#hope we stay the same

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Game night ruined.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #wang lingjiao #If the assorted Jiang disciples look familiar it's because they are the same as the disciples in the LWJ in Yunmeng Jiang AU comics! #I decided that if I was going to have background characters come up a lot I may as well solidify a few designs. #We are following MLP background character rules in the sense there are more disciples around but these guys fill in for them #Do they have names? No(t yet). #I just think the jiang disciples are very sweet and cute in the audio drama. I hope nothing bad happens to them. #(let me have me fun and whimsy with them before...you know...) #I feel like I totally missed an opportunity to set WLJ up as an 'Um Actually" girl. #“you're hitting on my man? UM ACTUALLY get BURNT” #“You want to fly kites? UM ACTUALLY It's offensive to my sect so get fucked” #“UM ACTUALLY we're setting up a supervisory office here” #“You want me to stay? UM ACTUALLY I think we pissed off some ghosts so I'm outtie <3” #Do you see the lost potential here? I'm furious at myself for not seeing it sooner.

[shadow-the-crow]

I think i finally understand how the Distortion works. I mean, i don’t think it’s possible to ever fully understand it, and i don’t know the whole picture yet because i don’t know what Helen will be like, but i feel like i’ve just been granted a glimpse at the lovecraftian (as in ineffable) thing that is this being.

It’s not a person and a creature fighting inside one mind. There’s no Michael clawing himself to the surface to express his emotions and get his revenge.

Michael Shelley is dead. The Distortion became Michael. It sounds so simple, yet a least in my opinion it’s hard to fully understand.

I think what provides the best metaphor is a small thing the Distortion says after becoming Helen: "without a proper mind." The Distortion does not have its own mind. It’s only a what, but in order to really exist in this reality, it needs a who. It needs a body, but also a mind.

So if i understand this right, it’s like this: Michael Shelley is dead. His conciousness is not there anymore. And the Distortion got forced into that mind, an empty mind of a dead person. This doesn’t make it human, it’s still able to understand the impossible, it’s still the thing that was created to scare and kill. But in the mind it’s living in… the previous owner’s furniture is still there. It gets the dead person’s memories. It becomes Michael, in the sense that it has to be someone. Its existence got tied to being Michael, although Michael Shelley is dead.

When Michael got "emotional", that wasn’t Michael Shelley coming through. It was the Distortion grappling with the side effects of being someone - of living in a mind with all the memories and the human emotions that a human mind can’t fully turn off, even when the thing inhabiting it isn’t human at all.

The Distortion was Michael in the sense that it was thinking with Michael Shelley’s mind. When it became Helen, its consciousness, its being stayed the same, but it needed to adapt to this new mind. It could see clearer now, realizing that the windows of the previous house had been dirty, realizing that the wirings of the previous mind had driven it to do something that it actually didn’t want to do. The throat of the Spiral itself getting caught in the spiralling of its own, borrowed mind.

#here comes the first michael essay #this is only the start #i've still got so many more thoughts #i hope this makes sense #idk why but i think i get how the distortion feels #being forced to be someone who isn't you at all #like - it doesn't make sense but i get it?? #okay i haven't watched doctor who but maybe it's kinda like being the doctor? #you kinda change personality and become someone else but your true being stays the same? #(as if anyone of us knew what it's like being the doctor any more than we know what it's like being the distortion lol) #tma #michael distortion #tma the distortion #helen distortion #the magnus archives #tma podcast #tma spoilers #tma thoughts #mag 101 #another twist #michael shelley #i just realized i've probably spelled michael wrong in the tags before oops (i know how it's spelled but “micheal” keeps popping up so...) #you know what i'm gonna put the wrong version too for reach #micheal distortion

[mintjeru]

bundle up!

chiluc week 2022 @chilucexchange

day 4 prompts: domesticity | bakery/coffee shop au challenge: include a ribbon

open for better quality | no reposts | ID under the cut

[Image description: A four page comic of Diluc wrapping a red scarf around Childe before he departs on a trip. Diluc is dressed in his usual outfit and his hair is tied with a black ribbon. Childe is dressed in his white harbinger coat.

On the first page, Diluc focuses on the scarf, while Childe gazes endearingly at him. “Remember to wear a coat when you’re out,” says Diluc. “Okay.” Childe replies. “And don’t skip meals, even if you’re busy working.” “Oka-” Childe is cut off as Diluc reaches forwards with his arms.

