#hope its not too sad or too bad

[judehatesmaths]

I hope Hawk and Tim kiss and dance and makeout and swim and be HAPPY in 7th episode

Lets be real, Hawk mightve not seen him in over 10 years (since ep.6) but he is still smitten look at his face

#fellow travelers #tim laughlin #hawk fuller #hawk x tim #jonathan bailey #matt bomer #hawkins fuller #its gonna have sad parts too im sure #like the description of the ep says #Hawk is on fire island bc hes destroyed and has gone down a bad hole #hope skippy can help him #i love them #i love them so much

[satorugojoswiife]

don't think or talk about gojo for one (1) day challenge (FAILED)

#i really miss him and started thinking too much about 236 again 😭 #also been thinking since 251 leaks dropped and #im really sad about megumi :( #i really hope he bounces back and ends up being okay in the end #because it would actually be such an unsatisfying character arc if #the character thats spent nearly the entire story always trying to basically throw his life away #ends up actually dying in the end :( #like i want him to get to find a reason to keep going and live life #but i mean gege and unfufilling character arcs kinda be going hand in hand recently (imo) #ofc its not all bad and there are some good ones!! #but yeah....i dont wanna be too negative tho!! like its not all finished #so who knows what could still happen #fie.txt

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing #painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her #i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but #the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach #streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow #im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected #i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes #not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her #how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want #her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest #but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b #so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so #much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming #i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby #unrelated

[7swordsmen]

no yeah miri's mom was NOT the ""villain"" and she definitely was not presented as such either.

with the smile spell miri mentioned earlier, and just overall despite the situation she was forced into, misaki clearly did her best with miri even with her conflicting emotions.

the only obviously "bad" choice shes made so far was sending miri, a 4 y/o all alone into the city but 💀 to some degree the thought of sending her to be with her dad is also. yeah. like shes not in a place where she can take care of miri properly, and even if miri seemed to be some sort of... bargaining chip?? miris dad has the resources to help miri more than her mom could

and kazuki isnt the ""good guy"" either nor was the situation presented as so black and white. both parties said things that they've internalized due to their own separate situations, and while kazuki was mostly projecting due to his own losses and experiences, itd be good if he manages to learn about some other worldviews.

but yeah tldr: neither misaki nor kazuki were villains, and they werent PRESENTED as such either. they just said whatever and you the viewer have to interpret it.

i am aware a lot of series often demonize women who dont want their children or are in similar situations etc. but thats not what happened here luckily

#linpost #buddy daddies #buddy daddies spoilers #im really hoping we see her again but NOT as a guardian or whatever. maybe she can like officially ''approve'' kazurei taking miri in #or something bc she KNOWS shes not fit to take care of a child especially with her situation and mental state #and tht shouldnt be demonized #i hope she gets to reach whatever dreams she had that got put on hold :'( not miris fault but its not hers either these things have nuance #the dad kinda sucks tho as far as we can tell. as well as the other guy in the bar #but yeah even if she DOES get into a good situation they should not force her to take miri in #i honestly have some hopes for this series so i doubt they would do that but its worth saying anyway #miri deserves better but yknow shes getting it now and misaki put up with a lot and also DIDNT do a lot of worse things #miri was clothed and fed and cared for while she was with her mom #neglect is something that sucks and its really sad that miri isnt wanted bc she probably knew that #(not i want to go back with my mom but i want mom to be happy) #but misakis situation is also too bad. and kazuki losing his unborn child and projecting is also too bad. its all just too bad

[birdisbagirdis]

Avian August day 1 - Red Siskin

#glazed cuz this ai bs is getting so bad... #im so sad #i wasnt even sure if i should be doing avian august and i was so excited for it... twitter is really dying man #i hope it at least helps somewhat #i dont want to do it TOO much that its super distorted :s #avianaugust #avianaugust2023 #red siskin #birds #art

[musubiki]

how was playing hsr? was there anything that you liked in the game and the story?

