no i do not support AS... at all
its me 2000s. (on phone so keyboard isnt a ding dong) i hope you guys realize that was made before i was even 17 (mar 25th, i was 16 at that point) which was already almost 2 years ago,,, people were helping me in the discord with the design and asked me to change it up a bit due to autism speaks, someone (i cant remember who) suggested the infinity symbol on the puzzle piece and no one didn't say anything against that idea, so i went through with it..
not only that, but the sc didn't even show the rest of the post so literally this has been taken out of context,, i said to send donations to a completely different network , and nobody came forward to say "maybe you should change some of the design" after it was up, for two years. literally nobody told me to make a different one during this whole time,, and,, thats not my fault ;;
i even forgot i designed it since ive been doing my own thing and theres been some great chaos over here @.@ i did plan to completely redesign it but simply never got to do it, s0und told me kinda in a disappointment "whaa? but it looks cool the way it is already" but once again i wasn't told the main issue, except i did know what it was this time around but still...
please dont assume this is some kidcore aesthetic based "" adult"" goat (why would i even make it into some kind of aesthetic like that? hhh, was it the colors?? i dont know anymore,,) i dont know if it was cause of the expression,, i was making it a very happy goat with a happy life and i am sorry,, , the whole design was merged into one in that picture, and the banner i made for it lead to a link for the separate items. also, the goat is actually still a kid and not an adult.. im not sure its because you saw the lil beard or something, if so, i remember saying during designing that this is a teen goat that was born with PCOS (symtoms beingg that it causes unnatural face hair. i have the same exact thing) and since that time it was a personal design to me so i wanted to be inclusive on that tidbit, but focused on the main theme.
genuinely this kind of fundraiser type goatling that i want in the game means so much to me but i feel like,, if theres a problem with the designs i keep making maybe i shouldn't suggest or design these things anymore,, or probably have to quit designing entirely now looking into this blog... i dont want to be judged anymore, if anything this has put me into tears i really dont know what to do anymore i really dont. i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry.
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due to my desire to not completely fail all my classes this year i made myself slow down significantly while listening to this season, and the fact that the other person i'm listening along with had to catch up. We've managed to convert several other people to start listening and its pretty great.
ep 81: what does it even mean to be chosen by one of them? And if he was chosen by the eye. we know Gertrude wasnt? Because she cut the eyes out of the magazines?
ep 82: elias lmao. I understand why people like him so much bahshdhdk i thought he was gonna snitch on Jon but he didnt so he's fine. Ok but how do we think he knew all that stuff. Idk probably just institute connections. I love the fact that the recorder just wants to record stuff randomly bjahsjdhd. Elias feels a lot like Michael in the sense that he knows more than he should and talks in a way that implies he just wants to wait and see how things play out for his own benefit. I understand him knowing the things that happened but his description of her emotions implies something paranormal. Maybe he's connected to one of the entities. Which one I cannot guess.
ep 83: did a file get delivered randomly to the place he's staying at? Probably elias lmao. He thinks the mannequin is related to the stranger. Idk I would believe it.
ep 84: worms? I know he says earth worms but idk. Again? Is she making gordon golems out of trash? Martin popping off. You can tell the statements get to him more that they get to Jon. How come martin is so mad about it? I want to assume he just doesnt want her to get stuck there but idk. Jude Perry. The calliope organ. Jon heard a circus in one of the last episodes
ep 89: he's talking to perry? Like jude Perry? He says ... God? Is that what it is? Lmao. The Desolation. Jon is tired of ppl being vague and not telling him stuff lmao. Oh God Jon is so confused. Compel her? Is she assuming he has some kind of power? Does he have powers? Hmm. im agreeing with jon here please jesus christ why does everyone have to be so cryptic. Just say what you mean. "maybe you get an itchy eye" bahasjkdfklsjdf girl what. Agnes saved her? Oh this is the girl from the cafe story? So theres the Cult of the Lightless Flame? They worship whatever entity this is? The Desolation? Why do they all seem like they sorta worship her then? Is Gretchen gonna die oh god. fuckin michael. a different michael aaah. i see. dont do it shes gonna burn you. sir. please. sir dont you dare do- WHAT DID I SAY what did you think was gonna happen hhh.
ep 90: try to make it less obvious you're trying to get fired big T. Elias that doesnt sound like the most healthy thing to do. oh dear is this gonna be triggering for me. uuuuuh. uuuuuuuuuh. doesnt seem like it ok gonna keep listening. Jared. hmmmmm. Ok we've seen Keay and hotner or whatever his name was.
ep 91: Michael Crew. Oh is this the lightning scar guy. Mister jon sir did you just die. No? God everyone is so fuckin cryptic. Say normal things please. They all just like to go on about pain and agony and j e s u s c h r i s t we get it you got hurted by whatever thing. So theyre avatars? question mark? Jude Perry is an avatar of The Desolation? hhhh fractals. thats a spiral thing innit. Yup. messing with your perceptions. God they all talk about feeding their god and feeding that which feeds them and. hh what does that meann. Leave big J. please. uh oh. is it daisy? how come he has the web lighter still? the tape recorder just turns on sometimes you know how it is. So he can compel people? not that he knows it obviously but. a bit wack. powers go brr i guess? If the eye just wants knowledge i guess he feeds it by getting the statements? b/c i doubt it wants him to murder ppl or whatever.
