of real estate on that chin first of all 😭#but his mother threw a very heavy decanter at his face so. thick glass. it was fleshy and bloody.#in my head the scar's more like a rough edged gouge than a thin line of scarred over skin. like his chin was torn open.#the skin is probably lighter there and raised. ik my glass scars are like that (tho they're from a window so it's different)#and i think i want the scar to be more vertical and kind of... reaching? like maybe it goes down underneath his chin too?#hmmm...#i wish i had a reference for the exact kind of scar but alas </3#i do have a reference for the scars on his torso from the lung surgery he had in his teen years tho!#...typing ! at the end of that unthinkingly only to sober up like two seconds later bc like. and WHY did he need that surgery exactly? GOD.#matthias's character has so many scars but theo has zero... it really speaks to the different kinds of violence they faced#mirror images but the words are backwards yk.......#no one cared about appearances with matthias or worried about having to hide the evidence..... jesus. god............... well.#christ.#just sat here staring at my screen for two minutes.#well. i do think it's interesting the way the does vs. evanoffs treated their kids. the abuse was so different but it still connects them..#and that isolating distance vs. suffocating closeness shaped both matthias and theo's personalities in such an obvious way#like you look at their character traits and it's like. well first off THAT'S a symptom! but also. jesus. it all traces back to the crib.#yeah... well let me stop here. bc i realize i'll hit tag limit if i keep talking to myself and i don't want to type something only for it#to delete itself after..... which has happened to me SO many times while rambling abt mattodore in the tags of so many posts 😭#cw abuse mention
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7-oh-ta1 · 9 months
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I know I did not just see someone imply that bec Rauru is Zonai and bec Sonia is poc that Hyrule can't be imperialistic fhfhghh guys do we remember which country this game series is made in? Do we know the history of that country? Are the ppl of that country poc
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satanfemme · 1 year
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being both gnc and trans is so hard sometimes. it's like, I'll face adversity for being gnc/trans/whatever-strangers-read-me-as, and in addition to the normal base-level difficultly and pain and fear of these experiences, I'll also feel on some level like it's "my own fault" too because this is what I purposefully decided to be.
I often dress/act like a girl but have a deep voice/facial hair/flat chest -- and I opted in for all of those. I spent more money than I can conceptualize in order to medically transition in those ways. while, in theory, I could've saved the money, not transitioned, continued dressing/acting the same way as I do now, and the problem would no longer exist... in theory. ofc logically I know that's not at all how it works. if I hadn't transitioned I would feel even worse. and the way I'd experience & express gender would still be intrinsically different from "cis girl" -- that's true regardless of how my body looks or sounds. which should all go without saying, because I very obviously don't conform to my CAGAB either. if I did I wouldn't be in this mess!! u know?
...but the self-blame is still there, because for better or for worse I did go out of my way to become myself. <- feels like a truism.
#the other big self doubt-y issue I've been experiencing lately re: being gnc and trans#is feeling like I'm ''faking'' something. to sooo many people I've just come out as a femme/nonbinary man#with no mentions of my cagab cause that's not something I like to share around irl lol#and then I complain ofc about how I'm treated for being feminine. and everyone gives me sympathy which is nice#but it's hard to fully accept cause I wonder how many of them are assuming I was shunned the same way growing up.#when in reality I was punished for not being feminine *enough*.#and ik it shouldn't/doesn't matter in this context. I still struggled then and I still struggle now; they don't cancel out#but it almost feels like I ''tricked'' my way into a marginalization that I don't ''actually'' belong in. idk#like as if I'm ''secretly'' a girl and just pretending my normal girlhood is subversive for attention#or like I should have just been content with the relative safety of my assigned social role#(hm... where have I heard ''why can't you just be ok with being a girl?'' and ''they're just doing it for attention'' before 🤔)#it's def leaps of logic & self-directed transphobia all around but it's hard to shake#and there's a real fear somewhere mixed into it all too of ''what if someone finds out my cagab and decides I'm not actually trans/a man -#- by *their* transphobic logic. even if they previous supported me''.#anyway I hope no one minds the long vent-y post. I needed to sort out my emotions here lol#I have an old ''omg I love being confusing and ambiguous XD'' post gaining notes rn for some reason and#seeing it again while mentally working thru the above just made me feel ill and confused and guilty. feeling better now <3#and I do love being trans & I love being a femme & I love being a man with a broad and fluid gender#it's just hard too sometimes
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mothocean · 3 months
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I'm just gonna say it. I think smart watches are stupid as fuck
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Genuinely hoping they don’t give Ichiban a love interest or something. I just detest focusing on romances with some exceptions like whatever Nanba and Saeko keep doing tbh 💀 And I do not have high hopes after the things they kept doing with Kiryu in different games. Actually that’s one of my fears with 8 😭😭
if it's any consolidation, i doubt they'll give ichi a love interest- or it won't be a main plot point anyhow
rgg's never really handled romance with tact, and i think as the series went on they kinda realized that and had romance plots sort of fizzle out (Y1's climax was Certainly a love triangle, and while Y2 had kiryu and kaoru romance is never a major prevalent thing again. closest we get is akiyama and yasuko but it's about as relevant as akiyama's part, then it's not really brought up again)
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Imagine its bring your family member/s to school day at ik's school, and she just SHOWS UP WITH THESE 8 FOOT MEN, WITH ONE OF THEM AT LEAST 9 FEET.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
imagine being one of ik's teachers. you call her name and wait a moment as the classroom door opens. your student comes in first. ok, that's normal. then you hear a thunk and an 'ow' and ik turns around, holds out her hand, and pulls in a man that you think might be taller than two regular men stacked on top of each other
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burymeinblack2022 · 7 months
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Don't ask:
- a man, his salary
- A woman, her age
- And a tumblrina (gn) who they voted for in the nge/moomin poll....
