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mingtinys · 17 days
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" you are my home "
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pairing : kwon soonyoung x gn!reader
"13 ways to say "i love you" with seventeen"
warnings : none
word count : 0.5 k
a/n : probably my favorite from this series (:
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Don't get it twisted, you really do love having Soonyoung around so much. You love waking up to him every morning. Love seeing his toothbrush on your counter. Love spending your nights curled up with him on the couch watching comedies.
Nothing makes you happier than Soonyoung. But you're a little worried if he's happy.
Ever since you gifted him a key to your apartment for your second anniversary, he'd been living with you day in and day out. Filling your empty draws with his clothes and making his presence a permanent part of your life. He really only leaves for practices, schedules, and meetings with his members.
If someone from the outside were to describe your situation, they'd probably assume he'd officially moved in. Which again, you're overjoyed about. But your apartment is quite some distance from his parents and you've noticed he's been Facetimeing them more and more. You know he's close with them, so it confuses you how he hasn't gotten homesick yet.
Your worries boil over as you're cuddled up on the couch one night. "Soonyoung, can I ask you something?"
His eyes pop open and he stares up at you with an innocent expression. His head still rests in your lap, your fingers never ceasing their ministrations in his hair. He nods, "Is everything okay? You look upset."
"Everything's fine, I was actually wondering if everything is okay with you?"
He blinks up at you, not quite understanding the implication. "What do you mean?"
You chew at your lip. "We'll, it's just . . . I've noticed you've been calling your parents a lot as well as your members and I just want to you know I don't expect you to be here all the time."
"Do you not want me here?"
"No, no! It's not that at all, I love having you here! I just don't want you to be unhappy because you're with me instead of home. I wouldn't blame you if you wanted to go back every now and then. Ya know?"
At that, Soonyoung sits up and faces you. A look of genuine confusion plaguing his features. "You are my home, why would I be unhappy here?"
You're a little taken aback by his answer, and it takes a moment for your heart to stop fluttering long enough to follow up. "Oh, I guess I just assumed you missed living in the dorms and being closer to your family."
He thinks for a moment. "I do. But I'd miss you too if I lived in the dorms still and then I'd really be unhappy. So it wouldn't really solve anything anyways if I left." It's so simple, the way he explains it. Yet so Soonyoung.
"Yeah, when you put it that way, I guess that makes sense." Your cheeks hurt from how wide you're smiling. You never thought it'd be possible to love someone this much.
"And just to be clear, you do want me here, right?"
The look on his face makes you giggle. "Yes, Soonyoung, I absolutely want you here."
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boosari · 10 months
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yin and yang — j.ww
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pairing: bf!wonwoo x fem!reader
genre: fluff
wk: 0.5k
warnings: mentions of chinese philosophical symbol (yin and yang if you could consider it as a warning)
summary: you and your boyfriend decide to watch a movie for the night, but you end up admiring each other's face.
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rest is all wonwoo needed right now. just him, you and movies. finally that day arrived. a day off, which you obviously used as your advantage as a couple. today wonwoo didn't feel like hanging out and proposed to stay at home and spend time together by playing games, cooking and cuddling. to which you agreed immediately.
you and wonwoo are the perfect mach. like two magnets, like the sun and the moon, like the north pole and the south pole, like the yin, the night, the femaleness, passivity and absorption and the yang, the daylight, the maleness, light and heaven. it's like you two complete each other.
after a day of playing games, cooking and various activities, the night has arrived. you agreed on watching a movie (avatar 2) and just cuddle on the couch.
"everyone loves this movie" you say looking at the movie as it starts.
"yeah, i heard a lot of positive feedbacks too, we will probably like it as well, since we enjoyed the first one" he replies smiling at you.
you get comfortable, putting your head on his shoulder, as his arm wraps around your body.
wonwoo glances down at you, only to see your eyes glued to the tv, concentrated and bond to the movie, your brows furrowed a little. he now notices also your cute pyjamas, your messy bun, your bare face. the corner of his lips curve upward a little, admiring your face, realising that you were beautiful, and he was lucky to have you.
you on the other hand were too concentrated on the movie. after a while you felt like being observed, so you turn your head to the side, to see your boyfriend staring at you with a little smile on his face.
"what? is there something on my face?" you ask lifting yourself from him a little. he doesn't reply, only shakes his head while smiling a little.
"why are you staring at me then?" you laugh a little. "nothing...just pretty" he replies. you smile widens as you snuggle close to him.
now you're the one to look up at him, and notice his glasses, his messy hair, his cute pyjamas (that matched with yours) and realised that he was handsome. and how lucky you were to have him.
you are both so whipped for each other.
he notices your stare, and looks down at you for the nth time. and everything freezes. no one paying attention to the movie anymore.
you stayed like that for who knows how long, just looking at each other, admiring each other, loving each other. your eyes locked, you saw the universe in his and he saw the stars in yours. just like two pieces that completed each other.
you slowly put a hand on his cheek, caressing it as he leans in your touch. you two keep looking at each other adoringly while smiling like idiots.
"i love you" he suddenly says, without breaking eye contact.
you smile, your eyes still locked in his. "i love you too, wonwoo".
there's always a piece of him in your heart and soul, just like there's a piece of you in his. because the yin always has a piece of yang in it, just like yang has a piece of the yin.
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a/n: thank you @jeonride for the request! very very sweet, we love a soft wonwoo! i think i got carried away and added little off-topic details. my bad guys i just love being philosophical LMFAO. just to clarify, yin and yang are opposites but they also complete each other. i honestly don't know if reader and wonwoo are opposites, you can interpretate it the way you want. it's a bit short kinda like a drabble, but still i hope you guys will like it!
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secndlife · 8 months
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[12:03pm]
“Babe.” 
Soonyoung’s voice echoed through the room, and you hid your face under the covers in response. 
He had gotten home from teaching a class not long ago, heading straight to the shower while giving you an eye about being right where he left you. You had gotten up while he was out just to brush your teeth and wash your face, settling back on your side of the bed when you were done.
Usually, Soonyoung wouldn’t push you to get up, being well aware of how much you liked to laze around during the weekends. But you couldn’t really afford it. Not today.
“You need to pack,” he nudged again, playfully throwing whatever shirt he decided to wear on top of you, hoping it had hit you properly. Soonyoung kept on rampaging through his drawers, clearly unable to find whatever he was looking for. “Did you see my black Adidas shorts?”
You sighed, placing the covers by your chest, body still flat on the mattress. “Didn’t you pack them?”
Soonyoung hummed, “I did, you’re right.” After staring at his other bottoms for what seemed like forever, he found the solution to his problem. “Guess I’ll just have to stay shortless until it’s time to leave.” 
A chuckle escaped you, “You do that.” 
After putting on his boxers, Soonyoung turned around, hands on his waist like a scolding mother. “Babe.”
“I know, I need to pack.” You groaned. 
You and Soonyoung were going away for a week to celebrate your third anniversary. He chose Thailand as he had been there before but without you. He had favorite places he wanted you to see. Foods he wanted you to eat. 
Soonyoung wanted to hold your hand on the rooftop he had been to on his last visit. To see your face illuminated by the city lights. To tell you how much he loved every single day of the past three years there, while you made the face you usually make when you see a breathtaking view. 
He had that face too. And he made it every day when he laid eyes on you. 
“I know you hate packing.” Soonyoung was closer now, sitting by the edge of the bed. He took your hand in his and started rubbing your skin gently. “I’ll help. I’m done anyway.”
You scoffed, “Of course you’re done.” 
Soonyoung had packed almost a week early in excitement, complaining then almost daily how he barely had any clothes to wear. It was borderline comical how you were the one leaving things to the last minute this time.
Reversed roles. 
He laughed, eyes shaping into crescents and making butterflies show up at the pit of your stomach. God, how you loved his eyes. “You really need to, though. We’re leaving soon.” Soonyoung pressed a kiss on your knuckles, and you almost melted. “C’mon, I got you.”
Another groan, and then some whines. “I don’t want to.” 
Soonyoung giggled, finding your act way more endearing than he should. “I’ll give you a kiss for every piece you put in the suitcase.” 
“That’s not gonna help with my overpacking tendencies, Soonyoung.” Your tone was gentle, and the words almost got lost between your airy laugh. 
Maybe that’s why you hated packing. Because you felt like you had to take too many clothes. You know, just in case. 
Soonyoung stared at you in a pathetic attempt to convince you without having to say anything else. Useless. 
When you showed no signs of getting up, he decided to bring the big guns. 
Soonyoung laid down on top of you, shirt still lost somewhere between the covers. His hands were by the sides of your head, and you could feel the warmth his body was irradiating. The sun was shining on his torso and he looked way too enticing.
“You have to.” 
You raised an eyebrow at him, a smirk forming across your lips, “How am I supposed to pack when you’re half-naked on top of me?” You wiggled your hips, and Soonyoung started to regret his actions.
“You have to,” he repeated while doing his best to maintain his composure. 
You nodded and your hands moved to pull him closer, fingers locked by the back of his neck. 
Soonyoung was way too hard to resist. 
When his chest was finally pressed against yours, he stopped himself when he was mere inches from your lips. “I can’t kiss you now,” it was barely a whisper. “There’s nothing on your suitcase yet.” 
Your eyes were closed already while your breath fanned against his face, “Just one. I’ll bring more than one thing anyway.” 
He considered saying no. He really did. But he couldn’t. Not when you were this needy for him.
You were way too hard to resist. 
So Soonyoung kissed you. Soft and hot and it felt just as amazing as the first kiss the two of you had shared years ago. 
Fireworks. 
And he kissed you again. And again. And again.
Eventually, your hands traveled to his waist, making sure to keep him flushed against you. You wouldn’t break the kiss if you had a choice, but you needed more. Kissing him was addictive in the best of ways. His lips would never fail to leave you at his mercy. “Please.”
Soonyoung laughed, pulling back to start licking on your neck. “What do you want?”
Your head was spinning and your body felt like it would combust anytime soon. More. More. More. You let out a small moan in response, “Anything.” 
It took him every inch of willpower and self-control to do what he just did. But extreme situations call for extreme measures. 
He had to.
Before you could even process what was happening, Soonyoung was standing, placing himself by the sides of the bed while you stayed there in confusion. 
The look of shock mixed with frustration on your face made him want to jump back and give you what you needed. 
He couldn’t.
The carpet below Soonyoung’s feet was doing a good job in grounding him, so he decided to focus on that feeling rather than on the way his body already missed yours.
“What are you doing?” You whined, wanting nothing more than to feel Soonyoung again.
“Forcing you to pack,” your boyfriend responded, triumphantly. 
For the second time that day, you moved from your spot. You waddled on your knees towards Soonyoung, who, against his best judgment, welcomed you with open arms. 
“Don’t wanna pack now.” It was your turn to kiss his neck, teeth barely gazing against the veins that he had there while you pulled his hair slightly. 
Low blow. 
Fuck you for knowing every single thing that made him weak. 
He couldn’t give in. He had to be strong.
Soonyoung managed to release himself from your ministrations, poker face game strong, much to your dismay. 
“You’re kidding,” you complained. “I’m practically begging here.” 
He nodded, “I know.” Soonyoung had always loved the way you begged for him. 
“Babe.” 
He crossed his arms in defense, moving further and further away until he was sat by the windowsill. Soonyoung had every intention of fucking you senseless. He’d just do that after your suitcase was closed shut.
"Are you trying to bribe me with sex?"
"It sounds kinda bad when you say it like that," he pursed his lips. "Think of it as a reward. You'll get what you want when you're done."
You sat back on your heels, the soft fabric of the mattress easing the weight placed on yourself. “Are you actually doing this?”
Soonyoung made himself comfortable and offered you a wink, “Yes.” 
You could barely think straight, so you just muttered the only word that came to mind. He had to give in.
“Babe.”
“You should really get to it.” The teasing in his tone made you roll your eyes.
Not long after, and clearly defeated, you finally stood up. If looks could kill, Soonyoung would probably be dead. Or in a coma. Something serious, for sure. 
“I hate you,” you said, walking down the hallway in search of your suitcase.
You couldn’t see it, but Soonyoung smiled. Big. Bright. 
A winner’s smile.
“Love you too.”
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a/n: idk bro. i had to pack today bc i'm leaving for my summer trip tomorrow and i've been having so many soonyoung thoughts bc i miss writing for him so muchhhhhh. so this happened. in like a little over two hours i think? i legit saw the moon moving while i wrote it. anyway! this is completely unedited and also not proofread bc it's almost 1am and i need to sleep but i wanted to post this anyway so. here ya go? idk i hope this doesn't suck ma dudes. let's see what i'll think in the morning. yeah so !! my askbox is open as usual hehe
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eoieopda · 10 months
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the one with soonyoung and the domino
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pairing: kwon soonyoung x afab!reader type: drabble (smut) | wc: 990 | rating: 18+ au: established relationship summary: you and your boyfriend are both prone to taking stupid bets. cw: competitive cockwarming; self-imposed orgasm denial; p in v penetration; creampie implied, i guess? lol; “petal” as a pet name because i like to suffer. a/n: feast upon my brain worms, my children. i have succumbed to delusion. 😵‍💫 ⚠️ 18+ only ⚠️ minors and ageless blogs will be blocked, on sight. my content is not for you. i do not want to interact with you. please respect my boundaries.
