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annathesillyfriend · 2 years
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happy birthday, anna! I hope its a great one <33
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don’t blame me ✮ nathan drake smut
nathan drake x fem reader enemies to lovers
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Summary:Ever since Nate broke your trust years ago the two of you have been rivals. This was supposed to be just another treasure hunt. But little did you know it’s gonna change everything.
Words: 8k
Warnings: SMUT 18+ [fingering, good girl, dom!nate, unprotected sex], mentions of someone wanting to kill reader, gunshots + gunshot wound, blood
A/N: Here it is, finally!!! As some of you know I wanted to post this the day uncharted was released. I didn’t quite manage that. But also this turned from an estimated 1-2k pwp into an 8k fic with a mediocre plot lmfao. I hope you enjoy!!! big thanks to @heyhihellowhatsup0​ for helping with this fic and (lovingly) pressuring me into finishing it :D
Feedback is always appreciated ❤️ 
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You’ve got to be kidding me. You think to yourself as your eyes land on none other than Nathan Drake. You’d hoped this would be a job without crossing his path. But you’re just not getting a break from him. 
You can’t stand Nate. 
That hadn’t always been the case, though. You used to be best friends and went treasure hunting together. You and Nate had been a team until he went behind your back. You never expected to be betrayed like that. 
You live, and you learn.
“Look who it is,” Nate smirks, and you can’t help but roll your eyes.
“What are you doing here? You on vacation?” You ask, even though you know he’s here for the same reason as you: He wants the treasure.
“Unfortunately, no. But I’m sure you already knew that.”  
“I thought you’d given up on treasure hunting after the last one slipped right through your fingers. Again.” You cross your arms in front of your chest. 
“I’m not doing it for the money, sweetheart.” You hate it when he calls you sweetheart, and he knows it. You try not to show how much it annoys you as you take a sip from your drink. You wanted to unwind at a bar before leaving for the jungle tomorrow morning. But now Nate’s here, and it’s stressing you out.
You put the glass back down on the bar and rest your elbow against the wooden surface. “Oh, really? Does your bartending gig really pay that well?” 
“Someone’s been keeping an eye on me, huh?” As a matter of fact, you have. You’re not proud of it, but Nate has been a thorn in your side for years, and as much as you’d like to forget about him, you need to keep tabs on him to stay ahead of him.
“Of course, I need to make sure you’re staying away from me.” 
“You sure that’s the reason?” He raises one eyebrow, and you’ve already had enough of him. It’s not even been five minutes.
“I’m sure.”
He leans in so close you can smell him. You hate to admit it, but he smells divine.
“It’s okay, sweetheart. I’ve been keeping an eye on you as well.” A shiver runs down your spine, but you try to ignore it. Nate doesn’t deserve these reactions from you. But your body doesn’t seem to care.
“When are you leaving?” You ask, and finally, he puts more distance between you.
“This bar? Why? You wanna come to my hotel room with me?” He smirks, and you ball your fists in anger. 
“You know what I mean.”
He tilts his head to the side. “Bummer. We could have a lot of fun, Y/N.” He knocks on the bar, turns around and then he’s gone. Without telling you when he’s leaving.
You mutter a few curses under your breath. It would be best to leave as soon as possible, but you have to wait for your boss to give you the final clue to find the treasure before you can head to the jungle. 
***
So far, it’s going smoothly. Almost too smoothly. 
You’ve got the notebook containing the clues to solve the final riddle to get to the treasure, and, so far, you haven’t had any hold-ups on your journey. 
Well, except for running into Nate, of course.
You’re only surrounded by the sounds of the jungle as you make your way towards the lost ruins. 
Ever since what happened with Nate, you’ve been on your own. Yes, you’ve got your boss’s support, and he helps you with a lot of things, but when it gets down to actually finding the treasures, that’s all you. Sometimes you’re accompanied by other treasure hunters that work for Moncada, but that’s been the exception these last few missions. You like being on your own. Minimises the chance of being betrayed by your partner.
After fighting your way through thick foliage, you think you hear an unusual noise. You’re on high alert now. It could be your boss’s people scouting the area. But he would’ve told you about that. 
Could it be?
A grunt. “Dammit.” The sound of something crashing onto the ground. 
You take a careful step forward, pushing the leaves to the side, and then you see Nathan fucking Drake standing up and dusting off his hands on his cargo pants.
You gotta be kidding me. Again. Out of all the possible routes through this huge jungle, you two ended up on the same one.
You consider sneaking past him to get ahead, but there’s no way he won’t see you.
“Getting old?” You call out to him, making him jump and turn to where you’re standing.
“Y/N. What a pleasure to see you.” His voice is dripping with sarcasm as he runs his hand through his hair.
“Ditto.” You roll your eyes. “Get out of my way, old man. I have a treasure to find.” You wave your hand like he’s an annoying fly you’re trying to get rid of. He kind of is.
“Oh, yeah? I thought you’d just gone out for a stroll.”
“Funny.”  
“Also, I’m not old.”
“Mhm.” You don’t pay much attention to him as you start climbing up the overhang. With a practised eye and a firm grip, you manage to climb up without any problems.
You rest your hands on your hips and look down to where Nate is still standing. 
“I wish I could see your face when you get to the treasure, and it’s already gone because I took it.” You smile smugly. You’d like to think you’re the better treasure hunter, but truth be told, both of you are great at what you do and have probably found an equal amount of treasures. You’re not going to admit that to him, though. Plus, there’s the fact that every time he does find a treasure, he ends up losing it one way or another. 
“What makes you so sure you’re going to get there before me? Just because you’re ahead of me now? There are still riddles to be solved, sweetheart. Don’t get too excited just yet.” 
You suppress a groan at the nickname and school your features. “Well, I’ve got an advantage on you though.”
“And what’s that?” He raises one of his brows.
You reach behind you and pull the notebook from your back pocket. “This.” You watch as Nate’s jaw drops, but you don’t allow yourself to bask in it too long. You need to get a move on. 
Revealing that you have the notebook was probably not a good idea, but you couldn’t help it. Nate knows how to push your buttons. And you allow it every time.
“Y/N! Wait!” He calls after you, and you can hear him start to climb again. 
Of course, you’re not waiting for him. You start jogging to get some distance between you and him, but the ground is not made for that, and you have to be careful not to stumble and fall.
Suddenly, you hear shots being fired, and it causes you to freeze. You hear Nate’s loud footsteps behind you and hold up a hand to make him stop. Thankfully, he does.
“What’s going on?” He whispers as he comes to a halt behind you.
“Didn’t you hear the shots?” You ask, carefully walking forwards.
“I did. But I thought that’s just your people doing what they do best.”
“And what would that be?” 
“Being useless?” He says it as if it’s obvious. You don’t think they’re useless, though. They’ve helped you keep many people off your back. Sometimes you think of them as your bodyguards.
You don’t regard him with an answer; just continue to walk forward until you can see where the shots are coming from. When you can finally see a group of people, you don’t recognise any of them.
“I’ve never seen these people before.” You murmur. You don’t want to draw attention to yourself. It’s dangerous.
A treasure worth millions of dollars is somewhere around here, and people don’t shy away from killing to get to it. You have to be careful.
“It’s probably best if we stick together.” Nate muses, and you turn to him with a raised eyebrow. This might be the first time he suggests something like that. Seems like he really needs that notebook.
“I’m just saying. Neither of us know who these people are. And there’s safety in numbers, right?” 
He does have a point. Even though it would be just the two of you against a group. And you don’t know how many more people might be around. You don’t see a downside of going with Nathan for a bit. Besides him being annoying, of course. But you’ll get over that.
“Fine.” You give in. “But keep the talking to a minimum.”
“Yes, ma’am.” 
***
Of course, Nate doesn’t keep the talking to a minimum. He comments on every little thing. But you ignore it as best as you can. 
