#hhhhhhhh im not feeling tomorrow

[bangcakes]

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#personal #saw 2 of my friends from school tonight #they asked how its goin with you know who and i was like hhhhhh #and they were like. you should just ask him out #n im like. um........... NDJDJDJDJD #bc literally EVERYONE is saying this to me. #why cant HE ask ME????? god its so #but i am older... by just 2 years. maybe thats intimidating???? he doesnt seem intimidated by me tho. god idk #i think im gonna message him tomorrow #its been like 2 weeks idk JDJXXXKXKKX #i did have a bad cold tho.... JDJJDNDD #god... why is this so hard. and like why is he SO?????? difficult???? #ok not difficult. i think actually hes quite simple but Andjkfkfkdkdk #idk how to explain this man. i really dont. hes like me if you removed the overthinking and my filter #but idk im also scared to start something im not ready for #but then..... feel like it kind of already started #god idk #and with more time passing im like. OH GOD WHAT IF HE FINDS SOMEONE ELSE #???? #but then if thats the case then ok fine it wasnt meant to be #i also am just like.... i feel like. the possibility of anyone liking me back is just... way too foreign #like. idk sometimes im like. what if this is all a joke JDKJDKDKDKDKDM #god idk idk #im also like maybe i should pretend to friendzone him in my mind so that its Less Scary to talk to him #bc like. once i do talk to him its literally fine NDJDJDJKDMD #hhhhhhhh

[sollucets]

wait if its monday is that not just. tomorrow

#i have a perfect 12-hour time difference with thailand #so ……. if itd be like monday afternoon itd be middle of the night tomorrow aka rowan awake hours ………………… #im sure everyone will gif the trailer ill see if i feel A Burning Need™ to do so #but mostly i just want the collective insanity experience that tumblr & the discord are gonna be #in any case ……. hhhhhhhh #its crazy that they arent even done filming yet technically #how do they even have time for postproduction stuff …… #rowan chatter #re: only friends #<— of textpost tag established!! #i also use ‘liveblogging tag’

[esthyradler]

stress doods because I’m gonna have a bad time tomorrow and i want to feel something wholesome

#invader zim #invader zim oc #Zim #gir #minimoose #gaz membrane #dib membrane #dr.zam #sketches #My Drawings #hhhhhhhh im not feeling tomorrow #wish me luck

[coridallasmultipass]

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#hhhhhhhh im having anxiety and i dont know why!!!! #i literally just had a surgery this past december!!!! #ive barely eaten today and i have to completely fast tomorrow but i have an upset stomach!! #and me cleaning my room to be post op friendly has me feeling like im moving #i mean like moving on a hard deadline like when i was moving back and forth from college #and that feeling is so anxiety inducing!!!! #in december i was staying like 10 mins away from the hosp but now im 40 mins away #and my family isnt allowed to walk me in or come inside to pick me up so im worried ill lose my phone or sth!! #i just ughHHHHH #tmi but im also worried bc im constipated and shitting is mISERABLE AFTER A SURGERY IN YOUR BELLY #and its not like i can just... eat something really fibery bc i dont wanna be shitting myself when i wake up early and go to surg #hhhhhhhhhhhhh i scrEAM #why do i have to be so anxious this time!!!! #personal / / #delete later / / #cramping up a storm here too rip

[dyrwoodan]

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#fern.txt #okay hold the fuck up #it's snowing #whaaaaat #after weeks or warmth and sunny spring weather #it's snowing again!!! #oh my god im so...... emotional i will cry #like i was just thinking about how shitty i feel and..... hhhhhhhh mother nature looking out for me :'') #or idk #it feels like she does #thank you #mood............ slightly lifted #like i know it's probably going to melt in 2 hours and it will be sunny again tomorrow but #still. at least i got to see snow one more time before the summer comes :/

[goutheswimqueen]

about the "send me a character" Kirishima Natsuya. 🐻

YAAAAAS omg I’ve gotten so attached to him since seeing him in the new season. So far his arc is my favorite of the season.

Favorite thing about them: The fact that he is older than the main characters by two years and yet it took him a couple of years after his graduation to find a dream for himself. (teaches the lesson that you don’t have to know what you’re doing with your life right out of high school)

Least favorite thing about them: he’s so flighty and just like, ditches people without considering the consequences/their feelings? But I’m glad he’s working on changing that lol

Favorite line: “It’s just… a dream to fight for my strength and pride, plain and simple.”

brOTP: Kirishima bros for the winnnn

OTP: NAO, ALL THE WAY. I want them to grow old together and adopt five children.

nOTP: Y’know, incest.

