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lonely-night · 3 months
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janeway x seven; if I only could I'd make a deal with god
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amvro · 4 months
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pairing: amuro tooru x reader
summary: he is home late (again) but you love to stay up for him
cw: i would not say suggestive but a lot of kissing implied ? IDK IM SORRY, it’s very short
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It wasn’t rare for you to be staying up waiting for him to come home, but tonight he was especially late coming home and he truly did not expect you to still be up. The clock almost ticked 3:30am and he truly wished he didn’t have to stay out so late if he knew you would still be up. He was going to ask why you were still up and tell you about how you should’ve just slept without him, but he knew you would tell him you would be too worried to fall asleep regardless. 
“I’m so sorry I was so late,” he said, apologetically. “But really, next time you shouldn’t mind me. It’s far too late.”
“And it’s far too late for you to be out with no one to greet you when you come home,” you replied with a soft smile. Gosh he was in love with you. “Waiting for you to come home is one of my happiest times, at least let me do this much. Besides, it’s a Friday we get to sleep in tomorrow.”
And you were absolutely correct. Although he’d tell you every single time to go ahead and sleep, it still warmed his heart when he saw you reading a book or scrolling through your phone with a warm tea, waiting for him to come home. The way your face would brighten up when he came home was truly the only thing that could heal him from a long day at work.
“I’ll hop in the shower real quick, so go to sleep okay? It’s still not good to be up this late,” he said as he took off his coat and put his stuff down, getting ready to step into the bathroom.
“Wait,” you said, almost subconsciously.
“What is it, love?”
“Oh, um,” you said, you hadn’t meant to say it out loud. You looked up at him slightly embarrassed. “....kiss?”
A faint blush covered his face as his eyes narrowed and lips pursed. He did not understand how you managed to make his heart flutter from such simple words after all this time, but he did understand that this wasn’t going to go away. He walked right back to you and pressed a kiss on your lips. He was going to kiss you again when he resisted the temptation and kissed you on your forehead instead. 
“Why not?” you asked quietly. You were going to kill him if you kept this up.
“Because I’m not going to be able to stop at this rate,” he said, but you went and kissed him instead.
“But I don’t want you to...” you said. That was it, he was giving in. Saving the country was a whole lot easier of a challenge than the ones you gave him it seemed.
“Okay, now you’ve done it,” he said, kissing you again. 
The shower will have to wait a little. 
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inhuman-obey-me · 1 year
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Can please request 🥀 with Mammon and MC please
"I'd rather die than keep you alive." - Mammon x MC
content warning: blood, reference to events of lesson 16
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The shadowy form grins at him, fangs bared and glinting with malice. "Come on, Mammon, I know what you really want. Kill them. They're only human."
"I'd never do that, you idiot! Ya think I'd kill them over something so stupid?" The Avatar of Greed grits his teeth, his own fangs gleaming back. "Just because ya look like me doesn't mean you know what I want!"
"That's what you think," it cackles back. "But I don't just look like you. I came from you. I am you."
Mammon tightens his grip on the other's throat, feeling the pressure reflecting back on his own as if to confirm its words.
It had been his own mistake, as usual. He'd gotten carried away with his greed and perhaps pilfered a few things that he really shouldn't have. But even so, he hadn't expected a phantasmal demon to ambush him from inside one of the boxes he'd taken home -- especially not one like this, a particularly nasty species of specter known for manifesting as an embodiment of one's cruelest impulses. And then there was the photo in the group chat, showing off your day's excursion with Asmo, causing a badly timed spike of jealousy on the elder brother's part...
It was an intrusive thought, nothing more. He'd never really hurt you. But for the insidious little shade, it was enough -- more than enough -- to latch onto him, to implant itself into him, and to take his form and take the worst in him hostage.
Mammon digs a taloned finger into the mirroring demon's neck, hissing against the sting as he feels the same wound cut into his own. It taunts gleefully, "Killing me is only killing yourself, you stupid wretch. But you're not the one who should die. Destroy that little human. It'll be so satisfying to watch the life leave their body, you know. Go on, kill them."
"Shut up! I already told ya, I'd never do that!"
There's a tinge of fear in Mammon's voice now, a terrified chill running up his spine -- he already has a memory of your limp body in his arms once before, his palms drenched in the deep red of your blood. His spindly wings flash out behind him on instinct at the thought, crushing the lesser devil against the hard concrete of the wall behind it with the force of their beating.