ITS BEEN AMAZING AS EXPECTED!!!!!!!!! i actually havent played genshin in a while since starting it, i have no motivation to do the filler event while a perfectly good star rail is sitting there waiting to be played :')

but for mechanics, i love they have auto battle so you dont have to nessecarily sit there and invest in every little battle you gotta do....and i love that the resin (resin??) system is a lot more forgiving with a higher cap, lower cost, and allow for overflow...thats nice...i also love that the mc and starter units are very useful. im so emotionally attatched to the star rail crew so im glad they never have to leave my team !!!!

storywise im LOVING IT SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i started playing it at the beginning of spring break 2 weeks ago and im almost all caught up!!! i went through belabog and penacony and now im just doing those leftover intermission main quests which im only now realizing i shouldve done before going to penacony LMAO

and of course.....danmarch....im so soft for them......and also i love sampo i cant wait to see what they do with him

#besides the star rail crew and sampo im not too attatched to anyone else #im very much a (what would happen in canon) type of player so the only units i REALLY want are himeko welt and imbibitor lunae #(and sampo) #everyone else i can go without #so this game is probably gonna be a lot better for my wallet #overall it just like it better than genshin minus the open world part #i like the story and characters...i like that you can play as bad guys while theyre still bad guys???? like blade and kafka??? #cuz in genshin you always gotta redeem them somehow first before theyre playable #not here hueheuhe #also i love that they actually kill off playable characters #(spoilers from here on out) #i know were supposed to be all sad for fireflys death but honestly.......i didnt care about her too much LMAO #i was actually a little annoyed for the secret base part because her base was SO FUCKING DEEP IN ENEMY TERRITORY #i was like (damn bitch how far away is this shit??!) #that by the time we got to the emotional part i was just mad #i never liked characters where the game tries to like....force you to care about them #and its implied you have some super close relationship ESPECIALLY when you havent known them long #now if march died that would be a whole different story #but firefly??? i mean rip but i didnt really know her #im loving the penacony quest so far though #any setting where its like a place of mind tricks and gambling and spending money and sin is always so scary to me #especially the dream within a dream within a dream shit #the mind fuck aspect is always a good plot that i enjoy #i also love that theyre not afraid to upgrade units #like we have dan heng and the dragon dan heng #so characters arnt stagnent forever #everyday i hope we one day get to see a 5-star secret power march #cuz that girl has some shit going on i swear #i just did her luofu memory quest #and those fuckers in the garden of recollection............

[weisbrot]

playing catch up with barricade day by posting wip 😤🏃🏃🚩 (alt under the cut)

a monochrome digital lineart sketch with horizontal layout. Canon era grantaire is holding enjolras in his arms while kneeling on the ground. He is supporting the head and legs of enjolras with his hands and is touching his lips gently to enjolras forhead as enjolras face is upturned and both have their eyes closed. enjolras appears lifeless if not for the arm behind grantaire reaching up to touch grantaires shoulder or hair. there is an implication of a flag covering them both from the right top corner to behind the characeters, maybe once i finish the wip it'll propperly be there.

#les miserables #exr #enjolras #grantaire #barricade day #work in progress #les mis #my blergh #lm my blergh #this took so log its hillarious how rusty i have gotten tbh but it is here so i celebrate it!! #not sure if it will have colour later or just monochrome tones cos wow its been a while for sure #hope this brings yall some joy even tho it looks sad #alsosorry for my bad alt descriptions i get too much in my head and try to pull up my formal training but keepit short ufff its bad #feel free to add

[clefclefairy]

out of curiosity; in replies/tags, tell me what location in pokemon games is one that you "hang out" in, by which I mean visit and spend time in for reasons completely unrelated to gameplay or story. Just a spot where you go to enjoy the music, or admire a certain town design, or nostalgic memories, anything like that.