You’re competitive.
You accept this fact about yourself. Or, rather, you acknowledge that this trait exists and do nothing — not one thing — to change it. While your therapist may ask you to dig down, to figure out why you feel you have so much to prove, you know better. The rationale is puddle deep: you simply hate to lose.
To your friends’ horror, you weren’t alone in this. You’d managed to find the one person on planet Earth who could go toe-to-toe with you and remain on his feet. Kwon Soonyoung, it seems, was tailor-made to keep your pace.
It was a blessing and a curse, loving someone equally hellbent on winning. It made you an unstoppable team at backyard sports and drinking games — downright formidable, really — but it also led to both of your mouths writing checks your asses didn’t really want to cash.
A series of bad bets, just for the sake of it.
Just like this one.
“How are you holding up, petal?” 
Soonyoung sounds smug, but he’s asking through gritted teeth. 
“Better than you, I think,” You respond breezily because you’re unbothered, not because your body begs for you to sigh. “Sweet of you to ask.”
He hums in response, amusement so clear that he may as well have laughed instead. Either way, you feel that vibration in your chest, which is all but pressed to his. Arms linked around his neck, you lean in closer until you can nudge the tip of his nose with yours. The tiny shift in your posture makes your breath catch in your throat, but you swallow it back.
Instead, you smirk, “Not thinking of tapping out yet, are you, baby?”
When he lifts himself up to scoot closer to the back of the couch, you know exactly what he’s up to. Shameless, you think, trying to steal territory like this. The sole consolation you get from his movement — apart from the obvious — is that he looks like he’s full of regret for his choices. You are, too, of course.
Among other things.
“Could do this all day.” He smiles his way through a bold-faced lie. His palms run up your thighs, making you shiver; but then he pats them so innocently, you want to scream instead. “‘m perfectly comfortable. I might even fall asleep like this.”
Oh, you bastard.
It kills you to do it, but you refuse to take this dishonesty sitting down — well… — so, you take back the weight you’d balanced on your bent legs and center it. Gravity grabs you by the hips, pulls you down until he has nowhere left to run. Then, like a fucking masochist, you signal every muscle in your body to tense.
To your dismay, Soonyoung cracks, but he doesn’t break. He simply mutters, “Fuck,” and squeezes his eyes shut, sucking in a breath through his teeth that he then releases with a hiss.
“Sorry, did you say something?” Eyes wide and smile coquettish, you’re ready to devastate him whenever he deigns to lift his lids. “Didn’t catch that, baby.”
As it turns out, you’re not at all prepared for the look he gives you when his eyes reopen. There’s dark, and then there’s whatever the fuck has gotten into him to make his pupils dilate like that. Involuntarily, you clench. This time, he doesn’t flinch.
“You act big and bad now,” he drawls, grinning wolfishly. “But if I blink too hard, my cock could kiss your cervix. You know that, right?” Fingers scratch lightly at the goosebumps on your thighs. He knows you know; he’s buried too deep not to. “That if I have a sudden… coughing fit, for example, I could wind up rearranging your guts?”
You do your best to ignore the way his words make your pulse race. After all, you have an endgame to focus on. Only two options remain: fight nobly and risk him winning, or take him down with you. 
Fuck it.
He gave you the idea himself, didn’t he?
You sniffle for a moment, eyes flashing with mischief for even less time, and then you unwrap one arm from around his neck. With the crook of your elbow freed, you fake a sneeze; cunt clenching hard around his length while your hips jerk forward, dragging him along with you.
It was a calculated risk on your part. Unfortunately for you, you’ve never been great at math. That delicious friction is enough to grab you tight and fling you off the cliff without reservation. You tremble as you float, whole body alight with the orgasm you’d been fighting for the fifteen minutes since you sank down onto him.
Thankfully, Soonyoung isn’t any better off. He cums hard, hips jolting up to meet the underside of your thighs. Cock twitching and spilling, he groans like you’d done far more than just keep him warm. And despite the lack of physical exertion, you’re both panting — embarrassingly so.
“I fucking win,” he cheers faintly. Fist raised, weakly and triumphantly, he drops his head back against the couch. In an instant, his eyes flutter shut; he doesn’t see the way your nostrils flare.
You snort, “In what world?”
“Don’t be a sore loser, petal.” He chides you. He cracks one eye open and hits you with a lopsided grin. “I held out a full second longer.”
“You did not!” You gasp, smacking his chest with a muted thump. “The nerve of you, Soonyoung — the absolute gall!”
He flattens his mouth into a straight line. His eyes narrow the same way, unimpressed. “I only came because you did. Might’ve been a domino effect, but you fell first.”
“So, we both lost, then,” you huff, crossing your arms indignantly.
He flattens his palms against the cushion below, sits up properly, and steals a kiss from your pouty lips. 
“Nah,” he hums. Unsatiated, he steals another. “Think we both won.”
On the inside, you swoon, but on the outside, you roll your eyes. “Fine. I wasn’t planning on paying up, anyway.”
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ssentimentals · 8 months
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seventeen members as their natal charts: hoshi
sun in gemini, moon in gemini
this man is very social and friendly, more intelligent and serious than he looks; has a hard time concentrating and generally is not the best at being stable cause he gets bored quickly, he is temperamental and efficient, usually very comfortable in his skin and will help you to feel the same!
'just be yourself.' you startle, turning to see soonyoung leaning over the railing, looking at you with uncharacteristically serious expression on his face. 'and they will like you.'
swallowing the lump in your throat, you mutter: 'easy for you to say.'
you don't mean it in a rude way even if it comes out as such; it's just you can't imagine someone not liking soonyoung. his ability to just throw himself out there with an astonishing confidence that he'll be accepted anyway is something you're very jealous of, because being that open doesn't come naturally to you. it's sweet though, how he came out to offer some kind of support when you two are not exactly close.
'it really is easy,' he presses and you've never seen him look so serious before. he's always smiling, laughing, being the sunshine and to see frown etched between his eyebrows is very unusual. 'just go out there and be yourself and-'
'and what if they won't like me?' you interrupt, voicing out your hidden fear. 'what if they won't accept me?'
soonyoung easily jumps over the railing, now standing on your side and very, very close to you. his eyes shine with determination and when he takes your hand in his, you feel a little braver. 'they will like you,' he assures. 'but for that to happen you need to go out there and show yourself. how they'll like you without knowing you?'
you're not sure why he's so dead set on making you more confident, but you don't question his motives, smiling back at him. 'i'm not as open as you are,' you say. 'or as likable as you are.'
'you don't have to be,' this time he interlaces your fingers, effectively cutting air supply from your lungs with this gesture. his easiness starts to rub off on you. 'you just be you and don't worry about nothing else, okay? it's not like there's something else you can do.'
the truth in his words makes you take a deep breath and calm down. he is right, there's nothing else you can do. seeing how his words finally reached your mind, soonyoung smiles, swinging both of your hands from side to side. 'you'll do terrific. go, good luck! i'll be here.' at your questioning gaze, he winks. 'so you can tell me all about how it went.'
there's something shimmering here, you can tell that he wants to say something more but holds himself back. he squeezes your hands and you feel flow of bravery once more. maybe it's his magic power? 'thank you,' you say and move away, feeling his gaze on your back all the time.
this man approaches love in a relaxed and carefree manner and might have troubles with committing (needs someone active and easy-going for a partner, who will constantly fascinate him), is surpisingly not as emotional in love as you'd expect him to be, always keeps relationships fun, it's never boring with him!
'and then we can go on that boat thing, what do you think?'
hearing excitement in soonyoung's voice makes you smile. 'sure! if weather ends up being bad, we can try indoor archery? i heard they have it here.'
'and there's an indoor swimming pool,' soonyoung comments, watching your reaction closely. he knows he can be a lot, it's a bit hard for him to sit still when he is excited and he doesn't want to pressure you into agreeing to too many activities. 'or if that's too much-'
'oh, yeah, i also heard about the indoor swimming pool!' your smile is genuine and you easily reflect his excitement right back at him. 'we can go there after dinner, i think we'll be very busy with all activities whole day.'
you go on about different plans, but he's not really listening to you anymore. soonyoung doesn't know how to explain it, he is not sure that you'll understand. how every single time you agree to try something new with him, his heart grows bigger. how he is close to crying out of gratitude when you both stay level-headed during small fights. how he is always - constantly, 24/7 - is in awe from you. he decides to let the last part out, because you deserve to know: 'you fascinate me.' he watches you turn to him, surprised. for a good measure he adds: 'always. all the time. i don't know how you do it, to be honest.'
he sees your shy answering smile and thinks that maybe he met the one. he never thought he would, not with how 'too much' he is, not with how hard relationships can be to him sometimes. but when you step closer and whisper that this feeling is mutual, that you are fascinated by him too, he feels his hope spark up in his heart. he'll never stop being in awe from you, finding everything, every small little thing about fascinating and otherwordly. it won't stop, not now, not ever.
a/n: your honor, this boy makes me go '!!!' and my heart can't take it anymore :( - nini
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gamerwoo · 11 months
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[Tales from the Pack] Soonyoung: Imperfect (Part 10)
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Characters: Soonyoung x female reader
Genre/warnings: werewolf au, fantasy, fluff, mild angst??, they talk a lot about like rut and stuff but nothing happens, mention of religion at the beginning, i think that’s it but lmk if i missed anything :)
Word count: 3,654
Summary: Soonyoung has always been desperate to find his mate, often going out into town at night to fill the void of imprinting that he craves so much. Then suddenly, you (quite literally) appear in front of him. He’d always dreamed and fantasized about what having his mate would be like, but the reality is nothing like he expected.
a/n: things in bold are in english and whenever soonyoung says reader’s name it’s meant to be reader’s surname
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You both knew it was coming. It was kind of weird that you could sense it. There was a shift in Soonyoung, both in how he was acting and other things that you could just sense -- things your instincts picked up on that weren’t necessarily things you could physically see. They were signs you were already familiar with because of the boys in your pack, but these ones were impacting you, now. It was different. It was scary.
It was...intriguing.
Your mate’s rut was coming up very soon. Obviously that was a conversation that hadn’t come up between the two of you, but now that you could sense the change, you knew Soonyoung would want to talk about it.
God, you moving in was really bad timing.
“Y’know, I was never quite sure if I believed in God or Gods or any higher power,” Soonyoung began as he sat in the kitchen, sitting at one of the chairs at the table with his head back as he stared at the ceiling, “but now I’m positive there’s one out there because they fucking hate me.”
“Could just chalk everything up to fate like Lilly used to,” Jun shrugged.
“Maybe it is,” Seungcheol offered. “Maybe this is how you and _____ will really start bonding.”
Soonyoung’s eyes widened, his head lifting up like he was being raised from the dead as he stared at the eldest, “That is not how I want to bond.”
“Your track record implies otherwise,” Danbi snorted, making the others in the kitchen laugh along.
“Well, not now!”
“So what’re you going to do, then?” Yeji wondered. “She moved in hardly a week ago. You’re gonna kick her back out?”
“What else am I supposed to do?” he sighed, running his hands through his hair. “I can’t be around her like this. It’s way too soon for us to be doing...any of that, and I don’t want the first time to be because of fucking rut.”
Jihoon scoffed, “Since when are you a gentleman?”
“Speak for yourself.”
“Aw, Soonie was a hopeless romantic the whole time,” Danbi cooed. “He just...had unconventional ways of trying to find his mate.”
“How’re you going to boot her?” Yeji asked bluntly, changing the subject back.
“Considering I probably can’t word it very well, I was hoping...maybe...Kyu--”
“No.”
The newer alpha walked into the kitchen before Soonyoung could even get her name fully out of his mouth. His golden eyes widened as his eyes followed her like a helpless puppy. He scrambled to his feet and immediately stood behind her as she opened the fridge door, her curly hair tickling his nose from how close he got to her.
“Please?” he begged. “I can’t nicely ask her to leave. I can’t even explain to her what’s happening! I’d need your help anyway so why not just do it for me?”
“Because she’s not my mate, Soon,” she chuckled, turning around and putting a hand to his chest to gently push him backwards a couple steps. “I’m not talking to her about anybody’s mating season. That’s between you, her, and Mother Nature.”
“And how am I supposed to explain it to her when I don’t even know the words to do it?” he huffed, crossing his arms over his chest and furrowing his brow. “Face it, you need to help me.”
“I don’t need to do anything,” she stated, mimicking his expression and body language. “You don’t have any alpha charge over me.”
The two stood there in a silent battle to see who would break, but neither seemed to do so. Eyes narrowed and tension so thick it was almost palatable, the two alphas stared each other down unwaveringly.
“I’ll do it.”