Random headcanon: His father left their family when Natsuya was at a young age and that’s why he struggled so much with his dream because he was always comparing himself to his father.

Unpopular opinion: Again, I don’t know if this is unpopular, but Natsuya is the biggest dweeb in the entire cast.

Song I associate with them: Yesterday, by Imagine Dragons

Favorite picture of them:

BIG DWEEB ENERGY

#asks #natsuya kirishima #i feel so alive right now #water day is tomorrow and im getting asks #hhhhhhhh yes

[gatual]

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#stupid rant bc I'm annoyed bC #WHY when I do the slightest mean thing bc im either mad or in a bad mood then I'll overthink abt it and cry and feel like the worst piece o #and the 8 years will pass by and I'll remember that moment when I said sth mean and start crying again like bITCHH FIX URSELF GET OVER IT #or sometimes lmao. even remembering moments when other person was mean to someone dear of me makes me feel so bad like KSNSKRNSN WHATDIDIDO #I remember one time when I was around 7 my brother had an eyelash that had just fallen of his eyes #and he put it on his finger and told me to put my finger against it and ask for a wish it's a thing we used to do #but oh 7yo me was in a shitty mood and threw his eyelash away like bitch?????? mean mxthercuker u didn't have to do that HHHHHHHH he was be #being nice but like bro I should have gotten over this by now jdnwnekrbr mind I h8 u #I ALSO REMEMBER ONE TIME #my brother went on a trip and as a present he brought me a Keychain with my name on it and I liked it so much #I put on my school bag #but when I went to school (2nd grade one asshole of my classmates saw it and made fun of it saying that it looked cheap and fake #and I started crying bc I thought that my brother bought it with all his love for me and it didn't matter if it was cheap or fake #I still feel bad abt this WHY #well today mean thing was dad asking me what dish I wanted to eat bc he had three ideas and I said nOne bc I was in bad mood how rude bitch #but then they are the meanest to me but idt they regret it bc they keep doing it😞 #but i love them sm I can't ve mad this is so toxic hhhhh #what a nonsense rant I'll go to sleep hopefully tomorrow I'll be able to study sth #dl #wait but how does actual mean ppl feel like Ik this is all stupid shit #don't they feel bad after being mean sjsjdbejeb how do they work #how can i be mean without feeling bad tell mE

[ranocchiowo]

love it when my flatmates start whispering the minute i leave the room 🥰 i sure do love it here

#rowan.txt #its just a little sus methinks #all i wanted to do was make wraps for tomorrow and the minute i enter the kitchen so does everyone fuckin else #and its awkwardddd bc i dont wanna talk to them and they dont wanna talk to me #so its weird vibes and now im sad #:(( hhhhhhhh n i already feel shitty as well #ANYWAY im gonna go to bed bc im tired and then hopefully i can wake up in time to get a shit mark on my weekly quiz and move on with life

[patronsaintoffinalgirls]

😣

#hhHHHHhh i dont wanna go to sleep bc then i'll have to wake up tomorrow and go to the shitty church my parents r makin me go to #the very first time i went there they had a guest pastor who preached purely misogynistic and transphobic bullshit #and the audience went absolutely buckwild cheering for him #and even after he left.. #the people who applauded remained #and they give me these Looks every time i set foot in there #bc i'm.. visibly not cishet tbh #and i won't change that no matter HOW unwelcome or intimidated i am #this feels bad to say but like.. im just WAITING for someone to openly harass me so that i'll have an excuse to tell em to fuck off #i HATE when people snub me but in subtle ways so i can't retaliate without seeming like I'M the aggressor #i'd really rather just have a straightforward fight #bc physical OR verbal- it's scary and it hurts but i can be scary and hurtful BACK #i mean i'll be fine tomorrow probably it's just... deeply uncomfortable #having to be on my guard and isolated in a place where i should be able to find genuine community and spirituality #raphael.txt #religion / #homophobia / #transphobia /

[mayorwhiskerss]

Hello! Just want to say that I haven't been able to post much recently cuz I'm very sick _:(´□`」 ∠):_ I have really bad M.E. anyway but it's been a LOT worse the past few days and I haven't really been able to do anything but play mobile games at best but usually listen to videos/podcasts while having to lay down and do fuck all which SUCKS so idk?? When I'm gonna get to post again?? Idk mostly I'm saying this for my benefit so I can vent abt how Things Are Fuck but also thats why there's been a distinct lack of content coming from me lately skxnsksn