On the second page, Childe smiles, flustered. There is a label that reads, “Definitely thought he was getting a kiss” and an arrow pointing at Childe. Meanwhile, there is a label that reads, “Only reached up to loop the scarf around” and an arrow pointing at Diluc. Childe replies with an “Okay...” and there are sound effects of Diluc folding the scarf at the bottom of the page.

On the third page, a chibi Childe stares in awe at the finished scarf. A “TADA” and sparkles appear around him. The dialogue continues as Diluc says, “Oh, and one more thing before you go.” “Huh? Everything is packed though?” “Not that,” says Diluc with a blush.

On the fourth page, Diluc cups the side of Childe’s face and kisses him on the cheek. “Travel safe,” he says.]

#chilucweek2022 #childe #tartaglia #diluc #chiluc #genshin impact #genshin #fanart #myart #comic #making up for yesterday's angst with this haha #i saw quite a few pieces other ppl made post harbinger trailer that have to do with childe's scarf #it seems we all had the same idea hehe #also i know the layout of this comic is a bit messy #it was the first piece i made for chiluc week and i was experimenting with a manga style layout #instead of a simpler webtoon just-scrolling-down style if that makes sense #i hope this counts as domesticity #i was thinking of the way loved ones will nag you out of care #and the small acts of love like making sure the ppl you care about stay warm when it's cold

[luck-of-the-drawings]

EPISODE 2 AND 3 HAVE BEEN SOOOO FUN im already so emotionally attached to each of these characters.. if anything bad ever happens to any of them im killing everyone and then everyone.

#cw blood #cw vomiting #jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #ARTHUR BENNETS DRY HUMOR IS SOOO FUCKIN FUNNY OH MY GOOODDD the sleepin upside down bit omg.. #i love drawing him with just the same stoic expression. he is a stone cold pillar of ice to me. one that loves his little kitty kittyyyyy #i loved watching him work with emizel aswell the dynamic is SOO FUN #I LOVE THAT EMIZEL IS SO FOND OF CATS TOO LIKE RAAAHH THATS SO SWEET.. pepper is his favorite cat.... #the part with him defending pepper was SO CUTE UGHH i love emizel he is so small and sharp and pointy AND YET #there is LOVE IN THAT BOYS MOSTLY DEAD HEART I TEEELLL YOU HWAT!!! and in other news: #i love love love the concept of 'royal shut-in gets lost in the big city' MY BABY BOY SHILOOO I ADORE HIMMMM #AND DEACON WAS SOOOO NICE TO HIM givin him a place to stay n helpin him dress up for the party and taking him around town to see the sights #im in love with deacon i love him soooo much. AND ALSO. ABOUT SHILO. #HE CAN EAT FOOOOOD LIKE SURE THE GARLIC GOT HIM BUT WE GGOOOTTA GIVE HIM A MILKSHAKE OR SMTH #LIKE I THOUGHT IN THE FIRST EPISODE WHEN HE SIPPED SODY N NOTHING HAPPENED. I THOUGHT THAT WAS JUSTA FLUKE #BUT NO ITS A PATTERN ITSA PATTERN HE CAN EAT FOOD!!! BABY BOY CAN EAT FOOOD!!!!!!! FEED HIM MORE FOOD!!! food is the best human creation #I HOPE MORE GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO THESE BOYS. especially since. well. okay so ive seen the 4th episode. sigh. #like holy fuck. hey ep4? what the fuck? hey you just let that happen? what the fuck. what the FUCK. EPISODE 4. HEY WHAT THE FUCK #THAT DIDNT NEED TO HAPPEN. OH MY GOD. THIS BETTER END WELL. IN TWO WEEKS I KNOW YALLRE GONNA BE SCREAMIN TOO BC OHHH MY GLOD. WHAT THE FUCK #EPSIDOE FOUR STILL HAS ME FUCKED UP SO BAD OH MY GOD. I WILL NEVER BE OVER IT. HOLY SHIT. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. WHYYYYYY. NOOOOOOO!

[metukika]

ill say it before and ill say it again. hc that teru doesnt like serizawa at all.