Still, it doesn't seem concerned, instead satisfied to have struck a nerve. "Then I'll kill them myself. It'll be so easy in this body. You don't want to die just to protect one puny little human."
"I'd rather die than keep a monster like you alive! I won't let ya lay a single finger on them!"
Twisting the points of his claws deeper in with frustration, a gurgle of blood spurts out of his own mouth. Still, the Avatar of Greed pushes past the pain, and with a hard growl, he gives one more hard squeeze. His own consciousness is barely holding out -- but it does, just long enough to hear the knock at his door, and your concerned voice calling to him from the other side.
"Mammon? Are you in there? Are you okay?!"
In an instant, the figure beneath his fingers fizzles to nothing, the impulsive feelings it had stolen immediately banished from his mind at the sweet sound of you. His vision is fuzzy at the edges, but he gives himself only a moment to brace himself against the now-empty wall before stumbling to open the door. "What are you yelling about? Why wouldn't I be okay? Of course I'm okay, ya dummy," he grins at you, fighting back a wave of nausea.
You gasp at the still bloody gashes in his neck, rushing forward to check on the wounds. "You don't look okay! What happened?!"
"Nothing ya need to worry about! You should know that nothing can take down the Great Mammon," he answers with a bravado that sounds weaker to your ears than he realizes. He stumbles forward, masking it under the guise of embracing you, before mumbling deliriously and finally passing out, "As long as you're safe."
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blae-kitta · 18 days
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Zoro 🐯 Process:
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One of the first attempts at sculpting the boy; the head was later altered quite a bit and the legs entirely scrapped, and the torso bulked up shaking my shoulders feverishly: we need to properly represent his 110 cm bust and what we have isn't cutting it. Scabbards were made (which survived till the end!) and the original clay swords were made by this point.
New torso and legs give (hallelujah), as well as the loops and holes for the ears (such finicky small work, fuck me) were made. Holes were first made with straight wire and dried before the hoops were gently (and with swearing) inserted through.
Clothes added, also with swearing as the clay dried and stiffened faster then I wanted to and made it hard to get nice folds. Scarf was re-made and smoothed later.
Scabbards added! Immediately drops it and breaks a piece of it off. I've glued multiple bits of the scabbards back on the flimsy bastards. He remained armless for a good while. A Venus on the shelf by my desk...
Because the clay sword (after a good hour of tender focused work) would IMMEDIATELY would break upon the lightest touch, annoying me to no end, one evening was like God I wish I had actual metal to use instead wouldn't that be cool, and then was like OH! I COULD DO THAT! So the metal is actually cut from the tin of a cat food can, straightened and sanded., as seen in photo!
The blades hilted, before placed in capable hands
ARMS! and the sculpting is finished. Onto painting!
First layers of paint on various parts; I generally paint via colours I'm using at the moment (ie, greens in this instance)
More layers laid down. I generally go for shading in rules of three (main colour, lighter, and darker hues) and apply them at different opacity of acrylic. Adjusted the green since I found it too pungent. Once the fur tones were finished I gave him his stripes (cue me searching up loads of photos of tigers and tiger fursonas to see how people have done the stripes. Did you know depending on the area they are from they have different face shapes and stripe patterns? Fascinating stuff)
Finished project! Last layers, and highlights where added, adjusted the eye and fuck-ups re-adjusted. Dropped and had to reglue things. The gold is actual gold leaf I applied using a glue you paint on but that was a bit of a whole mess and took a long time, and doesn't go on very flat on very not-flat surfaces... (Who would have thought...) In the future may instead use gold paints for metallics.
Here's also the link to the post of more photos of him finished!
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The worst part about following the game missions in fics is trying to pick the ones that make the most sense for the story lmaoooo
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bother-blame · 2 years
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YAKUZA 3 AND YAKUZA 6
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stargazeraldroth · 8 months
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Y'all ever just start writing Chapter 2 before Chapter 1? Me too
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sunstruck-traveller · 7 months
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Aether.
What is autism?
An anonymous person said you were on that "spectrum", so I assumed you could provide a satisfying answer.
Xiao
He thinks for a moment, before starting to sign; though slower than usual.
[This will be a bit difficult to explain.. but autism is a developmental disability that you get born with. Your brain sees and takes in the world differently compared to people who don't have it. It...]