You’re close to the spot where you suspect the treasure to be. Only a little bit further. 
“So I was thinking…” Nate says as he follows you down the stairs of one of the ruins. 
“Oh no. Does your head hurt now?” You ask with mock concern.
“Funny.” You can practically hear him roll his eyes. “When we find the treasure, I’ll let you have 25%,” This makes you stop in your tracks, causing him to run into you. You turn around swiftly.
“You’re letting me have 25%? You’ve got to be kidding me. You wouldn’t even be here without me. You’re lucky if I’ll let you have even 5% of it.” You place your hands on your hips and glare at him. 
He looks at you for a few seconds, then you see the corner of his mouth quirk up. And then he’s full out laughing.
“Oh, sweetheart, it’s so much fun to rile you up.”
“I hate you.” With that, you turn around and continue walking.
“Thanks for reminding me, I almost forgot.” Nate’s voice is dripping with sarcasm. “Feeling’s mutual by the way.” 
You turn around to him again. “You know, I don’t think this is working out. We should go our separate ways.”
Nate laughs, “Nice try. We’re so close to finding the treasure, I’m not leaving your side.” 
“Because you wouldn’t find it without me.” 
“You’ve got the notebook. Of course, I wouldn’t be able to find it without you.”  
***
You continue to put up with Nate until you reach the chamber the treasure is in. You get that familiar giddy feeling you always get when you’re about to reach a treasure.
With Nate’s help, you push the huge stone that’s covering the opening away. You’re the first inside the room. The ceilings are high, but the only light source is coming from your flashlights. You’re surprised how intact this building still is.
You look around the room, but nothing really stands out until your flashlight reveals a stone chest in the corner of the room.
“It must be in there.” You mutter, even though you expected there to be more gold than just a chest of it.
Nate follows you there, you open the chest and…
Nothing.
Except for a note and a curious-looking dagger.
It’s no use, the treasure was definitely not here, and you had to basically start over. You can’t make sense of the note and the dagger just yet, so you and Nate decide to go back into town and try to figure this out. 
You aren’t sure why you’re still entertaining him. You should have told him to fuck off ages ago. But even though he’s annoying, it’s nice to have some company for a change. 
Once back in town you inform your boss of the new development. He’s not happy but knows there’s nothing you can do about it. 
A couple hours later, someone knocks on your door, and when you open it, Nate’s standing there, a bottle of wine in his hand. 
“Ready to figure this out?” 
You’re surprised to see him, but then again not. You have to keep in mind that he was only after the treasure; he doesn’t want to spend time with you. And you don’t want to spend time with him.
You could just tell him to leave, but what harm could a glass of wine do?
Famous last words.
Two hours and two bottles of wine later, you at least know where to go next. But you’re also a little drunk.
“Have I ever told you how much I admire you?” Nate says, his cheek resting in his palm as he looks at you. His words are just a little slurred, and the way he smiles at you is almost adorable.
“Uh, no, I don’t recall you ever saying something positive about me.” You tilt your head to the side, unsure of where this is going.
“That can’t be true.” He rests his other hand on your knee. The heat of his skin takes you aback, goosebumps rising on your arms at the contact. “We had some good times together in the past, gorgeous.” 
The pet name tenfolds the reaction you just had, and you tighten your fists, afraid he’d see your hands shaking.
“Don’t call me that.” You bite at him. He used to call you gorgeous back when you were still friends. It would make your cheeks heat up every time, and you’d tell him it’s annoying, but secretly you loved it. You loved the idea of him thinking you’re gorgeous. 
But not anymore. Now it just brings back bad memories. Memories of his betrayal. How can you ever believe he meant anything he said when he went behind your back in the worst way.
“Why not?” He raises one eyebrow. His hand is still on your knee, and he gives it a little squeeze.
“It’s annoying.” You should make him take his hand off your leg, but you can’t bring yourself to it. It’s been way too long since you’ve had some human contact, and your body is soaking up his warmth like it needs it to live. 
Nate tilts his head. “You sure about that?” Nate’s hand slowly travels higher on your leg, and the urge to squeeze your thighs together is worrying.
You look at him and catch yourself wondering what his lips would feel like against yours. If his hair is as soft as it looks. His cheeks are tinted red, from the alcohol, you assume. His eyes twinkle in the light of your hotel room. It’s annoying how handsome he is. And it’s even more annoying how much power he still has over your body. 
Without realising, you’ve leaned in closer to him.
“Nate.” You want to tell him that this is a bad idea. That you and him together is wrong on so many levels. You want to tell yourself that, too. But these past couple of hours have almost felt like it had back in the day, with you and Nate working as a team. You felt like you were about to get whiplash from all these conflicting emotions.
“Y/N.” Nate cups your face with one hand, his thumb caressing your cheekbone. “Just let it happen, gorgeous.” 
That’s all it takes. You feel your resolve crumble as he leans in. The tip of his nose brushes against yours before he captures your lips. 
You shift even closer to him and slide one hand into his soft hair as you reciprocate his kiss. His lips are surprisingly soft as he kisses your top lip, then your bottom lip, before moving his hand to the back of your neck. You open your lips ever so slightly and flick your tongue over his bottom lip. 
You can feel him smile, and then his tongue is meeting yours, and you tighten your grip on his hair. You don’t remember ever being kissed like this.
Your surroundings seem to blur as you push all your thoughts to the back of your head and allow yourself to just feel. 
You don’t know how much time passes with you and Nate kissing, but when your name falls from his lips like a prayer, it’s like someone burst a bubble in your head. 
You need to get some distance from him, so you pull away. For a moment, Nate follows your movement, his lips chasing yours, but you move your head to the side.
This is still Nate, the Nate you can’t trust. A couple of hours of teamwork don’t change that. If you don’t stop this now, you don’t know how far you’ll let things go. Probably too far.
“I think you should leave.” You whisper, unable to look into his eyes.
Nate pauses for a moment, then he nods and clears his throat, “I’ll see you in the morning.” 
“Okay.”
As soon as you hear the door click shut, you let yourself fall back onto the couch and groan. How could you have let this happen? Yes, you’re a little tipsy, but that’s no excuse for just letting him kiss you! 
But that kiss.
You don’t think you’ve ever had a better kiss in your life. The realisation makes you groan again. Nate doesn’t have the right to be such a good kisser!
Still grumpy, you get ready for bed. You’ll deal with your feelings in the morning.
***
You wake up before your alarm, and suddenly you have an uneasy feeling. As you look at the coffee table, you see two empty wine bottles along with glasses and lots of scrap notebook paper. It’s a mess. 
Just like your head because you’re still thinking about Nate’s lips on yours. (That’s nothing against last night’s dreams, though)
Still slightly frazzled, you get ready as quickly as you can. You need to get to the treasure quickly before someone else can. 
When you’re almost ready to go, you decide to clean up the room a little bit. You don’t want housekeeping to see the remnants of last night.
You throw away all the notes that led to nothing last night, and as you look at the clear coffee table in front of you, it suddenly dawns on you why you had such an uneasy feeling all morning.
The dagger is gone.
You turn over every pillow on the sofa and even look underneath it. Nothing. 
There’s only one explanation. Nate took it. 
You let him seduce you, and he stole from you. Taking a deep breath, you keep from screaming in frustration. 
You knew you shouldn’t have worked with him. It seems to always end with him betraying you.
But hey, you were supposed to meet this morning. Maybe he didn’t actually go behind your back and will be waiting for you in the lobby?
*
Of course, he isn’t waiting for you in the lobby. As a matter of fact, you find out he has already checked out. 
You give the receptionist a strained smile before heading out yourself. Maybe you can still catch up with him. At least you know where to look for him.
While you’re making your way through the jungle, you’re mad at yourself for letting him trick you so easily. You know what he’s like. 