ep 92: elias you all knowing fuck what do you know. (i guess all given what i just said) Lukas. Heard of them before. Mordecai Lukas. Loneliness. The lonely even. Jonah Magnus. Elias ur sounding like a bit of a dickhead rn. lmao jon's just like "i dont care" elias what is ur deal. Why does he want to tie her in. ohh i see. lmao theyre all just like "elias why" The Unknowing lol seems very much like something the eye wouldnt like. lol elias is gettin all philosophical. what does it really mean to be human. this still doesnt answer why gertrude wanted to destroy the archives tho.
ep 93: bahsjdfh he seems so dead inside rip. awww admiral. i love him already. ghh breacon and hope. purple mold. doesnt sound like anything we've seen so far. I think the funniest explanation for breacon and hope is that they dont actually serve the stranger they just kinda happen to be a random neutral party that cart around random spooky entity related stuff. ooooh. when we hear the slight static of the tape recorder it's cuz he's compelling ppl.
ep 94: the end! listen man they were all just grayed up for 4/13.
ep 95: the end also? death but also savagery/ animalistic shit. aww martin. lmao becerra. she's just been chillin in the corner.
ep 96: return to sender. haha minecraft go brr. prediction: breacon and hope? yup there we go. jon why is there an echo. are you in a stairwell? is he gonna eat it- yup. how did i call it. unsure abt what theyre talking about but ok. they kidnapped someone? Sarah Baldwin. ooooh that guy.
ok im just putting this here so i have notes for when nicholas gets to this part. It seems like (from jon's conversation with jude perry) that the desolation and the eye are kinda at odds with eachother? like i guess not directly but it seems like they dont really vibe? so how could be with both. Cuz if he has the heat powers and shit then we know he's an avatar of the desolation. but then why does he have so much eye imagery. also he got burned intentionally? like jude did when she went on her monologue about the feeling of burning? but then why did he wear the eye pendant. it stops him from being burned all the way which seems like he's not fully accepting the fire or whatever.
Nooooo I lost like a bunch of my notes rip. I keep forgetting to save.
Ep 104: tim gives a coherent statement without jon even being there. Ugh. Fucking robert smirk. Dont like him. Joey. Dont recognize the name. The show must go on. Clown. The spooky circus?
ep 105: total war... shogun 2? jon is just understanding languages again. "if i understood mandarin or cantonese" are you sure you dont big man?
ep 106: havent we heard this one already? mans in space? oh no this is just another episode in space. fairchild... uuuh. cant remember. oh! this is related to that! this is one of the ppl from the other side. sounds like a Vast thing. oh he's the one that the dude saw? but that guy didnt have a face... she's sorta like jon. wanting to dismiss the statements. lmao i love the workplace gossip. ace jon for the win! oh cmon elias dont be a dick. sunny meadows or whatever. thats the place we heard about.
ep 107: oh great is it jude perry again. Third Degree. bahahsdkfj she was arrested. sorry but imagining this old british lady getting arrested is funny. she was trying to resurrect him. using the skin book. he's not feeling well. jon take a nap. i wonder if this is what happens when he uses his powers too much. He gets into The Zone when he reads statements lol. didn't we have a burning train car in anothre statement? is it julia fairchild? bahahahs "kidnapped. Again." poor jon honestly. julia... about her dad. daughter of the murder shed guy? hunting like your dad liked to hunt or normal people hunting. oh hunting vampires!
ep 108: melanie has been suffering. poor martin peter lukas why do you have to be like this. can he not just use the front door? does he have to bother the ppl doing statements?
ep 109: how come he cut her off? kinda rude tbh. its either jon's influence or there was smth he didnt want her saying. is it gerard on the table? this sounds kinda like smth from one of the university episodes. is it the closed eye on the hand? yup. he's like one of the students! if the thing listening in is elias then... he can do that without the tape recorder yknow. plus who's to say it wont just turn itself on again
110: who wants to bet its a leitner?
111: Lukas related to The Lonely. I used to not like Gerard that much but i like him more now. but i thought there were 15? ohhh thats right isnt flesh newer? gerry for the win honestly. finally telling jon things.
112: lol "again" no one ever tells any of these ppl anything. tim and basira are just out of the loop constantly. music, like the war episodes. The hunt or the slaughter? probably the hunt. so Daisy is related to the hunt right? basira likes the reading, she's doing fine at the institute. daisy's getting worried...
113: it just turned on randomly. what is it lol. explossives! oh boy. why do they always assume he turned it on intentionally. melanie youre not making me like you that much. which entity is this about i cant tell. lol he was disappointed it was just the end. The title Breathing Room made me think it was gonna be about the buried but i guess not. So many of these entities deal with death but the end is one that deals in just death. it has no need for fancy deaths, just death is enough
114: more hilltop road statements? the tree. oh boy. ok the tree has 8 arms obviously theres the spider parallels. was she taken into an alternate universe? oh no. jon tries to phrase things so he's not asking questions. thats honestly good. "sometimes i was kidnapped" oh dear. they got gertrude. daisy ur so odd lmao. who wants to bet they dont know the tape recorder's running?