#and i have both a doctors AND dentist appt tomorrow hhhhhhhh #maybe if i fall asleep on the dentist chair i wont feel the fillings #fr tho im SO BORED cuz i can hardly keep my eyes open but i cant really sleep either so im just #laying down #but my nan is gonna buy me pizza tomorrow which is exciting #or lasanga if they dont have pizza but im hoping for pizza #but like TOMORROW RIGHT #first i have to go get blood tests which sucks anyway but its alright i guess #AND THEN I HAVE TO GO GET TWO (2) FILLINGS #last time i got dental stuff done it was absolutely awful so im DREADING #but in other news im hopefully gonna FINALLY get a bjd soon im thinkin resinsoul rong #probably nobody even knows what that is but its smth positive to keep me goin!! #hhhhhh anyway gnight

[moonlightchn]

🐺 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖂𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖜𝖔𝖑𝖛𝖊𝖘 🐺

January with the Chan's~

WEEEE HELLO HELLO AAAAAA ITS ME!!! A CHANNIE!!! ANDDDDD *DRUM SOUND TRUTRUTRUTRUTRU* MR PICKLE 🐸✨ AAAAAAA thank you thank you 💁🏻‍♂️💁🏻‍♂️ HEHDHEHE its been so long HHHHNNGGG im so excited to introduce yall mr pickle!!! isn't he so CUTE he's so smol he's like the tiniest ever a crumb of a FROGE! 🥺🥺🥺 AND HE SIT he's such a DISTINGUISHED GENTLEMAN HHHHHHHH ive been reading sooo much about how to take good care of him! I got him a tank to start working on his terrarium too! I hope I'm a good dad for him my son my beloved 😩💙 this month started off v chill v v low-key yknow just work here work there cleaning floors dealing with Karen's the usual ok retail world 🌎 other than THAT just been spending a looot of time home with pickle and baking brownies! chan said I should stop eating chocolate but I just love it yknow 😚🍫 tomorrow's lunar new year tho!! so I'll be sure to go home tonight to celebrate with the fam uwu ANYWHO everything's been v chill v normal around here hehe I hope everyone's been taking good care and enjoying the winter!

Ah, Channie really had a lot to share, uh? It's always nice to have him ramble a little. But really, how have you been? Has everyone been taking good care and staying healthy? I surely hope so. Remember that you are as important as everyone else! Look well after yourselves.

Hm, the beginning of the new year has been... Hectic already. Lots of work, lots of projects. Don't get me wrong, I love my job! I've been spending a lot of time at the studio, catching up with things and meeting new people- Ah, talking about people! I've noticed some good friends have gone lately, I just want to take a moment to wish them well. Wherever they are and whatever they're doing. I guess a lot of us have been busy lately, it's sometimes hard to balance well the things we enjoy with out responsibilities-. We also grow out of things, don't we? It's both sad but also rewarding somehow if you think about it. Anyway, it's always a little shame to see people go, but it'd always nice to see new people come around too! I guess, since I wasn't here to cheer on the new years, I can do it now.

Let's cheer for the new year and new beginnings. I hope 2022 treats everyone well.

Y'know... It feels good to be back.

Uh... I found this little idiot on the street earlier today when I left the club- Almost gets run over by a car. I looked around for his mom or owners but couldn't find anyone looking for him. Was gonna take him to a shelter but he kinda wouldn't let go of me when I brought him into the car so... I brought him home instead. Meet Comet I guess.

#channie speaks #chans diary #chris rants #mr pickle the froge #comet the kitty

[bansheeoftheforest]

Just do whatever you feel like doing! Absolutely NO SHAME in that, and the asks will still be here tomorrow. - Confused Anon :)

hHHhhhhh everyone tells me not to stress with the asks but I. FEEL SO GUILTY for being so inactive and irregular with answering asks hhhhHhhHhHhHHhhhhhhhh ily confused anon. I'll give u a smooch for the reassurance <3

ALSO IM TAKING THIS MOMENT TO ADD YOUR ART!! THAT TUMBLR DIDN'T ALLOW ME TO POST!!

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I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!!! FLUFFY BOI IS A LIL PILLOW AND I LOVE IT!!! :D

#confused anon #ask #I AM SORRY I SPENT AGES TRYING TO ANSWER THAT SUBMISSION SO MU THOUGHTS ARE TINY ATMJFJFJF #SMooth brain #werewolf au #Banshees au #au fanart

[toyherb]

My backpack sold....