This is exactly what happened the last time you worked together. You woke up one morning, and he was gone with the diary that held all the information. Luckily the guy you two had been working with at the time had caught him before he was gone too far. That way, you were still able to obtain the treasure.
But it made you realise the kind of person Nate was. He doesn’t care about anyone but himself. You thought you were best friends, but he betrayed you without blinking an eye. And now he’s done the same thing because you let your hormones control you for one evening.
Pathetic.
Suddenly, the sound of gunshots rings through the quiet jungle, and you can’t help but be worried. What if something happened to Nate? 
You shouldn’t care, that’s what!
The gunshots didn’t seem to be too far from where you were, so you pick up your pace, trying to find whoever it is. Maybe not the best idea, but you’re curious. 
As you break through the foliage, you notice Nate on the ground behind a rock, clutching his arm, blood seeping through his shirt. He’s been hit. 
Suits him right, a small voice in your head says. You don’t want him to be seriously injured, but he deserves a little payback. 
You crouch down next to him, making sure you’re not seen by the people still scouting the area.
“Y/N?” Nate seems surprised to see you.
“Shut up. I’m not in the mood to talk to you.” You hiss as you peek over the rock to see what’s going on. Just like last time, you don’t recognise most of the people, but one face is very familiar to you. 
“Rafe? What is he doing here?” Rafe’s one of your closest associates. If you do work with someone on a treasure hunt, it’s with him. So why is he here but not working with you? 
“He might be looking for the treasure, sweetheart.” Nate presses out as he tries to sit up.
“Didn’t I tell you to shut up?” You don’t even look at him, your eyes still trained on Rafe as you try to make out what he’s saying.
“Moncada wants the treasure ASAP.” Rafe bellows, and the name of your boss makes you freeze. If he’s working for your boss, why don’t you know about it? Did Moncada send him as support? “Y/N should be around here somewhere.” You’re about to stand up, but Nate wraps his hand around your forearm and slowly shakes his head. You look at him questioningly, but then Rafe continues, “If you find her, shoot her.” 
What?
You suck in a breath. Why would Rafe want that? You’ve worked quite well as a team in the past. Why does he want you dead all of a sudden?
“Moncada promised us a good bonus if we kill her, so keep your eyes open!” Rafe claps his hands, and his men start moving, but you’re frozen in place. Nate squeezing your arm pulls you out of your stupor.
“We need to find a hiding spot,” Nate urges while trying to get up. “I managed to trick them into thinking I ran into a different direction but if we stay here they’ll find us.” 
For a moment, you just stare at him. Moncada wants you dead. Your boss and, in some way, your father figure wants you to die. A billion different explanations as to why he would want that flit through your brain but none of them make sense to you.
“Y/N!” Nate hisses, and even though you maybe shouldn’t, you follow him without thinking twice about it.
You end up in a small cave hidden away by vines and other foliage. Nate lets himself fall against one of the rocks, still clutching his arm. And finally, you can get enough of a grip to ask him what happened.
“Rafe and his men suddenly showed up. At first I thought he was on his own but as you might have noticed he’s working for Moncada.” 
“Why does he want me dead?” You furrow your eyebrows and see Nate shrug his shoulders with a wince. 
You’re pacing back and forth in front of him, too anxious to stand still. The moment one of Rafe’s men sees you, you’re dead. It doesn’t make sense. Rafe has been one of the men protecting you on your past adventures. How is he okay with just killing you all of a sudden? You thought you could trust him. Sounds familiar.
“I don’t wanna interrupt your crisis but a little help would be nice.” You stop your pacing and turn to look at Nate.
Shirtless.
“Why is your shirt off?” It’s out of your mouth before you can stop yourself, your eyes glued to his chest. You have to admit, he’s got some muscles. Nice muscles. You watch them move under his tan skin, and you wouldn’t be surprised if you start salivating in the next three seconds.
But it doesn’t come to that because Nate starts talking, and your eyes snap up to look at his face again. “Originally to get better access to the wound, but this is a nice side effect.” He winks, causing your face to heat up. You feel like you got caught doing something you shouldn’t be doing. 
Maybe because ogling Nate is a bad idea. 
“Shut up.” 
Nate just smirks. “Will you help me now or are you going to let me bleed out?” 
“I should, with how you stole from me.” You say but walk towards him anyway. He won’t bleed out if you don’t help him, he’s exaggerating, and both of you know that. Opening your backpack, you pull out your first aid kit. It’s come in handy many times.
Both of you are quite as you prepare to take care of the wound.
“I’m sorry.” Nate finally says with a sigh. “I shouldn’t have stolen the dagger from you.” 
“Somehow I don’t really buy you being sorry.” You mumble before cleaning the wound with some water. Then you apply some gel, being rougher than you need to be.
“Ouch! Be careful!” Nate complains, but you have no intention of being soft with him. “I really am sorry!” Nate insists, then he lets out a groan of pain, and maybe you are just a little bit softer with him. 
You reach for a bandage, and Nate visibly tenses when you get closer to him.
“I’ll be gentle.” You reassure him. “If you explain.” 
“Why I did it?” He raises one eyebrow.
“That much is obvious. Why you’re sorry all of a sudden. You didn’t bat an eye at stealing from me in the past.”
“I’ve realised some stuff.” Nate lets out a breath while you gently wrap the bandage over his arm. You can’t help but notice how well defined his biceps are. Focus!
“And what did you realise?” 
Nate takes his time before he answers. You’re tying up the bandage when he finally speaks up.
“That being angry with you all my life won’t do me any favours.” He clears his throat. “Yeah you broke my trust when you just left me for dead on our last mission together but–”
“I didn’t!” You can’t believe what he’s saying. “You were about to take off alone with the diary. You stole from me just like you did last night! You’re a thief Nate. And I thought you would at least have some respect for your friends, or even just your best friend at the time.” You point at yourself. “But you didn’t. You stole from me like I was some random person you couldn’t give two shits about.” 
Nate looks to the side with a sneer. “So fucking stupid.”
“Excuse me? Did you just call me stupid?”
“And what if I did? What are you going to do about it?” 
“I’m so sick of your fucking games, Nate. When this is over I don’t ever wanna see you again.” 
“And I’m sick of your higher than thou attitude! As if you’re better than me! You’re just some lonely girl finding treasures to get the praise she so desperately needs. I bet you run back to Moncada every time you find a treasure, wagging your tail, presenting it to him like a good little puppy!”
“Shut up! You have no idea what you’re talking about!”
“You shut up, or I’ll make you shut up.” His voice is menacing, but you’re not scared. The air between you both is charged, and as much as you know you should take a step back, you don’t. You’re standing so close that the fabric of your shirt is brushing against his skin, and you can feel his body heat radiating off of him.
“I’d like to see you try.” 
Nate doesn’t answer, not verbally. But in the next moment, one of his hands is on the back of your neck and his lips on yours. You let out a surprised whimper. You weren’t expecting him to kiss you. Not again. And not when he had nothing to take from you. 
You don’t think as you fist your hands in his hair and pull him closer. You don’t think as you open your mouth and deepen the kiss. And you definitely don’t think as you let him lead you backwards until your back makes contact with the wall.
You wrap one of your legs around his hip, his hand immediately there to steady you. You’re still feverishly kissing as you feel his hips rut into yours, causing you to moan. 
“You’re so fucking aggravating.” You manage to say between kisses, and you think you hear Nate growl. You can’t ignore the tingling in your lower belly any longer, even though you’re almost ashamed that, of all people, Nate is the one to draw this kind of reaction from you. Almost. 
“Try being in your company for a day, you’ll know who’s the aggravation one then.”
“I hate you.” 
“You sure about that? Doesn’t seem like you hate me right now. The way you’re rubbing yourself on me.” 
Now you’re the one growling.
“I bet if I’d put my hand in your panties you’d be dripping for me.” 
You pull a face at his words. It’s not that he’s wrong, but it’s annoying that he knows what he’s doing to you. 