All eyes in the kitchen went to the doorway to see a tired Josh standing beside an ever-chipper-looking Arinya, her hand in his. He looked like a disheveled and grumpy father bringing his daughter downstairs too early on Christmas morning, and a few of the wolves couldn’t help but scoff and snort.
Kyung and Soonyoung both figured that if anyone were to concede and offer help, it would’ve been Hansol. They were honestly both surprised to see the eldest of the English speakers being the one to step up -- especially considering he never wanted to help anyone.
“You’ll do it?” Junhui laughed. “Did we all just forget about the last time you ‘helped’ Soonyoung and _____?”
Joshua merely rolled his eyes as Ari let go of his hand to scurry into the kitchen in search of breakfast. He entered at a much slower pace, relaxing down into a wooden chair at the end of the table.
“I learned my lesson, alright?” he insisted, though he seemed pretty bored. “Plus, _____ unfortunately would be able to understand at least part of what he says, so lying would be kind of hard.”
“Wow, how kind of you,” Danbi deadpanned.
“Why’re you volunteering?” Seungcheol asked him curiously, studying him carefully for any signs of ulterior motives. “You never wanted to help with their English lessons.”
“Because,” he let out a deep sigh, “I really don’t feel like hearing Soonyoung fuck her brains out.”
The kitchen filled with murmurs of agreement as Soonyoung’s face turned bright red and he frowned deeply at the older wolf.
Joshua took notice of his expression and smiled a stupid, shit-eating grin, “Do you want someone’s help or not?”
“Fine, whatever,” was all he grumbled in reply.
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Maybe Hansol would’ve been first to step in and offer his help, but he was out with you, anyway. Him, Minghao, and Jia went to the market with you because the pack needed a few things, and you knew of a vendor from New Zealand who always gave you really good discounts.
After only a few minutes of talking with Jia, though, he offered to give you some things for free.
“I really don’t think he was hitting on her,” Hansol insisted so Minghao’s jealousy wouldn’t get too out of hand.
But he was jealous. He didn’t understand why that vendor would just give them stuff unless he had some sort of interest in his mate. 
“_____, what do you think?” Hansol asked you, turning to his right to look at you.
You had vaguely gotten the gist of the conversation, so you shrugged, “He didn’t look at her any kind of weird way. I don’t know, Minghao, I think Jia’s just really likeable.”
When Hansol translated, Jia giggled softly in response, “Thank you.”
“I think anybody would give her the shirt off their back if she asked,” you continued.
“Exactly!” Hansol chuckled.
The rest of the walk through the forest was mostly filled with Hansol trying to explain to Minghao the odd affect his mate had on everyone around her, which was why the vendor probably did what he did. But it seemed like Minghao wasn’t letting up on his opinion that the guy had an interest in Jia.
As you approached the house, you could see Hanbin, Jaesang, and Baekhan standing in the yard, talking to Seungcheol, Jooyeon, Danbi, Joshua, and Soonyoung. As soon as you could be seen in the trees, Soonyoung’s eyes locked on you and his body went slightly rigid despite the wide smile on his face seeing you come back from the market.
It wasn’t surprising to you that a few members of your old pack -- that felt so weird to say -- had shown up. They promised to help bring a few remaining things from your room to your new house.
Except they still had things in their arms, and it was things you had already brought to the house. So why did they have them with them outside?
You could tell they were talking about moving -- you’d heard enough about that all week to know. Something about moving and only staying for a week. Something about it being quick and easy, and something about wondering if you’d agree to it.
You? Why would you be moving away?
Were they kicking you out?
Your blood suddenly started to feel cold. You wondered if they maybe couldn’t make it work like Kyung and Soonyoung insisted they could. Maybe there were too many people in the house. Or maybe you were too much of a handful. You tried to be helpful, but you obviously weren’t the easiest person to communicate with, and you still tended to get shy and a little nervous pretty often.
As your small group approached, the eyes of your pack were drawn to you, causing your old pack to turn around to see who was coming. All of them -- except Jooyeon and Danbi -- were either smiling or laughing quietly at something.
“Um...did you guys forget somebody?” Jooyeon asked.
Minghao and Hansol both gave them confused looks before turning to make sure everyone was accounted for. Jia, who was the most likely to get lost, was still between them, her head angled upwards like she was looking up at Minghao to understand what Jooyeon was talking about.
Then they looked to the end, and Hansol’s eyes widened, leaning away from where he was sure you were standing, but he couldn’t physically see you there.
You were invisible, your nerves getting the best of you and it just...happened. It was a typical occurrence, and it became so common for it to happen that you didn’t even really realize when it did anymore.
“Why are you hiding?” Soonyoung giggled, walking right up to you and taking both of your hands in his like he could see you.
He just always knew where you were. It was both endearing in a cheesy soulmate-y kind of way, and also somewhat frightening and a bit annoying.
You came back into view, your wide, worried eyes looking at Hanbin as you asked quietly, “Am I moving?”
Hanbin immediately looked at Soonyoung, seeming somehow more frightened than you. 
Soonyoung looked at him, then back at you. Then he turned to look at Joshua over his shoulder, “Hey, uh...help?”
Seungcheol’s arm was around Jooyeon, and he lightly tapped against he shoulder, “We should go inside.”
“What? Why?” she whined as he began to slowly drag her away. “I wanna see what happens!”
“It’s none of our business, baby,” he told her.
“But you’ll know! You’ll hear everything!”
“We’ll be, um...in the backyard,” Hanbin decided, looking between you and Soonyoung. “Come find us when you’re done.”
As they walked away, and the rest of the pack went inside the house, Joshua stepped forward to stand beside your mate. He told you what your old alpha told you, and your eyebrows furrowed.
“What’s going on...?” you wondered in a small voice, looking between the two men like they were towering menacingly over you, when they were actually standing casually beside each other.
“You’re fading again,” Joshua stated.
You fixed yourself and rolled your shoulders back, trying to relax yourself and take a deep breath. But the longer they weren’t telling you, the more anxious you were getting.
“_____,” Soonyoung said your first name for the first time as he stepped closer and gave your hands a gentle squeeze, and it made your heart sink into your stomach. That had to be a bad sign. Soonyoung never called you by your first name, or even the nickname your old pack had given you. But he seemed to be able to tell how scared you were from how your eyes widened and your breathing hitched slightly, and he quickly said, “Baby, it’s nothing bad, I promise.”
Still, that didn’t help.
“Can you just say what you need to say?” Joshua pressed. “You’re stressing her out more doing it slowly.”
Soonyoung closed his eyes and took a deep breath, letting it out slowly.
“Can you relax, drama queen? You’re hardly even the one telling her,” the older man told him, rolling his eyes.
Your mate’s eyes opened again, staring straight into yours.
“I need you to leave for about a week--”
Your eyes widened again.
“Only a week!” he told you quickly. “You will come back to me, I promise. I just...”
He looked to Joshua for guidance.
Josh was looking at you while he listened to Soonyoung, but when the alpha stopped, he slowly turned his head to look at him. Then he gave him a ‘what?’ sort of gesture with a mean look to go with it.
“You’re the alpha,” he reminded Soonyoung.
“You’ve been alive longer than me,” Soonyoung retorted. “And you said you’d help me, so help. What do I even say?”
“Just tell her.”
Soonyoung looked back at you, looking almost as scared as you probably did.
“My rut is starting really soon, so I want you to go back with Hanbin for a little while.”
All you caught was ‘go with Hanbin’, so you just blinked as your look of worry started to border on confusion. 
The alpha looked to Joshua again, “See, you should’ve just told her.”
The healer let out a deep and annoyed sigh, rolling his eyes before he looked back at you. Thankfully, any hostility he held toward his alpha didn’t show when he looked at you. He looked much softer, which helped your nerves.
“Soonyoung’s asking you to leave while his rut is happening,” he told you earnestly. “You’re obviously more than welcome to come back after it’s over, but he wants you away from him while it’s happening.”
Your body warmed, like you felt the blood rushing back into every limb. You felt like you could breath again, and your expression definitely relaxed. But still, you were confused. Soonyoung didn’t want you around? Wasn’t the opposite supposed to happen?
“I want to ask why...but-- ...No offense, but I don’t really want you explaining any of this to me...” you admitted shyly, feeling your cheeks heat up.
Josh just let out a laugh and told you, “I don’t really want to explain it to you, either. I just have to be here so you both understand each other.”
“Okay, then,” you breathed, figuring you really had no choice but to let Josh be included in your business. You would’ve rather had Kyung or Rika, but Rika was a handful of miles away, and you didn’t want to force Kyung to come play translator for you. So you looked to Soonyoung and carried on with the conversation. “Why don’t you want me around?”
“I will,” he told you with a chuckle. “That’s the problem. My-- Um... My rut this time around will be a lot stronger now that I found you. So not only do I not want to hurt you or be too much for you, but...I really don’t want our...first time together...to be during mating season. I know my rut also affects you, and I don’t want you to feel...obligated. I don’t want it to be forced because of instinct. I want it to be...special.”
You could tell even Soonyoung was getting uncomfortable speaking with Josh around, but his brother kept his expression neutral the whole time as he listened, and even when he did his best to translate. It was like none of it phased him even though the two of you were literally talking about sex.
After Josh was done, you frowned, sounding more offended than anything as you said, “You can’t hurt me.”
“You know what I mean,” Soonyoung laughed, shaking his head. “I’m assuming you’ve never experienced someone else’s rut. We can get...intense.”
“And I can attest to that,” Joshua admitted after he translated.
You scrunched your nose as you thought, letting out a deep breath through your nose. When you relaxed your face after considering everything for only a moment, you looked back at Soonyoung and shrugged.
“I think I’ll be fine,” you stated quietly.
Joshua scoffed before he let out a loud laugh, and Soonyoung gave you an incredulous look.
“Are you telling me you want to stay?” he asked.
You nodded, “Yeah.”
“Why?”
You shrugged again despite your face feeling the hottest it ever has, and your voice came out shyly, “I don’t know. We already know we’re made for each other and stuff... As your mate, aren’t I supposed to...help?”
“There’s never any obligation,” Joshua told you seriously without even telling Soonyoung what you said. “Even as a mate, you can always say no.”
“I guess I just...want to...?”
God, you wanted to sink into the ground.
But it was true. You felt these feelings for Soonyoung, and you liked the idea of being with him -- even if you hated having to admit it to not only Soonyoung himself, but also his grumpy brother.
“I can’t even see you,” Josh said.
You came back into view as Soonyoung laughed loudly, his thumbs rubbing the backs of your hands, “It’s awkward, right?”
You nodded as you started to laugh awkwardly, too, “I hate this.”
Once you both stopped laughing, Soonyoung let out a breath. He looked deep into your eyes as he said, “_____, I can’t even tell you how happy it makes me to know you trust me enough to be with me like that. Happy is an understatement, honestly. I know how you are, and I know that this is...a huge step. I’m honored and elated and-- I just feel every good thing knowing you want to do all of that with me. But I really, really think it’s best for both of us if we wait. Not only does my hormones mess with you which is probably why you feel like you want to help, but what am I going to do if I can’t understand you and I accidentally go too far or hurt you somehow? I couldn’t live with myself.”
Joshua groaned, “Do I really have to say all of that?”
Soonyoung rolled his eyes before glaring at his brother, “You’re awful help, you know that?”
“I got it.”
Soonyoung and Joshua turned their heads toward each other to look over their shoulders, seeing Kyung already coming down the short steps from the porch. Like when Joshua volunteered, Soonyoung expected to see Hansol coming to volunteer, especially after Kyung made such a huge deal about not helping. But God, was he relieved to see her coming to his rescue.
“I can’t listen to you two bicker any longer,” she stated as she walked up between the two brothers. Then she pointed at Josh. “And if I had to listen to you sigh again, I think I’d ask Seokmin to strike me with lightning.”
To that, he smirked, “I knew if I did a shitty enough job, you’d come do it instead.”
Her eyes narrowed, and you saw small flames start to spark from her fingertips. It was then that Joshua quickly wished you luck before walking about as fast as you’d ever seen him toward the backyard.
Kyung looked to you with soft eyes, placing a hand on your shoulder, “_____, it really does mean a lot to him that you trust him that much and want to be with him like that -- more than I think I could even attempt to put into words -- but he really wants you to wait. Since neither of you can fully understand each other, it’s more of a safety thing more than anything. If he can’t understand you, there’s a possibility he could hurt you. On top of that, his hormones have an affect on you and vice versa. The reason you feel like you want to help could totally just be because of the change in him. It’s almost...forced, in a way.”
“How could he hurt me?” you wondered sincerely, ignoring every other reason.
“You know how during heat, you become... What’s the word...? Insatiable, I suppose? Like nothing is enough and you need more?”
“I guess.”
“It’s like that, but now it’s worse because now he has a mate,” she explained. “So, he honestly could hurt you. He’s not exaggerating.”