115: silaca? or whatever? antique man? meat grinder... related to the meat is meat episode? oh wow. they buy antiques from him. maybe dont antagonize this creature which can kill you?
116: lol theyre all just so done with elias. music? is it like the one band that if you hear them you die or wtvr. oh its chess? i am very much confused. mmm stranger go brr. gorilla skin? oh shit the dance. woah. this is so good. this is so gender. the words are wonderful. "you can just say tim" lmao trying to fool elias never feels like a good idea.
117: except elias lmaoo. oh shit. leitner getting some use for once idk. bruuh poor melanie she has been thru so much shit. martin you can just say youre worried about jon. lol he's so accurate in his jon impression. lol who was that. was that daisy? lmaoo. oop hi tim. oh god i hope tim doesnt die. i feel like i wouldve heard about that? but im not sure. destroying the source of knowledge is gonna be hard for jon. yay jon! you did a good thing. let him rest.
118: go off martin lmao. awww poor martin. oh god the tape gets that squealy quality and its awful.
119: woah. lots of things happening. uhh. POP OFF TIM!!
120: lmao elias giving a statement about jon's dreams lol. damn jon doesnt even get his own dreams? has to stay Watching even when he's asleep? f in the chat this man goes thru so much shit. oh boy its peter. lol martin my beloved. idk i dont trust peter.
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Mission Impossible Fallout Thoughts
Like before: cursing and spoilers !!
short logos nice !!
oop starts with lane talking, always a win 😼😼
why does lane have a beard in this dream?
ooh dramatic nice !!
probably one of my favorite openings
this is badass
hhh its my favorite anarchist:)))
ooh cool name
ofc it's about nuclear warfare why not ??
nervous benji = win
sjshsjsgs
that man reminds me of elon musk :\
cant tell if that was tryna be a pg way to say 'fuck off'
where dat money luther ✋🙄🙄
what was that scream !?!
*throws plutonium*
cool car
ooh the shadows on that guys face
man this scene is really good
BENJI STAY WITH THE FUCKING PLUTONIUM WHAT-
well shit-
oh hey that news guy
pulling a sneaky on him
i also love this scene sm
literally everything about the nils delbruuk scene
:0 so cool
benji got to wear a mask >:))))
sjshsjsgsjs they made a bet on it i love that
ethan is very cool
HELL YEAH THEME SONG !!
i can never take hunley seriously
ooh she pretty :))
this movie has great lines
i also love how it goes in depth about moral choices
WALKER YESS :)))))))))) HE SO PRETTY😳😳
also she pretty too :))))
i just realized why former presidents still are protected
i like how they curse more
bro why is walker so :)))))))
btw this is just gonna be me simping literally everyone
the height difference
HALO JUMP HALO JUMP HALO JUMP
ugh fuck off walker you may be pretty but replying with 'crystal' naw fam✋😬😬
yes because we can die
oop they be falling
i dont think that would work but ok if you say so
not even worth it
i couldnt tell what they were saying until i put on captions
although i dont need any captions to understand the french 😼😼
the faint beat in the background v cool
reflexes
breaking things
chekhovs gun
shdhgdhshdjdhdjs why-
dis why you use the needle
damn he beating the shit out of them
ooh its ilsa
ethan why-
ooh she pretty too 😳😳
alright uh badass female is great
that man reminds me of a toddler
strong accusation coming from a terrorist
shsjdgsjs he wearing arm pads like the toddler whos mom is overprotective
WALKER TOO PRETTY:)))))
oop change of plans
LANE LANE LANE LANE
YES MY MAN :))))))))))
motorcycle chase pog
BENJI IN SUSPENDERS BENJI IN SUSPENDERS !!!
well shit-
eyy he killed some dudes
again walker, no one cares
oh dang she has to be careful, her aim is not the best
R U N
vrrm vrrrm
LOVE THIS SCENE YES
you can tell ethan is trying so hard not to punch lane rn
dang lane really flipped the interrogation hats off man
also i lowkey agree with his message. not his method though-
oop pretty ladies
also ethan killed 4 of your men maam
telepathy
SKDHJSJSJSHS YES THIS SCENE LANE SO PRETTY :)))))))))
i love how lane is just standing there vibing while they talk to hunley
benji dont worry youre great
wait i just noticed that benji's outfit is so cool-
skdgdjshs
walker is cool tbh
ILSA !??
this seems awfully familiar
im working on it
its a trap !!!
benjis wtf face there
oop tea ????
im paying attention to outfits so i can recreate their styles
oop i love how it focuses on walker there
true true
sticking up for your friend
no hes just here because they needed more pretty men
waiting for a diversion
in because HE IS LARK MY GOD ETHAN
ALSO THE LITTLE HEAD NOD I CANT-
stole han solos line there
matching jackets😼😼
how did they swap them ??
and how did lane go along ??
chekhovs......knife ??
wow he really fell for it
also more cursing pog
my two favorite characters together :)))))
CHGJFGSJ I CHOKED ON MY WATER KESUS CRISP
....oop i done fucked up
hunley being all cool and shit
benji being all cool and shit
lanes look of dissapointment is 🤌🤌
like damn bro you fell for that !??