#im gonna go into it here cuz im not confident in my hcs hi hello #so actually not cuz of the whole claw thing. i think that seri wanting to be a better person is like the one thing teru respects about him #and thats the thing. hes like !!! hes kinda like me!!! so he lowkey tries to make a connection thru that like haha we were both assholes an #arent perfect but trying! but see heres the thing. serizawa is an adult. he wants to act like an adult. so he treats teru like a child. not #in a bad way. normal adult to child. he respects him and all but see teru acts and maybe feels that he feels like an adult. so he sees that #as disrespectful. finally someone whos kinda ignorant like him... but hes treating teru like hes a child?! maybe legally serizawa is an #adult but after staying inside his room for years and then all that manipulation at claw.. mentally teru considers them the same. except #that seri wont act like it cuz reigen told him how to treat regular teenagers but teru isnt a regular teenager get what im sayin #ok and. then teru is kinda mean to him like ok man get outta my way but seri respects him and gives him more chances which makes teru feel #guilty which makes him dislike seri even more and try to push him away by being mean and its this hopeless cycle until one day teru snaps a #him and they have an actual conversation and he can see that hes actually the one treating serizawa like a child. and that hes like a shitt #adult in this scenario am i making any sense is anyone even listening #anyways sorry this is in the tags if u thought it was good and wanted to rb. hope i made u consider some dynamics

[ongreenergrasses]

I would love to see a heartfelt, gut-wrenching goodbye kiss from Finnick and Annie because you know they've had a good few of those kisses in their traumatic life.

anon your wish is my command

When the alarm goes off, Annie doesn’t move. She’s been awake for what feels like hours. She still isn’t going to move, because if she does, then this will splinter and fracture and it will actually be the morning, and he will actually need to leave.

At least he’s leaving in the morning. She hates when he leaves at night. It means that he won’t get any sleep and then he’ll be expected to perform even more exhausted than he normally is. She doesn’t think he slept much anyway. She doesn’t know.

She’s spinning out, so she squeezes her eyes shut and pretends it’s not the morning until Finnick turns the alarm off. He exhales slowly next to her.

He has to know she’s awake. Has to. But he needs her to not be upset, and Annie’s fraying around the edges too much to keep it together the way he needs her to.

She drags herself out of bed at the last second. She knows they’ve both put it off, he’ll have to run the whole way to make it to the train on time, so she runs down the stairs and nearly collides with him as she stumbles on the last step.

He catches her. It’s almost thoughtless, the way he does it. Like he’ll always catch her.

“Finnick,” she says helplessly, and draws his head down to hers so she can kiss him.

It’s quicker than she wants. She wants to lose herself in it. She knows she can’t, but she does, just for a second, in the feel of his lips on hers. How soft his hair is under her fingertips.

“You’d better run,” she says against his lips. “Don’t want to be late.” Her voice cracks.

Finnick kisses her again and then turns and dashes out the door. He never said a word to her. She doesn’t think he could.

Annie collapses into a kitchen chair and stays there, staring at the wood grain of the table, for a long, long time.

send a kiss

#ask and you shall receive #prompts #lovely anon #the hunger games #thg #finnick odair #annie cresta #finnick x annie #odesta #<- now that’s something that we haven’t seen on this here blog for uh. eight. eight fuckin years #BOY HOW TIME FLIES. BOY HOW THINGS STAY THE SAME. #anyway anon I’ve been thinkin about this one for a week and dashed it out real quick while boarding a plane so I hope you enjoy!!! and are #still around too lol it’s been a bit

[acetyzias]

time for wild speculation. this is actually bubby

#ac3.txt #hlvrai #hl2vrai #i guess? yeah but the formers my catchall so #anyway we saw kleiner who was based on bubbys scientist model BUT #we saw og coomer #i think bubby n coomer stayed the same #while tommy is now gman #and benrey? i want to believe hes just barney now LMAO #but he could be evil again too ig. cant blame him #also i think the guy getting beat up was forzen. i have no logical reasoning for this #i hope darnold appears hes underrated

[lessthanimpressedlesbian]

I'm really excited for the imodna reunion, but I'm also absolutely fucking terrified

#critical role #laudna #imogen temult #imodna #they went through such different experiences #imogen had a bad time but she didnt kill someone who betrayed them #laudna is terrified she opened the door for delilah to walk right through again and shes terrified of what she's done #she is not the same laudna she once was #she will probably still try to stay upbeat nd positive and so supportive but how long can she hide her deepest fear from a telepath? #they are both in danger of corruption but it's affected them in different ways and i dont know how they'll reconcile those differences #also i really hope we get some angst with prism #i need to see jealous imogen again #especially if there's gonna be imodna angst anyway

[multifandom-lesbian09]