#my immediate answer is twofold. goldenrod city at night because it feels like magic. gsc lavender town because its both sad and hopeful. #so i go visit what remains of the pokemon tower and pay respects to all the pokemon i've lost every time i play a game with it in. #gsc specifically. kanto one is simply too sad and hopeless. no i cannot explain why. yes i know thats really depressing. too bad #my more modern answer is floaroma town. seabreak path. that part of paldea by the fairy team star base. north area 3? #i love places in pokemon that are covered in flowers. #oh my god also slateport i used to just run up and down the length of the town bc i loooved the music and i still do. port towns by the sea #are probably my favorite places aside from flower places in pokemon #pokemon #pkmn

[tasmanianstripes]

Sad to see how fast people turned away from "cringe culture is dead" and turned to "anything not canon compliant is bad and annoying"

Character regression

#thylacines can talk #'Oh I hope I'm not like these other annoying people in the fandom' do you not hear yourself? do you not realise how miserable you sound? #it's genuienly sad to see people being afraid of being seen as annoying when they're having fun #fandom clitches exist because people enjoy them. why would you avoid them if you find them fun? just to appease strangers in the internet? #why deny yourself simple joys in life? we only have one after all #i participate in fandoms and media because its a fun hobby for me. not to get a fucking english class #do you enjoy it? does it harm anyone? if the answer is yes and no in that order THEN GO FUCKING HOGWILD #Who cares about what strangers on the internet think?! have fun!!! #who cares if it's cliche or ooc or bad writing?! #and by all means be a little hater about fanon and things that annoy you. rant to your friends. its good for your soul. i do it too #just dont be pretentious and mean about it. your way of enjoying content is not any more 'right' than anybody else's

[jacksprostate]

dunno what that users on about... people on tumblr put way too much attention on the unnecessary

GOOD LUCK ON NOT FRYING YOUR BRAIN BOSS 🫡🫡

- SUPERFAN ANON BACK AT IT AGAIN

Eh I was a little annoyed but ultimately I just kind of feel bad for that person, it takes a lot of shit being fucked up for you to be a wholeass grown adult arguing to the death on tumblr + believing in a sort of catholic 'suffering means I'm moral' thing as a way to make yourself feel better about what feels unchangeably cruel about your life. It's why I was like, no I'm not gonna continue this. Not healthy for either of us.

#sfa #i also have a tendency to debate people on a relatively soft level for myself #but it ends up feeling very charged for others #partially because I talk a whole lot #but also because especially on here #there's so much encouragement of assuming the worst of people who even vaguely disagree with you #highly defensive reading etc #it's really sad #something I had to actively teach myself not to do as much too #tumblr is bad for your growing brain lol. terrible habits #taking a step back and realizing shit 1. is not that important 2. the other person is a person not the embodiment of stupidity or evil #3. you almost certainly have tons of shared ground and both people are taking positions they feel are the most beneficial to those they care #about. idk once you really work on keeping that in mind it all just seems way less intense and all a bit dumb #i usually try to avoid arguing with people for this reason but my initial second response was a little hopeful maybe we could have like. a #cool little discussion #and then i saw the 2nd post and i was like ohhhhhhhh its like this #mm. #anyway #yeah people generally arent your enemy and you can have disagreements over pretty huge things but it doesnt mean theyre evil or literally #satan or whatever #and when you realize all that polarization is a lie #idk stuff like this is just such small hotcakes #thats also what made me stop. that person seemed like desperately way more invested and i sort of just felt bad #rambling now......... #anyway i should've just not engaged and it's a reminder for next time. i love discussing stuff with people but this platform does not #usually house people fully capable of that #also thank you i am indeed trying not to fry my brain #honestly even just limiting myself to making comments instead of aimlessly reblogging stuff has helped me engage with this better #f fc is the only thing ill rb... even then i must have comments via tags.. etc #little rules for myself. its a good idea i think