lark
he really tryna lie out of it
ooh her-
whyd he say that-
oop betrayal
i love how benji is the first to drop his weapon
so cool
yeah wait where the hell is lane ??
rip hunley
whyd they treat his death like the death of a lover or smth
first wedding crashers, then funeral crashers, what next ?? birth crashers ??
the most tom cruisey sequence ive ever seen. some comedy some crazy stunts and a broken ankle but still finishing the take
chair theft pog
also i love how not just in this scene but before you see helicopters flying around
hes just hanging onto the elevator and the look walker gives him is top notch
ooh blackmail
this feels like the glass box scene. his foes are getting away and there is nothing he can do
its mission impossible for a reason
tea time with luther
ilsa is a good friend
benji is the mvp here
dang im just realizing how pretty ethan is 😳😳
keep your eyes on the road
luther is great, this is all just a luther appreciation post
they-
they-
they all just copied walker's beard
oh no its julia
ah yes one of the bombs
i like how it actually does take about 15 minutes
uhh no❤️ tom cruise why must you feel the need to do this
LANE :)))))
again why does he feel the need-
walker :)))))))
julia is pretty cool
hes just like: what the fuck how- why-
airspeed ah yes the most important part of not dying
this is a julia appreciation post
what was your plan after that? the detonator would just be at the bottom of that lake
the expressions walker makes :))))
hehe bitch
well shit he has a gun
his hair !!!!!
some star wars level action here
bro benji listen to ilsa
sjsgsjgsjsvsjs this shouldn't be so funny
bro ilsa listen to benji
benji stop wasting time
probably last time but, lane !!!!!
found the other bomb
very true statements from walker
other ? bomb ??
no personal space
ooh uhm lane maybe please dont-
the way he just pops his head into frame like: what the fuck was that ?
no sir you didn't survive that. that is false
i love how she clearly has the same fighting style as before
no benji no smooth brain move
mr lane do your shoes need shining ?!?
dey see me rollin-
ofc he gets burnt why the fuck not
uuuhm what✋😀😀 when the hot oil started spraying i felt a drop of what felt like hot oil on my finger. i am in my room and there isnt even water in here. im scared
also how tf is that holding his weight
chekhovs hook
team work makes the dream work
dang keep believing lane keep thinking that ✋🙄🙄
hes still pretty
so close oh no
why do things just magically stop at the edge of cliffs
kesus crisp ethan not again
i love his shoes though -
what if the hook missed though ??
esploded
thats a no from me dawg
his meniachal little smile shdgsjsgsj
its an action film he'll have it
aww lane so sad :((( oh yeah and 1/3 of the world is saved too. good job ig.
THEY PUT MY MAN IN A TRUNK NOOO >:000000
i like how they end as friends not as romantic interests. v nice
i love how this movie highlights the importance of friends but not in a childish way. even as adults friends are important. they are there for you when no one else did. i like that message.
alright thats pretty much it. sorry that its just me simping pretty much. in conclusion this is my favorite movie 14/10 but i can't wait for the 7th movie.
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defintely not too long, i like seeing ppl talk about their biases, and i get what u mean about jisung, a few ppl likened me to him and at one point i decided that if he can be confident in his work and self that i can too, like instead of saying what ive done isnt good or i shouldnt be proud of it bc its mine, i should be proud of it and happy (im gonna send another ask about biases, possibly multiple asks depending)
idk why, but rn i have yeosang on my mind, like idk a whole lot about him since I havent been stanning ateez for long, but he immediately caught my eye and it was like i had to know who he was and for a bit i was into ateez solely bc of yeosang and then i found i rlly liked their music and the other members (tho i still have yeosang focus and a lot of times hes the first member ill notice), idk like he just makes me so happy its like "oh!! there he is!!! its him!!!"
and w seungmin and minho (and also kinda jeongin) when skz did the mbti tests, i got the same result as jisung and all of my biases were the same type and i found it interesting and began wondeirng if maybe if its a pattern, but rlly i have no way of knowing and rn my only bias pattern is that they get no lines so seungmin, his voice is incredible, like he could sing a song that tells me hes gonna kill me and id thank him, like ive listened to songs on repeat for ages just bc of his line (1/?)
(also im rlly sorry if i repeat anything) and also seungmin being one to randomly go into where the others are bc he misses them and wants to see them is v sweet and him making random noises is v relatable bc i tend to make little noises in response to things, especially if im doing smthg that makes me nervous, like ive let out a little "hhh" when send emails and stuff, and he rly cares about the members, even if the ways he shows it isnt the "normal" ways (2/???)