#Releasing this from the drafts bc the poll ends at 9pm today#It's been real y'all we go down gracefully it's been an honor fighting with y'all in the Eva trenches 🫡🫡#Also why are pitting 2 bad bitches against each other#Like do ppl realize when they say 'moomin is for queer people' the lead of Eva is also literally a depressed bi like!#He should be doing numbers here on the depressed gay site come on. Yeah it was doomed by the narrative#But what is Romance without tragedy. Like man. What a trope (only talking abt the story not the authors obv)#Imagine hearing 'maybe I was born to meet you' from a divine being who sees all your faults#And how much you hate yourself and loves you unconditionally and intensely from the moment he lays eyes on you... I'M GONNA BE UNWELL#Regardless. Times are tough but we stay silly :3 let me be silly for a moment with u it ain't serious#Wow anna said something#Anna's shitposts#Nge#Eva#I just think they're wildly different in how they approach themes and it's weird and complicated to even compare them#One is lighthearted and comforting the other feels like being crushed by a thousand elephants both are important#We got far we deserved better than to lose bc of a bit everyone was committed to but. It's respectable. It all returns to nothing or smth#Edit: the sidenote is to differentiate between the fact one is not known for being queer media but it does have that#Despite it being so small in the story (the show at least but it's significant) and the other#Is obv queer media bc of the author and it's not in the story as far as ik but it's an accepting/inclusive story#Why do u think it got so big and a character that appeared once became one of the biggest*. It obv meant smth to ppl#*to the point he appeared more in the rebuilds and is all over in merch. ANYWAY SORRY FOR RANTING IN THE TAGS I GOT PASSIONATE OK
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infamousbeans · 11 months
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I am. Aggressively in love. Damn.
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knowssowell · 11 months
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tim replicating this look stiles gave lydia when if lucy gets shot in the finale is something so personal to me.
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starpros-sunshine · 1 year
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(through tears) have. have I ever told you about. about wataei and how much I adore them? Ha. Have I?
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ff2-soda-pop · 2 years
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love how the owl house confirmed the belos is philip theory and you’d think i wouldnt instantly have more things im confused about. you’d also be horribly wrong dfghjhgf
#LIKE-?? since its confirmed officially that they're The Same that made me think about 'well shit that means hes been there since the 1600s'#but then i remembered how toh is set in like modern day so im just-?? how is he still alive i dont- human lifespans are Not that long so#like how has he not died somehow someway. and then i was like 'maybe the palisman thing is whats been keeping him alive??' since we see him#doing that shit even back when lilith and luz went back in time and shit but then its like- how would that keep him alive?? and now im just-#they had that thing w/ the palismen spirit thingy in his mindscape but like. tbh im so confused about that like?? is it like a curse thing??#like we can figure that whatever it is belos is doing is why that thing exists but like. that doesnt explain the how of it and it sure as#hell doesnt explain WHY he does that. like sure i get him wanting to destroy them given his shit about magic especially 'wild' magic but#i'd think if he *just* wanted to destroy them he wouldnt do the... thing he does??? and now im just- why? does he do that???#like ik his motivations are basically just 'i am an evil terrible shitty person' which like- that checks out that makes sense! but like#im still confused about these other things now. like now that the Big questions of like- 'who actually is belos' and 'what are his exact#motives and goals' have been cleared up its like my brain instantly went 'HEY WHAT ABOUT THESE OTHER CONFUSING THINGS THIS EPISODE DIDNT#EXPLAIN' 'cause like- i dont have any real lingering questions with anything else from this episode i think it was all explained very#clearly (but also. what exactly is a grimwalker. like what exactly Is that). ...except these two things relating to belos#and like im Sure they'll clarify it somehow at some point but for now im just- ??? how is this happening and what is happening in relation#to these very specific things??#like unless i just completely missed something i dunno sdfghgfds#the owl house spoilers#sorry if this is incoherent also im no good at putting thoughts into words DFGHGFD
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astrxealis · 1 year
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vcing w my friends rn but i kinda just muted and stopped watching and talking now bcs. :”)