Aether paused, trying to figure out a good way to word this.
[It has.. variety between each individual. Usually it gets characterised as people who have struggles or.. differences? with communication and interaction. Often people who have it will do specific repetitive things to soothe them when they start feeling too much or too little- emotion or physical sensation. For example some will flap their hands quickly or bounce, tug their hair, sing, sway, apply pressure to themselves; many many different things, and it's not uncommon for people to have more than one thing they'll do.]
He sucked in a breath, and the speed of his signing quickened a bit.
[As I said, it varies between people. Some won't be able to speak or even live by themselves, others will be fine. Some will struggle with looking people in the eye but understand social cues and communication; others won't have a problem with eye contact but take information too literally and therefore misinterpret things like an instruction to bring the dry clothes back inside the house, not realizing it was expected of them to fold the clothes too.]
[It's a very complicated thing that is part of who a person Is, and as a result it influences how they'll experience their life.]
Aether paced a little as he explained, to help him figure out his thoughts.
[For example- for me; sometimes everything can suddenly become very very loud. I know the volume around me hasn't changed, but suddenly my brain is extremely aware of the whole noise around me, and it can Hurt. Lights will be too bright, my gloves too rough, everything will feel like it's happening all at once on all senses and to help stop, I'll either look for something louder that'll completely drown out the sound- for example a water fall; or look for a dark and quiet space. That's a sensory overload. Not fun.]
He stopped pacing.
[Sorry @adeptus-xiao-official , I got sidetracked. Did.. any of this make any sense at all? It's a lot, sorry.]
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k1ddiecat · 5 months
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Puppy David is here plus I got some stuff to make him clothes so he looks and feels more like the real David plus my 2nd attempt at making a onesie is going better. I need to stop starting projects but !!! Theyre going well
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kepler69b · 1 year
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if i could churn out school work as fast as i churn out splatoon essays and vod reviews i would never spent more than 2 hours writing proofreading and finalising a 1000 word essay for class ever again
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iced-souls · 11 months
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Bro, i go to bed at like, 9-10pm. 9:4something today. And then end up actually sleeping lie an hour later i think.
But BRO. I LITERALLY CANNOT SLEEP RN.
I GOT IDEAS JUST BEFORE BED AND NOW IM ALL GIDDY THINKING ABOUT THEM
They’re for tomorrow for school and i cant shut my mind up for it to calm down and just sleep.
Help—
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aro-aizawa · 1 year
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i swear the absolute HEIGHT of total happiness is when a long fic wraps up with a wonderfully happy ending
#shut up danni's talking#it is literally the pure unrestrained delight of wish fulfillment#you've gone on this big huge long journey with these characters through all the struggles and hardships#you've seen every time these characters stumble and you've seen them doubt themselves#and yet. and yet there is always happiness. there will always be happiness.#it makes my heart so overwhelmingly light with joy and it tints my world view with such wonderful shades of roses#my face aches with how much i'm smiling as the story wraps up and how light and free my whole body feels#i want to jump up and skip with how happy i feel#even if usually whenever i do end up finishing these long fics/series/whatever i'm always so tired#because i'd've stayed up and powered through to the very end so i could lay in bed and just... soak in the bliss#i think. it's my life goal to make something that inspires the same thing in others.#i cannot begin to even emphasize how much love i feel in my heart right now for so many things#i want to speak long flowery words of praise for hours because of how overjoyed i feel#and i know its just a shadow of a thing. the biggest escape possible but by god i will take whatever pockets of sheer joy i experience#i'll hold them so tight and i will defend these with great passion because no matter how insignificant the source#i want to bask in this feeling for as long and as often as i like#so here's my recommendation: if you're the kind of person who can get completely absorbed by something like i do#and you have a long thing that you've been eyeing but the length intimidates you then absorb it anyway#take that chance that the thing you're slightly iffy on will be worth it because ohhh chase that feeling whenever you can#that is hopefully my final nugget of words that i give you otherwise i can and will go on forever
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melchinafan · 11 months
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I'm looking around for posts to read up more on alt text/image IDs/etc., trying to figure out what is preferred and how best to handle them. I've recently seen some posts using alt text instead of descriptions in the body of the post, and I remember something about alt text being fiddly for some folks though maybe not for others? But that was a bit ago so maybe there's been a tumblr update that made it better? Still not totally sure on that. (This article is pretty good so far, with clarification and examples of what each type of description is and what they're for. This one is also excellent, with a ton of thorough examples, though it's specifically art-focused. Tumblr-based link hubs I've found include this which has stuff about the why and how for various situations, and this which has even more, for both users and businesses.)