[jamboreeartsupplies]

clown doll listings are unexpectedly abundant on mercari lmao

also i kept getting an offer for one (with the same like, maker/brand as acorn anne and fruitloop freddie) and each time it got lower and this time i just HAD to omg i HAD TO!!!!!!!!

they have no hair !!!! they have a JESTERS HAT and they are YELLOW AND PURPLE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i love clowns i am having a time. i love collecting things and these ones are like. gotta collect em all!! ahsnghdhtjd they are so CUTE ok!!!!

im so excited

#reminding myself that 'distraction' is not unhealthy coping mechanism as long as im acknowledging my feelings #i learned that recently so im trying not to feel bad or guilty #im throwing myself into clowns and furbies bc life is shit and im extremely sad and anxious about it #its personal family shit but yeah #well and then of course being chronically ill on top of it doesnt help #im still kind of figuring out this whole food allergies thing... its not fun #but im trying to make the most of it!! im trying #anyway #IM GETTING ANOTHER CLOWN AJFJSHRHSFH #personal #clown posting #not furbies #text #ok but now im mourning the orange and black clown i saw on there that i rlly want but its larger #and idk #we MIGHT be moving soon but idk for sure... dont want to hope on it #so it feels really stupid to get too many more things that i'll have to move with me haha #at least these ones are smol #very easy to carry and will prob just stay as passengers with me in the car :) #i feel so stupid for packing anne into storage #i thought she would be safer there 😭😭😭 i miss her 💔💔

[mikoran]

not sure whatd be more surprising to me at this point byler being endgame or byler not being endgame

#byler #anti mileven #cuz like the narrative supports it and it makes sense #but also a part of me thinks i have too much faith in the duffers and like whats the chances a popular show is gonna favor the gay couple #over the straight one that the audience has been attached to for years #it makes no sense narratively wise for mileven to be endgame but like would i really be surprised by gay people getting fucked over again #its honestly sad that this is something im still unsure about #like damn is the world still so bad that a part of me still cant get past the current trend of how gay people are treated in media #cuz i dont wanna get my hopes up yknow what if ive just been in this bubble of byler for so long #i cant say id really be surprised by them favoring straight people cuz thats always what happens #but i also cant say i wouldnt be surprised because ive been a byler believer for so long and all that #cuz byler makes sense but heteronormativityyyyy #man byler needs to be endgame just so i can have a little hope for queer people in media again

[all-hail-trash-prince]

ROTTMNT MOVIE SPOILERS

AU where Mikey can't get his portal magic to work at the conveniently right time, and Leo ends up trapped in the prison dimension for years. Kraang beats him pretty thoroughly and then fucks off, but Leo somehow manages to pull through. Most of his limbs are broken, but it's fine, gravity isn't as important here. His mind gets a little broken too, being completely alone for years on end, maybe even develops somebody in his head to talk to, Last Ronin-style, but he's alive.

Meanwhile, his family presumes him dead. Why wouldn't they? All of them together couldn't beat Kraang, just trap him again. Why would Leo, all on his own, have any chance? So they have a funeral for him. Bury his swords, since they're all that's left. Spend a long time mourning, but after many years, accept what happened and start to move past it. Maybe even start to get used to the way things are. By the time Mikey learns to make portals on command, Leo's been dead for years in his mind. Why would there be any reason to go looking for him?

But somehow, some way, Leo makes it out. I don't know how he does it, but he makes it back to his family. They're all overjoyed to see him, of course, but... shocked, to say the least. How are you supposed to feel when someone you've gone through the full grieving process for suddenly shows up on your doorstep? Not to mention that it's been so long, they're all completely different people now. They try for a little bit to fall back on the old family dynamic, but it just feels... wrong. Forced. Fake.