You frowned slightly. It seemed like there was no persuading him to let you stay. Considering it wasn’t just a matter of not wanting to have your first time together be during mating season, but more so a safety risk, you didn’t have much to fight against. You couldn’t argue that you’d be fine and understand him well enough because Kyung and Joshua still had to translate the conversation you were currently having. You didn’t have an argument here.
So you conceded with a sigh and a quiet, “Fine...”
Soonyoung gave you an apologetic look as he let go of one of your hands to cup your cheek, the pad of his thumb rubbing across your cheeks that still felt impossibly hot, “It’s only for a week, give or take a few days.”
“I know...” you mumbled.
He stepped forward to press a soft kiss to your forehead before he tried to smile at you, even though your eyes were on the ground instead of looking at him.
“I made sure to give Hanbin and the boys your essentials,” he told you. “They’ll walk you back with them.”
“‘Kay...”
“Are you mad at me?” he asked quietly, his small smile forming.
Finally, you met his eyes, “No. No, I’m-- ...I don’t really know what I am. I think I’m...disappointed, maybe. I don’t know...”
Soonyoung let out a sigh and wrapped his arms around you in a tight hug, “I’m sorry, baby.”
“You don’t have to be sorry,” you told him. “I guess I just wish I learned faster.”
“C’mon,” Kyung tugged gently on your elbow to pull you away from Soonyoung -- who honestly, didn’t really want to let go because of his rut nearing, “I’ll bring you to Hanbin. Soon should probably go inside.”
So you said goodbye to your mate and followed Kyung to your old alpha so he could bring you back to your old home.
Only a week after you’d moved into your new one.
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Seventeen Fluff Headcanons
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MASTERLIST
Thanks for the request @tyongf-sunflower99 - I know it was quite some time ago that you requested 😅 but I hope I can at least write something you'll enjoy! Since you couldn't decide between Jun or Myungho, I decided to put this in the form of a reaction so you could get both and I could play around with the fluffy request! Again- I feel like I write best in this format! I hope you like it!
Warnings: None that I can think of, let me know if I missed something!
Remember- gifs aren't mine! If you like the gifs you see, click through and show their OPs some love!
CHOI SEUNGCHEOL
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Coups is 100% a caring and coddling boyfriend. He's used to taking care of other people so it's natural instinct for him. He's the type of boyfriend that hardly ever needs things pointed out to him. He notices you looking at the dishes in distress? He's going to do them. He notices you're tired? He's making you get some rest. He sees the signs that you're hungry? He's suggesting that the two of you eat at some place you like. You're upset? He's going to be the shoulder you cry on. Cheol notices everything and he's prepared for everything. You're never at your wits end wondering how your partner could be so oblivious to your needs with Cheol. He is a responsible and selfless human being who is in this with you for the long run.
YOON JEONGHAN
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Jeonghan may not be one of the entertainers or comedians of the group, but he has the uncanny ability to always make you laugh. It's always unexpected too. He'll notice you getting riled up while ranting about something that happened that day. He'll just say any random thing in a completely normal tone that has you laughing before you even realize that you are. He can do it anytime no matter how upset you are about something. When you're already happy, he'll have you laughing so hard that your stomach hurts. Jeonghan is able to read you so well that he always knows exactly what to say to turn your sour frown into a bright smile.
JOSHUA HONG
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Joshua is such a little heart eyes person. He's just ~always~ staring at you. You have a barrage of photos from your friends that are just of you talking/eating/playing and Joshua sitting next to you just looking at you all full of love. You catch him doing it all the time. Joshua genuinely just enjoys watching you during every moment of your lives together. He doesn't want to miss out on a single thing you do. He loves seeing you in all your different styles, doing all different things, and picking up on more and more of your little quirks. Joshua just loves looking at you.
WEN JUNHUI
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I've always said that Jun is a wildcard boyfriend and I stand by it. You never know which boyfriend you're going to get when you come home. Maybe he's got all kinds of adventures planned for the evening. Maybe he just wants to stay in. Maybe he's feeling needy. Maybe he wants to do something to spoil you. You never know what Jun will be up to, but you know it will be great. Jun just wants to make you happy no matter what you will be up to. So even if things are all over the place, he'll always put the most effort into it. If he plans an evening out, it'll be perfect. He picks the best places and makes sure to pack a bag of supplies to make the adventure as comfortable as possible. If you have a night in, he's cooking dinner, picking up snacks for a movie, and making a nest of blankets for you two to rest in. Jun always does the most to put a smile on your face.
KWON SOONYOUNG
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Soonyoung is the type of boyfriend that always wants to be touching you. You'll be holding hands whenever you're out and about. He always greets you with a hug. When you're cooking in the kitchen, he'll stop by and rest a hand on your lower back while he asks how you're doing. He likes playing with your hair. He jumps at the chance to apply your lotion on for you. Soonyoung just loves knowing that you're there and that you're his partner. He takes great comfort in any and all casual touches between the two of you.
JEON WONWOO
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Wonwoo is a no pressure type of boyfriend. He loves just existing with you. He is the exact type of person you can enjoy comfortable silence with. In fact, some of his favorite moments with you are when the two of you are simply enjoying time together while each of you are doing your own thing. He loves listening to the natural sounds of the world while you're both reading, or working, or scrolling on your phones, or just doing any hobby. Wonwoo revels in having someone in his life that he doesn't feel pressured to entertain or always be talking to. He loves that both of you are happy simply being with each other.
LEE JIHOON
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Woozi comes to you first for everything. You are his confidant, his muse, his guide. He comes to you for your advice for every single step of writing a song. Your opinion is so important to him and he holds your advice in such high regard. If you're his partner then you're going to be his partner. He wants to work with you in all aspects of life, and showing you a bit of his world is important to him. He's equally supportive of anything you want to show him/get his advice on. He also secretly really wants to make you proud and impress you with his work. You will always hear Jihoon's songs before anyone else.
LEE SEOKMIN
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Seokie is just such a happy boyfriend. He cares about you so much. He loves getting to do traditional boyfriend things. He gets elated to do things like buy you flowers. He'll spend twenty full minutes picking out each and every flower for a boquet with absolute care. The workers at the flower shop down the street from your apartment know Seokmin by name and fawn over him caring so much about every flower he gets you. Everything you receive from Seokmin has his own personal touch of love to it.
KIM MINGYU
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This guy includes you in all his interests and hobbies. If he gets super into fashion, then he's going to take you shopping and try to style you. If he gets into cooking, he'll pick recipes for the two of you to make together. He wants to try knitting? He bought needles for you too. New show? You're watching it together. New game? He's teaching you the controls. He wants you to be a part of his whole life, from the big picture to the little things. Mingyu wants you included in all of it.
XU MYUNGHO
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Myungho knows everything about you intimately. When you mention you like something, he wants to know why, for how long, what's your favorite part of it. Nothing stays at surface level with Myungho. He knows your favorite everything and exactly why it's your favorite and every aspect of your life that is has defined. He wants to know your whole person. He's always curious about who you are and what else he can learn about you. No information about you is every boring to him, it's you. He wants to know it all.
BOO SEUNGKWAN
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Kwannie loves bragging about you. Introduces you loudly and happily as his partner to anyone he can. He is just as loud when it comes to supporting all of your endeavors. He'll show off pics of your outfit to anyone who will listen. If you get him a gift, he'll walk around with it until someone asks about it and he gets to tell them that you got it for him. Seungkwan is always telling stories about you to all his friends. He loves you so much and he's so proud of you and everything you do and everyone needs to know that.
VERNON CHWE
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Vernon loves texting you throughout the day. Every little thing that happens in his day is sent your way in a text message. Work keeps both of you pretty busy during the week, so he tries to keep y'all connected by sharing his day with you. He also does little check in texts. He'll ask how your day is going, if you've eaten yet, if your presentation went well. He makes memes based off the tea you shared with him about your coworkers to make you laugh. Vernon just wants you to know that he's thinking of you always.
LEE CHAN
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Chan considers you his escape. He enjoys alone time with you so much because he feels like he can actually relax. Chan trusts you completely. Chan is generally slow to trust so it's a big honor for him to believe in you so completely. Like Jihoon, he wants you to be proud of him. He always does his best in everything he accomplishes in his day so he can tell you about it. Chan wants to be the best man he can be for you. He wants you to feel like your partner can provide for you and protect you. He wants you to be confident in who you chose to date, and he does everything he can to show you that you made the right decision with him.
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Imagine getting suspicious that your boyfriend Hoshi is secretly seeing IU behind your back
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You were one of the first people Hoshi told about his interview with IU because you were both huge fans of hers. You’d worked hard as a trainee in hopes of being half as good as her and fangirled majorly when you first saw her at an award show. So the last thing you were expecting was to regret Hoshi meeting her.
"So how was it?" you cried as soon as he walked through the door after his Seventeen interview with her "was she just as amazing as we always thought?". Hoshi laughed "I just walked through the door, give me a second". You nodded "you're right, sorry. I'll give you a minute". You watched as he slowly took off his shoes and hung up his coat. You followed him into the bedroom and tried to wait patiently as he got changed. When he started folding his clothes ridiculously slowly you burst "oh come on you're totally teasing me aren't you?". Hoshi laughed "no I'm just a little tired, why don't we go in the living room and I'll answer your questions". You led him in beaming and pushed him into a chair "okay so answer my first question, was it amazing?". Hoshi frowned and your smile fell "what? Why are you making that face". Hoshi laughed "I wouldn't call it amazing, it was just fine". You shook your head "why just fine? This is IU!". Hoshi chuckled but just shrugged "well I guess we know why they say to never meet your heroes. Would you like a cup of tea?" and he stood up. However you weren't ready to drop the topic yet. "What do you mean? Did something happen?". "No nothing happened the interview was fine and she was...nice". "The way you said that didn't sound nice". Hoshi shrugged "it was nothing just she's a big star and you could feel that. The second the cameras were off she didn't speak to us and she was kind of cold. That's all". You frowned "ow that sucks...I'm so sorry" and you hugged him. "It's okay, it's not your fault" Hoshi said hugging you back and you nodded "I know but you were so excited to meet her so it must feel crap. Screw the tea I'm making us both hot chocolates with loads of whipped cream. You go sit down and I'll bring them over". Hoshi smiled "you always know how to make me feel better" and with a kiss on your cheek he retreated to the sofa. So when the interview came out you were very eager to watch and see if you could see what Hoshi had told you...but you couldn't. IU seemed as sweet as ever which was to be expected. What did surprise you however was for all Hoshi's talk, he seemed to be interacting and flirting with her a lot. You watched as he hurried to swat a bee away from her calling her a flower and how he nervously presented his dance for her. Even the way he looked at her just showed a lot of longing and it made you uncomfortable. You were aware Hoshi had a slight crush on IU when he was younger and understood somewhat. She was IU for heaven's sake some glorifying was inevitable but after everything he'd told you after the interview, it didn't make sense. Why did he look so fondly at her in the video but to you, he told you he disliked her? You could always tell when Hoshi was being sincere in interviews and the way he was acting with IU seemed genuine. So you came to the conclusion he must've lied to you about IU and the interview but why? What reason could he possibly have to paint her in a negative light?