(god im sending a lot and idek if im rlly saying anything) minho! he almost became my bias bc of the rain cover they did (i think thats the song name, if not the one where he had a dance solo), i loved it so much (jisung almost became a bias bc of the bang bang bang cover), i just love watching minho dance bc its so obvious that hes in love w it and like his voice? oh my god, vocals are the main reason my biases are who they are (3/???)
and one of my ring tones is his "tick tock tick tock getting closer" and i think another is seungmins part in levanter? like a bit of it, rn tho rn its "hehet yeosang" bc that makes me smile so much (4/4) (im out of words rn)
-> yea jisung does really motivate people to think positive a lot + to be confident in yourself ; his bright energy is really amazing c:
& yeosang i don't really know him since i don't stan ateez and i only know some of their names i think? but!! their music is really great i love to listen to them in my freetime; it's so precious how ur talking about him 🙌 just seeing ur biases already makes you happy & i think it's so beautiful c:
and yeah!! most of ur biases seem to be vocals i don't know about yeosang but for skz it definitely is 🙇♀️ seungmin is just so gentle & sweet? i get what u mean w he does things not too obvious he's the type to secretly care about you but not showing it too obviously like for example jisung?
minho is just!!! i think there's never a jisung stan who doesn't at least hv minho as their bias wrecker too so here i am ;; his voice is just!! sooo!!! soo!! beautiful !! it's so sweet & soft and it fits ballads perfectly in my opinion; & also his falsetto part in levanter sounds heavenly :(( i hope he can shine even more in the future + get the recognition he deserves 🙇♀️💞
in the end of the day all of skz r so talented + beautiful i really don't know who not to bias dhsjdjh
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Don't get too down on urself abt ur writing! I get that it's frustrating that certain types of writing just lend themselves to more viewers on the internet, but if you're happy & proud of what ur writing then that's great!! And tbh I really admire in ur writing all those things u mentioned, I can't work in symbolism for shit & my writing always feels too basic, so kudos to u!! U have a really creative, interesting style that I know plenty of ppl want to read!
h hh hhh thank you so much babey im trying to force myself to learn that hits/kudos dont equate to quality of work but its hard for me because i dont. have a lot of confidence in my writing and numbers are the one way that serves as affirmation that my pieces are good/okay. lmao. im also trying to learn to like the fuckery that my two monkey hands create bc i tend to be super unsure about my writing since i know its an approach that not a lot of people take so i dont have many pieces to compare it to and i dont have a lot of writers whose styles i can study either
sorry for going off tangent fnnajsdknjasd but thank u for ur kind words 💙also im sure your writing isnt basic!! as long as it has a good storyline + your own unique style + its what people want to read, then it’s a good piece! :3c
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thanks for tagging me for this @aftermathghosts! looks fun + I’m bored af anyway skdkskdn so here we go
nicknames: idk i don’t really have any, my mom calls me gracie when she wants me to do shit (my irl name is grace in case you couldnt figure that out lmao)
gender: welp gender is bs anyway, but basically ♀♀
⭐ sign: scorpio (it’s actually great, we’re known for just wanting to fuck and murder everybody skdksjdjd)
height: 5'9ish
hogwarts: slytherin all the way
fave animal: this is really boring but cats. also angora rabbits, look them up you will not be disappointed
average hours of sleep: either 4 or 9. there is no in between.
# of blankets i sleep with: like 3, sometimes more (at least in the winter. I get suuuuuuuper cold)
dream trip: buy a eurail pass. travel all around Europe for like an entire summer (i really wanna go to paris, london, rome, amsterdam, prague, barcelona, lots of other places)
dream job: hhh it changes every 2 months but prolly either author (or maybe publisher/editor, smth in that area) or research psychologist
when i made this acct: uhhhh. . . idek, prolly like … end of last summer? I had an old one I used to use but I hated it so I just made a whole new acct lmao
why i made this acct: well cause my old one was trash dshshdhsb but the original was cause i kept seeing screenshots of Tumblr posts and thinking oh, hey, that looks cool i should make an acct so i did … and now im stuck in this hellsite lmao
ok! so that’s a bit more about my boring life that you prolly didn’t need to know! so … im def gonna forget lots of ppl I wanna tag for this im sorry dkdjhdhd so if you wanna do this just do it, you can say I tagged you cause i mean technically I did right ok so @crackedribcages @drums-of-the-city-rain @punk-isnt-dead-its-a-vampire @sunshine-flipside @threecheersforthedanger-days @hldmetightordont @this-whole-damn-city @vampire-withoutvangs @moist-astronaut @participlepotato @stumpsucc @imsorryforbeinglikethis @panic-romantic @sectionally-confused @hisheadachehead + anybody who wants to do this! and if i tagged you and you don’t wanna do this that’s totally fine, and if you’ve already been tagged … oops sorry
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ayooo i hope yall had a great week ! i was on vacation so i did some skiing stuff n a bit of socialization (hello codi) and i am completely unprepared to go back to school holy shit im just not gonna think about that,,,, also sorry for the delay on this? i went back to tag everything in my aesthetic blogs and they took over an hour each lmao (still have to do this one + one of the other blogs rip)
anyways, stuff happening this week!
remember that list of lgbt+ books coming out this year? two of them are about wlw and will be out this week! (im sorry every time i mention these i word it like that but i have no other way to)
isnt mardi gras on the 28th? fun!
hhh march starts soon? thats a thing right? progression of time! great!
oh heck new night vale podcast on the first!
some people have february vacation this week! have fun yall
also i have semi on friday and im so fuckign stressed but its okay bc im bringing my friends from a different school lmao (shoutout to @overjxyed for bringing one of them as a guest th a n k y o u)
idk what else lol have a great week everyone!
