#honestly so pleased with how it came out

[kaelidascope]

Midnight Menagerie Chapter 19 is LIVE

**SHAKES UH OH DOGGY BAG OF TREATS**

This aint an April Fool's joke folks. This chapter is DARK and I wish I was kidding but I'm not LOL

The second biggest chapter I have ever written for MM is LIVE!

Please please please mind the content warning on this one guys. From here on out, we're getting into the darkest segments of the story. Every negative tag will be relevant. For the sake of spoilers, I'll only label the extremely graphic scenes. ALL ABOARD THE ANGST TRAIN! CHOO CHOO

#midnightbeesfic #rwby #bumbleby #yang xiao long #blake belladonna #ilia amitola #Honestly there were scenes in this chapter that made ME fucked up #and I WROTE IT #Please read this while sitting down #I'm not responsible for psyche damage #Also I am so sorry Neon Katt lovers I personally adore her I just needed a scapegoat #doesn't help with that 15 min short that just came out either LOL oops #24k words good fucking christ #The biggest chapter still remains the hangover chapter #have fun!!! #remember to lick and comment to let me know how much this fucked you up i mean how you're enjoying so far!

[lovelyheartclover]

My lesbian ass FINALLY drew Vuzi and Juzi (as madohomu/Madoka x Homura) 💜💛 I hope the Vuzi/Juzi cult accepts me smh 😔😔/J

References I used:

Tagging 💌: @m0n1q @ringo-ro @absolute-solver @spinnydraws @notkoshka @zombytommy @lilywily143 @uzibrainrot @mozzyspurt @idunaflo @electronix-arts @bigpinkbaguette @jazzyblusnowflake

#🎨 Clover's art 🎨 #I drew both of these last night and im kinda proud of how they came out??? #like...especially the Juzi drawing im kinda ehhh?? about #theres so many errors and mistakes I made when doing the lineart on these two drawings that it honestly bothers me alot 💔💔💔 #I love the concept of the drawings but I dont really like how I executed them....🙃🙃 #idk what do you guys think? #reminder that im a beginner artist so please...please be nice 😭😭 #I notice and see the mistakes and errors already 😭💔 #idk maybe im being too hard on myself?? #whatever im still glad I finally drew the lesbians 😁😁😁😁✨✨ #vuzi #juzi #madohomu #madoka x homura #murder drones #uzi doorman #serial designation v #serial designation j #lesbian #sapphic #bisexual #artist on tumblr #tumblr artists #traditional art #jesus christ this has alot of tags !!!!

[chaos-has-theories]

How It Should Have Ended + bonus Shadrien

#this will always be evil Ladrien in my heart. btw. #chaos creates #miraculous ladybug #ml paris special #ml paris spoilers #emonette #I'm honestly so pleased with how these faces came out #but yeah no will to edit these into a better state

[binders-and-beanies]

Doin bad again folx

#might delete later I’m just wide awake and miserable #summer bill came out today and it’s $7100 not including housing which will be $2400 #literally dunno how im gonna pay for that and my dad is. adding to the emotional turmoil of it all #not able to get a loan at least not before the bill is due #able to get aid luckily but again who knows when or how much #my bday is tomorrow and for months I’ve been like please just let my bday be a good day i need one #i need some hope. not that I haven’t had good experiences lately bc I have. but nothing that lasts #nothing i get to feel good about for more than a day before a new problem drops #I need to enjoy my birthday without feeling this deep dark dread and fear and fucking guilt and hopelessness #I have fun plans for today And tomorrow and I’m grateful but honestly stressed about that too #bc it’s gonna be a lot + bc of all I need to do outside of that #+ I don’t get to spend my bday w friends the way I want like I have one friend Maybe coming w me #my bday is supposed to feel celebratory and instead it feels like absolutely forcing some illusion of choice or joy in my life #on top of it all. the most peaceful I usually ever feel is in bed w my partner and now my body won’t even let me hold or be held by them #currently laying next to them not touching them so I at least don’t keep them up w how physically miserable I am rn #I’m literally always physically miserable at this point and it feels like spring is never gonna come and provide any relief #but it’s like can I at least be cozy w them. nope instead I’m wide awake facing various horrors #despite being permanently exhausted and falling asleep in class after 40 ounces of coffee #Im just. so fucking unhappy in life rn dude I don’t want life to be like this forever with the constant threat of it getting much worse #fucking shred of joy in this godforsaken world: the sleep noises they r making rn #mine #txt #vent post #suicidal ideation tw #<- cry for help

[seven-thewanderer]

for a split second I was... kinda considering not sharing this cus there was already one snail spike and I felt this would fuel it...

but I may or may not have drawn...

this!