You couldn't make up your mind about what had happened so you tried to ignore it and move it. A few days later you both had the day off from work and so you planned a nice day out together. The day went well but one thing had bothered you. Hoshi's phone had been going off all day and when you asked about it he said it was work. You worried they were overworking him too and thought sending him constant texts and even phone calls on his day off was a bit much. However Hoshi didn't seem to mind so you just held your tongue and figured he'd say if it got too much. Then when he went to the bathroom the phone rang once again and you sighed. "Hoshi your phone" you called but got no response. You were about to pick it up and tell them he'd call them back when you realised it wasn't his manager calling. It was IU. You paused very confused, you had no idea they'd exchanged numbers or why she'd be calling him. You just held the phone scared to do anything more and she hung up. Hoshi's home screen flashed up and you didn't mean to look but saw three messages from IU on his lock screen. You couldn't see what they said because you were in lock mode but they were dated a few minutes ago and it occurred to you that this must've been who was texting him all day. There were no other messages from anyone else and your feeling of confusion settled into concern. This made it even weirder that he'd lied to you about getting along with IU and you could only think of one reason why he might not want you to know he was friends with her...because he wanted to be more than friends with her. Surely you'd only lie to your girlfriend about a girl if there was something to hide and looking at how frequently they'd been in contact something was definitely going on. Even as you'd been thinking IU sent another text message and you felt a sinking feeling in your stomach. You suddenly heard the toilet flush and rushed to put Hoshi's phone back where you'd found it. You hurried into your chair across the table and quickly unlocked your phone and went on Instagram. Hoshi opened the door just as it loaded and you pretended to have been scrolling through your feed this whole time. Hoshi came out and wrapped his arms around you "I love hugging you, you always smell so good" he said nuzzling your neck. You tried to relax and not reveal how tense you were. You laughed as naturally as you could "it's just soap and water. You should try it sometime" you joked but your heart was beating rapidly. "Ha ha" Hoshi said and he let go of you going back to his seat. "Your phone rang" you told him and watched to see his reaction. "Ow really"? he said and he clicked the lock screen. He scrolled through the messages casually and smiled "i'll just nip outside and see what they want". "Or you could call them in here?" you offered "I don't mind" smiling sweetly. Hoshi shook his head "nah you don't have to listen to our boring work stuff. Go get a movie ready and I'll be right back". "Okay" you nodded and then he left. Hoshi didn't mention IU at all and it was driving you crazy with worry. You knew you should ask him about it but you were scared so you just watched him a little closer. Everything with him seemed absolutely normal except for one thing...he was texting a lot. Whenever you asked who he was messaging he'd name a different member and that’s how you knew it was IU. You didn't want to lose Hoshi and he was still as loving as ever so you figured there must be something to save there so you tried extra hard in your relationship. You were more affectionate towards him and told him you loved him at random moments just to make him smile. Hoshi's reaction warmed your heart and you began to wonder if there was really any problem at all. The next day you decided to surprise Hoshi at work with his favourite coffee and cupcake from a bakery you loved to visit. The security guards at the desk waved you past, recognising you and you made your way up to the floor Seventeen were always on. As you stepped out of the elevator you walked up to the receptionist and ask if the boys were busy. You never wanted to walk right in on a busy rehearsal or ruin a take so always checked before going to find Hoshi. The receptionist said he'd find out for you and you nodded glancing around the hall when you spotted something. You could see through the glass doors that IU was here and she was talking to someone. Whoever it was had his back to you but you knew who it was without even having to see his face. You recognised his clothes and even the way he was standing. You felt like your whole world was crumbling and just to seal the deal Hoshi turned slightly and you could see the big smile on his face. "They're all on lunch so you're welcome to go through" the receptionist said and you panicked seeing IU and Hoshi were right there and could turn at any moment. You'd have to pass them to reach the stairs to escape so you nodded and went down the other corridor leading to the recording booths. Your plan was to sneak into one of the rooms before Hoshi could see you, wait for them to go away and then leave but of course they started walking towards you the second you walked down that corridor. Your eyes widened in panic and you quickly opened one of the doors and slipped inside. You slammed the door shut and heard Hoshi's voice as he walked passed outside. You slumped against the door and tried to calm down. "Y/n?" you heard someone ask and turned to see Jun. He was sat at the table watching you with a concerned look on his face. He had his lunch in front of him and was face timing someone. "Jun...hey" you said and tried to get ahold of yourself quickly. "Hey, are you okay? You look upset" and that was all it took for you to burst into tears. Jun quickly hung up his phone and rushed towards you "hey what's wrong? Should I go get Hoshi?". "No!" you cried "don't do that!" and cried harder. Jun nodded "okay I won't get Hoshi and awkwardly patted your back while he waited for you to stop crying. When you stopped Jun frowned "are you okay?". "Do you think Hoshi's cheating on me?" you asked and Jun's eyes widened. "What! Hoshi would never do that!". "That's what I thought too but he's been calling and texting IU for weeks and lying to me about it. He even told me the interview was crap but I saw how much fun he had in the footage. Then to top everything off I come here to surprise him and she's here! You must've all noticed. Be honest with me Jun, is he cheating on me?". "I...No!" Jun said "Hoshi would never hurt you!". "Then why is he with her right now?" you asked just as there was a knock at the door. "Jun? You in there?" Hoshi of all people called and you froze. "Please don't tell him I'm here!" you whispered and Jun nodded "yeah I'm here, why?" holding the door closed. "Did I leave my wallet there? I'm taking IU out for lunch and can't possibly make her pay". Jun's eyes shot to you and you turned away distraught. "Jun?" Hoshi asked when he didn't respond and Jun nodded "yeah I saw it earlier..." he fumbled around and opened the door an inch "here". "Thanks! Also tell Scoups I might be a little longer today". Jun nodded "okay bye" and closed the door. "Y/n..." Jun sighed and you just shook your head "there's no explaining that Jun. It's over. Hoshi doesn't love me anymore". No matter what he said Jun couldn't convince you there might be more to this and to make things worse it was Seungkwan's birthday tonight which you couldn't miss. "You're still coming right?" Jun asked and you nodded "I have to...I helped organise it". Jun nodded "do you want me to speak to Hoshi?". You immediately refused it but Jun promised to be discreet and so you agreed. You arrived at the party a few hours later a bag of nerves. You just wanted to hear what Hoshi had to say to Jun and nothing else was important. You'd avoided Hoshi all night and when you finally saw Jun ask to speak to him your heart began to race. You followed them as quietly as you could and watched them go into a room. You put your head to the door to hear Jun had started taking. "Hoshi...I think you should tell Y/n about IU" Jun said and Hoshi's gasped "I can't! Then she'll know".  Jun sighed "look you don't have to tell her every detail but at least tell her something! She's getting suspicious and I don't think you'll be able to keep it up for much longer". Hoshi sighed "but if I tell her that's it! It's all over and I just need a few more weeks. That's all". Jun sighed "but is it really that important?". "Yes" Hoshi said not even hesitating and you almost made a strangled noise that his affair with IU was so important to him. You decided you couldn't listen to it anymore so you knocked. They both physically jumped and Hoshi smiled widely "hey you". You smiled as best you could "I just wanted to let you know I'm heading off and say thanks for inviting me". "No worries, do you want me to give you a lift? I could stay over for the night and we could watch a movie" Hoshi asked but you shook your head "Ja-Young is picking me up and she's already outside". Hoshi nodded "well text me if you want me to come over after this is finished". You nodded "I will, have a good night" and rushed from the room. Hoshi tried to call you three times that night but you rejected each one. You didn't want to talk to him. It hurt too much and every time you saw him it reminded you he was lying to you. You couldn't take any more of it and you needed a break so you stopped replying to his messages unless you had to and cancelled all your upcoming dates. You used the excuse you were busy with work and didn't even care if Hoshi bought it. When he asked what restaurant you wanted to go to for your birthday later this week you told him you would be busy working so you should skip it this year. Hoshi said you had to do something and sent you a lot of messages confused because he thought you'd booked the day off. You didn't bother replying to him and ignored his calls. You just didn't feel like spending your birthday with him this year of all years and were surprised he’d even remembered with all he had going on. He then started contacting your members but you told them to just ignore him. You were exhausted with the whole thing and decided you'd break it off with him. Your members had to stay to finish filming their scenes but you were done so you headed home alone. You sent the text to Hoshi telling him it was over, blocked his number and booked some tickets to fly home to see your parents for your birthday. You just wanted to get away from everything.  You took a long shower and when you got out saw your phone had blown up. You had several missed calls from your members and wondered what on earth had happened. You called your leader and she picked up quickly "Y/n? Thank god!" she sighed. "What's wrong? Are you all okay?". "Yeah we're fine" she replied and you frowned "so what's all the missed calls? I was worried something was wrong". "Sorry for scaring you but we needed to talk to you about Hoshi". "Hoshi?" you asked "I've decided I'm breaking up with him and flying home for my birthday like we agreed". "But Y/n we don't think that's a good idea". You nearly dropped the phone "what why?". "Just tell me you haven't left for the airport yet?" your leader asked. "No but why would it matter...". "We spoke to Hoshi" she said and you froze "you what?". "He came by the studio because he couldn't get through to you and he explained what happened. Y/n it's not what you think, you need to give him a chance to explain". "To explain?" you asked actually in shock your leader would advocate listening to a cheater "after what he's done? How can you even ask me that? I thought you were my friend" you cried "what is wrong with everyone?" and you hung up. You turned your phone off not wanting to hear from anyone else and packed for the airport. Your flight wasn't for tomorrow but you would just get an early one. You really didn't want to be here when your members got back. You were in a taxi 20 minutes later and arrived at the airport shortly after. You'd had to turn your phone back on to buy new tickets and the incoming messages were relentless. You got your stuff out of the taxi and were booking new tickets on your phone when you heard someone call your name. You turned and saw Hoshi running towards you. You wanted nothing more than to run away but you also wanted this to be over. It looked like Hoshi had come straight from work and despite the cold weather he wasn't wearing a coat. His clothes and hair were wet from the recent rain and you wondered why on earth he'd gone to all this effort to chase you down. "Y/n" he said stopping in front of you "please don't go, just let me explain. There's nothing going on with IU". You rolled your eyes "Hoshi I saw all the text messages and your secret lunch date with her. Don't lie to me". Hoshi shook his head "I'm not! I have been texting her and we did have lunch but not for the reason you're thinking! I'm not cheating on you". "Then why all the sneaking around with her? What other explanation could there be?" you asked. "She's helping me to plan your surprise party!" Hoshi burst and you frowned "what? That's ridiculous". Hoshi shook his head "it's all true I swear look". He pulled out his phone and turned it to you "this is an email confirming the ballroom which I booked for it. This is a text from the caterer, double checking the food order and you can call any of my members and they'll tell you". "But I spoke to Jun and he said...". "I'd sworn them all to secrecy!" Hoshi cried "I told them not to tell you and even your members didn't know. I just told them today after I got your text. Y/n I love you I could never cheat on you. I just wanted this to be a complete surprise but I went a bit too far and scared you. Y/n I'm so sorry but please don't leave me" Hoshi said tears filling his eyes. You were still in shock but one thing didn't make sense "but why IU? Why was she helping you?". Hoshi sighed "it sounds really stupid now I say it but I was going to get her to sing at your party and surprise you. I know how much you like her...or maybe past tense now and she agreed. She was really excited by the idea and it turns out she’s really good at planning parties. So she was helping me and kept coming up with great ideas of things we could do". "So she isn't a horrible person?" you asked. Hoshi shook his head "no. I only said all that so you wouldn't suspect she was involved. I thought it would throw you off the track but didn't realise how suspicious it looked. Y/n I am so so so sorry" he said "please don't go". You took one look at him and burst into tears. "You're such an idiot!" you said and Hoshi cried hugging you back. "I know! I don't deserve you" he sobbed. "No you're amazing you should've just told me" you said "and I shouldn't have jumped to any conclusions! You're the most amazing guy in the world of course you'd never do this to me". "No you're the most amazing girl in the world" Hoshi replied crying even harder. This carried on for several minutes. The two of you, sobbing in the rain yelling compliments at each other as you hugged. Your taxi driver was very confused and a little worried. However on the way back to yours with Hoshi right beside you, you explained it all to your driver and he admitted it was very sweet. Both your phones were still blowing up but you didn't notice until you got home. Hoshi called Jeonghan who was with the guys as soon as he realised they were all having meltdowns ready to charge to the airport to support his story. "Hoshi?" Jeonghan asked "what happened? Did you stop Y/n before she got on the plane?". "You tell me" he replied and turned the camera to show you cuddled up together on the sofa. All the members exploded in cheers making you laugh. Through all the screams you heard a voice "Y/n I am so sorry!" Jun said taking the phone "I so wanted to tell you what was happening but I couldn't and you got hurt!". "Jun it's okay!" you replied "I get why you didn't tell me and none of this is your fault okay?". He nodded looking a little less tearful and Hoshi smiled "bye everyone I'm spending this evening with my girl" and he hung up. After you'd also rang your members and told them it was all fine you turned your phones off and relaxed into one another. "I'm so grateful to have you here with me" Hoshi said for what felt like the millionth time "when I thought I'd lost you I was devastated. You're the love of my life Y/n and you mean everything to me". You smiled "you mean everything to me too that's why when I thought you were cheating on me I took it so badly". Hoshi looked down ashamed and you raised his head so he was looking you in the eyes. "But you have nothing to be sorry for and I know I can always trust you. I love you too Hoshi". He melted and wrapped his arms around you "forever?" he asked. You nodded "forever!".
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So I wrote this before IU’s relationship was announced so just pretend we don’t know she had a boyfriend okay? Thanks 
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husbandhannie · 2 years
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toothbrush
a/n: inspired by this post by @imagine-svt (i was going to write a short blurb in a reblog to your post, aeris - but as always, it got out of hand). fair warning, i know nothing about sensitive gums, this is just what came to mind. taglist: @itsveronicaxxx @zurikyo @husbandhoshi @kimhyejin3108 @starlightjoong .
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"wait, i have an extra toothbrush"
you look up to see your boyfriend rummaging through his cupboard, his low murmurs of "it should be here somewhere" being the only sound in the room, apart from the pitter-patter of raindrops hitting the windows.
you appreciate his attempts to rescue your toothbrush-less state, but you doubt he can help - you require a special medical-grade toothbrush, having suffered from sensitive gums all your life.
"aha! found it", he picks up a delivery package, fishing out the scissors from a drawer in the nightstand, "let me open it".
he cuts through the plastic in a rather chaotic line, his hands fishing out a pair of packed toothbrushes - they're the ones you use, in your favorite color.
"why do you have those?", you ask, astonishment colors your voice.
"you told me, remember?", he shrugs, his pink cheeks making your heart even warmer.
you had told him, you remember now. it was on your first date when you refused ice-cream, you had made a joke about it.