You decide to challenge him, though. 
“I wouldn’t be so sure about that.” You say, leaning your head back against the stone wall so you can look at him. His eyes are hooded, his lips slightly swollen from your kisses.
“Wanna bet?” He raises one eyebrow, and you mirror his expression. You know you shouldn’t underestimate Nate, but you wanna know how far you can push him. “Let’s see then.” He says before starting to unbutton your pants. 
He’s really doing it. 
Your heart feels like it’s about to jump out of your throat it’s beating that fast. Your breathing quickens in anticipation. 
And then he’s running his fingers through your folds.
“You’re so fucking wet for me Y/N. Try to deny it all you want, you’re dying to have me cock inside you.” 
You moan at the sensation of being touched by him, but you don’t want to have him get the upper hand. “So are you going to do anything about it, or are you one of those guys who’re all talk and can’t even find the–“You can’t even finish the sentence before his thumb is on your clit, drawing tight circles.
“What was that about being one of those guys?”
You wanna curse at him, but now he’s pushed two fingers into your cunt, and you’re unable to form proper words.
“What was that?” He’s smirking. He knows your putty in his hands now, the way you’re holding on to him. The way you’re pushing your hips into his hand, craving more. 
You start to repeat what you were going to say, but then his fingertips brush against a particularly sensitive spot inside you, and all you can do is moan.
“That’s what I thought. He chuckles softly. “Had I known this is how I get you to shut up, I would’ve done it a long time ago.”
You pull on his hair with a moan, but he just laughs. “Just like that, gorgeous. Let me hear you.” He tightens his grip on your thigh and picks up his pace. You’re a moaning mess, but at this point, you don’t care.
You don’t care that you’re supposed to hate him.
You don’t care that he’s the last person you should be attracted to.
You don’t care that he seems to be enjoying the way you’re unable to talk back.
Because he’s making you feel so fucking good.
“I know you want my cock, baby, but you’re not getting it.” You pull on his hair again in protest. “Not until we find the treasure.” 
“Fuck you.” You manage to say, but Nate just chuckles. You don’t know what could possibly be funny about this.
He hums as he leans in to place soft kisses on your neck. “This isn’t easy for me.” He whispers in your ear, making shivers run down your spine. Your pussy tightens around his fingers, and you’re certain you can feel him smile. “I’m so fucking hard you have no idea. It’s taken a lot of control to not just bend you over and fuck you stupid. Until you’re so fucked out you can barely walk. But we’ve got a treasure to find, gorgeous.”
And then he leans back and just looks into your eyes as he keeps fingering you, his thumb playing with your clit. You’re unable to look away as his pace slows down and something seems to shift in the air. You’re drowning in his eyes. You’ve always loved his eyes. Cherished every moment you got to see them up close. But you’ve never been this close. 
“You’re so fucking beautiful, Y/N.” Nate almost pants. He nudges the tip of his nose against yours before he plants a kiss on your lips. Just one simple peck. One might even say an innocent kiss if it wasn’t for his fingers that were still moving in and out of your dripping cunt. “Bet you’re even prettier when you cum. You gonna show me?” He asks with another kiss and picks up his pace. Just a little, but it’s exactly what you need. 
“Yes, fuck, right there.” 
“You gonna be a good girl and cum for me?” His words are barely above a whisper, but that’s all it takes to push you over the edge. 
Your mouth falls open as your orgasm washes over you, and if possible, you pull yourself even closer to Nate.
“That’s it.” He hums, his eyes moving over your face. “So fucking gorgeous.”
Nate keeps praising you as you come down from your high, his forehead resting against yours. When your breathing is almost back to normal, he starts neatly putting your panties back in place.
“You’re wrong.” He murmurs, his nose brushing against yours as he pulls up your pants. Normally, you’d feel belittled if a guy was doing this. Or at least you’d feel used as if he’d want to get you dressed as quickly as possible so you could leave. But with Nate… It feels like an intimate moment, and you have no clue why.
“What are you talking about?” Your hands are still in his hair; you can’t seem to let go of him. You should push him away, tell him you can dress yourself, thank you very much. But you don’t.
“I would’ve never stolen from you.” He zips and buttons your pants before looking at you. You don’t know how he can just pick the conversation back up after what just happened. But oh well, if he wants to keep arguing, so be it.
You tilt your head to the side. He has to realise how ridiculous that sounds just hours after he did, in fact, steal from you.
“Back then.” He clarifies. “I trusted you with my life.” He looks at you intently, his hands now on your hips. “I cared so much about you.” He pauses and closes his eyes for a few seconds. “I still do. Despite everything that happened between us, I care so fucking much about you. Rafe knew that, and he used it against me. He kept telling me how he’s gonna make sure you’ll be okay. You’ll be taken care of. ‘Don’t worry, Nate. I’m gonna make sure you and your girl get a decent chunk of the money.’ He said. But Rafe had spent months planting doubts in your head. I didn’t realise it back then, but in the final months of us working together, you started becoming more and more distant. You would go to him with new clues first. 
“At first I didn’t think anything of it. I thought you did it because he’s the more experienced treasure hunter. But then you started keeping things from me. I felt like you were going behind my back, that you didn’t want to work with me anymore. And then one day Rafe sent me to scout the area and when I came back both of you were gone.” 
It’s hard to wrap your head around everything Nate is telling you. And maybe you should be a little more careful because you can’t be a hundred per cent sure that Nate is telling the truth. But your gut is telling you that he is. At some point during the past 24 hours, you realised that Nate isn’t the egoistic asshole that you thought he was. 
Yeah, okay, he stole the dagger from you, but wouldn’t you have done the same in his position? Probably. 
You watch him for a moment. He’s got no reason to lie to you. He’s the one with the dagger. He could’ve just run off with it. He doesn’t need your help. But yet he asked for it. And even more importantly, he saved your life earlier. If it wasn’t for him, you would’ve run straight to Rafe when you saw him. And you’d be dead. 
 If he had told you all of this last night, you wouldn’t have believed him. But now? You believe him.
It makes sense. Now that you’ve seen Rafe’s true self, you can see him manipulating you. Doing everything to get you and Nate to split up. Nate hadn’t been the biggest fan of Rafe. Or even Moncada. He didn’t like the idea of just finding the treasure for someone else. But Rafe told you time and time again that Moncada would reimburse you more than enough. And ever since you started working for him, he kept his word. But back then, you and Nate had argued more than once if working for him and with Rafe was a good idea. But Nate always agreed because you trusted Rafe. And Rafe got you to trust him more than your best friend. The realisation feels like a punch in the gut. 
“So you’re saying that you didn’t try to steal from us? That Rafe made that up?” You feel stupid because it all makes sense. Why didn’t you realise it sooner? Why did you let yourself be manipulated by Rafe?
“He played us.” Nate nods. “For whatever reason he wanted to get rid of me and turn us against each other.”
“So all these years… I hated you for no reason?” You feel guilty as you say this. Thinking back to all the things you said to him. All the length you went to beat him, to be the better treasure hunter when you could’ve worked as a team this whole time.
“Hey, don’t feel bad. I hated you, too.” Nate smiles at you, but you can see that he, too, feels the guilt.
“Can I…” You start, and his eyes focus on yours. “Can I give you a hug or something?” You ask, not sure how to deal with all of this. Asking for a hug is probably the weirdest thing, considering his fingers had been inside you not too long ago, and your hands were still resting at the nape of his neck.
Nate lets out a laugh but wraps his arms around your waist. “You’re so weird.” 
You tug on a strand of his hair which makes him laugh even more, but then he’s holding you tightly, and you can feel his warm skin everywhere. 
“I’m sorry.” You say after a while. “I shouldn’t have allowed Rafe to turn me against you. I don’t even know how he managed to do that. You’re the person I trusted the most.”