No it’s the fact that season six keeps getting closer and the only thing I’m really hoping for is binary boyfriends going canon but I know it probably won’t happen because the writers actually hate me for some weird reason

#cobra kai #binary boyfriends #hawkmetri #hawkmeat #we’ve been queerbaited so fucking hard so far and my hope is DWINDLING #if eli and demetri don’t go canon in season six i’m suing #everyone else is in their beardy little arrangements but that doesn’t mean they gotta stay in theirs #same goes for yasmoon #stop pretending to be straight y’all we all know what you are #just 👏 get 👏 the 👏 fuck 👏 together 👏 bbgs 👏

[narcissusbrokenmirror]

thinking abt that artist that made a genderbend of jatp (love them so bad) and imagining julie and the phantoms except instead of having everyone's gender swapped, sunset curve is just a bunch of different flavors of butches. Like. Isn't that the dream?

#julie and the phantoms #trevor wilson but he's a 40yo butch who is just fucked up but loves his princess daughter #i'd forgive him for his crimes if he was a woman. #yes this would contain the erasure of booboo stewart as willie. #unless you could be ready to a masc girl dating an androgynous dude #julie and flynn stay the same cuties they are. #reggie binds. luke tapes. #jatp #i hope this isnt niche at all i cant be normal #i mean we all know that if a show was purely made of gay girls it would just get cancelled anyway.

[gu1lty-as-sin]

im so obsessed with melanie martinez you dont even KNOWW

#my friend that i went to the portals tour with was like “and when we go to the trilogy tour-” #and it was like girl #you seem to relate to me so much even though we are clearly not the same #but omg i would KILL to go to the trilogy tour fdhslfhdlsf #k12 is my favourite thing ever #anyway #i hope my mom gets a promotion soon lol then hopefully i can go #or maybe my grandparents would help me #idk #wow this is turning into a rant #but also like #these girls at school were talking about how they spend $400 on like tiffany or some shit #like what the fuck #you could go to like three concerts #i feel like if only i was rich i would be so much happier #like ik money doesn't buy happiness #but in some ways it kinda does #going from staying with my very rich grandparents to back home where we are. not #its such a shock #and i was talking to my dad about it #and he was raised like upper class yk #and i was like “haha its so funny staying with ur parents bc its such a diff lifestyle” #and i did want to make him uncomfortable bc he kinda chose this life a little #and was like “yeah i wanted to give you something that i didn't have growing up” #and its like girl what is there #anyway if you read this far here's cake 🍰 #juno.txt #melanie martinez

[bisexualseraphim]

Alright fine I’m gonna speak my mind.

My cis followers, listen up:

Being attracted to trans people is not inherently a fetish. The way you speak about trans people CAN be fetishistic, but 99% of the time when I see cis people calling out trans fetishism it’s literally just. Someone being really horny for a trans person. That’s not inherently fetishistic.

Sorry but it actually hurts me a little when I see cis people claim that a content creator is being fetishistic for drawing a trans guy with tits and a pussy, or for writing smut where a trans guy really enjoys using his pussy for sex, or God forbid said trans guy is fem. Trans people like that exist, you know. I myself have a pussy and fuck yes do I want people I’m in a relationship with to be attracted to it. And the same goes for many transfemmes who keep their natal parts, especially butch transfemmes.

Trans people are not a monolith. We don’t all hate our bodies or experience dysphoria or express our genders the same way. I swear to God cis people are all “allies” until a trans man is fem or a trans woman is butch or an enby isn’t androgynous or we actually enjoy our bodies or we have a kink or sexual fetish you don’t like.

Cis people: I know your hearts are in the right place and I appreciate that, but spouting “oh this content is fetishistic and Bad because trans men NEVER like their vaginas and are NEVER feminine” (or something equal to other trans people) is seriously not the allyship you think it is.

There is absolutely a conversation to be had about fetishising trans people — chasers in particular — but it’s quite a bit less black and white than hating certain FICTIONAL portrayals of trans people because these types of trans people exist in real life and we can see what you say about us.

I love my dick and my pussy (because I have both — are you aware we can have both?) but I saw a post today by someone I really like that actually made me feel kind of shit about myself because it was a cis person essentially saying that smut that describes my genitals in any particularly horny light is fetishistic and that really kind of hurt me. It made me feel like people think I’m undesirable due to my body only it was said in some backwards attempt to be an ally which is almost worse than deliberate transphobia lol.