"i can't believe you remember", your voice is filled with wonder, "baby you're like, boyfriend-of-the-decade material".
"it's no big deal", you watch in delight as his cheeks redden even further, his hands picking up the discarded plastic as he heads to the door.
"no, i'll throw it", you take the packet from him, surprised at his resistance, "it's the least i can do". your eyes wander to the billing details on the plastic, and you do a double-take at the date of order.
"it says here you ordered it in november", soonyoung looks wildly embarrassed, "that was months ago - five months ago!"
"w-well", he clears his throat, "we used to watch a lot of movies here, i thought that maybe - if you were sleepy and - and decided to stay, i wanted you to be comfortable, you know?"
you watch him silently, wondering what you've done to deserve this man. soonyoung, however, takes your silence to mean something else.
"it's not that i expected you to stay over or something", he rushes on, his hands twitching aggressively, "but just - just incase -"
"soonyoung", you interrupt his nervous rambling, meeting his wide eyes, "shut up and kiss me".
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dirtysvthoughts · 2 years
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9 + 42 w hoshi pls!!
dirtysvthoughts’s hits 100 celebration, ahhhhhh!!
welcome to the start of this acc’s first timestamp drabble event! hope this is a great start to the many stories to come! if you would like to make a request for this event, you can do so here! enjoy my friends! 🥰
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9. “use your tongue.”
42. “you’re mine.”
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[08:34 p.m.]
the show playing in front you is long forgotten and the sound is drowned out. you don’t exactly remember how you got to this moment with soonyoung. tonight was just supposed to be a cute little netflix date. nothing too sexy.
but now you’re sitting on the couch, shirt halfway up, shorts at your ankles, and his lips kissing every inch of you and making their way down to that spot… nothing else could make you feel good right now.
“s-shit.. soonyoung please, you’re killing me right now..”
he smirks, deciding not to say anything as he continues to kiss your navel, slowly rubbing your thighs.
“oh my god, soonyoung,” you moan out, getting a little impatient. “p-please do something, anything..”
“you know what you want me to do, but i’m not gonna do it until you say it. what do i always say baby? use your words,” he makes eye contact with you as you whine out, lowly chuckling at how fucked out you already are.
“fuck - soonyoung, your tongue! use your tongue! use it please!”
not even a second after you say those words, he dives into your legs, his tongue mercilessly eating you out. you grip whatever you can of the soft couch as your back arches at the feeling - this insanely sweet feeling of soonyoung’s mouth in you.
“ahh, fuck, fuck - i’m getting close!” you moan out, and soonyoung sees an opportunity to get you over the edge. he sucks on your clit, and you are immediately done for. cum covers his chin and lips as he removes his face from your legs, swiping some of it off with his tongue.
you breathe heavily trying to calm down after that amazing orgasm, but soonyoung doesn’t even give you a chance to compose yourself. he pushes you down so your back is on the couch and gets on top you of you, his legs on opposite sides of yours.
he takes off his belt and begins unbuttoning his jeans, your eyes refusing to leave the lower half of his body as his dick comes into view.
“you really thought i was done with you? oh baby, that was just the beginning. you are so in for it now. you’re mine.”
-kenny
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sluttyminghao · 2 years
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you at a party wearing a skirt but not underwear and your fwb with soonyoung and he realizes and is like 😵‍💫 and then fucks you in the bathroom
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“you look really good tonight baby” his voice sends shivers down your spine and when you turn around, you collide with his firm chest. he laughs and pulls you in for a quick hug, letting his arms snake around your waist and holds you close. the scent of his cologne wraps around you and you can only snuggle in further to him
soonyoung had been your college friend with benefits for a few months now, and every single time he messaged you, he would make sure that the following day consisted of you not walking.
he guides you to a couch nearby and sits next to you, his arm automatically slinging around your shoulder. he glances at your body and notices the short skirt you’re wearing, a grin pulling on to his lips. he shifts your body so that he can pull you comfortably onto his lap, and lets his hands rest comfortably on your thighs, drawing light circles.
“this skirt...it hugs your body so well sweetheart” he comments, his hands daringly reaching up underneath your skirt and his eyes widening when he doesn’t feel any fabric covering your cunt. his surprise melts into lust, and soon he’s teasingly running his thumb up and down the slit of your pussy, loving how you jolt and push yourself further into his body.
“come with me” he whispers into your ear, his hands removed from your body and instead pulling you to the bathroom. as soon as the door is closed behind you, he’s shoving you against the wall and your skirt is haphazardly pulled up to reveal your lower half to him.
“fuck...fuck you knew what you were doing didn’t you?” soonyoung groans, his body sinking down and he can’t stop himself from taking a few experimental licks and sucks of your now dripping cunt. your hands wind through his hair and tug harshly, whimpers escaping your lips with each suck.
he pulls himself up quickly and unzips his slacks, only pulling his pants down just enough for his cock to spring up and hit his stomach, your tongue coming out to wet your lips in excitement. the tip of his cock is angry and red and beads of precum beading on the head, which soonyoung proceeds to use as lube.
he moves closer to you, bringing one of your legs up to sit snugly on his hip and taps the head of his cock on your clit. “hurry up and fuck me soonyoung!” you speak through gritted teeth, your hands tugging on soonyoung’s hair once more and eliciting a groan from him.
soonyoung smirks and finally slips the head of his cock in, and bottoming out quickly inside you. he seems to have a lot of pent up frustration, with the way his thrusts are harsh and you can feel bruises forming on your hips from how hard his hand is holding you.
“im gonna cum baby, gonna cum” he chants out after a few moments,  head tipped back and glorious moans slipping past his lips. your orgasm is on the horizon also, your stomach twisting and tightening with each thrust he gives you. your hands have moved from his hair to his back, and you know he’s going to have red scratches all down his back but in the moment, you don’t care.
you both cum at the same time with loud moans, and he’s crashing his lips into yours passionately. when he pulls away and pulls his softening cock out of you, he sighs and gets some tissue to clean you up with. “you’re such a fucking tease, you know that right?”
“yeah, that was the point”
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boosari · 6 months
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utopia - k.sy
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- utopia: an imagined place or state of things in which everything is perfect.
pairings: soonyoung x reader
genre: fluff, angst, slight fantasy
warnings: parallel world (an imaginary place)
wk: 1,3k
summary: soonyoung and you are in a beautiful place, just like you dreamt of.
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When Soonyoung’s eyes open, he’s met with a very bright light, making him squint his eyes back shut. Slowly he would get used to it and finally lift his half stiff body. He feels something soft yet biting on his skin and when he looks around, he realizes that he was laying on fresh green grass.
The place looks surreal: along with the grass are some colorful flowers, all of them are bloomy and smell fruity. The sky is clear, in a soft baby blue color.
“Soonyoung! Here you are”. The voice makes him snap his head, looking towards the sound.
His eyes widened at the sight - it was you. Standing there and looking down at him, with a tilted head, the sides of your lips curved upwards, forming that beautiful smile of yours. He smiles as well and gets up, his body towering you.
You look around, your eyes are dreamy, sparkling. “Isn’t it beautiful? This place?” You mutter and bring your gaze up to his face again.
Soonyoung takes a look at the place once again before giving a short, obvious reply: “Yes, it really is''. He turns his head back to you, a puzzled expression setting up on his face. “But…Where are we?”, his hand - which was resting on his side -, lifts slightly to take yours into his.
Your smile fades a little and that makes Soonyoung’s confusion grow even more. You’re blank for a few minutes, before you smile again. “It’s our favorite place, Soonyoung. Come here, let me show you!”
The hold on his hand tightens and you start walking, guiding him through the unknown place. He’s confused, but he quickly shrugs it off, looking at the locks of your hair that are swaying each step.
It seemed like you knew this place as you walked confidently in the grass. It felt like a dream, both of you walking freely, totally in love. Soonyoung always dreamt of living with you, scattered somewhere, where no one could find you. And a house, big enough for you two and maybe even a family over time.
His thoughts are cut short when you stop your tracks and turn to him. “Soonyoung, look”, your hand raises, your finger pointing forward.
His gaze lifts looking at where your finger is pointing, and his eyes widen once again. A beautiful tree, hovering the both of you: a cherry blossom with its pinky flowers. Soonyoung feels a light breeze on his skin, making him get goosebumps.
The gentle wind waves the petals of those pink cherry blossoms. He smiles and looks down at you. “This sight is so pretty…” he slowly brings his hand on your cheek, caressing it softly, “Just like you”. His words make your cheeks heat up as you smile. 
It felt like a dream, like you both were floating, surrounded by love and the smell of flowers. Everything was perfect - too perfect. His eyes gazed at yours and the only thing you could see in them was adoration. Soonyoung adored you, in a way no one has before.
When Soonyoung breaks eye contact and glances behind you, he lets out a small gasp. “A waterfall”, he mutters, making you turn as well. “Oh!” you smile. “Let’s go?” you look at him, waiting for his reply.  Soonyoung simply nods, excitement filling his body.
You both ran towards the waterfall and when you reached there, the both of you were both speechless. If the cherry blossom looked pretty, this was indeed delightful.
Green surrounded the water as it quickly fell in the small forming lake, the water looked clean, like pristine.
You walk besides Soonyoung, going forward. He looks at you, both in admiration and panic. “Y/n?” He calls out, but you keep walking, allured by nature's beauty. “You’re not going to jump in the water, are you? It’s dangerous” He warns you, but you were hypnotized, as if all of the sounds were muffled. The only thing that would ring in your ears was the sound of the water.
You stop in front of the small lake and finally turn to look at your lover, who’s looking at you, panic visible on his face. “How about we take a bath? The water looks so nice…” You smile at him and he looks down.
“But, we will get wet. And we have no spare clothes”. You just keep smiling: “It’s okay, we will deal with it later. Now come here, let’s jump in together” You wave your hand, signaling him to come over. He lets out a little sigh and slowly walks towards you.
One of the particularities of you to which Soonyoung has fallen for is your braveness. You never had fear of trying new things, of discovering the world, of being curious. He loved how you would always suggest things to do, and he would always give in because of his extremely unavoidable love for you.
After taking your shoes off, you intertwine your fingers with his and look up at him. “Are you ready? I’m going to countdown from three” He turns his head and looks at you for a few seconds before nodding. You smile and take a deep breath in: “One, two…Three!”.
Soonyoung jumps, squinting his eyes. But he panics when he feels you releasing the hold on his hand while jumping.
Eventually, he lands in the water, floating in it. What makes him panic more, is the anxious feeling scattering through his chest. He feels empty, as if something is missing.
When his body is pushed upward by the water, he takes a deep breath and wipes his face quickly. Opening his eyes, he looks forward, expecting you, laughing at him for falling into your trap. Meanwhile, he’s met with the sight of no one.
You weren’t there. It was you who was missing. Soonyoung breathes slowly, thinking that it’s one of your torturing pranks again. “Y/N, enough joking! The water’s cold. It’s not fair, you should jump in too!” His tone is whiny. But when he hears no reply, the panic starts to rise again. “Y/n?” He’s now looking around, his brows arching. No reply.
That’s when he decides to get out of the water, his feet touching the ground once again. Too busy trying to find you, he doesn’t mind being barefoot. Soonyoung starts to walk around, calling out your name while checking all of the angles of the dreamy place he’s in.
You were nowhere to be found. He feels a sting on his heart, his breath getting heavier. Your prank was getting too much. “Y/n, please it’s not funny anymore. Just come out!” He yells, hoping desperately for a reply from you. Still nothing.
After what seemed like hours of walking around that seemingly endless grass, searching for you, Soonyoung stops his tracks. He’s still looking around, oblivious and afraid.
Where could you be? How could you disappear in such a short time? His mind is filled with thoughts and questions. The place was virtually infinite, it would be impossible to find you.
Soonyoung is filled with anxiety, his desperate voice is not calling you out anymore as he just keeps looking around miserably. Then, what comes to his mind is: going to the cherry blossom tree. “What a fool. How come I didn't think of it earlier?”. He makes up his mind and starts walking again.
Countless were the steps he took on that green grass, trying to find that tree. Finally, reaching a particularly fragrant, bright area, he looks up. There it is, the cherry blossom tree. Still with its beautiful pinky color. Some of the flowers were falling on the high grass, slowly, floating in the air.
But still, there was no sight of you.
Soonyoung starts to call out your name again, circling around the trunk of the tree. After a while, he loses hope. He feels himself consumed, his throat tightens and the tears he has held until now start to flaw down his round cheeks. His back is on the trunk, as he slides down, sitting on the soft yet biting grass.
That’s when he realizes that he’s trapped there alone, forever.
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a/n: I know, I know. I've been missing for a whole month...that's not great is it? School really consumed me we could say. I am so busy, that I don't even have the time to complete my regular routine and do regular things. I'm always on my books T^T. I apologise for my absence. My birthday was few days ago, so here's a gift to you from me. Stay safe!
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secndlife · 8 months
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[2:22am]
It was late. 