#i feel bad since my uncle got it for me and its a really nice backpack but at the same time its fucking expensive #and designed for aging business men on business trips by airplane #90 dollars huh #the original price was like 140ish (which was marked down from 500) (if your a desig #designer designing for rich people but in a way thats still commmercial and you price shit like that... wyd #like it seems like upper middle class or not super wealthy wealthy people are the audience for this regardless of the designers intent #ramberling #anyways i have to ship asap since it was bought yesterday #so i will try and drive home tomorrow to get the box and ship it #... i wonder if my family will notice if i was there or not lol #since i have to come back #hhhhhhhh gas tho #im glad the post office is close to my house #ITLL BE AWKWARD IF MY UNCLE VISITS AND ASKS ABOUT IT YIKESE #if i say i keep it at school no one will know

[ilonacho]

don't y'all just love when ur trying to get better at being honest but get hit w/ that guilt everytime

#grandmas been talking abt this thing like telling me i could stop by and get a piece of cake and whatever #but i didnt know she was talking to me the first time she mentioned it and didnt bother asking the second time hahahdjfn #besides i. didnt want to anyway so yknow #anyway she just called me all like telling me theyre abt to go home and she could save a piece for me and i could stop by her place #AND ITS SWEET OF HER OFC I KNOW THIS but i just wanna. stay home in my pjs #i didnt even think up any excuse she was busy w/ the ppl there but now i feel bad lmao i hate this #im probably seeing her tomorrow anyway and if not then later this week so like.. hhhhhhh #im hungry i gotta go to the gas station for some food #which is hard enough yall whos known me for a while know this lmaoajjskd #hhhhhhhh this is fine im getting better this is progress

[choerrypuffs]

STICKY IM CRYING

its sticker!!!! and its okay you take your time with your stuff nct 127 can wait for you <3

school is really stressing for me too hhhh i have so many assignments i havent done (and theyre overdue ?!?!?!?!) + exams i have to retake because i missed a bunch of them when i had covid AND THERYE ALL DUE TOMORROW NOOOOOOOOO (3 video assignments, 6 written and some art project wtf?????)

im going to be completely off social media for about 9 hours and do everything!! wish me luck ufhidj

please do not pull what i pulled its the worst and take care of yourself miss lana!!!!!! love you bye bye <33

- ccsa anon :'(

HOLY SHIT MISS LANA THOUGHTS ON STICKER PLS

SO MANY DIFFERENT OPINIONS

I PERSONALLY LIKE IT BUT NOTHING WILL BEAT CHERRY BOMB OR SIMON SAYS HHHHHHHH

- ccsa anon :>

also YURYD WOWOWOWOW A NEW ANON HELLO

WELCOME HEHE LETS BE FRIENDS >:)

- ccsa anon!!!!!!!

OMFG you have so many assignments???? did you end up getting everything done?? i feel like your teachers should’ve given you an extension bc all the stuff that happened though ?? but anyways i hope you’re all caught up now and not nearly as stressed <3333 i love you more bb

ngl...sticker is awful 🤧 i really didn’t think i could hate a song more than hot sauce but they’ve managed to pull it off </3 sticker makes hot sauce tolerable enough to listen to 💀💀💀 omfg is this what stockholm syndrome is !?! either way i’m so disappointed bc they all look so good especially hyuck in heels 😩 cat says lemonade and bring the noize are better but i’ve lost the will to listen to the rest of the album 

yes, i’m so excited there’s a new anon !! let’s all be friends 🤩🥰

#ask #anon #careless careless shoot anonymous anon #answered

[alexwritesfiction]

holii good morning Alex! My exam is tomorrow and I'm freaking out so I've woken up early to study (but I've sleept 4 hours cause I spent last night talking to this guy until 3am help)

Also 🗨️ for Xavier? (he has my heart)

(@ink-fireplace-coffee)

helloooo! wow sleep deprivation nOt a good idea with exams carmen- well take care pls ;-; and whY would you do that i-

and xavier has everyone's hearts he's so awesome he's the loml: "because you make me feel comfortable in my own skin" im melting ;-; but also here's a super good dialogue that he says: "i wanted to rip his heart out and crush it the way they crushed mine" hhhhhhhh im a sucker for mafia!xav ebjhdnjk

#okay ik this is no context #but here's a spoiler: #cath at the end of the book actually ends up ripping the guy's heart out bc yes #xavier #carmen bestie <3 #answers