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naturecalls111 · 6 months
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I think I love Sanji so extra much because he’d acknowledge my ‘girl-ness’ in a way that I feel like has not ever been acknowledged in a way I wanted it to be wails
The chivalry intended not with hopeful reciprocation but with admiration. WAILS.
#nc111 talks#like growing up the whole concept of ‘being one of the boys’ was so stupid to me#mostly because I had so many guy friends and I was not appreciative of their treatment of me at all#there were definitely times where I wanted to tell them like. hm. I wish you would respect my girlhood a bit more#I love being a woman. I really do#my girlhood is something I keep very close to me. I was very jealous of other girls in my school who exuded that type of femininity#speaking purely from personal experience - just to make that clear#but I like being and being associated with traits that are quite literally stereotypically aligned with Girl-ness#so hard to explain!! but at its core I just love chivalry though lol#one of my friends was like ugh no I’d never want a guy to hold a door open for me just because I’m a girl#‘I’d want them to hold it open because it’s just a kind thing to do’#and like. yes. core sentiment I totally agree with#but also I Do want to be acknowledged as a girl I spent all of my childhood and teen years having my Girl-ness barely recognised and#it sucked seing the disparity in the treatment#but it also sucked seeing the intent with which these guys treated women chivalrously#which is why Sanji appeals to me. his chivalry is not ill intended or manipulative. ever. and it acknowledges womanhood all the same#OK RAMBLINGGGG#lost the plot. point is I love Sanji because I see him do his little dance while giving Robin a dessert she never had to ask for and I sigh#WISH THAT WERE ME.#edit: none of this matters mostly because I don’t care to date men#but I suppose it’s like. even in my friendships with other girls I feel like there was an inherent establishment that ok so I act as the Guy#And She acts as the girl#when we go out their arms would wrap around mine#and mine never wrapped around theirs. does that make sense#hold their hand as they walked down the stairs in heels. helped them out of cars. you get the image#SANJI WOULD HOLD MY HAND OUT OF A CAR EVERY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love him#I’d never have to ask! ah. love chivalry.
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sysig · 2 months
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Charm(s) meet Charm Bear (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#Spider Bites#Build a Bear#Funnily enough I was looking at Charm's earliest doodles recently and wouldn't you know - Build-a-Bear is mentioned in the tags!#Specifically around the Just Desserts pets system but hm! Interesting! I had forgotten haha but yeah that's an aesthetic I like!#Or at least that I incorporated into the mix of Just Desserts development hehe#It feels fitting that it finally come full-circle in a small way :D#Clearly Charm is very into it haha - not surprising if the BaB aesthetic was for the pets and she loves Taffy!#If I remember right it was the upgrade coupon system and bringing pets to life that was meant to be BaB themed -#The Heart/Wish ceremony about imbuing strong feelings into a fluffy sweet little thing <3#And of dressing them up! :D Cute! Hehe#I think it was also somewhat based on Pokemon contests? :0 Different from battles and EXP but not completely unrelated#ANYway lol#Charm likes her bear counterpart hehe <3 All the Charms do! There's already a few Charms to choose from add one more#I had to roll out the Charm welcome wagon for the new addition to the Charm ranks - it's very important to build on each other!#Classic Charm just barely taller than the plush bear ahh <3 <3 I mean she's still canonically only like two inches tall#Shrunk bear lol#But just being naturally chibi even if it was shrunk down it'd be almost as big as her! Just little things both of 'em!#I had to throw her into the outfit I picked out as well - it suits her! Exactly what I was hoping for haha#Still fun to think about making actual Charm clothes for the bear hehehe#And finally some Early Powers Charm(s)! :D#I like that Charm calls the EPAU Charm just ''Other me'' lol - that's definitely how I'd refer to a doppleganger of myself so#And of course Spider Bites would love the fluffy little lad as well! She's considerably bigger haha#Kind of a fun comparison of how much bigger Spider Bites is from either of the individual Charms - as told through Bear size comparison pfft#Spider Bites and so cuuuute hhggghhghg <3 <3 Her swirly hair and how she could hold up the bear so securely hehe#Cute cute ♥
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outeremissary · 10 days
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Post 5 songs associated with your OC, followed by 3 outfits they would wear
Tagged by @arendaes, thanks! Balthazar's the only one I have a sorta workable collection of outfit stuff accessible for, so he wins by default, haha. Although doing this I realized I usually just save single garments, crops, or people's daily outfits (can't post those!!!!) for refs... Forgive me a poor showing. ^^;; I mustered two images of outfits at least??
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Nice Type - KIRA feat. monii
The Queen of White Lies - The Orion Experience
Bitter Choco Decoration - syudou
Secret Himitsu - PinnochioP
Debt Collector - Jhariah
Three Outfits
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There was no proper way to include them, but these are my favorite shoes in my reference folder for him.
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Tagging @camelliagwerm, @bearvanhelsing, and @mountainashfae, if you're interested?
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pagesofkenna · 7 months
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I'm sure someone's already said it, but Astarion has big Travis Matagot energy. every time he does that slutty 'hm?' when I'm trying to talk to him I get knocked over by it
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cinna-bunnie · 28 days
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god didn't give me a pussy because they knew I'd be playing with it all day
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opens-up-4-nobody · 3 months
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Genuinely, I've watched the 1st episode of the terror so many times I can quote along.