It's Seven & his snail, whose name is Evergreen!!!

Evergreen's a pretty large snail, like probably 2 times Seven's regular height (so then how tall's Seven? beats me XD)

but ye they have a very close bond!!

(here's also an unedited version so the colors are more clear)

#my art #please don't steal my art thank u!! #sona #sonas #Seven #my ocs #Evergreen #cw: bugs #cw: snails #honestly tho I'm pretty proud of how this came out!!! #I was working on this for like... a day? idk XD #1 or 2 idk #but i'm just so proud of how it is!!! #Evergreen looks so cuddleable to me!!! #(also just to state here cus I almost forgot: Evergreen is a snail that uses she/her) #(so she's a great big snail :3) #anyways I think that's all the tags I need #(hopefully this doesn't explode w/ notes like the other snail thing I said...)

[kimuramasaya]

tbh I'm usually unhappy with my coloring but I do think I was onto something with these

#honestly i think i've peaked how can i do better than this #truly i am so pleased with how they came out #shout out to kass for the assist with these #r.txt

[amarimeta]

did you happen to get a full six korea audio?

i did, anyone interested can totally message me and i’ll send it over! i also have a full recording of the other cast (once i decided i was seeing it more than once i wanted to make sure i could see everyone in their roles) and i plan to post the individual queens songs on here for that cast too, but anyone interested in that full audio can message me as well!

#i am completely incapable of understanding the bootleg selling/trading community so my general rule is: #ask me for an audio and if i have it i’ll send it over #nothing i ever record will be of quality high enough to be worth money so… #i guess i also ask that while you can share it with others don’t also sell it? please? #id prefer if someone came to me personally just so i know how many people out there have my audios but honestly i don’t care that much #anyways i should be posting the other cast solos tomorrow #six the musical #answered

[revanchistsuperstar]

Oh lol I just realized something that I just never explicitly mentioned here after taking a hiatus from tumblr and then just coming back like nothing happened:

When I was running this blog back in the day and it was an SPN blog (yeah I know) that slowly shifted into a Star Wars blog, and I was vaguely popular cosplayer, I was pretty well known for the fact that identified as genderqueer and bisexual.

Yeah I went back on my adhd medication and actually was able to focus on the triggers for my dysphoria and what I was feeling for the first time in 10 years and realized I’m a gay man whoops

#concerta done transed my gender #but honestly seriously I came out to my Facebook friends yesterday but it’s something I’ve been feeling for a while now #there’s a whole essay I could write about how I came to this conclusion #that basically I was dating people who were attracted to women and who treated me like a woman sexually #and I get really bad dysphoria from being treated sexually as a woman when I’m presenting more masculine #so basically I’ve been cosplaying as a hot femme AFAB enby for the last 12 years #and not medically transitioning because I was subconsciously afraid of it making me unattractive as a femme #but I have finally come to the conclusion of fuck that I’m a man #who cares if going on t makes me less hot as a girl I’m not a girl I just do drag #starting HRT in December and I’m so excited #I do eventually want top surgery but I honestly don’t have much dysphoria around my chest so I’m fine with waiting till the fat redistributa #redistributes whoops #and I gain some muscle from working out and whatnot #my dysphoria is much more around my hips and my height #also yeah I do still vaguely identify with bisexuality I do sometimes find women hot #but yeah I’ve always been more into men and I’ve always been open about that #ya boy is 29 years old and I’m finally figuring this shit out #lol also love that for the longest time I’m was like ‘I can’t be a man! I’m so feminine! #……..like y’all it never crossed my mind I just might be a fucking faggot 🤣🤣🤣 #but hi yeah I’m Jensen and I’m a fruit. he/they please! #concerta transed my gender #adding that tag for my blog sorting transition tracking purposes