So they start again from scratch. Rebuild their family from the ground up. It's hard, it's awkward, and some days it feels like they'll never be as close as they once were, but the Hamatos are nothing if not determined. They tell each other about what they've been doing ever since Kraang's invasion. (Well, mostly everyone else tells Leo what they've been doing - Leo himself has done a lot of the same, being trapped in the prison dimension.) They have game nights and movie nights, long talks over tea, they comfort each other whenever one of them has a nightmare (which happens quite often, considering everything they've all been through) and slowly - agonizingly slowly - but surely, they start to heal.

#rottmnt #rottmnt spoilers #rottmnt movie #rottmnt movie spoilers #just #spoilers #i guess #oh i should probably also put a warning for sad talk oops this wasn't supposed to get quite so deep #angst #too bad im not so good at writing serious stuff #id kinda like to see this actually - BUT ONLY WITH THE HOPEFUL ENDING >:( #im here for hurt/comfort not hurt/no comfort #so in my version they (after a lot of work obvi) do become a family again :) #oh also this au was HEAVILY inspired by an animatic to the song Reverse on youtube #its just called reverse rottmnt movie animatic by ricecaqes #tmnt #tmnt leonardo #oh also leo probably has to completely relearn how to walk in normal gravity #and his family is gonna be there to help him #nothing says bonding like physical therapy ❤️

[uncaught-coolfish]

rambling time but while I’m fine with emerald getting redeemed (it was gonna happen eventually) and thank fuck for ilia getting redeemed but if they redeem cinder and especially if they redeem salem herself I will throw a metal chair at

#not tagging bc I’m rambling #cinder may have had a sad backstory but she’s also an abusive piece of shit villain who has KILLED PEOPLE #huh wonder who that sounds like. and if she meets ANY fate that isn’t exactly what [THAT GUY]’s was I’ll be side eyeing bombastically #there was a post that was like. what if emerald became a maiden and killed cinder and if there is a v10 please let that happen so help me #and if SALEM is redeemed? yeah fuck no. fuck off. i feel bad for her because the gods are shitheads but she is AN EQUALLY TERRIBLE PERSON #SHE KILLED HER HUSBAND AND KIDS. AND OBVIOUSLY EVERYTHING ELSE SHES DONE #i beg on my hands and knees clasping my hands together to stop woobifying the female villains. in my eyes it’s actually sexist #because noooo a woman can never be held reprehensible for her evils 🥲🥲 they just weak wittle babies who do nuthin wrong!!!! #like no fuck off. that’s sexist. genuinely to me. #and the sexism extends to the men too. i want to hope merc will get redeemed but we’re talking about this show. #male victims of abuse get either swept aside or ignored or KILLED. #and no man in this show except for JAUNE and I guess james can ever show emotion EVER EVER because EMOTIONS ARE FOR GIRLS #AND JF THEY SHOW THAT EMOTION ANY EMOTION ITS CUZ THEYRE WEAK. UNLESS UR A GOOD GUY LOLOLOL #this show’s got the maul’s lightsaber of sexism huh

[elegyofthemoon]

been slowing with honkai once i got to ch 18 and 19 1) bc i feel a little bored 2) im just in pain bc mei is miserable so im miserable too watching her like girl please stop you are your own undoing 😭

#the parallel too between tianwu and mei is making me more miserable asdlkfjashkl #IM FINE THOUGH LIKE I LOVE IT and i feel like it didnt pick up for me till the parallels w mei and tianwu but God. #like bro i know this mans bout to die trying to save ana its going to be bad and very sad but im also like #mmmmmmm mei >_> #idk. #i cant word it properly bc im caffeinated and shaking like a leaf (and sleepy) against this COLD AND RAINY WEATHER T - T #but im just #mei....... i hope.....you kinda. take something out. from this experience...... #like she sees herself in tianwu as well which makes me go hmmmmmm hmmmmmmm #T _T but idk if she will understand..... #avil plays hi3 #its not as super eventful as the last few chapters i think #and the slowing of the plot is nice bc you can just sit for a bit and think #but also im like #(sprawls on the floor)