It was so fucking late and Soonyoung had no idea why his doorbell was ringing. When did people lose their manners? Did their parents not teach them that they shouldn’t show up at someone’s house at - he paused for a second to check the clock on his nightstand - 2:22am? 
When it started, he didn’t immediately get up. He hoped it would be just teenagers pulling a not-funny prank. Soonyoung didn’t have a stick up his ass. He usually understood the humor of ringing a stranger’s doorbell. But not today. Not at this hour. Not when he just managed to fall asleep. 
He waited for the first couple of rings to calm down, but that didn’t happen. They just kept coming and coming and coming. Soonyoung had to get up and make it all stop. This would soon wake Haru, the cute toddler from 17B. He didn’t want that.
Gathering every little bit of strength he had in his body, battery closer and closer to shutting down, he removed the blanket from his body. Soonyoung rubbed his eyes while he sat up on his bed, sighing in frustration.
Two seconds of silence.
Nope. Still there.
A loud groan escaped him as he finally stood up, plaid pajama pants hanging low on his waist and torso exposed. Despite being about only 10% awake, Soonyoung knew he couldn’t open the door half-naked. The first thing he saw was a white long-sleeved shirt thrown by the end of his bed, which he put on before making his way down the hallway. 
His eyes were barely open and his footsteps were heavy. The noise had calmed down a little, the ringing of the doorbell being replaced by incessant knocking. Jesus fucking christ. He just hoped that, whoever this was, they had a really good reason to be doing this to him.
Soonyoung didn’t know what he was expecting when he opened the door, but what he saw wasn’t it.
“Hi,” you said, voice a tiny bit slurred. You were dressed up, and he assumed you went there straight from the club. Your mascara was smudged, but not to the point where he thought you had been crying. You had a little grin on your lips, which were still painted red, even though the lipstick had started to fade.
He thought you looked incredible.
Despite still being slightly annoyed and half asleep, Soonyoung was physically incapable of not smiling at the mere sight of you. “Hi?”
“Can I come in?” You asked, acting as if you didn’t know the answer. He had never not allowed you in his space - physically or in any other way that could possibly mean.
He could see you were drunk - or maybe tipsy was a better word - and he was struggling to understand why you had ditched your friends during a night out and ended up at his place. The last text Soonyoung got from you, which had been over two hours ago, had a silly selfie and reported you were having fun. 
When you knew someone for more years than you can count on two hands alone, you just… knew them. Especially if you’re as close as the two of you were. Soonyoung could read you like a book, anywhere, anytime. Yet, now, it was like you were a puzzle he had never seen a single piece. 
Soonyoung moved to the side to give you space, a small giggle escaping him, “Yeah, sorry.” You passed by him and he could still smell your perfume. He bought it for you years ago and you never stopped using it. “Is everything okay?”
“Oh!” There was no wavering in your voice. No signs of distress. Nothing. “Yeah, all good.” 
You walked around his place as if it were your own and he loved it. You sat down on the couch while Soonyoung still stood somewhat awkwardly by the now-closed door. 
“You know I love you and I mean this in the nicest of ways but,” he scratched the back of his neck, “why are you here?”
Thinking about it now, it all seemed so stupid. So simple, too. You were asked a question and you decided he needed to hear the answer, even if he wasn’t the inquisitor.
“Who are you texting?” Jihyo asked, voice loud and yet barely audible through the bass-boosted music.
The smile on your face probably made it evident, but you still responded. “Soonyoung.”
She rolled her eyes. “When are you gonna tell him?”
You didn’t know when it had happened. It wasn’t like there was a major moment that made you realize that your feelings for Soonyoung had grown further than friendship. Maybe love really was in the subtlety. 
You were pretty sure it was reciprocated. You knew him too well. You knew how he acted when he liked someone. Still, timing was important and you didn’t want to mess any of this up.
“I don’t think it’s time just yet.”
Two hours later, and once everyone had consumed more shots of soju than the average person could handle, you were all sitting by one of the booths in the club. 
“I have a question,” Yujin said, giggling in her seat, hands moving in excitement. God, you absolutely loved drunk-induced conversations. “If the world would end right now, who would you want to be with?”
But now, now that you had to explain to him why you were there, you felt like maybe this was a bad idea. So you lied.
“Just didn’t feel like going home.”
Soonyoung knew that wasn’t it. If you had a choice, you’d always prefer to go home after a night out. You had a routine for days like these - go home, shower, drink some Coke to soothe the hangover, and sleep. Not that you couldn’t do that in his place (he always kept a can of Coke in his fridge just in case), but you’d choose yours if you could. Especially as you always said his mattress was way too stiff.
But it was late and he was tired and he didn’t have the energy right now. So all he did was nod. “Wanna go take a shower?”
You smiled his favorite smile and his heart got ten times bigger. “Yes please.”
When Soonyoung found himself under the covers again, it was 3am, and you were by his side.
You had been there countless times before. Sharing a bed with him wasn’t a novelty. Still, something was different. Nothing grand, but still noticeable. 
Maybe it was you - plural you. 
You could feel it. 
Soonyoung’s curtains weren’t the best, so the moonlight managed to make its way to the sides of your face. He thought you had never looked more beautiful. Mesmerizing.
He wondered if he should tell you.
Soonyoung didn’t know when it had happened. It wasn’t like there was a major moment that made him realize that his feelings for you had grown further than friendship. Maybe love really was in the subtlety. 
Soonyoung was pretty sure it was reciprocated. He knew you too well. He knew how you acted when you liked someone. Still, timing was important and he didn’t want to mess any of this up.
So he decided it was not the time just yet.
“Comfy?” He asked, hand rubbing your arm through his tiger-printed blanket - a gift from you.
“Yeah. The mattress feels softer for some reason.” 
Soonyoung hummed in acknowledgment, a yawn escaping him right after.
Silence.
You were the one to break it seconds later. “I didn’t actually come here because I didn’t wanna go home.”
A faint laugh escaped him, eyes getting smaller as he smiled, “I know.” He brushed the hair out of your face and you could feel goosebumps forming in your arms. You hoped he didn’t notice. “Wanna tell me why?”
“It’s stupid, really.” He loved when you laughed like that. 
“Try me.”
“Fine,” you took a deep breath, biting the insides of your cheek for a moment. “We were having those drunk, sentimental conversations, you know?” Soonyoung nodded. - the two of you had shared countless of those. “And Yujin, she asked us this question.”
“Okay?”
He took some time to try and read your stare.
Oh fuck. Fuck. Were you about to—
“It was something like, if the world ended at that moment, who we’d want to be with.” 
“Oh,” another chuckle. “Interesting question.”
So maybe you weren’t about to tell him how you fell. Thank god. This just really wasn’t the time. 
Still, Soonyoung caught himself hoping you had said his name as a response.
It was your turn to nod. 
More silence. 
“My answer was you.” Your voice was soft, almost shy, barely a whisper. If Soonyoung wasn’t mere inches away, he probably would have missed it. “So I just,” a sigh, “I just wanted you to know that.”
You said it as if it was a secret. As if your friends hearing you say what you said earlier was meaningless if he didn’t hear it himself. And despite your tone, you didn’t sound hesitant. 
You weren’t gonna talk about it now. It really wasn’t the time. But when his name left your lips hours earlier, you just felt like he had to hear it. Not everything. Not yet. But that, at least. Kinda like a sneak peek.
Soonyoung smiled your smile, leaning in to place a small kiss on your cheek, lips oh so slightly brushing at the corner of yours. 
More silence. 
Did he even get it?
“Wanna know what would be my answer?” Another nod. “You.”
Maybe Soonyoung would tell you in the morning. With proper words and proper gestures. 
The way the stars in your eyes sparkled at his words gave him butterflies. So many of them. Countless. 
Confirmation.
Yeah, Soonyoung would definitely tell you in the morning.
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a/n: random and absolutely not proofread and just . yeah . just very silly and cheesy :/ and kinda cute :/ i was just pretty obsessed with this soonyoung so i had to do something. it's kinda different to write him outside mmf? anyway. hope you'll like it !!!! feel free to stop by my askbox with thoughts and comments hehe
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rosexxi · 1 year
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can you write hoshi x ravenclaw reader where hoshi always sits next to reader on shared classes and keeps annoying them? thank you have a lovely day ♡
Tiger boy 🐯🍊
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detention with Soonyoung causes him to finally confess
fluff // k.sn // x ravenclaw! reader
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"Psst, psst y/n."
Not again, you thought. Please not again. But the (seemingly) child from across the room continued to call you, "y/n!"
It was only yesterday when the same boy had decided to take it upon himself to sit next to you in Transfiguration where he continued to talk your ear off and distract you from the task at hand. Though you never spoke back, you had gotten a earful from McGonagall after lesson. This seemed to always happen though. In your six years at Hogwarts, the good memories were clouded by the times Soonyoung decided to make you his perfect victim and bring you down with him.
"What?!" you finally hissed back, taking your eyes off the writing on the board to see Kwon Soonyoung leaning back into his chair staring at you.
"Wanna partner in Snape's class?" he asked with a wide smile. For some reason, for the past few weeks, months even, Soonyoung had had it for out for you. Since the beginning of the new school year he had quietened down a bit, but it was obviously too good to be true. The blonde haired Ravenclaw wouldn't let you live. He threw crumpled pieces of paper at you in class (that were filled with drawings of tigers), and kept talking at any given point. For a self proclaimed introvert, he talked a lot.
You rolled your eyes and turned your attention back to your parchment, "What's his deal again?" asked Seungkwan, your fellow Gryffindor, from beside you.
You just shrugged, "No idea but he won't leave me alone".
Charms soon finished and you made your way to the dungeons for potions. You walked through the cold halls when you felt another put their weight on you. "So I heard from Hansol that we're gonna be partnered up for an essay on some potion, wanna partner up?", Soonyoung asked as he flung his arm around your shoulder.
"No Soonyoung I don't. Besides, Snape always has final say on partners," you nudged him off, "now please leave me alone you're annoying me." you pleaded as you entered the classroom.
Shaking your head, you made your way to your usual place besides Mingyu and Seungkwan, until you saw your tall friend pull Chan from behind him and into your seat.
"What are you doing?" you asked.
"We heard your loverboy wants to sit with you so go sit next to him." he giggled. Your group of friends found themselves to this nickname since what seemed like forever. You sent a dirty look his way before seeking out the room in hopes of another seat, hopefully one away from the eager blonde.
"Miss l/n, please stop dawdling and take your seat next to Soonyoung." Snape called as he pulled down the blinds announcing his presence.
You felt yourself die a little but you didn't argue, instead taking a seat between Soonyoung and Dokyeom at the back of the classroom. They both smiled widely at them and you couldn't help but smile back.
It's not that you didn't like Soonyoung, you were just so totally the opposite of each other. He was loud, bright and always happy. You were happy too but just preferred to be on the quieter side of things. You had known him since you were younger, you had grown up together as next door neighbours and often played with one another. But since the beginning of your advance to high school, he seemingly had become dedicated to the label of class clown.
You listened carefully as Snape gave the task of the day focusing your eyes at the front, but all you could feel were Soonyoung digging his eyes into the side of your head.
"What?"
"Nothing," he shrugged, "you just have a little orange in your eyes. It's nice." he finished casually, turning his attention back to the front. The compliment had caught you off guard and you couldn't help but smile a little, but before you knew it, you had to begin the work for the day. You were making some potion that you didn't catch the name of, and the three of you broke up into finding and bringing back ingredients to begin.
You tried to zone out of the conversation the two boys beside you were having but the louder they spoke the more involved you found yourself becoming.
"So yeah, I think in my past life I was a tiger."
"What is your deal with tigers?" you asked, with a smile. Though the conversation was as weird as anything, hearing the boy speak so fondly of something he had never even met made you smile.
"What do you mean? They're so cool." he smiled back.
"Yeah but, there are cooler, like hippogriffs. Have you ever even met a tiger?"
"Aye hippogriffs? No no, tigers are better. And no I don't need to meet a tiger I just know they are cool, it's instinct, besides have you ever met a hippogriff?"
"Yes I have actually, my uncle owns one. And just you see they're so much nicer than tigers." you scoffed.
"You'll have to convince me."
Before you even registered what was happening the two of you were talking in depth about animals of all kinds. He told you of his owl that he only bought because it had a similar colour to that of a tiger, and you told him all about the wonderful and weird animals your uncle owned.
It was almost laughable that here you were having an almost decent conversation with the boy who had terrorised you all these years. Almost decent in the sense that he occasionally made a weird noise, or play fought with Dokyeom not so secretly when Snape turned his back. You guessed it was hard to change for some people.
The lesson was almost over and you were beginning to slowly have a better opinion on Soonyoun. He was almost acting normal, doing what you asked him to, engaging in the conversation, it reminded you of when the two of you were little. That was until you heard a loud bang. You turned in your tracks to see that in the midst of their fighting, the two boys had spilt the perfect potion you had made, all over the table and consequently all over you.
You wanted to scream or even worse cry, but Snape beat you to it.