“Don’t worry about it Y/N. He’s a conniving, manipulative son of a bitch. And you were impressionable. We both were.” He shrugs his shoulders. “He wanted me gone. And he knew how much I cared about you and used that against me. There’s nothing we can do about it now.” 
“Actually, there is.”
***
Your plan is to simply find the treasure and be gone before Rafe gets there. Now that you’re working with Nate again, you know you can do it. There was a reason Rafe wanted to split the two of you apart. You were too good together.
And now that the air between you has sort of been cleared, Nate isn’t even that annoying anymore. Sure, he’s still a little shit. But instead of it slowly driving you up the wall, you almost find it charming.
“So now that we’re on good terms again, does that mean we’re going to split the treasure accordingly? 75% for me and 25% for you?” Nate asks as he follows you along one of the tunnels that will hopefully lead you to the treasure. You know he’s got a smirk on his face without having to turn around. 
As a reply, you just flip him off. 
Finally, you reach a heavy stone door that, according to all the clues you have, should be the only thing between you and the treasure right now. 
You turn around to Nate and motion for him to step forward. “Go ahead,” The dagger needs to be inserted into the keyhole in the centre of the door.
“I’m honestly surprised you haven’t attempted to steal it back from me.” Nate muses as he steps closer to the door while rummaging through his backpack. 
You can’t help but smirk.
“Funny you say that.” With that, you pull the dagger from your own backpack and wave it in front of his face. You took it from him back in the cave while tending to his wound. 
“Are you serious?” He gapes at you, making you laugh.
“Just because we had a little heart to heart doesn’t mean I completely trust you again.” You shrug your shoulders before walking to the door and inserting the key.
“That’s fair,” Nate mumbles while you turn the key. It isn’t easy, but you manage to do it, and with a loud clacking noise, the ancient mechanism starts working. Dust and dirt fall to the ground as the door slowly moves out of the way. 
You take a tentative step forward. This could very well be just another trap. But you’ve done this for long enough to know that it’s not. This is the real deal. You open the chest closest to you, and there it is. The treasure. And there’s not just one chest. There’s dozens of them. 
You turn around to Nate with the biggest smile. “We did it!” 
Nate mirrors your smile. “I guess we did.” 
And there’s still no sight of Rafe and his men. You’re over the moon. All the tension leaves your body, and all you can feel is pure joy.
Giddy, you throw your arms around Nate’s neck. He stumbles back a bit, not expecting your outburst, but then he wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you closer.
You don’t remember the last time you got to celebrate finding a treasure with someone else. And because this feels like a special sort of victory, you’re even more excited. And before you know what you’re doing, you’re pulling Nate close to plant a kiss on his lips. You can feel him smile against you, his hands moving to cup your ass and all the excitement you’re feeling suddenly turns into lust. The kiss turns heated as you open your lips. 
“I think there’s something you wanted to give me when we find the treasure.” You raise an eyebrow at him before moving one of your hands to where his cock is already straining against his pants.
“If you’re not careful I’ll bend you over right here and now.” He grumbles, his eyes dark.
“I dare you.” You smile at him wickedly. “But make it quick, we don’t have much time before Rafe shows up.” 
You don’t have to tell him twice. With one quick movement, he whirls you around and bends you over one of the large treasure chests. Wetness pools between your legs. You never thought you’d be fucking on a treasure, but it’s exciting as fuck.
Nate’s impatient, trying to pull down your pants without even opening them. It’s not working, so you quickly fumble with the button. Before you can get to the zipper, it opens itself as Nate finally pulls down your pants.
“Been thinking about this all fucking day.” He says as he struggles with his own pants. “Look at you. So fucking gorgeous bent over for me.” You look back at him just as he pulls out his cock, and you can’t help but moan. He’s hard, precum already dripping from the tip. 
“Hold on tight, baby.” He says and steps closer to you. You try and find something to hold on to, finally reaching for the edge of the treasure chest, digging your fingers into the sturdy material. You push your ass in the air, impatiently waiting for the moment he’ll finally fill you up.
Nate places one of his hands on your hip, and you’re tingling with anticipation. “You wore these just for me? You expected to get laid in the jungle?” He asks as he slips one of his fingers under the edge of your underwear. It’s one of the prettier pairs you own, not the functional ones you’d usually wear on a trip like this. But you wanted to feel sexy and confident, who can blame you?
“I’m wearing these for me,” you say with a certain edge to your voice. You want him to stop talking.
“Sure you are, sweetheart.” Then you feel your panties digging into your skin for a second before a cracking sound fills the air, and the pressure is gone.
“Better.” You hear Nate murmur, and your mouth falls open in shock.
“Did you just rip my underwear?” 
“Oops.” 
“You son of a–“ 
You don’t get to finish your sentence because the next thing you know, he gently kicks the inside of your foot, causing you to spread your legs further before pushing into you, stretching you out, and you can’t do anything but tilt your hips to give him better access. 
“Looks like someone loses the ability to speak once their cunt is filled.” Nate leans over you, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear. You reach back with one of your hands, grabbing a fistful of his hair like you’ve down before, not tugging on it, but just holding onto him, keeping him close.
“You feel so fucking good, gorgeous.” He starts thrusting, and now you are tugging on his hair. “I love it when you pull my hair.” He says, then places a kiss right under your ear. One of his hands is holding onto your hip tightly, the other resting on the treasure chest next to you. 
His thrusts are slow and deliberate, and as much as you love this, you don’t have all day.
“Faster, Nate. Give it to me.” 
Nate grunts at your words, but then he picks up the pace, fucking into you like there’s no tomorrow, and somehow he manages to brush against your g-spot every time. Your whole body is wound uptight, your hips slamming against the treasure chest with every forceful thrust, and you know you’re gonna have bruises tomorrow, but you don’t give a fuck. 
“I’m so fucking close.” Nate presses out, his thrusts growing more erratic.
“Cum for me.” You tug on his hair. “Fill me up, Nate.” 
“Fuck!” He rights himself, both his hands now on your hips, and if possible, he fucks even deeper into you, and suddenly, without warning, you’re coming undone.
Your walls tighten around him as a guttural moan leaves your lips, and then you feel him cum inside you.
He keeps thrusting lethargically until he’s completely spent, then he slowly pulls out. 
You feel your combined juices dripping out of you, and even though your mind is still clouded from that intense orgasm, you reach between your legs to not ruin your pants. He’s already destroyed your panties, and as hot as that was, you still have to make your way back to the city. 
“Can you hand me a tissue or something?” You ask, your breathing still heavy. 
“Ah, shit, wait. Take this for now.” He hands you something, and you can’t fight the urge to roll your eyes.
“Are these my panties?” 
You hear Nate chuckle before his hand covers yours, his other arm wrapping around your waist to pull you into a standing position, holding you against his chest. 
“I’m sorry I ripped them.” 
“Are you really?” You lean to the side and look back at him with a raised brow, the smirk on his face is all you need to know. “That’s what I thought.” 
He helps you clean up before calling Sully to organise the relocation of the treasure. 
*
When you’re finally back in the city, knowing you beat Rafe to the treasure, you feel like you’re on top of the world. 
You know he still wants you dead, that you have to be careful. But you’ve got Nate and Sully (who was sceptical at first but agreed to give you a chance) protecting you. Perhaps you should take a break from treasure hunting for a while. It would be the smart thing to do, get off of Rafe and Moncada’s radar. But you know when the next opportunity to find a treasure comes along, you won’t hesitate to go after it.
You don’t know where you and Nate are headed, what the things that happened between you mean. But you know you’ll figure it out. 
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A/N: There it is!!! i hope you liked it! I’d love to read your reactions <3
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hellfirexhoe · 2 years
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Death of Me - Chapter 4: What Not To Expect When You’re Expecting
Chapter 4 | Series Masterlist
2k words
Warnings: 18+ content, minors DNI, pregnancy, mentions of needles and needle phobia, honestly at this point you're here to be hurt and I'm here to do the hurting. Hawkins PD are incredibly ineffective at their jobs and stupid.