[todayisafridaynight]

Every guy in Yakuza seems like they have enough social awkwardness for Tien to role his eyes at…

there's no feasible chance on earth any man can be more awkward than mountain man tien I'm Going To Hide From My Friends Every Other Year And Then For A Decade After Telling Them I'd Never See Them Again For No Apparent Reason And Only Coming Back Cause the World Was Literally Ending shinhan

#snap chats #i already hear someone go 'what about kiryu' girl he didnt last five years before getting involved again #jo's prob a contender tho. tbh. #anyway i just got back from the fnaf movie #first off please remind me to stop going out to places with kayla i might as well be going by myself #does not help that she walks slow as shit like bro dont make me walk this turtle-ass pace #good things came of the trip tho :) first of all im broke 🧍‍♂️ since when did movies get so expensive I DIDNT EVEN GET FOOD #i did get a kirby gacha tho :) inflation's starting to hit the gacha machines now too tho what the fuck 😭 #last time it was less expensive than the time before and now this is the most exp its been...... #wow its not just luck on what you pull its luck on how much money youre dropping BYE #whatever i dont need groceries anyways. really i dont i swear i did all my budgeting this month already #on the bright side i picked up 25 cents collectively today :) might as well call me a millionaire already #ANYWAY someone give me an excuse to post the new kirby he's cute and his feet are a weird color #o my god i didnt even talk about the movie wait. fuck. #watching jp movies and media has been terrible for my us viewing experience cause it just makes it so abundant how. #AUDIBLE us movies are. and the camera cuts jesus fucking christ i could turn it into a drinking game #what's my verdict tho ????? tbh i thought it was cute. im still in awe of the suits tho if anything i give the movie full props for that #heh. props. get it. fr tho i love practical effects and yk what ill take it. cupcake was goofy as hell ngl but ill take it #highkey forgot coreykenshin was in the movie so it was cute being reminded he was there :) love him.. #honestly it really was a movie for fans of fnaf already and i aint gonna act like i wasnt a fan of the series in its early years #def not a movie to watch on its own- not that the plot's incomprehensible otherwise but it prob just wont hit #like matpat and corey being there was neat and the credits song took me WAAAY back to when that song first dropped on youtube LOL #sorry ive turned these tags into a fnaf movie review. kayla didnt talk about it with me so i wanted to get my thoughts out somewhere LOL #im running out of tags Anyway i solemnly swear to only talk bout movies that ft mates that star in rgg henceforth <3 #im lying of course. i dont know how to shut up <3 but ill shut up rn im making dinner. movie made me hungry for bacon....

[hirokiyuu]

(ripping my hair out by the handful) Sol Is Not Trapped In The Time Loop Sol Is There Because They Choose To Be

#life on earth i am begging you please get life on earth #teenexo stuff #this is my biggest adn pettiest pet peeve but every time a fic is tagged fix it abt either #a) sol leaving the time loop or #b) dys not [redacted] #i start ripping out my hair. please. please. please #the irony is besk lives au actually does hit point b eventually however. however #i dont think its a fix it for him to do it or not do it i think its just a choice he can choose to make #i really do honestly and genuinely believe its fine and morally neutral and not a bad thing #i dont think relationships need to last forever to be deep and meaningful and i think dys staying for sol for so long is already like #a sign of his love and how much he cares for them. like. i think its fine. i genuinely do think its fine that he goes #idk theres a quote from this book i really like thats smth like uhhh #your lover doesnt belong to you they are choosing to lend themself to you every day #and i think abt that w/rt dys/sol a lot its just good u kno #dys stays for sol because he loves them. he leaves because he wants to do that too #and i think the act of him staying bc he loves them is really nice! having the time together they have is nice! #idk i also dont think sol would be able to be like....... With dys long term if they didnt understand/acknowledge this at least a little? #basically. i think there are circumstances where dys wouldn't do it but i dont think those are fix-its lol #ANYWAYS clambers back off my soap box #this wasnt even what i came here to complain about #ok back to packing byeeeeeee #i was a teenage exocolonist spoilers ? #probably somewhere in there im guessing

