#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[dekuusional]

Was it really worth it?

#bnha spoilers #bnha 419 #izuku midoriya #bakugo katsuki #bkdk #bakudeku #my hero academia #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #fanart #mha #I AM NEVER GOING TO RECOVER #IZUKU MY BOY WHAT HAVE THEY DONE TO YOU #HOW IS HE GOING TO HOLD KACCHAN'S HAND #HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #yule.art

[cardi-c]

x x

#tw flashing #the band ghost #ghost band #phantom ghoul #we are looking #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[teanshan]

jealousy is my toxic trait. i can't get rid of it. the only thing i can do to diffuse these awful feelings is to demote the close relationship that I had, into basically an acquaintance.

a few years ago now, i had a very special mutual on my main blog. we bonded over our common interests, as is the tumblr way, and got quite close. we even met in person a couple of times bc she's from sydney and i'm in melbourne. back then I considered her my best friend.

well, it's a hard pill to swallow when you realise you're not someone elses best friend.

i remember it happening in real time. 'X', another tumblr user from fucking germany, was a mutual of both of us. would join us in reblog chains, comment on my art, and message my friend directly. and i could see them getting closer. my friend would send me screenshots of their messages, showing me how funny X is.

and i couldn't stand it. 'go away, she's my friend!' I wanted to scream.

it got worse and worse. they were talking everyday, tagging each other. my friend and I had less and less fandoms in common. we ended up only talking about our personal lives, and as we're both introverted nerds, personal updates were few and far between.

i couldn't get rid of these stupid, shitty feelings. i couldn't ignore their public friendship all over my dashboard. and i sure wasn't going to tell her to stop being friends with someone, how awful and entitled that would be!

so i had to unfollow her. and at some point she unfollowed me. we still chat sometimes over fb messenger, and she likes my personal ig posts and vice versa. but thats pretty much it. I hadn't felt those awful jealous feelings in years.

and then just ten minutes ago, simple curiosity took over me and I had to search her up on tumblr. its been so long that I actually forgot her username. I had to scroll through my old messages to find it.

and what do i see on her account? that she literally used 3 hours ago? reblog after reblog of X tagging her in posts and vice versa. daily correspondance. their friendship still very much alive and thriving and its making me sick to my stomach.

it sucks. im so fucking jealous.

she was my friend. my person to tag in posts like 'tfw your mutual lives in another state ;_;.' my person to message incoherent words like AKJFLSGKFG. she was my person.

god how fucking toxic is that mindset?! but what am i supposed to do! its a never-ending loop of shitty feelings. i cant fucking do anything. stupid.

#personal post #i cant post this on my main #in the event that she might eventually see it #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #feel free to ignore this

[solmesia]

im gonna sleep wish me luck

#stuff i say #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[aastarions]

cw: mentions of smut (18+)

kaeya's suave and flirty exterior only lasts for so long when he's first intimate with you.

it takes longer than you initially anticipated for him to initiate any form of sexual intimatcy with you - though you can no longer count on two hands the amount of times you made out with the navy-haired male in numerous obscure alleyways of mondstadt, sex hadn't even been a point of discussion, not until months later.

though, it only takes the first time to discover why.

his outwards persona slips between the cracks of his hardwood floors with every step he takes towards his bed - the first night he finds you strewn across his silk sheets with a sweet, yet devious smile.

he continues to crumble underneath your gentle, fleeting touches. your soft fingertips exploring his skin as he reveals more and more to your curious digits. your strong legs curling at his waist and keeping him close to your frame when he first slides himself inside of you. your sweet-tasting lips as you kiss him so gently, yet strong enough to shatter the cage that's contained his heart for who knows how many years.

kaeya tries to keep up his wittty persona, a pick-up line on the cusp of rolling off of his tongue when he lifts his head and catches your lovestruck gaze. any and all words die on his tongue in that exact moment. his hand that's pressed over yours at the side of your head tightens, as does his aching heart at the way you look at him with nothing but love and adoration.

his first instinct is to run away from it, run away from you and the vulnerability you've ripped from his very soul.

and for the first time in his life, he doesn't allow himself to rely on his instincts, pushes it aside. he continues to do so when you reach a small palm up and caress at the seam of his eyepatch, threatening to lift the leather and expose his masked eye to the dim lights in his room - lights that this eye hasn't seen in years.

the moment kaeya lets you untie the tight knot and toss it aside as though its just a measly piece of fabric is the moment he realizes he's completely and utterly in love with you.

#only like 1/3 of this i wrote to sora in the dms and so its mostly word vomit idk if it makes sense but #yeah #ur welcome sora <333333 #LMAODSLK #do i even put this in the tags idk #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i guess #just one #kaeya x reader

[locomotive-idiot]

save me drawign tablet,, save me..,

#it could fix my art. i think #if i get this and learn the skills i' #im going to UNSTOPPABLE!!! #muahahaha #anyways i am bound to a mouse rn #MS paint my best fwend #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #SCREAMING #SAVE ME #SAVE ;ME DRWAING TABLET #RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH

[roshie-writes]

Losing my mind over a game that didn't even release yet what is my life but anyway our character is so hot hnnnnnnnnnnn

This is suddenly getting likes almost a year later so I'd like to clarify that the first picture are the technical test Rover designs. Female Rover got a huge overhaul.

Rovers now:

#wuthering waves #main character #why are they both so hot #how do i pick #like i don't think we're seeing the rover we don't pick again #but she hot #and he hot #and #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i am very normal about them #i am simping #send help

[melonisopod]

BARK BARK BARK BARK

#howling barking like a dog #oh god almost there #not putting in the main tags but #ksjjewhrtweghij #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[vang0bus]

im bored and i really want to do Something but my body is malfunctioning really bad today so i cant do anything

#literally not functional enough to be productive at all #even drawing or gaming is hard because of the brain fog and fatigue #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #im so BORED

[oribun]

OIUGFHGHHH

GUVE ME A CHARACTER FROM BSD AND ILL TELL YOU MY SEXUALITY HEADCANON FOR THEM

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #im bored #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[losticaruss]

sleeby

#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[jesterjangles]

FUCK YEAH

I GOT MY ADHD MEDS FINALLY NO MORE BRAIN STATIC BITCHES

#jester ramble #i had to go like. a month. w/o them because my doctor is a fucking dumbass #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #anyway theyre here now DHJDHJDH #im so fucking happy

[myfriendtheghost]

deep breaths

#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #GVF #Joshua #video

[routeriver]

I love girls sm <3

don't we all

#HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #thank you for the ask!! #jrrasks

[dinosaurvalley]

oh fuck i should probably do that halloween quest before it leaves shouldnt i

#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #normal guy noises

[welcometogrouchland]

Awful but also clarifying feeling of being suddenly unable to take fandom and/or online discourse seriously the moment you get too absorbed into a real world problem. Like normally you are having real world problems, I'd say that's generally pretty consistent among most ppl, but one in particular just Gets to you and you're sitting looking at your phone like. I don't care about shipping discourse. My Sister Is Mad At Me

#ramblings of a lunatic #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #it's FINE. it's fine. #she says its all good. i just don't believe her #last time she said something was fine she complained about it to my mom behind my back and. IT'S FINE. I JUST WISH SHE'D BE HONEST #then yknow. I'd actually believe her when she says something is fine #this is too personal. i have to leave suddenly