I guess my point is: not all trans people’s feelings and experiences are universal. Call out obvious transphobia when you see it, yes, but please stop speaking for us about complex situations you just can’t fully understand unless you’re trans. Trans identities and experiences can be so much more complicated than what mainstream celebrities and articles will tell you and I just really need cis people to stop behaving as though the issues we face are a quick and easy fix. It never is. Sometimes the best allyship is to listen to how WE feel and take it into consideration instead of saying whatever you think we want you to say — because a lot of the time, we don’t.

#Sorry for popping off but that really upset me and I had to say something #I don’t usually speak up about things like this because so many cis people just can’t take a criticism to save their lives #Also I know some trans people WOULD find the things I mentioned fetishistic but that’s part of my point #Is that we all experience and feel different things and don’t all have the same beliefs #And implying it’s inherently fetishistic to be attracted to us harms way more trans people than not #Also transmeds and truscum please stay away from me you’re part of the problem 💜 #Hope at least one cis person sees this and does some reflection #long post #text post #trans #transgender #transphobia #trans nsft #trans ally #trans discourse #trans men are men #trans women are women #enby #nonbinary #intersex #gender essentialism #bioessentialism #gender roles #gnc #gender nonconforming #rant #vent #nsft

[pronouncingitwang]

where did the idea that aziraphale doesn't know gabriel tried to kill him come from. he literally did. they did the bodyswap specifically bc both of them were aware of how similar their ex-bosses are and aziraphale knew gabriel would fully try to murder him and also in the first fight of s2 crowley SAYS that gabriel "tried very hard to cast you into hellfire and destroy you" so even if somehow aziraphale believed he did the whole bodyswap just to save crowley from holy water (which he KNOWS was brought there by michael also) while heaven kidnapped his body to give it a stern talking-to then that line would've given it away. this one is not a communication or information problem folks he is fully aware of how bad heaven sucked in s1

#people keep sayinggg this #yes i think some miscommunication led to the ending but i also think sometimes writing is just patchy! #and also i think the idea that he has hope seeing gabriel and muriel holds a lot more water than any lack of info theories #i think all the lack of info theories are just. well it'd be bad tv if crowley summarized everything the audience just saw to aziraphale #genuinely think we can assume they both have the same info unless the show makes a point to highlight omissions #like the 'why would you think i found the boy i totally didn't' stuff in s1 #whatever sorry. saw a gifset and got annoyed #personal #how many tags is it until something stays out of the tag #good omens

[hopkei]

Nakajima Sota + Higashi Keisuke

#fantastics from exile tribe #fantastics #nakajima sota #higashi keisuke #jr exile #jpop #oppan #ossan no pants ga nandatte ii janai ka #collection as promised!!! #they're like. vaguely in order of posting i kind of forgot lol #but anyways we didnt get a whole lot of behind the scenes but i'm glad you two got along so well :')) #thank you for bringing two lovely lovely characters to life i dont think theres anyone who couldve done it better;;;; #they dont look the same as in the manga but they are the perfect madoka daichi casting i will fight you on this #also these are specifically only photos where they are out of character!! #there are a lot of episode teasers etc but i wanted just sota + tonchan :) #(person who doesnt know why he is called tonchan but everyone calls him that and sota tagged it so....) #(and idk how sota calls him. keisuke-kun maybe? higashi-san? if i find out i will call him as sota does lol but i like tonchan its cute) #im still very sad to be saying goodbye to oppan but i hope you two will stay friends for a very long time <333

[n9ph]

putting this here, as this is where i am the most active in posting art work, if you would like to see some personal stuff that ive been working on that is related to some things in this post please feel free to send a dm and i can send you my other blog !! please support those who have been hurt in this situation, and to those out there who arent only hurt and disgusted by alex kisters actions, but are also hurt due to being attached to his characters, i hope this show some help.

#theres some things in this post i want to clarify at some point!! (like the name #as i have been going back and forward on what to call him #but that is not important at the moment #if anyone ever wants to share things with me please feel free #and to everyone i have known and still know who were into TMC #i love you all very much and hope to continue staying mutuals even if we arent into the same things ! :D

[8rujaa]

to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?

#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened #i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close #and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way #i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao #now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest #and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell #i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop #but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again #i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier #it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men #and i find myself unable to connect with anyone… #i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed #i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it #i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly. #i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad #i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so #i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized… #when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was #like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u #i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function. #plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized #how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone… #i went thru all that for nothing… #and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why #brain vomit