"Children the lot of you! At this stage in your Hogwarts career its almost laughable. Soonyoung and y/n detention and you can stay behind and clean it."
The bell rang and the students, as well as Snape, dispersed, leaving you and the guilty looking boy behind.
"I can't believe you would do that, what is wrong with you? Do you have it out for me or something. I swear since the first day you have some sort of issue with me and just want to annoy me or worse humiliate me. God can't you just be normal for once!" you yelled in frustration. You began cleaning the mess, expecting the boy to retaliate. He reached for a cloth and knelt to the floor to begin wiping the spilt potion.
..
"Good luck at your detention with lover boy." joked Mingyu.
"Yeah I'm sure Filch is taking over Snape's detention so you'll have plenty of alone time." Chimed in Chan. You rolled your eyes at your friends behaviour, they thought this was so funny, they always had, explaining that this was all because Soonyoung liked you. You know it wasn't.
The boys were right though, Snape had seemingly fallen ill and Filch was seated before you in the classroom. Soonyoung arrived slightly later than you, and was dressed in sweats and a crotched tiger jumper, you couldn't help but smile to yourself at the boys obsession.
He looked hesitantly at you before taking a seat two away from you. He looked different than you had ever seen him. Almost deflated and slightly sulky.
"Right I need to get my cat," muttered Filch to himself, "The two of you listen I need to attend an.. urgent matter. So stay here, I will.. yes I will lock the door and come get you in a bit." and without another moment he hurried out the room. Once you heard the lock of the keys in the door, you laughed out loud.
Soonyoung instantly turned to face you, an inquisitive look on his face.
"What, you don't think he's funny?" you laughed.
The boys face softened, "Yeah yeah he is." he muttered as he turned back to fidget with his hands.
Why was he being so weird. The two of you had been in detention together before, thanks to him of course, but even then he was never this awkward with you. Was he upset you yelled at him, he kind of deserved it.
"Look, if you're upset that I yelled at you, then I don't know what to tell you other then you deserved it, you've been out for me for no reason for so long." you shrugged.
"No, no I know I deserved it, I'm just annoyed at myself."
"Why?"
He turned to look at you, then got up to seat himself in the chair directly beside you. "You know, I don't have anything out for you right? I just, I want to make you laugh." he looked as though he was trying very hard to find the right words.
"Trying to make me laugh? Soonyoung you make everyone laugh what's that got to do with me?"
"You don't get it do you? I know your friends all know, surely they've told you?"
You tried to rack your brain for anything your friends might have said about him, but all that came to mind was loverboy.. surely not?
"Ok this is really weird, and I've known you a long time so I'm just going to say it ok, promise you won't get mad."
You nodded slowly, "Ok, I like you y/n. I really do and I know that I'm terrible with words and clearly with actions as well, but I don't know. I just wanted to get your attention."
You stared up at him with wide eyes. When you got this detention, you certainly didn't think it was going to end like this. But here you are, Kwon Soonyoung, the boy who seemingly had it out for you, is confessing. Surely it might be a messy, awkward confession. But a confession nonetheless.
You smiled at him, "You know if this is the Soonyoung who was talking to me in potions about tigers talking, then I think I could get to know that side of you."
He chuckled a bit as he looked down, "Yeah that's more me than anything else. Wow if all it took was tigers then I would have brought out the big guns earlier."
"No it's not that. It's the nicer, softer side of you that everyone would love. Class clown you is annoying sorry, but the you you are when you're talking about the things your passionate about is adorable."
He chuckled again. He almost looked smaller than he usually did, but in a vulnerable, endearing way.
"I'm really sorry about everything I did all these years, I didn't mean to hurt you."
"It's ok, I accept your apology."
"Well would you like to go to Hogsmeade this weekend. We can talk more about your uncles animals."
You leaned into press a soft kiss onto his cheek, "I would love to Soonyoung. But only if you wear that jumper."
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ssentimentals · 2 years
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dating hoshi feels like...
it's your birthday every single day. he fills your days together with genuine joy, teaching you how to find something beautiful in every single thing, he brings happiness to you even on the rainiest day. his love feels like rays of sunshine, full of light and warmth and occasional bouquets of sunflowers with which he likes to surprise you.
('ta-da!'
you shriek and drop the cup back to the sink, turning around in shock to see bunch of sunflowers basically shoved up in your face. catching your breath, you barely have time to react when soonyoung's beaming face comes into your view. you honestly have to squint a little because of his overall brightness - soonyoung shines when he's happy. he's grinning like he won an award and he's too damn cute to actually stay mad at but you still manage to bite out: 'you scared me, god!'
'not god, just soonyoung,' he replies cheekily and laughs loudly, when you roll your eyes. 'oh c'mon! look, i got these for you!' he proceeds to again shove the bouquet right into your face and you laugh, taking a hold of them. 'aren't they pretty?' you nod and he instantly looks pleased, adding: 'not as pretty as you though!')
soonyoung somehow manages to be the most intense and laid-back person at the same time. one minute he's laser focused on something, not letting go until he perfected it and in the next he's laying on the couch, grumbling about how he wants a milkshake and cuddles from you ('honey! drop everything and come here, i need cuddles! what? no, i need them right now!'). he loves you enough to let you see him not only in his good state (wide smiles, sparkling eyes, plenty of energy, very playful) but in a bad state too (tired demeanor, poker face, silent, annoyed). you accept all of him and he makes sure you know that there is no need to be anything other than yourself with him - he equally loves all parts of you, even the ones you find ugly.
('can't you just be quiet for a second?!' you finally snap as your patience ran down thin. 'soonyoung, i'm working here!'
you immediately regret this outburst when you see his wide eyes and small pout. it is not his fault that you're behind the deadline but him singing along to some radio tune whist cooking you both dinner is not helping. regret fells like acid on your tongue and you close your eyes, taking a deep breath. when you open them, soonyoung is right in front of you but instead of looking annoyed or angry, he just looks very worried but he's trying to hide it with a small smile. 'pasta is almost ready,' he says in the gentlest tone. he reaches out and carefully pries away the laptop from your hands. 'go wash up, i'll set up the table.'
there's lump in your throat and corners of your eyes are getting a bit blurry due to tears welling up; you sniff, head hanging low as you slowly stand up. before you can take one step though, soonyoung wraps his arms around you and kisses your forehead, humming when you melt into him. 'i'm sorry for snapping at you,' you murmur into his neck. 'i'm so-'
'it's alright, i understand,' he assures you and it actually makes you want to cry more. another kiss, this time on your temple and he gently nuzzles into your cheek then. he sways you two a little and you don't know for how long you stand like that when he suddenly asks: 'should we make an impromptu crying session or are we going to eat first? i think it'd feel better to cry once your stomach is full, right?'
'soonyoung!' you hit him lightly on the back and he laughs, hugging you tighter.
'what? we can cry together, i heard it's a great bounding exercise for couples.' you lean back, giving him your most unamused expression. he takes a look at it and grins: 'no? okay, food first. we can cry later.' he looks at you seriously then, squeezing you in his arms. 'we can always cry together, okay?' you nod and he adds: 'i mean, it is better than crying alone. it's a bit awkward, no? like one cries and the other one just.. what? sits? or eats something meanwhile, or-'
'soonyoung!')
dating with soonyoung consists of amusement park dates where he screams louder than you do and he doesn't let go until you tried every single ride, and simple walks by the river at night with your hand in the pocket of his hoodie. it's him rubbing your stomach when you ate too much, him giving you his shoes when you're tired of your heels, him making funny faces and dancing in an exaggerating way just to make you laugh. he knows when he needs to give you energy and be a ball of sunshine and when he needs to just be a calm gentle presence by your side. soonyoung is a force of nature but somehow you rail him in, you are his anchor in the vast sea of emotions and feelings, his go to place when he needs affection and comfort.
('soonyoung, is that you? you're home earl- oof!' before you can your sentence he has you in his arms, head tucked into the space between your neck and shoulder, holding you close. he's not saying anything but once you wrap your arms around his shoulders, you can feel him sighing in relief. you smile, lovingly caressing his nape. 'hey there, handsome.' he mumbles something into your skin and you laugh, leaving loud smooch behind his ear. 'missed me that much, huh?' you lightly tease, your hands now moved to his back, stroking it gently. he doesn't reply on this too and that's how you know it's been a really rough day for him. kissing his temple, you quietly say: 'it's alright, you are back home now. you made it through the day, now relax, you are home.'
on this he finally looks up, eyeing you with something akin to wonder. your noses are almost touching and his grip on you is a bit bruising but you stand still and let him see all the love you have for him in your eyes. he smiles and tension breaks as he kisses tip of your nose, sighing in bliss: 'yeah, i'm back home.')
he makes you feel like everything is just... easy. life, in the end, is not meant to be hard-lived. everything is easy if you look at it with positive attitude and good intentions and it gets even easier when you have someone as supporting of you and invested in you as soonyoung.
dating soonyoung is like laughing out loud, freely, uncaring of anyone and anything. it's him looking at you with stars in his eyes because if he is your sun, then you are his star, the one that shines bright for him, just for him and leads him back home, to you.
a/n: check out vernon and wonwoo verses and let me know your thoughts <3 - nini
i think of maybe making a tag list? :/ but not sure
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blu-joons · 2 years
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When You Give Him Silent Treatment ~ Seventeen  Performance Unit Reaction
Jun:
A sigh came from Junhui as you excused yourself from the room, feeling the eyes of the boys all looking across at him in confusion as soon as the door shut.
“What’s happened?” Seungcheol asked him, a weak smile forming on his face.
A shrug followed from Junhui as he looked around the room, “Y/N’s not said anything to me all day, but I’ve got no idea what it is I’m supposed to have done.”
A hand from Jeonghan rested against his shoulder, “knowing you, you probably said something that you shouldn’t have done.”
“So, are you getting the silent treatment?”
Junhui nodded dejectedly in reply to Mingyu, “don’t ever let your partner give you guys silent treatment, it’s the worst feeling.”
“I’m sure you guys will be talking soon,” Seungkwan tried his best to encourage, “Y/N might just need a little bit of time to stop being mad at you for whatever reason she is.”
Junhui continued to nod, agreeing with Seungkwan, “I’m really hoping that you’re right, this is unbearable for me now.”
“It’s horrible for us to all watch too.”
Hoshi:
You bit down firmly on your bottom lip as Soonyoung began to tickle against your sides, knowing exactly what your weakness was to try and get your attention.
“You’ll speak to me soon,” he predicted, desperately trying to wear you down.
You stared forwards as you tried to stop yourself squirming in Soonyoung’s grip, determined to continue giving him the silent treatment that he deserved.
Soonyoung was as stubborn as you were though, digging into your sides even further. “You know what to do if you want me to stop.”
“You can’t tickle me forever, Soonyoung.”
A chuckle came from Soonyoung, “just like how you can’t stay silent either, I knew I’d manage to tickle it out of you eventually.”
“We’re still not friends,” you quickly reminded him, shooting a glare at Soonyoung too. “I’m still mad at you, and you won’t be able to tickle that frustration out of me either.”
The corners of Soonyoung’s smile quickly turned up, “I’m irresistible, there’s no way that you can stay mad at me for too long?”
“Is that a challenge you’ve given me?” 
The8:
Another groan came from Minghao as you continued to remain silent beside him, knowing exactly what you were doing, and how much you were annoying him.
“Can’t you just tell me what I did wrong?” Minghao asked you, but got nothing.
Your head shook as you felt Minghao’s stare on you, his voice getting more and more desperate with every word that he told you, pleading almost with you.
After a few moments, Minghao moved a little closer to you, poking his finger against your arm to try and get something out of you.
“How long are you going to do this for?”
Your shoulders shrugged in reply to Minghao, still not saying a word as you knew that that was exactly what he wanted from you.
“This is borderline cruel now,” Minghao tried his best to get you to see, “I’m your boyfriend, you’re supposed to talk to me, you’re not supposed to stay mad at me like this.”
It almost brought a smile to your face knowing that you were getting to Minghao, and getting back at him for what he’d done too.
“I’ll get you back for doing this one day Y/N.”
Dino:
There was an uncomfortable silence between the two of you for most of the day, worsened only when Seokmin and Vernon returned to the dorm that evening.
“What’s going on with you guys?” Seokmin quizzed, looking between you.
Your eyes looked up from your phone, across to Seokmin, “why don’t you ask your friend over there?” You sighed, pointing across at Chan.
His eyes rolled as you did so, shrugging his shoulders. “Can you tell Y/N that I won’t apologise for something that I didn’t do?”
“Why can’t you tell her that instead?”
Vernon came up alongside Seokmin, resting his hand against his shoulder. “Can’t you see they’re not talking to each other right now?”
“Oh,” Seokmin whispered, chuckling slightly to himself, “in that case you can tell each other and stop being stupid. You both know you won’t be able to keep this up for too long.”
“I can stop talking to you too,” you quickly warned Seokmin, “I don’t even know why you guys are friends with that idiot.”
“The only idiot around here is you…Y/N.”
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