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"It's not that bad." Steve tries, and fails, to sound nonchalant. 
Eddie stares at him for what feels, to Steve, like an eternity. Before pointedly jangling the cuff that now secures his wrist to the railing of his bed.
"Not that bad, huh?"
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A few hours earlier
This morning had been worse than most for your nausea, not helped by knowing you were going to have a blood draw in the afternoon. When the time rolled around for your appointment you were an anxiety ridden mess, needle phobia is a bitch like that. You'd already pushed the appointment back a week and it had done nothing but prolong your anxiety.
Your mother had left work to take an extended lunch break to accompany you to this appointment, knowing you were a fainting risk. She had been on her best behaviour lately regarding out of pocket comments about Eddie, you could ignore the lip pursing at least. 
For all the anxiety it had caused you, the blood draw wasn't so bad, your mother had been suggesting baby names to you from a book, keeping you focused on her while the nurse stuck you.
"Melissa?"
You snort, "Please, just mentally say that potential name for me. Sounds ridiculous."
"Oh. You're not sticking with your surname for baby?" Before you can open your mouth your mother speaks again, holding a hand up,
"I'm not criticising. I'm not judging. I am merely asking if you're sure that's in the best interests of this child."
You glance sideways at the nurse in earshot and glare at your mother wordlessly until the nurse leaves to take your blood out to the lab. 
"You will see, Eddie is innocent, they'll clear his name. And yes, the baby is getting his surname. " You set your jaw, defiance glinting in your eyes before your mother backs down, not wanting to cause you any more stress. 
"Okay then… Bruce?" 
"Definitely not."
You're shifting into a sitting position to climb off the bed and sway slightly, your mother quickly holds you in place by your arms,
"Easy, easy. There's no rush." You pause, allowing the dizzy sensation to pass before sliding off the bed, still supported by your mother,
"I can stand by myself."
"Humour me, you're still my baby. Even at appointments for your baby." You walk to the cafeteria together, your mother insisting on feeding you before she heads back to the office. You sit at a table and groan immediately,
"Bathroom, back in a minute." Your bladder seems to have shrunk on a weekly basis, now at 13 weeks you're sure it's an egg cup size or smaller, and you have no idea how you're supposed to function beyond 30 weeks by which time you estimate your bladder will have ceased to exist. 
As you're leaving the bathroom there is a commotion, police officers swarming the building and running up the stairs. None of the staff on duty in the hospital seem particularly alarmed by their presence so you let your curiosity get the better of you. You had overheard the floor number on the radios so you head up in the elevator, as the doors open you can see them going into a room almost opposite you, just down the hall. You try to creep along, get a glimpse of the drama but the door is quickly slammed shut before you get too close. You can hear muffled shouting before Steve Harrington is ejected from the room, and held back by officers.
You swear Hawkins just gets weirder by the year as you return to the cafeteria downstairs.
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"Any day now, Lucas. She's going to come back. Just like Eddie." Dustin meets Lucas' eyes from across the bed, Lucas prays Dustin is right. The waiting is torture, so is the anxiety that she might wake up when he's not there and think he left her alone. 
"I hope so."
"Me too man, me too." 
The peaceful moment is broken by the sounds of heavy footsteps running, shouting,
"Oh shit." Dustin and Lucas realise what is happening almost immediately, Dustin poking his head out of the door in time to see Steve getting hauled out of the room, officers now standing guard outside Eddie's room. Steve catches Dustin's face peering out from Max's room and immediately stops struggling against the officers holding him,
"Okay I'm good, I'm good. I'll come with you to answer your questions." Steve is led away, not cuffed but certainly being restrained by the officers. Dustin shuts the door quietly, trying not to draw attention, Lucas is immediately in front of him and startles him slightly,
"That doesn't seem great." 
"No it doesn't, Robin and Nancy need to know." Lucas nods and looks back to Max, clearly unwilling to leave her side.
"Don't worry, I'll go." Dustin waits a few minutes before stepping out and walking as casually as he can to the elevator.
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"So you're telling us that Eddie is innocent and you can prove it? Well blow us away Harrington." 
"I need to speak to Hopper, Jim. He'll be able to understand."
Callahan shakes his head from the other side of the table,
"No, see, you don't get to make demands. You were found in the hospital room of our resident murderer. At best you were conspiring to help Eddie Munson escape, at worst, you're his co-conspirator and you helped him with his murders. We know he wasn't acting alone."
"No, that's not what happened. Eddie didn't do anything, neither did I!" 
Sweat is trickling down Steve's back, he knows the truth won't be believed by anyone here in this room. 
"Please. I'm not demanding, I just need to speak to Hopper. Please." The officers questioning Steve share a glance.
"Eh what the hell, call him."
Hopper is in the room within 30 minutes, and he and Steve are sitting in his car after Hopper makes the point that actually, no, they can't hold him indefinitely and he is allowed to leave the room.
Steve explains the situation as calmly and as quietly as he can, the two men come up with a plan, a plan to get Eddie out of the hospital before he can be taken into police custody.
"You know he's going to be hunted again right? He's going to have to agree to this plan before we can make a move."
Steve nods,
"I understand, we can't let him go down for something he had nothing to do with."
"Well, someone will have to take the fall for this Steve. Its not like I can tell the nice officers what you've just told me and lead them into the Upside Down looking for Vecna. As for Eddie, do you have some place where we can hide him while we get everything straightened out? Somewhere they wouldn't think to search?"
Steve thinks and comes up empty, then a small spark,
"He mentioned a girlfriend but wouldn't tell me her name. Henderson knows though."
Hopper looks at Steve for a second, waiting for him to catch up, when he recieves a blank stare Hopper speaks up,
"If the police know about the girlfriend do we not think they would search her house first?" He speaks slowly and using his hands to punctuate his sentence. 
"Shit." Steve had not considered that Dustin might not be the only person in the world other than Eddie who knew who Eddie's mystery girlfriend was.
"Okay, how's this. We lead them to search your house. They will come up empty handed because I'm presuming Eddie isn't a frequent guest at your house? Once they have searched we will the  move Eddie to your house. We can hide him at my cabin for those few days."
"Thank you." Steve nods, his house is certainly big enough to hide Eddie until this blows over.
"Don't thank me yet kid, if this is the Big One, we're going to need all the manpower we can get. He better heal quickly. And he's not skipping town if he heals in time." Steve's stomach lurches, the not knowing of what comes next after those gates opened has probably given him a stomach ulcer by this point. He knows what comes next won't be good, but maybe this time they will get the upper hand and take the son of a bitch down.
The two men drive to the hospital mostly in silence, and find Eddie's room unguarded, Hopper is once again astounded at the ineffectiveness of the police department as they enter Eddie's room unimpeded.
After Eddie's initial and well earned sassing of Steve he listens to the plan. 
"Aw shit, Harrington if you wanted me to move in with you, you could have just asked." 
"I'm taking that as a 'yes I agree to the plan'." Eddie nods,
"Do you want us to call your uncle, maybe clue him in on what's happening. Maybe let him know you're not dead?"
"Is it safe for him to know?" Eddie looks at Hopper, conflicted. He would give anything to see his old man again, probably get the lecture of a lifetime and be grounded until he was 45 but it would be so worth it to tell Wayne he was okay. But Hopper can't lie to Eddie and say for certain Wayne would not be implicated or arrested if they made contact.
"And the girlfriend can't know yet either, if that's how we're playing it." Eddie nods again.
His plans to leave Hawkins or stay change depending on the direction of the wind these days. In his heart he wants to stay, have his "holy shit you're alive" moments with both you and Wayne probably have a mug chucked at his head by you, but his head tells him that he would put you both in danger, drag you down with him. How could he do that to the two people he loves the most? So maybe leaving is the best option. He doesn't truly believe that Hopper can clear his name, and is only going along with it so his friends don't feel guilty or that they didn't try hard enough. 