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LINNNNN!!!! its good to see you here!!! I watched the movie last week and the second time last night, I love ryusei yokohama so muchhhh 😣😣😣 I even watched the Korean version too! and mr so ji sub 😫😫😫 ahjusshi you look hella fine, please tell me your thoughts after watching it!!!!!
suga verse in your eyes tell reminds me of how much I missed his raps and I got so emotional and I started to think about first love I really really like suga's rap he's a genius and nothing can change that
I listen to butter right after it was released, and it's not bad at all! it's the song that make me wanna listen to their songs again because I stop listening after dna sksksksks it's not my jam I'm sorry BUT I GOTTA SAY THEIR OLD SONGS ARE GOLD I'm a sucker for their oldies too, I need u and spring day def hold a special place in my heart, and I'll say no more dreams and boys in luv and danger are the national anthem!!! not to mention save me hits different no matter you listen it at 3am or 10am and fire was my 6am alarm back in hs HAHAHAHAH and I got complaint from my fam it's a noise pollution, young forever and you never walk alone are the best era and I even bought the albums!
but when dna and idol were released, I just straight away close my yt window, ik they are experiencing different genre of music but that's just not my jam
on a side notes, I haven't try the bts meal,,,, should I give it a try, I love nuggets but the way people is hyping over the purple ink and papers I just,,,, and pls thai sweet cili is the best best sauce ever nothing can beat it
and yes sweet and sour is the go or I eat it with the cili sauce too ehehe
YEONNN!! ty for popping by again ily ily ily ❤️
omg i searched for the korean ver trailer and han hyojoo is in it too?? will pop by your asks once im done w both vers in tears hehe
okay im gonna put the rest of the ans under the cut bc i kinda got carried away bc bangtan.....
dont get me on yoongi's raps,,,, his lines always hits so hard like you can really feel his raw emotions both in words and melody T_T
okay i finally listened to butter and yeah its not bad hhhhh. no i totally get you. their music started shifting from dna (which i too was kinda woah back then too) but hey music evolves too and as long as theyre happy w what they produce im happy too :)))
omg omg omg i could ramble and ramble for ages if we're talking abt their old songs T_T save me is that bitch!!! that one shot filmed mv and those sick moves and those addictive beats cmon. fire is that go-to karaoke and hype song omg i miss those days where they performed bangers like mic drop and not today and fire at year end gayo daejuns T_T noise pollution ahsdklfjl thats me back in hs watching music bank every friday without fail w the volume maxed up when my favs appear hahaha. dang if i were to choose which was the best era i would choose,,,, hyyh bc of the aesthetics and it was the turning point for them too, and also my youth T_T a huge part of my 花样年华 really belongs to them T_T but d&w and slv and ynwa are v v close runner ups :')))) the ly series were great too (i digged the side tracks more kkk) ooh honorable mention: the aesthetics for bst were sigh legendary. wld melt into a puddle of tears if they had a concept like that again
hahahaha i get where youre coming from. and im glad that im not the only one that feels that way :'))) dont get me wrong: i still love the boys, but i guess my way of loving them has changed over time too. maybe its bc of age too hhh. i was such a hardcore stan back then its amazing how i had that energy haha. now im just on energy-saving mode 24/7. i guess partly bc there isnt much of the need to worry for them anymore? ive been a fan since debut so its like watching your children grow up and feeling that sense of relief that theyre doing well now (gawd i sound so old lmao and i hope it makes sense). tbh i havent been keeping up much w them since mots 7 (partly bc i didnt get to unbox it myself, its still back in msia w my friend T_T). they still put a smile to my face when i see their news on my dash, and i still have them as my phone wallpaper hahaha. tl;dr - music taste/genre changes, ways of showing love changes, but the love nvr changes (sheeesh)
hhhhh ngl the packaging is honestly quite well-designed so i can see why its so hyped up. and omg kfc's thai chilli sauce is so good too T_T and cheesy wedges T_T
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1 So i flew back home 2 days ago. My grandpa’s sight isnt that good, so he cant drive at night, and he was never that great of a driver to begin with. I land at night, beg my grandpa to let me or my aunt drive, and he categorically refuses despite the fact that the two times this month he’s driven in the dark he’s had accidents. He almost hit sm1 crossing but stopped luckily. But THEN, today we were driving to another city on the highway, we missed our exit because his manly pride refused to let
2 him ask for directions or even let me (a woman !!) guide him through gps. So we’re supposed to turn back, no roundabouts for miles my aunt tries so explain to him how to manoeuvre us around, he was supposed to park on the side, reverse until he got to this flat patch of grass where he could cross. Idk why but he ended up reversing not on the side, but on THE MOTHERFUCKING HIGHWAY with cars swerving to avoid us and we all yell at him, but because he can’t admit a woman (my aunt) knows more
3- knows more about driving than him he just ??? keeps driving back on the HIGHWAY to act like it’s intentional i guess ??And this car kinda grazed the my side and i had a mini panic attack but it swerved; Anyway we survived idk how and guess what ? he still insisted on not letting one of us drive. Like i love my grandpa most of the time but this kind of shit pisses the fuck out of me i’m from a patriarchal society so this is common with the men in my life (my dad doesn’t let my mom drive if
4-he’s in the car) and it says a lot about how he perceives you that he thinks it’s humiliating to be driven by you or that you’d know more about smth than him. (my mom confirmed this is the reason btw) I also saw a post the other day from guys my age joking abt how if their girlfriend is the one picking them up she might as well “fuck my ass in the backseat cause im her bitch now.” Anyways i hope im not bothering you !! i’m so tired of this shit girl tell me what’s been going on with you ??