[devilsskettle]

Whiplash is pro-abuse propaganda, it sets out to explicitly condone masculine dominance violence. It tells men in positions of power over others to be "tougher" that their criminal abuse is actually helping people achieve. It tells victims to be quiet and love their abusers. It tells people who witness abuse to do nothing, that abusers are in the right. It's a disgusting, violent, abusive movie. It's a weapon aimed at vulnerable people.

i think that’s a really reductive prescriptivist reading of the movie, if you think it frames his actions in a positive light i think that’s a significant misinterpretation. i think it’s fake deep about its whole trying to achieve “greatness” theme, i think it sets up a false dichotomy between the tortured artist and the well-adjusted but unremarkable and tries to deconstruct that idea at the same time that it reinforces it, i think it has very little substance despite framing itself as profound which is pretentious as hell, i think it is extremely male and representative of toxic masculinity, it's also another extremely white movie about jazz, i think it is a red flag for a man to really like this film tbh because i think there is too much room to interpret abuse as “effective” or “helping people achieve” as you put it, and i do take issue with that but that would largely be the fault of the viewer, not the filmmaker. like when people think fuckin fight club is encouraging people to actually do fight clubs (and domestic terrorism) - completely missing the point of the criticism of toxic masculinity. representing the teacher’s views and motivations is different than condoning them, and i think it pretty clearly illustrates that his methods are detrimental to his students' personal wellbeing and their success as musicians. if you think the audience is meant to think he's in the right, i think you have real problems with media literacy and i’m not going to change my opinion of the movie because you misread it. especially since i thought it was only an okay movie! i do think it has a great ending, not because the main character is "successful" or whatever but because of its ambiguity - is he going to get sucked back into the same unhealthy cycle of abuse or is this act of defiance showing that he’ll escape it? will he attribute this performance to being “pushed” or will he realize that this achievement was in spite of that treatment (where his previous “failure” was because of it)? i think we’re meant to get the idea that he will continue to be trapped in this cycle and we’re supposed to be deeply unsettled by this, like his father is - isn't his father recognizing how harmful this is to his son the audience's way into the story, since we, like his father, watch him spiral and recognize it's an unhealthy dynamic even though the main character himself doesn't? doesn’t this film also serve as a criticism of how ineffective “holding people accountable” is when they’re able to get the same job and create the same power dynamic and continue the same patterns of abusive behavior? that's a huge issue in the film industry specifically but also in other artistic fields which has persisted for years, these ideas about commitment and growth through pain and the “tortured artist” being used to manipulate young people trying to break into the industry, and this movie speaks to that issue. i think there are a lot of other films that do this better but i would hardly say it condones this behavior. not a single person who has talked to me about this movie think this guy’s actions are justified. but like yeah, this movie is violent, it’s a movie about violence. the premise is that it’s a depiction of abuse and manipulation. i’m not sure what genre it’s considered officially but it’s essentially a psychological thriller. it’s hardly meant to be taken as a model for good behavior. also you say the film tells people to stay silent when they witness or experience abuse but i don’t see how you drew that conclusion. because the main character feels conflicted about it? because the teacher isn’t a one dimensional villain? because it's not a movie about general morality but about the experience of emotional abuse, and how abusers' tactics affect their targets? do you need them to spell it out for you in bold letters that abuse is bad and this guy's behavior is batshit? do you need movies to spoon feed you the Big Moral Lesson like a disney movie