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Your mother drops you off home after your appointment, leaving you to flip through the copy of what your mother has referred to as "The New Pregnancy Bible". The floral imagery and the evidently much older than you woman on the cover had made you cringe, and chapters on planning your pregnancy received a scoffed laugh as you skipped past those.
"Bit late for that." You joke to your empty bedroom. 
You skim read most of the chapters, as you'd expected there's no advice on what to expect when you're expecting a baby and your boyfriend is dead, accused of murdering your best friend. You suspect that market would be incredibly niche. 
You get up from your bed to place the book on your desk, keen to focus on something non-pregnancy related for just five minutes of your day when you catch sight of something in the mirror that makes you gasp softly,
"Oh!"
Your gaze is frozen in the mirror, turning your torso back and forth, a small smile playing on your lips as you notice it. It's probably mostly a result of your lunch, but you can see a new curve at your abdomen. You run a hand down it slowly, 
"Hi there, baby." 
Every milestone you reach just makes this more real, actually seeing your bump becoming visible is another reminder that this is happening, you're having Eddie's baby. And while you'd be the first to admit that you do not feel ready there's also another part of you that can't wait to love on this child, make sure they know who their daddy was and that he would have adored them. Wayne's comment about the Munson nose has stuck in your mind and you'd be lying if you said you didn't picture this baby as a carbon copy of Eddie, eyes like melted chocolate and curly hair that you can never quite seem to tame or even untangle, and that's if you can even get this child to sit still for five minutes. 
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firehouse-buck · 11 months
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e's welcome sleepover
hi, my friends!
so, i thought that i would host a sleepover for my new blog to welcome myself back into the community. the sleepover will start today (5/20) and go until wednesday (5/24). if you do not want to be spammed by the even, block the hashtag #eswelcome sleepover.
here are some events that i have planned for the event:
✈️: drabble/blurb requests (character list here and prompts here, here, here, and here. or send in your own!)
😑: fmk
👨🏻‍💼: cast my mutuals
🏃🏻‍♂️: blog shoutout and compliments
tagging some friends to celebrate:
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awake-dearheart · 3 months
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A Reintroduction
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It's been a while since I've been here and a lot of things have changed. So, let's take it from the top. Once more, with feeling.
Hi there. My name is Kore (pronounced like Corey). I'm a fanfic writer from the midwest doing what I can to try and make my corner of the internet suck a little bit less.
You might remember me from series like Hot Girl Shit or Red and Black. I'm back and excited to be writing again.
If you remember the old name I used, no you don't. Please don't use it or reference it or I will block you.
A lot of you have changed your URLs so I have no idea who y'all are. Please help me my brain is broken lmfao
As it's been so long since I've been around, I'm starting taglists from scratch. If you'd like to be added to any of them, click here.
I'm excited to be back. I hope you guys are too. Tagging some old moots under the cut.
@jamesbuckybarnes-anon @icedcoffeemorn @fushic0re @buckysmischief @sunmoonandeddie @heyhihellowhatsup0 @stuckonjbbarnes @ofstarsandvibranium @mypassionsarenysins @just-the-hiddles @nacho-bucky @targaryenvampireslayer @wkemeup @what-is-your-plan-today @bit-of-a-timelord @slvttyfied @afictionaladventure16
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tomdutch · 2 years
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venomsilk -> tomdutch
*flo milli voice* oh you bitches thought it was overrrr
scream i’m sorry i have do it again 🫣 feliciaharty just ain’t doing it for me and this is the closest thing i have to a tom url lmao so. we’ll test this one tonight 😳
please like if you see!!
once again tagging thee mutuals i’m sorry for two url changes in like a week 😔
@userholland @t-lostinworlds @honeyspidey @uhlxis @silkscream @silkholland @queenjade @itsallyscorner @iluvjj @isynia @annathesillyfriend @sunshinehollandd @spiderboytotherescue @justapurrcat @lauras-collection @vitaminholland @veryholland @vendettaparker @melodicheauxxo @hollandsmoose @hollandsangel @heyhihellowhatsup0 @tomhollandsblog @tomhollandstea2 @eddiesmxse @seolaseoul @spideysloverera @dhtomholland @annab-nana @toms-gf @tonystarksfavoritedaughter @thollandsdarling @simplymocha @cutetomholland @totheblood @softimgyu @luciwritesstuff @softholand @melaninhawtie @hollandstyledt @refairy @sippin-on-tea @cumholland @bouquetofkissesxo @arvinsescape @cindymooons @heavenlyholland @hollandnoir
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silkscream · 2 years
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🌹 recs for any series fics for tom or any of his characters??
congrats on 2k bby✨
peter series:
can’t get close by @ptergwen (nsfw, study buddies to fwb, college!peter)
a fatal shark’s mirage by @aniqua (nsfw, dark content)
where we rot by @vendettaparker (nsfw, dark content, heavy angst)
spring day by @quackeroos (unrequited love, angst)
tom series:
perfidy by @peeterparkr (nsfw, enemies to lovers)
blue jeans by @venomsilk (nsfw, punksinger!au, exes to lovers, ANGST)
hooked on your feelings by @heyhihellowhatsup0 (nsfw, neighbor!au, fwb, angst)
we’re only kidding ourselves by @wazzupmrstark (nsfw, enemies to lovers)
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The bitch is back 🤪🥳
My other blog didn’t really take off and I missed tumblr plus all of you guys so here I am!
I probably won’t be writing but I’ll still leave it all up and linked so you can access it (will update soon after url change). This also won’t be a Tom holland stan blog as much (I still love him and peter Parker) but it will be more multifandom centring around marvel.
I haven’t found my new hyperfixiation yet besides grey anatomy and anime so I’m just gonna hover in fandoms. I am also still very busy training to be a teacher so won’t be as active as I want to be but my asks will be open!
I might throw a sleepover closer to Christmas or the weekend and reconnect but for now I hope you’re all doing well and if you remember me or if you just found me then shoot me a message or ask! 💕💕💕💕 love you all
Katie (aka Badassbabeparker and @robin-buckles) xx
Tagging moots that might remember me (😅) @parkerpeter24 @the-girl-in-the-chair @angelhaz11 @eeyore101247 @sunflowerspidey @spideyspeaches @farfrombarnes @farfromparker @heyhihellowhatsup0 @worldoftom @glowunderthemoon @hollandsmushroom @feliciahardly
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vendettaparker · 1 year
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to my 5k followers:
wow. five thousand followers. i literally can’t even believe it.
now, first things first: thank you all so much for your constant love and support of my blog. i’m gonna be 100 honest with you all and say that i am embarrassed to write fan fiction. i’m not sure i’ll ever reach a day where i will confidently tell people i wrote fan fiction and i have over five thousand amazing followers who like to read my work. i know how big of an accomplishment this is, and in no way would i ever want to undermine it, i just want to truly emphasize how much this means to me. every follower, to me, is one less person i have to be embarrassed to show my work to; that means more than you could ever know.
secondly, i know i’ve been promising a sleepover, and i practically swore i’d do one for 5k… so let’s just say that’s coming… hopefully. unfortunately, tumblr is being a pain in the ass lately, so i’m not even sure how much regular writing i will get done and post.
now, i just want to reiterate how much this blog and all of you mean to me. i know i was very absent a few months ago, and i’m not going to sugarcoat it—i was in a bad place. i had just moved states away from home into a household that— at the time, i didn’t know—was extremely abusive. this isn’t a pity story, nor is it a way for me to vent my trauma, i just want you all to know that this, this blog, even when i wasn’t actively writing and posting, was my safe space. it was my place to get away and escape everything around me. i needed this blog, and i need you. i need to read fics and get away from the mess that was my life. so to all my mutuals who’s work continue to inspire and thrill me: thank you. all of these amazing authors will be tagged below. please check them out.
i have talked a bit about what i went through in the past few months, though i’m trying my best to just heal and move on now, but to everyone who checked in and sent me lovely messages: thank you.
lastly, before i decide to go to finally go to sleep and put my phone down. i just want to give all of these new people a sense of who i am. in the past i have done face reveals, but i have since removed them all. i realize that i do enjoy my anonymity just a bit. so to those who saw them, you are the lucky few ;). however, i have turned myself into an ai generated cartoon for your enjoyment. whenever you’d like to think of me, this is who you should imagine.