HI sorry it took me so long to reply shdfhdjsh we just got a puppy recently so i’ve been busy w that lil boy!
i hope you and your aunt are okay tho!! that must have been rly scary :(( on the highway too!!! at NIGHT ,....... just wtf does it take to have men let go over their pride and ego lmao. just what do we have to do for them to choose safety/anything tbh over their fragile ego hhh. and it sucks that traditional thinking like that is still passed on
im on summer break rn!! im a little stressed bc i have to start thinking about a potential thesis for next year 😣 hopefully i can think of something though
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Wrestlemania 34 preview!
It's been awhile since we've had a blog post, and aside from the NFL off season drama by Le'Veon Bell, my Steelers haven't provided much action (per usual).It's time to transition folks- Yes, this is still primarily a Steelers Blog, but lets not limit it to just that anymore. No, no, it's time for you to hear my random thoughts on ALL sports. Welcome to the new era of the blog.
Wrestlemania 34 extravaganza!
Wrestling has always been something that kept my interest over the years. As with many others, the Attitude Era captured years of adolescence and teen angst and turned them into something I could really enjoy. Wrestling was an escape I could turn to weekly when I wanted to watch some ridiculousness that was the "male soap opera". Okay, enough defending my inner nerd, let that fucking freak flag fly! Let's get to some wrestling action, Bah Gawd!
Wrestlemania 34 is upon us this Sunday, and like many other wrestling nerds I will happily be playing WWF No Mercy on the N64 at 4pm, turning on the "kickoff show" at 5pm, and my eyes will be bleeding with a pounding headache at 12pm when the Undertaker decides to take step-after-step on a 700 yard ramp that he makes it halfway to the end of before they decide to finally just yell fucking cut and allow me to sleep. I love Wrestlemania and the WWE but this 7 hours worth of a show needs to end. Raw being 3 hours takes up too much of my time at this point, let's cut out the casual eyes matches and just get down to the nitty gritty. Prepare for another rant below..
Remember when wrestling used to have a Win/Loss record? I feel like this was more of something that took place in TNA's heyday, but the WCW really capitalized on Goldberg's streak. I miss that in a way, why can't it be run more like a league? The top record gets the title match. Period. Add some storylines here and there, but just showing up and declaring a title match doesn't cut it for me anymore. I get it, its storyline and moment driven, but I'm a sports nerd, goddamnit, give me some fucking stats or KISS MY ASSSS! (sorry, having Vince McMahon flashbacks at the moment). If only there was a way the WWE could incorporate both into a show....
This years Wrestlemania actually provides the opportunity to capitalize on the win/loss record, although not quite in the manner I've wished for, as it still mostly revolves around storyline. The win-less Curt Hawkins very well may get his chance to get his first W Sunday, Asuka is looking to defend her streak since her developmental days at NXT, and the Undertaker finally gets a chance to get his final and well-deserved win against John Cena in a dream match.
The Matches
Womens Battle Royal
This is a Kickoff show special and more than likely will be only paid attention to if it comes down to Sasha vs Bayley. Otherwise, this is second screen viewing while you're finishing up playing video games, Russian roulette, or whatever one does during the pre-game. I also bet we get some shitty "hey Bayley" song going during the match, because the fans will be bored enough from the beach ball by the time the actual showdown occurs. Sahsa wins.
Andre the Giant Memorial Battle Royal This is going to be another kickoff show sleeper, Dolph Ziggler has to be pissed to be in this matchup but likely will go over with a win. Big Cass could have an emergence in this match, but it also is likely that we see him as Braun's partner for the WWE Raw Tag Title match. Also very likely to see a Bray Wyatt return, Jeff Hardy (hopefully as brother Nero) return, and Kane. Goldust would be cool to have a Wrestlemania moment after his confrontation with Cena and awesome promos, but.. Matt Hardy Wins.
Cruiseweight championship- Cedric Alexander vs Mustafa Ali One more kickoff show match. I'll be about 6 slices of pizza deep and sicker than hell from all the Oreo's. To be honest, I haven't watched much of the cruiser weights (are they on Raw, Smackdown, or do they still have their own show anyway?). I've heard great things about Mustafa Ali and am going with him because of this. yeah. Mustafa Ali wins.
MAIN SHOW! (THANK GOD)
Raw Tag Title: The Bar vs Braun Strowman and_(?)_
As I stated earlier, I think it would be awesome to give Curt Hawkins a chance to win. The giant wrecking machine takes the guy that can never catch a break, the undersized and underutilized talent in Curt Hawkins and carries him to his first victory. At Wrestlemania. For a title. The pop for this would be unreal, and those two would be completely over for a good while. But this is the WWE, so the other scenario is we get the return of Big Cass. Cass has no story line after Enzo is gone, so let's throw these two giants together and see what happens..
Strowman and Big Cass new champions.