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wereh0gz · 4 months
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Is my discomfort with my boobs gender dysphoria, body dysmorphia, or just a general discomfort with the sensations of having a human body that comes with possible neurodivergency
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humanmorph · 1 year
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i was reading the transcript of feros & samols last talk in SiH16 again and i did not remember this at all... but it literally hurts so bad “He’s gonna help. Because that’s who he is.”
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c4tto626 · 30 days
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i either write in the most disjointed snippets until the very end when i have to figure out how to fit them together like puzzle pieces or the whole thing flows in one go like magic there's no in between
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a-wandering-ghoulette · 10 months
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It's 1am here and I can't sleep cause tomorrow I'm finally, FINALLY, taking a flight to go back to southern France, in my hometown, to stay at a friend's, potentially find a new job then never go back ever, E V E R, to my parents' (I mean, I might go back for holidays I guess) and I'll see Ghost in 10 days oh putain de bordel de merde de bon sang de bonsoir qu'est ce qu'il se passe dans l'espace please tell me it my plans won't flop for once JUST ONCE-
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magpiesbones · 4 months
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It does honestly impress me how EXACTLY and PRECISELY Emily Skrutskie constructs the most INCREDIBLE and Appealing premises only to do LITERALLY nothing with them. These books are SO empty!!
like okay. First book of hers I read, a fun little synopsis:
woman who works as a sea monster trainer to train massive genetically engineered Beasts to protect ships from pirate attacks falls in love with a pirate! INSANE right. Should be accompanied by an exploration of THE CREATION OF GENETICALLY ENGINEERED WEAPONS and probably also the ECONOMY LEADING TO PIRACY and not to mention the JUSTICE SYSTEM and what it means to have ALL THAT GODDAMN POWER but no. There’s nothing.
weird! Funky little book I’m sure I can just excise from my mind and never think about again—
BUT I CANT. BECAUSE HER PLOT POINTS ARE TOO DAMN INTERESTING. and oh big surprise but all the rest of her books have the EXACT same issues!!
hullmetal girls: two girls fall in love (I think?) in a military academy after being turned into weapons in a completely space-faring society. I believe one of them was a rich officer-track girl and the other was poor and in it for the family pension. But oh that’s so interesting! Will we be exploring THE MILITARY INDUSTRIAL SYSTEM? Themes of BODILY AUTONOMY? Themes of perhaps even GENDER relating to bodily autonomy or MEDICAL AUTONOMY or PHYSICAL DEVALUATION? How about a look into WHY THIS SOCIETY IS SO DAMN BIFURCATED? or perhaps WHY THERES A NEED FOR MILITARY AT ALL? We sure fucking won’t!
All of this is Backdrop you see! Because it sounds Cool. A little bit of spice, perhaps, for what is maybe the MOST milquetoast romance I have ever read wherein neither of the characters was even differentiable from any other. Nobody had an arc. Nobody had a theme or god forbid a thematic resolution. Things happened because they were cool and sounded neat.
I’ve read books with bad writing before but usually those books were at least passionate and TRYING. I’ve never read before or since a book that was so empty and devoid of any deeper meaning. Shallow in the MOST literal sense. And to be frank I WAS digging! These books are a backyard sandbox marked out like an archeological site.
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viir-tanadhal · 1 year
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thinking about neil recording demos a couple months before he met chris
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lilgynt · 6 months
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i wish society as a whole could slow down. only way i can explain is rn we’re like emails when we should be like faxes 😔
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beautyofloneliness · 7 months
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Not me suddenly feeling the urge to make a second Bayana playlist on yt.
#not when I have zoya/tamara and meteora playlists in plans#🤡🤡🤡#BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. THERE'S NOT THAT MUCH CONTENT FOR BAYANA NOWADAYS. SO I WILL DO IT ANYWAY-#hm. maybe I'll even try do fanart...#damn. I wish fandom was as active as two-three years ago. I would probably try to push 'bayana week/month' idea.#and well...#you know. It's kinda funny that bubble comics basically created a wicked loop for me.#when I get tired of besoboi I move to pd. when I get tired of pd I move to meteora and realmwalkers.#when I get tired of them I get to exlibrium and allies and all of the other underrated bubble lines.#and then I move back to besoboi again.#this way I never actually get tired of my involvement in any of them.#it's basically a scheme of avoiding burnout for creators: move to another thing. do something different. and then come back.#maybe that's why I kinda lost my exlibrium focus and started doing besoboi stuff again.#pd is a different issue. my interest just faded away little by little and then I had a 'VORONTSOVA CAME BACK AS A WRITER' jumpscare.#maybe it's because I got kinda tired of Kim writing several arcs in a row. maybe it's because I started feeling that Lera was sidelined.#and as soon as it changed I just felt my energy boost rise up =D#anyway... I will include songs that were added to my bayana playlist after I posted the first one.#and maybe I'll add čudna ili čudesna to it ajahajsjk#in this case I'll probably add rus subtitles just because I feel like I can.#I hope silente will not give me a strike for using their song like smeshariki did.#although smeshariki case was my fault. I forgot I can't use songs from children's tv shows...
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"dehya is gonna be bad bcs blah blah blah" i am biting and killing you
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mobday · 1 year
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reigen getting more screentime, whore!!!!!!!
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