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writers who deserve the world (and others iappreciate more than words can say): @indouloureux @justapurrcat @tomdutch @waitimcomingtoo @t-lostinworlds @youandtom2 @userholland @itsapeterthing @ptergwen @annathesillyfriend @kelieah @duskholland @lauras-collection @blindingdutchy @marvelouspeterparker @mypoisonedvine @heyhihellowhatsup0 @luciwritesstuff @wazzupmrstark @worldoftom @lnmp89 @sleepybesson
(if you’re up there and we haven’t interacted, it’s purely bc i could read your works until i die and be completely satisfied <3)
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lauras-collection · 2 years
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don't blame me ✮ nathan drake smut ✮ teaser
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Summary: Ever since Nate broke your trust years ago the two of you have been rivals. This was supposed to be just another treasure hunt. But little did you know it’s gonna change everything.
Words: 500 (whole fic is 8k) 
Warnings: none for the teaser 
A/N: I finally finally get to share this fic with you guys. It’s taken me so long to write it’s not even funny. Full fic coming friday!! Enjoy!!
Feedback is always appreciated ❤️ 
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You’ve got to be kidding me. You think to yourself as your eyes land on none other than Nathan Drake. You’d hoped this would be a job without crossing paths with him. But you’re just not getting a break from him. 
You can’t stand Nate. 
That hadn’t always been the case, though. You used to be best friends and went treasure hunting together. You and Nate had been a team until he went behind your back. You never expected to be betrayed like that. 
You live and you learn.
“Look who it is.” Nate smirks and you can’t help but roll your eyes.
“What are you doing here? You on vacation?” You ask, even though you know he’s here for the same reason as you: He wants the treasure.
“Unfortunately, no. But I’m sure you already knew that.”  
“I thought you’d given up on treasure hunting after the last one slipped right through your fingers. Again.” You cross your arms in front of your chest. 
“I’m not doing it for the money, sweetheart.” You hate it when he calls you sweetheart and he knows it. You try not to show how much it annoys you as you take a sip from your drink. You wanted to unwind at a bar before leaving for the jungle tomorrow morning. But now Nate’s here and it’s stressing you out.
You put the glass back down on the bar and rest your elbow against the wooden surface. “Oh, really? Does your bartending gig really pay that well?” 
“Someone’s been keeping an eye on me, huh?” As a matter of fact, you have. You’re not proud of it, but Nate has been a thorn in your side for years and as much as you’d like to forget about him, you need to keep tabs on him so you can stay ahead of him.
“Of course, I need to make sure you’re staying away from me.” 
“You sure that’s the reason?” He raises one eyebrow and you’ve already had enough of him. It’s not even been five minutes.
“I’m sure.”
He leans in so close you can smell him. You hate to admit it but he smells divine.
“It’s okay, sweetheart. I’ve been keeping an eye on you as well.” A shiver runs down your spine but you try to ignore it. Nate doesn’t deserve these reactions from you. But your body doesn’t seem to care.
“When are you leaving?” You ask, and finally, he puts more distance between you.
“This bar? Why? You wanna come to my hotel room with me?” He smirks and you ball your fists in anger. 
“You know what I mean.”
He tilts his head to the side. “Bummer. We could have a lot of fun Y/N.” He knocks on the the bar, turns around and then he’s gone. Without telling you when he’s leaving.
You mutter a few curses under your breath. It would be best to leave as soon as possible, but you have to wait for your boss to give you the final clue to find the treasure. 
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A/N: full fic coming friday may 13th! let me know if you wanna be tagged! (preferably by ask but you can also reply to this post!)
besties tag: @spidermanlondon​ ☆ @duskholland​ ☆ @heyhihellowhatsup0​ ☆ @annathesillyfriend​ ☆ @hazofmyheart​ ☆ @emilykjh​ ☆ @sinisterspidey​ ☆ @lovebittenbyevans​ ☆ @miraclesoflove​ ☆ @seasidetom ☆ @selfcarecap​ ☆ @missevrythingg​ ☆ @userholland​ ☆ @softholand​  ☆ @hotforharrison​ ☆ @osterfield-holland-andcompany​ ☆ @thecodyexpress​ ☆ @worldoftom​ 
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betzabobababi · 1 year
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✨🧡🌙 SEND THIS TO TEN OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL, JUST TO LET THEM KNOW YOU APPRECIATE THEM! ✨🧡🌙
@book-place
@afalls14universe
@tomdutch
@cutetomholland
@bringinsexybackk69
@twistedpixie77
@jahayla-parker
@nameforthemain
@married2myphone
@vendettaparker
@heyhihellowhatsup0
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cameoutstruggling93 · 2 years
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Fave blogs if u have any?
@peachyfairywitch-x @whim-sickle @summerchick13 @gingeremo @forgottensouls @eatingchipsandwhiskysips @c0smicdrift3r @zymsworld @aliciarachelle @heyhihellowhatsup0
*note! These are my fave, this doesn't necessarily mean that if we are friends, I don't like your blog. Obvi I do since we follow each other!
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worldoftom · 2 years
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Heyhihellowhatsup0 just has the best series right now. I hope you are enjoying it as much as I am!
@heyhihellowhatsup0 someone has a very enthusiastic fan!! And yes, I'm enjoying it so much that I'm actually reading it 😁 I don't read a lot of fic these days
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annab-nana · 2 years
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☀️ sun’s out ☀️ can I have a angst rec with Tom
omg if you want some tom angst, check out @luciwritesstuff, specifically the holiday and fine line! love love love her stuff 😍
also @heyhihellowhatsup0 has several phenomenal tom series with a good bit of angst in them <3
come celebrate with me :)
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tomdutch · 2 years
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Can you give some accounts that you follow that write?? I’d love to show some support!! 😊😊
hell yeah! first let me plug The Girls aka @tshwritersnet members <3
@userholland @silkholland @silkscream @totheblood @spiderboytotherescue @softholand @ptergwen @seolaseoul @gingerparker @belovedholland @borhapparker @sunshinehollandd @sunflowertomholland @thollandsdarling @justapurrcat @hollandfromhell @sailingoceans @buckybarnesandmarvel @melodicheauxxo @pbnjparker @darlingparker @ahoefortomholland @slut4holland @pvarker @yesitsmewhataboutit
and some mutuals and writers i rlly appreciate <3
@t-lostinworlds @cutetomholland @hollandsangel @heyhihellowhatsup0 @luciwritesstuff @tomhollandsblog @peterpparkerwrites @starlordsandrockets @dlwritings @veryholland @refairy @arvinsescape @honeyspidey @vendettaparker @tinyyoungblood @lauras-collection @toms-gf @takenbyheartstrings @alltoowelltom @blindingdutchy @etoileholland
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jasntodds · 1 year
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Heyhihellowhatsup0 has the BEST summer series called “No Shoes, No Shirt, No Problem.” And asonofpeter has an amazing Wandavision-inspired series called “Can’t Escape.” It also comes with amazing moodboards!
You're RIGHT about No Shoes, No Shirt, No Problem it's incredible!! I will definitely be reading Can't Escape though!! I haven't seen anyone do a WandaVision inspired series before!!
No Shoes, No Shirt, No Problem - @heyhihellowhatsup0
Can't Escape - @asonofpeter
Send me your fave fics!!
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