Smackdown Tag Titles: Bludgeon Bros', USO's, Booty O's The Uso's vs the New Day have had classics each time they faced off. It was a complete bummer when the Bludgeon Bros interrupted the last match. I get it- but the WWE is trying to force the Bludgeon Brothers down the throats of the crowd. I get the tactic they've been using for a "slow build", but it's so easy to see this coming when they feed them jobbers week-after-week. They interrupt some of the WWE's premier talent to injure and shake up the tag team scene, however, this team is not over with the crowd and frankly can't keep my interest to watch a match. Especially with the atheletic-ness of the two teams that run the show in Smackdown. Unless they put on some sort of epic and fast beat down, I can't see this team getting over. But its the WWE, it's time for a shake-up, so.. Bludgeon Brothers win
US Title Match- Orton vs Roode vs Mahal vs Rusev Not alot of interest in this match whatsoever. Roode's face personality is about as interesting as Orton's, each made such a better heel. Orton was a complete master of a heel and his program vs HHH was epic when he basically kidnapped the McMahons. Roode was a pretty good heel in NXT and because his music is awesome WWE turned him face. A good song and entrance don't mean shit without character development.. which leads me to Mahal's title run. The build to this was awesome, but the quick escalation and shitty promos led to one of the worst title runs in WWE history. The story lines drew little interest and the story of "we dont like him because he's different" was completely played out. I feel like a face Jinder would actually go over pretty well, in a Rusev sort of way. But he's not Rusev. And never will be. ITS RUSEV DAY! Rusev wins! (exclamation because I'm excited about this one)
Intercontinental Title Match- Miz vs Balor vs Rollins The worst thing about this match was the fact that Rollins lost the gauntlet match that built to this. Seth finally had his chance to completely go over with the crowd since his return vs HHH, but they couldn't capitalize. Speaking of going over, Miz is one of the best heels in the biz. He does not deserve the fate he is about to receive, but I cannot see him coming out of this match the title holder. Which is a shame, he is set to be the longest running IC champ in history, but the kids love Balor Club and Shield T shirts! I really miss heel Rollins, and Balor Club was always a heel faction. Fuck it, turn em all heels! Rollins wins
Raw Womens Championship- Nia Jax vs Alexa Bliss We all know what's going to happen here- Nia is so fucking pissed at Alexa for calling her fat that she disembowels her and gets DQ'ed Alexa wins by DQ, Mickie gives her the "v-trigger" and starts her weird lesbian phase once again.
Smackdown Womens Championship- Charlotte vs Asuka This match will be fucking awesome and should honestly co-main event with Nakamura vs Styles. Charlotte is the best in the game and I really miss her heel run. She was sooo good at being a bitch, and her feud vs Sasha was incredible. I look forward to a great match and cannot wait for this one. The only issue I'm going to have is once Asuka's streak finally gets it's title to show her greatness....
Asuka wins, Carmella cashes in MITB and wins
Yes, Carmella is going to capitalize on the epic match we just saw with a Seth Rollins-esque Wrestlemania cash in
Daniel Bryan and Shane vs Sami and KO This match has had one hell of a build, whoever is writing for Smackdown has something right. No matches have long builds anymore, this has been coming since Sami helped KO at Summerslam by saving him from a Shane Hell in the Cell Elbow-through-a-table-signature-hyphenated-move. I can see Daniel winning and either a heel turn by himself or Shane, leading to a Summerslam feud between Shane-O-Mac and DB. Shane and Daniel win
Rousey and Angle vs Stephanie and HHH Get some popcorn and shotgun a few beers, this is gonna be a shitshow. As you know, Rousey's mic work has been as cringe worthy, if not more so than Kurts. HHH vs Kurt itself would have been a great match, then Stephanie vs Ronda could have been the ultimate popcorn match, but we're getting them both combined for some God-awful reason. Unless Ronda literally breaks Stephs arm in two like she forgot this shit isnt' real, I'm skipping this one. But just for the hell of it.. Ronda breaks Stephanie's arm, Rousey and Kurt win
WWE Title Match- Styles vs Nakamura Dream match for most, but it would be really nice to see what Nakamura is really about in the ring So far there's been a ton of hype and catchphrases and epic intros, but its time to deliver. AJ did it last year, let's bet Nakamura does it this year. Nakamura wins
Universal Title- Brock vs Roman This is the least interesting main even since Goldberg vs Brock's rematch. I barely have any interest and the build to this has been way too predictable. The only redeeming promo so far has been when Heyman told the WWE exactly what Brock thought of everyone, this sets up for an opportunity to turn Roman face, at least for one night, and win the WWE title uninterrupted. And with no more Brock, does Heyman serve as the mouthpiece for Roman? Roman Reigns wins
Other Stuff thats gonna happen.. Kid Rock's being inducted into the WWE hall of fame. I had no reasoning behind this until I realizerd it was a possibility the Undertaker would be back one more time. This sets it up perfectly, Kid Rock comes out, plays a shitty song, gets booed a little, then boom. You hear a couple power cords, Kid Rock screams "I am the American Badass" and you hear a Harley rev up. Yes folks. the last appearance of the Undertaker is the American Badasss. He gets the Win vs John Cena and rides off into the sunset. So that's it. Oh, of course must watch TV comes with the Raw and Smackdown after Mania, so you gotta stayed tuned those next few days to see what major changes the company has in store for 2018.
In the famous words of D-X, are you ready!?
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