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#cw vvent#tw vent#i think there are just some differences that i. i really don't like?#dbgshbghddbhjg in the way that idk man but we're watching cloudy with a chance of meatballs (rewatching!)#and i'm not really a fan of how thy say they prefer the girl w her hair down and no glasses when yk. that's not really who she is#and how they're like . when she looked at the exit for a sec. they went 'yeah lol i wouldn't want to hang out w a lunatic too'#and ig it kinda sucks bcs i see the main guy as on the spectrum ?? aspie maybe ??? and ofc i'm still wondering if i am in fact#on the spectrum as well but at the very least i know how it feels like to be a weirdo and thank god i wasn't bullied or anything#but i can understand and somewhat empathize/sympathize on how it would feel and. i think my friends are just joking around#but i don't really like it but i'm scared to tell them that so i just kinda went away. this usually happens w vcs w them tbh#and ik it's my bday tmrw and they're doing this for me and lune and i kinda made it obvious idk what to do#and yeah i'm kinda fine w whatever but i think it's mostly that. there are things i actually want to do but. idk#i'm not used to opening up or asking things from others or being truthful with my real feelings deep down bcs i bottle it up sm#even if it's not obvious ;; so yeah. don't want the evening b4 my bday to be bad bcs plans already got cancelled#and idm tbh but it's still. saddening yk. so. yeah. i'll just chill or something!#it'll be my birthday but it feels like friends taking advantage of the fact it's a celebration of sorts to do what they want ig#even if i know that's not what they want to do or mean to do it comes off that way to me?#so uh. idk man. whatever i guess ^^;#have a feeling this'll be my worst bday so far tbh ... i'm trying to not be negative bcs even so#i think even if bad things happen the day doesn't have to be a bad one!#but. wbahjg. i don't want to say yeha. but i think. yeah.
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snekdood · 2 years
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oh and just so yall know, before i forget this; my ex is the one who started the whole “you’re gonna get beat up” shit by telling me their military cis guy friend who still lives in my state wants to fight me. so if yall have an issue with me wanting to fight my ex then get off my ass about it and go confront them 
#vent#they're weak ass is gonna send him after me but not confront me at all lmao#like okay#lmk when you get on t bitch and let me know if you're still a bitch by then#keep pretending you're a weak lil baby who needs to be protected. keep pretending.#you're a grown ass adult spreading bs about me online. yeah. im gonna want to fight you. you dont just get to do that and#not face the consequences of your actions.#oh uh also. if something happens to me and its at yal''s hands? you wont like it. lmao#so yeah how about we get off snakes ass for wanting to defend himself. given that after they said that i felt like i had to worry about#randomly running into them and that friend of theirs and them starting shit#amazing how pussy wipped that man is and you havent even fucked him. simply amazing.#he basically thinks you crafted who he is and his identity for him. thats wild. and you dont think you're kinda culty? okaaaaaaay..#(well. i know you do actually because you admitted it to me. but ik you pretend you dont think taht around your friends.-#given they're the cult you're trying to preserve#anyways yeah its real cringe to see someone who's masc pretending to be a weak frail whiney bitch#like pick one lol#you cant be a masc tough guy who sets shit on fire and then when someone confronts you abt the bs you say you turn into a small#child whos never done anything wrong and doesnt know whats happening apparently. like you're not innocent. you're not a small child#who cant be held accountable for your actions. you genuinely dont need to be protected from me confronting your ass.#you're not a small child you're not a little weak child ik for damn sure you're not ignorant to your actions so stop fucking pretending to b#i understand that when you face conflicts you revert into a child bc blah blah blah childhood trauma but that doesnt change the fact#of what you did nor the responsibility you need to take nor does it change the fact that im entirely justified for wanting to call you out#and wanting to enact self defense bc of the bs YOU started.
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starberry-skies · 2 years
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it doesn't matter if you actively avoid relationships w trans people. i literally don't gaf. there's a million reasons why someone would do that (can't relate, but in any case) it's not my job to judge which is valid and which is not. it's when that bleeds over into transphobia is when it becomes a problem.
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