And part of my brain is going "my spoons, there's So Much involved here and AAAA..." (Both because I do try to make my descriptions Accurate and Interesting which takes brainpower to write...and also because I'm reading so much right now that my brain is currently full, so the mere concept of Having Spoons feels absurd at the moment.) But also I think...I think the basic flat starter sentences I keep doing are...what could/should go in the alt text section? (Like, "screenshot from [game]" and "stylized illustration, fanart for [thing].") I'm still reading, but if that's the case, you can chill, brain! We already do the alt text bit, we just gotta put it in a different spot.
It still does cost me spoons to also describe something after I've spent too much time drawing it. But I'm prone to sitting on things for a day before posting them, so I use that sitting time to at least start a description! Which I can then refine before posting, going back and forth between both image and description to double-check each for missed errors/potential improvements. AND sometimes I'm too lazy to pull out my tablet, so I'll start an image as a mouse-based doodle "note" to have the file ready to work on later...so sometimes I'll start the description then, if I've got a good idea of what I plan to have it look like! (Then it's doubly-important that I edit the description before posting, to make sure it matches whatever the actual end result was. But my perfectionism requires double- and triple-checking anyway, so it works out fine.)
Bonus benefit to image descriptions, besides increased accessibility (which is the point, and should be incentive enough to do them): I can indicate little details or intent in my drawings that might not be immediately obvious to everyone. Like, that Disco Elysium fanart I did had the swirling musical lines as a hugely key element that I pondered over and reiterated SO MUCH, trying to visually capture the audio differences I was imagining in every subtle way I could, even though the end result looks very simple. (Respective colors, different line thicknesses, and steady wave vs swooping swirls were obvious to me, but might not be to folks looking at it, yanno? Or they'd get the vibe, but not be able to explain why, so that could help make it "click.") Plus, I used the fuzzy edges and color fadeout as a nod to the Pale, which I also had the chance to add bonus hints about in the description (without having to go "HEY IT'S A REFERENCE" in the post itself). Or like this fanart of Ryou, I got to point out that the lineart placement and lighter areas of color not only served to indicate lighting, but also his slow movement and the fact that he's kind of dissolving. So yeah. Describing my stuff is also a nice little bonus to help everyone get in on what's going through my brain.
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orcelito · 1 year
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Managed to write 300 words for discacc 👍 which is 300 more words than I've managed to write in the past like. Week.
Hoping to start making progress again. We'll see.
#speculation nation#discacc shit#if i can write enough prior to the 21st im contemplating splitting the chapter up a bit#so that all this earlier stuff is 41 and then the big scene at the end is 42 and THAT would be the anniversary chapter#just a celebration of them & their relationship#i worry that if the chapter is too big it'll get bogged down in everything. + if i Could have a chapter out b4 the 21st id want to#currently i have 3.1k written of the first scene. with 4 more scenes completely unwritten.#then 4.6k written for the final scene. aka why i think i could finish it pretty quickly after posting an initial chapter 41#it'd mean two chapters in relatively short succession. of a more moderate (for me) length#as opposed to a giant fucking chapter to rival possibly even beyond that of Sol#this will all depend on how quickly i can write. if i finish the earlier stuff up only a day ish b4 the anniversary#then it'd feel a little weird to dress it up only to post another shorter chapter just after.#+ posting takes a good amount of time with all the editing and such involved in it.#but im gonna be pushing pretty hard to get all this written in time. i really want to make this work.#we'll see. i just gotta write a good 20k ish more words in about 3 weeks. less than that.#for me? that's Nothing in comparison to what ive done in the past.#20k in 3 weeks Ha Ha try fuckin 70k in 3 weeks. ive done it before and i can do it again#.... well not really the 70k. right now. not while im in school lol.#BUT i can totally do 20k. and i will. im gonna treat u guys RIGHT this month#.......hopefully
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altruistic-meme · 2 years
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WIP Sunday morning let's goo
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from: chapter 8 of (why is there) joy in this poison
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zorphie · 5 months
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loud sigh as i look over the 300+ pages of my spiralverse lore with the habit of rewriting everything after 2 seconds powered by category 7 hyperfixation. hey
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