#wondering how you feel about movies like fame and black swan and i tonya #also like. i don't really get what your point is in sending me this. #in response to a thoughtless no notes post about it? #i guess sorry if i read your message as more hostile than you intended but i do think you're wrong #i didn't realize i had thoughts about this movie until you made me re-examine it so thanks for that i guess #i guess i will choose literally any hill to die on. even if it's about a movie i thought was like a 2/5 at best #i guess it's more about the lack of nuance. can we please get some fucking nuance here #also why did i think this movie just came out when it was made in 2014 #i did delete that post though it was too cavalier #it’s like not that fucked up compared to a lot of psychological thrillers but if you consider it a straight drama then it is #and like. it’s the same thing with joker where people hype it up SO much and then you watch it and it’s barely even suspenseful #i mean you’re hyping it up right now you’re creating this unwarranted reputation that there’s something more to it #when it’s honestly just a pretty shallow boring movie #it’s not even like. uniquely bad lol #whiplash

[leafthi3f]

HI SPOTIFY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS THIS WHY DID YOU WAKE UP AND CHOOSE VIOLENCE

#Called out #spotify #please dont do this #i came out to have a good time and i'm honestly feeling so attacked right now #how dare they #spotify flow #flow

[zedif-y]

nothing makes you appreciate the life you're living more than a best friend

#ryan's screaming #no negativity on my post please im blocking you straight up #i just. i came out of a really awful public breakdown. right #and just. my best friend was there for me. he held me through it and he was honest to god like an emotional support cat XJDBDJDN #hes. hes amazing. like honestly im so so lucky #theres so much i feel like i didnt do right but i mustve done SOMETHING because hes. honestly one of the most important people in my life #he made me laugh and he held me while i cried he told me he loves me and i love him so so much as well #its moments like that where romantic love feels like such a trivial thing because who. who cares. you know? #who cares about romantic love when you have a best friend who would cling to you and hold your hand and tell you how important you are #thats love. thats just as important if not even more so #thats love to me. i love my best friend and life isnt perfect but at least i have him #i . yeah. feel free to reblog the post idc just dont be negative on it

[seven-thewanderer]

Relating to that random QSMP Au I made, I drew Chayanne & Pomme!!

Chayanne is based on Egg Coffee, while Pomme is based on this random dessert I found called "Creamy Chocolate Mousse Eggs", so I guess Chocolate Mousse

Though I don't exactly like how Pomme's design came out, I am really proud of the beret!! (which I'll put below)

#my art #please don't steal my art plz thx #QSMP #QSMP Treats! AU #Treats! AU #QSMP Chayanne #Treats! Chayanne #QSMP Pomme #Treats! Pomme #Im considering just changing Pomme to be a caramel apple or something like that #but that'd ruin the decision I made of all the eggs (except the non-egg ones like Gegg for ex) be egg-based desserts/foods #but honestly I'm so proud rn of how Chayanne came out

[tardis--dreams]

Kill wound maim etc my neighbors. Today is particularly bad so i need them dead.

#i saw that one neighbor's face today. he came home just after i got into my apartment #so i was still at the door when he came so i saw him (we all have glass doors here) #now that i know how the person who stomps around like this all day long looks like #i hate him even more #i want to scratch his eyes out #(this is neighbor nr 2 btw #who is not the same as neighbor nr 1 who i hate posted about most of the time before this semester #nr 1 still needs to die but nr 2 is honestly even more insufferable (literally. i want to die)) #but i have started allowing myself to be louder and more annoying as well #I'll turn my music up more than I would usually do as a considerate neighbor #I'll kick the wall more often when he stomps around making my room vibrate #i vacuum clean past 8 pm (idk why that's such a big deal for me #considering 10 pm is the official time when you're supposed to be quiet i think) #I'm just #so done #i can't do this anymore #kill them and me please #neighbor hate posting

[valiant-portabella-pirkko]

Presenting: one (1) menace to society, Flourish AU Edition. Don’t leave any gold or other valuables unattended, or they might be replaced with a pile of IOUs when you’re not looking.

#GW2 #Guild Wars 2 #Ceara the Defiant #my posts #honestly i’m really pleased with how her dyes came out tbh #anyway. Flourish AU. aka that one AU where Ceara kept one foot in the Dream #so she doesn’t go on her study excursion and instead eventually winds up in the Whispers #she’s also a Thief (Deadeye) instead of Engineer #so she doesn’t become Scarlet Briar and instead :) #winds up as one of the heads of the Pact :) #it gets wild and someday I will write about it #someday...